第38章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"The Vanished Messenger",免费读到尾

  inaccessiblecountries,whereeventhearmofthelawseldomreaches。

  Couldn’tyoutakeherawaythere,takeherrightaway,travelsofastthatnothingcouldcatchyou,andhide-hideforalittletime?“

  Hamelstaredathiscompanion,foramoment,blankly。Herattitudewassounexpected,herquestioningsofierce。

  “MydearMrs。Fentolin,“hebegan-

  Shesuddenlyrelaxedhergripofhisarm。Somethingoftheoldhopelessnesswassettlingdownuponherface。Herhandsfellintoherlap。

  “No,“sheinterrupted,“Iforgot!Imustn’ttalklikethat。She,too,ispartofthesacrifice。“

  “Partofthesacrifice,“Hamelrepeated,frowning。“Isshe,indeed!

  Idon’tknowwhatsacrificeyoumean,butEstheristhegirlwhomsoonerorlater,somehoworother,Iamgoingtomakemywife,andwhensheismywife,Ishallseetoitthatsheisn’tafraidofMilesFentolinorofanyothermanbreathing。“

  Agleamofhopefulnessshonethroughthestonymiseryofthewoman’sface。

  “DoesEsthercare?“sheaskedsoftly。

  “HowcanItell?Icanonlyhopeso。Ifshedoesn’tyet,sheshallsomeday。Isuppose,“headded,withasigh,“itisrathertoosoonyettoexpectthatsheshould。Ifitisnecessary,IcanWait。“

  Mrs。Fentolin’seyeswereoncemorefixedupontheTower。Thesunhadcaughtthetopofthetelephonewireandplayedaroundittillitseemedlikealong,thinshaftofsilver。

  “Ifyougodownthere,“shesaid,“Estherwillnotbeallowedtoseeyouatall。Mr。Fentolinhasdecidedtotakeitasapersonalaffront。Youwillbeostracisedfromhere。“

  “ShallI?“heanswered。“Well,itwon’tbeforlong,atanyrate。

  AndastonotseeingEsther,youmustrememberthatIcomefromoutsidethislittledomain,andIseenothingmoreinMr。Fentolinthanabad-tempered,mischievous,tyrannicaloldinvalid,whoisfortunatelypreventedbyhisinfirmitiesfromdoingasmuchmischiefashemight。Iamnotafraidofyourbrother-in-law,orofthebullyhetakesaboutwithhim,andIamgoingtoseeyourdaughtersomehoworother,andIamgoingtomarryherbeforeverylong。“

  Shethrustoutherhandsuddenlyandgraspedhis。Thefingerswereverythin,almostbony,andcoveredwithrings。Theirgripwasfeverishandhefeltthemtremble。

  “Youareabraveman,Mr。Hamel,“shedeclaredspeakinginalow,quickundertone。“Perhapsyouareright。Theshadowisn’toveryourhead。Youhaven’tlivedintheterrorofit。Youmayfindaway。Godgrantit!“

  Shewrunghisfingersandrosetoherfeet。Hervoicesuddenlychangedintoanotherkey。Hamelknewinstinctivelythatshewishedhimtounderstandthattheirconversationwasover。

  “Chow-Chow,“shecried,“comealong,dear,wemusthaveourwalk。

  Comealong,Koto;comealong,littledogs。“

  Hamelstrolleddowntheterracestepsandwanderedforatimeinthegardensbehindthehouse。Here,intheshelterofthegreatbuilding,hefoundhimselfsuddenlyinanatmosphereofspringtime。

  Therewerebedsofcrocusesandhyacinths,fragrantclumpsofviolets,bordersofsnowdrops,massesofprimrosesandearlyanemones。Heslowlyclimbedoneortwosteeppathsuntilhereachedasortofplateau,levelwiththetopofthehouse。Theflowersheregrewmoresparsely,thetrackofthesaltwindlaylikeawitheringbandacrosstheflower-beds。Thegardenbelowwaslikealittleoasisofcolourandperfume。Arrivedattheborderingredbrickwall,heturnedaroundandlookedalongthenarrowroadwhichledtothesea。TherewasnosignofMr。Fentolin’sreturn。Thentohislefthesawagateopenandheardtheclamourofdogs。

  Estherappeared,walkingswiftlytowardsthelittlestretchofroadwhichledtothevillage。Hehurriedafterher。

  “Unsociableperson!“heexclaimed,ashecaughtherup。“Didn’tyouknowthatIwaslongingforawalk?“

  “HowshouldIreadyourthoughts?“sheanswered。“Besides,afewminutesagoIsawyouontheterrace,talkingtomother。Iamonlygoingasfarasthevillage。“

  “MayIcome?“heasked。“Ihavebusinesstheremyself。“

  Shelaughed。

  “Thereareninecottages,threefarmhouses,andageneralshopinSt。David’s,“sheremarked。“Alsoaboutfifteenfishermen’scottagesdottedaboutthemarsh。Yourbusiness,Ipresume,iswiththegeneralshop?“

  Heshookhishead,fallingintostepwithher。

  “WhatIwant,“heexplained,“istofindawomantocomeinandlookaftermeattheTower。Yourservantwhovaletsmehasgivenmetwonames。

  Somethingofthelightnessfadedfromherface。

  “Soyouhavequitemadeupyourmindtoleaveus?“sheaskedslowly。

  “Motherwasn’tabletopersuadeyoutostay?“

  Heshookhishead。

  “Shewasverykind,“hesaid,“buttherearereallygravereasonswhyIfeelthatImustnotacceptMr。Fentolin’shospitalityanylonger。Ihad,“hewenton,“averyinterestingtalkwithyourmother。“

  Sheturnedquicklytowardshim。Theslightestpossibletingeofadditionalcolourwasinhercheeks。Shewaswalkingonthetopofagreenbank,withthewindblowingherskirtsaroundher。Theturnofherheadwasalittlediffident,almostshy。Hereyeswereaskinghimquestions。Atthatmomentsheseemedtohim,withherslimbody,hergentlypartedlipsandsoft,tremulouseyes,almostlikeachild。Hedrewalittlenearertoher。

  “Itoldyourmother,“hecontinued,“allthatIhavetoldyou,andmore。Itoldher,dear,thatIcaredforyou,thatIwantedyoutobemywife。“

  Shewascaughtinalittlegustofwind。Bothherhandswentuptoherhat;herfacewashidden。Shesteppeddownfromthebank。

  “Youshouldn’thavedonethat,“shesaidquietly。

  “Whynot?“hedemanded。“Itwasthetruth。“

  Hestoopedforward,intentuponlookingintoherface。Themysticsoftnesswasstillinhereyes,buthergeneralexpressionwasinscrutable。Itseemedtohimthattherewasfearthere。

  “Whatdidmothersay?“shewhispered。

  “Nothingdiscouraging,“hereplied。“Idon’tthinkshemindedatall。Ihavedecided,ifyougivemepermission,togoandtalktoMr。Fentolinthisevening。“

  Sheshookherheadveryemphatically。

  “Don’t!“sheimplored。“Don’t!Don’tgivehimanotherwhiptolashuswith。Keepsilent。Letmejusthavethememoryforafewdaysalltomyself。“

  Herwordscametohimlikenumbthings。Therewaslittleexpressioninthem,andyethefeltthatsomehowtheymeantsomuch。

  “Estherdear,“hesaid,“Ishalldojustasyouaskme。Atthesametime,pleaselisten。IthinkthatyouareallabsurdlyfrightenedofMr。Fentolin。Livingherealonewithhim,youhaveallgrownunderhisdominancetoanunreasonableextent。Becauseofhishorribleinfirmity,youhaveletyourselvesbecomehisslaves。Therearelimitstothissortofthing,Esther。Icomehereasastranger,andIseenothingmoreinMr。Fentolinthanaveryselfish,irritable,domineering,andcapriciousoldman。

  Humourhim,byallmeans。Iamwillingtodothesamemyself。

  Butwhenitcomestothegreatthingsinlife,neitherhenoranylivingpersonisgoingtokeepfrommethewomanIlove。“

  Shewalkedbyhissideinsilence。Herbreathwascomingalittlequicker,herfingerslaypassiveinhis。Thenforamomenthefeltthegripofthemalmostburnintohisflesh。Stillshesaidnothing。

  “Iwantyourpermission,dear,“hewenton,“togotohim。I

  supposehecallshimselfyourguardian。Ifhesaysno,youareofage。IjustwantyoutobelievethatIamstrongenoughtoputmyarms,aroundyouandtocarryyouawaytomyownworldandkeepyouthere,althoughanarmyofMr。Fentolin’screaturesfollowedus。“

  Sheturned,andhesawthegreattransformation。Herfacewasbrilliant,hereyesshonewithwonderfulthings。

  “Please,“shebegged,“willyousayordonothingatallforalittletime,untilItellyouwhen?Iwantjustafewdayspeace。

  YouhavesaidsuchbeautifulthingstomethatIwantthemtoliethereinmythoughts,inmyheart,undisturbed,forjustalittltime。Yousee,weareatthevillagenow。Iamgoingtocallatthisthirdcottage。WhileIaminside,youcangoandmakewhatenquiriesyoulike。Comeandknockatthedoorformewhenyouareready。“

  “Andwewillwalkbacktogether?“

  “Wewillwalkbacktogether,“shepromisedhim。

  “Iwilltakeyouhomeanotherway。IwilltakeyouoverwhattheycalltheCommon,andcomedownbehindtheHallintothegardens。

  Shedismissedhimwithalittlesmile。Hestrolledalongthevillagestreetandplungedintothemysteriousrecessesoftheonetinyshop。

点击下载App,搜索"The Vanished Messenger",免费读到尾