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  Theleader,whoappearedtheleastdilapidatedofthesewrecks,camegallantlyuptoMadamedeRouville,kissedherhand,andsatdownbyher。Theotherbowedandplacedhimselfnotfarfromhismodel,atadistancerepresentedbytwochairs。Adelaidecamebehindtheoldgentleman’sarmchairandleanedherelbowsontheback,unconsciouslyimitatingtheattitudegiventoDido’ssisterbyGuerininhisfamouspicture。

  Thoughthegentleman’sfamiliaritywasthatofafather,hisfreedomseemedatthemomenttoannoytheyounggirl。

  \"What,areyousulkywithme?\"hesaid。

  ThenheshotatSchinneroneofthoseside—looksfullofshrewdnessandcunning,diplomaticlooks,whoseexpressionbetraysthediscreetuneasiness,thepolitecuriosityofwell—

  bredpeople,andseemstoask,whentheyseeastranger,\"Isheoneofus?\"

  \"Thisisourneighbor,\"saidtheoldlady,pointingtoHippolyte。

  \"Monsieurisacelebratedpainter,whosenamemustbeknowntoyouinspiteofyourindifferencetothearts。\"

  Theoldmansawhisfriend’smischievousintentinsuppressingthename,andbowedtotheyoungman。

  \"Certainly,\"saidhe。\"IheardagreatdealabouthispicturesatthelastSalon。Talenthasimmenseprivileges。\"headded,observingtheartist’sredribbon。\"Thatdistinction,whichwemustearnatthecostofourbloodandlongservice,youwininyouryouth;butallgloryisofthesamekindred,\"hesaid,layinghishandonhisCrossofSaint—Louis。

  Hippolytemurmuredafewwordsofacknowledgment,andwassilentagain,satisfiedtoadmirewithgrowingenthusiasmthebeautifulgirl’sheadthatcharmedhimsomuch。Hewassoonlostincontemplation,completelyforgettingtheextrememiseryofthedwelling。TohimAdelaide’sfacestoodoutagainstaluminousatmosphere。Herepliedbrieflytothequestionsaddressedtohim,which,bygoodluck,heheard,thankstoasingularfacultyofthesoulwhichsometimesseemstohaveadoubleconsciousness。

  Whohasnotknownwhatitistositlostinsadordeliciousmeditation,listeningtoitsvoicewithin,whileattendingtoaconversationortoreading?Anadmirabledualitywhichoftenhelpsustotolerateabore!Hope,prolificandsmiling,pouredoutbeforehimathousandvisionsofhappiness;andherefusedtoconsiderwhatwasgoingonaroundhim。Asconfidingasachild,itseemedtohimbasetoanalyzeapleasure。

  Afterashortlapseoftimeheperceivedthattheoldladyandherdaughterwereplayingcardswiththeoldgentleman。Astothesatellite,faithfultohisfunctionasashadow,hestoodbehindhisfriend’schairwatchinghisgame,andansweringtheplayer’smuteinquiriesbylittleapprovingnods,repeatingthequestioninggesturesoftheothercountenance。

  \"DuHalga,Ialwayslose,\"saidthegentleman。

  \"Youdiscardbadly,\"repliedtheBaronnedeRouville。

  \"ForthreemonthsnowIhaveneverwonasinglegame,\"saidhe。

  \"Haveyoutheaces?\"askedtheoldlady。

  \"Yes,onemoretomark,\"saidhe。

  \"ShallIcomeandadviseyou?\"saidAdelaide。

  \"No,no。StaywhereIcanseeyou。ByGad,itwouldbelosingtoomuchnottohaveyoutolookat!\"

  Atlastthegamewasover。Thegentlemanpulledouthispurse,and,throwingtwolouisd’oronthetable,notwithouttemper——

  \"Fortyfrancs,\"heexclaimed,\"theexactsum。——Deucetakeit!Itiseleveno’clock。\"

  \"Itiseleveno’clock,\"repeatedthesilentfigure,lookingatthepainter。

  Theyoungman,hearingthesewordsrathermoredistinctlythanalltheothers,thoughtittimetoretire。Comingbacktotheworldofordinaryideas,hefoundafewcommonplaceremarkstomake,tookleaveoftheBaroness,herdaughter,andthetwostrangers,andwentaway,whollypossessedbythefirstrapturesoftruelove,withoutattemptingtoanalyzethelittleincidentsoftheevening。

  OnthemorrowtheyoungpainterfeltthemostardentdesiretoseeAdelaideoncemore。Ifhehadfollowedthecallofhispassion,hewouldhavegonetohisneighbor’sdooratsixinthemorning,whenhewenttohisstudio。However,hestillwasreasonableenoughtowaittilltheafternoon。ButassoonashethoughthecouldpresenthimselftoMadamedeRouville,hewentdownstairs,rang,blushinglikeagirl,shylyaskedMademoiselleLeseigneur,whocametolethimin,tolethimhavetheportraitoftheBaron。

  \"Butcomein,\"saidAdelaide,whohadnodoubtheardhimcomedownfromthestudio。

  Thepainterfollowed,bashfulandoutofcountenance,notknowingwhattosay,happinesshadsodulledhiswit。ToseeAdelaide,toheartherustleofherskirt,afterlongingforawholemorningtobenearher,afterstartingupahundredtime——\"Iwillgodownnow\"——andnottohavegone;thiswastohimlifesorichthatsuchsensations,toogreatlyprolonged,wouldhavewornouthisspirit。Thehearthasthesingularpowerofgivingextraordinaryvaluetomerenothings。Whatjoyitistoatravelertotreasureabladeofgrass,anunfamiliarleaf,ifhehasriskedhislifetopluckit!Itisthesamewiththetriflesoflove。

  Theoldladywasnotinthedrawing—room。Whentheyounggirlfoundherselfthere,alonewiththepainter,shebroughtachairtostandon,totakedownthepicture;butperceivingthatshecouldnotunhookitwithoutsettingherfootonthechestofdrawers,sheturnedtoHippolyte,andsaidwithablush:

  \"Iamnottallenough。Willyougetitdown?\"

  Afeelingofmodesty,betrayedintheexpressionofherfaceandthetonesofhervoice,wastherealmotiveofherrequest;andtheyoungman,understandingthis,gaveheroneofthoseglancesofintelligencewhicharethesweetestlanguageoflove。Seeingthatthepainterhadreadhersoul,Adelaidecastdownhereyeswiththeinstinctofreservewhichisthesecretofamaiden’sheart。Hippolyte,findingnothingtosay,andfeelingalmosttimid,tookdownthepicture,examineditgravely,carryingittothelightofthewindow,andthenwentaway,withoutsayingawordtoMademoiselleLeseigneurbut,\"Iwillreturnitsoon。\"

  Duringthisbriefmomenttheybothwentthroughoneofthosestormsofagitationofwhichtheeffectsinthesoulmaybecomparedtothoseofastoneflungintoadeeplake。Themostdelightfulwavesofthoughtriseandfolloweachother,indescribable,repeated,andaimless,tossingtheheartlikethecircularripples,whichforalongtimefretthewaters,startingfromthepointwherethestonefell。

  Hippolytereturnedtothestudiobearingtheportrait。Hiseaselwasreadywithafreshcanvas,andhispaletteset,hisbrushescleaned,thespotandthelightcarefullychosen。Andtillthedinnerhourheworkedatthepaintingwiththeardorartiststhrowintotheirwhims。HewentagainthateveningtotheBaronnedeRouville’s,andremainedfromninetilleleven。Exceptingthedifferenttopicsofconversation,thiseveningwasexactlylikethelast。Thetwooldmenarrivedatthesamehour,thesamegameofpiquetwasplayed,thesamespeechesmadebytheplayers,thesumlostbyAdelaide’sfriendwasnotlessconsiderablethanonthepreviousevening;onlyHippolyte,alittlebolder,venturedtochatwiththeyounggirl。

  Aweekpassedthus,andinthecourseofitthepainter’sfeelingsandAdelaide’sunderwenttheslowanddelightfultransformationswhichbringtwosoulstoaperfectunderstanding。

  Everydaythelookwithwhichthegirlwelcomedherfriendgrewmoreintimate,moreconfiding,gayer,andmoreopen;hervoiceandmannerbecamemoreeagerandmorefamiliar。Theylaughedandtalkedtogether,tellingeachothertheirthoughts,speakingofthemselveswiththesimplicityoftwochildrenwhohavemadefriendsinaday,asmuchasiftheyhadmetconstantlyforthreeyears。Schinnerwishedtobetaughtpiquet。Beingignorantandanovice,he,ofcourse,madeblunderafterblunder,andliketheoldman,helostalmosteverygame。Withouthavingspokenawordoflovetheloversknewthattheywereallinalltooneanother。

  Hippolyteenjoyedexertinghispoweroverhisgentlelittlefriend,andmanyconcessionsweremadetohimbyAdelaide,who,timidanddevotedtohim,wasquitedeceivedbytheassumedfitsoftemper,suchastheleastskilledloverandthemostguilelessgirlcanaffect;andwhichtheyconstantlyplayoff,asspoiltchildrenabusethepowertheyowetotheirmother’saffection。

  ThusallfamiliaritybetweenthegirlandtheoldCountwassoonputastopto。Sheunderstoodthepainter’smelancholy,andthethoughtshiddeninthefurrowsonhisbrow,fromtheabrupttoneofthefewwordshespokewhentheoldmanunceremoniouslykissedAdelaide’shandsorthroat。

  MademoiselleLeseigneur,onherpart,soonexpectedherlovertogiveashortaccountofallhisactions;shewassounhappy,sorestlesswhenHippolytedidnotcome,shescoldedhimsoeffectuallyforhisabsence,thatthepainterhadtogiveupseeinghisotherfriends,andnowwentnowhere。Adelaideallowedthenaturaljealousyofwomentobeperceivedwhensheheardthatsometimesateleveno’clock,onquittingthehouse,thepainterstillhadvisitstopay,andwastobeseeninthemostbrilliantdrawing—roomsofParis。Thismodeoflife,sheassuredhim,wasbadforhishealth;then,withtheintenseconvictiontowhichtheaccent,theemphasisandthelookofonewelovelendsomuchweight,sheassertedthatamanwhowasobligedtoexpendhistimeandthecharmsofhiswitonseveralwomenatoncecouldnotbetheobjectofanyverywarmaffection。Thusthepainterwasled,asmuchbythetyrannyofhispassionasbytheexactionsofagirlinlove,toliveexclusivelyinthelittleapartmentwhereeverythingattractedhim。

  Andneverwasthereapurerormoreardentlove。Onbothsidesthesametrustfulness,thesamedelicacy,gavetheirpassionincreasewithouttheaidofthosesacrificesbywhichmanypersonstrytoprovetheiraffection。Betweenthesetwotherewassuchaconstantinterchangeofsweetemotionthattheyknewnotwhichgaveorreceivedthemost。

  Aspontaneousaffinitymadetheunionoftheirsoulsacloseone。

  TheprogressofthistruefeelingwassorapidthattwomonthsaftertheaccidenttowhichthepainterowedthehappinessofknowingAdelaide,theirliveswereonelife。Fromearlymorningtheyounggirl,hearingfootstepsoverhead,couldsaytoherself,\"Heisthere。\"WhenHippolytewenthometohismotheratthedinnerhourheneverfailedtolookinonhisneighbors,andintheeveningheflewthereattheaccustomedhourwithalover’spunctuality。Thusthemosttyrannicalwomanorthemostambitiousinthematteroflovecouldnothavefoundthesmallestfaultwiththeyoungpainter。AndAdelaidetastedofunmixedandunboundedhappinessasshesawthefullestrealizationoftheidealofwhich,atherage,itissonaturaltodream。

  Theoldgentlemannowcamemorerarely;Hippolyte,whohadbeenjealous,hadtakenhisplaceatthegreentable,andsharedhisconstantill—luckatcards。Andsometimes,inthemidstofhishappiness,asheconsideredMadamedeRouville’sdisastrousposition——forhehadhadmorethanoneproofofherextremepoverty——animportunatethoughtwouldhaunthim。Severaltimeshehadsaidtohimselfashewenthome,\"Strange!twentyfrancseveryevening?\"andhedarednotconfesstohimselfhisodioussuspicions。

  Hespenttwomonthsovertheportrait,andwhenitwasfinished,varnished,andframed,helookeduponitasoneofhisbestworks。MadamelaBaronnedeRouvillehadneverspokenofitagain。Wasthisfromindifferenceorpride?Thepainterwouldnotallowhimselftoaccountforthissilence。HejoyfullyplottedwithAdelaidetohangthepictureinitsplacewhenMadamedeRouvilleshouldbeout。Sooneday,duringthewalkhermotherusuallytookintheTuileries,AdelaideforthefirsttimewentuptoHippolyte’sstudio,onthepretextofseeingtheportraitinthegoodlightinwhichithadbeenpainted。Shestoodspeechlessandmotionless,butinecstaticcontemplation,inwhichallawoman’sfeelingsweremerged。Foraretheynotallcomprehendedinboundlessadmirationforthemansheloves?Whenthepainter,uneasyathersilence,leanedforwardtolookather,sheheldoutherhand,unabletospeakaword,buttwotearsfellfromhereyes。Hippolytetookherhandandcovereditwithkisses;foraminutetheylookedateachotherinsilence,bothlongingtoconfesstheirlove,andnotdaring。Thepainterkeptherhandinhis,andthesameglow,thesamethrob,toldthemthattheirheartswerebothbeatingwildly。Theyounggirl,toogreatlyagitated,gentlydrewawayfromHippolyte,andsaid,withalookoftheutmostsimplicity:

  \"Youwillmakemymotherveryhappy。\"

  \"What,onlyyourmother?\"heasked。

  \"Oh,Iamtoohappy。\"

  Thepainterbenthisheadandremainedsilent,frightenedatthevehemenceofthefeelingswhichhertonesstirredinhisheart。

  Then,bothunderstandingtheperilsofthesituation,theywentdownstairsandhungupthepictureinitsplace。HippolytedinedforthefirsttimewiththeBaroness,who,greatlyovercome,anddrownedintears,mustneedsembracehim。

  Intheeveningtheoldemigre,theBarondeRouville’soldcomrade,paidtheladiesavisittoannouncethathehadjustbeenpromotedtotherankofvice—admiral。HisvoyagesbylandoverGermanyandRussiahadbeencountedasnavalcampaigns。Onseeingtheportraithecordiallyshookthepainter’shand,andexclaimed,\"ByGad!thoughmyoldhulkdoesnotdeservetobeperpetuated,IwouldgladlygivefivehundredpistolestoseemyselfaslikeasthatistomydearoldRouville。\"

  AtthishinttheBaronesslookedatheryoungfriendandsmiled,whileherfacelightedupwithanexpressionofsuddengratitude。

  Hippolytesuspectedthattheoldadmiralwishedtoofferhimthepriceofbothportraitswhilepayingforhisown。Hisprideasanartist,nolessthanhisjealousyperhaps,tookoffenceatthethought,andhereplied:

  \"Monsieur,ifIwereaportrait—painterIshouldnothavedonethisone。\"

  Theadmiralbithislip,andsatdowntocards。

  ThepainterremainednearAdelaide,whoproposedadozenhandsofpiquet,towhichheagreed。AsheplayedheobservedinMadamedeRouvilleanexcitementoverhergamewhichsurprisedhim。NeverbeforehadtheoldBaronessmanifestedsoardentadesiretowin,orsokeenajoyinfingeringtheoldgentleman’sgoldpieces。

  DuringtheeveningevilsuspicionstroubledHippolyte’shappiness,andfilledhimwithdistrust。CoulditbethatMadamedeRouvillelivedbygambling?Wassheplayingatthismomenttopayoffsomedebt,orunderthepressureofnecessity?Perhapsshehadnotpaidherrent。Theoldmanseemedshrewdenoughnottoallowhismoneytobetakenwithimpunity。Whatinterestattractedhimtothispoverty—strickenhouse,hewhowasrich?

  Why,whenhehadformerlybeensofamiliarwithAdelaide,hadhegivenuptherightshehadacquired,andwhichwereperhapshisdue?

  TheseinvoluntaryreflectionspromptedhimtowatchtheoldmanandtheBaroness,whosemeaninglooksandcertainsidelongglancescastatAdelaidedispleasedhim。\"AmIbeingduped?\"wasHippolyte’slastidea——horrible,scathing,forhebelieveditjustenoughtobetorturedbyit。Hedeterminedtostayafterthedepartureofthetwooldmen,toconfirmordissipatehissuspicions。HedrewouthispursetopayAdelaide;butcarriedawaybyhispoignantthoughts,helaiditonthetable,fallingintoareverieofbriefduration;then,ashamedofhissilence,herose,answeredsomecommonplacequestionfromMadamedeRouville,andwentcloseuptohertoexaminethewitheredfeatureswhilehewastalkingtoher。

  Hewentaway,rackedbyathousanddoubts。Hehadgonedownbutafewstepswhenheturnedbacktofetchtheforgottenpurse。

  \"Ileftmypursehere!\"hesaidtotheyounggirl。

  \"No,\"shesaid,reddening。

  \"Ithoughtitwasthere,\"andhepointedtothecard—table。Notfindingit,inhisshameforAdelaideandtheBaroness,helookedatthemwithablankamazementthatmadethemlaugh,turnedpale,felthiswaistcoat,andsaid,\"Imusthavemadeamistake。Ihaveitsomewherenodoubt。\"

  Inoneendofthepursetherewerefifteenlouisd’or,andintheothersomesmallchange。Thetheftwassoflagrant,anddeniedwithsucheffrontery,thatHippolytenolongerfeltadoubtastohisneighbors’morals。Hestoodstillonthestairs,andgotdownwithsomedifficulty;hiskneesshook,hefeltdizzy,hewasinacoldsweat,heshivered,andfoundhimselfunabletowalk,struggling,ashewas,withtheagonizingshockcausedbythedestructionofallhishopes。Andatthismomenthefoundlurkinginhismemoryanumberofobservations,triflinginthemselves,butwhichcorroboratedhisfrightfulsuspicions,andwhich,byprovingthecertaintyofthislastincident,openedhiseyesastothecharacterandlifeofthesetwowomen。

  Hadtheyreallywaitedtilltheportraitwasgiventhembeforerobbinghimofhispurse?Insuchacombinationthetheftwasevenmoreodious。ThepainterrecollectedthatforthelasttwoorthreeeveningsAdelaide,whileseemingtoexaminewithagirl’scuriositytheparticularstitchofthewornsilknetting,wasprobablycountingthecoinsinthepurse,whilemakingsomelightjests,quiteinnocentinappearance,butnodoubtwiththeobjectofwatchingforamomentwhenthesumwasworthstealing。

  \"TheoldadmiralhasperhapsgoodreasonsfornotmarryingAdelaide,andsotheBaronesshastried————\"

  Butatthishypothesishecheckedhimself,notfinishinghisthought,whichwascontradictedbyaveryjustreflection,\"IftheBaronesshopestogetmetomarryherdaughter,\"thoughthe,\"theywouldnothaverobbedme。\"

  Then,clingingtohisillusions,tothelovethatalreadyhadtakensuchdeeproot,hetriedtofindajustificationinsomeaccident。\"Thepursemusthavefallenonthefloor,\"saidhetohimself,\"orIleftitlyingonmychair。OrperhapsIhaveitaboutme——Iamsoabsent—minded!\"Hesearchedhimselfwithhurriedmovements,butdidnotfindtheill—starredpurse。Hismemorycruellyretracedthefataltruth,minutebyminute。Hedistinctlysawthepurselyingonthegreencloth;butthen,doubtfulnolonger,heexcusedAdelaide,tellinghimselfthatpersonsinmisfortuneshouldnotbesohastilycondemned。Therewas,ofcourse,somesecretbehindthisapparentlydegradingaction。Hewouldnotadmitthatthatproudandnoblefacewasalie。

  Atthesametimethewretchedroomsrosebeforehim,denudedofthepoetryoflovewhichbeautifieseverything;hesawthemdirtyandfaded,regardingthemasemblematicofaninnerlifedevoidofhonor,idleandvicious。Arenotourfeelingswritten,asitwere,onthethingsaboutus?

  Nextmorningherose,nothavingslept。Theheartache,thatterriblemaladyofthesoul,hadmaderapidinroads。Tolosetheblisswedreamedof,torenounceourwholefuture,isakeenerpangthanthatcausedbythelossofknownhappiness,howevercompleteitmayhavebeen;forisnotHopebetterthanMemory?

  Thethoughtsintowhichourspiritissuddenlyplungedarelikeashorelesssea,inwhichwemayswimforamoment,butwhereourloveisdoomedtodrownanddie。Anditisafrightfuldeath。Arenotourfeelingsthemostgloriouspartofourlife?Itisthispartialdeathwhich,incertaindelicateorpowerfulnatures,leadstotheterribleruinproducedbydisenchantment,byhopesandpassionsbetrayed。Thusitwaswiththeyoungpainter。HewentoutataveryearlyhourtowalkunderthefreshshadeoftheTuileries,absorbedinhisthoughts,forgettingeverythingintheworld。

  Therebychancehemetoneofhismostintimatefriends,aschool—fellowandstudio—mate,withwhomhehadlivedonbettertermsthanwithabrother。

  \"Why,Hippolyte,whatailsyou?\"askedFrancoisSouchet,theyoungsculptorwhohadjustwonthefirstprize,andwassoontosetoutforItaly。

  \"Iammostunhappy,\"repliedHippolytegravely。

  \"Nothingbutaloveaffaircancauseyougrief。Money,glory,respect——youlacknothing。\"

  Insensiblythepainterwasledintoconfidences,andconfessedhislove。ThemomenthementionedtheRuedeSuresnes,andayounggirllivingonthefourthfloor,\"Stop,stop,\"criedSouchetlightly。\"AlittlegirlIseeeverymorningattheChurchoftheAssumption,andwithwhomIhaveaflirtation。But,mydearfellow,weallknowher。ThemotherisaBaroness。DoyoureallybelieveinaBaronesslivingupfourflightsofstairs?

  Brrr!Why,youarearelicofthegoldenage!Weseetheoldmotherhere,inthisavenue,everyday;why,herface,herappearance,telleverything。What,haveyounotknownherforwhatsheisbythewaysheholdsherbag?\"

  Thetwofriendswalkedupanddownforsometime,andseveralyoungmenwhoknewSouchetorSchinnerjoinedthem。Thepainter’sadventure,whichthesculptorregardedasunimportant,wasrepeatedbyhim。

  \"Sohe,too,hasseenthatyounglady!\"saidSouchet。

  Andthentherewerecomments,laughter,innocentmockery,fullofthelivelinessfamiliartoartists,butwhichpainedHippolytefrightfully。Acertainnativereticencemadehimuncomfortableashesawhisheart’ssecretsocarelesslyhandled,hispassionrent,torntotatters,ayoungandunknowngirl,whoselifeseemedtobesomodest,thevictimofcondemnation,rightorwrong,butpronouncedwithsuchrecklessindifference。Hepretendedtobemovedbyaspiritofcontradiction,askingeachforproofsofhisassertions,andtheirjestsbeganagain。

  \"But,mydearboy,haveyouseentheBaroness’shawl?\"askedSouchet。

  \"Haveyoueverfollowedthegirlwhenshepattersofftochurchinthemorning?\"saidJosephBridau,ayoungdauberinGros’

  studio。

  \"Oh,themotherhasamongothervirtuesacertaingraygown,whichIregardastypical,\"saidBixiou,thecaricaturist。

  \"Listen,Hippolyte,\"thesculptorwenton。\"Comehereataboutfouro’clock,andjuststudythewalkofbothmotheranddaughter。Ifafterthatyoustillhavedoubts!well,noonecanevermakeanythingofyou;youwouldbecapableofmarryingyourporter’sdaughter。

  Tornbythemostconflictingfeelings,thepainterpartedfromhisfriends。ItseemedtohimthatAdelaideandhermothermustbesuperiortotheseaccusations,andatthebottomofhishearthewasfilledwithremorseforhavingsuspectedthepurityofthisbeautifulandsimplegirl。Hewenttohisstudio,passingthedooroftheroomswhereAdelaidewas,andconsciousofapainathisheartwhichnomancanmisapprehend。HelovedMademoiselledeRouvillesopassionatelythat,inspiteofthetheftofthepurse,hestillworshipedher。HislovewasthatoftheChevalierdesGrieuxadmiringhismistress,andholdingheraspure,evenonthecartwhichcarriessuchlostcreaturestoprison。\"Whyshouldnotmylovekeepherthepurestofwomen?Whyabandonhertoevilandtovicewithoutholdingoutarescuinghandtoher?\"

  Theideaofthismissionpleasedhim。Lovemakesagainofeverything。Nothingtemptsayoungmanmorethantoplaythepartofagoodgeniustoawoman。Thereissomethinginexplicablyromanticinsuchanenterprisewhichappealstoahighly—strungsoul。Isitnottheutmoststretchofdevotionundertheloftiestandmostengagingaspect?Istherenotsomethinggrandinthethoughtthatweloveenoughstilltoloveonwhentheloveofothersdwindlesanddies?

  Hippolytesatdowninhisstudio,gazedathispicturewithoutdoinganythingtoit,seeingthefiguresthroughtearsthatswelledinhiseyes,holdinghisbrushinhishand,goinguptothecanvasasiftosoftendownaneffect,butnottouchingit。

  Nightfell,andhewasstillinthisattitude。Rousedfromhismoodinessbythedarkness,hewentdownstairs,mettheoldadmiralontheway,lookeddarklyathimashebowed,andfled。

  Hehadintendedgoingintoseetheladies,butthesightofAdelaide’sprotectorfrozehisheartanddispelledhispurpose。

  Forthehundredthtimehewonderedwhatinterestcouldbringthisoldprodigal,withhiseightythousandfrancsayear,tothisfourthstory,wherehelostaboutfortyfrancseveryevening;andhethoughthecouldguesswhatitwas。

  ThenextandfollowingdaysHippolytethrewhimselfintohiswork,andtotrytoconquerhispassionbytheswiftrushofideasandtheardorofcomposition。Hehalfsucceeded。Studyconsoledhim,thoughitcouldnotsmotherthememoriesofsomanytenderhoursspentwithAdelaide。

  Oneevening,ashelefthisstudio,hesawthedooroftheladies’roomshalfopen。Somebodywasstandingintherecessofthewindow,andthepositionofthedoorandthestaircasemadeitimpossiblethatthepaintershouldpasswithoutseeingAdelaide。Hebowedcoldly,withaglanceofsupremeindifference;

  butjudgingofthegirl’ssufferingbyhisown,hefeltaninwardshudderashereflectedonthebitternesswhichthatlookandthatcoldnessmustproduceinalovingheart。Tocrownthemostdelightfulfeastwhicheverbroughtjoytotwopuresouls,byeightdaysofdisdain,ofthedeepestandmostuttercontempt!——A

  frightfulconclusion。Andperhapsthepursehadbeenfound,perhapsAdelaidehadlookedforherfriendeveryevening。

  Thissimpleandnaturalideafilledtheloverwithfreshremorse;

  heaskedhimselfwhethertheproofsofattachmentgivenhimbytheyounggirl,thedelightfultalks,fullofthelovethathadsocharmedhim,didnotdeserveatleastaninquiry;werenotworthyofsomejustification。Ashamedofhavingresistedthepromptingsofhisheartforawholeweek,andfeelinghimselfalmostacriminalinthismentalstruggle,hecalledthesameeveningonMadamedeRouville。

  Allhissuspicions,allhisevilthoughtsvanishedatthesightoftheyounggirl,whohadgrownpaleandthin。

  \"Goodheavens!whatisthematter?\"heaskedher,aftergreetingtheBaroness。

  Adelaidemadenoreply,butshegavehimalookofdeepmelancholy,asad,dejectedlook,whichpainedhim。

  \"Youhave,nodoubt,beenworkinghard,\"saidtheoldlady。\"Youarealtered。Wearethecauseofyourseclusion。Thatportraithaddelayedsomepicturesessentialtoyourreputation。\"

  Hippolytewasgladtofindsogoodanexcuseforhisrudeness。

  \"Yes,\"hesaid,\"Ihavebeenverybusy,butIhavebeensuffering————\"

  AtthesewordsAdelaideraisedherhead,lookedatherlover,andheranxiouseyeshadnownohintofreproach。

  \"Youmusthavethoughtusquiteindifferenttoanygoodorillthatmaybefallyou?\"saidtheoldlady。

  \"Iwaswrong,\"hereplied。\"Still,thereareformsofpainwhichweknownothowtoconfidetoanyone,eventoafriendshipofolderdatethanthatwithwhichyouhonorme。\"

  \"Thesincerityandstrengthoffriendshiparenottobemeasuredbytime。Ihaveseenoldfriendswhohadnotateartobestowonmisfortune,\"saidtheBaroness,noddingsadly。

  \"Butyou——whatailsyou?\"theyoungmanaskedAdelaide。

  \"Oh,nothing,\"repliedtheBaroness。\"Adelaidehassatuplateforsomenightstofinishsomelittlepieceofwoman’swork,andwouldnotlistentomewhenItoldherthatadaymoreorlessdidnotmatter————\"

  Hippolytewasnotlistening。Ashelookedatthesetwonoble,calmfaces,heblushedforhissuspicions,andascribedthelossofhispursetosomeunknownaccident。

  Thiswasadeliciouseveningtohim,andperhapstohertoo。

  Therearesomesecretswhichyoungsoulsunderstandsowell。

  AdelaidecouldreadHippolyte’sthoughts。Thoughhecouldnotconfesshismisdeeds,thepainterknewthem,andhehadcomebacktohismistressmoreinlove,andmoreaffectionate,tryingthustopurchasehertacitforgiveness。Adelaidewasenjoyingsuchperfect,suchsweethappiness,thatshedidnotthinkshehadpaidtoodearforitwithallthegriefthathadsocruellycrushedhersoul。Andyet,thistrueconcordofhearts,thisunderstandingsofullofmagiccharm,wasdisturbedbyalittlespeechofMadamedeRouville’s。

  \"Letushaveourlittlegame,\"shesaid,\"formyoldfriendKergarouetwillnotletmeoff。\"

  Thesewordsrevivedalltheyoungpainter’sfears;hecoloredashelookedatAdelaide’smother,buthesawnothinginhercountenancebuttheexpressionofthefrankestgood—nature;nodoublemeaningmarreditscharm;itskeennesswasnotperifidious,itshumorseemedkindly,andnotraceofremorsedisturbeditsequanimity。

  Hesatdowntothecard—table。Adelaidetooksidewiththepainter,sayingthathedidnotknowpiquet,andneededapartner。

  AllthroughthegameMadamedeRouvilleandherdaughterexchangedlooksofintelligence,whichalarmedHippolyteallthemorebecausehewaswinning;butatlastafinalhandlefttheloversintheoldlady’sdebt。

  Tofeelforsomemoneyinhispocketthepaintertookhishandsoffthetable,andhethensawbeforehimapursewhichAdelaidehadslippedinfrontofhimwithouthisnoticingit;thepoorchildhadtheoldoneinherhand,and,tokeephercountenance,waslookingintoitforthemoneytopayhermother。ThebloodrushedtoHippolyte’sheartwithsuchforcethathewasnearfainting。

  Thenewpurse,substitutedforhisown,andwhichcontainedhisfifteengoldlouis,wasworkedwithgiltbeads。TheringsandtasselsborewitnesstoAdelaide’sgoodtaste,andshehadnodoubtspentallherlittlehoardinornamentingthisprettypieceofwork。Itwasimpossibletosaywithgreaterdelicacythatthepainter’sgiftcouldonlyberepaidbysomeproofofaffection。

  Hippolyte,overcomewithhappiness,turnedtolookatAdelaideandhermother,andsawthattheyweretremulouswithpleasureanddelightattheirlittletrick。Hefelthimselfmean,sordid,afool;helongedtopunishhimself,torendhisheart。Afewtearsrosetohiseyes;byanirresistibleimpulsehesprangup,claspedAdelaideinhisarms,pressedhertohisheart,andstoleakiss;thenwiththesimpleheartinessofanartist,\"Iaskforherformywife!\"heexclaimed,lookingattheBaroness。

  Adelaidelookedathimwithhalf—wrathfuleyes,andMadamedeRouville,somewhatastonished,wasconsideringherreply,whenthescenewasinterruptedbyaringatthebell。Theoldvice—

  admiralcamein,followedbyhisshadow,andMadameSchinner。

  Havingguessedthecauseofthegriefhersonvainlyendeavoredtoconceal,Hippolyte’smotherhadmadeinquiriesamongherfriendsconcerningAdelaide。Veryjustlyalarmedbythecalumnieswhichweighedontheyounggirl,unknowntotheComtedeKergarouet,whosenameshelearnedfromtheporter’swife,shewenttoreportthemtothevice—admiral;andhe,inhisrage,declared\"hewouldcropallthescoundrels’earsforthem。\"

  Then,promptedbyhiswrath,hewentontoexplaintoMadameSchinnerthesecretofhislosingintentionallyatcards,becausetheBaronne’spridelefthimnonebuttheseingeniousmeansofassistingher。

  WhenMadameSchinnerhadpaidherrespectstoMadamedeRouville,theBaronesslookedattheComtedeKergarouet,attheChevalierduHalga——thefriendofthedepartedComtessedeKergarouet——atHippolyte,andAdelaide,andsaid,withthegracethatcomesfromtheheart,\"Soweareafamilypartythisevening。\"

  PARIS,May1832

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