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  Againthehingescreaked,andwerushed。Disorderlypressureforsometimeensuedbeforetheuncommercialunitgotfiguredintothefrontrowofthesum。Itwasstrangetoseesomuchheatanduproarseethingaboutonepoorspare,white-hairedoldman,quietforevermore。Hewascalmoffeatureandundisfigured,ashelayonhisback-havingbeenstruckuponthehinderpartofhishead,andthrownforward-andsomethinglikeatearortwohadstartedfromtheclosedeyes,andlaywetupontheface。Theuncommercialinterest,satedataglance,directeditselfuponthestrivingcrowdoneithersideandbehind:wonderingwhetheronemighthaveguessed,fromtheexpressionofthosefacesmerely,whatkindofsighttheywerelookingat。Thedifferencesofexpressionwerenotmany。Therewasalittlepity,butnotmuch,andthatmostlywithaselfishtouchinit-aswhowouldsay,’ShallI,poorI,looklikethat,whenthetimecomes!’Therewasmoreofasecretlybroodingcontemplationandcuriosity,as’ThatmanIdon’tlike,andhavethegrudgeagainst;wouldsuchbehisappearance,ifsomeone-nottomentionnames-byanychancegavehimanknock?’

  Therewasawolfishstareattheobject,inwhichhomicidalwhite-

  leadworkershoneconspicuous。Andtherewasamuchmoregeneral,purposeless,vacantstaringatit-likelookingatwaxwork,withoutacatalogue,andnotknowingwhattomakeofit。ButalltheseexpressionsconcurredinpossessingtheoneunderlyingexpressionofLOOKINGATSOMETHINGTHATCOULDNOTRETURNALOOK。

  Theuncommercialnoticehadestablishedthisasveryremarkable,whenanewpressureallatoncecomingupfromthestreetpinionedhimignominiously,andhurriedhimintothearmsnowsleevedagainoftheCustodiansmokingathisdoor,andansweringquestions,betweenpuffs,withacertainplacidmeritoriousairofnotbeingproud,thoughhighinoffice。Andmentioningpride,itmaybeobserved,bytheway,thatonecouldnotwellhelpinvestingtheoriginalsoleoccupantofthefrontrowwithanairdepreciatoryofthelegitimateattractionofthepooroldman:

  whilethetwointhesecondrowseemedtoexultatthissupersededpopularity。

  PacingpresentlyroundthegardenoftheTowerofSt。JacquesdelaBoucherie,andpresentlyagaininfrontoftheHoteldeVille,I

  calledtomindacertaindesolateopen-airMorguethatIhappenedtolightuponinLondon,onedayinthehardwinterof1861,andwhichseemedasstrangetome,atthetimeofseeingit,asifI

  hadfounditinChina。Towardsthathourofawinter’safternoonwhenthelamp-lightersarebeginningtolightthelampsinthestreetsalittlebeforetheyarewanted,becausethedarknessthickensfastandsoon,IwaswalkinginfromthecountryonthenorthernsideoftheRegent’sPark-hardfrozenanddeserted-

  whenIsawanemptyHansomcabdriveuptothelodgeatGloucester-

  gate,andthedriverwithgreatagitationcalltothemanthere:

  whoquicklyreachedalongpolefromatree,and,deftlycollaredbythedriver,jumpedtothestepofhislittleseat,andsotheHansomrattledoutatthegate,gallopingovertheiron-boundroad。

  Ifollowedrunning,thoughnotsofastbutthatwhenIcametotheright-handCanalBridge,nearthecross-pathtoChalkFarm,theHansomwasstationary,thehorsewassmokinghot,thelongpolewasidleontheground,andthedriverandthepark-keeperwerelookingoverthebridgeparapet。Lookingovertoo,Isaw,lyingonthetowing-pathwithherfaceturneduptowardsus,awoman,deadadayortwo,andunderthirty,asIguessed,poorlydressedinblack。

  Thefeetwerelightlycrossedattheankles,andthedarkhair,allpushedbackfromtheface,asthoughthathadbeenthelastactionofherdesperatehands,streamedovertheground。Dabbledallabouther,wasthewaterandthebrokenicethathaddroppedfromherdress,andhadsplashedasshewasgotout。Thepolicemanwhohadjustgotherout,andthepassingcostermongerwhohadhelpedhim,werestandingnearthebody;thelatterwiththatstareatitwhichIhavelikenedtobeingatawaxworkexhibitionwithoutacatalogue;theformer,lookingoverhisstock,withprofessionalstiffnessandcoolness,inthedirectioninwhichthebearershehadsentforwereexpected。Sodreadfullyforlorn,sodreadfullysad,sodreadfullymysterious,thisspectacleofourdearsisterheredeparted!Abargecameup,breakingthefloatingiceandthesilence,andawomansteeredit。Themanwiththehorsethattowedit,caredsolittleforthebody,thatthestumblinghoofshadbeenamongthehair,andthetow-ropehadcaughtandturnedthehead,beforeourcryofhorrortookhimtothebridle。Atwhichsoundthesteeringwomanlookedupatusonthebridge,withcontemptunutterable,andthenlookingdownatthebodywithasimilarexpression-asifitweremadeinanotherlikenessfromherself,hadbeeninformedwithotherpassions,hadbeenlostbyotherchances,hadhadanothernaturedraggeddowntoperdition-steeredaspurningstreakofmudatit,andpassedon。

  Abetterexperience,butalsooftheMorguekind,inwhichchancehappilymademeusefulinaslightdegree,arosetomyremembranceasItookmywaybytheBoulevarddeSebastopoltothebrighterscenesofParis。

  Thethinghappened,sayfive-and-twentyyearsago。Iwasamodestyounguncommercialthen,andtimidandinexperienced。Manysunsandwindshavebrownedmeintheline,butthoseweremypaledays。

  Havingnewlytakentheleaseofahouseinacertaindistinguishedmetropolitanparish-ahousewhichthenappearedtometobeafrightfullyfirst-classFamilyMansion,involvingawfulresponsibilities-IbecamethepreyofaBeadle。IthinktheBeadlemusthaveseenmegoinginorcomingout,andmusthaveobservedthatItotteredundertheweightofmygrandeur。OrhemayhavebeeninhidingunderstrawwhenIboughtmyfirsthorseinthedesirablestable-yardattachedtothefirst-classFamilyMansion,andwhenthevendorremarkedtome,inanoriginalmanner,onbringinghimforapproval,takinghisclothoffandsmackinghim,’There,Sir!THERE’SaOrse!’AndwhenIsaidgallantly,’Howmuchdoyouwantforhim?’andwhenthevendorsaid,’Nomorethansixtyguineas,fromyou,’andwhenIsaidsmartly,’WhynotmorethansixtyfromME?’Andwhenhesaidcrushingly,’Becauseuponmysoulandbodyhe’dbeconsideredcheapatseventy,byonewhounderstoodthesubject-butyoudon’t。’-I

  say,theBeadlemayhavebeeninhidingunderstraw,whenthisdisgracebefellme,orhemayhavenotedthatIwastoorawandyounganAtlastocarrythefirst-classFamilyMansioninaknowingmanner。Bethisasitmay,theBeadledidwhatMelancholydidtotheyouthinGray’sElegy-hemarkedmeforhisown。AndthewayinwhichtheBeadledidit,wasthis:hesummonedmeasaJurymanonhisCoroner’sInquests。

  InmyfirstfeverishalarmIrepaired’forsafetyandforsuccour’-

  likethosesagaciousNorthernshepherdswho,havinghadnopreviousreasonwhatevertobelieveinyoungNorval,veryprudentlydidnotoriginatethehazardousideaofbelievinginhim-toadeephouseholder。ThisprofoundmaninformedmethattheBeadlecountedonmybuyinghimoff;onmybribinghimnottosummonme;

  andthatifIwouldattendanInquestwithacheerfulcountenance,andprofessalacrityinthatbranchofmycountry’sservice,theBeadlewouldbedisheartened,andwouldgiveupthegame。

  Irousedmyenergies,andthenexttimethewilyBeadlesummonedme,Iwent。TheBeadlewastheblankestBeadleIhaveeverlookedonwhenIansweredtomyname;andhisdiscomfituregavemecouragetogothroughwithit。

  Wewereimpanelledtoinquireconcerningthedeathofaverylittlemiteofachild。Itwastheoldmiserablestory。Whetherthemotherhadcommittedtheminoroffenceofconcealingthebirth,orwhethershehadcommittedthemajoroffenceofkillingthechild,wasthequestiononwhichwewerewanted。Wemustcommitherononeofthetwoissues。

  TheInquestcameoffintheparishworkhouse,andIhaveyetalivelyimpressionthatIwasunanimouslyreceivedbymybrotherJurymenasabrotheroftheutmostconceivableinsignificance。

  Also,thatbeforewebegan,abrokerwhohadlatelycheatedmefearfullyinthematterofapairofcard-tables,wasfortheutmostrigourofthelaw。Irememberthatwesatinasortofboard-room,onsuchverylargesquarehorse-hairchairsthatI

  wonderedwhatraceofPatagonianstheyweremadefor;andfurther,thatanundertakergavemehiscardwhenwewereinthefullmoralfreshnessofhavingjustbeensworn,as’aninhabitantthatwasnewlycomeintotheparish,andwaslikelytohaveayoungfamily。’

  ThecasewasthenstatedtousbytheCoroner,andthenwewentdown-stairs-ledbytheplottingBeadle-toviewthebody。Fromthatdaytothis,thepoorlittlefigure,onwhichthatsoundinglegalappellationwasbestowed,haslaininthesameplaceandwiththesamesurroundings,tomythinking。Inakindofcryptdevotedtothewarehousingoftheparochialcoffins,andinthemidstofaperfectPanoramaofcoffinsofallsizes,itwasstretchedonabox;themotherhadputitinherbox-thisbox-almostassoonasitwasborn,andithadbeenpresentlyfoundthere。Ithadbeenopened,andneatlysewnup,andregardedfromthatpointofview,itlookedlikeastuffedcreature。Itrestedonacleanwhitecloth,withasurgicalinstrumentorsoathand,andregardedfromthatpointofview,itlookedasiftheclothwere’laid,’andtheGiantwerecomingtodinner。Therewasnothingrepellentaboutthepoorpieceofinnocence,anditdemandedamereformoflookingat。

  So,welookedatanoldpauperwhowasgoingaboutamongthecoffinswithafootrule,asifhewereacaseofSelf-Measurement;

  andwelookedatoneanother;andwesaidtheplacewaswellwhitewashedanyhow;andthenourconversationalpowersasaBritishJuryflagged,andtheforemansaid,’Allright,gentlemen?Backagain,Mr。Beadle!’

  Themiserableyoungcreaturewhohadgivenbirthtothischildwithinaveryfewdays,andwhohadcleanedthecoldwetdoor-stepsimmediatelyafterwards,wasbroughtbeforeuswhenweresumedourhorse-hairchairs,andwaspresentduringtheproceedings。Shehadahorse-hairchairherself,beingveryweakandill;andIrememberhowsheturnedtotheunsympatheticnursewhoattendedher,andwhomighthavebeenthefigure-headofapauper-ship,andhowshehidherfaceandsobsandtearsuponthatwoodenshoulder。Iremember,too,howhardhermistresswasuponhershewasaservant-of-all-

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