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  Hisfacewastroubled。

  “MissFentolin,“hesaid,“IwilltellyoufranklythatuptonowIhavenotsucceededinsolvingtheproblemofyouruncle’scharacter。Tomepersonallyhehasbeenmostcourteous。Helivesapparentlyastudiousandanunselfishlife。Ihaveheardhimevenspokenofasaphilanthropist。Andyetyouthree-you,yourmother,andyourbrother,whoarenearesttohim,wholiveinhishouseandunderhisprotection,havetheairofpassingyourdaysinmortalfearofhim。“

  “Mr。Hamel,“sheexclaimednervously,“youdon’tbelievethat!Heisalwaysverykind。“

  “Apparently,“Hamelobserveddrily。“Andyetyoumustrememberthatyou,too,areafraidofhim。Ineednotremindyouofourconversations,buttherethetruthis。Youpraisehisvirtuesandhischarities,youpityhim,andyetyougoaboutwithaloadoffear,and-forgiveme-ofsecretterrorinyourheart,youandGerald,too。Asforyourmother-“

  “Don’t!“sheinterruptedsuddenly。“Whydoyoubringmeheretotalklikethis?Youcannotalterthings。Nothingcanbealtered。“

  “Can’tit!“hereplied。“Well,Iwilltellyoutherealreasonofmyhavingbroughtyouhereandofmyhavingmadethisconfession。

  IbroughtyouherebecauseIcouldnotbeartogoonliving,ifnotunderyourroof,atanyrateintheneighbourhood,withouttellingyouthetruth。Nowyouknowit。IamheretowatchMr。Fentolin。

  Iamgoingonwatchinghim。Youcanputhimonhisguard,ifyoulike;Ishan’tcomplain。Oryoucan-“

  Hepausedsolongthatshelookedathim。Hemovedalittleclosertoher,hisfingerssuddenlygrippedherhand。

  “Oryoucanmarrymeandcomeawayfromitall,“heconcludedquietly。“Forgiveme,please-Imeanit。“

  Foramomentthestartledlightinhereyeswasfollowedbyadelicioussoftness。Herlipswereparted,sheleanedalittletowardshim。Thensuddenlysheseemedtoremember。Sherosewithswiftalertnesstoherfeet。

  “Ithink,“shesaid,“thatwehadbetterplaygolf。“

  “ButIhaveaskedyoutomarryme,“heprotested,ashescrambledup。

  “Yourcaddyhasfoundyourballalongtimeago,“shepointedout,walkingswiftlyonahead。

  Heplayedhisshotandcaughtherup。

  “MissFentolin-Esther,“hepleadedeagerly,“doyouthinkthatI

  amnotinearnest?BecauseIam。Imeanit。EvenifIhaveonlyknownyouforafewdays,ithasbeenenough。IthinkthatIknewitwascomingfromthemomentthatyousteppedintomyrailwaycarriage。“

  “Youknewthatwhatwascoming?“sheasked,raisinghereyessuddenly。

  “ThatIshouldcareforyou。“

  “It’sthefirsttimeyou’vetoldmesheremindedhim,withaqueerlittlesmile。“Oh,forgiveme,please!Ididn’tmeantosaythat。

  Idon’twanttohaveyoutellmeso。It’salltooridiculousandimpossible。“

  “Isit?Andwhy?“

  “Ihaveonlyknownyouforthreedays。“

  “Wecanmakeupforthat。“

  “ButIdon’t-careaboutyou。Ihaveneverthoughtofanyoneinthatway。Itisabsurd,“shewenton。

  “You’llhaveto,sometimeorother,“hedeclared。“I’lltakeyoutravellingwithme,showyoutheworld,newworlds,unnamedrivers,untroddenmountains。Ordoyouwanttogoandseewherethelittlebrownpeopleliveamongthemimosaandthecherryblossoms?I’lltakeyousofarawaythatthisplaceandthislifewillseemlikeadream。“

  Herbreathcaughtalittle。

  “Don’t,please,“shebegged。“Youknowverywell-orratheryoudon’tknow,perhaps,butImusttellyou-thatIcouldn’t。Iamhere,tiedandbound,andIcan’tescape。“

  “Ah!dear,don’tbelieveit,“hewentonearnestly。“Thereisn’tanybondsostrongthatIwon’tbreakitforyou,noknotIwon’tuntie,ifyougivemetheright。“

  Theywereclimbingslowlyontothetee。Hesteppedforwardandpulledherup。Herhandwascold。Hereyeswereraisedtohis,verysoftlyyetalmostpleadingly。

  “Pleasedon’tsayanythingmore,“shebegged。“Ican’t-quitebearitjustnow。Youknow,youmustremember-thereismymother。DoyouthinkthatIcouldleavehertostrugglealone?“

  Hiscaddy,whohadteedtheball,andwhohadregardedtheproceedingswithamoderatelytolerantair,feltcalleduponatlasttointerfere。

  “We’dbestgeton,“heremarked,pointingtotwofiguresinthedistance,“orthey’llsaywe’vecutin。“

  Hamelsmotehisballfarandtrue。Onamoremoderatescaleshefollowedhisexample。Theydescendedthestepstogether。

  “Love-makingisn’tgoingtospoilourgolf,“hewhispered,smiling,ashetouchedherfingersoncemore。

  Shelookedathimalmostshyly。

  “Isthislove-making?“sheasked。

  Theywalkedtogetherfromtheeighteenthgreentowardstheclub-house。Acurioussilenceseemedsuddenlytohaveenvelopedthem。Hamelwasconsciousofastrangeexhilaration,aqueerupheavalofideas,anexcitementwhichnothinginhispreviouslifehadyetbeenabletoyieldhim。Thewonderofitamazedhim,kepthimsilent。Itwasnotuntiltheyreachedthesteps,indeed,thathespoke。

  “Onourwayhome-“hebegan。

  Sheseemedsuddenlytohavestiffened。Helookedather,surprised。

  Shewasstandingquitestill,herhandgrippingthepost,hereyesfixeduponthewaitingmotor-car。Thedelicatesoftnesshadgonefromherface。Oncemorethatlookofpartlyveiledsufferingwasthere,sufferingmingledwithfear。

  “Look!“shewhispered,underherbreath。“Look!ItisMr。Fentolin!

  Hehascomeforushimself;heisthereinthecar。“

  Mr。Fentolin,astrangelittlefigurelyingbackamongthecushionsofthegreatDaimler,raisedhishatandwavedittothem。

  “Comealong,children,“hecried。“Yousee,Iamheretofetchyoumyself。Thesunshinehastemptedme。Whataheavenlymorning!

  Comeandsitbymyside,Esther,andfightyourbattlealloveragain。Thatisoneofthejoysofgolf,isn’tit?“heasked,turningtoHamel。“Youneednotbeafraidofboringme。To-dayisoneofmybrightdays。Isupposethatitisthesunshineandthewarmwind。Onthewayherewepassedsomefields。IcouldswearthatIsmeltviolets。Whereareyougoing,Esther?

  “Totakemyclubstomylockerandpaymycaddy,“shereplied。

  “Mr。Hamelwilldothatforyou,“Mr。Fentolindeclared。“Comeandtakeyourseatbymyside,andletuswaitforhim。Iamtiredofbeingalone。“

  Shegaveupherclubsreluctantly。Allthelifeseemedtohavegonefromherface。

  “Whydidn’tmothercomewithyou?“sheaskedsimply。

  “Totellyouthetruth,dearEsther,“heanswered,“whenIstarted,Ihadafancytobealone。Ithink-infactIamsure-thatyourmotherwantedtocome。Thesunshine,too,wastemptingher。Perhapsitwasselfishofmenottobringher,butthen,thereisagreatdealtobeforgivenme,isn’tthere,Esther?“

  “Agreatdeal,“sheechoed,lookingsteadilyaheadofher。

  “Icame,“hewenton,“becauseitoccurredtomethat,afterall,Ihadmydutiesasyourguardian,dearEsther。Iamnotsurethatwecanpermitflirtations,youknow。Letmesee,howoldareyou?“

  “Twenty-one,“shereplied。

  “InamagazineIwasreadingtheotherday,“hecontinued,“Iwasinterestedtoobservethatthemodernideaasregardsmarriageisachangedone。Awoman,theysay,shouldnotmarryuntilsheistwenty-sevenortwenty-eight-averyexcellentidea。Ithinkweagree,dowenot,onthat,Esther?“

  “Idon’tknow,“shereplied。“Ihaveneverthoughtaboutthematter。“

  “Then,“hewenton,“wewillmakeupourmindstoagree。

  Twenty-sevenortwenty-eight,letussay。Averyexcellentage!

  Agirlshouldknowherownmindbythen。Andmeanwhile,dearEsther,woulditbewise,Iwonder,toseealittlelessofourfriendMr。

  Hamel?Heleavesusto-day,Ithink。Heisveryobstinateaboutthat。Ifhewerestayingstillinthehouse,well,itmightbedifferent。Butifhepersistsinleavingus,youwillnotforget,dear,thatassociationwithaguestisonething;associationwithayoungmanlivingoutofthehouseisanother。AgreatdeallessofMr。HamelIthinkthatwemustsee。“

  Shemadenoreplywhatever。Hamelwascomingnowtowardsthem。

  “Reallyaverypersonableyoungman,“Mr。Fentolinremarked,studyinghimthroughhiseyeglass。“Isitmyfancy,Iwonder,asanobservantperson,orishejustalittle-justalittletakenwithyou,Esther?Apityifitisso-agreatpity。“

  Shesaidnothing,butherhandwhichrestedupontherugwastremblingalittle。

  “Ifyouhaveanopportunity,“Mr。Fentolinsuggested,droppinghisvoice,“youmightverydelicately,youknow-girlsaresocleveratthatsortofthing-conveymyviewstoMr。Hamelasregardshisleavingusanditseffectuponyourcompanionship。Youunderstandme,Iamsure?“

  Forthefirsttimesheturnedherheadtowardshim。

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