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  PoemsbyWilfredOwenWithanIntroductionbySiegfriedSassoonIntroductionInwritinganIntroductionsuchasthisitisgoodtobebrief。

  Thepoemsprintedinthisbookneednopreliminarycommendationsfrommeoranyoneelse。TheauthorhasleftushisownfragmentarybutimpressiveForeword;this,andhisPoems,canspeakforhim,backedbytheauthorityofhisexperienceasaninfantrysoldier,andsustainedbynobilityandoriginalityofstyle。AllthatwasstrongestinWilfredOwensurvivesinhispoems;anysuperficialimpressionsofhispersonality,anyrecordsofhisconversation,behaviour,orappearance,wouldbeirrelevantandunseemly。Thecuriositywhichdemandssuchmorselswouldbeincapableofappreciatingtherichnessofhiswork。

  Thediscussionofhisexperimentsinassonanceanddissonance(ofwhich~StrangeMeeting~isthefinestexample)maybelefttotheprofessionalcriticsofverse,themajorityofwhomwillbemorepreoccupiedwithsuchtechnicaldetailsthanwiththeprofoundhumanityoftheself—revelationmanifestedinsuchmagnificentlinesasthoseattheendofhis~ApologiaproPoemateMeo~,andinthatotherpoemwhichhenamed~GreaterLove~。

  TheimportanceofhiscontributiontotheliteratureoftheWarcannotbedecidedbythosewho,likemyself,bothadmiredhimasapoetandvaluedhimasafriend。HisconclusionsaboutWararesoentirelyinaccordancewithmyownthatIcannotattempttojudgehisworkwithanycriticaldetachment。Icanonlyaffirmthathewasamanofabsoluteintegrityofmind。Heneverwrotehispoems(assomanywar—poetsdid)tomaketheeffectofapersonalgesture。

  Hepitiedothers;hedidnotpityhimself。Inthelastyearofhislifeheattainedaclearvisionofwhatheneededtosay,andthesepoemssurvivehimashistrueandsplendidtestament。

  WilfredOwenwasbornatOswestryon18thMarch1893。HewaseducatedattheBirkenheadInstitute,andmatriculatedatLondonUniversityin1910。

  In1913heobtainedaprivatetutorshipnearBordeaux,whereheremaineduntil1915。DuringthisperiodhebecameacquaintedwiththeeminentFrenchpoet,LaurentTailhade,towhomheshowedhisearlyverses,andfromwhomhereceivedconsiderableencouragement。

  In1915,inspiteofdelicatehealth,hejoinedtheArtists’RiflesO。T。C。,wasgazettedtotheManchesterRegiment,andservedwiththeir2ndBattalioninFrancefromDecember1916toJune1917,whenhewasinvalidedhome。

  FourteenmonthslaterhereturnedtotheWesternFrontandservedwiththesameBattalion,ultimatelycommandingaCompany。

  HewasawardedtheMilitaryCrossforgallantrywhiletakingpartinsomeheavyfightingon1stOctober。Hewaskilledon4thNovember1918,whileendeavouringtogethismenacrosstheSambreCanal。

  Amonthbeforehisdeathhewrotetohismother:\"Mynervesareinperfectorder。Icameoutagaininordertohelptheseboys;

  directly,byleadingthemaswellasanofficercan;

  indirectly,bywatchingtheirsufferingsthatImayspeakofthemaswellasapleadercan。\"Lethisownwordsbehisepitaph:——

  ~\"Couragewasmine,andIhadmystery;

  Wisdomwasmine,andIhadmastery。\"~

  SiegfriedSassoon。

  POEMS

  PrefaceThisbookisnotaboutheroes。EnglishPoetryisnotyetfittospeakofthem。Norisitaboutdeedsorlands,noranythingaboutglory,honour,dominionorpower,exceptWar。

  Aboveall,thisbookisnotconcernedwithPoetry。

  ThesubjectofitisWar,andthepityofWar。

  ThePoetryisinthepity。

  Yettheseelegiesarenottothisgeneration,Thisisinnosenseconsolatory。

  Theymaybetothenext。

  Allthepoetcandoto—dayistowarn。

  ThatiswhythetruePoetsmustbetruthful。

  IfIthoughttheletterofthisbookwouldlast,Imighthaveusedpropernames;butifthespiritofitsurvivesPrussia,——

  myambitionandthosenameswillbecontent;fortheywillhaveachievedthemselvesfresherfieldsthanFlanders。

  Note。——ThisPrefacewasfound,inanunfinishedcondition,amongWilfredOwen’spapers。

  ContentsPrefaceStrangeMeetingGreaterLoveApologiaproPoemateMeoTheShowMentalCasesParableoftheOldMenandtheYoungArmsandtheBoyAnthemforDoomedYouthTheSend—offInsensibilityDulceetDecorumestTheSentryTheDead—BeatExposureSpringOffensiveTheChancesS。I。W。

  FutilitySmile,Smile,SmileConsciousATerreWildwithallRegretsDisabledTheEnd

  StrangeMeetingItseemedthatoutofthebattleIescapedDownsomeprofounddulltunnel,longsincescoopedThroughgraniteswhichTitanicwarshadgroined。

  Yetalsothereencumberedsleepersgroaned,Toofastinthoughtordeathtobebestirred。

  Then,asIprobedthem,onesprangup,andstaredWithpiteousrecognitioninfixedeyes,Liftingdistressfulhandsasiftobless。

  Andbyhissmile,Iknewthatsullenhall;

  Withathousandfearsthatvision’sfacewasgrained;

  Yetnobloodreachedtherefromtheupperground,Andnogunsthumped,ordownthefluesmademoan。

  \"Strange,friend,\"Isaid,\"Hereisnocausetomourn。\"

  \"None,\"saidtheother,\"Savetheundoneyears,Thehopelessness。Whateverhopeisyours,Wasmylifealso;IwenthuntingwildAfterthewildestbeautyintheworld,Whichliesnotcalmineyes,orbraidedhair,Butmocksthesteadyrunningofthehour,Andifitgrieves,grievesrichlierthanhere。

  Forbymygleemightmanymenhavelaughed,Andofmyweepingsomethinghasbeenleft,Whichmustdienow。Imeanthetruthuntold,Thepityofwar,thepitywardistilled。

  Nowmenwillgocontentwithwhatwespoiled。

  Or,discontent,boilbloody,andbespilled。

  Theywillbeswiftwithswiftnessofthetigress,Nonewillbreakranks,thoughnationstrekfromprogress。

  Couragewasmine,andIhadmystery;

  Wisdomwasmine,andIhadmastery;

  TomissthemarchofthisretreatingworldIntovaincitadelsthatarenotwalled。

  Then,whenmuchbloodhadcloggedtheirchariot—wheelsIwouldgoupandwashthemfromsweetwells,Evenwithtruthsthatlietoodeepfortaint。

  IwouldhavepouredmyspiritwithoutstintButnotthroughwounds;notonthecessofwar。

  Foreheadsofmenhavebledwherenowoundswere。

  Iamtheenemyyoukilled,myfriend。

  Iknewyouinthisdark;forsoyoufrownedYesterdaythroughmeasyoujabbedandkilled。

  Iparried;butmyhandswereloathandcold。

  Letussleepnow……\"

  (Thispoemwasfoundamongtheauthor’spapers。

  Itendsonthisstrangenote。)

  ~AnotherVersion~

  Earth’swheelsrunoiledwithblood。Forgetwethat。

  Letusliedownanddigourselvesinthought。

  Beautyisyoursandyouhavemastery,Wisdomismine,andIhavemystery。

  Wetwowillstaybehindandkeepourtroth。

  Letusforegomen’smindsthatarebrute’snatures,Letusnotsupthebloodwhichsomesaynurtures,Bewenotswiftwithswiftnessofthetigress。

  Letusbreakranksfromthosewhotrekfromprogress。

  MisswethemarchofthisretreatingworldIntooldcitadelsthatarenotwalled。

  Letuslieoutandholdtheopentruth。

  ThenwhentheirbloodhathcloggedthechariotwheelsWewillgoupandwashthemfromdeepwells。

  WhatthoughwesinkfrommenaspitchersfallingManyshallraiseusuptobetheirfillingEvenfromwellswesunktoodeepforwarAndfilledbybrowsthatbledwherenowoundswere。

  ~Alternativeline——~

  EvenasOnewhobledwherenowoundswere。

  GreaterLoveRedlipsarenotsoredAsthestainedstoneskissedbytheEnglishdead。

  KindnessofwooedandwooerSeemsshametotheirlovepure。

  OLove,youreyesloselureWhenIbeholdeyesblindedinmystead!

  YourslenderattitudeTremblesnotexquisitelikelimbsknife—skewed,RollingandrollingthereWhereGodseemsnottocare;

  TillthefierceLovetheybearCrampsthemindeath’sextremedecrepitude。

  Yourvoicesingsnotsosoft,——

  Thoughevenaswindmurmuringthroughrafteredloft,——

  Yourdearvoiceisnotdear,Gentle,andeveningclear,AstheirswhomnonenowhearNowearthhasstoppedtheirpiteousmouthsthatcoughed。

  Heart,youwereneverhot,Norlarge,norfulllikeheartsmadegreatwithshot;

  Andthoughyourhandbepale,PalerareallwhichtrailYourcrossthroughflameandhail:

  Weep,youmayweep,foryoumaytouchthemnot。

  ApologiaproPoemateMeoI,too,sawGodthroughmud——

  Themudthatcrackedoncheekswhenwretchessmiled。

  Warbroughtmoreglorytotheireyesthanblood,Andgavetheirlaughsmoregleethanshakesachild。

  Merryitwastolaughthere——

  Wheredeathbecomesabsurdandlifeabsurder。

  ForpowerwasonusasweslashedbonesbareNottofeelsicknessorremorseofmurder。

  I,too,havedroppedofffear——

  Behindthebarrage,deadasmyplatoon,Andsailedmyspiritsurging,lightandclearPasttheentanglementwherehopeslaystrewn;

  Andwitnessedexultation——

  Facesthatusedtocurseme,scowlforscowl,Shineandliftupwithpassionofoblation,Seraphicforanhour;thoughtheywerefoul。

  Ihavemadefellowships——

  Untoldofhappyloversinoldsong。

  ForloveisnotthebindingoffairlipsWiththesoftsilkofeyesthatlookandlong,ByJoy,whoseribbonslips,——

  Butwoundwithwar’shardwirewhosestakesarestrong;

  Boundwiththebandageofthearmthatdrips;

  Knitintheweldingoftherifle—thong。

  IhaveperceivedmuchbeautyInthehoarseoathsthatkeptourcouragestraight;

  Heardmusicinthesilentnessofduty;

  Foundpeacewhereshell—stormsspoutedreddestspate。

  Nevertheless,exceptyoushareWiththeminhellthesorrowfuldarkofhell,Whoseworldisbutthetremblingofaflare,Andheavenbutasthehighwayforashell,Youshallnotheartheirmirth:

  YoushallnotcometothinkthemwellcontentByanyjestofmine。ThesemenareworthYourtears:Youarenotworththeirmerriment。

  ~November~1917。

  TheShowMysoullookeddownfromavagueheightwithDeath,AsunrememberinghowIroseorwhy,Andsawasadland,weakwithsweatsofdearth,Gray,crateredlikethemoonwithhollowwoe,Andfittedwithgreatpocksandscabsofplaques。

  Acrossitsbeard,thathorrorofharshwire,Theremovedthincaterpillars,slowlyuncoiled。

  ItseemedtheypushedthemselvestobeasplugsOfditches,wheretheywrithedandshrivelled,killed。

  BythemhadslimypathsbeentrailedandscrapedRoundmyriadwartsthatmightbelittlehills。

  Fromgloom’slastdregstheselong—strungcreaturescrept,Andvanishedoutofdawndownhiddenholes。

  (AndsmellcameupfromthosefoulopeningsAsoutofmouths,ordeepwoundsdeepening。)

  Onditheringfeetupgathered,moreandmore,Brownstringstowardsstringsofgray,withbristlingspines,Allmigrantsfromgreenfields,intentonmire。

  Thosethatweregray,ofmoreabundantspawns,Rampedontherestandatethemandwereeaten。

  Isawtheirbittenbackscurve,loop,andstraighten,Iwatchedthoseagoniescurl,lift,andflatten。

  Whereat,interrorwhatthatsightmightmean,Ireeledandshiveredearthwardlikeafeather。

  AndDeathfellwithme,likeadeepeningmoan。

  AndHe,pickingamannerofworm,whichhalfhadhidItsbruisesintheearth,butcrawlednofurther,Showedmeitsfeet,thefeetofmanymen,Andthefresh—severedheadofit,myhead。

  MentalCasesWhoarethese?Whysittheyhereintwilight?

  Whereforerockthey,purgatorialshadows,Droopingtonguesfromjawsthatslobtheirrelish,Baringteeththatleerlikeskulls’tongueswicked?

  Strokeonstrokeofpain,——butwhatslowpanic,Gougedthesechasmsroundtheirfrettedsockets?

  EverfromtheirhairandthroughtheirhandpalmsMiseryswelters。SurelywehaveperishedSleeping,andwalkhell;butwhothesehellish?

  ——ThesearemenwhosemindstheDeadhaveravished。

  Memoryfingersintheirhairofmurders,Multitudinousmurderstheyoncewitnessed。

  Wadingsloughsoffleshthesehelplesswander,Treadingbloodfromlungsthathadlovedlaughter。

  Alwaystheymustseethesethingsandhearthem,Batterofgunsandshatterofflyingmuscles,CarnageincomparableandhumansquanderRuckedtoothickforthesemen’sextrication。

  ThereforestilltheireyeballsshrinktormentedBackintotheirbrains,becauseontheirsenseSunlightseemsabloodsmear;nightcomesblood—black;

  Dawnbreaksopenlikeawoundthatbleedsafresh——Thustheirheadswearthishilarious,hideous,Awfulfalsenessofset—smilingcorpses。

  ——Thustheirhandsarepluckingateachother;

  Pickingattherope—knoutsoftheirscourging;

  Snatchingafteruswhosmotethem,brother,Pawinguswhodealtthemwarandmadness。

  ParableoftheOldMenandtheYoungSoAbramrose,andclavethewood,andwent,Andtookthefirewithhim,andaknife。

  Andastheysojournedbothofthemtogether,Isaacthefirst—bornspakeandsaid,MyFather,Beholdthepreparations,fireandiron,Butwherethelambforthisburnt—offering?

  ThenAbramboundtheyouthwithbeltsandstraps,Andbuildedparapetsandtrenchesthere,Andstretch\\edforththeknifetoslayhisson。

  Whenlo!anangelcalledhimoutofheaven,Saying,Laynotthyhanduponthelad,Neitherdoanythingtohim。Behold,Aramcaughtinathicketbyitshorns;

  OffertheRamofPrideinsteadofhim。

  Buttheoldmanwouldnotso,butslewhisson……

  ArmsandtheBoyLettheboytryalongthisbayonet—bladeHowcoldsteelis,andkeenwithhungerofblood;

  Bluewithallmalice,likeamadman’sflash;

  Andthinlydrawnwithfamishingforflesh。

  Lendhimtostroketheseblind,bluntbullet—headsWhichlongtomuzzleintheheartsoflads。

  Orgivehimcartridgesoffinezincteeth,Sharpwiththesharpnessofgriefanddeath。

  Forhisteethseemforlaughingroundanapple。

  Therelurknoclawsbehindhisfingerssupple;

  AndGodwillgrownotalonsathisheels,Norantlersthroughthethicknessofhiscurls。

  AnthemforDoomedYouthWhatpassing—bellsforthesewhodieascattle?

  Onlythemonstrousangeroftheguns。

  Onlythestutteringrifles’rapidrattleCanpatterouttheirhastyorisons。

  Nomockeriesforthem;noprayersnorbells,Noranyvoiceofmourningsavethechoirs,——

  Theshrill,dementedchoirsofwailingshells;

  Andbuglescallingforthemfromsadshires。

  Whatcandlesmaybeheldtospeedthemall?

  Notinthehandsofboys,butintheireyesShallshinetheholyglimmersofgoodbyes。

  Thepallorofgirls’browsshallbetheirpall;

  Theirflowersthetendernessofpatientminds,Andeachslowduskadrawing—downofblinds。

  TheSend—offDowntheclose,darkeninglanestheysangtheirwayTothesiding—shed,Andlinedthetrainwithfacesgrimlygay。

  TheirbreastswerestuckallwhitewithwreathandsprayAsmen’sare,dead。

  Dullporterswatchedthem,andacasualtrampStoodstaringhard,Sorrytomissthemfromtheuplandcamp。

  Then,unmoved,signalsnodded,andalampWinkedtotheguard。

  Sosecretly,likewrongshushed—up,theywent。

  Theywerenotours:

  Weneverheardtowhichfronttheseweresent。

  NorthereiftheyyetmockwhatwomenmeantWhogavethemflowers。

  ShalltheyreturntobeatingsofgreatbellsInwildtrainloads?

  Afew,afew,toofewfordrumsandyells,Maycreepback,silent,tostillvillagewellsUphalf—knownroads。

  InsensibilityI

  HappyaremenwhoyetbeforetheyarekilledCanlettheirveinsruncold。

  WhomnocompassionfleersOrmakestheirfeetSoreonthealleyscobbledwiththeirbrothers。

  Thefrontlinewithers,Buttheyaretroopswhofade,notflowersForpoets’tearfulfooling:

  Men,gapsforfillingLosseswhomighthavefoughtLonger;butnoonebothers。

  II

  AndsomeceasefeelingEventhemselvesorforthemselves。

  DullnessbestsolvesTheteaseanddoubtofshelling,AndChance’sstrangearithmeticComessimplerthanthereckoningoftheirshilling。

  TheykeepnocheckonArmies’decimation。

  III

  Happyarethesewholoseimagination:

  Theyhaveenoughtocarrywithammunition。

  Theirspiritdragsnopack。

  Theiroldwoundssavewithcoldcannotmoreache。

  Havingseenallthingsred,TheireyesareridOfthehurtofthecolourofbloodforever。

  Andterror’sfirstconstrictionover,Theirheartsremainsmalldrawn。

  TheirsensesinsomescorchingcauteryofbattleNowlongsinceironed,Canlaughamongthedying,unconcerned。

  IV

  Happythesoldierhome,withnotanotionHowsomewhere,everydawn,somemenattack,Andmanysighsaredrained。

  Happytheladwhosemindwasnevertrained:

  Hisdaysareworthforgettingmorethannot。

  HesingsalongthemarchWhichwemarchtaciturn,becauseofdusk,Thelong,forlorn,relentlesstrendFromlargerdaytohugernight。

  V

  Wewise,whowithathoughtbesmirchBloodoveralloursoul,HowshouldweseeourtaskButthroughhisbluntandlashlesseyes?

  Alive,heisnotvitalovermuch;

  Dying,notmortalovermuch;

  Norsad,norproud,Norcuriousatall。

  HecannottellOldmen’splacidityfromhis。

  VI

  Butcursedaredullardswhomnocannonstuns,Thattheyshouldbeasstones。

  Wretchedarethey,andmeanWithpaucitythatneverwassimplicity。

  BychoicetheymadethemselvesimmuneTopityandwhatevermournsinmanBeforethelastseaandthehaplessstars;

  Whatevermournswhenmanyleavetheseshores;

  WhateversharesTheeternalreciprocityoftears。

  DulceetDecorumestBentdouble,likeoldbeggarsundersacks,Knock—kneed,coughinglikehags,wecursedthroughsludge,Tillonthehauntingflaresweturnedourbacks,Andtowardsourdistantrestbegantotrudge。

  Menmarchedasleep。Manyhadlosttheirboots,Butlimpedon,blood—shod。Allwentlame,allblind;

  Drunkwithfatigue;deafeventothehootsOfgas—shellsdroppingsoftlybehind。

  Gas!GAS!Quick,boys!——AnecstasyoffumblingFittingtheclumsyhelmetsjustintime,ButsomeonestillwasyellingoutandstumblingAndflound’ringlikeamaninfireorlime。——

  Dimthroughthemistypanesandthickgreenlight,Asunderagreensea,Isawhimdrowning。

  InallmydreamsbeforemyhelplesssightHeplungesatme,guttering,choking,drowning。

  Ifinsomesmotheringdreams,youtoocouldpaceBehindthewagonthatweflunghimin,Andwatchthewhiteeyeswrithinginhisface,Hishangingface,likeadevil’ssickofsin,Ifyoucouldhear,ateveryjolt,thebloodComegarglingfromthefroth—corruptedlungsBitterasthecudOfvile,incurablesoresoninnocenttongues,——

  Myfriend,youwouldnottellwithsuchhighzestTochildrenardentforsomedesperateglory,TheoldLie:~DulceetdecorumestPropatriamori~。

  TheSentryWe’dfoundanoldBochedug—out,andheknew,Andgaveushell,forshellonfranticshellHammeredontop,butneverquiteburstthrough。

  Rain,gutteringdowninwaterfallsofslimeKeptslushwaisthigh,thatrisinghourbyhour,Chokedupthestepstoothickwithclaytoclimb。

  Whatmurkofairremainedstankold,andsourWithfumesofwhizz—bangs,andthesmellofmenWho’dlivedthereyears,andlefttheircurseintheden,Ifnottheircorpses……

  ThereweherdedfromtheblastOfwhizz—bangs,butonefoundourdooratlast。

  Buffetingeyesandbreath,snuffingthecandles。

  Andthud!flump!thud!downthesteepstepscamethumpingAndsplashingintheflood,delugingmuck——

  Thesentry’sbody;thenhisrifle,handlesOfoldBochebombs,andmudinruckonruck。

  Wedredgedhimup,forkilled,untilhewhined\"Osir,myeyes——I’mblind——I’mblind,I’mblind!\"

  Coaxing,IheldaflameagainsthislidsAndsaidifhecouldseetheleastblurredlightHewasnotblind;intimehe’dgetallright。

  \"Ican’t,\"hesobbed。Eyeballs,huge—bulgedlikesquidsWatchmydreamsstill;butIforgothimthereInpostingnextforduty,andsendingascoutTobegastretchersomewhere,andflounderingaboutTootherpostsundertheshriekingair。

  Thoseotherwretches,howtheybledandspewed,Andonewhowouldhavedrownedhimselfforgood,——

  Itrynottorememberthesethingsnow。

  Letdreadharkbackforonewordonly:howHalf—listeningtothatsentry’smoansandjumps,Andthewildchatteringofhisbrokenteeth,RenewedmosthorriblywhenevercrumpsPummelledtheroofandsloggedtheairbeneath——

  Throughthedensedin,Isay,weheardhimshout\"Iseeyourlights!\"Butourshadlongdiedout。

  TheDead—BeatHedropped,——moresullenlythanwearily,Laystupidlikeacod,heavylikemeat,Andnoneofuscouldkickhimtohisfeet;

  Justblinkedatmyrevolver,blearily;

  ——Didn’tappeartoknowawarwason,Orseetheblastedtrenchatwhichhestared。

  \"I’lldo’emin,\"hewhined,\"Ifthishand’sspared,I’llmurderthem,Iwill。\"

  Alowvoicesaid,\"It’sBlighty,p’raps,hesees;hispluck’sallgone,Dreamingofallthevaliant,that~aren’t~dead:

  Bolduncles,smilingministerially;

  Maybehisbraveyoungwife,gettingherfunInsomenewhome,improvedmaterially。

  It’snotthesestiffshavecrazedhim;northeHun。\"

  Wesenthimdownatlast,outoftheway。

  Unwounded;——stoutlad,too,beforethatstrafe。

  Malingering?Stretcher—bearerswinked,\"Nothalf!\"

  NextdayIheardtheDoc。’swell—whiskiedlaugh:

  \"Thatscumyousentlastnightsoondied。Hooray!\"

  ExposureI

  Ourbrainsache,inthemercilessicedeastwindsthatknifeus……

  Weariedwekeepawakebecausethenightissilent……

  Lowdroopingflaresconfuseourmemoryofthesalient……

  Worriedbysilence,sentrieswhisper,curious,nervous,Butnothinghappens。

  Watching,wehearthemadguststuggingonthewire。

  Liketwitchingagoniesofmenamongitsbrambles。

  Northwardincessantly,theflickeringgunneryrumbles,Faroff,likeadullrumourofsomeotherwar。

  Whatarewedoinghere?

  Thepoignantmiseryofdawnbeginstogrow……

  Weonlyknowwarlasts,rainsoaks,andcloudssagstormy。

  DawnmassingintheeasthermelancholyarmyAttacksoncemoreinranksonshiveringranksofgray,Butnothinghappens。

  Suddensuccessiveflightsofbulletsstreakthesilence。

  Lessdeadlythantheairthatshuddersblackwithsnow,Withsidelongflowingflakesthatflock,pauseandrenew,Wewatchthemwanderingupanddownthewind’snonchalance,Butnothinghappens。

  II

  Paleflakeswithlingeringstealthcomefeelingforourfaces——

  Wecringeinholes,backonforgottendreams,andstare,snow—dazed,Deepintograssierditches。Sowedrowse,sun—dozed,Litteredwithblossomstricklingwheretheblackbirdfusses。

  Isitthatwearedying?

  Slowlyourghostsdraghome:glimpsingthesunkfiresglozedWithcrusteddark—redjewels;cricketsjinglethere;

  Forhourstheinnocentmicerejoice:thehouseistheirs;

  Shuttersanddoorsallclosed:onusthedoorsareclosed——

  Weturnbacktoourdying。

  Sincewebelievenototherwisecankindfiresburn;

  Noweversunssmiletrueonchild,orfield,orfruit。

  ForGod’sinvinciblespringourloveismadeafraid;

  Therefore,notloath,welieouthere;thereforewereborn,ForloveofGodseemsdying。

  To—night,Hisfrostwillfastenonthismudandus,Shrivellingmanyhandsandpuckeringforeheadscrisp。

  Theburying—party,picksandshovelsintheirshakinggrasp,Pauseoverhalf—knownfaces。Alltheireyesareice,Butnothinghappens。

  SpringOffensiveHaltedagainsttheshadeofalasthill,Theyfed,and,lyingeasy,wereateaseAnd,findingcomfortablechestsandkneesCarelesslyslept。ButmanytherestoodstillTofacethestark,blankskybeyondtheridge,Knowingtheirfeethadcometotheendoftheworld。

  Marvellingtheystood,andwatchedthelonggrassswirledBytheMaybreeze,murmurouswithwaspandmidge,ForthoughthesummeroozedintotheirveinsLiketheinjecteddrugfortheirbones’pains,Sharpontheirsoulshungtheimminentlineofgrass,Fearfullyflashedthesky’smysteriousglass。

  Hourafterhourtheyponderthewarmfield——

  Andthefarvalleybehind,wherethebuttercupsHadblessedwithgoldtheirslowbootscomingup,Whereeventhelittlebrambleswouldnotyield,Butclutchedandclungtothemlikesorrowinghands;

  Theybreatheliketreesunstirred。

  TilllikeacoldgustthrilledthelittlewordAtwhicheachbodyanditssoulbegirdAndtightenthemforbattle。NoalarmsOfbugles,nohighflags,noclamoroushaste——

  OnlyaliftandflareofeyesthatfacedThesun,likeafriendwithwhomtheirloveisdone。

  Olargershonethatsmileagainstthesun,——

  Mightierthanhiswhosebountythesehavespurned。

  So,soontheytoppedthehill,andracedtogetherOveranopenstretchofherbandheatherExposed。AndinstantlythewholeskyburnedWithfuryagainstthem;andsoftsuddencupsOpenedinthousandsfortheirblood;andthegreenslopesChasmedandsteepenedsheertoinfinitespace。

  OfthemwhorunningonthatlasthighplaceLeapttoswiftunseenbullets,orwentupOnthehotblastandfuryofhell’supsurge,Orplungedandfellawaypastthisworld’sverge,SomesayGodcaughtthemevenbeforetheyfell。

  Butwhatsaysuchasfromexistence’brinkVenturedbutdravetooswifttosink。

  Thefewwhorushedinthebodytoenterhell,Andthereout—fiendingallitsfiendsandflamesWithsuperhumaninhumanities,Long—famousglories,immemorialshames——

  Andcrawlingslowlyback,havebydegreesRegainedcoolpeacefulairinwonder——

  Whyspeaktheynotofcomradesthatwentunder?

  TheChancesImindas’owthenightaforethatshowUsfivegottalking,——wewasintheknow,\"Overthetopto—morrer;boys,we’reforit,Firstwaveweare,firstruddywave;that’storeit。\"

  \"Ahwell,\"saysJimmy,——an’’e’sseensomescrappin’——

  \"Thereain’tmorenorfivethingsascan’appen;

  Yegetknockedout;elsewounded——badorcushy;

  Scuppered;ornowtexceptyerfeelingmushy。\"

  Oneofusgottheknock—out,blowntochops。

  T’otherwashurt,like,losin’both’isprops。

  An’one,tousethewordof’ypocrites,’AdthemisfortoontobetookbyFritz。

  Nowme,Iwasn’tscratched,praiseGodAlmighty(ThoughnexttimepleaseI’llthank’imforablighty),ButpooryoungJim,’e’slivin’an’’e’snot;

  ’Ereckoned’e’dfivechances,an’’e’s’ad;

  ’E’swounded,killed,andpris’ner,allthelot——

  Theruddylotallrolledinone。Jim’smad。

  S。I。W。

  \"IwilltotheKing,Andofferhimconsolationinhistrouble,Forthatmantherehassethisteethtodie,Andbeingonethathatesobedience,Discipline,andorderlinessoflife,Icannotmournhim。\"

  W。B。Yeats。

  Pattinggoodbye,doubtlesstheytoldtheladHe’dalwaysshowtheHunabraveman’sface;

  Fatherwouldsoonerhimdeadthanindisgrace,——

  Wasproudtoseehimgoing,aye,andglad。

  PerhapshisMotherwhimperedhowshe’dfretUntilhegotanice,safewoundtonurse。

  Sisterswouldwishgirlstoocouldshoot,charge,curse,……

  Brothers——wouldsendhisfavouritecigarette,Eachweek,monthaftermonth,theywrotethesame,ThinkinghimshelteredinsomeY。M。Hut,WhereonceanhourabulletmisseditsaimAndmissesteasedthehungerofhisbrain。

  Hiseyesgrewoldwithwincing,andhishandRecklesswithague。Courageleaked,assandFromthebestsandbagsafteryearsofrain。

  Butneverleave,wound,fever,trench—foot,shock,Untrappedthewretch。AnddeathseemedstillwithheldFortortureoflyingmachinallyshelled,Atthepleasureofthisworld’sPowerswho’drunamok。

  He’dseenmenshoottheirhands,onnightpatrol,Theirpeopleneverknew。Yettheywerevile。

  \"Deathsoonerthandishonour,that’sthestyle!\"

  SoFathersaid。

  Onedawn,ourwirepatrolCarriedhim。Thistime,Deathhadnotmissed。

  Wecoulddonothing,butwipehisbleedingcough。

  Coulditbeaccident?——Riflesgooff……

  Notsniped?No。(LatertheyfoundtheEnglishball。)

  Itwasthereasonedcrisisofhissoul。

  AgainstthefiresthatwouldnotburnhimwholeButkepthimfordeath’sperjuryandscoffAndlife’shalf—promising,andboththeirriling。

  Withhimtheyburiedthemuzzlehisteethhadkissed,AndtruthfullywrotetheMother\"Timdiedsmiling。\"

  FutilityMovehimintothesun——

  Gentlyitstouchawokehimonce,Athome,whisperingoffieldsunsown。

  Alwaysitwokehim,eveninFrance,Untilthismorningandthissnow。

  IfanythingmightrousehimnowThekindoldsunwillknow。

  Thinkhowitwakestheseeds——

  Woke,once,theclaysofacoldstar。

  Arelimbssodear—achieved,aresidesFull—nerved,——stillwarm,——toohardtostir?

  Wasitforthistheclaygrewtall?

  ——OwhatmadefatuoussunbeamstoilTobreakearth’ssleepatall?

  Smile,Smile,SmileHeadtolimphead,thesunk—eyedwoundedscannedYesterday’sMail;thecasualties(typedsmall)

  And(large)VastBootyfromourLatestHaul。

  Also,theyreadofCheapHomes,notyetplanned;

  For,saidthepaper,\"WhenthiswarisdoneThemen’sfirstinstinctwillbemakinghomes。

  Meanwhiletheirforemostneedisaerodromes,Itbeingcertainwarhasjustbegun。

  Peacewoulddowrongtoourundyingdead,——

  ThesonsweofferedmightregrettheydiedIfwegotnothinglastingintheirstead。

  Wemustbesolidlyindemnified。

  ThoughallbeworthyVictorywhichallbought,WerulerssittinginthisancientspotWouldwrongourveryselvesifweforgotThegreatestglorywillbetheirswhofought,Whokeptthisnationinintegrity。\"

  Nation?——Thehalf—limbedreadersdidnotchafeButsmiledatoneanothercuriouslyLikesecretmenwhoknowtheirsecretsafe。

  Thisisthethingtheyknowandneverspeak,ThatEnglandonebyonehadfledtoFrance(NotmanyelsewherenowsaveunderFrance)。

  Picturesofthesebroadsmilesappeareachweek,AndpeopleinwhosevoicerealfeelingringsSay:Howtheysmile!They’rehappynow,poorthings。

  ~23rdSeptember~1918。

  ConsciousHisfingerswake,andflutterupthebed。

  Hiseyescomeopenwithapullofwill,Helpedbytheyellowmay—flowersbyhishead。

  Ablind—corddrawlsacrossthewindow—sill……

  Howsmooththefloorofthewardis!whatarug!

  Andwho’sthattalking,somewhereoutofsight?

  Whyaretheylaughing?What’sinsidethatjug?

  \"Nurse!Doctor!\"\"Yes;allright,allright。\"

  Butsuddenduskbewildersalltheair——

  Thereseemsnotimetowantadrinkofwater。

  Nurselookssofaraway。AndeverywhereMusicandrosesburntthroughcrimsonslaughter。

  Cold;cold;he’scold;andyetsohot:

  Andthere’snolighttoseethevoicesby——

  Notimetodream,andask——heknowsnotwhat。

  ATerre(~BeingthephilosophyofmanySoldiers。~)

  Sitonthebed;I’mblind,andthreepartsshell,Becareful;can’tshakehandsnow;nevershall。

  Botharmshavemutiniedagainstme——brutes。

  Myfingersfidgetliketenidlebrats。

  Itriedtopegoutsoldierly——nouse!

  Onediesofwarlikeanyolddisease。

  Thisbandagefeelslikepenniesonmyeyes。

  Ihavemymedals?——Discstomakeeyesclose。

  Mygloriousribbons?——RippedfrommyownbackInscarletshreds。(That’sforyourpoetrybook。)

  Ashortlifeandamerryone,mybrick!

  Weusedtosaywe’dhatetolivedeadold,——

  Yetnow……I’dwillinglybepuffy,bald,Andpatriotic。BufferscatchfromboysAtleastthejokeshurledatthem。IsupposeLittleI’deverteachason,buthitting,Shooting,war,hunting,alltheartsofhurting。

  Well,that’swhatIlearnt,——that,andmakingmoney。

  Yourfiftyyearsaheadseemnonetoomany?

  TellmehowlongI’vegot?God!ForoneyearTohelpmyselftonothingmorethanair!

  OneSpring!Isonetoogoodtospare,toolong?

  Springwindwouldworkitsownwaytomylung,Andgrowmelegsasquickaslilac—shoots。

  Myservant’slamed,butlistenhowheshouts!

  WhenI’mluggedout,he’llstillbegoodforthat。

  Hereinthismummy—case,youknow,I’vethoughtHowwellImighthaveswepthisfloorsforever,I’dasknonightoffwhenthebustle’sover,Enjoyingsothedirt。Who’sprejudicedAgainstagrimedhandwhenhisown’squitedust,Lesslivethanspecksthatinthesun—shaftsturn,Lesswarmthandustthatmixeswitharms’tan?

  I’dlovetobeasweep,now,blackasTown,Yes,oramuckman。MustIbehisload?

  OLife,Life,letmebreathe,——adug—outrat!

  Notworsethanourstheexistencesratslead——

  Nosingalongatnightdownsomesafevat,Theyfindashell—proofhomebeforetheyrot。

  Deadmenmayenvylivingmitesincheese,Orgoodgermseven。Microbeshavetheirjoys,Andsubdivide,andnevercometodeath,Certainlyflowershavetheeasiesttimeonearth。

  \"Ishallbeonewithnature,herb,andstone。\"

  Shelleywouldtellme。Shelleywouldbestunned;

  ThedullestTommyhugsthatfancynow。

  \"Pushingupdaisies,\"istheircreed,youknow。

  Tograin,then,gomyfat,tobudsmysap,Foralltheusefulnessthereisinsoap。

  D’youthinktheBochewilleverstewman—soup?

  Someday,nodoubt,if……

  Friend,beverysureIshallbebetteroffwithplantsthatshareMorepeaceablythemeadowandtheshower。

  Softrainswilltouchme,——astheycouldtouchonce,Andnothingbutthesunshallmakemeware。

  Yourgunsmaycrasharoundme。I’llnothear;

  Or,ifIwince,IshallnotknowIwince。

  Don’ttakemysoul’spoorcomfortforyourjest。

  Soldiersmaygrowasoulwhenturnedtofronds,Butherethething’sbestleftathomewithfriends。

  Mysoul’salittlegrief,grapplingyourchest,Toclimbyourthroatonsobs;easilychasedOnothersighsandwipedbyfresherwinds。

  Carrymycryingspirittillit’sweanedTodowithoutwhatbloodremainedthesewounds。

  WildwithallRegrets(Anotherversionof\"ATerre\"。)

  ToSiegfriedSassoonMyarmshavemutiniedagainstme——brutes!

  Myfingersfidgetliketenidlebrats,Myback’sbeenstiffforhours,damnedhours。

  DeathnevergiveshissquadaStand—at—ease。

  Ican’tread。There:it’snouse。Takeyourbook。

  Ashortlifeandamerryone,mybuck!

  Wesaidwe’dhatetogrowdeadold。Butnow,Nottoliveoldseemsawful:nottorenewMyboyhoodwithmyboys,andteach’emhitting,Shootingandhunting,——alltheartsofhurting!

  ——Well,that’swhatIlearnt。That,andmakingmoney。

  Yourfiftyyearsinstoreseemnonetoomany;

  ButI’vefiveminutes。God!ForjusttwoyearsTohelpmyselftothisgoodairofyours!

  OneSpring!Isonetoohardtospare?Toolong?

  Springairwouldfinditsownwaytomylung,Andgrowmelegsasquickaslilac—shoots。

  Yes,there’stheorderly。He’llchangethesheetsWhenI’mluggedout,oh,couldn’tIdothat?

  Hereinthiscoffinofabed,I’vethoughtI’dliketokneelandsweephisfloorsforever,——

  Andasknonightsoffwhenthebustle’sover,ForI’denjoythedirt;who’sprejudicedAgainstagrimedhandwhenhisown’squitedust,——

  Lesslivethanspecksthatinthesun—shaftsturn?

  Deardust,——inrooms,onroads,onfaces’tan!

  I’dlovetobeasweep’sboy,blackasTown;

  Yes,oramuckman。MustIbehisload?

  Afleawoulddo。Ifonechapwasn’tbloody,Orwentstone—cold,I’dfindanotherbody。

  WhichIshan’tmanagenow。Unlessit’syours。

  Ishallstayinyou,friend,forsomefewhours。

  You’llfeelmyheavyspiritchillyourchest,Andclimbyourthroatonsobs,untilit’schasedOnsighs,andwipedfromoffyourlipsbywind。

  Ithinkonyourrichbreathing,brother,I’llbeweanedTodowithoutwhatbloodremainedmefrommywound。

  ~5thDecember~1917。

  DisabledHesatinawheeledchair,waitingfordark,Andshiveredinhisghastlysuitofgrey,Legless,sewnshortatelbow。ThroughtheparkVoicesofboysrangsaddeninglikeahymn,Voicesofplayandpleasureafterday,Tillgatheringsleephadmotheredthemfromhim。

  AboutthistimeTownusedtoswingsogayWhenglow—lampsbuddedinthelight—bluetreesAndgirlsglancedlovelierastheairgrewdim,——Intheoldtimes,beforehethrewawayhisknees。

  NowhewillneverfeelagainhowslimGirls’waistsare,orhowwarmtheirsubtlehands,Allofthemtouchhimlikesomequeerdisease。

  Therewasanartistsillyforhisface,Foritwasyoungerthanhisyouth,lastyear。

  Nowheisold;hisbackwillneverbrace;

  He’slosthiscolourveryfarfromhere,Poureditdownshell—holestilltheveinsrandry,Andhalfhislifetimelapsedinthehotrace,Andleapofpurplespurtedfromhisthigh。

  Onetimehelikedabloodsmeardownhisleg,Afterthematchescarriedshoulder—high。

  Itwasafterfootball,whenhe’ddrunkapeg,Hethoughthe’dbetterjoin。Hewonderswhy……

  Someonehadsaidhe’dlookagodinkilts。

  That’swhy;andmaybe,too,topleasehisMeg,Aye,thatwasit,topleasethegiddyjilts,Heaskedtojoin。Hedidn’thavetobeg;

  Smilingtheywrotehislie;agednineteenyears。

  Germanshescarcelythoughtof;andnofearsOfFearcameyet。HethoughtofjewelledhiltsFordaggersinplaidsocks;ofsmartsalutes;

  Andcareofarms;andleave;andpayarrears;

  Espritdecorps;andhintsforyoungrecruits。

  Andsoon,hewasdraftedoutwithdrumsandcheers。

  Somecheeredhimhome,butnotascrowdscheerGoal。

  OnlyasolemnmanwhobroughthimfruitsThankedhim;andtheninquiredabouthissoul。

  Now,hewillspendafewsickyearsinInstitutes,Anddowhatthingstherulesconsiderwise,Andtakewhateverpitytheymaydole。

  To—nighthenoticedhowthewomen’seyesPassedfromhimtothestrongmenthatwerewhole。

  Howcoldandlateitis!Whydon’ttheycomeAndputhimintobed?Whydon’ttheycome?

  TheEndAftertheblastoflightningfromtheeast,Theflourishofloudclouds,theChariotthrone,AfterthedrumsoftimehaverolledandceasedAndfromthebronzewestlongretreatisblown,ShallLiferenewthesebodies?OfatruthAlldeathwillheannul,alltearsassuage?

  OrfillthesevoidveinsfullagainwithyouthAndwashwithanimmortalwaterage?

  WhenIdoaskwhiteAge,hesaithnotso,——

  \"Myheadhangsweighedwithsnow。\"

  AndwhenIhearkentotheEarthshesaithMyfieryheartsinksaching。Itisdeath。

  MineancientscarsshallnotbeglorifiedNormytitanictearstheseasbedried。\"

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