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  Itoldhimheshouldsee,andbefullysatisfied,thatI

  woulddomyutmostinthatparttoo,andifitdidnotsucceed,

  yetthatIwouldmakegoodtherest。

  Wepartedafterthislongconferencewithsuchtestimoniesof

  kindnessandaffectionasIthoughtwereequal,ifnotsuperior,

  tothatatourpartingatDunstable;andnowIsawmoreplainly

  thanbefore,thereasonwhyhedeclinedcomingatthattime

  anyfartherwithmetowardLondonthanDunstable,andwhy,

  whenwepartedthere,hetoldmeitwasnotconvenientfor

  himtocomepartofthewaytoLondontobringmegoing,as

  hewouldotherwisehavedone。

  Ihaveobservedthatthe

  accountofhislifewouldhavemadeamuchmorepleasing

  historythanthisofmine;and,indeed,nothinginitwasmore

  strangethanthispart,viz。thathecarriedonthatdesperate

  tradefullfive-and-twentyyearsandhadneverbeentaken,

  thesuccesshehadmetwithhadbeensoveryuncommon,and

  suchthatsometimeshehadlivedhandsomely,andretiredin

  placeforayearortwoatatime,keepinghimselfanda

  man-servanttowaitonhim,andhadoftensatinthe

  coffee-housesandheardtheverypeoplewhomhehadrobbed

  giveaccountsoftheirbeingrobbed,andoftheplaceand

  circumstances,sothathecouldeasilyrememberthatitwas

  thesame。

  Inthismanner,itseems,helivednearLiverpoolatthetime

  heunluckilymarriedmeforafortune。

  HadIbeenthefortune

  heexpected,Iverilybelieve,ashesaid,thathewouldhave

  takenupandlivedhonestlyallhisdays。

  Hehadwiththerestofhismisfortunesthegoodlucknotto

  beactuallyuponthespotwhentherobberywasdonewhich

  hewascommittedfor,andsononeofthepersonsrobbed

  couldsweartohim,orhadanythingtochargeuponhim。

  But

  itseemsashewastakenwiththegang,onehard-mouthed

  countrymansworehometohim,andtheywereliketohave

  otherscomeinaccordingtothepublicationtheyhadmade;

  sothattheyexpectedmoreevidenceagainsthim,andforthat

  reasonhewaskeptinhold。

  However,theofferwhichwasmadetohimofadmittinghimto

  transportationwasmade,asIunderstood,upontheintercession

  ofsomegreatpersonwhopressedhimhardtoacceptofitbefore

  atrial;andindeed,asheknewtherewereseveralthatmight

  comeinagainsthim,Ithoughthisfriendwasintheright,and

  Ilayathimnightanddaytodelayitnolonger。

  Atlast,withmuchdifficulty,hegavehisconsent;andashe

  wasnotthereforeadmittedtotransportationincourt,andon

  hispetition,asIwas,sohefoundhimselfunderadifficulty

  toavoidembarkinghimselfasIhadsaidhemighthavedone;

  hisgreatfriend,whowashisintercessorforthefavourofthat

  grant,havinggivensecurityforhimthatheshouldtransport

  himself,andnotreturnwithintheterm。

  Thishardshipbrokeallmymeasures,forthestepsItook

  afterwardsformyowndeliverancewereherebyrendered

  whollyineffectual,unlessIwouldabandonhim,andleave

  himtogotoAmericabyhimself;thanwhichheprotestedhe

  wouldmuchratherventure,althoughhewerecertaintogo

  directlytothegallows。

  Imustnowreturntomycase。

  Thetimeofmybeingtransported

  accordingtomysentencewasnearathand;mygoverness,who

  continuedmyfastfriend,hadtriedtoobtainapardon,butit

  couldnotbedoneunlesswithanexpensetooheavyformy

  purse,consideringthattobeleftnakedandempty,unlessIhad

  resolvedtoreturntomyoldtradeagain,hadbeenworsethan

  mytransportation,becausethereIknewIcouldlive,hereI

  couldnot。

  Thegoodministerstoodveryhardonanother

  accounttopreventmybeingtransportedalso;buthewas

  answered,thatindeedmylifehadbeengivenmeathisfirst

  solicitations,andthereforeheoughttoasknomore。Hewas

  sensiblygrievedatmygoing,because,ashesaid,hefearedI

  shouldlosethegoodimpressionswhichaprospectofdeath

  hadatfirstmadeonme,andwhichweresinceincreasedby

  hisinstructions;andthepiousgentlemanwasexceedingly

  concernedaboutmeonthataccount。

  Ontheotherhand,IreallywasnotsosolicitousaboutitasI

  wasbefore,butIindustriouslyconcealedmyreasonsforit

  fromtheminister,andtothelasthedidnotknowbutthatI

  wentwiththeutmostreluctanceandaffliction。

  ItwasinthemonthofFebruarythatIwas,withsevenother

  convicts,astheycalledus,deliveredtoamerchantthattraded

  toVirginia,onboardaship,riding,astheycalledit,in

  DeptfordReach。

  Theofficeroftheprisondelivereduson

  board,andthemasterofthevesselgaveadischargeforus。

  Wewereforthatnightclappedunderhatches,andkeptso

  closethatIthoughtIshouldhavebeensuffocatedforwant

  ofair;andthenextmorningtheshipweighed,andfelldown

  therivertoaplacetheycallBugby’sHole,whichwasdone,

  astheytoldus,bytheagreementofthemerchant,thatall

  opportunityofescapeshouldbetakenfromus。

  However,

  whentheshipcamethitherandcastanchor,wewereallowed

  moreliberty,andparticularlywerepermittedtocomeupon

  thedeck,butnotuponthequarter-deck,thatbeingkept

  particularlyforthecaptainandforpassengers。

  Whenbythenoiseofthemenovermyhead,andthemotion

  oftheship,Iperceivedthattheywereundersail,Iwasatfirst

  greatlysurprised,fearingweshouldgoawaydirectly,andthat

  ourfriendswouldnotbeadmittedtoseeusanymore;butI

  waseasysoonafter,whenIfoundtheyhadcometoananchor

  again,andsoonafterthatwehadnoticegivenbysomeofthe

  menwherewewere,thatthenextmorningweshouldhave

  thelibertytocomeupondeck,andtohaveourfriendscome

  andseeusifwehadany。

  AllthatnightIlayuponthehardboardsofthedeck,asthe

  passengersdid,butwehadafterwardsthelibertyoflittle

  cabinsforsuchofusashadanybeddingtolayinthem,and

  roomtostowanyboxortrunkforclothesandlinen,ifwe

  haditwhichmightwellbeputin,forsomeofthemhad

  neithershirtnorshiftoraragoflinenorwoollen,butwhat

  wasontheirbacks,orafarthingofmoneytohelpthemselves;

  andyetIdidnotfindbuttheyfaredwellenoughintheship,

  especiallythewomen,whogotmoneyfromtheseamenfor

  washingtheirclothes,sufficientto

  purchaseanycommon

  thingsthattheywanted。

  Whenthenextmorningwehadthelibertytocomeuponthe

  deck,Iaskedoneoftheofficersoftheship,whetherImight

  nothavethelibertytosendaletteronshore,toletmyfriends

  knowwheretheshiplay,andtogetsomenecessarythings

  senttome。

  Thiswas,itseems,theboatswain,averycivil,

  courteoussortofman,whotoldmeIshouldhavethat,orany

  otherlibertythatIdesired,thathecouldallowmewithsafety。

  ItoldhimIdesirednoother;andheansweredthattheship’s

  boatwouldgouptoLondonthenexttide,andhewouldorder

  mylettertobecarried。

  Accordingly,whentheboatwentoff,theboatswaincameto

  meandtoldmetheboatwasgoingoff,andthathewentinit

  himself,andaskedmeifmyletterwasreadyhewouldtake

  careofit。

  Ihadpreparedmyself,youmaybesure,pen,ink,

  andpaperbeforehand,andIhadgottenaletterreadydirected

  tomygoverness,andenclosedanotherformyfellow-prisoner,

  which,however,Ididnotletherknowwasmyhusband,not

  tothelast。

  Inthattomygoverness,Iletherknowwherethe

  shiplay,andpressedherearnestlytosendmewhatthingsI

  knewshehadgotreadyformeformyvoyage。

  WhenIgavetheboatswaintheletter,Igavehimashilling

  withit,whichItoldhimwasforthechargeofamessenger

  orporter,whichIentreatedhimtosendwiththeletteras

  soonashecameonshore,thatifpossibleImighthavean

  answerbroughtbackbythesamehand,thatImightknow

  whatwasbecomeofmythings;’forsir,’saysI,’iftheship

  shouldgoawaybeforeIhavethemonboard,Iamundone。’

  Itookcare,whenIgavehimtheshilling,tolethimseethat

  Ihadalittlebetterfurnitureaboutmethantheordinary

  prisoners,forhesawthatIhadapurse,andinitaprettydeal

  ofmoney;andIfoundthattheverysightofitimmediately

  furnishedmewithverydifferenttreatmentfromwhatIshould

  otherwisehavemetwithintheship;forthoughhewasvery

  courteousindeedbefore,inakindofnaturalcompassionto

  me,asawomanindistress,yethewasmorethanordinarily

  soafterwards,andprocuredmetobebettertreatedintheship

  than,Isay,Imightotherwisehavebeen;asshallappearin

  itsplace。

  Heveryhonestlyhadmyletterdeliveredtomygoverness’s

  ownhands,andbroughtmebackananswerfromherinwriting;

  andwhenhegavemetheanswer,gavemetheshillingagain。

  ’There,’sayshe,’there’syourshillingagaintoo,forIdelivered

  thelettermyself。’

  Icouldnottellwhattosay,Iwassosurprised

  atthething;butaftersomepause,Isaid,’Sir,youaretookind;

  ithadbeenbutreasonablethatyouhadpaidyourselfcoach-hire,

  then。’

  ’No,no,’sayshe,’Iamoverpaid。

  Whatisthegentlewoman?

  Yoursister。’

  ’No,sir,’saysI,’sheisnorelationtome,butsheisadear

  friend,andallthefriendsIhaveintheworld。’

  ’Well,’says

  he,’therearefewsuchfriendsintheworld。

  Why,shecried

  afteryoulikeachild,’

  ’Ay,’saysIagain,’shewouldgivea

  hundredpounds,Ibelieve,todelivermefromthisdreadful

  conditionIamin。’

  ’Wouldsheso?’sayshe。

  ’ForhalfthemoneyIbelieveIcould

  putyouinawayhowtodeliveryourself。’

  Butthishespoke

  softly,thatnobodycouldhear。

  ’Alas!sir,’saidI,’butthenthatmustbesuchadeliverance

  as,ifIshouldbetakenagain,wouldcostmemylife。’

  ’Nay,’

  saidhe,’ifyouwereonceoutoftheship,youmustlookto

  yourselfafterwards;thatIcansaynothingto。’

  Sowedropped

  thediscourseforthattime。

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