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  princessrepliedintheaffirmative,adding:

  “’ThearchbishopofPariswasheretwiceduringyesterdayto

  inquireafteryou。’

  “’YetIbelongmoreproperlytothedioceseofChartres,’returned

  theking,’andsurelyM。deFleurywouldnotinteresthimselfless

  aboutmethanM。deBeaumont。’

  “’Theyarebothtrulyanxiousaboutyou,mydearestfather,and

  ifyouwouldonlyseethem——’

  “’No,no,’answeredLouisXV;’theymustnotbetakenfromthe

  dutiesoftheirrespectivedioceses;besides,incaseofneed,I

  havemygrandalmoner。’

  “MadameAdelaidedidnotventuretourgethematterfurtherjust

  then,and,afterashortintervalofsilence,amessagewas

  broughtfromyou,inquiringwhetheryoucouldseetheking,to

  whichhehimselfreplied,thathefeltinclinedtosleep,and

  wouldrathernotseeanypersonthatnight。

  Iwasinthechamber,

  andheveryshortlycalledmetohim,andsaid:

  “’Ducd’Aiguillon,Ihavethesmall-pox;andyouareawarethat

  thereisasortofetiquetteinmyfamilywhichenjoinsmy

  immediatelydischargingmydutiesasaChristian。’

  “’Yes,sire,ifthemaladyworeaseriousaspect;butinyourcase——’

  “’MayGodgrant,’repliedhe,’thatmydisorderbenotdangerous;

  however,itmaybecomeso,ifitisasyetharmless,andIwould

  faindieasabelieverratherthananinfidel。

  Ihavebeenagreat

  sinner,doubtless;butIhaveeverobservedLentwithamost

  scrupulousexactitude。

  Ihavecausedmorethanahundredthousand

  massestobesaidforthereposeofunhappysouls;Ihave

  respectedtheclergy,andpunishedtheauthorsofallimpious

  works,sothatIflattermyselfIhavenotbeenaverybadChristian。’

  “Ilistenedtohisdiscoursewithaheavyheart,yetIstill

  strovetoreassurethekingrespectinghishealth,ofwhich,I

  assuredhim,therewasnottheslightestdoubt。

  “’Thereisonesacrifice,’saidtheking,inalowandhurried

  tone,’thatmydaughterLouise,hersisters,andtheclergy,will

  notbelonginexactingfrommeinthenameofetiquette。

  I

  recollectthesceneofMetz,anditwouldbehighlydisagreeable

  tometohaveitrepeatedatVersailles;letus,therefore,take

  ourprecautionsintimetopreventit。

  Telltheduchesse

  d’Aiguillonthatshewillobligemebytakingthecomtessedu

  BarrytopasstwoorthreedayswithheratRuel。’

  “’How,sire!’exclaimedI,’sendyourdearestfriendfromyouat

  atimewhenyoumostrequirehercares?’

  “’Idonotsendheraway,’answeredtheking,withmournful

  tenderness,’Ibutyieldtopresentnecessity;lethersubmitas

  shevaluesmyhappiness,andsaytoher,thatIhopeandbelieve

  herabsencewillbeveryshort。’“

  Thedukehereceasedhisrecital,whichfullyconfirmedallmy

  previousanticipations。

  Myfemalerelativessobbedaloud,while

  comteJean,compressinghislips,endeavouredtoassumethat

  firmnesshedidnotreallypossess。

  ByaviolenteffortIforced

  myselftoassumeasortofresignation。

  “AmIrequiredtodepartimmediately?“

  inquiredI。

  “No,“saidtheduke;“toleavethechateauinthemiddleofthe

  nightwouldbetoassumetheairofaflight,wehadbetter

  awaitthecomingday;itwill,besides,affordtimetoapprize

  theduchess。

  “

  Whiletheducd’Aiguillonwasthusgonetoarrangeformydeparture,

  Irequestedtobeleftalone。

  Myheartwasoppressed,andIfelt

  theneedofventingmygriefuponsomefriendlybosom。

  Aftera

  fewmoments,spentincollectingmythoughts,Iaddressedtwo

  letters,onetothe

  marechaledeMirepoix,andtheothertothe

  ducdeCosse;totheformerIwroteonaccountofmyretirement

  toRuel,bewailedthesadturnmyprospectshadassumed,expressed

  mydeepconcernforthesevereillnessofmyexcellentfriendand

  benefactor,beggingofhertodefendmycharacterfromallunjust

  attacks,andtoallowmetobeblamedfornofaultsbutsuchas

  Ihadreallybeenguiltyof。

  Iconcludedwiththesewords,“I

  setoutatseveno’clockto-morrowmorning;theduchesse

  d’AiguillonwillconductmetoRuel,whereIshallremainuntil

  Iamorderedelsewhere。“

  TothedukeImerelysentashortaccountofmypresentprospects,

  hourofdeparture,etc。

  And,myfeelingssomewhatrelievedbythe

  penningoftheseepistles,Ithrewmyselfuponacouchtoawait

  themorning。

  Uponawaking,Ireceivedthefollowingnotefrom

  theduchessed’Aiguillon:——

  “MADAMELACOMTESSE,——Iowehismajestymany

  thanksforthepleasing,yetmournful,taskhehas

  allottedme。

  Yourkindnesstomyfamily,

  independentlyofmyprivateregardforyou,gives

  youthesurestclaimofmybestservicesduring

  thisafflictingperiod。

  Letmebeseechofyounot

  todespair,butcheerfullyanticipatebrighterdays。

  “Iwillcallforyouatseveno’clock,andifyou

  approveofit,wewillusemycarriage。

  Ruelis

  entirelyatyourdisposalandthatofyourfamily。“

  Thisnotewastrulycharacteristicofitsamiablewriter,whoat

  courtpassedforacold-hearted,frigidbeing,whilst,inreality,

  thewarmfeelingsofherexcellentheartwerereservedforher

  chosenfriends。

  Ihaveneveradmiredthosegeneralloverswhoprofesstolove

  everyone,nordoIfeelquitesureitisaverystrong

  recommendationtosayapersonisbelovedbyallwhoknowher。

  Read,now,astrikingcontrasttotheshortbutsympathizing

  billetofmadamed’Aiguillon,inthefollowingheartlessletterf

  fromthemarechaledeMirepoix,whichwasputintomyhandsasI

  wasascendingthecarriage。

  “MYLOVELYCOUNTESS,——Iamallastonishment!

  Can

  itbepossiblethatyouaretoquitVersailles?

  Youarerightinsayingyouhavebeenthefriend

  ofeveryone,andthosewhocouldspeakillofyou

  aretobepitiedfornothavinghadbetter

  opportunitiesofunderstandingyourrealcharacter。

  Butfearnot,thedauphinessisvirtuepersonified,

  andthedauphinequallyperfect。

  Everything

  promisesapeacefulandindulgentreign,should

  wehavethemisfortunetolosehispresentmajesty。

  Stilltherewillalwaysbeagreatvoidleftat

  Versailles;asfarasIamconcerned,Ihavepassed

  somuchofmytimewithyou,thatIcannotimagine

  whatIshalldowithmyevenings;itwillcostme

  muchofmyagetoalterhabitsandcustomsnowso

  longfixedandsettled,butsuchislife;nothing

  certain,nothingstable。

  Weshouldimitatecats

  inourattachments,andratheridentifyourselves

  withthehousethanthepossessorofit。

  Itrust

  youhavesecuredanampleprovisionforthefuture;

  neglectnotthepresent,to-morrowmaycomein

  vainforyou。

  “Besureyouletmeknowthespottowhichyou

  permanentlyretire,andIwillendeavourtoseeyou

  asfrequentlyasmyengagementswilladmitof。

  Adieu,。“

  Spiteofthebitternessofmyfeelings,thisletterdrewasmile

  tomylips;theallusiontocatswhichhadescapedthemarechale

  exactlyappliedtoherowncharacter,ofwhichIhadbeenwarned

  beforeIbecameacquaintedwithher;butherprotestationsof

  warmandunutterableattachmenthadgainedmyconfidence,andI

  allowedmyselftobeguidedimplicitlybyher。

  Theduchessed’AiguillonwaswaitingformewhileIperusedthe

  aboveletter;atlength,withasigh,Ipreparedtoquitthat

  palaceofdelightswhereIhadreignedabsolutemistress。

  Icast

  amournfullookaroundme,onthosesplendidwalks,fountains

  andstatues,worthythegardensofArmida,butwheretherereigned,

  atthisearlyhour,asortofgloomysilence;whilst,inthat

  chamberwherelovehadwellnighdeifiedmeandrecognisedmeas

  queenofFrance,layextendedthemonarchsolatelymyprotector

  andfriend。

  ItwastheWednesdayofthefifthofMaythatItookmyseatin

  thecarriageoftheduchessed’Aiguillonaccompaniedbymy

  sister-in-lawandthevicomtesseAdolphe,whowouldnotforsake

  me。

  Bischiremainedwithmadamed’Hargicourt,whoseduties

  detainedherwiththecomtessed’Artois。

  Herhusbandalso

  remainedatVersailles,whilecomteJeanandhissonproceeded

  toParis。

  Iwillnotattempttodescribetheemotionswithwhich

  Iquittedmymagnificentsuiteofapartments,andtraversedthe

  hallsandstaircasesalreadycrowdedbypersonsanxiouslyawaiting

  thefirstintimationoftheking’sdecease。

  Iwaswrappedinmy

  pelisse,andeffectuallyeludedobservation。

  Ithasbeensaidthat

  IleftVersaillesatfouro’clockinthemorning,butthatwasa

  mereinventiononthepartofmyservantstobafflethecuriosity

  ofthosewhomighthaveannoyedmebytheirpresence。

  Wepursuedourwayinmournfulreflection,whilstmadamed’Aiguillon,

  withherwontedgoodness,soughtbyeverymeanstodistractme

  fromthedejectioninwhichIwasburied。

  Herhusband,who

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