“’Thenconfusionwaspileduponconfusion,norcanmymemoryholdallthatcametopass。Forthisgameplayeditselfafreshinlands,andlives,andtongueswithoutnumber。Onlythelastboutandthewinnerwerenotrevealedtome。
“’AndinmydreamIcriedaloudtotheprotectingGodstoescapeoutofthedream,andIsoughtforlightthatImightseewhencethesethingswere。Then,asinavision,thePastopenedupitsgates。Itseemedthatuponatime,thousand,thousandagesagone,Iandthismanofmydreamhadarisenfromnothingnessandlookedineachother’seyes,andlovedwithaloveunspeakable,andvowedavowthatshallendurefromtimetotimeandworldtoworld。Forwewerenotmortalthen,butpartookofthenatureoftheGods,beingmorefairandgreatthananyofhumankind,andourhappinesswasthehappinessofHeaven。
ButinourgreatjoywehearkenedtotheVoiceoftheThatthouknowest,ofthatThing,Rei,withwhich,againstthycounsel,Ihavebutlatelydealt。ThekissofourloveawakenedThatwhichslept,thefireofourlovewarmedThatwhichwasa-cold!WedefiedtheholyGods,worshippingthemnot,butrathereachtheother,forweknewthatastheGodswewereeternal。AndtheGodswereangeredagainstusanddrewusupintotheirpresence。Andwhilewetrembledtheyspakeaswithavoice:
“’“Yetwainwhoareonelife,eachcompletingeach,becausewithyourkissesyehavewakenedThatwhichslept,andwiththefireofyourlovehavewarmedThatwhichwasa-cold:becauseyehaveforgottenthemthatgaveyoulifeandloveandjoy:hearkentoyourDoom!
“’“FromTwobeyemade/Three/,andthroughallTimestriveyetobeTwainagain。PassfromthisHolyPlacedowntotheHellofEarth,andthoughyebeimmortalputonthegarmentsofmortality。PassonfromLifetoLife,liveandloveandhateandseemtodie:haveacquaintancewitheverylot,andinyourblindforgetfulness,beingoneandbeingequal,workeachother’swoeaccordingtothelawofEarth,andforyourlove’ssakesinandbeshamed,perishandre-arise,appeartoconquerandbeconquered,pursuingyourthreefolddestiny,and,atthewordofFate,theunalteringcirclemeets,andtheveilofblindnessfallsfromyoureyes,and,asascroll,yourfollyisunrolled,andthehidpurposeofyoursorrowisaccomplishedandoncemoreyeareTwainandOne。“
“’Then,aswetrembled,clingingeachtoeach,againthegreatVoicespoke:
“’“YetwainwhoareOne——letThattowhichyehavehearkeneddivideyouandenfoldyou!BeyeThree!“
“’AndastheVoicespokeIwastornwithagony,andstrengthwentoutofme,andthere,byhimIloved,stoodthewomanofmydreamcrownedwitheverygloryandadornedwiththeStar。Andwewerethree。Andbetweenhimandme,yetenfoldinghimandme,writhedthatThingthouwottestof。AndhewhomIlovedturnedtolookuponthefairwoman,wondering,andshesmiledandstretchedoutherarmtowardshimasonewhowouldtakethatwhichisherown,andRei,inthathour,thoughitwasbutinadream,Iknewthemortalpainofjealousy,andawoketrembling。Andnowreadthouthisvision,Rei,thouwhoartlearnedintheinterpretationofdreamsandinthewaysofsleep。’
“’Oh,Lady,’Imadeanswer,’thisthingistoohighforme,Icannotinterpretit;butwherethouart,theremayIbetohelpthee。’
“’Iknowthylove,’shesaid,’butinthywordsislittlelight。So——
so——letitpass!Itwasbutadream,andifindeeditcamefromtheUnderWorld,why,itwasfromnohelpfulGod,butratherfromSet,theTormentor;orfromPasht,theTerrible,whothrowsthecreepingshadowofherdoomuponthemirrorofmysleep。Forthatwhichisdecreedwillsurelycometopass!IamblownlikethedustbythebreathofFate;nowtorestupontheTemple’sloftiesttops,nowtobetroddenunderfootofslaves,andnowtobeswallowedbythebitterdeep,andinseasonthencerolledforthagain。Ilovenotthislordofmine,whoshallbePharaoh,andnevermay/he/comewhomIshalllove。’TiswellthatIlovehimnot,fortoloveistobeaslave。Whentheheartiscoldthenthehandisstrong,andIamfaintobetheQueenleadingPharaohbythebeard,thefirstofalltheancientlandofKhem;forI
wasnotborntoserve。Nay,whileImay,Irule,awaitingtheendofrule。Lookforth,Rei,andseehowtheraysfromMotherIsis’thronefloodallthecourtsandallthecity’sstreetsandbreakinlightuponthewater’sbreast。SoshalltheMoon-child’sflamefloodallthislandofKhem。Whatmattersit,iferethemornIsismustpasstoherdominionoftheDead,andthevoiceofMeriamunbehushedwithinasepulchre?’
“Soshespokeandwentthence,andonherfacewasnobride’ssmile,butrathersuchagazeasthatwithwhichthegreatsphinx,Horemku,looksoutacrossthedesertsands。“
“AstrangeQueen,Rei,“saidtheWanderer,ashepaused,“butwhathaveItomakeinthistaleofabrideandhermaddreams?“
“Morethanthoushaltdesire,“saidRei;“butletuscometotheend,andthoushalthearthypartintheFate。“
“TheDivinePharaohRamesesdiedandwasgatheredtoOsiris。WiththesehandsIclosedhiscoffinandsethiminhissplendidtomb,whereheshallrestunharmedforevertillthedayoftheawakening。
AndMeriamunandMeneptahreignedinKhem。ButtoPharaohshewasverycold,thoughhedidherwillineverything,andtheyhadbutonechild,sothatinawhileheweariedofherloveliness。
“Butherswasthemaster-mind,andsheruledPharaohassheruledallelse。
“Forme,mylotwasbettered;shetalkedmuchwithme,andadvancedmetogreatdignity,sothatIwasthefirstMasterBuilderinKhem,andCommanderofthelegionofAmen。
“NowitchancedthatMeriamunmadeafeast,wheresheentertainedPharaohandHataskasatbesidehim。ShewasthefirstladyabouttheQueen’sperson,abeautifulbutinsolentwoman,whohadgainedPharaoh’sfavourforthehour。NowwineworkedsowiththeKingthathetoyedopenlywiththeladyHataska’shand,butMeriamuntheQueentooknonote,thoughHataska,whohadalsodrunkofthewarmwineoftheLowerLand,grewinsolent,aswasherwont。Shequaffeddeepfromhercupofgold,andbadeaslavebearittotheQueen,crying,’Pledgeme,mysister。’
“Themeaningofhermessagewasplaintoallwhoheard;thiswaitingladyopenlydeclaredherselfwifetoPharaohandanequaloftheQueen。NowMeriamuncarednothingforPharaoh’slove,butforpowershedidcare,andshefrowned,whilealightshoneinherdarkeyes;
yetshetookthecupandtoucheditwithherlips。
“Presentlysheliftedherowncupinturnandtoyedwithit,thenmadepretencetodrink,andsaidsoftlytotheKing’sparamour,whohadpledgedher:
“’Pledgemeinanswer,Hataska,myservant,forsoon,methinks,thoushaltbegreaterthantheQueen。’
“Nowthisfoolishwomanreadhersayingwrong,andtookthegoldencupfromtheeunuchwhoboreit。
“WithalittlenodtotheQueen,andawaveofherslimhand,Hataskadrank,andinstantly,withagreatcry,shefelldeadacrosstheboard。Then,whileallthecompanysatinterror,neitherdaringtobesilentnortospeak,andwhileMeriamunsmiledscornfullyonthedarkheadlyinglowamongtherosesontheboard,Pharaohleapedup,madwithwrath,andcalledtotheguardstoseizetheQueen。Butshewavedthemback,and,speakinginaslow,coldvoice,shesaid:
“’DarenottotouchKhem’sanointedQueenlestyourfatebeas/her/
fate。Forthee,Meneptah,forgetnotthymarriageoath。What,amI
Queen,andshallthywantonsthrowtheirinsolenceinmyteethandnamemetheirsister?Notso,forifmyeyesbeblindyetmyearsareopen。Peace,sheisrightlyserved——choosethoualowliermistress!’
“AndPharaohmadenoanswer,forhefearedherwithanever-growingfear。Butshe,sinkingbackinherseatofstate,playedwiththegoldkepheronherbreast,andwatchedthembearthebodyforthtotheHouseofOsiris。Onebyoneallthecompanymadeobeisanceandpassedthence,gladtobegone,tillatthelasttherewereleftonlyPharaohandMeriamuntheQueen,andmyself——ReithePriest——forallweremuchafraid。ThenPharaohspoke,lookingneitherathernoratme,andhalfinfear,halfinanger。
“’Thouhatefulwoman,accursedbethedaywhenfirstIlookeduponthybeauty。Thouhastconqueredme,butbeware,forIamstillPharaohandthyLord。Crossmypurposeonceagain,and,byHimwhosleepsatPhil?,Iwilldiscrowntheeandgivethybodytothetormentors,andsetthysoulloosetofollowherwhomthouhastslain。’
“ThenMeriamunansweredproudly:
“’Pharaoh,bewarned:liftbutonefingeragainstmymajestyandthouartdoomed。Thoucanstnotslayme,butIcanover-matchthee,andI
swearbythesameoath!ByHimwhosleepsatPhil?,liftahandagainstme,ay,harbouronethoughtoftreachery,andthoudiest。NotlightlycanIbedeceived,forIhavemessengersthatthoucanstnothear。Something,RoyalMeneptah,doIknowofthemagicofthatQueenTaiawhowasbeforeme。Nowlisten——dothisonethingandallshallbewell。Goonthypathandleavemetofollowmine。QueenIam,QueenI
willremain,andinallmattersoftheStateminemustbeanequalvoicethoughitisthinethatspeaks。And,fortherest,weareaparthenceforth,forthoufearestme,andMeneptah,Ilovenotthee,noranyman。’
“’Asthouhastspoken,sobeit,’quothPharaoh,forhisheartsank,andhisfearcamebackuponhim。’Evilwasthedaywhenfirstwemet,andthisisthepriceofmydesire。Henceforthweareapartinbedandboard,butinthecouncilwearestillone,forourendsareone。I
knowthypower,Meriamun,thougiftedoftheevilGods;thouneedestnotfearthatIshallseektoslaythee,foraspearcastagainsttheheavensreturnsonhimwhothrewit。Rei,myservant,thouartwitnesstoouroaths;hearnowtheirundoing。Meriamun,theQueenofancientKhem,thouartnomorewifeofmine。Farewell。’