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  ’Iwillgoandsee,’saidAnne。’WaittillIreturn。’

  ’No;Icandonomore。WhenyoucomebackIshallbegone。Iaskonethingofyou。Ifallgoeswellwithyouandhim,andhemarriesyou——don’tbealarmed;myplanslieelsewhere——whenyouarehiswifetellhimwhohelpedtocarryhimaway。Butdon’tmentionmynametotherestofyourfamily,eithernoworatanytime。’

  Anneregardedthespeakerforamoment,andpromised;afterwhichshewadedoutfromthearchway。

  MatildastoodlookingatBobforamoment,asifpreparingtogo,tillmovedbysomeimpulseshebentandlightlykissedhimonce。

  ’Howcanyou!’criedAnnereproachfully。Whenleavingthemouthofthearchshehadbentbackandseentheact。

  Matildaflushed。’Youjealousbaby!’shesaidscornfully。

  Annehesitatedforamoment,thenwentoutfromthewater,andhastenedtowardsthemill。

  Sheenteredbythegarden,and,seeingnoone,advancedandpeepedinatthewindow。HermotherandMr。Lovedayweresittingwithinasusual。

  ’Aretheyallgone?’saidAnnesoftly。

  ’Yes。Theydidnottroubleusmuch,beyondgoingintoeveryroom,andsearchingaboutthegarden,wheretheysawsteps。Theyhavebeenluckyto-night;theyhavecaughtfifteenortwentymenatplacesfurtheron;sothelossofBobwasnohurttotheirfeelings。

  Iwonderwhereintheworldthepoorfellowis!’

  ’Iwillshowyou,’saidAnne。Andexplaininginafewwordswhathadhappened,shewaspromptlyfollowedbyDavidandLovedayalongtheroad。SheliftedherdressandenteredthearchwithsomeanxietyonaccountofMatilda;buttheactresswasgone,andBoblayontheseatasshehadlefthim。

  Bobwasbroughtout,andwaterthrownuponhisface;butthoughhemovedhedidnotrousehimselfuntilsometimeafterhehadbeenborneintothehouse。Hereheopenedhiseyes,andsawthemstandinground,andgatheredalittleconsciousness。

  ’Youareallright,myboy!’saidhisfather。’Whathevhappenedtoye?Wheredidyegetthatterribleblow?’

  ’Ah——Icanmindnow,’murmuredBob,withastupefiedgazearound。

  ’Ifellinslippingdownthetopsailhalyard——therope,thatis,wastooshort——andIfelluponmyhead。AndthenIwentaway。WhenI

  camebackIthoughtIwouldn’tdisturbye:soIlaydownoutthere,tosleepoutthewatch;butthepaininmyheadwassogreatthatI

  couldn’tgettosleep;soIpickedsomeofthepoppy-headsintheborder,whichIonceheardwasagoodthingforsendingfolkstosleepwhentheyareinpain。SoImunchedupallIcouldfind,anddroppedoffquitenicely。’

  ’Iwonderedwhohadpicked’em!’saidMolly。’Inoticedtheyweregone。’

  ’Why,youmightneverhavewokeagain!’saidMrs。Loveday,holdingupherhands。’Howisyourheadnow?’

  ’Ihardlyknow,’repliedtheyoungman,puttinghishandtohisforeheadandbeginningtodozeagain。’Wherebethosefellowsthatboardedus?Withthis——smoothwaterand——finebreezeweoughttogetawayfrom’em。Haulin——thelarboardbraces,and——bringhertothewind。’

  ’Youareathome,dearBob,’saidAnne,bendingoverhim,’andthemenaregone。’

  ’Comealongupstairs:th’beesthardlyawakenow,’saidhisfatherandBobwasassistedtobed。

  Infour-and-twentyhoursBobhadrecovered。Butthoughphysicallyhimselfagain,hewasnotatallsureofhispositionasapatriot。

  Hehadthatpracticalknowledgeofseamanshipofwhichthecountrystoodmuchinneed,anditwashumiliatingtofindthatimpressmentseemedtobenecessarytoteachhimtouseitforheradvantage。

  Manyneighbouringyoungmen,lessfortunatethanhimself,hadbeenpressedandtaken;andtheirabsenceseemedareproachtohim。Hewentawaybyhimselfintothemill-roof,and,surroundedbythecorn-heaps,gaveventtoself-condemnation。

  ’Certainly,Iamnomantolieheresolongforthepleasureofsightingthatyounggirlfortytimesaday,andlettinghersightme——blesshereyes!——tillImustneedswantapress-gangtoteachmewhatI’veforgot。AndisitthenalloverwithmeasaBritishsailor?We’llsee。’

  WhenhewasthrownundertheinfluenceofAnne’seyesagain,whichweremoretantalizinglybeautifulthaneverjustnowsoitseemedtohim,hisintentionofofferinghisservicestotheGovernmentwouldwaxweaker,andhewouldputoffhisfinaldecisiontillthenextday。Annesawthesefluctuationsofhismindbetweenloveandpatriotism,andbeingterrifiedbywhatshehadheardofsea-fights,usedtheutmostartofwhichshewascapabletoseducehimfromhisformingpurpose。Shecametohiminthemill,wearingtheveryprettiestofhermorningjackets——theonethatonlyjustpassedthewaist,andwaslacedsotastefullyroundthecollarandbosom。Thenshewouldappearinhernewhat,withabouquetofprimrosesononeside;andonthefollowingSundayshewalkedbeforehiminlemon-colouredboots,sothatherfeetlookedlikeapairofyellow-hammersflittingunderherdress。

  Butdresswastheleastofthemeanssheadoptedforchaininghimdown。Shetalkedmoretenderlythanever;askedhimtobeginsmallundertakingsinthegardenonheraccount;shesangaboutthehouse,thattheplacemightseemcheerfulwhenhecamein。Thissingingforapurposerequiredgreateffortonherpart,leavingherafterwardsverysad。WhenBobaskedherwhatwasthematter,shewouldsay,’Nothing;onlyIamthinkinghowyouwillgrieveyourfather,andcrosshispurposes,ifyoucarryoutyourunkindnotionofgoingtosea,andforsakingyourplaceinthemill。’

  ’Yes,’Bobwouldsayuneasily。’Itwilltroublehim,Iknow。’

  Beingalsoquiteawarehowitwouldtroubleher,hewouldagainpostpone,andthusanotherweekpassedaway。

  AllthistimeJohnhadnotcomeoncetothemill。ItappearedasifMissJohnsonabsorbedallhistimeandthoughts。Bobwasoftenseenchucklingoverthecircumstance。’Aslyrascal!’hesaid。

  ’Pretendingonthedayshecametobemarriedthatshewasnotgoodenoughforme,whenitwasonlythathewantedherforhimself。Howhecouldhavepersuadedhertogoawayisbeyondmetosay!’

  Annecouldnotcontestthisbeliefofherlover’s,andremainedsilent;buttherehadmorethanonceoccurredtohermindadoubtofitsprobability。YetshehadonlyabandonedheropinionthatJohnhadschemedforMatilda,toembracetheoppositeerror;that,findinghehadwrongedtheyounglady,hehadpitiedandgrowntoloveher。

  ’AndyetJack,whenhewasaboy,wasthesimplestfellowalive,’

  resumedBob。’ByGeorge,though,Ishouldhavebeenhotagainsthimforsuchatrick,ifinlosingherIhadn’tfoundabetter!Butshe’llnevercomedowntohimintheworld:shehashighnotionsnow。Iamafraidhe’sdoomedtosighinvain!’

  ThoughBobregrettedthispossibility,thefeelingwasnotreciprocatedbyAnne。ItwastruethatsheknewnothingofMatilda’stemporarytreachery,andthatshedisbelievedthestoryofherlackofvirtue;butshedidnotlikethewoman。’Perhapsitwillnotmatterifheisdoomedtosighinvain,’shesaid。’ButI

  owehimnoill-will。Ihaveprofitedbyhisdoings,incomprehensibleastheyare。’AndshebentherfaireyesonBobandsmiled。

  Boblookeddubious。’Hethinkshehasaffrontedme,nowIhaveseenthroughhim,andthatIshallbeagainstmeetinghim。But,ofcourse,Iamnotsotouchy。Icanstandapracticaljoke,ascananymanwhohasbeenafloat。I’llcallandseehim,andtellhimso。’

  Beforehestarted,BobbethoughthimofsomethingwhichwouldstillfurtherprovetothemisapprehendingJohnthathewasentirelyforgiven。Hewenttohisroom,andtookfromhischestapacketcontainingalockofMissJohnson’shair,whichshehadgivenhimduringtheirbriefacquaintance,andwhichtillnowhehadquiteforgotten。When,atstarting,hewishedAnnegoodbye,itwasaccompaniedbysuchabeamingface,thatsheknewhewasfullofanidea,andaskedwhatitmightbethatpleasedhimso。

  ’Why,this,’hesaid,smackinghisbreast-pocket。’AlockofhairthatMatildagaveme。’

  Annesankbackwithpartedlips。

  ’IamgoingtogiveittoJack——he’lljumpforjoytogetit!AnditwillshowhimhowwillingIamtogiveheruptohim,finepieceassheis。’

  ’Willyouseeherto-day,Bob?’Anneaskedwithanuncertainsmile。

  ’Ono——unlessitisbyaccident。’

  Onreachingtheoutskirtsofthetownhewentstraighttothebarracks,andwasluckyenoughtofindJohninhisroom,attheleft-handcornerofthequadrangle。Johnwasgladtoseehim;buttoBob’ssurpriseheshowednoimmediatecontrition,andthusaffordednoroomforthebrotherlyspeechofforgivenesswhichBobhadbeengoingtodeliver。Asthetrumpet-majordidnotopenthesubject,Bobfeltitdesirabletobeginhimself。

  ’Ihavebroughtyesomethingthatyouwillvalue,Jack,’hesaid,astheysatatthewindow,overlookingthelargesquarebarrack-yard。

  ’Ihavegotnofurtheruseforit,andyoushouldhavehaditbeforeifithadenteredmyhead。’

  ’Thankyou,Bob;whatisit?’saidJohn,lookingabsentlyatanawkwardsquadofyoungmenwhoweredrillingintheenclosure。

  ’’Tisayoungwoman’slockofhair。’

  ’Ah!’saidJohn,quiterecoveringfromhisabstraction,andslightlyflushing。CouldBobandAnnehavequarrelled?Bobdrewthepaperfromhispocket,andopenedit。

  ’Black!’saidJohn。

  ’Yes——blackenough。’

  ’Whose?’

  ’Why,Matilda’s。’

  ’O,Matilda’s!’

  ’Whosedidyouthinkthen?’

  Insteadofreplying,thetrumpet-major’sfacebecameasredassunset,andheturnedtothewindowtohidehisconfusion。

  Bobwassilent,andthenhe,too,lookedintothecourt。Atlengthhearose,walkedtohisbrother,andlaidhishanduponhisshoulder。’Jack,’hesaid,inanalteredvoice,’youareagoodfellow。NowIseeitall。’

  ’Ono——that’snothing,’saidJohnhastily。

  ’You’vebeenpretendingthatyoucareforthiswomanthatImightn’tblamemyselfforheavingyououtfromtheother——whichiswhatI’vedonewithoutknowingit。’

  ’Whatdoesitmatter?’

  ’Butitdoesmatter!I’vebeenmakingyouunhappyalltheseweeksandweeksthroughmythoughtlessness。Theyseemedtothinkathome,youknow,John,thatyouhadgrownnottocareforher;orI

  wouldn’thavedoneitforalltheworld!’

  ’Yousticktoher,Bob,andnevermindme。Shebelongstoyou。Shelovesyou。Ihavenoclaimuponher,andshethinksnothingaboutme。’

  ’Shelikesyou,John,thoroughlywell;sodoeseverybody;andifI

  hadn’tcomehome,puttingmyfootinit——Thatcominghomeofminehasbeenaregularblightuponthefamily!Ioughtnevertohavestayed。Theseaismyhome,andwhycouldn’tIbidethere?’

  Thetrumpet-majordrewBob’sdiscourseoffthesubjectassoonashecould,andBob,aftersomeunconsideredrepliesandremarks,seemedwillingtoavoiditforthepresent。HedidnotaskJohntoaccompanyhimhome,ashehadintended;andonleavingthebarracksturnedsouthwardandenteredthetowntowanderabouttillhecoulddecidewhattodo。

  Itwasthe3rdofSeptember,buttheKing’swatering-placestillretaineditssummeraspect。Theroyalbathing-machinehadbeendrawnoutjustasBobreachedGloucesterBuildings,andhewaitedaminute,inthelackofotherdistraction,tolookon。ImmediatelythattheKing’smachinehadenteredthewateragroupoffloridmenwithfiddles,violoncellos,atrombone,andadrum,cameforward,packedthemselvesintoanothermachinethatwasinwaiting,andweredrawnoutintothewavesintheKing’srear。Allthatwastobeheardforafewminutesweretheslowpulsationsofthesea;andthenadeafeningnoiseburstfromtheinteriorofthesecondmachinewithpowerenoughtosplittheboardsasunder;itwasthecondensedmassofmusiciansinside,strikingupthestrainsof’GodsavetheKing,’ashisMajesty’sheadrosefromthewater。Bobtookoffhishatandwaitedtilltheendoftheperformance,which,intendedasapleasantsurprisetoGeorgeIII。bytheloyalburghers,waspossiblyinthewaterycircumstancestoleratedratherthandesiredbythatdrippingmonarch。*

  *VidePreface。

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