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  “Smokingissnug,too,“saidI。Andwemarkedourpointsforanhour,withnowordssaveaboutthecards。

  “I’llbeprettyneargladwhenwegetoutofthesemountains,“

  saidtheVirginian。“They’remosttoobig。“

  Thepineshadaltogetherceased;buttheirsilencewasastremendousastheirroarhadbeen。

  “Idon’tknow,though,“heresumed。“There’stimeswhentheplainscanbeawfulbig,too。“

  Presentlywefinishedahand,andhesaid,“Letmeseethatpaper。“

  Hesatreadin,itapparentlythrough,whileIarrangedmyblanketstomakeawarmbed。Then,sincethepapercontinuedtoabsorbhim,Igotmyselfready,andslidbetweenmyblanketsforthenight。“You’llneedanothercandlesooninthatlantern,“

  saidI。

  Heputthepaperdown。“Iwoulddoitalloveragain,“hebegan。

  “Thewholethingjustthesame。Heknowedthecustomsofthecountry,andheplayedthegame。Nocalltoblamemeforthecustomsofthecountry。Youleaveotherfolks’cattlealone,oryoutaketheconsequences,anditwasallknowntoStevefromthestart。WouldhehavemetaketheJudge’swagesandgivehimthewink?HemusthavechangedaheapfromtheSteveIknewifheexpectedthat。Idon’tbelieveheexpectedthat。Heknewwellenoughtheonlythingthatwouldhavelethimoffwouldhavebeenaregularjury。ForthethieveshavegotholdofthejuriesinJohnsonCounty。Iwoulddoitallover,justthesame。“

  Theexpiringflameleapedinthelantern,andfellblue。Hebrokeoffinhiswordsasiftoarrangethelight,butdidnot,sittingsilentinstead,justvisible,andseemingtowatchthedeathstruggleoftheflame。Icouldfindnothingtosaytohim,andI

  believedhewasnowwinninghiswaybacktoserenitybyhimself。

  HekepthisoutwardmansonearlynaturalthatIforgotaboutthatcoldtouchofhishand,andneverguessedhowfaroutfromreasonthetideofemotionwasevennowwhirlinghim。“IrememberatCheyenneonced,“heresumed。AndhetoldmeofaThanksgivingvisittotownthathehadmadewithSteve。“Wewasjustcoltsthen,“hesaid。Hedweltontheircoltishdoings,theiradventuressoughtandwroughtintheperfectfellowshipofyouth。

  “ForSteveandmemostalwayshuntedincouplesbackinthemgamesomeyears,“heexplained。Andhefellintotheelementaltalkofsex,suchtalkaswouldbeanelk’sortiger’s;andspokensobyhim,simplyandnaturally,aswespeakoftheseasons,orofdeath,orofanyactuality,itwaswithoutoffense。ItwouldbeoffenseshouldIrepeatit。Then,abruptlyendingthesememoriesofhimselfandSteve,hewentoutofthetent,andIheardhimdraggingalogtothefire。Whenithadblazedup,thereonthetentwallwashisshadowandthatofthelogwherehesatwithhishalf-brokenheart。AndallthewhileI

  supposedhewasmasterofhimself,andself-justifiedagainstSteve’somissiontobidhimgood-by。

  Imusthavefallenasleepbeforehereturned,forIremembernothingexceptwakingandfindinghiminhisblanketsbesideme。

  Thefireshadowwasgone,andgray,coldlightwasdimlyonthetent。Hesleptrestlessly,andhisforeheadwasploughedbylinesofpain。WhileIlookedathimhebegantomutter,andsuddenlystartedupwithviolence。“No!“hecriedout;“no!Justthesame!“andthuswakenedhimself,staring。“What’sthematter?“hedemanded。Hewasslowingettingbacktowherewewere;andfullconsciousnessfoundhimsittingupwithhiseyesfixedonmine。

  Theyweremorehauntedthantheyhadbeenatall,andhisnextspeechcamestraightfromhisdream。“Maybeyou’dbetterquitme。

  Thisain’tyourtrouble。“

  Ilaughed。“Why,whatisthetrouble?“

  Hiseyesstillintentlyfixedonmine。“Doyouthinkifwechangedourtrailwecouldlosethemfromus?“

  IwasframingajocosereplyaboutOuncesbeingagoodwalker,whenthesoundofhoofsrushinginthedistancestoppedme,andheranoutofthetentwithhisrifle。WhenIfollowedwithminehewasupthebank,andallhispowersalert。Butnothingcameoutofthedimnesssaveourthreestampededhorses。Theycrashedoverfallentimberandacrosstheopentowheretheirpicketedcomradegrazedattheendofhisrope。Byhimtheycametoastand,andtoldhim,Isuppose,whattheyhadseen;forallfournowfacedinthesamedirection,lookingawayintothemysteriousdawn。Welikewisestoodpeering,andmyriflebarrelfeltcoldinmyhand。Thedawnwasallwesaw,theinscrutabledawn,comingandcomingthroughtheblackpinesandthegrayopenofthebasin。Thereaboveliftedthepeaks,nosunyetonthem,andbehindusourstreammadealittletinkling。

  “Abear,Isuppose,“saidI,atlength。

  Hisstrangelookfixedmeagain,andthenhiseyeswenttothehorses。“Theysmellthingswecan’tsmell,“saidhe,veryslowly。

  “Willyouprovetometheydon’tseethingswecan’tsee?“

  Achillshotthroughme,andIcouldnothelpafrightenedglancewherewehadbeenwatching。ButoneofthehorsesbegantograzeandIhadawholesomethought。“He’stiredofwhateverhesees,then,“saidI,pointing。

  AsmilecameforamomentintheVirginian’sface。“Mustbeapoorshow,“heobserved。Allthehorsesweregrazingnow,andheadded,“Itain’thurttheirappetitesany。“

  Wemadeourownbreakfastthen。AndwhatuncannydreadImayhavebeentouchedwithuptothistimehenceforthleftmeinthefaceofarealalarm。TheshockofStevewasworkingupontheVirginian。Hewasawareofithimself;hewasfightingitwithallhismight;andhewasbeingovercome。Hewasindeedlikeagallantswimmeragainstwhombothwindandtidehaveconspired。

  Andinthisnowforebodingsolitudetherewasonlymyselftothrowhimropes。Hisstrokesforsafetywereasboldaswastheundertowthatceaselesslyannulledthem。

  “IreckonImadeafussinthetent?“saidhe,feelinghiswaywithme。

  Ithrewhimarope。“Yes。Nightmare——indigestion——toomuchnewspaperbeforeretiring。

  Hecaughttherope。“That’scorrect!Ihadahellofafoolishdreamforagrowed-upman。You’dnotthinkitofme。“

  “Oh,yes,Ishould。I’vehadthemafterprolongedlobsterandchampagne。“

  “Ah,“hemurmured,“prolonged!Prolongediswhatdoesit。“Heglancedbehindhim。“Stevecameback——“

  “Inyourlobsterdream,“Iputin。

  Buthemissedthisrope。“Yes,“heanswered,withhiseyessearchingme。“Andhehandedmethepaper——“

  “Bytheway,whereisthat?“Iasked。

  “Ibuiltthefirewithit。ButwhenItookitfromhimitwasasix-shooterIhadholdof,andpointingatmybreast。AndthenStevespoke。’Doyouthinkyou’refittolive?’Stevesaid;andI

  gothotathim,andIreckonImusthavetoldhimwhatIthoughtofhim。Youheardme,Iexpect?“

  “GladIdidn’t。Yourlanguagesometimesis——“

  Helaughedout。“Oh,Iaccountforallthisthat’shappeningjustlikeyoudo。Ifwegaveourexplanations,they’dbeprettyneartwins。“

  “Thehorsessawabear,then?“

  “Maybeabear。Maybe“——butherethetidecaughthimagain——“What’syourideaaboutdreams?“

  Myropeswereallout。“Liver——nerves,“wasthebestIcoulddo。

  Butnowheswamstronglybyhimself。

  “YoumaythinkI’mdiscreditable,“hesaid,“butIknowIam。Itoughttotakemorethan——well,menhavelosttheirfriendshipsbefore。Feudsandwarshaveclovenarightsmartofbondsintwain。Andifmyhaidisgoingtogetshookbyalittleoldpieceofnewspaper——I’mashamedIburnedthat。I’mashamedtohavebeenthatweak。“

  “Anymangetsunstrung,“Itoldhim。Myropeshadbecomestraws;

  andIstrovetoframesomepolicyforthenexthours。

  Wenowfinishedbreakfastandsetforthtocatchthehorses。AswedrovetheminIfoundthattheVirginianwastellingmeaghoststory。“Athalf-pastthreeinthemorningshesawherrunawaydaughterstandingwithababeinherarms;butwhenshemoveditwasallgone。LatertheyfounditwastheverysamehourtheyoungmotherdiedinNogales。Andshesentforthechildandraiseditherself。Iknowedthembothbackhome。Doyoubelievethat?“

  Isaidnothing。

  “NomoredoIbelieveit,“heasserted。“Andseehere!NogalestimeisthreehoursdifferentfromRichmond。Ididn’tknowaboutthatpointthen。“

  Onceoutofthesemountains,Iknewhecouldrighthimself;butevenI,whohadnoStevetodreamabout,feltthissilenceofthepeakswaspreyingonme。

  “Herdaughterandhermighthavebeenthinkin’mightyhardabouteachotherjustthen,“hepursued。“ButSteveisdead。Finished。

  Youcert’nlydon’tbelievethere’sanythingmore?“

  “IwishIcould,“Itoldhim。

  “No,I’msatisfied。Heavendidn’tneverinterestmemuch。Butiftherewasaworldofdreamsafteryouwent——“Hestoppedhimselfandturnedhissearchingeyesawayfrommine。“There’saheapo’

  darknesswhereveryoutrytostep,“hesaid,“andIthoughtI’dleftoffwastingthoughtsonthesubject。Yousee“——hedexterouslyropedahorse,andoncemorehissplendidsanitywasturnedtogoldbyhisimagination——“Iexpectinmany“rowed-upmenyou’dcallsensiblethere’salittleboysleepin’——thelittlekidtheyoncedwas——thatstillkeepshisfearofthedark。Youmentionedthedarkyourselfyesterday。Well,thisexperiencehaswokeupthatkidinme,andblamedifIcancoaxthelittlecusstogotosleepagain!Ikeepa-tellinghimdaylightwillsurecome,buthekeepsa-cryingandholdingontome。“

  Somewherefarinthebasintherewasafaintsound,andwestoodstill。

  “Hush!“hesaid。

  Butitwaslikeourwatchingthedawn;nothingmorefollowed。

  “Theyhaveshotthatbear,“Iremarked。

  Hedidnotanswer,andweputthesaddlesonwithouttalk。Wemadenohaste,butwewerenotoverhalfanhour,Isuppose,ingettingoffwiththepacks。Itwasnotanewthingtohearashotwherewildgamewasinplenty;yetaswerodethatshotsoundedalreadyinmyminddifferentfromothers。PerhapsIshouldnotbelievethisto-daybutforwhatIlookbackto。Tomakecamplastnightwehadturnedoffthetrail,andnowfollowedthestreamdownforawhile,takingnextacutthroughthewood。Inthiswaywecameuponthetracksofourhorseswheretheyhadbeengallopingbacktothecampaftertheirfright。Theyhadkickedupthedampandmattedpineneedlesveryplainlyallalong。

  “Nothinghasbeenherebutthemselves,though,“saidI。

  “Andtheyain’tshowingsignsofrememberinganyscare,“saidtheVirginian。

  Inalittlewhileweemergeduponanopen。

  “Here’swheretheywasgrazing,“saidtheVirginian;andthesignswereclearenough。“Here’swheretheymusthavegottheirscare,“hepursued。“YoustaywiththemwhileIcirclealittle。“

  SoIstayed;andcertainlyouranimalswereverycalmatvisitingthisscene。Whenyoubringahorsebacktowherehehasrecentlyencounteredawildanimalhisearsandhisnostrilsareapttobewideawake。

  TheVirginianhadstoppedandwasbeckoningtome。

  “Here’syourbear,“saidhe,asIarrived。“Two-legged,yousee。

  Andhehadahawssofhisown。“Therewasastakedrivendownwhereananimalhadbeenpicketedforthenight。

  “LookslikeOunces,“Isaid,consideringtheFootprints。

  “It’sOunces。AndOunceswantedanotherhawssverybad,sohimandPoundscouldtravellikegentlemenshould。“

  “ButPoundsdoesn’tseemtohavebeenwithhim。“

  “Oh,Pounds,hewasmakingcoffee,somewheresinyonder,whenthishappened。Neitherofthemguessedthere’dbeotherhawsseswanderinghereinthenight,ortheybothwouldhavecome。“Heturnedbacktoourpackanimals。

  “Thenyou’llnothuntforthiscamptomakesure?“

  “Iprefermakingsurefirst。Wemightbeexpectedatthatcamp。“

  Hetookouthisriflefrombeneathhislegandsetitacrosshissaddleathalf-cock。Ididthesame;andthuscautiouslyweresumedourjourneyinaslightlydifferentdirection。“Thisain’tallwe’regoingtofindout,“saidtheVirginian。“Ounceshadagoodidea;butIreckonhemadeabadmistakelater。“

  Wehadfoundoutagooddealwithoutanymore,Ithought。Ounceshadgonetobringintheirsinglehorse,andcominguponthreemoreinthepasturehadundertakentocatchoneandfailed,merelydrivingthemwherehefearedtofollow。

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