PoemsbyWilfredOwenWithanIntroductionbySiegfriedSassoonIntroductionInwritinganIntroductionsuchasthisitisgoodtobebrief。
Thepoemsprintedinthisbookneednopreliminarycommendationsfrommeoranyoneelse。TheauthorhasleftushisownfragmentarybutimpressiveForeword;this,andhisPoems,canspeakforhim,backedbytheauthorityofhisexperienceasaninfantrysoldier,andsustainedbynobilityandoriginalityofstyle。AllthatwasstrongestinWilfredOwensurvivesinhispoems;anysuperficialimpressionsofhispersonality,anyrecordsofhisconversation,behaviour,orappearance,wouldbeirrelevantandunseemly。Thecuriositywhichdemandssuchmorselswouldbeincapableofappreciatingtherichnessofhiswork。
Thediscussionofhisexperimentsinassonanceanddissonance(ofwhich~StrangeMeeting~isthefinestexample)maybelefttotheprofessionalcriticsofverse,themajorityofwhomwillbemorepreoccupiedwithsuchtechnicaldetailsthanwiththeprofoundhumanityoftheself—revelationmanifestedinsuchmagnificentlinesasthoseattheendofhis~ApologiaproPoemateMeo~,andinthatotherpoemwhichhenamed~GreaterLove~。
TheimportanceofhiscontributiontotheliteratureoftheWarcannotbedecidedbythosewho,likemyself,bothadmiredhimasapoetandvaluedhimasafriend。HisconclusionsaboutWararesoentirelyinaccordancewithmyownthatIcannotattempttojudgehisworkwithanycriticaldetachment。Icanonlyaffirmthathewasamanofabsoluteintegrityofmind。Heneverwrotehispoems(assomanywar—poetsdid)tomaketheeffectofapersonalgesture。
Hepitiedothers;hedidnotpityhimself。Inthelastyearofhislifeheattainedaclearvisionofwhatheneededtosay,andthesepoemssurvivehimashistrueandsplendidtestament。
WilfredOwenwasbornatOswestryon18thMarch1893。HewaseducatedattheBirkenheadInstitute,andmatriculatedatLondonUniversityin1910。
In1913heobtainedaprivatetutorshipnearBordeaux,whereheremaineduntil1915。DuringthisperiodhebecameacquaintedwiththeeminentFrenchpoet,LaurentTailhade,towhomheshowedhisearlyverses,andfromwhomhereceivedconsiderableencouragement。
In1915,inspiteofdelicatehealth,hejoinedtheArtists’RiflesO。T。C。,wasgazettedtotheManchesterRegiment,andservedwiththeir2ndBattalioninFrancefromDecember1916toJune1917,whenhewasinvalidedhome。
FourteenmonthslaterhereturnedtotheWesternFrontandservedwiththesameBattalion,ultimatelycommandingaCompany。
HewasawardedtheMilitaryCrossforgallantrywhiletakingpartinsomeheavyfightingon1stOctober。Hewaskilledon4thNovember1918,whileendeavouringtogethismenacrosstheSambreCanal。
Amonthbeforehisdeathhewrotetohismother:\"Mynervesareinperfectorder。Icameoutagaininordertohelptheseboys;
directly,byleadingthemaswellasanofficercan;
indirectly,bywatchingtheirsufferingsthatImayspeakofthemaswellasapleadercan。\"Lethisownwordsbehisepitaph:——
~\"Couragewasmine,andIhadmystery;
Wisdomwasmine,andIhadmastery。\"~
SiegfriedSassoon。
POEMS
PrefaceThisbookisnotaboutheroes。EnglishPoetryisnotyetfittospeakofthem。Norisitaboutdeedsorlands,noranythingaboutglory,honour,dominionorpower,exceptWar。
Aboveall,thisbookisnotconcernedwithPoetry。
ThesubjectofitisWar,andthepityofWar。
ThePoetryisinthepity。
Yettheseelegiesarenottothisgeneration,Thisisinnosenseconsolatory。
Theymaybetothenext。
Allthepoetcandoto—dayistowarn。
ThatiswhythetruePoetsmustbetruthful。
IfIthoughttheletterofthisbookwouldlast,Imighthaveusedpropernames;butifthespiritofitsurvivesPrussia,——
myambitionandthosenameswillbecontent;fortheywillhaveachievedthemselvesfresherfieldsthanFlanders。
Note。——ThisPrefacewasfound,inanunfinishedcondition,amongWilfredOwen’spapers。
ContentsPrefaceStrangeMeetingGreaterLoveApologiaproPoemateMeoTheShowMentalCasesParableoftheOldMenandtheYoungArmsandtheBoyAnthemforDoomedYouthTheSend—offInsensibilityDulceetDecorumestTheSentryTheDead—BeatExposureSpringOffensiveTheChancesS。I。W。
FutilitySmile,Smile,SmileConsciousATerreWildwithallRegretsDisabledTheEnd
StrangeMeetingItseemedthatoutofthebattleIescapedDownsomeprofounddulltunnel,longsincescoopedThroughgraniteswhichTitanicwarshadgroined。
Yetalsothereencumberedsleepersgroaned,Toofastinthoughtordeathtobebestirred。
Then,asIprobedthem,onesprangup,andstaredWithpiteousrecognitioninfixedeyes,Liftingdistressfulhandsasiftobless。
Andbyhissmile,Iknewthatsullenhall;
Withathousandfearsthatvision’sfacewasgrained;
Yetnobloodreachedtherefromtheupperground,Andnogunsthumped,ordownthefluesmademoan。
\"Strange,friend,\"Isaid,\"Hereisnocausetomourn。\"
\"None,\"saidtheother,\"Savetheundoneyears,Thehopelessness。Whateverhopeisyours,Wasmylifealso;IwenthuntingwildAfterthewildestbeautyintheworld,Whichliesnotcalmineyes,orbraidedhair,Butmocksthesteadyrunningofthehour,Andifitgrieves,grievesrichlierthanhere。
Forbymygleemightmanymenhavelaughed,Andofmyweepingsomethinghasbeenleft,Whichmustdienow。Imeanthetruthuntold,Thepityofwar,thepitywardistilled。
Nowmenwillgocontentwithwhatwespoiled。
Or,discontent,boilbloody,andbespilled。
Theywillbeswiftwithswiftnessofthetigress,Nonewillbreakranks,thoughnationstrekfromprogress。
Couragewasmine,andIhadmystery;
Wisdomwasmine,andIhadmastery;
TomissthemarchofthisretreatingworldIntovaincitadelsthatarenotwalled。
Then,whenmuchbloodhadcloggedtheirchariot—wheelsIwouldgoupandwashthemfromsweetwells,Evenwithtruthsthatlietoodeepfortaint。
IwouldhavepouredmyspiritwithoutstintButnotthroughwounds;notonthecessofwar。
Foreheadsofmenhavebledwherenowoundswere。
Iamtheenemyyoukilled,myfriend。
Iknewyouinthisdark;forsoyoufrownedYesterdaythroughmeasyoujabbedandkilled。
Iparried;butmyhandswereloathandcold。
Letussleepnow……\"
(Thispoemwasfoundamongtheauthor’spapers。
Itendsonthisstrangenote。)
~AnotherVersion~
Earth’swheelsrunoiledwithblood。Forgetwethat。
Letusliedownanddigourselvesinthought。
Beautyisyoursandyouhavemastery,Wisdomismine,andIhavemystery。
Wetwowillstaybehindandkeepourtroth。
Letusforegomen’smindsthatarebrute’snatures,Letusnotsupthebloodwhichsomesaynurtures,Bewenotswiftwithswiftnessofthetigress。
Letusbreakranksfromthosewhotrekfromprogress。
MisswethemarchofthisretreatingworldIntooldcitadelsthatarenotwalled。
Letuslieoutandholdtheopentruth。
ThenwhentheirbloodhathcloggedthechariotwheelsWewillgoupandwashthemfromdeepwells。
WhatthoughwesinkfrommenaspitchersfallingManyshallraiseusuptobetheirfillingEvenfromwellswesunktoodeepforwarAndfilledbybrowsthatbledwherenowoundswere。
~Alternativeline——~
EvenasOnewhobledwherenowoundswere。
GreaterLoveRedlipsarenotsoredAsthestainedstoneskissedbytheEnglishdead。
KindnessofwooedandwooerSeemsshametotheirlovepure。
OLove,youreyesloselureWhenIbeholdeyesblindedinmystead!
YourslenderattitudeTremblesnotexquisitelikelimbsknife—skewed,RollingandrollingthereWhereGodseemsnottocare;
TillthefierceLovetheybearCrampsthemindeath’sextremedecrepitude。
Yourvoicesingsnotsosoft,——
Thoughevenaswindmurmuringthroughrafteredloft,——
Yourdearvoiceisnotdear,Gentle,andeveningclear,AstheirswhomnonenowhearNowearthhasstoppedtheirpiteousmouthsthatcoughed。
Heart,youwereneverhot,Norlarge,norfulllikeheartsmadegreatwithshot;
Andthoughyourhandbepale,PalerareallwhichtrailYourcrossthroughflameandhail:
Weep,youmayweep,foryoumaytouchthemnot。
ApologiaproPoemateMeoI,too,sawGodthroughmud——
Themudthatcrackedoncheekswhenwretchessmiled。
Warbroughtmoreglorytotheireyesthanblood,Andgavetheirlaughsmoregleethanshakesachild。
Merryitwastolaughthere——
Wheredeathbecomesabsurdandlifeabsurder。
ForpowerwasonusasweslashedbonesbareNottofeelsicknessorremorseofmurder。
I,too,havedroppedofffear——
Behindthebarrage,deadasmyplatoon,Andsailedmyspiritsurging,lightandclearPasttheentanglementwherehopeslaystrewn;
Andwitnessedexultation——
Facesthatusedtocurseme,scowlforscowl,Shineandliftupwithpassionofoblation,Seraphicforanhour;thoughtheywerefoul。
Ihavemadefellowships——
Untoldofhappyloversinoldsong。
ForloveisnotthebindingoffairlipsWiththesoftsilkofeyesthatlookandlong,ByJoy,whoseribbonslips,——
Butwoundwithwar’shardwirewhosestakesarestrong;
Boundwiththebandageofthearmthatdrips;
Knitintheweldingoftherifle—thong。
IhaveperceivedmuchbeautyInthehoarseoathsthatkeptourcouragestraight;
Heardmusicinthesilentnessofduty;
Foundpeacewhereshell—stormsspoutedreddestspate。
Nevertheless,exceptyoushareWiththeminhellthesorrowfuldarkofhell,Whoseworldisbutthetremblingofaflare,Andheavenbutasthehighwayforashell,Youshallnotheartheirmirth:
YoushallnotcometothinkthemwellcontentByanyjestofmine。ThesemenareworthYourtears:Youarenotworththeirmerriment。
~November~1917。
TheShowMysoullookeddownfromavagueheightwithDeath,AsunrememberinghowIroseorwhy,Andsawasadland,weakwithsweatsofdearth,Gray,crateredlikethemoonwithhollowwoe,Andfittedwithgreatpocksandscabsofplaques。
Acrossitsbeard,thathorrorofharshwire,Theremovedthincaterpillars,slowlyuncoiled。
ItseemedtheypushedthemselvestobeasplugsOfditches,wheretheywrithedandshrivelled,killed。
BythemhadslimypathsbeentrailedandscrapedRoundmyriadwartsthatmightbelittlehills。
Fromgloom’slastdregstheselong—strungcreaturescrept,Andvanishedoutofdawndownhiddenholes。
(AndsmellcameupfromthosefoulopeningsAsoutofmouths,ordeepwoundsdeepening。)
Onditheringfeetupgathered,moreandmore,Brownstringstowardsstringsofgray,withbristlingspines,Allmigrantsfromgreenfields,intentonmire。
Thosethatweregray,ofmoreabundantspawns,Rampedontherestandatethemandwereeaten。
Isawtheirbittenbackscurve,loop,andstraighten,Iwatchedthoseagoniescurl,lift,andflatten。
Whereat,interrorwhatthatsightmightmean,Ireeledandshiveredearthwardlikeafeather。
AndDeathfellwithme,likeadeepeningmoan。
AndHe,pickingamannerofworm,whichhalfhadhidItsbruisesintheearth,butcrawlednofurther,Showedmeitsfeet,thefeetofmanymen,Andthefresh—severedheadofit,myhead。
MentalCasesWhoarethese?Whysittheyhereintwilight?
Whereforerockthey,purgatorialshadows,Droopingtonguesfromjawsthatslobtheirrelish,Baringteeththatleerlikeskulls’tongueswicked?
Strokeonstrokeofpain,——butwhatslowpanic,Gougedthesechasmsroundtheirfrettedsockets?
EverfromtheirhairandthroughtheirhandpalmsMiseryswelters。SurelywehaveperishedSleeping,andwalkhell;butwhothesehellish?
——ThesearemenwhosemindstheDeadhaveravished。
Memoryfingersintheirhairofmurders,Multitudinousmurderstheyoncewitnessed。
Wadingsloughsoffleshthesehelplesswander,Treadingbloodfromlungsthathadlovedlaughter。
Alwaystheymustseethesethingsandhearthem,Batterofgunsandshatterofflyingmuscles,CarnageincomparableandhumansquanderRuckedtoothickforthesemen’sextrication。
ThereforestilltheireyeballsshrinktormentedBackintotheirbrains,becauseontheirsenseSunlightseemsabloodsmear;nightcomesblood—black;
Dawnbreaksopenlikeawoundthatbleedsafresh——Thustheirheadswearthishilarious,hideous,Awfulfalsenessofset—smilingcorpses。
——Thustheirhandsarepluckingateachother;
Pickingattherope—knoutsoftheirscourging;
Snatchingafteruswhosmotethem,brother,Pawinguswhodealtthemwarandmadness。
ParableoftheOldMenandtheYoungSoAbramrose,andclavethewood,andwent,Andtookthefirewithhim,andaknife。
Andastheysojournedbothofthemtogether,Isaacthefirst—bornspakeandsaid,MyFather,Beholdthepreparations,fireandiron,Butwherethelambforthisburnt—offering?
ThenAbramboundtheyouthwithbeltsandstraps,Andbuildedparapetsandtrenchesthere,Andstretch\\edforththeknifetoslayhisson。
Whenlo!anangelcalledhimoutofheaven,Saying,Laynotthyhanduponthelad,Neitherdoanythingtohim。Behold,Aramcaughtinathicketbyitshorns;
OffertheRamofPrideinsteadofhim。
Buttheoldmanwouldnotso,butslewhisson……
ArmsandtheBoyLettheboytryalongthisbayonet—bladeHowcoldsteelis,andkeenwithhungerofblood;
Bluewithallmalice,likeamadman’sflash;
Andthinlydrawnwithfamishingforflesh。
Lendhimtostroketheseblind,bluntbullet—headsWhichlongtomuzzleintheheartsoflads。
Orgivehimcartridgesoffinezincteeth,Sharpwiththesharpnessofgriefanddeath。
Forhisteethseemforlaughingroundanapple。
Therelurknoclawsbehindhisfingerssupple;
AndGodwillgrownotalonsathisheels,Norantlersthroughthethicknessofhiscurls。
AnthemforDoomedYouthWhatpassing—bellsforthesewhodieascattle?
Onlythemonstrousangeroftheguns。
Onlythestutteringrifles’rapidrattleCanpatterouttheirhastyorisons。
Nomockeriesforthem;noprayersnorbells,Noranyvoiceofmourningsavethechoirs,——
Theshrill,dementedchoirsofwailingshells;
Andbuglescallingforthemfromsadshires。
Whatcandlesmaybeheldtospeedthemall?
Notinthehandsofboys,butintheireyesShallshinetheholyglimmersofgoodbyes。
Thepallorofgirls’browsshallbetheirpall;
Theirflowersthetendernessofpatientminds,Andeachslowduskadrawing—downofblinds。
TheSend—offDowntheclose,darkeninglanestheysangtheirwayTothesiding—shed,Andlinedthetrainwithfacesgrimlygay。
TheirbreastswerestuckallwhitewithwreathandsprayAsmen’sare,dead。
Dullporterswatchedthem,andacasualtrampStoodstaringhard,Sorrytomissthemfromtheuplandcamp。
Then,unmoved,signalsnodded,andalampWinkedtotheguard。
Sosecretly,likewrongshushed—up,theywent。
Theywerenotours:
Weneverheardtowhichfronttheseweresent。
NorthereiftheyyetmockwhatwomenmeantWhogavethemflowers。
ShalltheyreturntobeatingsofgreatbellsInwildtrainloads?
Afew,afew,toofewfordrumsandyells,Maycreepback,silent,tostillvillagewellsUphalf—knownroads。
InsensibilityI
HappyaremenwhoyetbeforetheyarekilledCanlettheirveinsruncold。
WhomnocompassionfleersOrmakestheirfeetSoreonthealleyscobbledwiththeirbrothers。
Thefrontlinewithers,Buttheyaretroopswhofade,notflowersForpoets’tearfulfooling:
Men,gapsforfillingLosseswhomighthavefoughtLonger;butnoonebothers。
II
AndsomeceasefeelingEventhemselvesorforthemselves。
DullnessbestsolvesTheteaseanddoubtofshelling,AndChance’sstrangearithmeticComessimplerthanthereckoningoftheirshilling。
TheykeepnocheckonArmies’decimation。
III
Happyarethesewholoseimagination:
Theyhaveenoughtocarrywithammunition。
Theirspiritdragsnopack。
Theiroldwoundssavewithcoldcannotmoreache。
Havingseenallthingsred,TheireyesareridOfthehurtofthecolourofbloodforever。
Andterror’sfirstconstrictionover,Theirheartsremainsmalldrawn。
TheirsensesinsomescorchingcauteryofbattleNowlongsinceironed,Canlaughamongthedying,unconcerned。
IV
Happythesoldierhome,withnotanotionHowsomewhere,everydawn,somemenattack,Andmanysighsaredrained。
Happytheladwhosemindwasnevertrained:
Hisdaysareworthforgettingmorethannot。
HesingsalongthemarchWhichwemarchtaciturn,becauseofdusk,Thelong,forlorn,relentlesstrendFromlargerdaytohugernight。
V
Wewise,whowithathoughtbesmirchBloodoveralloursoul,HowshouldweseeourtaskButthroughhisbluntandlashlesseyes?
Alive,heisnotvitalovermuch;
Dying,notmortalovermuch;
Norsad,norproud,Norcuriousatall。
HecannottellOldmen’splacidityfromhis。
VI
Butcursedaredullardswhomnocannonstuns,Thattheyshouldbeasstones。
Wretchedarethey,andmeanWithpaucitythatneverwassimplicity。
BychoicetheymadethemselvesimmuneTopityandwhatevermournsinmanBeforethelastseaandthehaplessstars;
Whatevermournswhenmanyleavetheseshores;
WhateversharesTheeternalreciprocityoftears。
DulceetDecorumestBentdouble,likeoldbeggarsundersacks,Knock—kneed,coughinglikehags,wecursedthroughsludge,Tillonthehauntingflaresweturnedourbacks,Andtowardsourdistantrestbegantotrudge。
Menmarchedasleep。Manyhadlosttheirboots,Butlimpedon,blood—shod。Allwentlame,allblind;
Drunkwithfatigue;deafeventothehootsOfgas—shellsdroppingsoftlybehind。
Gas!GAS!Quick,boys!——AnecstasyoffumblingFittingtheclumsyhelmetsjustintime,ButsomeonestillwasyellingoutandstumblingAndflound’ringlikeamaninfireorlime。——
Dimthroughthemistypanesandthickgreenlight,Asunderagreensea,Isawhimdrowning。
InallmydreamsbeforemyhelplesssightHeplungesatme,guttering,choking,drowning。
Ifinsomesmotheringdreams,youtoocouldpaceBehindthewagonthatweflunghimin,Andwatchthewhiteeyeswrithinginhisface,Hishangingface,likeadevil’ssickofsin,Ifyoucouldhear,ateveryjolt,thebloodComegarglingfromthefroth—corruptedlungsBitterasthecudOfvile,incurablesoresoninnocenttongues,——
Myfriend,youwouldnottellwithsuchhighzestTochildrenardentforsomedesperateglory,TheoldLie:~DulceetdecorumestPropatriamori~。
TheSentryWe’dfoundanoldBochedug—out,andheknew,Andgaveushell,forshellonfranticshellHammeredontop,butneverquiteburstthrough。
Rain,gutteringdowninwaterfallsofslimeKeptslushwaisthigh,thatrisinghourbyhour,Chokedupthestepstoothickwithclaytoclimb。
Whatmurkofairremainedstankold,andsourWithfumesofwhizz—bangs,andthesmellofmenWho’dlivedthereyears,andlefttheircurseintheden,Ifnottheircorpses……
ThereweherdedfromtheblastOfwhizz—bangs,butonefoundourdooratlast。
Buffetingeyesandbreath,snuffingthecandles。
Andthud!flump!thud!downthesteepstepscamethumpingAndsplashingintheflood,delugingmuck——
Thesentry’sbody;thenhisrifle,handlesOfoldBochebombs,andmudinruckonruck。
Wedredgedhimup,forkilled,untilhewhined\"Osir,myeyes——I’mblind——I’mblind,I’mblind!\"
Coaxing,IheldaflameagainsthislidsAndsaidifhecouldseetheleastblurredlightHewasnotblind;intimehe’dgetallright。
\"Ican’t,\"hesobbed。Eyeballs,huge—bulgedlikesquidsWatchmydreamsstill;butIforgothimthereInpostingnextforduty,andsendingascoutTobegastretchersomewhere,andflounderingaboutTootherpostsundertheshriekingair。
Thoseotherwretches,howtheybledandspewed,Andonewhowouldhavedrownedhimselfforgood,——
Itrynottorememberthesethingsnow。
Letdreadharkbackforonewordonly:howHalf—listeningtothatsentry’smoansandjumps,Andthewildchatteringofhisbrokenteeth,RenewedmosthorriblywhenevercrumpsPummelledtheroofandsloggedtheairbeneath——
Throughthedensedin,Isay,weheardhimshout\"Iseeyourlights!\"Butourshadlongdiedout。
TheDead—BeatHedropped,——moresullenlythanwearily,Laystupidlikeacod,heavylikemeat,Andnoneofuscouldkickhimtohisfeet;
Justblinkedatmyrevolver,blearily;
——Didn’tappeartoknowawarwason,Orseetheblastedtrenchatwhichhestared。
\"I’lldo’emin,\"hewhined,\"Ifthishand’sspared,I’llmurderthem,Iwill。\"
Alowvoicesaid,\"It’sBlighty,p’raps,hesees;hispluck’sallgone,Dreamingofallthevaliant,that~aren’t~dead:
Bolduncles,smilingministerially;
Maybehisbraveyoungwife,gettingherfunInsomenewhome,improvedmaterially。
It’snotthesestiffshavecrazedhim;northeHun。\"
Wesenthimdownatlast,outoftheway。
Unwounded;——stoutlad,too,beforethatstrafe。
Malingering?Stretcher—bearerswinked,\"Nothalf!\"
NextdayIheardtheDoc。’swell—whiskiedlaugh:
\"Thatscumyousentlastnightsoondied。Hooray!\"
ExposureI
Ourbrainsache,inthemercilessicedeastwindsthatknifeus……
Weariedwekeepawakebecausethenightissilent……
Lowdroopingflaresconfuseourmemoryofthesalient……
Worriedbysilence,sentrieswhisper,curious,nervous,Butnothinghappens。
Watching,wehearthemadguststuggingonthewire。
Liketwitchingagoniesofmenamongitsbrambles。
Northwardincessantly,theflickeringgunneryrumbles,Faroff,likeadullrumourofsomeotherwar。
Whatarewedoinghere?
Thepoignantmiseryofdawnbeginstogrow……
Weonlyknowwarlasts,rainsoaks,andcloudssagstormy。
DawnmassingintheeasthermelancholyarmyAttacksoncemoreinranksonshiveringranksofgray,Butnothinghappens。
Suddensuccessiveflightsofbulletsstreakthesilence。
Lessdeadlythantheairthatshuddersblackwithsnow,Withsidelongflowingflakesthatflock,pauseandrenew,Wewatchthemwanderingupanddownthewind’snonchalance,Butnothinghappens。
II
Paleflakeswithlingeringstealthcomefeelingforourfaces——
Wecringeinholes,backonforgottendreams,andstare,snow—dazed,Deepintograssierditches。Sowedrowse,sun—dozed,Litteredwithblossomstricklingwheretheblackbirdfusses。
Isitthatwearedying?
Slowlyourghostsdraghome:glimpsingthesunkfiresglozedWithcrusteddark—redjewels;cricketsjinglethere;
Forhourstheinnocentmicerejoice:thehouseistheirs;
Shuttersanddoorsallclosed:onusthedoorsareclosed——
Weturnbacktoourdying。
Sincewebelievenototherwisecankindfiresburn;
Noweversunssmiletrueonchild,orfield,orfruit。
ForGod’sinvinciblespringourloveismadeafraid;
Therefore,notloath,welieouthere;thereforewereborn,ForloveofGodseemsdying。
To—night,Hisfrostwillfastenonthismudandus,Shrivellingmanyhandsandpuckeringforeheadscrisp。
Theburying—party,picksandshovelsintheirshakinggrasp,Pauseoverhalf—knownfaces。Alltheireyesareice,Butnothinghappens。
SpringOffensiveHaltedagainsttheshadeofalasthill,Theyfed,and,lyingeasy,wereateaseAnd,findingcomfortablechestsandkneesCarelesslyslept。ButmanytherestoodstillTofacethestark,blankskybeyondtheridge,Knowingtheirfeethadcometotheendoftheworld。
Marvellingtheystood,andwatchedthelonggrassswirledBytheMaybreeze,murmurouswithwaspandmidge,ForthoughthesummeroozedintotheirveinsLiketheinjecteddrugfortheirbones’pains,Sharpontheirsoulshungtheimminentlineofgrass,Fearfullyflashedthesky’smysteriousglass。
Hourafterhourtheyponderthewarmfield——
Andthefarvalleybehind,wherethebuttercupsHadblessedwithgoldtheirslowbootscomingup,Whereeventhelittlebrambleswouldnotyield,Butclutchedandclungtothemlikesorrowinghands;
Theybreatheliketreesunstirred。
TilllikeacoldgustthrilledthelittlewordAtwhicheachbodyanditssoulbegirdAndtightenthemforbattle。NoalarmsOfbugles,nohighflags,noclamoroushaste——
OnlyaliftandflareofeyesthatfacedThesun,likeafriendwithwhomtheirloveisdone。
Olargershonethatsmileagainstthesun,——
Mightierthanhiswhosebountythesehavespurned。
So,soontheytoppedthehill,andracedtogetherOveranopenstretchofherbandheatherExposed。AndinstantlythewholeskyburnedWithfuryagainstthem;andsoftsuddencupsOpenedinthousandsfortheirblood;andthegreenslopesChasmedandsteepenedsheertoinfinitespace。
OfthemwhorunningonthatlasthighplaceLeapttoswiftunseenbullets,orwentupOnthehotblastandfuryofhell’supsurge,Orplungedandfellawaypastthisworld’sverge,SomesayGodcaughtthemevenbeforetheyfell。
Butwhatsaysuchasfromexistence’brinkVenturedbutdravetooswifttosink。
Thefewwhorushedinthebodytoenterhell,Andthereout—fiendingallitsfiendsandflamesWithsuperhumaninhumanities,Long—famousglories,immemorialshames——
Andcrawlingslowlyback,havebydegreesRegainedcoolpeacefulairinwonder——
Whyspeaktheynotofcomradesthatwentunder?
TheChancesImindas’owthenightaforethatshowUsfivegottalking,——wewasintheknow,\"Overthetopto—morrer;boys,we’reforit,Firstwaveweare,firstruddywave;that’storeit。\"
\"Ahwell,\"saysJimmy,——an’’e’sseensomescrappin’——
\"Thereain’tmorenorfivethingsascan’appen;
Yegetknockedout;elsewounded——badorcushy;
Scuppered;ornowtexceptyerfeelingmushy。\"
Oneofusgottheknock—out,blowntochops。
T’otherwashurt,like,losin’both’isprops。
An’one,tousethewordof’ypocrites,’AdthemisfortoontobetookbyFritz。
Nowme,Iwasn’tscratched,praiseGodAlmighty(ThoughnexttimepleaseI’llthank’imforablighty),ButpooryoungJim,’e’slivin’an’’e’snot;
’Ereckoned’e’dfivechances,an’’e’s’ad;
’E’swounded,killed,andpris’ner,allthelot——
Theruddylotallrolledinone。Jim’smad。
S。I。W。
\"IwilltotheKing,Andofferhimconsolationinhistrouble,Forthatmantherehassethisteethtodie,Andbeingonethathatesobedience,Discipline,andorderlinessoflife,Icannotmournhim。\"
W。B。Yeats。
Pattinggoodbye,doubtlesstheytoldtheladHe’dalwaysshowtheHunabraveman’sface;
Fatherwouldsoonerhimdeadthanindisgrace,——
Wasproudtoseehimgoing,aye,andglad。
PerhapshisMotherwhimperedhowshe’dfretUntilhegotanice,safewoundtonurse。
Sisterswouldwishgirlstoocouldshoot,charge,curse,……
Brothers——wouldsendhisfavouritecigarette,Eachweek,monthaftermonth,theywrotethesame,ThinkinghimshelteredinsomeY。M。Hut,WhereonceanhourabulletmisseditsaimAndmissesteasedthehungerofhisbrain。
Hiseyesgrewoldwithwincing,andhishandRecklesswithague。Courageleaked,assandFromthebestsandbagsafteryearsofrain。
Butneverleave,wound,fever,trench—foot,shock,Untrappedthewretch。AnddeathseemedstillwithheldFortortureoflyingmachinallyshelled,Atthepleasureofthisworld’sPowerswho’drunamok。
He’dseenmenshoottheirhands,onnightpatrol,Theirpeopleneverknew。Yettheywerevile。
\"Deathsoonerthandishonour,that’sthestyle!\"
SoFathersaid。
Onedawn,ourwirepatrolCarriedhim。Thistime,Deathhadnotmissed。
Wecoulddonothing,butwipehisbleedingcough。
Coulditbeaccident?——Riflesgooff……
Notsniped?No。(LatertheyfoundtheEnglishball。)
Itwasthereasonedcrisisofhissoul。
AgainstthefiresthatwouldnotburnhimwholeButkepthimfordeath’sperjuryandscoffAndlife’shalf—promising,andboththeirriling。
Withhimtheyburiedthemuzzlehisteethhadkissed,AndtruthfullywrotetheMother\"Timdiedsmiling。\"
FutilityMovehimintothesun——
Gentlyitstouchawokehimonce,Athome,whisperingoffieldsunsown。
Alwaysitwokehim,eveninFrance,Untilthismorningandthissnow。
IfanythingmightrousehimnowThekindoldsunwillknow。
Thinkhowitwakestheseeds——
Woke,once,theclaysofacoldstar。
Arelimbssodear—achieved,aresidesFull—nerved,——stillwarm,——toohardtostir?
Wasitforthistheclaygrewtall?
——OwhatmadefatuoussunbeamstoilTobreakearth’ssleepatall?
Smile,Smile,SmileHeadtolimphead,thesunk—eyedwoundedscannedYesterday’sMail;thecasualties(typedsmall)
And(large)VastBootyfromourLatestHaul。
Also,theyreadofCheapHomes,notyetplanned;
For,saidthepaper,\"WhenthiswarisdoneThemen’sfirstinstinctwillbemakinghomes。
Meanwhiletheirforemostneedisaerodromes,Itbeingcertainwarhasjustbegun。
Peacewoulddowrongtoourundyingdead,——
ThesonsweofferedmightregrettheydiedIfwegotnothinglastingintheirstead。
Wemustbesolidlyindemnified。
ThoughallbeworthyVictorywhichallbought,WerulerssittinginthisancientspotWouldwrongourveryselvesifweforgotThegreatestglorywillbetheirswhofought,Whokeptthisnationinintegrity。\"
Nation?——Thehalf—limbedreadersdidnotchafeButsmiledatoneanothercuriouslyLikesecretmenwhoknowtheirsecretsafe。
Thisisthethingtheyknowandneverspeak,ThatEnglandonebyonehadfledtoFrance(NotmanyelsewherenowsaveunderFrance)。
Picturesofthesebroadsmilesappeareachweek,AndpeopleinwhosevoicerealfeelingringsSay:Howtheysmile!They’rehappynow,poorthings。
~23rdSeptember~1918。
ConsciousHisfingerswake,andflutterupthebed。
Hiseyescomeopenwithapullofwill,Helpedbytheyellowmay—flowersbyhishead。
Ablind—corddrawlsacrossthewindow—sill……
Howsmooththefloorofthewardis!whatarug!
Andwho’sthattalking,somewhereoutofsight?
Whyaretheylaughing?What’sinsidethatjug?
\"Nurse!Doctor!\"\"Yes;allright,allright。\"
Butsuddenduskbewildersalltheair——
Thereseemsnotimetowantadrinkofwater。
Nurselookssofaraway。AndeverywhereMusicandrosesburntthroughcrimsonslaughter。
Cold;cold;he’scold;andyetsohot:
Andthere’snolighttoseethevoicesby——
Notimetodream,andask——heknowsnotwhat。
ATerre(~BeingthephilosophyofmanySoldiers。~)
Sitonthebed;I’mblind,andthreepartsshell,Becareful;can’tshakehandsnow;nevershall。
Botharmshavemutiniedagainstme——brutes。
Myfingersfidgetliketenidlebrats。
Itriedtopegoutsoldierly——nouse!
Onediesofwarlikeanyolddisease。
Thisbandagefeelslikepenniesonmyeyes。
Ihavemymedals?——Discstomakeeyesclose。
Mygloriousribbons?——RippedfrommyownbackInscarletshreds。(That’sforyourpoetrybook。)
Ashortlifeandamerryone,mybrick!
Weusedtosaywe’dhatetolivedeadold,——
Yetnow……I’dwillinglybepuffy,bald,Andpatriotic。BufferscatchfromboysAtleastthejokeshurledatthem。IsupposeLittleI’deverteachason,buthitting,Shooting,war,hunting,alltheartsofhurting。
Well,that’swhatIlearnt,——that,andmakingmoney。
Yourfiftyyearsaheadseemnonetoomany?
TellmehowlongI’vegot?God!ForoneyearTohelpmyselftonothingmorethanair!
OneSpring!Isonetoogoodtospare,toolong?
Springwindwouldworkitsownwaytomylung,Andgrowmelegsasquickaslilac—shoots。
Myservant’slamed,butlistenhowheshouts!
WhenI’mluggedout,he’llstillbegoodforthat。
Hereinthismummy—case,youknow,I’vethoughtHowwellImighthaveswepthisfloorsforever,I’dasknonightoffwhenthebustle’sover,Enjoyingsothedirt。Who’sprejudicedAgainstagrimedhandwhenhisown’squitedust,Lesslivethanspecksthatinthesun—shaftsturn,Lesswarmthandustthatmixeswitharms’tan?
I’dlovetobeasweep,now,blackasTown,Yes,oramuckman。MustIbehisload?
OLife,Life,letmebreathe,——adug—outrat!
Notworsethanourstheexistencesratslead——
Nosingalongatnightdownsomesafevat,Theyfindashell—proofhomebeforetheyrot。
Deadmenmayenvylivingmitesincheese,Orgoodgermseven。Microbeshavetheirjoys,Andsubdivide,andnevercometodeath,Certainlyflowershavetheeasiesttimeonearth。
\"Ishallbeonewithnature,herb,andstone。\"
Shelleywouldtellme。Shelleywouldbestunned;
ThedullestTommyhugsthatfancynow。
\"Pushingupdaisies,\"istheircreed,youknow。
Tograin,then,gomyfat,tobudsmysap,Foralltheusefulnessthereisinsoap。
D’youthinktheBochewilleverstewman—soup?
Someday,nodoubt,if……
Friend,beverysureIshallbebetteroffwithplantsthatshareMorepeaceablythemeadowandtheshower。
Softrainswilltouchme,——astheycouldtouchonce,Andnothingbutthesunshallmakemeware。
Yourgunsmaycrasharoundme。I’llnothear;
Or,ifIwince,IshallnotknowIwince。
Don’ttakemysoul’spoorcomfortforyourjest。
Soldiersmaygrowasoulwhenturnedtofronds,Butherethething’sbestleftathomewithfriends。
Mysoul’salittlegrief,grapplingyourchest,Toclimbyourthroatonsobs;easilychasedOnothersighsandwipedbyfresherwinds。
Carrymycryingspirittillit’sweanedTodowithoutwhatbloodremainedthesewounds。
WildwithallRegrets(Anotherversionof\"ATerre\"。)
ToSiegfriedSassoonMyarmshavemutiniedagainstme——brutes!
Myfingersfidgetliketenidlebrats,Myback’sbeenstiffforhours,damnedhours。
DeathnevergiveshissquadaStand—at—ease。
Ican’tread。There:it’snouse。Takeyourbook。
Ashortlifeandamerryone,mybuck!
Wesaidwe’dhatetogrowdeadold。Butnow,Nottoliveoldseemsawful:nottorenewMyboyhoodwithmyboys,andteach’emhitting,Shootingandhunting,——alltheartsofhurting!
——Well,that’swhatIlearnt。That,andmakingmoney。
Yourfiftyyearsinstoreseemnonetoomany;
ButI’vefiveminutes。God!ForjusttwoyearsTohelpmyselftothisgoodairofyours!
OneSpring!Isonetoohardtospare?Toolong?
Springairwouldfinditsownwaytomylung,Andgrowmelegsasquickaslilac—shoots。
Yes,there’stheorderly。He’llchangethesheetsWhenI’mluggedout,oh,couldn’tIdothat?
Hereinthiscoffinofabed,I’vethoughtI’dliketokneelandsweephisfloorsforever,——
Andasknonightsoffwhenthebustle’sover,ForI’denjoythedirt;who’sprejudicedAgainstagrimedhandwhenhisown’squitedust,——
Lesslivethanspecksthatinthesun—shaftsturn?
Deardust,——inrooms,onroads,onfaces’tan!
I’dlovetobeasweep’sboy,blackasTown;
Yes,oramuckman。MustIbehisload?
Afleawoulddo。Ifonechapwasn’tbloody,Orwentstone—cold,I’dfindanotherbody。
WhichIshan’tmanagenow。Unlessit’syours。
Ishallstayinyou,friend,forsomefewhours。
You’llfeelmyheavyspiritchillyourchest,Andclimbyourthroatonsobs,untilit’schasedOnsighs,andwipedfromoffyourlipsbywind。
Ithinkonyourrichbreathing,brother,I’llbeweanedTodowithoutwhatbloodremainedmefrommywound。
~5thDecember~1917。
DisabledHesatinawheeledchair,waitingfordark,Andshiveredinhisghastlysuitofgrey,Legless,sewnshortatelbow。ThroughtheparkVoicesofboysrangsaddeninglikeahymn,Voicesofplayandpleasureafterday,Tillgatheringsleephadmotheredthemfromhim。
AboutthistimeTownusedtoswingsogayWhenglow—lampsbuddedinthelight—bluetreesAndgirlsglancedlovelierastheairgrewdim,——Intheoldtimes,beforehethrewawayhisknees。
NowhewillneverfeelagainhowslimGirls’waistsare,orhowwarmtheirsubtlehands,Allofthemtouchhimlikesomequeerdisease。
Therewasanartistsillyforhisface,Foritwasyoungerthanhisyouth,lastyear。
Nowheisold;hisbackwillneverbrace;
He’slosthiscolourveryfarfromhere,Poureditdownshell—holestilltheveinsrandry,Andhalfhislifetimelapsedinthehotrace,Andleapofpurplespurtedfromhisthigh。
Onetimehelikedabloodsmeardownhisleg,Afterthematchescarriedshoulder—high。
Itwasafterfootball,whenhe’ddrunkapeg,Hethoughthe’dbetterjoin。Hewonderswhy……
Someonehadsaidhe’dlookagodinkilts。
That’swhy;andmaybe,too,topleasehisMeg,Aye,thatwasit,topleasethegiddyjilts,Heaskedtojoin。Hedidn’thavetobeg;
Smilingtheywrotehislie;agednineteenyears。
Germanshescarcelythoughtof;andnofearsOfFearcameyet。HethoughtofjewelledhiltsFordaggersinplaidsocks;ofsmartsalutes;
Andcareofarms;andleave;andpayarrears;
Espritdecorps;andhintsforyoungrecruits。
Andsoon,hewasdraftedoutwithdrumsandcheers。
Somecheeredhimhome,butnotascrowdscheerGoal。
OnlyasolemnmanwhobroughthimfruitsThankedhim;andtheninquiredabouthissoul。
Now,hewillspendafewsickyearsinInstitutes,Anddowhatthingstherulesconsiderwise,Andtakewhateverpitytheymaydole。
To—nighthenoticedhowthewomen’seyesPassedfromhimtothestrongmenthatwerewhole。
Howcoldandlateitis!Whydon’ttheycomeAndputhimintobed?Whydon’ttheycome?
TheEndAftertheblastoflightningfromtheeast,Theflourishofloudclouds,theChariotthrone,AfterthedrumsoftimehaverolledandceasedAndfromthebronzewestlongretreatisblown,ShallLiferenewthesebodies?OfatruthAlldeathwillheannul,alltearsassuage?
OrfillthesevoidveinsfullagainwithyouthAndwashwithanimmortalwaterage?
WhenIdoaskwhiteAge,hesaithnotso,——
\"Myheadhangsweighedwithsnow。\"
AndwhenIhearkentotheEarthshesaithMyfieryheartsinksaching。Itisdeath。
MineancientscarsshallnotbeglorifiedNormytitanictearstheseasbedried。\"