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  ThefinalbarrierbetweenEricandhismother’sfaithwashisviolin,andtothatheclungasamansometimeswillclingtohisdearestsin,totheweaknessmoreprecioustohimthanallhisstrength,Inthegreatworldbeautycomestomeninmanyguises,andartinahundredforms,butforErictherewasonlyhisviolin。

  Itstood,tohim,forallthemanifestationsofart;itwashisonlybridgeintothekingdomofthesoul。

  ItwastoEricHermannsonthattheevangelistdirectedhisimpassionedpleadingthatnight。

  “Saul,Saul,whypersecutestthoume?IsthereaSaulheretonightwhohasstoppedhisearstothatgentlepleading,whohasthrustaspearintothatbleedingside?Thinkofit,mybrother;

  youareofferedthiswonderfulloveandyoupreferthewormthatdiethnotandthefirewhichwillnotbequenched。WhatrighthaveyoutoloseoneofGod’sprecioussouls?Saul,Saul,whypersecutestthoume?“

  AgreatjoydawnedinAsaSkinner’spaleface,forhesawthatEricHermannsonwasswayingtoandfroinhisseat。Theministerfelluponhiskneesandthrewhislongarmsupoverhishead。

  “Omybrothers!Ifeelitcoming,theblessingwehaveprayedfor。ItellyoutheSpiritiscoming!justalittlemoreprayer,brothers,alittlemorezeal,andhewillbehere。Icanfeelhiscoolingwinguponmybrow。GlorybetoGodforeverandever,amen!“

  Thewholecongregationgroanedunderthepressureofthisspiritualpanic。Shoutsandhallelujahswentupfromeverylip。

  Anotherfigurefellprostrateuponthefloor。Fromthemourners’

  benchroseachantofterrorandrapture:

  “Eatinghoneyanddrinkingwine,GlorytothebleedingLamb!

  IammyLord’sandheismine,GlorytothebleedingLamb!“

  Thehymnwassunginadozendialectsandvoicedallthevagueyearningofthesehungrylives,ofthesepeoplewhohadstarvedallthepassionssolong,onlytofallvictimstothebarestofthemall,fear。

  AgroanofultimateanguishrosefromEricHermannson’sbowedhead,andthesoundwaslikethegroanofagreattreewhenitfallsintheforest。

  Theministerrosesuddenlytohisfeetandthrewbackhishead,cryinginaloudvoice:

  “Lazarus,comeforth!EricHermannson,youarelost,goingdownatsea。InthenameofGod,andJesusChristhisSon,Ithrowyouthelifeline。Takehold!AlmightyGod,mysoulforhis!“

  Theministerthrewhisarmsoutandliftedhisquiveringface。

  EricHermannsonrosetohisfeet;hislipsweresetandthelightningwasinhiseyes。Hetookhisviolinbytheneckandcrushedittosplintersacrosshisknee,andtoAsaSkinnerthesoundwasliketheshacklesofsinbrokenaudiblyasunder。

  FormorethantwoyearsEricHermannsonkepttheausterefaithtowhichhehadswornhimself,keptituntilagirlfromtheEastcametospendaweekontheNebraskaDivide。Shewasagirlofothermannersandconditions,andthereweregreaterdistancesbetweenherlifeandEric’sthanallthemileswhichseparatedRattlesnakeCreekfromNewYorkCity。Indeed,shehadnobusinesstobeintheWestatall;butah!acrosswhatleaguesoflandandsea,bywhatimprobablechances,dotheunrelentinggodsbringtousourfate!

  ItwasinayearoffinancialdepressionthatWyllisElliotcametoNebraskatobuycheaplandandrevisitthecountrywherehehadspentayearofhisyouth。WhenhehadgraduatedfromHarvarditwasstillcustomaryformoneyedgentlementosendtheirscapegracesonstoroughitonranchesinthewildsofNebraskaorDakota,ortoconsignthemtoalivingdeathinthesagebrushoftheBlackHills。Theseyoungmendidnotalwaysreturntothewaysofcivilizedlife。ButWyllisElliothadnotmarriedahalf-breed,norbeenshotinacowpunchers’brawl,norwreckedbybadwhisky,norappropriatedbyasmirchedadventuress。Hehadbeensavedfromthesethingsbyagirl,hissister,whohadbeenveryneartohislifeeversincethedayswhentheyreadfairytalestogetheranddreamedthedreamsthatnevercometrue。Onthis,hisfirstvisittohisfather’sranchsinceheleftitsixyearsbefore,hebroughtherwithhim。Shehadbeenlaiduphalfthewinterfromasprainreceivedwhileskating,andhadhadtoomuchtimeforreflectionduringthosemonths。Shewasrestlessandfilledwithadesiretoseesomethingofthewildcountryofwhichherbrotherhadtoldhersomuch。Shewastobemarriedthenextwinter,andWyllisunderstoodherwhenshebeggedhimtotakeherwithhimonthislong,aimlessjauntacrossthecontinent,totastethelastoftheirfreedomtogether。itcomestoallwomenofhertype——thatdesiretotastetheunknownwhichalluresandterrifies,torunone’swholesoul’slengthouttothewind——justonce。

  Ithadbeenaneventfuljourney。Wyllissomehowunderstoodthatstrainofgypsybloodinhissister,andheknewwheretotakeher。

  TheyhadsleptinsodhousesonthePlatteRiver,madetheacquaintanceofthepersonnelofathird-rateoperacompanyonthetraintoDeadwood,dinedinacampofrailroadconstructorsattheworld’sendbeyondNewCastle,gonethroughtheBlackHillsonhorseback,fishedfortroutinDomeLake,watchedadanceatCrippleCreek,wherethelostsoulswhohideinthehillsgatheredfortheirbesottedrevelry。Andnow,lastofall,beforethereturntothraldom,therewasthislittleshack,anchoredonthewindycrestoftheDivide,alittleblackdotagainsttheflamingsunsets,ascentedseaofcornlandbathedinopalescentairandblindingsunlight。

  MargaretElliotwasoneofthosewomenofwhomtherearesomanyinthisday,whenoldorder,passing,givethplacetonew;

  beautiful,talented,critical,unsatisfied,tiredoftheworldattwenty-four。ForthemomentthelifeandpeopleoftheDivideinterestedher。Shewastherebutaweek;perhapshadshestayedlonger,thatinexorableennuiwhichtravelsfastereventhantheVestibuleLimitedwouldhaveovertakenher。TheweekshetarriedtherewastheweekthatEricHermannsonwashelpingJerryLockhartthresh;aweekearlieroraweeklater,andtherewouldhavebeennostorytowrite。

  ItwasonThursdayandtheyweretoleaveonSaturday。Wyllisandhissisterweresittingonthewidepiazzaoftheranchhouse,staringoutintotheafternoonsunlightandprotestingagainstthegustsofhotwindthatblewupfromthesandyriverbottomtwentymilestothesouthward。

  Theyoungmanpulledhiscaploweroverhiseyesandremarked:

  “Thiswindistherealthing;youdon’tstrikeitanywhereelse。YourememberwehadatouchofitinAlgiersandItoldyouitcamefromKansas。It’sthekeynoteofthiscountry。“

  Wyllistouchedherhandthatlayonthehammockandcontinuedgently:

  “Ihopeit’spaidyou,Sis。Roughingit’sdangerousbusiness;

  ittakesthetasteoutofthings。“

  Sheshutherfingersfirmlyoverthebrownhandthatwassolikeherown。

  “Paid?Why,Wyllis,Ihaven’tbeensohappysincewewerechildrenandweregoingtodiscovertheruinsofTroytogethersomeday。Doyouknow,IbelieveIcouldjuststayonhereforeverandlettheworldgoonitsowngait。Itseemsasthoughthetensionandstrainweusedtotalkoflastwinterweregoneforgood,asthoughonecouldnevergiveone’sstrengthouttosuchpettythingsanymore。“

  Wyllisbrushedtheashesofhispipeawayfromthesilkhandkerchiefthatwasknottedabouthisneckandstaredmoodilyoffattheskyline。

  “No,you’remistaken。Thiswouldboreyouafterawhile。Youcan’tshakethefeveroftheotherlife。I’vetriedit。TherewasatimewhenthegayfellowsofRomecouldtrotdownintotheThebaidandburrowintothesandhillsandgetridofit。Butit’salltoocomplexnow。Youseewe’vemadeourdissipationssodaintyandrespectablethatthey’vegonefurtherinthantheflesh,andtakenholdoftheegoproper。Youcouldn’trest,evenhere。Thewarcrywouldfollowyou。“

  “Youdon’twastewords,Wyllis,butyounevermissfire。I

  talkmorethanyoudo,withoutsayinghalfsomuch。YoumusthavelearnedtheartofsilencefromthesetaciturnNorwegians。IthinkIlikesilentmen。“

  “Naturally,“saidWyllis,“sinceyouhavedecidedtomarrythemostbrillianttalkeryouknow。“

  Bothweresilentforatime,listeningtothesighingofthehotwindthroughtheparchedmorning-gloryvines。Margaretspokefirst。

  “Tellme,Wyllis,weremanyoftheNorwegiansyouusedtoknowasinterestingasEricHermannson?“

  “Who,Siegfried?Well,no。HeusedtobethefloweroftheNorwegianyouthinmyday,andhe’sratheranexception,evennow。

  Hehasretrograded,though。Thebondsofthesoilhavetightenedonhim,Ifancy。“

  “Siegfried?Come,that’srathergood,Wyllis。Helookslikeadragon-slayer。Whatisitthatmakeshimsodifferentfromtheothers?Icantalktohim;heseemsquitelikeahumanbeing。“

  “Well,“saidWyllis,meditatively,“Idon’treadBourgetasmuchasmyculturedsister,andI’mnotsowellupinanalysis,butIfancyit’sbecauseonekeepscherishingaperfectlyunwarrantedsuspicionthatunderthatbig,hulkinganatomyofhis,hemayconcealasoulsomewhere。Nichtwahr?“

  “Somethinglikethat,“saidMargaret,thoughtfully,“exceptthatit’smorethanasuspicion,anditisn’tgroundless。Hehasone,andhemakesitknown,somehow,withoutspeaking。“

  “Ialwayshavemydoubtsaboutloquacioussouls,“Wyllisremarked,withtheunbelievingsmilethathadgrownhabitualwithhim。

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