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  Mytruenameissowellknownintherecordsorregisters

  atNewgate,andintheOldBailey,andtherearesomethings

  ofsuchconsequencestilldependingthere,relatingtomy

  particularconduct,thatitisnotbeexpectedIshouldsetmy

  nameortheaccountofmyfamilytothiswork;perhaps,after

  mydeath,itmaybebetterknown;atpresentitwouldnotbe

  proper,nonotthoughageneralpardonshouldbeissued,even

  withoutexceptionsandreserveofpersonsorcrimes。

  Itisenoughtotellyou,thatassomeofmyworstcomrades,

  whoareoutofthewayofdoingmeharmhavinggoneoutof

  theworldbythestepsandthestring,asIoftenexpectedtogo,

  knewmebythenameofMollFlanders,soyoumaygiveme

  leavetospeakofmyselfunderthatnametillIdareownwho

  Ihavebeen,aswellaswhoIam。

  Ihavebeentoldthatinoneofneighbournations,whetherit

  beinFranceorwhereelseIknownot,theyhaveanorderfrom

  theking,thatwhenanycriminaliscondemned,eithertodie,

  ortothegalleys,ortobetransported,iftheyleaveanychildren,

  assucharegenerallyunprovidedfor,bythepovertyorforfeiture

  oftheirparents,sotheyareimmediatelytakenintothecareof

  theGovernment,andputintoahospitalcalledtheHouseof

  Orphans,wheretheyarebredup,clothed,fed,taught,and

  whenfittogoout,areplacedouttotradesortoservices,so

  astobewellabletoprovideforthemselvesbyanhonest,

  industriousbehaviour。

  Hadthisbeenthecustominourcountry,Ihadnotbeenleft

  apoordesolategirlwithoutfriends,withoutclothes,without

  helporhelperintheworld,aswasmyfate;andbywhichI

  wasnotonlyexposedtoverygreatdistresses,evenbeforeI

  wascapableeitherofunderstandingmycaseorhowtoamend

  it,butbroughtintoacourseoflifewhichwasnotonlyscandalous

  initself,butwhichinitsordinarycoursetendedtotheswift

  destructionbothofsoulandbody。

  Butthecasewasotherwisehere。

  Mymotherwasconvicted

  offelonyforacertainpettytheftscarceworthnaming,viz。

  havinganopportunityofborrowingthreepiecesoffineholland

  ofacertaindraperinCheapside。

  Thecircumstancesaretoo

  longtorepeat,andIhaveheardthemrelatedsomanyways,

  thatIcanscarcebecertainwhichistherightaccount。

  Howeveritwas,thistheyallagreein,thatmymotherpleaded

  herbelly,andbeingfoundquickwithchild,shewasrespited

  foraboutsevenmonths;inwhichtimehavingbroughtmeinto

  theworld,andbeingaboutagain,shewascalleddown,asthey

  termit,toherformerjudgment,butobtainedthefavourof

  beingtransportedtotheplantations,andleftmeabouthalfa

  yearold;andinbadhands,youmaybesure。

  Thisistoonearthefirsthoursofmylifeformetorelate

  anythingofmyselfbutbyhearsay;itisenoughtomention,

  thatasIwasborninsuchanunhappyplace,Ihadnoparish

  tohaverecoursetoformynourishmentinmyinfancy;nor

  canIgivetheleastaccounthowIwaskeptalive,otherthan

  that,asIhavebeentold,somerelationofmymother’stook

  meawayforawhileasanurse,butatwhoseexpense,orby

  whosedirection,Iknownothingatallofit。

  ThefirstaccountthatIcanrecollect,orcouldeverlearnof

  myself,wasthatIhadwanderedamongacrewofthosepeople

  theycallgypsies,orEgyptians;butIbelieveitwasbutavery

  littlewhilethatIhadbeenamongthem,forIhadnothadmy

  skindiscolouredorblackened,astheydoveryyoungtoallthe

  childrentheycarryaboutwiththem;norcanItellhowIcame

  amongthem,orhowIgotfromthem。

  ItwasatColchester,inEssex,thatthosepeopleleftme;and

  IhaveanotioninmyheadthatIleftthemtherethatis,that

  Ihidmyselfandwouldnotgoanyfartherwiththem,butIam

  notabletobeparticularinthataccount;onlythisIremember,

  thatbeingtakenupbysomeoftheparishofficersofColchester,

  IgaveanaccountthatIcameintothetownwiththegypsies,

  butthatIwouldnotgoanyfartherwiththem,andthatsothey

  hadleftme,butwhithertheyweregonethatIknewnot,nor

  couldtheyexpectitofme;forthoughtheysendroundthe

  countrytoinquireafterthem,itseemstheycouldnotbefound。

  Iwasnowinawaytobeprovidedfor;forthoughIwasnota

  parishchargeuponthisorthatpartofthetownbylaw,yetas

  mycasecametobeknown,andthatIwastooyoungtodoany

  work,beingnotabovethreeyearsold,compassionmovedthe

  magistratesofthetowntoordersomecaretobetakenofme,

  andIbecameoneoftheirownasmuchasifIhadbeenborn

  intheplace。

  Intheprovisiontheymadeforme,itwasmygoodhaptobe

  puttonurse,astheycallit,toawomanwhowasindeedpoor

  buthadbeeninbettercircumstances,andwhogotalittle

  livelihoodbytakingsuchasIwassupposedtobe,andkeeping

  themwithallnecessaries,tilltheywereatacertainage,in

  whichitmightbesupposedtheymightgotoserviceorget

  theirownbread。

  Thiswomanhadalsohadalittleschool,whichshekeptto

  teachchildrentoreadandtowork;andhaving,asIhavesaid,

  livedbeforethatingoodfashion,shebredupthechildrenshe

  tookwithagreatdealofart,aswellaswithagreatdealofcare。

  Butthatwhichwasworthalltherest,shebredthemupvery

  religiously,beingherselfaverysober,piouswoman,veryhouse-

  wifelyandclean,andverymannerly,andwithgoodbehaviour。

  Sothatinaword,expectingaplaindiet,coarselodging,and

  meanclothes,wewerebroughtupasmannerlyandasgenteelly

  asifwehadbeenatthedancing-school。

  IwascontinuedheretillIwaseightyearsold,whenIwas

  terrifiedwithnewsthatthemagistratesasIthinktheycalled

  themhadorderedthatIshouldgotoservice。

  Iwasableto

  dobutverylittleservicewhereverIwastogo,exceptitwas

  torunoferrandsandbeadrudgetosomecookmaid,andthis

  theytoldmeofoften,whichputmeintoagreatfright;forI

  hadathoroughaversiontogoingtoservice,astheycalledit

  thatis,tobeaservant,thoughIwassoyoung;andItoldmy

  nurse,aswecalledher,thatIbelievedIcouldgetmyliving

  withoutgoingtoservice,ifshepleasedtoletme;forshehad

  taughtmetoworkwithmyneedle,andspinworsted,which

  isthechieftradeofthatcity,andItoldherthatifshewould

  keepme,Iwouldworkforher,andIwouldworkveryhard。

  Italkedtoheralmosteverydayofworkinghard;and,inshort,

  Ididnothingbutworkandcryallday,whichgrievedthegood,

  kindwomansomuch,thatatlastshebegantobeconcerned

  forme,forshelovedmeverywell。

  Onedayafterthis,asshecameintotheroomwhereallwe

  poorchildrenwereatwork,shesatdownjustoveragainstme,

  notinherusualplaceasmistress,butasifshesetherselfon

  purposetoobservemeandseemework。

  Iwasdoingsomething

  shehadsetmeto;asIremember,itwasmarkingsomeshirts

  whichshehadtakentomake,andafterawhileshebeganto

  talktome。

  ’Thoufoolishchild,’saysshe,’thouartalways

  cryingforIwascryingthen;’prithee,whatdostcryfor?’

  ’Becausetheywilltakemeaway,’saysI,’andputmetoservice,

  andIcan’tworkhousework。’

  ’Well,child,’saysshe,’but

  thoughyoucan’tworkhousework,asyoucallit,youwilllearn

  itintime,andtheywon’tputyoutohardthingsatfirst。’

  ’Yes,

  theywill,’saysI,’andifIcan’tdoittheywillbeatme,andthe

  maidswillbeatmetomakemedogreatwork,andIambuta

  littlegirlandIcan’tdoit’;andthenIcriedagain,tillIcould

  notspeakanymoretoher。

  Thismovedmygoodmotherlynurse,sothatshefromthat

  timeresolvedIshouldnotgotoserviceyet;soshebidmenot

  cry,andshewouldspeaktoMr。Mayor,andIshouldnotgoto

  servicetillIwasbigger。

  Well,thisdidnotsatisfyme,fortothinkofgoingtoservice

  wassuchafrightfulthingtome,thatifshehadassuredmeI

  shouldnothavegonetillIwastwentyyearsold,itwouldhave

  beenthesametome;Ishouldhavecried,Ibelieve,allthe

  time,withtheveryapprehensionofitsbeingtobesoatlast。

  WhenshesawthatIwasnotpacifiedyet,shebegantobe

  angrywithme。

  ’Andwhatwouldyouhave?’saysshe;’don’t

  Itellyouthatyoushallnotgotoservicetillyourarebigger?’

  ’Ay,’saidI,’butthenImustgoatlast。’

  ’Why,what?’saidshe;

  ’isthegirlmad?

  Whatwouldyoube——agentlewoman?’

  ’Yes,’saysI,andcriedheartilytillIroardoutagain。

  Thissettheoldgentlewomana-laughingatme,asyoumaybe

  sureitwould。

  ’Well,madam,forsooth,’saysshe,gibingatme,

  ’youwouldbeagentlewoman;andprayhowwillyoucometo

  beagentlewoman?

  What!willyoudoitbyyourfingers’end?’

  ’Yes,’saysIagain,veryinnocently。

  ’Why,whatcanyouearn?’saysshe;’whatcanyougetatyour

  work?’

  ’Threepence,’saidI,’whenIspin,andfourpencewhenIwork

  plainwork。’

  ’Alas!poorgentlewoman,’saidsheagain,laughing,’whatwill

  thatdoforthee?’

  ’Itwillkeepme,’saysI,’ifyouwillletmelivewithyou。’

  And

  thisIsaidinsuchapoorpetitioningtone,thatitmadethepoor

  woman’sheartyearntome,asshetoldmeafterwards。

  ’But,’saysshe,’thatwillnotkeepyouandbuyyouclothes

  too;andwhomustbuythelittlegentlewomanclothes?’says

  she,andsmiledallthewhileatme。

  ’Iwillworkharder,then,’saysI,’andyoushallhaveitall。’

  ’Poorchild!itwon’tkeepyou,’saysshe;’itwillhardlykeep

  youinvictuals。’

  ’ThenIwillhavenovictuals,’saysI,againveryinnocently;

  ’letmebutlivewithyou。’

  ’Why,canyoulivewithoutvictuals?’saysshe。

  ’Yes,’againsaysI,verymuchlikeachild,youmaybesure,

  andstillIcriedheartily。

  Ihadnopolicyinallthis;youmayeasilyseeitwasallnature;

  butitwasjoinedwithsomuchinnocenceandsomuchpassion

  that,inshort,itsetthegoodmotherlycreaturea-weepingtoo,

  andshecriedatlastasfastasIdid,andthentookmeandled

  meoutoftheteaching-room。

  ’Come,’saysshe,’youshan’t

  gotoservice;youshalllivewithme’;andthispacifiedme

  forthepresent。

  Sometimeafterthis,shegoingtowaitontheMayor,and

  talkingofsuchthingsasbelongedtoherbusiness,atlastmy

  storycameup,andmygoodnursetoldMr。Mayorthewhole

  tale。

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