第24章
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  ForamomentthesightofherterrormadeeventheWandererafraid。

  Whatwasthehorrorshebeheldinthishauntedshrine,wherewasnonesavethemselvesalone?Whatwaswiththemintheshrine?

  ThenhesawthathereyeswerefixedonhisgoldenarmourwhichParisoncehadworn,onthegoldenshieldwiththeblazonoftheWhiteBull,onthegoldenhelm,whosevisorwasdownsothatitquitehidhiseyesandhisface——andthenatlasthervoicebrokefromher:

  “/Paris!Paris!Paris!/HasDeathlostholdofthee?Hastthoucometodragmebacktotheeandtoshame?Paris,deadParis!Whogavetheecouragetopasstheshadowsofmenwhomonearththouhadstnotdaredtofaceinwar?“

  Thenshewrungherhands,andlaughedaloudwiththeemptylaughoffear。

  AthoughtcameintothatcraftymindoftheWanderer’s,andheansweredher,notinhisownvoice,butinthesmooth,soft,mockingvoiceofthetraitor,Paris,whomhehadheardforswearhimselfintheoathbeforeIlios。

  “So,lady,thouhastnotyetforgivenParis?Thouweavesttheancientweb,thousingesttheancientsongs——artthoustillunkindasofold?“

  “Whyartthoucomebacktotauntme?“shesaid,andnowshespokeasifanoldfamiliarfearandhorrorwerelayingholdofherandmasteringheragain,afterlongfreedom。“Wasitnotenoughtobetraymeinthesemblanceofmyweddedlord?Whydostthoumock?“

  “Inloveallartsarefair,“heansweredinthevoiceofParis。“Manyhavelovedthee,Lady,andtheyarealldeadforthysake,andnolovebutminehasbeenmorestrongthandeath。Thereisnonetoblameusnow,andnonetohinder。Troyisdown,theheroesarewhitedust;onlyLovelivesyet。Wiltthounotlearn,Lady,howashadowcanlove?“

  Shehadlistenedwithherheadbowed,butnowsheleapedupwithblazingeyesandfaceoffire。

  “Begone!“shesaid,“theheroesaredeadformysake,andtomyshame,buttheshameislivingyet。Begone!Neverinlifeordeathshallmylipstouchthefalselipsthatliedawaymyhonour,andthefalsefacethatworethefavourofmylord’s。“

  Foritwasbyshape-shiftingandmagicart,aspoetstell,thatParisfirstbeguiledFairHelen。

  ThentheWandererspokeagainwiththesweet,smoothvoiceofParis,sonofPriam。

  “AsIpasseduptheshrinewherethyglorydwells,Helen,Iheardtheesing。Andthoudidstsingofthewakingofthyheart,ofthearisingofLovewithinthysoul,andofthecomingofoneforwhomthoudostwait,whomthoudidstlovelongsinceandshaltloveforevermore。

  Andasthousangest,Icame,IParis,whowasthylove,andwhoamthylove,andwhoaloneofghostsandmenshallbethyloveagain。Wiltthoustillbidmego?“

  “Isang,“sheanswered,“yes,astheGodsputitinmyheartsoIsang——forindeeditseemedtomethatonecamewhowasmyloveofold,andwhomaloneImustlove,aloneforever。Butthouwastnotinmyheart,thoufalseParis!Nay,Iwilltellthee,andwiththenamewillscaretheebacktoHell。HewasinmyheartwhomonceasamaidIsawdrivinginhischariotthroughthefordofEurotaswhileIborewaterfromthewell。HewasinmyheartwhomonceIsawinTroy,whenhecreptthithercladinbeggar’sguise。Ay,Paris,Iwillnamehimbyhisname,forthoughheislongdead,yethimalonemethinksIlovedfromtheveryfirst,andhimaloneIshalllovetillmydeathlessnessisdone——Odysseus,sonofLaertes,OdysseusofIthaca,hewasnamedamongmen,andOdysseuswasinmyheartasIsangandinmyheartheshalleverbe,thoughtheGodsintheirwrathhavegivenmetoothers,tomyshame,andagainstmywill。“

  NowwhentheWandererheardherspeak,andheardhisownnameuponherlips,andknewthattheGoldenHelenlovedhimalone,itseemedtohimasthoughhisheartwouldbursthisharness。Nowordcouldhefindinhishearttospeak,butheraisedthevisorofhishelm。

  Shelooked——shesawandknewhimforOdysseus——evenOdysseusofIthaca。Theninturnshehidhereyeswithherhands,andspeakingthroughthemsaid:

  “Oh,Paris!everwastthoufalse,but,ghostorman,ofallthyshamesthisistheshamefullest。Thouhasttakenthelikenessofaherodead,andthouhastheardmespeaksuchwordsofhimasHelenneverspokebefore。Fieonthee,Paris!fieonthee!whowouldesttrickmeintoshameasoncebeforethoudidsttrickmeintheshapeofMenelaus,whowasmylord。NowIwillcallonZeustoblasttheewithhisbolts。

  Nay,notonZeuswillIcall,butonOdysseus’self。/Odysseus!

  Odysseus!/ComethoufromtheshadesandsmitethisParis,thistrickster,whoevenindeathfindswaystomockthee。“

  Sheceased,andwitheyesupturnedandarmsoutstretchedmurmured,“Odysseus!Odysseus!Come。“

  SlowlytheWandererdrewneartothegloryoftheGoldenHelen——

  slowly,slowlyhecame,tillhisdarkeyeslookedintohereyesofblue。Thenatlasthefoundhisvoiceandspake。

  “Helen!ArgiveHelen!“hesaid,“IamnoshadowcomeupfromHelltotormentthee,andofTrojanParisIknownothing。ForIamOdysseus,OdysseusofIthaca,alivingmanbeneaththesunlight。HitheramI

  cometoseethee,hitherIamcometowintheetomyheart。ForyonderinIthacaAphroditevisitedmeinadream,andbademewanderoutupontheseastillatlengthIfoundthee,Helen,andsawtheRedStarblazeuponthybreast。AndIhavewandered,andIhavedared,andI

  haveheardthysong,andrentthewebofFate,andIhaveseentheStar,andlo!atlast,atlast!Ifindthee。WellIsawthouknewestthearmsofParis,whowasthyhusband,andtotrytheeIspokewiththevoiceofParis,asofoldthoudidstfeignthevoicesofourwiveswhenwelayinthewoodenhorsewithinthewallsofTroy。ThusIdrewthesweetnessofthylovefromthysecretbreast,asthesundrawsoutthesweetnessoftheflowers。ButnowIdeclaremyselftobeOdysseus,cladinthemailofParis——Odysseuscomeonthislastjourneytobethyloveandlord。“Andheceased。

  Shetrembledandlookedathimdoubtfully,butatlastshespoke:

  “WelldoIremember,“shesaid,“thatwhenIwashedthelimbsofOdysseus,inthehallsofIlios,Imarkedagreatwhitescarbeneathhisknee。IfindeedthouartOdysseus,andnotaphantomfromtheGods,showmethatgreatscar。“

  ThentheWanderersmiled,and,restinghisbuckleragainstthepillaroftheloom,drewoffhisgoldengreave,andtherewasthescarthattheboardealtwithhistuskontheParnassianhillwhenOdysseuswasaboy。

  “Look,Lady,“hesaid;“isthisthescarthatoncethineeyeslookedoninthehallsofTroy?“

  “Yea,“shesaid,“itistheveryscar,andnowIknowthatthouartnoghostandnolyingshape,butOdysseus’self,cometobemyloveandlord,“andshelookedmostsweetlyinhiseyes。

  NowtheWandererwaverednomore,butputouthisarmstogatherhertohisheart。NowtheRedStarwashiddenonhisbreast,nowthereddropsdrippedfromtheStaruponhismail,andthefaceofherwhoistheWorld’sDesiregrewsoftintheshadowofhishelm,whilehereyesweremeltedtotearsbeneathhiskiss。TheGodssendallloverslikejoy!

  Softlyshesighed,softlydrewbackfromhisarms,andherlipswereopenedtospeakwhenachangecameoverherface。Thekindeyeswerefulloffearagain,asshegazedwhere,throughthewindowoftheshrineofalabaster,thesunlightflickeredingolduponthechapelfloor。Whatwasthatwhichflickeredinthesunlight?orwasitonlythedanceofthemotesinthebeam?Therewasnoshadowcastinthesunshine;whydidshegazeasifshesawanotherwatchingthismeetingoftheirloves?Howeveritchanced,shemasteredherfear;therewasevenasmileonherlipsandmirthinhereyesassheturnedandspokeagain。

  “Odysseus,thouartindeedthecunningestofmen。Thouhaststolenmysecretbythycraft;whosavetheewoulddreamofcraftinsuchanhour?ForwhenIthoughttheeParis,andthyfacewashiddenbythyhelm,IcalledonOdysseusinmyterror,asachildcriestoamother。

  MethinksIhaveeverheldhimdear;alwaysIhavefoundhimreadyatneed,thoughtheGodshavewilledthattillthishourmylovemightnotbeknown,nay,nottomyownheart;soIcalledonOdysseus,andthosewordswerewrungfrommetoscarefalseParisbacktohisownplace。ButthewordsthatshouldhavedrivenParisdowntoHelldrewOdysseustomybreast。Andnowitisdone,andIwillnotgobackuponmywords,forwehavekissedourkissoftroth,beforetheimmortalGodshavewekissed,andthoseghostswhoguardthewaytoHelen,andwhomthoualonecouldstpass,asitwasfated,arewitnessestoouroath。Andnowtheghostsdepart,fornomoreneedtheyguardthebeautyofHelen。Itisgiventotheetohaveandkeep,andnowisHelenoncemoreaverywoman,foratthykissthecursewasbroken。

  Ah,friend!sincemylorddiedinpleasantLaced?mon,whatthingshaveIseenandsufferedbytheGods’decree!ButtwothingsIwilltellthee,Odysseus,andthoushaltreadthemasthoumayest。Thoughneverbeforeinthylife-daysdidthylipstouchmine,yetIknowthatnotnowforthefirsttimewekiss。AndthisIknowalso,fortheGodshavesetitinmyheart,thatthoughourloveshallbeshort,andlittlejoyshallwehaveoneofanother,yetdeathshallnotendit。

  For,Odysseus,IamadaughteroftheGods,andthoughIsleepandforgetthatwhichhasbeeninmysleep,andthoughmyshapechangeasbutnowitseemedtochangeintheeyesofthoseripetodie,yetI

  dienot。Andforthee,thoughthouartmortal,deathshallbebutastheshortsummernightsthatmarkoffdayfromday。Forthoushaltliveagain,Odysseus,asthouhastlivedbefore,andlifebylifeweshallmeetandlovetilltheendiscome。“

  AstheWandererlistenedhethoughtoncemoreofthatdreamofMeriamuntheQueen,whichthepriestReihadtoldhim。ButhesaidnothingofittoHelen;forabouttheQueenandherwordstohimitseemedwisestnottospeak。

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