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  thiseffect。“

  “Certainly;ifshemustsin,shehadbetterdosowithsomereason。“

  Whilethesegentlemenwerethusdisposingofme,whatwasI

  doing?

  Alone,inmyroom,Iwaitedtheresultoftheirconference

  withmortalimpatience。

  ThecharacterIhadtoplaywasasuperb

  one,andatthemomentwasabouttoenteronthestage,Ifeltall

  thedifficultiesofmypart。

  IfearedIshouldnotsucceed,butfail

  amidtheinsultinghissesoftheVersaillesparty。

  Myfearsatoncedisappeared,andthenIpicturedmyselfsitting

  onathrone,magnificentlyattired;myimaginationwanderedin

  alltheenchantmentsofgreatness;——then,asiffromremorse,I

  recalledmypastlife。

  TheformerloverofNicholasblushed

  beforethefuturemistressofLouisXV。

  Athousanddifferent

  reflectionscrowdeduponme,andmingledinmybrain。

  Iftolive

  istothink,Ilivedawholeageinonequarterofanhour。

  At

  lengthIheardsomedoorsopen,acarriagerolledaway,andcomte

  Jeanenteredmychamber。

  “Victory!“

  criedhe,embracingmewithtransport。

  “Victory!my

  dearJeanne,to-morrowyousupwiththeking。“

  OnthisinformationIturnedpale,mystrengthforsookme,andI

  wascompelledtositdown,orrathertofallintoachair;for,

  accordingtoJeanJacquesRousseau,mylegsshookunderme

  。

  This,however,wastheonlymovementofweakness

  whichIbetrayed。

  WhenIrecoveredalittle,thecomteJeantold

  metheconversationhehadhadwithLebel。

  Ijokedaboutthetitle

  ofbarondeGonesse,andIpromisedtotreatthekingasif

  ignorantofhisincognito。

  Onethingonlymademeuneasy,and

  thatwassuppingwiththeducdeRichelieu,whohadseenme

  beforeatmadamedeLagarde’s;buttheideathathewouldnot

  remembermegavemerenewedcourage。

  Onsoimportantanoccasion,comteJeandidnotforgettorepeat

  hisinstructionsoveragain。

  Thesearenearlyhiswords,forI

  thinkIlearntthembyheart。

  “Rememberthatitisonyourfirstinterviewthatyoursafety

  depends。

  Lethimlearn,throughyou,thoseuttertendernesses

  whichhavebeensoughtforhiminvainheretofore。

  Heislike

  themonarchofold,whowaswillingtopaythehalfofhiscrown

  foranunknownpleasure。

  Lebelisweariedinseekingeveryweek

  fornewfruit。

  Heisquitedisposedtoserveyou,andwillsecond

  youinthebestmanner。

  Youareabouttobecomethecentreof

  attractiontoallcourtiers,andnoble。

  Youmust

  expectthattheywillendeavortocryyoudown,becauseyouwill

  havecarriedofffromthemagemtowhicheveryfamilyhasits

  pretensions。

  Youmustatfirststandfirmlybeforethestorm,but

  afterwardyouwillfindallenlistthemselvesunderyourbanner,

  whohavenowife,sister,nordaughter;thatis,allwhohaveno

  mistresstooffertotheking。

  Youmustattachthesetoyouby

  placeandfavor:theymustbefirstthoughtof,andthenyoumust

  thinkofyourselfandme,mydeargirl。“

  “Allthisiswellenough,“Ireplied,“butasyetIamnothing。“

  “!

  to-morrowyouwillbeeverything,“criedcomte

  Jean,withhisdeterminedenergy。

  “Butwemustthinkabout

  thismorrow。

  Makehaste,noblecomtesse;gotoallthemilliners,

  seekwhatiselegantratherthanwhatisrich。

  Beaslovely,

  pleasing,andgayaspossible;thisisthemainpoint,andGod

  willdoalltherest。“

  Hepronouncedthisblasphemyinalaughingtone,andIconfessI

  couldnothelpjoininginthelaugh,andthenhastenedtocomply

  withhisdirections。

  Aslightpreface——ArrivalatVersailles————Portrait

  oftheking——TheducdeRichelieu——ThemarquisdeChauvelin——The

  ducdelaVauguyon-Supperwiththeking——Thefirstnight——The

  followingday——ThecuriosityofcomteJean——Presentsfromthe

  king——Howdisposedof

  Thechancesagainstoursucceedinginourenterprisewereatleast

  athousandtoone。

  Theseauponwhich,trustingtothefavorable

  influenceofmyleadingstar,wewereabouttoventure,wasfilled

  withrocksandshoalswhichthreatenedthepoormarinerwhoshould

  directhisbarknearthem。

  Inthefirstplace,Ihadtodreadmy

  obscurebirth,aswellasthemannerinwhichmylifehadbeen

  passed;andstillmorehadItofeartheindifferentreputationof

  comteJean。

  Therewasmorethansufficientinallthistodisturb

  aheadfarstrongerthanIcouldboast。

  However,thankstomy

  thoughtfulness,notroublesomethoughtsinterferedtobreakmy

  restonthenightprecedingadaysoimportanttome,andIsleptas

  tranquillyasthoughuponwakingIhadnootheroccupationformy

  timethanawalkontheboulevards,oradrivetotheBoisdeBoulogne。

  ComteJean,however,hadpassedaverydifferentnight;foronce,

  thewhisperingsofambitionhadovercomeevenhisnatural

  indifferenceandcarelessness,andtiredoftossingupona

  sleeplesspillow,hearoseatthefirstbreakofday,reproached

  meforslumberingsolong,andallowedmeneitherpeacenor

  resttillIjoinedhimdressedforourjourney。

  Atlength,we

  setoutaccordingtoouragreementwithLebel;Iwasclosely

  muffledupinmylarge——thecarriagerolledalongtill

  wereachedVersailles,wherewehadforthelastmonthengageda

  lodging,whichmightbeusefultousinallevents;wealighted,

  andaftervainlyseekingafewmoments’repose,proceededon

  foottoLebel,inwhoseapartmentsweweretoattireourselvesin

  asuitablemanner。

  “Youarewelcome,“saidthecomte,“prayconsideryourselfas

  athome。“

  “Iacceptyouraugury,“repliedI,“itwouldbeamusingenough

  tofindthatmyyoungprophethadpredictedrightly。“

  “Wellthen,“saidmyconductor,laughing,“Irecommendyouto

  manageasliponthestaircase,itwouldbetakingpossession

  afterthemanneroftheancients。“

  “No,no,Ithankyou,“answeredI;“nofallsifyouplease,they

  arenotpropitiousinFrance。“

  Whilstwewerethusspeaking,wewerecrossingalongsuiteof

  chambers,andreachedtheoneatwhichwewereexpected。

  We

  knockedcautiouslyatadoor,whichwasopenedtouswithequal

  caution。

  Scarcelyhadweentered,thanLebelcameeagerlyforward

  toreceiveus。

  “Ah,madame!“

  criedhe,“Ibegantofearyoumightnotcome,

  youhavebeenlookedforwithanimpatience——“

  “Whichcanhardlyequalmine,“interruptedI;“foryouwere

  preparedforyourvisitor,whilstIhaveyettolearnwhoisthe

  friendthatsokindlydesirestoseeme。“

  “Itisbetteritshouldbeso,“addedLebel;“donotseekeither

  toguessordiscovermore,thanthatyouwillheremeetwith

  somecheerfulsociety,friendsofmine,whowillsupatmyhouse,

  butwithwhomcircumstancespreventmysittingdownattable。“

  “How!“saidI,withaffectedsurprise,“notsupwithus?“

  “Evenso,“repliedLebel;andthenaddedwithalaugh,“and

  Isitdowntosuppertogether!

  Whatanidea!

  No!

  youwillfind

  thatjustastheguestsareabouttositdownattable,Ishall

  suddenlybecalledoutoftheroom,andshallonlyreturnat

  thecloseoftherepast。“

  Allthiswasbutofsmallimporttome。

  Nevertheless,Iaffected

  toregrettheunavoidableabsenceofLebel。

  Infact,Ibelieve

  thatthefirstbreathinspiredatcourtisfraughtwithfalsehood

  anddeceit,entirelydestructivetoeveryfeelingofnaturalcandor。

  Lebel,withthemostceremoniousgallantry,conductedmetoa

  privatedressing-room,whereIfoundseveralfemaleswaitingto

  assistmeatmytoilet;Iabandonedmyselftotheircares,which

  were,indeed,mostskilfullyexercisedinmybehalf。

  Theywrought

  wondersinmyappearance,bathingmeaftertheEasternfashion,

  adorningmyhairandperson,tillIissuedfromtheirhandsblooming

  andbeauteousasanhouri。

  WhenIreturnedtotheroominwhichLebelwasexpectingme,his

  surprisewasalmostoverpowering。

  “Youare,indeed,“exclaimedhe,“thenewsunwhichistorise

  uponVersailles。“

  “Excellent!“

  criedI,laughingextravagantly,“butliketheplanet

  youarepleasedtocomparemewith,Imustreservemysplendid

  risingtillIhaveobtainedfreshpowersfromtheaidofnight。“*

  *,

  isthewittyreplyintheoriginal,butwhichitis

  impossibletorenderfullyandpiquantlythroughthe

  dilutionofatranslation——tr。

  Thecomteentered,andjoinedhiscongratulationsuponthebeauty

  ofmyappearance;allatoncethehasty,soundofabell,violently

  pulled,washeard。

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