Butitwasnotfornothingthatheboreastoutandpatientheart,andabrainuncloudedbydangerorbylove。Hehadneverbeeninastraitlikethis;caughtwithbondsthatnoswordcouldcut,andintoilsthatnoskillcouldundo。Ononesidewereloveandpleasure——ontheotherabrokenoath,andthelossforeveroftheHeart’sDesire。Fortoloveanotherwoman,ashehadbeenwarned,wastoloseHelen。Butagain,ifhescornedtheQueen——nay,forallhishardihoodhedarednottellherthatshewasnotthewomanofhisvision,thewomanhecametoseek。Yetevennowhiscoldcourageandhiscunningdidnotfailhim。
“Lady,“hesaid,“webothhavedreamed。Butifthoudidstdreamthouwertmylove,thoudidstwaketofindthyselfthewifeofPharaoh。AndPharaohismyhostandhathmyoath。“
“IwoketofindmyselfthewifeofPharaoh,“sheechoed,wearily,andherarmsuncurledfromhisneckandshesankbackonthecouch。“IamPharaoh’swifeinword,butnotindeed。Pharaohisnothingtome,thouWanderer——noughtsaveaname。“
“Yetismyoathmuchtome,QueenMeriamun——myoathandthehospitablehearth,“theWanderermadeanswer。“IsworetoMeneptahtoholdtheefromallill,andthere’sanend。“
“AndifPharaohcomesbacknomore,whatthenOdysseus?“
“Thenwillwetalkagain。Andnow,Lady,thysafetycallsmetovisitthyGuard。“Andwithoutmorewordsheroseandwent。
TheQueenlookedafterhim。
“Astrangeman,“shesaidinherheart,“whobuildsabarrierwithhisoathbetwixthimselfandherhelovesandhaswanderedsofartowin!
YetmethinksIhonourhimthemore。PharaohMeneptah,myhusband,eat,drink,andbemerry,forthisIpromisethee——shortshallbethydays。“
“Swiftasabirdorathought,“saystheoldharperoftheNorthernSea。TheWanderer’sthoughtsinthemorningwereswiftasnightbirds,flyingbackandbroodingoverthethingshehadseenandthewordshehadheardintheQueen’schamber。Againhestoodbetweenthiswomanandtheoathwhich,ofalloaths,wastheworsttobreak。And,indeed,hewaslittletemptedtobreakit,forthoughMeriamunwasbeautifulandwise,hefearedherloveandhefearedhermagicartnolessthanhefearedhervengeanceifshewerescorned。Delayseemedtheonlycourse。LethimwaittilltheKingreturned,anditwouldgohardbuthefoundsomecauseforleavingthecityofTanis,andseekingthroughnewadventurestheWorld’sDesire。Themysteriousriverlayyonder。Hewouldascendtheriverofwhichsomanytalesweretold。Itflowedfromthelandoftheblameless/?thiopians/,themostjustofmen,atwhosetablestheveryGodssatasguests。There,perchance,farupthesacredstream,inalandwherenowrongevercame,there,iftheFatespermitted,hemightfindtheGoldenHelen。
IftheFatespermitted:butalltheadventurewasoftheFates,whohadshownhimtoMeriamuninadream。
Heturneditlonginhismindandfoundlittlelight。Itseemedthatashehaddriftedthroughdarknessacrossablood-redseatotheshoresofKhem,soheshouldwadethroughbloodtothatshoreofFatewhichtheGodsappointed。
Yetafterawhileheshooksorrowfromhim,arose,bathed,anointedhimself,combedhisdarklocks,andgirdedonhisgoldenarmour。FornowherememberedthatthiswasthedaywhentheStrangeHathorshouldstanduponthepylonofthetempleandcallthepeopletoher,andhewasmindedtolookuponher,andifneedbetodobattlewiththatwhichguardedher。
SoheprayedtoAphroditethatshewouldhelphim,andhepouredoutwinetoherandwaited;hewaited,butnoanswercametohisprayer。
Yetasheturnedawayitchancedthathesawhiscountenanceinthewidegoldencupwhencehehadpoured,anditseemedtohimthatithadgrownmorefairandlostthestampofyears,andthathisfacewassmoothandyoungasthefaceofthatOdysseuswho,manyyearsago,hadsailedintheblackshipsandlookedbackonthesmokingruinsofwindyTroy。InthishesawthehandoftheGoddess,andknewthatifshemightnotbemanifestinthislandofstrangeGods,yetshewaswithhim。And,knowingthis,hisheartgrewlightastheheartofaboyfromwhomsorrowisyetalongwayoff,andwhohasnotdreamedofdeath。
Thenheateanddrank,andwhenhehadputfromhimthedesireoffoodhearoseandgirdedonthesword,Euryalus’sgift,buttheblackbowheleftinitscase。NowhewasreadyandabouttosetforthwhenReithePriestenteredthechamber。
“Whithergoestthou,Eperitus?“askedRei,theinstructedPriest。“Andwhatisitthathasmadethyfacesofair,asthoughmanyyearshadbeenliftedfromthyback?“
“’Tisbutsweetsleep,Rei,“saidtheWanderer。“DeeplyIsleptlastnight,andthewearinessofmywanderingsfellfromme,andnowIamasIwasbeforeIsailedacrosstheblood-redseaintothenight。“
“SellthouthesecretofthissleeptotheladiesofKhem,“answeredtheagedpriest,smiling,“andlittleshaltthoulackofwealthforallthydays。“
ThushespakeasthoughhebelievedtheWanderer,butinhisheartheknewthatthethingwasoftheGods。
TheWandereranswered:
“IgouptotheTempleoftheHathor,forthoudostrememberitisto-daythatshestandsuponthepylonbrowandcallsthepeopletoher。Comestthoualso,Rei?“
“Nay,nay,Icomenot,Eperitus。Iamoldindeed,butyetthebloodcreepsthroughthesewitheredveins,and,perchance,ifIcameandlooked,themadnesswouldseizemealso,andItooshouldrushtomyslaying。ThereisawayinwhichamanmaylistentothevoiceoftheHathor,andthatistohavehiseyesblindfolded,asmanydo。Buteventhenhewilltearthebandagefromhiseyes,andlook,anddiewiththeothers。Oh,gonotup,Eperitus——Ipraytheegonotup。Ilovethee——Iknownotwhy——andamlittlemindedtoseetheedead。Though,perchance,“headded,asthoughtohimself,“itwouldbewellforthoseIserveifthouwertdead,thouWanderer,withtheeyesofFate。“
“Havenofear,Rei,“saidtheWanderer,“asitisdoomedsoshallI
dieandnototherwise。Nevershallitbetold,“hemurmuredinhisheart,“thathewhostoodinarmsagainstScylla,theHorroroftheRock,turnedbackfromanyformoffearorfromanyshapeofLove。“
ThenReiwrunghishandsandwentnightoweeping,fortohimitseemedapitifulthingthatsogoodlyamanandsogreataheroshouldthusbedonetodeath。ButtheWandererpassedoutthroughthecity,andReiwentwithhimforacertaindistance。Atlengththeycametotheroadsetoneithersidewithsphinxes,thatleadsfromtheouterwallofbricktothegardenoftheTempleofHathor,anddownthisroadhurriedamultitudeofmenofallracesandofeveryage。Heretheprincewasbornealonginhislitter;heretheyoungnobletravelledinhischariot。Herecametheslavebespatteredwiththemudofthefields;herethecripplelimpeduponhiscrutches;andherewastheblindmanledbyahound。Andwitheachmancamewomen:thewifeoftheman,orhismother,orhissisters,orshetowhomhewasvowedinmarriage。Weepingtheycame,andwithsoftwordsandclingingarmstheystrovetoholdbackhimwhomtheyloved。
“Oh,myson!myson!“criedawoman,“hearkentothymother’svoice。
GonotuptolookupontheGoddess,forifthoudostlookthenshaltthoudie,andthoualoneartleftalivetome。TwobrothersofthineI
bore,andbehold,botharedead;andwiltthoudiealso,andleaveme,whoamold,aloneanddesolate?Benotmad,myson,thouartthedearestofall;everhaveIlovedtheeandtendedthee。Comeback,I
pray——comeback。“
Buthersonheardnotandheedednot,pressingontowardtheGatesoftheHeart’sDesire。
“Oh,myhusband,myhusband!“criedanother,young,ofgentlebirth,andfair,whobareababeonherleftarmandwiththerightclutchedherlord’sbroideredrobe。“Oh,myhusband,haveInotlovedtheeandbeenkindtothee,andwiltthoustillgouptolookuponthedeadlygloryoftheHathor?TheysayshewearsthebeautyoftheDead。Lovestthoumenotbetterthanherwhodiedfiveyearsagone,MerisathedaughterofRois,thoughthoudidstloveherfirst?See,hereisthybabe,thybabe,butoneweekborn。EvenfrommybedofpainhaveI
risenandfollowedaftertheedownthesewearyroads,andIamliketolosemylifeforit。Hereisthybabe,letitpleadwiththee。Letmedieifsoitmustbe,butgonotthouuptothydeath。ItisnoGoddesswhomthouwiltsee,butanevilspiritloosedfromtheunder-
world,andthatshallbethydoom。Oh,ifIpleasetheenot,takethouanotherwifeandIwillmakeherwelcome,onlygonotuptothydeath!“
Butthemanfixedhiseyesuponthepylontops,heedinghernot,andatlengthshesankupontheroad,andtherewiththebabewouldhavebeencrushedbythechariots,hadnottheWandererbornehertoonesideoftheway。
Now,ofallsightsthiswasthemostdreadful,foroneverysiderosetheprayersandlamentationsofwomen,andstillthemultitudeofmenpressedonunheeding。
“NowthouseestthepowerofLove,andhowifawomanbebutbeautifulenoughshemaydragallmentoruin,“saidReithePriest。
“Yes,“saidtheWanderer;“astrangesight,truly。MuchbloodhaththisHathorofthineuponherhands。“
“Andyetthouwiltgiveherthine,Wanderer。“
“ThatIamnotmindedtodo,“heanswered;“yetIwilllookuponherface,sospeaknomoreofit。“
Nowtheywerecometothespacebeforethebronzegatesofthepylonoftheoutercourt,andtherethemultitudegatheredtothenumberofmanyhundreds。Presently,astheywatched,apriestcametothegates,thatsamepriestwhohadshowntheWandererthebodiesinthebathsofbronze。Helookedthroughthebarsandcriedaloud: