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  AtthistheWandererwasafraid,knowingthatanimmortalwasathand;

  forthecomingsandgoingsofthegodswereattended,ashehadseen,bythiswonderfullightofunearthlyfire。Sohebowedhishead,andhidhisfaceashesatbythealtarintheholiestoftheholyshrine,andwithhisrighthandhegraspedthehornsofthealtar。Ashesatthere,perchancehewoke,andperchanceheslept。Howeveritwas,itseemedtohimthatsoontherecameamurmuringandawhisperingofthemyrtleleavesandlaurels,andasoundinthetopsofthepines,andthenhisfacewasfannedbyabreathmorecoldthanthewindthatwakesthedawn。AtthetouchofthisbreaththeWanderershuddered,andthehaironhisfleshstoodup,socoldwasthestrangewind。

  Therewassilence;andheheardavoice,andheknewthatitwasthevoiceofnomortal,butofagoddess。Forthespeechofgoddesseswasnotstrangeinhisears;heknewtheclarioncryofAthene,theQueenofWisdomandofWar;andthewinningwordsofCirce,theDaughteroftheSun,andthesweetsongofCalypso’svoiceasshewovewithhergoldenshuttleattheloom。Butnowthewordscamesweeterthanthemoaningofdoves,moresoftthansleep。Socamethegoldenvoice,whetherhewokeorwhetherhedreamed。

  “Odysseus,thouknowestmenot,noramIthylady,norhastthoueverbeenmyservant!Whereisshe,theQueenoftheAir,Athene,andwhycomest/thou/hereasasuppliantatthekneesofthedaughterofDione?“

  Heanswerednothing,buthebowedhisheadindeepersorrow。

  Thevoicespakeagain:

  “Behold,thyhouseisdesolate;thyhearthiscold。Thewildharebreedsonthyhearthstone,andthenight-birdroostsbeneaththyroof-

  tree。Thouhastneitherchildnorwifenornativeland,and/she/hathforsakenthee——thyLadyAthene。Manyatimedidstthousacrificetoherthethighsofkineandsheep,butdidstthouevergivesomuchasapairofdoveto/me/?Hathsheleftthee,astheDawnforsookTithonus,becausetherearenowthreadsofsilverinthedarknessofthyhair?Isthewisegoddessfickleasanymphofthewoodlandorthewells?Dothsheloveamanonlyforthebloomofhisyouth?Nay,I

  knownot;butthisIknow,thatonthee,Odysseus,oldagewillsoonbehastening——oldagethatispitiless,andruinous,andweary,andweak——agethatcomethonallmen,andthatishatefultotheGods。

  Therefore,Odysseus,ereyetitbetoolate,Iwouldboweventheetomywill,andholdtheeformythrall。ForIamshewhoconquersallthingsliving:Godsandbeastsandmen。AndhastthouthoughtthatthouonlyshaltescapeAphrodite?ThouthathastneverlovedasI

  wouldhavemenlove;thouthathastneverobeyedmeforanhour,noreverknownthejoyandthesorrowthatareminetogive?ForthoudidstbutensurethecaressesofCirce,theDaughteroftheSun,andthouwertawearyinthearmsofCalypso,andtheSeaKing’sdaughtercamenevertoherlonging。Asforherwhoisdead,thydearwifePenelope,thoudidstloveherwithaloyalheart,butneverwithaheartoffire。Nay,shewasbutthycompanion,thyhousewife,andthemotherofthychild。Shewasmingledwithallthememoriesofthelandthoulovest,andsothougavestheralittlelove。Butsheisdead;

  andthychildtooisnomore;andthyverycountryisastheashesofaforsakenhearthwhereoncewasacampofmen。Whathaveallthywarsandwanderingswonforthee,allthylabours,andalltheadventuresthouhastachieved?Forwhatdidstthouseekamongthelivingandthedead?Thousoughtestthatwhichallmenseek——thousoughtest/TheWorld’sDesire/。Theyfinditnot,norhastthoufoundit,Odysseus;

  andthyfriendsaredead;thylandisdead;nothinglivesbutHope。

  Butthelifethatliesbeforetheeisnew,withoutaremnantoftheolddays,exceptforthebitternessoflongingandremembrance。Outofthisnewlife,andtheunbornhours,wiltthounotgive,whatneverbeforethougavest,onehourtome,tobemyservant?“

  Thevoice,asitseemed,grewsofterandcamenearer,tilltheWandererhearditwhisperinhisveryear,andwiththevoicecameadivinefragrance。Thebreathofherwhospokeseemedtotouchhisneck;theimmortaltressesoftheGoddessweremingledwiththedarkcurlsofhishair。

  Thevoicespakeagain:

  “Nay,Odysseus,didstthounotoncegivemeonelittlehour?Fearnot,forthoushaltnotseemeatthistime,butliftthyheadandlookonTheWorld’sDesire!“

  ThentheWandererliftedhishead,andhesaw,asitwereinapictureorinamirrorofbronze,thevisionofagirl。Shewasmorethanmortaltall,andthoughstillinthefirstflowerofyouth,andalmostachildinyears,sheseemedfairasagoddess,andsobeautifulthatAphroditeherselfmayperchancehaveenviedthisloveliness。Shewasslimandgraciousasayoungshootofapalmtree,andhereyeswerefearlessandinnocentasachild’s。Onherheadsheboreashiningurnofbronze,asifshewerebringingwaterfromthewells,andbehindherwasthefoliageofaplanetree。ThentheWandererknewher,andsawheronceagainashehadseenher,wheninhisboyhoodhehadjourneyedtotheCourtofherfather,KingTyndareus。For,asheenteredSparta,andcamedownthehillTaygetus,andashischariotwheelsflashedthroughthefordofEurotas,hehadmetherthereonherwayfromtheriver。There,inhisyouth,hiseyeshadgazedonthelovelinessofHelen,andhishearthadbeenfilledwiththedesireofthefairestofwomen,andlikealltheprincesofAchaiahehadsoughtherhandinmarriage。ButHelenwasgiventoanotherman,toMenelaus,Atreus’sson,ofanevilhouse,thatthekneesofmanymightbeloosenedindeath,andthattheremightbeasongintheearsofmeninaftertime。

  AshebeheldthevisionofyoungHelen,theWanderertoogrewyoungagain。Butashegazedwiththeeyesandlovedwiththefirstloveofaboy,shemeltedlikeamist,andoutofthemistcameanothervision。Hesawhimself,disguisedasabeggar,beatenandbruised,yetseatedinalonghallbrightwithgold,whileawomanbathedhisfeet,andanointedhisheadwithoil。Andthefaceofthewomanwasthefaceofthemaiden,andevenmorebeautiful,butsadwithgriefandwithanancientshame。ThenherememberedhowoncehehadstolenintoTroytownfromthecampoftheAch?ans,andhowhehadcreptinabeggar’sragswithinthehouseofPriamtospyupontheTrojans,andhowHelen,thefairestofwomen,hadbathedhim,andanointedhimwithoil,andsufferedhimtogoinpeace,allforthememoryofthelovethatwasbetweenthemofold。Ashegazed,thatpicturefadedandmeltedinthemist,andagainhebowedhishead,andkneeledbythegoldenaltaroftheGoddess,crying:

  “WherebeneaththesunlightdwellsthegoldenHelen?“Fornowhehadonlyonedesire:tolookonHelenagainbeforehedied。

  ThenthevoiceoftheGoddessseemedtowhisperinhisear:

  “DidInotsaytruth,Odysseus?Wastnotthoumyservantforonehour,anddidnotLovesavetheeinthecityoftheTrojansonthatnightwhenevenWisdomwasofnoavail?“

  Heanswered:“Yea,OQueen!“

  “Beholdthen,“saidthevoice,“Iwouldagainhavemercyandbekindtothee,forifIaidtheenotthouhastnomorelifeleftamongmen。

  Home,andkindred,andnativelandthouhastnone;and,butforme,thoumustdevourthineownheartandbelonelytillthoudiest。

  ThereforeIbreatheintothyheartasweetforgetfulnessofeverysorrow,andIbreatheloveintotheeforherwhowasthyfirstloveinthebeginningofthydays。

  “ForHelenislivingyetupontheearth。AndIwillsendtheeonthequestofHelen,andthoushaltagaintakejoyinwarandwandering。

  Thoushaltfindherinastrangeland,amongastrangepeople,inastrifeofgodsandmen;andthewisestandbravestofmanshallsleepatlastinthearmsofthefairestofwomen。Butlearnthis,Odysseus;

  thoumustsetthyheartonnootherwoman,butonlyonHelen。

  “AndIgivetheeasigntoknowherbyinalandofmagic,andamongwomenthatdealinsorceries。

  “/OnthebreastofHelenajewelshines,agreatstar-stone,thegiftIgaveheronherwedding-nightwhenshewasbridetoMenelaus。Fromthatstonefallreddropslikeblood,andtheydriponhervestment,andtherevanish,anddonotstainit。/

  “BytheStarofLoveshaltthouknowher;bythestarshaltthousweartoher;andifthouknowestnottheportentoftheBleedingStar,orifthoubreakestthatoath,neverinthislife,Odysseus,shaltthouwinthegoldenHelen!Andthineowndeathshallcomefromthewater——

  theswiftestdeath——thatthesayingofthedeadprophetmaybefulfilled。YetfirstshaltthoulieinthearmsofthegoldenHelen。“

  TheWandereranswered:

  “Queen,howmaythisbe,forIamaloneonaseagirtisle,andIhavenoshipandnocompanionstospeedmeoverthegreatgulfofthesea?“

  Thenthevoiceanswered:

  “Fearnot!thegodscanbringtopassevengreaterthingsthanthese。

  Gofrommyhouse,andliedowntosleepinmyholyground,withinthenoiseofthewashofthewaves。Theresleep,andtakethyrest!Thystrengthshallcomebacktothee,andbeforethesettingofthenewsunthoushaltbesailingonthepathtoTheWorld’sDesire。Butfirstdrinkfromthechaliceonmyaltar。Faretheewell!“

  Thevoicediedintosilence,likethedyingofmusic。TheWandererawokeandliftedhishead,butthelighthadfaded,andthetemplewasgreyinthefirstwakingofthedawn。Yetthere,onthealtarwherenocuphadbeen,stoodadeepchaliceofgold,fullofredwinetothebrim。ThistheWandererliftedanddrained——adraughtofNepenthe,themagiccupthatputstroubleoutofmind。Ashedrank,awaveofsweethopewentoverhisheart,andburiedfarbelowitthesorrowofremembrance,andthetroubleofthepast,andthelongingdesireforlovesthatwerenomore。

  Withalightstephewentforthlikeayoungerman,takingthetwospearsinhishand,andthebowuponhisback,andhelaydownbeneathagreatrockthatlookedtowardthedeep,andthereheslept。

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