Hehadthechurchkeysinhishand,andopenedthechurchyardgate,andopenedthechurchdoor;andwewentin。
Itisalittlechurchofgreatantiquity;thereisreasontobelievethatsomechurchhasoccupiedthespot,thesethousandyearsormore。Thepulpitwasgone,andotherthingsusuallybelongingtothechurchweregone,owingtoitslivingcongregationhavingdeserteditfortheneighbouringschool-room,andyieldedituptothedead。TheveryCommandmentshadbeenshoulderedoutoftheirplaces,inthebringinginofthedead;theblackwoodentablesonwhichtheywerepainted,wereaskew,andonthestonepavementbelowthem,andonthestonepavementalloverthechurch,werethemarksandstainswherethedrownedhadbeenlaiddown。
Theeye,withlittleornoaidfromtheimagination,couldyetseehowthebodieshadbeenturned,andwheretheheadhadbeenandwherethefeet。SomefadedtracesofthewreckoftheAustralianshipmaybediscernibleonthestonepavementofthislittlechurch,hundredsofyearshence,whenthediggingforgoldinAustraliashallhavelongandlongceasedoutoftheland。
Forty-fourshipwreckedmenandwomenlayhereatonetime,awaitingburial。Here,withweepingandwailingineveryroomofhishouse,mycompanionworkedaloneforhours,solemnlysurroundedbyeyesthatcouldnotseehim,andbylipsthatcouldnotspeaktohim,patientlyexaminingthetatteredclothing,cuttingoffbuttons,hair,marksfromlinen,anythingthatmightleadtosubsequentidentification,studyingfaces,lookingforascar,abentfinger,acrookedtoe,comparingletterssenttohimwiththeruinabouthim。’Mydearestbrotherhadbrightgreyeyesandapleasantsmile,’onesisterwrote。Opoorsister!wellforyoutobefarfromhere,andkeepthatasyourlastremembranceofhim!
Theladiesoftheclergyman’sfamily,hiswifeandtwosisters-in-
law,cameinamongthebodiesoften。Itgrewtobethebusinessoftheirlivestodoso。Anynewarrivalofabereavedwomanwouldstimulatetheirpitytocomparethedescriptionbrought,withthedreadrealities。Sometimes,theywouldgobackabletosay,’I
havefoundhim,’or,’Ithinksheliesthere。’Perhaps,themourner,unabletobearthesightofallthatlayinthechurch,wouldbeledinblindfold。Conductedtothespotwithmanycompassionatewords,andencouragedtolook,shewouldsay,withapiercingcry,’Thisismyboy!’anddropinsensibleontheinsensiblefigure。
Hesoonobservedthatinsomecasesofwomen,theidentificationofpersons,thoughcomplete,wasquiteatvariancewiththemarksuponthelinen;thisledhimtonoticethateventhemarksuponthelinenweresometimesinconsistentwithoneanother;andthushecametounderstandthattheyhaddressedingreathasteandagitation,andthattheirclotheshadbecomemixedtogether。Theidentificationofmenbytheirdress,wasrenderedextremelydifficult,inconsequenceofalargeproportionofthembeingdressedalike-inclothesofonekind,thatistosay,suppliedbyslopsellersandoutfitters,andnotmadebysinglegarmentsbutbyhundreds。Manyofthemenwerebringingoverparrots,andhadreceiptsuponthemforthepriceofthebirds;othershadbillsofexchangeintheirpockets,orinbelts。Someofthesedocuments,carefullyunwrinkledanddried,werelittlelessfreshinappearancethatday,thanthepresentpagewillbeunderordinarycircumstances,afterhavingbeenopenedthreeorfourtimes。
Inthatlonelyplace,ithadnotbeeneasytoobtainevensuchcommoncommoditiesintowns,asordinarydisinfectants。Pitchhadbeenburntinthechurch,asthereadiestthingathand,andthefrying-paninwhichithadbubbledoverabrazierofcoalswasstillthere,withitsashes。HardbytheCommunion-Table,weresomebootsthathadbeentakenoffthedrownedandpreserved-agold-digger’sboot,cutdownthelegforitsremoval-atrodden-
downman’sankle-bootwithabuffclothtop-andothers-soakedandsandy,weedyandsalt。
Fromthechurch,wepassedoutintothechurchyard。Here,therelay,atthattime,onehundredandforty-fivebodies,thathadcomeashorefromthewreck。Hehadburiedthem,whennotidentified,ingravescontainingfoureach。Hehadnumberedeachbodyinaregisterdescribingit,andhadplacedacorrespondingnumberoneachcoffin,andovereachgrave。Identifiedbodieshehadburiedsingly,inprivategraves,inanotherpartofthechurch-yard。
Severalbodieshadbeenexhumedfromthegravesoffour,asrelativeshadcomefromadistanceandseenhisregister;and,whenrecognised,thesehavebeenreburiedinprivategraves,sothatthemournersmighterectseparateheadstonesovertheremains。Inallsuchcaseshehadperformedthefuneralserviceasecondtime,andtheladiesofhishousehadattended。Therehadbeennooffenceinthepoorasheswhentheywerebroughtagaintothelightofday;
thebeneficentEarthhadalreadyabsorbedit。Thedrownedwereburiedintheirclothes。Tosupplythegreatsuddendemandforcoffins,hehadgotalltheneighbouringpeoplehandyattools,toworkthelivelongday,andSundaylikewise。Thecoffinswereneatlyformed;-Ihadseentwo,waitingforoccupants,undertheleeoftheruinedwallsofastonehutonthebeach,withincallofthetentwheretheChristmasFeastwasheld。Similarly,oneofthegravesforfourwaslyingopenandready,here,inthechurchyard。
Somuchofthescantyspacewasalreadydevotedtothewreckedpeople,thatthevillagershadbeguntoexpressuneasydoubtswhethertheythemselvescouldlieintheirownground,withtheirforefathersanddescendants,by-and-by。Thechurchyardbeingbutastepfromtheclergyman’sdwelling-house,wecrossedtothelatter;
thewhitesurplicewashangingupnearthedoorreadytobeputonatanytime,forafuneralservice。
ThecheerfulearnestnessofthisgoodChristianministerwasasconsolatory,asthecircumstancesoutofwhichitshoneweresad。
Ineverhaveseenanythingmoredelightfullygenuinethanthecalmdismissalbyhimselfandhishouseholdofalltheyhadundergone,asasimpledutythatwasquietlydoneandended。Inspeakingofit,theyspokeofitwithgreatcompassionforthebereaved;butlaidnostressupontheirownhardshareinthosewearyweeks,exceptasithadattachedmanypeopletothemasfriends,andelicitedmanytouchingexpressionsofgratitude。Thisclergyman’sbrother-himselftheclergymanoftwoadjoiningparishes,whohadburiedthirty-fourofthebodiesinhisownchurchyard,andwhohaddonetothemallthathisbrotherhaddoneastothelargernumber-mustbeunderstoodasincludedinthefamily。Hewasthere,withhisneatlyarrangedpapers,andmadenomoreaccountofhistroublethananybodyelsedid。Downtoyesterday’spostoutward,myclergymanalonehadwrittenonethousandandseventy-fiveletterstorelativesandfriendsofthelostpeople。Intheabsenceofself-assertion,itwasonlythroughmynowandthendelicatelyputtingaquestionastheoccasionarose,thatIbecameinformedofthesethings。ItwasonlywhenIhadremarkedagainandagain,inthechurch,ontheawfulnatureofthesceneofdeathhehadbeenrequiredsocloselytofamiliarisehimselfwithforthesoothingoftheliving,thathehadcasuallysaid,withouttheleastabatementofhischeerfulness,’indeed,ithadrenderedhimunableforatimetoeatordrinkmorethanalittlecoffeenowandthen,andapieceofbread。’
Inthisnoblemodesty,inthisbeautifulsimplicity,inthissereneavoidanceoftheleastattemptto’improve’anoccasionwhichmightbesupposedtohavesunkofitsownweightintomyheart,Iseemedtohavehappilycome,inafewsteps,fromthechurchyardwithitsopengrave,whichwasthetypeofDeath,totheChristiandwellingsidebysidewithit,whichwasthetypeofResurrection。Inevershallthinkoftheformer,withoutthelatter。Thetwowillalwaysrestsidebysideinmymemory。IfIhadlostanyonedeartomeinthisunfortunateship,ifIhadmadeavoyagefromAustraliatolookatthegraveinthechurchyard,Ishouldgoaway,thankfultoGODthatthathousewassoclosetoit,andthatitsshadowbydayanditsdomesticlightsbynightfellupontheearthinwhichitsMasterhadsotenderlylaidmydearone’shead。
Thereferencesthatnaturallyaroseoutofourconversation,tothedescriptionssentdownofshipwreckedpersons,andtothegratitudeofrelationsandfriends,mademeveryanxioustoseesomeofthoseletters。Iwaspresentlyseatedbeforeashipwreckofpapers,allborderedwithblack,andfromthemImadethefollowingfewextracts。
Amotherwrites:
REVERENDSIR。Amongstthemanywhoperishedonyourshorewasnumberedmybelovedson。Iwasonlyjustrecoveringfromasevereillness,andthisfearfulafflictionhascausedarelapse,sothatIamunableatpresenttogotoidentifytheremainsofthelovedandlost。MydarlingsonwouldhavebeensixteenonChristmas-daynext。Hewasamostamiableandobedientchild,earlytaughtthewayofsalvation。WefondlyhopedthatasaBritishseamanhemightbeanornamenttohisprofession,but,’itiswell;’Ifeelassuredmydearboyisnowwiththeredeemed。Oh,hedidnotwishtogothislastvoyage!OnthefifteenthofOctober,IreceivedaletterfromhimfromMelbourne,dateAugusttwelfth;hewroteinhighspirits,andinconclusionhesays:’Prayforafairbreeze,dearmamma,andI’llnotforgettowhistleforit!and,Godpermitting,Ishallseeyouandallmylittlepetsagain。Good-
bye,dearmother-good-bye,dearestparents。Good-bye,dearbrother。’Oh,itwasindeedaneternalfarewell。Idonotapologiseforthuswritingyou,foroh,myheartissoverysorrowful。
Ahusbandwrites:
MYDEARKINDSIR。Willyoukindlyinformmewhetherthereareanyinitialsupontheringandguardyouhaveinpossession,found,astheStandardsays,lastTuesday?Believeme,mydearsir,whenI
saythatIcannotexpressmydeepgratitudeinwordssufficientlyforyourkindnesstomeonthatfearfulandappallingday。WillyoutellmewhatIcandoforyou,andwillyouwritemeaconsolinglettertopreventmymindfromgoingastray?
Awidowwrites:
LeftinsuchastateasIam,myfriendsandIthoughtitbestthatmydearhusbandshouldbeburiedwherehelies,and,muchasI