PartI。YOUTHANDCHANGE
INTRODUCTORYSONNET
ASonnetisamoment’smonument,——
MemorialfromtheSoul’seternityToonedeaddeathlesshour。Lookthatitbe,Whetherforlustralriteordireportent,Ofitsownarduousfulnessreverent:
Carveitinivoryorinebony,AsDayorNightmayrule;andletTimeseeItsfloweringcrestimpearledandorient。
ASonnetisacoin:itsfacerevealsThesoul,——itsconverse,towhatPower’tisdue:——
WhetherfortributetotheaugustappealsOfLife,ordowerinLove’shighretinue,Itserve;or,’midthedarkwharf’scavernousbreath,InCharon’spalmitpaythetolltoDeath。
LOVEENTHRONED
ImarkedallkindredPowerstheheartfindsfair:——
Truth,withawedlips;andHope,witheyesupcast;
AndFame,whoseloudwingsfantheashenPastTosignal—fires,Oblivion’sflighttoscare;
AndYouth,withstillsomesinglegoldenhairUntohisshoulderclinging,sincethelastEmbracewhereintwosweetarmsheldhimfast;
AndLife,stillwreathingflowersforDeathtowear。
Love’sthronewasnotwiththese;butfaraboveAllpassionatewindofwelcomeandfarewellHesatinbreathlessbowerstheydreamnotof;
ThoughTruthforeknowLove’sheart,andHopeforetell,AndFamebeforLove’ssakedesirable,AndYouthbedear,andLifebesweettoLove。
BRIDALBIRTH
Aswhendesire,longdarkling,dawns,andfirstThemotherlooksuponthenew—bornchild,EvensomyLadystoodatgazeandsmiledWhenhersoulknewatlengththeLoveitnursed。
Bornwithherlife,creatureofpoignantthirstAndexquisitehunger,atherheartLovelayQuickeningindarkness,tillavoicethatdayCriedonhim,andthebondsofbirthwereburst。
Now,shieldedinhiswings,ourfacesyearnTogether,ashisfullgrownfeetnowrangeThegrove,andhiswarmhandsourcouchprepare:
TilltohissongourbodilesssoulsinturnBebornhischildren,whenDeath’snuptialchangeLeavesusforlightthehaloofhishair。
REDEMPTION
OThouwhoatLove’shourecstaticallyUntomylipsdostevermorepresentThebodyandbloodofLoveinsacrament;
WhomIhavenearedandfeltthybreathtobeTheinmostincenseofhissanctuary;
Whowithoutspeechhastownedhim,andintentUponhiswill,thylifewithminehastblent,Andmurmuredo’erthecup,Rememberme!——
0whatfromtheethegrace,formetheprize,AndwhattoLovetheglory,——whenthewholeOfthedeepstairthoutread’sttothedimshoalAndwearywateroftheplaceofsighs,Andtheredostworkdeliverance,asthineeyesDrawupmyprisonedspirittothysoul!
LOVESIGHT
WhendoIseetheemost,belovedone?
WheninthelightthespiritsofmineeyesBeforethyface,theiraltar,solemnizeTheworshipofthatLovethroughtheemadeknown?
Orwhenintheduskhours,(wetwoalone,)
Close—kissedandeloquentofstillrepliesThytwilight—hiddenglimmeringvisagelies,Andmysoulonlyseesthysoulitsown?
0love,mylove!ifInomoreshouldseeThyself,norontheearththeshadowofthee,Norimageofthineeyesinanyspring,——
HowthenshouldsounduponLife’sdarkeningslopeTheground—whirloftheperishedleavesofHope,ThewindofDeath’simperishablewing?
HEART’SHOPE
Bywhatword’spower,thekeyofpathsuntrod,ShallIthedifficultdeepsofLoveexplore,TillpartedwavesofSongyielduptheshoreEvenasthatseawhichIsraelcrosseddry—shod?
Forlo!insomepoorrhythmicperiod,Lady,IfainwouldtellhowevermoreThysoulIknownotfromthybody,norTheefrommyself,neitherourlovefromGod。
Yea,inGod’sname,andLove’s,andthine,wouldI
DrawfromonelovingheartsuchevidenceAstoallheartsallthingsshallsignify;
Tenderasdawn’sfirsthill—fire,andintenseAsinstantaneouspenetratingsense,InSpring’sbirth—hour,ofotherSpringsgoneby。
THEKISS
Whatsmoulderingsensesindeath’ssickdelayOrseizureofmalignvicissitudeCanrobthisbodyofhonour,ordenudeThissoulofwedding—raimentwornto—day?
Forlo!evennowmylady’slipsdidplayWiththesemylipssuchconsonantinterludeAslaurelledOrpheuslongedforwhenhewooedThehalf—drawnhungeringfacewiththatlastlay。
Iwasachildbeneathhertouch,——amanWhenbreasttobreastweclung,evenIandshe,——
Aspiritwhenherspiritlookedthroughme,——
Agodwhenallourlife—breathmettofanOurlife—blood,tilllove’semulousardoursran,Firewithinfire,desireindeity。*
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NUPTIALSLEEP
Atlengththeirlongkisssevered,withsweetsmart:
AndasthelastslowsuddendropsareshedFromsparklingeaveswhenallthestormhasfled,Sosinglyflaggedthepulsesofeachheart。
Theirbosomssundered,withtheopeningstartOfmarriedflowerstoeithersideoutspreadFromtheknitstem;yetstilltheirmouths,burntred,Fawnedoneachotherwheretheylayapart。
Sleepsankthemlowerthanthetideofdreams,Andtheirdreamswatchedthemsink,andslidaway。
Slowlytheirsoulsswamupagain,throughgleamsOfwateredlightanddulldrownedwaifsofday;
TillfromsomewonderofnewwoodsandstreamsHewoke,andwonderedmore:forthereshelay。
SUPREMESURRENDER
0allthespiritsoflovethatwanderbyAlongthelove—sownfallowfieldofsleepMyladyliesapparent;andthedeepCallstothedeep;andnomanseesbutI。
Theblisssolongafar,atlengthsonigh,Reststhereattained。MethinksproudLovemustweepWhenFate’scontroldothfromhisharvestreapThesacredhourforwhichtheyearsdidsigh。
Firsttouched,thehandnowwarmaroundmyneckTaughtmemorylongtomockdesire:andlo!
Acrossmybreasttheabandonedhairdothflow,Whereoneshorntresslongstirredthelongingache:
AndnexttheheartthattrembledforitssakeLiesthequeen—heartinsovereignoverthrow。
LOVE’SLOVERS
SomeladieslovethejewelsinLove’szoneAndgold—tippeddartshehathforpainlessplayInidlescornfulhoursheflingsaway;
Andsomethatlistentohislure’ssofttoneDolovetodeemthesilverpraisetheirown;
Someprizehisblindfoldsight;andtherebetheyWhokissedhiswingswhichbroughthimyesterdayAndthankhiswingsto—daythatheisflown。
MyladyonlylovestheheartofLove:
ThereforeLove’sheart,mylady,hathfortheeHisbowerofunimaginedflowerandtree:
Therekneelshenow,andall—anhungeredofThineeyesgrey—litinshadowinghairabove,Sealswiththymouthhisimmortality。
PASSIONANDWORSHIP
Oneflame—wingedbroughtawhite—wingedharp—playerEvenwheremyladyandIlayallalone;
Saying:’Behold,thisminstrelisunknown;
Bidhimdepart,forIamminstrelhere:
OnlymystrainsaretoLove’sdearones,dear。’
ThensaidI:’Throughthinehautboy;srapturoustoneUntomyladystillthisharpmakesmoan,Andstillshedeemsthecadencedeepandclear。’
Thensaidmy,lady:’ThouartPassionofLove,AndthisLovesWorship:bothheplightstome。
Thymasteringmusicwalksthesunlitsea:
ButwherewanwatertremblesinthegroveAndthewanmoonisallthelightthereof,Thisharpstillmakesmynameitsvoluntary。’
THEPORTRAIT
OLordofallcompassionatecontrol,0Love!letthismylady’spictureglowUndermyhandtopraisehername,andshowEvenofherinnerselftheperfectwhole:
Thathewhoseeksherbeauty’sfurthestgoal,BeyondthelightthatthesweetglancesthrowAndrefluentwaveofthesweetsmile,mayknowTheveryskyandsea—lineofhersoul。
Lo!itisdone。AbovethelonglithethroatThemouth’smouldtestifiesofvoiceandkiss,Theshadowedeyesrememberandforesee。
Herfaceismadehershrine。LetallmennoteThatinallyears(0Love,thygiftisthis!)
Theythatwouldlookonhermustcometome。
THELOVE—LETTER
WarmedbyherhandandshadowedbyherhairAsclosesheleanedandpouredherheartthroughthee,WhereofthearticulatethrobsaccompanyThesmoothblackstreamthatmakesthywhitenessfair,——
Sweetflutteringsheet,evenofherbreathaware,——
OhletthysilentsongdisclosetomeThatsoulwherewithherlipsandeyesagreeLikemarriedmusicinLove’sansweringair。
FainhadIwatchedherwhen,atsomefondthought,Herbosomtothewritingcloselierpress’d,Andherbreast’ssecretspeeredintoherbreast;
When,througheyesraisedaninstant,hersoulsoughtMysoul,andfromthesuddenconfluencecaughtThewordsthatmadeherlovetheloveliest。
THELOVERS’WALK
Sweettwininghedgeflowerswind—stirredinnowiseOnthisJuneday;andhandthatclingsinhand:——
Stillglades;andmeetingfacesscarcelyfann’d:——
Anosier—odouredstreamthatdrawstheskiesDeeptoitsheart;andmirroredeyesineyes:——
Freshhourlywondero’ertheSummerlandOflightandcloud;andtwosoulssoftlyspann’dWithoneo’erarchingheavenofsmilesandsighs:——
Evensuchtheirpath,whosebodiesleanuntoEachother’svisiblesweetnessamorously,——
WhosepassionateheartsleanbyLove’shighdecreeTogetheronhisheartforevertrue,Asthecloud—foamingfirmamentalblueRestsonthebluelineofafoamlesssea。
ANTIPHONY
’Iloveyou,sweet:howcanyoueverlearnHowmuchIloveyou?’’YouIloveevenso,AndsoIlearnit。’’Sweet,youcannotknowHowfairyouare。’’IffairenoughtoearnYourlove,somuchisallmylove’sconcern。’
’Mylovegrowshourly,sweet。’’Minetoodothgrow,Yetloveseemedfullsomanyhoursago!’
Thusloversspeak,tillkissesclaimtheirturn。
Ah!happytheytowhomsuchwordsastheseInyouthhaveservedforspeechthewholedaylong,Hourafterhour,remotefromtheworld’sthrong,Work,contest,fame,alllife’sconfederatepleas,——
WhatwhileLovebreathedinsighsandsilencesThroughtwoblentsoulsonerapturousundersong。
YOUTH’SSPRING—TRIBUTE
OnthissweetbankyourheadthricesweetanddearIlay,andspreadyourhaironeitherside,Andseethenewbornwoodflowersbashful—eyedLookthroughthegoldentresseshereandthere。
Onthesedebateable*bordersoftheyearSpring’sfoothalffalters;scarcesheyetmayknowTheleaflessblackthorn—blossomfromthesnow;
Andthroughherbowersthewind’swaystillisclear。
ButApril’ssunstrikesdownthegladesto—day;
Soshutyoureyesupturned,andfeelmykissCreep,astheSpringnowthrillsthrougheveryspray,Upyourwarmthroattoyourwarmlips:forthisIseventhehourofLove’sswornsuitservice,Withwhomcoldheartsarecountedcastaway。
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THEBIRTH—BOND
Havwyounotnoted,insomefamilyWheretwowerebornofafirstmarriage—bed,Howstilltheyowntheirgraciousbond,thoughfedAndnursedontheforgottenbreastandknee?——
Howtotheirfather’schildrentheyshallbeInactandthoughtofonegoodwill;buteachShallfortheotherhave,insilencespeech,Andinawordcompletecommunity?
Evenso,whenfirstIsawyou,seemedit,love,ThatamongsoulsalliedtominewasyetOnenearerkindredthanlifehintedof。
0bornwithmesomewherethatmenforget,Andthoughinyearsofsightandsoundunmet,Knownformysoul’sbirth—partnerwellenough!
ADAYOFLOVE
Thoseenviedplaceswhichdoknowherwell,Andaresoscornfulofthislonelyplace,Evennowforonceareemptiedofhergrace:
Nowherebutheresheis:andwhileLove’sspellFromhispredominantpresencedothcompelAllalienhours,anoutwornpopulace,ThehoursofLovefillfulltheechoingspaceWithsweetconfederatemusicfavourable。
NowmanymemoriesmakesolicitousThedelicatelove—linesofhermouth,till,litWithquiveringfire,thewordstakewingfromit;
AsherebetweenourkisseswesitthusSpeakingofthingsremembered,andsositSpeechlesswhilethingsforgottencalltous。
BEAUTY’SPAGEANT
Whatdawn—pulseattheheartofheaven,orlastIncarnateflowerofculminatingday,——
WhatmarshalledmarvelsontheskirtsofMay,Orsongfull—quired,sweetJune’sencomiast;
Whatgloryofchangebynature’shandamass’dCanviewithallthosemoodsofvaryinggraceWhicho’eroneloveliestwoman’sformandfaceWithinthishour,withinthisroom,havepass’d?
Love’sveryvestureandelectdisguiseWaseachfinemovement,——wondernew—begotOflilyorswanorswan—stemmedgaliot;
Joytohissightwhonowthesadliersighs,Partedagain;andsorrowyetforeyesUnbornthatreadthesewordsandsawhernot。
GENIUSINBEAUTY
Beautylikehersisgenius。NotthecallOfHomer’sorofDante’sheartsublime,——
NotMichael’shandfurrowingthezonesoftime,——
Ismorewithcompassedmysteriesmusical;
Nay,notinSpring’sorSummer’ssweetfootfallMoregatheredgiftsexuberantLifebequeathes*
Thandoththissovereignface,whoselove—spellbreathesEvenfromitsshadowedcontouronthewall。
Asmanymenarepoetsintheiryouth,Butforonesweet—strungsoulthewiresprolongEventhroughallchangetheindomitablesong;
Soinlikewisetheenvenomedyears,whosetoothRendsshallowergracewithruinvoidofruth,Uponthisbeauty’spowershallwreaknowrong。
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SILENTNOON
Yourhandslieopeninthelongfreshgrass,——
Thefinger—pointslookthroughtherosyblooms:
Youreyessmilepeace。Thepasturegleamsandglooms’Neathbillowingskiesthatscatterandamass。
Allroundournest,farastheeyecanpass,Aregoldenkingcup—fieldswithsilveredgeWherethecow—parsleyskirtsthehawthorn—hedge。
’Tisvisiblesilence,stillasthehour—glass。
Deepinthesun—searchedgrowthsthedragon—flyHangslikeabluethreadloosenedfromthesky:
Sothiswing’dhourisdropttousfromabove。
Oh!claspwetoourhearts,fordeathlessdower,Thisclose—companionedinarticulatehourWhentwofoldsilencewasthesongoflove。
GRACIOUSMOONLIGHT
Evenasthemoongrowsqueenlierinmid—spaceWhentheskydarkens,andhercloud—raptcarThrillswithintenserradiancefromafar,——
Solambent,lady,beamsthysovereigngraceWhenthedrearsouldesiresthee。OfthatfaceWhatshallbesaid,——which,likeagoverningstar,GathersandgarnersfromallthingsthatareTheirsilentpenetrativeloveliness?
O’erwater—daisiesandwildwaifsofSpring,Therewheretheirisrearsitsgold—crownedsheafWithfloweringrushandsceptredarrow—leaf,SohaveImarkedQueenDian,inbrightringOfcloudaboveandwavebelow,takewingAndchasenight’sgloom,asthouthespirit’sgrief。
LOVE—SWEETNESS
Sweetdimnessofherloosenedhair’sdownfallAboutthyface;hersweethandsroundthyheadIngraciousfosteringuniongarlanded,Hertremuloussmiles,herglances’sweetrecallOflove;hermurmuringsighsmemorial;
Hermouth’sculledsweetnessbythykissesshedOncheeksandneckandeyelids,andsoledBacktohermouthwhichanswersthereforall:——
Whatsweeterthanthesethings,exceptthethingInlackingwhichallthesewouldlosetheirsweet:——
Theconfidentheart’sstillfervour:theswiftbeatAndsoftsubsidenceofthespirit’swing,Thenwhenitfeels,incloud——girtwayfaring,Thebreathofkindredplumesagainstitsfeet?
HEART’SHAVEN
Sometimessheisachildwithinminearms,Coweringbeneathdarkwingsthatlovemustchase,——
Withstilltearsshoweringandavertedface,Inexplicablyfilledwithfaintalarms:
Andoftfrommineownspirit’shurtlingharmsIcravetherefugeofherdeepembrace,——
AgainstallillsthefortifiedstrongplaceAndsweetreserveofsovereigncounter—charms。
AndLove,ourlightatnightandshadeatnoon,Lullsustorestwithsongs,andturnsawayAllshaftsofshelterlesstumultuousday。
Likethemoon’sgrowth,hisfacegleamsthroughhistune;
Andassoftwaterswarbletothemoon,Ouransweringspiritschimeoneroundelay。
LOVE’SBAUBLES
IstoodwhereLoveinbrimmingarmfulsboreSlightwantonflowersandfoolishtoysoffruit:
Androundhimladiesthrongedinwarmpursuit,Fingeredandlippedandprofferedthestrangestore:
AndfromonehandthepetalandthecoreSavouredofsleep;andclusterandcurledshootSeemedfromanotherhandlikeshame’ssalute,——
GiftsthatIfeltmycheekwasblushingfor。
AtlastLovebademyLadygivethesame:
AndasIlooked,thedewwaslightthereon;
AndasItookthem,athertouchtheyshoneWithinmostheaven—hueoftheheartofflame。
AndthenLovesaid:’Lo!whenthehandishers,Folliesoflovearelove’strueministers。’
PRIDEOFYOUTH
Evenasachild,ofsorrowthatwegiveThedead,butlittleinhisheartcanfind,SincewithoutneedofthoughttohisclearmindTheirturnitistodieandhistolive:
EvensothewingedNewLovesmilestoreceiveAlonghiseddyingplumestheauroralwind,Nor,forwardglorying,castsonelookbehindWherenight—rackshroudstheOldLovefugitive。
Thereisachangeineveryhour’srecall,AndthelastcowslipinthefieldsweseeOnthesamedaywiththefirstcorn—poppy。
Alasforhourlychange!AlasforallThelovesthatfromhishandproudYouthletsfall,Evenasthebeadsofatoldrosary!
WINGEDHOURS
EachhouruntilwemeetisasabirdThatwingsfromfarhisgradualwayalongTherustlingcovertofmysoul,——hissongStillloudliertrilledthroughleavesmoredeeplystirr’d:
Butatthehourofmeeting,aclearwordIseverynotehesings,inLove’sowntongue;
Yet,Love,thouknow’stthesweetstrainwrong,Throughourcontendingkissesoftunheard。
Whatofthathouratlast,whenforhersakeNowingmayflytomenorsongmayflow;
When,wanderingroundmylifeunleaved,I
Thebloodiedfeathersscatteredinthebrake,Andthinkhowshe,farfromme,withlikeeyesSeesthroughtheuntunefulboughthewinglessskies?
MID—RAPTURE
Thoulovelyandbeloved,thoumylove;
Whosekissseemsstillthefirst;whosesummoningeyes,Evennow,asforourlove—world’snewsunrise,Shedverydawn;whosevoice,attunedaboveAllmodulationofthedeep—bowereddove,Islikeahandlaidsoftlyonthesoul;
WhosehandislikeasweetvoicetocontrolThoseworntiredbrowsithaththekeepingof:——
Whatwordcananswertothyword,——whatgazeTothine,whichnowabsorbswithinitssphereMyworshippingface,tillIammirroredthereLight—circledinaheavenofdeep—drawnrays?
Whatclasp,whatkissmineinmostheartcanprove,0lovelyandbeloved,0mylove?
HEART’SCOMPASS
Sometimesthouseem’stnotasthyselfalone,Butasthemeaningofallthingsthatare;
Abreathlesswonder,shadowingforthafarSomeheavenlysolsticehushedandhalcyon;
Whoseunstirredlipsaremusic’svisibletone;
Whoseeyesthesun—gateofthesoulunbar,Beingofitsfurthestfiresoracular;——
Theevidentheartofalllifesownandmown。
EvensuchLoveis;andisnotthynameLove?
Yea,bythyhandtheLove—godrendsapartAllgatheringcloudsofNight’sambiguousart;
Flingsthemfardown,andsetsthineeyesabove;
Andsimply,assomegageofflowerorglove,Stakeswithasmiletheworldagainstthyheart。
SOUL—LIGHT
Whatotherwomancouldbelovedlikeyou,Orhowofyoushouldlovepossesshisfill?
Afterthefulnessofallrapture,still,——
AsattheendofsomedeepavenueAtenderglamourofday,——therecomestoviewFarinyoureyesayetmorehungeringthrill,——
SuchfireasLove’ssoul—winnowinghandsdistilEvenfromhisinmostarcoflightanddew。
Andasthetravellertriumphswiththesun,Gloryinginheat’smid—height,yetstartidebringsWondernew—born,andstillfreshtransportspringsFromlimpidlambenthoursofdaybegun;——
Evenso,througheyesandvoice,yoursouldothmoveMysoulwithchangefullightofinfinitelove。
THEMOONSTAR
Lady,Ithanktheeforthyloveliness,Becausemyladyismorelovelystill。
GloryingIgaze,andyieldwithgladgoodwillTotheethytribute;bywhosesweet—spundressOfdelicatelifeLovelabourstoassessMyLady’sabsolutequeendom;saying,’Lo!
Howhighthisbeautyis,whichyetdothshowButasthatbeauty’ssovereignvotaress。’
Lady,Isawtheewithher,sidebyside;
Andas,whennight’sfairfirestheirqueensurround,Anemulousstartoonearthemoonwillride,——
EvensothyrayswithinherluminousboundWeretracednomore;andbythelightsodrown’d,Lady,notthoubutshewasglorified。
LASTFIRE
Love,throughyourspiritandminewhatsummereveNowglowswithgloryofallthingspossess’d,Sincethisday’ssunofrapturefilledthewestAndthelightsweetenedasthefiretookleave?
Awhilenowsoftlierletyourbosomheave,AsinLove’sharbour,eventhatlovingbreast,Allcaretakesrefugewhilewesinktorest,Andmutualdreamsthebygoneblissretrieve。
ManythedaysthatWinterkeepsinstore,Sunlessthroughout,orwhosebriefsun—glimpsesScarceshedtheheapedsnowthroughthenakedtrees。
ThisdayatleastwasSummer’sparamour,Sun—colouredtotheimperishablecoreWithsweetwell—beingofloveandfullheart’sease。
HERGIFTS
Highgrace,thedowerofqueens;andtherewithalSomewood—bornwonder’ssweetsimplicity;
AglancelikewaterbrimmingwiththeskyOrhyacinth—lightwhereforest—shadowsfall;
SuchthrillingpallorofcheekasdothenthralTheheart;amouthwhosepassionateformsimplyAllmusicandallsilenceheldthereby;
Deepgoldenlocks,hersovereigncoronal;
Aroundrearedneck,meetcolumnofLove’sshrineToclingtowhenthehearttakessanctuary;
HandswhichforeveratLove’sbiddingbe,Andsoft—stirredfeetstillansweringtohissign:——
Thesearehergifts,astonguemaytellthemo’er。
Breathelowhername,mysoul;forthatmeansmore。
EQUALTROTH
Notbyonemeasuremaystthoumeteourlove;
ForhowshouldIbelovedasIlovethee?——
I,graceless,joyless,lackingabsolutelyAllgiftsthatwiththyqueenshipbestbehove;——
Thou,thronedineveryheart’selectalcove,Andcrownedwithgarlandsculledfromeverytree,Whichfornoheadbutthine,byLove’sdecree,Allbeautiesandallmysteriesinterwove。
Butherethineeyesandlipsyieldsoftrebuke:——
’Thenonly,’(say’stthou),’couldIlovetheeless,Whenthoucouldstdoubtmylove’sequality。’
Peace,sweet!Ifnottosumbutworthwelook,Thyheart’stranscendence,notmyheart’sexcess,Thenmoreathousandfoldthoulov’stthanI。
VENUSVICTRIX
CouldJuno’sselfmoresovereignpresencewearThanthou,’midotherladiesthronedingrace?——
OrPallas,whenthoubend’stwithsoul—stilledfaceO’erpoet’spagegold—shadowedinthyhair?
DostthouthanVenusseemlessheavenlyfairWheno’ertheseaoflove’stumultuoustranceHoversthysmile,andmingleswiththyglanceThatsweetvoicelikethelastwavemurmuringthere?
BeforesuchtriunelovelinessdivineAwestruckIask,whichgoddessheremostclaimsTheprizethat,howsoe’eradjudged,isthine?
ThenLovebreatheslowthesweetestofthynames;
AndVenusVictrixtomyheartdothbringHerself,theHelenofherguerdoning。
THEDARKGLASS
NotImyselfknowallmyloveforthee:
HowshouldIreachsofar,whocannotweighTo—morrow’sdowerbygageofyesterday?
Shallbirthanddeath,andalldarknamesthatbeAsdoorsandwindowsbaredtosomeloudsea,Lashdeafmineearsandblindmyfacewithspray;
Andshallmysensepiercelove,——thelastrelayAndultimateoutpostofeternity?
Lo!whatamItoLove,thelordofall?
Onemurmuringshellhegathersfromthesand,——
Onelittleheart—flameshelteredinhishand。
YetthroughthineeyeshegrantsmeclearestcallAndveriesttouchofpowersprimordialThatanyhour—girtlifemayunderstand。
THELAMP’SSHRINE
SometimesIfainwouldfindintheesomefault,ThatImightlovetheestillinspiteofit:
YethowshouldourLordLovecurtailonewhitThyperfectpraisewhommosthewouldexalt?
Alas!hecanbutmakemyheart’slowvaultEveninmen’ssightunworthier,beinglitBythee,whotherebyshow’stmoreexquisiteLikefierychrysopraseindeepbasalt。
YetwillInowiseshrink;butatLove’sshrineMyselfwithinthebeamshisbrowdothdartWillsettheflashingjewelofthyheartInthatdullchamberwhereitdeignstoshine:
Forlo!inhonourofthineexcellenciesMyhearttakespridetoshowhowpooritis。
LIFE—IN—LOVE
NotinthybodyisthylifeatallButinthislady’slipsandhandsandeyes;
ThroughthesesheyieldsthelifethatvivifiesWhatelseweresorrow’sservantanddeath’sthrall。
Lookonthyselfwithouther,andrecallThewasteremembranceandforlornsurmiseThatlivedbutinadead—drawnbreathofsighsO’ervanishedhoursandhourseventual。
EvensomuchlifehaththepoortressofhairWhich,storedapart,isalllovehathtoshowForheart—beatsandforfire—heatslongago;
Evensomuchlifeenduresunknown,evenwhere,’Midchangethechangelessnightenvironeth,Liesallthatgoldenhairundimmedindeath。
THELOVE—MOON
’Whenthatdeadface,boweredinthefurthestyears,Whichoncewasallthelifeyearsheldforthee,CannowscarcebidethetidesofmemoryCastonthysoulalittlesprayoftears,——
HowcanstthougazeintotheseeyesofhersWhomnowthyheartdelightsin,andnotseeWithineachorbLove’sphiltredeuphrasyMakethemofburiedtrothremembrancers?’
’Nay,pitifulLove,nay,lovingPity!WellThouknowestthatinthesetwainIhaveconfess’dTwoveryvoicesofthysummoningbell。
Nay,Master,shallnotDeathmakemanifestInthesetheculminantchangeswhichapproveThelove—moonthatmustlightmysoultoLove?’
THEMORROW’SMESSAGE
’ThouGhost,’Isaid,’andisthynameTo—day?——
Yesterday’sson,withsuchanabjectbrow!——
AndcanTo—morrowbemorepalethanthou?’
WhileyetIspoke,thesilenceanswered:’Yea,Henceforthourissueisallgrievedandgrey,AndeachbeforehandmakessuchpooravowAsofoldleavesbeneaththebuddingboughOrnight—driftthatthesundawnshredsaway。’
ThencriedI:’Motherofmanymalisons,0Earth,receivemetothydustybed!’
Buttherewithalthetremuloussilencesaid:
’Lo!Loveyetbidsthyladygreettheeonce:——
Yea,twice,—wherebythylifeisstillthesun’s;
Andthrice,——wherebytheshadowofdeathisdead。’
SLEEPLESSDREAMS
Girtindarkgrowths,yetglimmeringwithonestar,0nightdesirousasthenightsofyouth!
Whyshouldmyheartwithinthyspell,forsooth,Nowbeat,asthebride’sfinger—pulsesareQuickenedwithinthegirdlinggoldenbar?
Whatwingsarethesethatfanmypillowsmooth?
AndwhydoesSleep,wavedbackbyJoyandRuth,Treadsoftlyroundandgazeatmefromfar?
Nay,nightdeep—leaved!AndwouldLovefeignintheeSomeshadowypalpitatinggrovethatbearsRestforman’seyesandmusicforhisears?
0lonelynight!artthounotknowntome,AthickethungwithmasksofmockeryAndwateredwiththewastefulwarmthoftears?
SEVEREDSELVES
Twoseparatedividedsilences,Which,broughttogether,wouldfindlovingvoice;
TwoglanceswhichtogetherwouldrejoiceInlove,nowlostlikestarsbeyonddarktrees;
Twohandsapartwhosetouchalonegivesease;
Twobosomswhich,heart—shrinedwithmutualflame,Would,meetinginoneclasp,bemadethesame;
Twosouls,theshoreswave—mockedofsunderingseas:——
Sucharewenow。Ah!mayourhopeforecastIndeedonehouragain,whenonthisstreamOfdarkenedloveoncemorethelightshallgleam?
Anhourhowslowtocome,howquicklypast,Whichbloomsandfades,andonlyleavesatlast,Faintasshedflowers,theattenuateddream。
THROUGHDEATHTOLOVE
Likelabour—ladenmooncloudsfainttofleeFromwindsthatsweepthewinter—bittenwold,——
LikemultiformcircumfluencemanifoldOfnight’sflood—tide,——liketerrorsthatagreeOfhoarse—tonguedfireandinarticulatesea,——
Evensuch,withinsomeglassdimmedbyourbreath,OurheartsdiscernwildimagesofDeath,Shadowsandshoalsthatedgeeternity。
HowbeitathwartDeath’simminentshadedothsoarOnePower,thanflowofstreamorflightofdoveSweetertoglidearound,tobroodabove。
Tellme,myheart;——whatangel—greeteddoorOrthresholdofwing—winnowedthreshing—floorHathguestfire—fledgedasthine,whoselordisLove?
HOPEOVERTAKEN
Ideemedthygarments,0myHope,weregrey,SofarIviewedthee。NowthespacebetweenIspassedatlength;andgarmentedingreenEvenasindaysofyorethoustand’stto—day。
AhGod!andbutforlingeringdulldismay,OnallthatroadourfootstepsersthadbeenEventhuscommingled,andourshadowsseenBlentonthehedgerowsandthewater—way。
0Hopeofminewhoseeyesarelivinglove,Noeyesbuthers,——0LoveandHopethesame!——
Leanclosetome,fornowthesinkingsunThatwarmedourfeetscarcegildsourhairabove。
0hersthyvoiceandveryhersthyname!
Alas,clingroundme,forthedayisdone!
LOVEANDHOPE
Blessloveandhope。FullmanyawitheredyearWhirledpastus,eddyingtoitschilldoomsday;
Andclaspedtogetherwheretheblownleaveslay,Welonghavekneltandweptfullmanyatear。
Yetlo!onehouratlast,theSpring’scompeer,Flutessoftlytousfromsomegreenbyeway:*
Thoseyears,thosetearsaredead,butonlythey:——
Blessloveandhope,truesoul;forwearehere。
Clinghearttoheart;norofthishourdemandWhetherinverytruth,whenwearedead,OurheartsshallwaketoknowLove’sgoldenheadSolesunshineoftheimperishableland;
Orbutdiscern,throughnight’sunfeaturedscope,Scorn—firedatlengththeillusiveeyesofHope。
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CLOUDANDWIND
Love,shouldIfeardeathmostforyouorme?
Yetifyoudie,canInotfollowyou,Forcingthestraitsofchange?Alas!butwhoShallwrestabondfromnight’sinveteracy,Ereyetmyhazardoussoulputforth,tobeHerwarrantagainstallherhastemightrue?——
Ah!inyoureyessoreachedwhatdumbadieu,Whatunsunnedgyresofwasteeternity?
AndifIdiethefirst,shalldeathbethenAlamplesswatchtowerwhenceIseeyouweep?——
Or(woeisme!)abedwhereinmysleepNe’ernotes(asdeathsdearcupatlastyoudrain),ThehourwhenyoutoolearnthatallisvainAndthatHopesowswhatLoveshallneverreap?
SECRETPARTING
Becauseourtalkwasofthecloud—controlAndmoon—trackofthejourneyingfaceofFate,Hertremulouskissesfalteredatlove’sgateAndhereyesdreamedagainstadistantgoal:
Butsoon,rememberingherhowbriefthewholeOfjoy,whichitsownhoursannihilate,Hersetgazegathered,thirstierthanoflate,Andasshekissed,hermouthbecamehersoul。
Thenceinwhatwayswewandered,andhowstroveTobuildwithfire—triedvowsthepiteoushomeWhichmemoryhauntsandwhithersleepmayroam,——
TheyonlyknowforwhomtheroofofLoveIsthestill—seatedsecretofthegrove,Norspiremayrisenorbellbeheardtherefrom。
PARTEDLOVE
WhatshallbesaidofthisembattleddayAndarmedoccupationofthisnightByallthyfoesbeleaguered,——nowwhensightNorsounddenotesthelovedonefaraway?
Ofthesethyvanquishedhourswhatshaltthousay,——
AseverysensetowhichshedealtdelightNowlabourslonelyo’erthestarknoon—heightToreachthesunset’sdesolatedisarray?
Standstill,fondfetteredwretch!whileMemory’sartParadesthePastbeforethyface,andluresThyspirittoherpassionateportraitures:
Tillthetempestuoustide—gatesflungapartFloodwithwildwillthehollowsofthyheart,Andthyheartrendsthee,andthybodyendures。
BROKENMUSIC
Themotherwillnotturn,whothinksshehearsHernursling’sspeechfirstgrowarticulate;
ButbreathlesswithavertedeyeselateShesits,withopenlipsandopenears,Thatitmaycallhertwice。’MiddoubtsandfearsThusoftmysoulhashearkened;tillthesong,Acentralmoanfordays,atlengthfoundtongue,Andthesweetmusicwelledandthesweettears。
Butnow,whateverwhilethesoulisfainTolistthatwontedmurmur,asitwereThespeech—boundsea—shell’slowimportunatestrain,——
Nobreathofsong,thyvoicealoneisthere,0bitterlybeloved!andallhergainIsbutthepangofunpermittedprayer。
DEATH—IN—LOVE
TherecameanimageinLife’sretinueThathadLove’swingsandborehisgonfalon:
Fairwastheweb,andnoblywroughtthereon,0soul—sequesteredface,thyformandhue!
Bewilderingsounds,suchasSpringwakensto,Shookinitsfolds;andthroughmyheartitspowerSpedtracklessastheimmemorablehourWhenbirth’sdarkportalgroanedandallwasnew。
Butaveiledwomanfollowed,andshecaughtThebannerrounditsstaff,tofurlandcling,——
Thenpluckedafeatherfromthebearer’swing,Andheldittohislipsthatstirreditnot,Andsaidtome,’Behold,thereisnobreath:
IandthisLoveareone,andIamDeath。’
WILLOWWOOD
I
IsatwithLoveuponawoodsidewell,Leaningacrossthewater,Iandhe;
Noreverdidhespeaknorlookedatme,ButtouchedhislutewhereinwasaudibleThecertainsecretthinghehadtotell:
OnlyourmirroredeyesmetsilentlyInthelowwave;andthatsoundcametobeThepassionatevoiceIknew;andmytearsfell。
Andattheirfall,hiseyesbeneathgrewhers;
Andwithhisfootandwithhiswing—feathersHesweptthespringthatwateredmyheart’sdrouth。
Thenthedarkripplesspreadtowavinghair,AndasIstooped,herownlipsrisingthereBubbledwithbrimmingkissesatmymouth。
II
AndnowLovesang:buthiswassuchasong,Someshedwithhalf—remembrancehardtofree,Assoulsdisusedindeath’ssterilityMaysingwhenthenewbirthdaytarrieslong。
AndIwasmadeawareofadumbthrongThatstoodaloof,oneformbyeverytree,Allmournfulforms,foreachwasIorshe,Theshadesofthoseourdaysthathadnotongue。
Theylookedonus,andknewusandwereknown;
Whilefasttogether,alivefromtheabyss,Clungthesoul—wrungimplacableclosekiss;
AndpityofselfthroughallmadebrokenmoanWhichsaid,’Foronce,foronce,foroncealone!’
AndstillLovesang,andwhathesangwasthis:——
III
’Oye,allyethatwalkinWillow—wood,Thatwalkwithhollowfacesburningwhite;
Whatfathom—depthofsoul—struckwidowhood,Whatlong,whatlongerhours,onelifelongnight,Ereyeagain,whosoinvainhavewooedYourlasthopelost,whosoinvaininviteYourlipstothattheirunforgottenfood,Ereye,ereyeagainshallseethelight!
Alas!thebitterbanksinWillowwood,Withtear—spurgewan,withblood—wortburningred:
Alas!ifeversuchapillowcouldSteepdeepthesoulinsleeptillsheweredead,——
Betteralllifeforgetherthanthisthing,ThatWillowwoodshouldholdherwandering!’
IV
Sosanghe:andasmeetingroseandroseTogetherclingthroughthewind’swellawayNorchangeatonce,yetneartheendofdayTheleavesdroploosenedwheretheheart—stainglows,——
Sowhenthesongdieddidthekissunclose;
Andherfacefellbackdrowned,andwasasgreyAsitsgreyeyes;andifitevermayMeetmineagainIknownotifLoveknows。
0nlyIknowthatIleanedlowanddrankAlongdraughtfromthewaterwhereshesank,Herbreathandallhertearsandallhersoul:
AndasIleaned,IknowIfeltLove’sfacePressedonmyneckwithmoanofpityandgrace,Tillbothourheadswereinhisaureole。
WITHOUTHER
Whatofherglasswithouther?TheblankgreyTherewherethepoolisblindofthemoon’sface。
Herdresswithouther?ThetossedemptyspaceOfcloud—rackwhencethemoonhaspassedaway。