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  volumeonthemantel-piece,andthemarechale,glancinghereye

  uponthebookIhadjustputdown,smilinglybeggedmypardon

  for

  disturbingmygravestudies,andtakingitinherhand,exclaimed,

  “Ah!

  Iseeyouhavebeenperusing’’;I

  havejustbeenhavingmorethananhour’sconversationrespecting

  itsauthor。“

  “Whatwereyousayingofhim?“

  askedI。

  “Why,mydear,Ihappenedtobeatthehouseofmadamede

  Luxembourg,whereImetwiththecomtesse

  deBoufflers。“

  “Yes,Iremember,“saidI,“theformeroftheseladieswasthe

  particularfriendofJeanJacquesRousseau。“

  “Andthesecondalso,“answeredshe;“andIcanpromiseyou,that

  neithertheoneortheotherspoketoowellofhim。“

  “Isitpossible?“

  exclaimedI,withawarmthIcould

  notrepress。

  “Theduchess,“resumedmadamedeMirepoix,“saysheisanill-bred

  andungratefulman,andthecountessinsistsuponitheisa

  downrightpedant。“

  ’Shameful,indeed,“criedI;“butcanyou,mydearfriend,

  accountfortheill-naturewithwhichtheseladiesspeakof

  poorRousseau?“

  “Oh!

  Yes,“repliedthemarechale,“theirmotivesare

  easilyexplained,andIwilltellyoualittlesecret,for

  thetruthofwhichIcanvouch。

  MadamedeLuxembourghadat

  onetimeconceivedthemostlivelypassionforJeanJacques。“

  “Indeed!“

  criedI;“andhe——“

  “Didnotreturnit。

  AsformadamedeBouffiers,thecasewas

  exactlyreversed;andRousseauhasexcitedherresentmentby

  daringlongtonurseahopelessflame,ofwhichshewasthe

  object:thispresumptiononthepartofthepoetourdignified

  countesscouldneverpardon。

  However,Ientreatofyounotto

  repeatthis;remember,Itellyouinstrictestsecrecy。“

  “Oh,beassuredofmydiscretion,“saidI;“Ipromiseyounotto

  publishyoursecret“which,bytheway,Iwasverycertainwas

  notcommunicatedforthefirsttimewhentoldtome。

  Thisconfidenceonthepartofthemarechalehad,insome

  unaccountable

  manner,onlyincreasedtheardentdesireIfelt

  toseetheauthor

  ofthe““;andIobserved

  tomadamedeMirepoix,thatIhadagreatcuriositytobe

  introducedtoRousseau。

  “Ifear,“saidshe,“youwillneverbeabletopersuadehimto

  visitatthechateau。“

  “HowthencanIaccomplishmydesireofseeingthiscelebratedman?“

  “Byonesimplemethod;ifhewillnotcometoyou,youmustgo

  tohim。

  Iwouldwillinglyaccompanyyou,butheknowsme,and

  mypresencewouldspoilall。

  Thebestthingyoucandoisto

  dressyourselfquiteplainly,asaladyfromthecountry,taking

  withyouoneofyourfemaleattendants。

  Youmaytakeasa

  pretextforyourvisitsomemusicyouwouldwishtohavecopied。

  BesuretotreatM。deRousseauasamerecopyist,andappear

  nevertohaveheardofhissuperiormerit:dothis,andyouwill

  receivethebestpossiblereception。“

  Igreatlyapprovedofthemarechale’sadvice,whichIassured

  herIwoulddelaynolongerthantillthefollowingdaytoput

  intopractice;and,aftersomefurtherconversationupon

  Rousseau,weparted。

  EarlythenextdayIsetoutforParisaccompaniedbyHenriette;

  there,inpursuanceofthesuggestionofmadamedeMirepoix,I

  dressedmyselfasapersonrecentlyarrivedfromthecountry,and

  Henriette,whowastoaccompanyme,disguisedherselfasavillager。

  Iassureyou,ourpersonalattractionslostnothingbythechange

  ofourattire。

  FromtheruedelaJussiennetotheruePlatriere

  isonlyafewsteps;nevertheless,inthefearofbeingrecognised,

  Itookahiredcarriage。

  Havingreachedourplaceofdestination,

  weentered,byashabbydoor,thehabitationofJeanJacquesRousseau:

  hisapartmentswereonthefifthfloor。

  Icanscarcelydescribe

  toyou,myfriend,theemotionsIexperiencedasIdrewnearer

  andnearertotheauthorof“Heloise。“

  Ateachflightofstairs

  Iwascompelledtopausetocollectmyideas,andmypoorheart

  beatasthoughIhadbeenkeepinganassignation。

  Atlength,

  however,wereachedthefifthstory;thereafterhavingresteda

  fewminutestorecovermyself,Iwasabouttoknockatadoor

  whichwasoppositetome,when,asIapproached,Iheardasweet

  buttremulousvoicesingingamelancholyair,whichIhavenever

  sinceheardanywhere;thesamevoicerepeatedtheromanceto

  whichIwaslisteningseveraltimes。

  Whenithadentirelyceased

  Iprofitedbythesilencetotapwithmyknucklesagainstthedoor,

  butsofeeblewasthesignal,thatevenHenriette,whowasclose

  behindme,couldnothearit。

  ShebeggedIwouldpermitherto

  ringabellwhichhungnearus;and,havingdoneso,astepwas

  heardapproachingthedoor,and,inaminuteortwo,itwas

  openedbyamanofaboutsixtyyearsofage,who,seeingtwo

  females,tookoffhiscapwithasortofclumsygallantry,at

  whichIaffectedtobemuchflattered。

  “Pray,sir,“saidI,endeavouringtorepressmyemotion,“doesa

  personnamedRousseau,acopierofmusic,livehere?“

  “Yes,madam;Iamhe。

  Whatisyourpleasure?“

  “Ihavebeentold,sir,thatyouareparticularlyskilfulin

  copyingmusiccheaply;Ishouldbegladifyouwouldundertake

  tocopytheseairsIhavebroughtwithme。“

  “Havethegoodnesstowalkin,madam。“

  Wecrossedasmallobscurecloset,whichservedasaspeciesof

  antechamber,andenteredthesitting-roomofM。deRousseau,

  whoseatedmeinanarm-chair,andmotioningtoHenriettetosit

  down,oncemoreinquiredmywishesrespectingthemusic。

  “Sir,“saidI,“asIliveinthecountry,andbutveryrarely

  visitParis,Ishouldbeobligedtoyoutogetitdoneasearly

  aspossible。“

  “Willingly,madam;Ihavenotmuchuponmyhandsjustnow。“

  IthengavetoJeanJacquesRousseautherollofmusicIhad

  brought。

  HebeggedIwouldcontinueseated,requestedpermission

  tokeeponhiscap,andwenttoalittletabletoexaminethe

  musicIhadbrought。

  UponmyfirstentranceIhadperceivedacloseandconfinedsmell

  inthesemiserableapartments,but,bydegrees,Ibecameaccustomed

  toit,andbegantoexaminethechamberinwhichIsatwithas

  strictascrutinyasthoughIhadintendedmakinganinventory

  ofitscontents。

  Threeoldelbow-chairs,somericketystools,a

  writing-table,onwhichweretwoorthreevolumesofmusic,some

  driedplantslaidonwhite-brownpaper;besidethetablestoodan

  oldspinet,and,closetothelatterarticleoffurniture,sata

  fatandwell-lookingcat。

  Overthechimneyhunganoldsilver

  watch;thewallsoftheroomwereadornedwithabouthalfa

  dozenviewsofSwitzerlandandsomeinferiorengravings,two

  only,whichoccupiedthemosthonourablesituations,struckme;

  onerepresentedFrederickII,andunderthepicturewerewritten

  somelineswhichIcannotnowrecollectbyRousseauhimself;

  theotherengraving,whichhungopposite,wasthelikenessofa

  verytall,thin,oldman,whosedresswasnearlyconcealedbythe

  dirtwhichhadbeenallowedtoaccumulateuponit;Icouldonly

  distinguishthatitwasornamentedwithabroadriband。

  WhenI

  hadsufficientlysurveyedthischamber,thesimplicityofwhich,

  socloselyborderingonwantandmisery,painedmetotheheart,

  Idirectedmyattentiontotheextraordinarymanwhowasthe

  occasionofmyvisit。

  Hewasofmiddleheight,slightlybentby

  age,withalargeandexpansivechest;hisfeatureswerecommon

  intheircast,butpossessedofthemostperfectregularity。

  His

  eyes,whichhefromtimetotimeraisedfromthemusichewas

  considering,wereroundandsparklingbutsmall,andtheheavy

  browswhichhungoverthem,conveyedanideaofgloomandseverity;

  buthismouth,whichwascertainlythemostbeautifulandfascinating

  initsexpressionIeversaw,soonremovedthisunfavourable

  impression。

  Altogethertherebelongedtohiscountenancea

  smileofmixedsweetnessandsadness,whichbestowedonitan

  indescribablecharm。

  Tocompletemydescription,Imustnotforgettoaddhisdress,

  whichconsistedofadirtycottoncap,towhichwerefixedstrings

  ofaribandthathadoncebeenscarlet;apelissewitharm-holes,

  aflannelwaistcoat,snuff-colouredbreeches,graystockings,and

  shoesslippeddownattheheel,afterthefashionofslippers。

  Suchwastheportrait,andsuchtheabodeofthemanwhobelieved

  himselftobeoneofthepotentatesoftheearthandwho,infact,

  hadonceownedhislittlecourtandtrainofcourtiers;for,in

  thecenturyinwhichhelived,talenthadbecomeasarbitraryas

  sovereignpower——thankstothestupidityofsomeofourgrandees

  andthecapriceofFrederickofPrussia。

  Meanwhilemyhost,undisturbedbymyreflections,hadquietly

  goneoverhispacketofmusic。

  Hefoundamongstitanairfrom“

  ,“whichIhadpurposelyplacedthere;he

  halfturnedtowardsmeandlookingsteadfastlyatme,asifhe

  wouldforcethetruthfrommylips。

  “Madam,“saidhe,“doyouknowtheauthorofthislittlecomposition?“

  “Yes,“repliedI,withanairofasgreatsimplicityasIcould

  assume,“itiswrittenbyapersonofthesamenameasyourself,

  whowritesbooksandcomposesoperas。

  Isheanyrelationtoyou?“

  MyanswerandquestiondisarmedthesuspicionsofJeanJacques,

  whowasabouttoreply,butstoppedhimself,asifafraidof

  utteringafalsehood,andcontentedhimselfwithsmilingand

  castingdownhiseyes。

  Takingcouragefromhissilence,Iventured

  toadd,——“TheM。deRousseauwhocomposedthisprettyairhas

  writtenmuchbeautifulmusicandmanyverycleverworks。

  ShouldI

  everknowthehappinessofbecomingamotherIshallowetohim

  thepropercareandeducationofmychild。“

  Rousseaumadeno

  reply,butheturnedhiseyestowardsme,andatthismomentthe

  expressionofhiscountenancewasperfectlycelestial,andIcould

  readilyimaginehoweasilyhemighthaveinspiredawarmersentiment

  thanthatofadmiration。

  Whilstwewereconversinginthismanner,afemale,betweenthe

  ageoffortyandfifty,enteredtheroom。

  Shesalutedmewith

  greataffectationofpoliteness,andthen,withoutspeakingto

  Rousseau,wentandseatedherselffamiliarlyuponachaironthe

  othersideofthetable:thiswasTherese,asortoffactotum,

  whoservedthemasteroftheseapartmentsbothasservantand

  mistress。

  Icouldnothelpregardingthiswomanwithafeeling

  ofdisgust;shehadahorriblecough,whichshetolduswasmore

  thanusuallytroublesomeonthatday。

  Ihadheardofheravarice;

  thereforetopreventtheappearanceofhavingcalleduponan

  unprofitableerrand,IinquiredofJeanJacquesRousseauhow

  muchthemusicwouldcost。

  “Sixsousapage,madam,“repliedhe,“istheusualprice。“

  “ShallI,sir,“askedI,“leaveyouanycashinhandforthe

  purchaseofwhatpaperyouwillrequire?“

  “No,Ithankyou,madam,“repliedRousseau,smiling;“thank

  God!

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