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  Theclamourswelledorsank,andthemencalledorcriedthenamesofmanywomen,somedead,somelost。Othersweremute,silentinthepresenceoftheWorld’sDesire,silentaswhenweseelostfacesinadream。TheWandererhadlookedonceandthencastdownhiseyesandstoodwithhisfacehiddeninhishands。Healonewaitedandstrovetothink;therestwereabandonedtothebewildermentoftheirpassionsandtheiramaze。

  Whatwasitthathehadseen?Thatwhichhehadsoughthiswholelifelong;soughtbyseaandland,notknowingwhathesought。Forthishehadwanderedwithahungryheart,andnowwasthehungerofhishearttobeappeased?BetweenhimandherwastheunknownbarrierandtheinvisibleDeath。Washetopasstheunmarkedboundary,toforcethoseguardedgatesandachievewhereallhadfailed?Hadamagicdeceivedhiseyes?DidhelookbutonapictureandavisionthatsomeartcouldcallagainfromthehauntedplaceofMemory?

  Hesighedandlookedagain。Lo!inhischarmedsightafairgirlseemedtostanduponthepylonbrow,andonherheadsheboreashiningurnofbronze。

  Heknewhernow。HehadseenherthusatthecourtofKingTyndareusashedroveinhischariotthroughthefordofEurotas;thushehadseenheralsointhedreamontheSilentIsle。

  Againhesighedandagainhelooked。Nowinhischarmedsightawomansat,whosefacewasthefaceofthegirl,grownmorelovelyfar,butsadwithgriefandtouchedwithshame。

  Hesawherandheknewher。SohehadseenherinTroytowerswhenhestolethitherinabeggar’sguisefromthecampoftheAch?ans。SohehadseenherwhenshesavedhislifeinIlios。

  Againhesighedandagainhelooked,andnowhesawtheGoldenHelen。

  Shestooduponthepylon’sbrow。Shestoodwitharmsoutstretched,witheyesupturned,andonhershiningfacetherewasasmileliketheinfinitesmileofthedawn。Oh,nowindeedheknewtheshapethatwasBeauty’sself——theinnocentSpiritofLovesentonearthbytheundyingGodstobethedoomandthedelightofmen;todrawthemthroughthewaysofstrifetotheunknownend。

  AwhiletheGoldenHelenstoodthuslookingupandouttotheworldsbeyond;tothepeacebeyondthestrife,tothegoalbeyondthegrave。

  Thusshestoodwhilemenscarcedaredtobreathe,summoningalltocomeandtakethatwhichupontheearthisguardedsoinvincibly。

  Thenoncemoreshesang,andasshesang,slowlydrewherselfaway,tillatlengthnothingwasleftofthevisionofhersavethesweetnessofherdyingsong。

  WhowinshisLoveshallloseher,Wholoseshershallgain,Forstillthespiritwoosher,Asoulwithoutastain;

  AndMemorystillpursuesherWithlongingsnotinvain!

  Helosesherwhogainsher,WhowatchesdaybydayThedustoftimethatstainsher,Thegriefsthatleavehergrey,ThefleshthatyetenchainsherWhosegracehathpassedaway!

  Oh,happierhewhogainsnotTheLovesomeseemtogain:

  ThejoythatcustomstainsnotShallstillwithhimremain,Thelovelinessthatwanesnot,Thelovethatne’ercanwane。

  IndreamsshegrowsnotolderThelandsofDreamamong,Thoughalltheworldwaxcolder,Thoughallthesongsbesung,IndreamsdothhebeholdherStillfairandkindandyoung。

  Nowthesilencediedaway,andagainmadnesscameuponthosewhohadlistenedandlooked。Themenwithoutthewalloncemorehurledthemselvesagainstthegates,whilethewomenclungtothem,shriekingcursesonthebeautyoftheHathor,forthesongmeantnothingtothesewomen,andtheirarmswereaboutthosewhomtheylovedandwhowonthemtheirbread。ButmostofthemenwhowereintheoutercourtrusheduptotheinnergateswithinwhichstoodthealabastershrineoftheHathor。Someflungthemselvesuponthegroundandclutchedatit,asindreamsmenflingthemselvesdowntobesavedfromfallingintoapitthathasnobottom。Yetasinsuchanevilslumberthedreamerisdrawninchbyinchtothemouthofthepitbyanunseenhand,sothesewretchedmenweredraggedalongthegroundbythemightoftheirowndesire。Invaintheysettheirfeetagainstthestonestoholdthemselvesfromgoing,fortheythrustforwardyetmorefiercelywiththeirhands,andthuslittlebylittledrewneartheinnergateswrithingforwardsyetmovingbackwardslikeawoundedsnakedraggedalongbyarope。ForofthosewhothusenteredtheoutercourtandlookedupontheHathor,fewmightgobackalive。

  Nowthepriestsdrewtheclothsfromtheireyes,andrising,flungwidethesecondgates,andthere,butalittlewayoff,theveiloftheshrinewaveredasifinawind。Fornowthedoorsbeyondtheveilwerethrownopen,asmightbeseenwhenthewindswayeditsTyrianweb,andthroughthecurtaincamethesoundofthesamesweetsinging。

  “Drawnear!Drawnear!“criedtheancientpriest。“LethimwhowouldwintheHathordrawnear!“

  NowatfirsttheWandererwasmindedtorushon。Buthisdesirehadnotwhollyovercomehim,norhadhiswisdomlefthim。Hetookcounselwithhisheartandwaitedtolettheothersgo,andtoseehowitfaredwiththem。

  Theworshipperswerenowhurryingbackandnowdartingonwards,asfearandlongingseizedthem,tillthemanwhowasblinddrewnear,ledbythehandofapriest,forhishoundmightnotenterthesecondcourtofthetemple。

  “Doyefear?“hecried。“Cowards,Ifearnot。ItisbettertolookuponthegloryoftheHathoranddiethantoliveandneverseehermore。Setmyfacestraight,yepriests,setmyfacestraight,attheworstIcanbutdie。“

  Sotheyledhimasnearthecurtainsastheydaredtogoandsethisfacestraight。Thenwithagreatcryherushedon。Buthewascaughtandwhirledaboutlikealeafinawind,sothathefell。Heroseandagainrushedon,againtobewhirledback。Athirdtimeheroseandrushedon,smitingwithhisblindman’sstaff。Theblowfell,andstayedinmid-air,andtherecameahollowsoundasofasmittenshield,andthestaffthatdealttheblowwasshattered。Thentherewasanoiselikethenoiseofclashingswords,andthemaninstantlysankdowndead,thoughtheWanderercouldseenowounduponhim。

  “Drawnear!Drawnear!“criedthepriestagain。“Thisoneisfallen。

  LethimwhowouldwintheHathordrawnear!“

  ThenthemanwhohadfledfromthehostoftheApurarushedforward,cryingontheLionofhistribe。Backhewashurled,andbackagain,butatthethirdtimeoncemoretherecamethesoundofclashingswords,andhetoofelldead。

  “Drawnear!Drawnear!“criedthepriest。“Anotherhasfallen!LethimwhowouldwintheHathordrawnear!“

  Andnowmanaftermanrushedon,tobefirsthurledbackandthenslainoftheclashingswords。AndatlengthallwereslainsavetheWandereralone。

  Thenthepriestspake:

  “Wiltthouindeedrushontodoom,thougloriousman?Thouhastseenthefateofmany。Bewarnedandturnaway。“

  “NeverdidIturnfrommanorghost,“saidtheWanderer,anddrawinghisshortswordhecamenear,warilycoveringhisheadwithhisbroadshield,whilethepriestsstoodbacktoseehimdie。Now,theWandererhadmarkedthatnoneweretouchedtilltheystoodattheverythresholdofthedoorway。ThereforeheutteredaprayertoAphroditeandcameonslowlytillhisfeetwerewithinabow’slengthofthethreshold,andtherehestoodandlistened。NowhecouldheartheverywordsofthesongthattheHathorsangasshewoveatherloom。SodreadandsweetitwasthatforawhilehethoughtnomoreontheGuardiansoftheGate,norofhowhemightwintheway,norofaughtsavethesong。Forshewassingingshrillandclearinhisowndeartongue,thetongueoftheAch?ans:

  Paintwiththreadsofgoldandscarlet,paintthebattlesfoughtforme,AllthewarsforArgiveHelen;stormandsackbylandorsea;

  Allthetaleoflovesandsorrowsthathavebeenandaretobe。

  Paintherlipsthatlikeacuphavepledgedthelipsofheroesall,Painthergoldenhairunwhitenedwhilethemanywintersfall,Paintthebeautythatismistressofthewideworldanditsthrall!

  Paintthestormsofshipsandchariots,rainofarrowsflyingfar,PaintthewavesofWarfareleapingupatBeautylikeastar,LikeastarthatpaleandtremblinghangsabovethewavesofWar。

  PainttheancientIliosfallen;painttheflamesthatscaledthesky,Whenthefoewasinthefortress,whenthetrumpetandthecryRangofmenintheirlastonset,menwhosehourhaddawnedtodie。

  Woeformeoncelovedofallmen,methatneveryethaveknownHowtolovetheheartsthatlovedme。Woeforwoe,whohearthemoanOfmylovers’ghoststhatperishedintheircitiesoverthrown。

  Istherenot,ofGodsormortals,oh,yeGods,istherenotone——

  Onewhoseheartshallmatewithmyheart,onetoloveereallbedone,Allthetalesofwarsthatshallbeformylovebeneaththesun?

  Nowthesongdiedaway,andtheWandereroncemorebethoughthimoftheWardensoftheGateandofthebattlewhichhemustfight。Butashebracedhimselftorushonagainsttheunseenfoethemusicofthesingingswelledforthagain,andwhetherhewilleditorwilleditnot,sosweetwasitsmagicthattherehemustwaittillthesongwasdone。Andnowstrongerandmoregladlyrangthesweetshrillvoice,likethevoiceofonewhohasmademoanthroughthelivelongwinternight,andnowseesthechariotofthedawnclimbingtheeasternsky。

  AndthustheHathorsang:

  Ah,withinmyheartahungerfortheloveunfelt,unknown,Stirsatlength,andwakesandmurmursasachildthatwakestomoan,Lefttosleepwithinsomesilenthouseofstrangersandalone。

  Somyheartawakes,andwaking,moanswithhungerandwithcold,Criesinpainofdimremembranceforthejoythatwasofold;

  Forthelovethatwas,thatshallbe,halfforgotandhalfforetold。

  HaveIdreameditorremembered?InanotherworldwasI,Livedandlovedinalienseasons,movedbeneathagoldensky,Inagoldenclimewherenevercamethestrifeofmenthatdie。

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