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  ’DoyourememberhowonceyourejectedmedownyonderinTobasco,Guatemoc,andwhatItoldyouthen?——thatIshouldgrowgreatinspiteofyou?

  Youseeithasallcometrueandmorethantrue,andyouarebroughttothis。

  Areyounotsorry,Guatemoc?

  Iamsorry,thoughwereIassomewomenare,perchanceImightrejoicetoseeyouthus。’

  ’Woman,’theprinceansweredinathickvoice,’youhavebetrayedyourcountryandyouhavebroughtmetoshameandtorment。

  Yes,haditnotbeenforyou,thesethingshadneverbeen。

  Iamsorry,indeedIamsorry——thatIdidnotkillyou。

  Fortherest,mayyournamebeshamefulforeverintheearsofhonestmenandyoursoulbeeverlastinglyaccursed,andmayyouyourself,evenbeforeyoudie,knowthebitternessofdishonourandbetrayal!

  Yourwordswerefulfilled,andsoshallminebealso。’

  Sheheardandturnedawaytrembling,andforawhilewassilent。

  Thenherglancefelluponmeandshebegantoweep。

  ’Alas!poorman,’shesaid;’alas!myfriend。’

  ’Weepnotoverme,Marina,’Ianswered,speakinginAztec,’forourtearsareofnoworth,buthelpmeifyoumay。’

  ’AhthatIcould!’shesobbed,andturningfledfromtheplace,followedpresentlybyCortes。

  NowtheSpaniardscameinagainandremovedGuatemocandthecaciqueofTacuba,carryingthemintheirarms,fortheycouldnotwalk,andindeedthecaciquewasinaswoon。

  ’Farewell,Teule,’saidGuatemocashepassedme;’youareindeedatruesonofQuetzalandagallantman。

  Maythegodsrewardyouintimestocomeforallthatyouhavesufferedformeandmine,sinceIcannot。’

  ThenhewasborneoutandthesewerethelastwordsthatIeverheardhimutter。

  NowIwasleftalonewiththeTlascalansanddeGarcia,whomockedmeasbefore。

  ’Alittletired,eh,friendWingfield?’hesaidsneering。

  ’Well,theplayisroughtillyougetusedtoit。

  Anight’ssleepwillrefreshyou,andto-morrowyouwillbeanewman。

  PerhapsyoubelievethatIhavedonemyworst。

  Fool,thisisbutabeginning。

  Alsoyouthinkdoubtlessthatyourobstinacyangersme?

  Wrongagain,myfriend,Ionlypraythatyoumaykeepyourlipssealedtothelast。

  GladlywouldIgivemyshareofthishiddengoldinpaymentfortwomoresuchdayswithyou。

  Ihavestillmuchtopayyouback,andlookyou,Ihavefoundawaytodoit。

  Therearemorewaysofhurtingamanthanthroughhisownflesh——forinstance,whenIwishedtoberevengeduponyourfather,Istruckhimthroughherwhomheloved。

  NowIhavetouchedyouandyouwonderwhatImean。

  Well,Iwilltellyou。

  PerhapsyoumayknowanAztecladyofroyalbloodwhoisnamedOtomie?’

  ’Otomie,whatofher?’Icried,speakingforthefirsttime,sincefearforherstirredmemorethanallthetormentsIhadborne。

  ’Atriumphindeed;Ihavefoundawaytomakeyouspeakatlast;

  why,then,to-morrowyouwillbefullofwords。

  Onlythis,CousinWingfield;Otomie,Montezuma’sdaughter,averylovelywomanbytheway,isyourwifeaccordingtotheIndiancustoms。

  Well,Iknowallthestoryand——sheisinmypower。

  Iwillproveittoyou,forsheshallbebroughtherepresentlyandthenyoucanconsoleeachother。

  Forlisten,dog,to-morrowshewillsitwhereyouaresitting,andbeforeyoureyessheshallbedealtwithasyouhavebeendealtwith。

  Ah!thenyouwilltalkfastenough,butperhapsitwillbetoolate。’

  AndnowforthefirsttimeIbrokedownandprayedformercyevenofmyfoe。

  ’Spareher,’Igroaned;’dowhatyouwillwithme,butspareher!

  Surelyyoumusthaveaheart,evenyou,foryouarehuman。

  Youcanneverdothisthing,andCorteswouldnotsufferit。’

  ’AsforCortes,’heanswered,’hewillknownothingofit——tillitisdone。

  Ihavemywarrantthatchargesmetouseeverymeansinmypowertoforcethetruthfromyou。

  Torturehasfailed;thisaloneisleft。

  Andfortherest,youmustreadmeill。

  Youknowwhatitistohate,foryouhateme;multiplyyourhatebytenandyoumayfindthesumofmineforyou。

  Ihateyouforyourblood,I

  hateyoubecauseyouhaveyourmother’seyes,butmuchmoredoI

  hateyouforyourself,fordidyounotbeatme,agentlemanofSpain,withastickasthoughIwereahound?

  ShallIthenshrinkfromsuchadeedwhenIcansatisfymyhatebyit?

  Alsoperhaps,thoughyouareabraveman,atthismomentyouknowwhatitistofear,andaretastingofitsagony。

  NowIwillbeopenwithyou;

  ThomasWingfield,Ifearyou。

  WhenfirstIsawyouIfearedyouasIhadreasontodo,andthatiswhyItriedtokillyou,andastimehasgonebyIhavefearedyoumoreandmore,somuchindeed,thatattimesIcannotrestbecauseofanamelessterrorthatdogsmeandwhichhastodowithyou。

  BecauseofyouIfledfromSpain,becauseofyouIhaveplayedthecowardinmorefraysthanone。

  Theluckhasalwaysbeenmineinthisduelbetweenus,andyetI

  tellyouthatevenasyouare,Ifearyoustill。

  IfIdaredI

  wouldkillyouatonce,onlythenyouwouldhauntmeasyourmotherhauntsme,andalsoImustanswerforittoCortes。

  Fear,CousinWingfield,isthefatherofcruelty,andminemakesmecrueltoyou。

  Livingordead,Iknowthatyouwilltriumphovermeatthelast,butitismyturnnow,andwhileyoubreathe,orwhileonebreatheswhoisdeartoyou,Iwillspendmylifetobringyouandthemtoshameandmiseryanddeath,asIbroughtyourmother,mycousin,thoughsheforcedmetoittosavemyself。

  Whynot?

  Thereisnoforgivenessforme,Icannotundothepast。

  Youcametotakevengeanceonme,andsoonorlatebyyou,orthroughyou,itwillbeglutted,buttillthenItriumph,ay,evenwhenImustsinktothisbutcher’sworktodoit,’andsuddenlyheturnedandlefttheplace。

  ThenweaknessandsufferingovercamemeandIswoonedaway。

  WhenI

  awokeitwastofindthatmybondshadbeenloosedandthatIlayonsomesortofbed,whileawomanbentoverme,tendingmewithmurmuredwordsofpityandlove。

  Thenighthadfallen,buttherewaslightinthechamber,andbyitIsawthatthewomanwasnoneotherthanOtomie,nolongerstarvedandwretched,butalmostaslovelyasbeforethedaysofsiegeandhunger。

  ’Otomie!youhere!’Igaspedthroughmywoundedlips,forwithmysensescamethememoryofdeGarcia’sthreats。

  ’Yes,beloved,itisI,’shemurmured;’theyhavesufferedthatI

  nurseyou,devilsthoughtheyare。

  Oh!thatImustseeyouthusandyetbehelplesstoavengeyou,’andsheburstintoweeping。

  ’Hush,’Isaid,’hush。

  Havewefood?’

  ’Inplenty。

  AwomanbroughtitfromMarina。’

  ’Givemetoeat,Otomie。’

  Nowforawhileshefedmeandthedeadlysicknesspassedfromme,thoughmypoorfleshburnedwithahundredagonies。

  ’Listen,Otomie:haveyouseendeGarcia?’

  ’No,husband。

  TwodayssinceIwasseparatedfrommysisterTecuichpoandtheotherladies,butIhavebeenwelltreatedandhaveseennoSpaniardexceptthesoldierswholedmehere,tellingmethatyouweresick。

  Alas!Iknewnotfromwhatcause,’andagainshebegantoweep。

  ’Stillsomehaveseenyouanditisreportedthatyouaremywife。’

  ’Itislikelyenough,’sheanswered,’foritwasknownthroughouttheAztechosts,andsuchsecretscannotbekept。

  Butwhyhavetheytreatedyouthus?

  Becauseyoufoughtagainstthem?’

  ’Arewealone?’Iasked。

  ’Theguardiswithout,buttherearenoneelseinthechamber。’

  ’ThenbenddownyourheadandIwilltellyou,’andItoldherall。

  WhenIhaddonesoshesprangupwithflashingeyesandherhandpresseduponherbreast,andsaid:

  ’Oh!ifIlovedyoubefore,nowIloveyoumoreifthatispossible,whocouldsufferthushorriblyandyetbefaithfultothefallenandyouroath。

  BlessedbethedaywhenfirstIlookeduponyourface,Omyhusband,mosttrueofmen。

  Buttheywhocoulddothis——whatofthem?

  StillitisdonewithandIwillnurseyoubacktohealth。

  Surelyitisdonewith,ortheyhadnotsufferedmetocometoyou?’

  ’Alas!Otomie,Imusttellall——itisNOTdonewith,’andwithfalteringvoiceIwentonwiththetale,yes,andsinceImust,I

  toldherforwhatpurposeshehadbeenbroughthere。

  Shelistenedwithoutaword,thoughherlipsturnedpale。

  ’Truly,’shesaidwhenIhaddone,’theseTeulesfarsurpassthepabasofourpeople,foriftheprieststortureandsacrifice,itistothegodsandnotforgoldandsecrethate。

  Now,husband,whatisyourcounsel?

  Surelyyouhavesomecounsel。’

  ’IhavenonethatIdareoffer,wife,’Igroaned。

  ’Youaretimidasagirlwhowillnotutterthelovesheburnstotell,’Otomieansweredwithaproudandbitterlaugh。

  ’Well,I

  willspeakitforyou。

  Itisinyourmindthatwemustdieto-

  night。’

  ’Itis,’Isaid;’deathnow,orshameandagonyto-morrowandthendeathatlast,thatisourchoice。

  SinceGodwillnotprotectus,wemustprotectourselvesifwecanfindthemeans。’

  ’God!thereisnoGod。

  AttimesIhavedoubtedthegodsofmypeopleandturnedtoyours;nowIrenounceandrejectHim。

  IftherewereaGodofmercysuchasyouclingto,couldHesufferthatsuchthingsbe?

  Youaremygod,husband,toyouandforyouI

  pray,andyoualone。

  Letushavedonenowwithpleadingtothosewhoarenot,orwho,iftheylive,aredeaftoourcriesandblindtoourmisery,andbefriendourselves。

  Yonderliesrope,thatwindowhasbars,verysoonwecanbebeyondthesunandthecrueltyofTeules,orsoundasleep。

  Butthereistimeyet;letustalkawhile,theywillscarcelybegintheirtormentsbeforethedawn,anderedawnweshallbefar。’

  Sowetalkedaswellasmysufferingswouldallow。

  Wetalkedofhowwefirsthadmet,ofhowOtomiehadbeenvowedtomeasthewifeofTezcat,SouloftheWorld,ofthatdaywhenwehadlainsidebysideuponthestoneofsacrifice,ofourtruemarriagethereafter,ofthesiegeofTenoctitlanandthedeathofourfirst-

  born。

  Thuswetalkedtillmidnightwastwohoursgone。

  Thentherecameasilence。

  ’Husband,’saidOtomieatlastinahushedandsolemnvoice,’youarewornwithsuffering,andIamweary。

  Itistimetodothatwhichmustbedone。

  Sadisourfate,butatleastrestisbeforeus。

  Ithankyou,husband,foryourgentleness,Ithankyoumoreforyourfaithfulnesstomyhouseandpeople。

  ShallImakereadyforourlastjourney?’

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