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  haveotherbusinesstoattendtojustnowthansuchdeath-bedgossip。

  Thesethingsdonotcometomyears。“

  IlookedatIreneandIrenelookedatme。

  “Augusta,“Isaid,“Idonotbelieveyourstory。NospearwoundedHeliodorewhileIwasnearher,andwhenIwasnotnearheryourGreeksweretoofarawayforanyspearstobethrown。Indeed,unlessyoustabbedhersecretly,shewasnotwounded,andIamsurethat,howevermuchyouhavehatedher,thisyouwouldnothavedaredtodoforyourownlife’ssake。Augusta,foryourownpurposesyouaretryingtodeceiveme。Iwillnotmarryyou。Doyourworst。YouhaveliedtomeaboutthewomanwhomIlove,andthoughIforgiveyoualltherest,thisIdonotforgive。YouknowwellthatHeliodorestilllivesbeneaththesun。“

  “Ifso,“answeredtheEmpress,“youhavelookedyourlastuponthesunand——her。NeveragainshallyoubeholdthebeautyofHeliodore。Haveyouaughttosay?Thereisstilltime。“

  “Nothing,Augusta,atpresent,exceptthis。OflateIhavelearnedtobelieveinaGod。IsummonyoutomeetmebeforethatGod。TherewewillargueoutourcaseandabideHisjudgment。IfthereisnoGodtherewillbenojudgment,andIsaluteyou,Empress,whotriumph。If,asIbelieveandasyousayyoubelieve,thereisaGod,thinkwhom/you/willbecalledupontosalutewhenthatGodhasheardthetruth。

  MeanwhileIrepeatthatHeliodoretheEgyptianstilllivesbeneaththesun。“

  Irenerosefromthestoolonwhichshesatandthoughtamoment。I

  gazedthroughthebarsofthewindow-placeinmycelloutatthenightabove。Ayoungmoonwasfloatinginthesky,andneartoithungastar。Alittlepassingcloudwithadentededgedriftedoverthestarandthelowerhornofthemoon。Itwentby,andtheyshoneoutagainuponthebackgroundoftheblueheavens。Alsoanowlflittedacrossthewindow-placeofmycell。Ithadamouseinitsbeak,andtheshadowofitandofthewrithingmouseforamomentlayuponIrene’sbreast,forIturnedmyheadandsawthem。Itcameintomymindthatherewasanallegory。Irenewasthenight-hawk,andIwasthewrithingmousethatfeditsappetite。Doubtlessitwasdecreedthattheowlmustbeandthemousemustbe,butbeyondthemboth,hiddeninthoseblueheavens,stoodthatJusticewhichwecallGod。

  ThesewerethelastthingsthatIsawinthislifeofmine,andthereforeIrememberthemwell,orrather,almostthelast。TheverylastofwhichItooknotewasIrene’sface。Ithadgrownliketothatofadevil。Thegreateyesinitstaredoutbetweenthepuffedandpurpleeyelids。Thepaintedcheekshadsunkinandwerepallidbeneathandroundthepaint。Theteethshowedintwowhitelines,thechinworked。Shewasnolongerabeautifulwoman,shewasafiend。

  Ireneknockedthriceuponthedoor。Boltswerethrownback,andmenentered。

  “Blindhim!“shesaid。

  Thedaysandthenightswentby,butwhichwasdayandwhichwasnightIknewnot,saveforthevisitsofthejailerswithmymeals——Iwhowasblind,Iwhoshouldneverseethelightagain。AtfirstIsufferedmuch,butbydegreesthepaindiedaway。Alsoaphysiciancametotendmyhurts,askilfulman。SoonIdiscovered,however,thathehadanotherobject。Hepitiedmystate,somuch,indeed,hesaid,thatheofferedtosupplymewithadrugthat,ifIwerewillingtotakeit,wouldmakeanendofmepainlessly。NowIunderstoodatoncethatIrenedesiredmydeath,and,fearingtocauseit,setthemeansofself-murderwithinmyreach。

  Ithankedthemanandbeggedhimtogivemethedrug,whichhedid,whereonIhiditawayinmygarments。WhenitwasseenthatIstilllivedalthoughIhadaskedforthemedicine,IthinkthatIrenebelievedthiswasbecauseithadfailedtowork,orthatsuchameansofdeathdidnotpleaseme。Soshefoundanother。Oneeveningwhenajailerbroughtmysupperhepressedsomethingheavyintomyhand,whichIfelttobeasword。

  “Whatweaponisthis?“Iasked,“andwhydoyougiveittome?“

  “Itisyourownsword,“answeredtheman,“whichIwascommandedtoreturntoyou。Iknownomore。“

  Thenhewentaway,leavingtheswordwithme。

  Idrewthefamiliarbladefromitssheath,theredbladethattheWandererhadworn,andtouchingitskeenedgewithmyfingers,weptfrommyblindedeyestothinkthatneveragaincouldIholditaloftinwarorseethelightflashfromitasIsmote。Yes,Iweptinmyweakness,tillIrememberedthatIhadnolongeranywishtobethedeathofmen。SoIsheathedthegoodswordandhiditbeneathmymattresslestsomejailershouldstealit,which,asIcouldnotseehim,hemightdoeasily。AlsoIdesiredtoputawaytemptation。

  Ithinkthatthishourafterthebringingofthesword,whichstirredupsomanymemories,wasthemostfearfulofallmyhours,sofearfulthat,haditbeenprolonged,deathwouldhavecometomeofitsownaccord。Ihadsunktomisery’slowestdeep,whodidnotknowthateventhenitstidewasturning,whocouldnotdreamofalltheblessedyearsthatlaybeforeme,theyearsofloveandofsuchpeacefuljoyaseventheblindmaywin。

  ThatnightMartinacame——Martina,whowasHope’sharbinger。Iheardthedoorofmyprisonopenandclosesoftly,andsatstill,wonderingwhetherthemurderershadenteredatlast,wondering,too,whetherI

  shouldsnatchtheswordandstrikeblindlytillIfell。NextIheardanothersound,thatofawomanweeping;yes,andfeltmyhandliftedandpressedtoawoman’slips,whichkisseditagainandyetagain。A

  thoughtstruckme,andIbegantodrawitback。Asoftvoicespokebetweenitssobs。

  “Havenofear,Olaf。IamMartina。Oh,nowIunderstandwhyyondertigresssentmeonthatdistantmission。“

  “Howdidyoucomehere,Martina?“Iasked。

  “Istillhavethesignet,Olaf,whichIrene,whobeginstomistrustme,forgets。OnlythismorningIlearnedthetruthonmyreturntothepalace;yetIhavenotbeenidle。WithinanhourJoddandtheNorthmenknewitalso。Withinthreetheyhadblindedeveryhostagewhomtheyheld,aye,andcaughttwoofthebruteswhodidthedeedonyou,andcrucifiedthemupontheirbarrackwalls。“

  “Oh!Martina,“Ibrokein,“Ididnotdesirethatotherswhoareinnocentshouldsharemywoes。“

  “NordidI,Olaf;buttheseNorthmenareilltoplaywith。Moreover,inasenseitwasneedful。YoudonotknowwhatIhavelearned——thatto-morrowIreneproposedtoslityourtonguealsobecauseyoucantelltoomuch,andafterwardstocutoffyourrighthandlestyou,whoarelearned,shouldwritedownwhatyouknow。ItoldtheNorthmen——nevermindhow。Theysentaherald,aGreekwhomtheyhadcaptured,and,coveringhimwitharrows,madehimcalloutthatifyourtonguewasslittheywouldknowofitandslitthetonguesofallthehostagesalso,andthatifyourhandwascutofftheycouldcutofftheirhands,andtakeanothervengeancewhichforthepresenttheykeepsecret。“

  “Atleasttheyarefaithful,“Isaid。“But,oh!tellme,Martina,whatofHeliodore?“

  “This,“shewhisperedintomyear。“Heliodoreandherfathersailedanhouraftersunsetandarenowsafeuponthesea,boundforEgypt。“

  “ThenIwasright!WhenIrenetoldmeshewasdeadshelied。“

  “Aye,ifshesaidthatshelied,thoughthriceshehasstriventomurderher,Ihavenotimetotellyouhow,butwasalwaysbaffledbythosewhowatched。Yetshemighthavesucceededatlast,so,althoughHeliodorefoughtagainstit,itwasbestthatsheshouldgo。Thosewhoarepartedmaymeetagain;buthowcanwemeetonewhoisdeaduntilwetooaredead?“

  “Howdidshego?“

  “Smuggledfromthecitydisguisedasaboyattendingonapriest,andthatpriestherfathershornofhisbeardandtonsured。TheBishopBarnabaspassedthemoutinhisfollowing。“

  “ThenblessingsontheBishopBarnabas,“Isaid。

  “Aye,blessingsonhim,sincewithouthishelpitcouldneverhavebeendone。Thesecretagentsattheportstaredhardatthosetwo,althoughthegoodbishopvouchedforthemandgavetheirnamesandoffices。Still,whentheysawsomerough-lookingfellowsdressedlikesailorsapproach,playingwiththehandlesoftheirknives,theagentsthoughtwelltoasknomorequestions。Moreover,nowthattheshiphassailed,fortheirownsakesthey’llswearthatnosuchpriestandboywentaboardofher。SoyourHeliodoreisawayunharmed,asisherfather,thoughhismissionhascometonaught。Still,hislifeisleftinhim,forwhichhemaybethankful,whoonsuchabusinessshouldhavebroughtnowoman。Ifhehadcomealone,Olaf,youreyeswouldhavebeenlefttoyou,andsetbynowupontheorbofempirethatyourhandhadgrasped。“

  “YetIamgladthathedidnotcomealone,Martina。“

  “Trulyyouhaveahighandfaithfulheart,andthatwomanshouldbehonouredwhomyoulove。Whatisthesecret?Theremustbemoreinitthanthemeredesireforawoman’sbeauty,thoughIknowthatattimesthiscanmakemenmad。Insuchabusinessthesoulmustplayitspart。“

  “Ithinkso,Martina。Indeed,Ibelieveso,sinceotherwisewesuffermuchinvain。Nowtellme,howandwhendoIdie?“

  “Ihopeyouwillnotdieatall,Olaf。CertainplansarelaidwhichevenhereIdarenotwhisper。To-morrowIheartheywillleadyouagainbeforethejudges,who,byIrene’sclemency,willchangeyoursentencetooneofbanishment,withsecretorderstokillyouonthevoyage。Butyouwillnevermakethatvoyage。Otherschemesareafoot;

  you’lllearnofthemafterwards。“

  “Yet,Martina,ifyouknowtheseplotstheAugustaknowsthemalso,sinceyouandsheareone。“

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