Theclamourswelledorsank,andthemencalledorcriedthenamesofmanywomen,somedead,somelost。Othersweremute,silentinthepresenceoftheWorld’sDesire,silentaswhenweseelostfacesinadream。TheWandererhadlookedonceandthencastdownhiseyesandstoodwithhisfacehiddeninhishands。Healonewaitedandstrovetothink;therestwereabandonedtothebewildermentoftheirpassionsandtheiramaze。
Whatwasitthathehadseen?Thatwhichhehadsoughthiswholelifelong;soughtbyseaandland,notknowingwhathesought。Forthishehadwanderedwithahungryheart,andnowwasthehungerofhishearttobeappeased?BetweenhimandherwastheunknownbarrierandtheinvisibleDeath。Washetopasstheunmarkedboundary,toforcethoseguardedgatesandachievewhereallhadfailed?Hadamagicdeceivedhiseyes?DidhelookbutonapictureandavisionthatsomeartcouldcallagainfromthehauntedplaceofMemory?
Hesighedandlookedagain。Lo!inhischarmedsightafairgirlseemedtostanduponthepylonbrow,andonherheadsheboreashiningurnofbronze。
Heknewhernow。HehadseenherthusatthecourtofKingTyndareusashedroveinhischariotthroughthefordofEurotas;thushehadseenheralsointhedreamontheSilentIsle。
Againhesighedandagainhelooked。Nowinhischarmedsightawomansat,whosefacewasthefaceofthegirl,grownmorelovelyfar,butsadwithgriefandtouchedwithshame。
Hesawherandheknewher。SohehadseenherinTroytowerswhenhestolethitherinabeggar’sguisefromthecampoftheAch?ans。SohehadseenherwhenshesavedhislifeinIlios。
Againhesighedandagainhelooked,andnowhesawtheGoldenHelen。
Shestooduponthepylon’sbrow。Shestoodwitharmsoutstretched,witheyesupturned,andonhershiningfacetherewasasmileliketheinfinitesmileofthedawn。Oh,nowindeedheknewtheshapethatwasBeauty’sself——theinnocentSpiritofLovesentonearthbytheundyingGodstobethedoomandthedelightofmen;todrawthemthroughthewaysofstrifetotheunknownend。
AwhiletheGoldenHelenstoodthuslookingupandouttotheworldsbeyond;tothepeacebeyondthestrife,tothegoalbeyondthegrave。
Thusshestoodwhilemenscarcedaredtobreathe,summoningalltocomeandtakethatwhichupontheearthisguardedsoinvincibly。
Thenoncemoreshesang,andasshesang,slowlydrewherselfaway,tillatlengthnothingwasleftofthevisionofhersavethesweetnessofherdyingsong。
WhowinshisLoveshallloseher,Wholoseshershallgain,Forstillthespiritwoosher,Asoulwithoutastain;
AndMemorystillpursuesherWithlongingsnotinvain!
Helosesherwhogainsher,WhowatchesdaybydayThedustoftimethatstainsher,Thegriefsthatleavehergrey,ThefleshthatyetenchainsherWhosegracehathpassedaway!
Oh,happierhewhogainsnotTheLovesomeseemtogain:
ThejoythatcustomstainsnotShallstillwithhimremain,Thelovelinessthatwanesnot,Thelovethatne’ercanwane。
IndreamsshegrowsnotolderThelandsofDreamamong,Thoughalltheworldwaxcolder,Thoughallthesongsbesung,IndreamsdothhebeholdherStillfairandkindandyoung。
Nowthesilencediedaway,andagainmadnesscameuponthosewhohadlistenedandlooked。Themenwithoutthewalloncemorehurledthemselvesagainstthegates,whilethewomenclungtothem,shriekingcursesonthebeautyoftheHathor,forthesongmeantnothingtothesewomen,andtheirarmswereaboutthosewhomtheylovedandwhowonthemtheirbread。ButmostofthemenwhowereintheoutercourtrusheduptotheinnergateswithinwhichstoodthealabastershrineoftheHathor。Someflungthemselvesuponthegroundandclutchedatit,asindreamsmenflingthemselvesdowntobesavedfromfallingintoapitthathasnobottom。Yetasinsuchanevilslumberthedreamerisdrawninchbyinchtothemouthofthepitbyanunseenhand,sothesewretchedmenweredraggedalongthegroundbythemightoftheirowndesire。Invaintheysettheirfeetagainstthestonestoholdthemselvesfromgoing,fortheythrustforwardyetmorefiercelywiththeirhands,andthuslittlebylittledrewneartheinnergateswrithingforwardsyetmovingbackwardslikeawoundedsnakedraggedalongbyarope。ForofthosewhothusenteredtheoutercourtandlookedupontheHathor,fewmightgobackalive。
Nowthepriestsdrewtheclothsfromtheireyes,andrising,flungwidethesecondgates,andthere,butalittlewayoff,theveiloftheshrinewaveredasifinawind。Fornowthedoorsbeyondtheveilwerethrownopen,asmightbeseenwhenthewindswayeditsTyrianweb,andthroughthecurtaincamethesoundofthesamesweetsinging。
“Drawnear!Drawnear!“criedtheancientpriest。“LethimwhowouldwintheHathordrawnear!“
NowatfirsttheWandererwasmindedtorushon。Buthisdesirehadnotwhollyovercomehim,norhadhiswisdomlefthim。Hetookcounselwithhisheartandwaitedtolettheothersgo,andtoseehowitfaredwiththem。
Theworshipperswerenowhurryingbackandnowdartingonwards,asfearandlongingseizedthem,tillthemanwhowasblinddrewnear,ledbythehandofapriest,forhishoundmightnotenterthesecondcourtofthetemple。
“Doyefear?“hecried。“Cowards,Ifearnot。ItisbettertolookuponthegloryoftheHathoranddiethantoliveandneverseehermore。Setmyfacestraight,yepriests,setmyfacestraight,attheworstIcanbutdie。“
Sotheyledhimasnearthecurtainsastheydaredtogoandsethisfacestraight。Thenwithagreatcryherushedon。Buthewascaughtandwhirledaboutlikealeafinawind,sothathefell。Heroseandagainrushedon,againtobewhirledback。Athirdtimeheroseandrushedon,smitingwithhisblindman’sstaff。Theblowfell,andstayedinmid-air,andtherecameahollowsoundasofasmittenshield,andthestaffthatdealttheblowwasshattered。Thentherewasanoiselikethenoiseofclashingswords,andthemaninstantlysankdowndead,thoughtheWanderercouldseenowounduponhim。
“Drawnear!Drawnear!“criedthepriestagain。“Thisoneisfallen。
LethimwhowouldwintheHathordrawnear!“
ThenthemanwhohadfledfromthehostoftheApurarushedforward,cryingontheLionofhistribe。Backhewashurled,andbackagain,butatthethirdtimeoncemoretherecamethesoundofclashingswords,andhetoofelldead。
“Drawnear!Drawnear!“criedthepriest。“Anotherhasfallen!LethimwhowouldwintheHathordrawnear!“
Andnowmanaftermanrushedon,tobefirsthurledbackandthenslainoftheclashingswords。AndatlengthallwereslainsavetheWandereralone。
Thenthepriestspake:
“Wiltthouindeedrushontodoom,thougloriousman?Thouhastseenthefateofmany。Bewarnedandturnaway。“
“NeverdidIturnfrommanorghost,“saidtheWanderer,anddrawinghisshortswordhecamenear,warilycoveringhisheadwithhisbroadshield,whilethepriestsstoodbacktoseehimdie。Now,theWandererhadmarkedthatnoneweretouchedtilltheystoodattheverythresholdofthedoorway。ThereforeheutteredaprayertoAphroditeandcameonslowlytillhisfeetwerewithinabow’slengthofthethreshold,andtherehestoodandlistened。NowhecouldheartheverywordsofthesongthattheHathorsangasshewoveatherloom。SodreadandsweetitwasthatforawhilehethoughtnomoreontheGuardiansoftheGate,norofhowhemightwintheway,norofaughtsavethesong。Forshewassingingshrillandclearinhisowndeartongue,thetongueoftheAch?ans:
Paintwiththreadsofgoldandscarlet,paintthebattlesfoughtforme,AllthewarsforArgiveHelen;stormandsackbylandorsea;
Allthetaleoflovesandsorrowsthathavebeenandaretobe。
Paintherlipsthatlikeacuphavepledgedthelipsofheroesall,Painthergoldenhairunwhitenedwhilethemanywintersfall,Paintthebeautythatismistressofthewideworldanditsthrall!
Paintthestormsofshipsandchariots,rainofarrowsflyingfar,PaintthewavesofWarfareleapingupatBeautylikeastar,LikeastarthatpaleandtremblinghangsabovethewavesofWar。
PainttheancientIliosfallen;painttheflamesthatscaledthesky,Whenthefoewasinthefortress,whenthetrumpetandthecryRangofmenintheirlastonset,menwhosehourhaddawnedtodie。
Woeformeoncelovedofallmen,methatneveryethaveknownHowtolovetheheartsthatlovedme。Woeforwoe,whohearthemoanOfmylovers’ghoststhatperishedintheircitiesoverthrown。
Istherenot,ofGodsormortals,oh,yeGods,istherenotone——
Onewhoseheartshallmatewithmyheart,onetoloveereallbedone,Allthetalesofwarsthatshallbeformylovebeneaththesun?
Nowthesongdiedaway,andtheWandereroncemorebethoughthimoftheWardensoftheGateandofthebattlewhichhemustfight。Butashebracedhimselftorushonagainsttheunseenfoethemusicofthesingingswelledforthagain,andwhetherhewilleditorwilleditnot,sosweetwasitsmagicthattherehemustwaittillthesongwasdone。Andnowstrongerandmoregladlyrangthesweetshrillvoice,likethevoiceofonewhohasmademoanthroughthelivelongwinternight,andnowseesthechariotofthedawnclimbingtheeasternsky。
AndthustheHathorsang:
Ah,withinmyheartahungerfortheloveunfelt,unknown,Stirsatlength,andwakesandmurmursasachildthatwakestomoan,Lefttosleepwithinsomesilenthouseofstrangersandalone。
Somyheartawakes,andwaking,moanswithhungerandwithcold,Criesinpainofdimremembranceforthejoythatwasofold;
Forthelovethatwas,thatshallbe,halfforgotandhalfforetold。
HaveIdreameditorremembered?InanotherworldwasI,Livedandlovedinalienseasons,movedbeneathagoldensky,Inagoldenclimewherenevercamethestrifeofmenthatdie。