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  THESENATOR’SLASTTRADE

  AdroveofleancattlewereswingingeasilyoverBlackMountain,andbehindthemcameabigmanwithwildblackhairandabushybeard。

  Nowandthenhewouldgnawathismustachewithhislong,yellowteeth,orwouldsitdowntolethisleanhorserest,andwouldflipmeaninglesslyatthebusheswithaswitch。Sometimeshisbushyheadwoulddroopoveronhisbreast,andhewouldsnapitupsharplyandstartpainfullyon。Robber,cattle—thief,outlawhemighthavebeeninanothercentury;forhefilledthefigureofanyrobberheroinlifeorromance,andyethewasonlytheSenatorfromBell,ashewasknowninthelittleKentuckycapital;or,ashewasknowninhismountainhome,justtheSenator,whohadtoiledandschemedandgrownrichandgrownpoor;

  whohadsufferedlongandwaskind。

  OnlythatChristmashehadguttedeverystoreintown。``Givemeeverythingyouhave,brother,’’hesaid,acrosseachcounter;andnextdayeveryman,woman,andchildinthemountaintownhadapresentfromtheSenator’shands。Helookedlikeabrigandthatday,ashelookednow,buthecalledeverymanhisbrother,andhiseye,whileblackandlustrelessasnight,wasasbroodingandjustaskind。

  Whentheboomwentdown,withitandwitheverybodyelsewenttheSenator。

  Slowlyhegotdusty,ragged,longofhair。Helookedtorturedandever—restless。Youneversawhimstill;

  alwayshesweptbyyou,flappinghislegsonhisleanhorseorhisarmsinhisricketybuggyhere,there,everywhere——

  turning,twisting,fightinghiswaybacktofreedom——andnotamurmur。

  Stillwaseverymanhisbrother,andifsomeforgothisonceopenhand,heforgotitnomorecompletelythandidtheSenator。Hewentveryfartopayhisdebts。Hefelthonorbound,indeed,toaskhissistertogivebackthefarmthathehadgivenher,which,veryproperlypeoplesaid,shedeclinedtodo。NothingcouldkillhopeintheSenator’sbreast;hewouldhandbackthefarminanotheryear,hesaid;butthesisterwasfirm,andwithoutawordstill,theSenatorwentotherwaysandschemedthroughthenights,andworkedandrodeandwalkedandtradedthroughthedays,untilnow,whenthelightwasbeginningtoglimmer,hisendwascome。

  ThiswastheSenator’slasttrade,andinsight,downinaKentuckyvalley,washome。Strangelyenough,theSenatordidnotcareatall,andhehadjustenoughsanitylefttowonderwhy,andtobeworried。Itwasthe``walkingtyphoid’’thathadcaughtupwithhim,andhewaslistless,andhemadestrangegesturesanddidfoolishthingsashestumbleddownthemountain。

  Hewasgoingoveralittleknollnow,andhecouldseethecreekthatranaroundhishouse,buthewasnottouched。Hewouldjustassoonhavelaindownrightwherehewas,orhaveturnedaroundandgoneback,exceptthatitwashotandhewantedtogettothewater。HerememberedthatitwasnighChristmas;hesawthesnowabouthimandthecakesoficeinthecreek。Heknewthatheoughtnottobehot,andyethewas——sohotthatherefusedtoreasonwithhimselfevenaminute,andhurriedon。Itwasoddthatitshouldbeso,butjustaboutthattime,overinVirginia,acattledealer,nearinghome,stoppedtotellaneighborhowhehadtrickedsomeblack—whiskeredfoolupinthemountains。

  Itmayhavebeenjustwhenhewaslaughingaloudoverthere,thattheSenator,overhere,torehiswoollenshirtfromhisgreathairychestandrushedintotheicystream,clappinghisarmstohisburningsidesandshoutinginhisfrenzy。

  ``Ifhehadlivedalittlelonger,’’saidaconstituent,``hewouldhavelostthenextelection。Hehadn’tthemoney,youknow。’’

  ``Ifhehadlivedalittlelonger,’’saidthemountainpreacherhighuponYellowCreek,``I’dhavegotthattradeI

  hadonhandwithhimthrough。NotthatIwantedhimtodie,butifhehadto——why——’’

  ``Ifhehadlivedalittlelonger,’’

  saidtheSenator’slawyer,``hewouldhavecleanedoffthescoreagainsthim。’’

  ``Ifhehadlivedalittlelonger,’’saidtheSenator’ssister,notmeaningtobeunkind,``hewouldhavegotallI

  have。’’

  ThatwaswhatlifeheldfortheSenator。Deathwasmorekind。

  PREACHIN’ONKINGDOM—COME

  I’vetoldye,stranger,thatHellferSartainempties,asitoughter,ofco’se,intoKingdom—Come。Youcanketchthedevil’mostanydayintheweekonHellferSartain,an’sometimesyoucangitGloryeverlastin’onKingdom—Come。

  Hit’stheonlymeetin’—housetharintwentymilesaroun’。

  Well,thereg’larrider,oleJimSkaggs,wasdead,an’thebretherinwasa—lookin’

  aroun’fersomebodytostepintooleJim’sshoes。Thar’dbeenoneyoungfelleruptharfromthesettlemints,a—

  cavortin’aroun’,an’theywasstudyin’

  ’boutgittin’him。

  ``Bretherin’an’sisteren,’’Isays,attertheleetlechapwasgone,``he’sgotthefortitoodtospeakan’heshorelyiswellfavored。He’sgotamightygoodhawkeyeferspyin’outevil——an’thegals;hecanoutholleroleJim;an’IF,’’Isays,``anyIDEESevercomestohim,he’llbeahell—rousershore——buttheyain’tcomin’!’’

  An’,sosayin’,Itakesmyfootinmyhandan’stepsferhome。

  Stranger,themfellersovertharhain’tseedmucho’thisworld。Lotsof’emnuverseedthecyars;someof’emnuverseedawagon。An’atterjowerin’an’

  noratin’fer’bouttwohours,whatyoureckontheysaidtheyaimedtodo?

  Theybelievedthey’dtakethatarmanBeecher,eftheycouldgithimtocome。

  They’dheerdo’Henryendurin’thewar,an’theyknowedhewasagintherebs,an’theywantedHenryiftheycouldjesgithimtocome。

  Well,Isnorted,an’thefeudbrokeoutonHellferSartainbetwixttheDaysan’theDillons。MaceDayshotDawsDillon’sbrother,asIrickollect——somep’n’sal’aysa—startin’upthatplagueywaran’a—makin’thingsfrolicsomeoverthar——an’efithadn’ta—beenferatallyoungfellerwithblackhairan’ascaracrosshisforehead,whowasa—goin’

  throughthemountainsa—settlin’thesewars,blamemeefIbelievethareverwould’a’beenanymo’preachin’onKingdom—Come。ThisfellercomesoverfromHazlanan’saysheaimstoholdameetin’onKingdom—Come。``Brother,’’

  Isays,``that’swhatnopreacherhaveeverdidwhilstthiswarisa—goin’on。’’

  An’hesays,sorto’quiet,``Well,then,I

  reckonI’llhavetodowhatnopreacherhaveeverdid。’’An’Iupsan’says:

  ``Brother,anolejedgecomeuphereoncefromthesettlemintstoholdcouht。

  `Jedge,’Isays,`that’swhatnojedgehaveeverdidwithoutsoldierssincethiswar’sbeena—goin’on。’An’,brother,thejedge’swordswasyours,p’int—blank。

  `Allright,’hesays,`thenI’llhavetodowhatnootherjedgehaveeverdid。’

  An’,brother,’’saysItothepreacher,``thejedgedoneitshore。Hejeslaidunderthecouht—housefertwodayswhilsttheboysfitoverhim。An’whenIseesthejedgea—makin’tracksferthesettlemints,Isays,`Jedge,’Isays,`youspokeaparableshore。’’’

  Well,sir,thelongpreacherlookedjesasthoughhewasa—sayin’tohisself,``Yes,Ihearye,butIdon’theedye,’’

  an’whenhesays,``Jesthesame,I’ma—goin’toholdameetin’onKingdom—

  Come,’’why,Ijestakesmyfootinmyhandan’ag’inIstepsferhome。

  Thatnight,stranger,IseedanotherfellerfromHazlan,whowasa—tellin’howthisherepreacherhadstoppedthewaroverthar,an’hadgottheMarcumsan’

  Braytonstoshakin’hands;an’nextdayoleTomPerkinsstopsinan’saysthatWHARAStheremought’a’beenpreachin’

  somewharan’sometime,tharnuverhadbeenPREACHIN’aforeonKingdom—Come。

  SoIgoesovertothemeetin’house,an’

  theywasallthar——DawsDillonan’

  MaceDay,theleadersinthewar,an’

  AbeShivers(you’veheerdtello’Abe)

  whowasa—carryin’talesfromonesidetot’otheran’a—stirrin’uphellginerally,asAbemostal’aysis;an’tharwasDawsononesideo’themeetin’—housean’

  Maceont’other,an’bothjesa—watchin’

  fert’othertomakeamove,an’thar’d’a’beenbilly—helltopayrightthar!

  Stranger,thatlongpreachertalkedjesaseasyasI’ma—talkin’now,an’hitwasp’int—blankasthefellerfromHazlansaid。Youjesought’a’heerdhimtellin’

  abouttheLawda—bein’asporeasanyfellerthar,an’a—makin’barnsan’fencesan’ox—yokesan’sechlike;an’nota—bein’abletowritehisownname——

  havin’tomakehismarkmebbe——whenhestartedouttosavetheworld。An’

  howtheytukhiman’nailedhimontoacrosswhenhe’dcomedownfernothin’

  buttosave’em;an’stuckaspearbigasacorn—knifeintohisside,an’givehimvinegar;an’hisownmammya—standin’

  downtharonthegrounda—cryin’an’

  a—watchin’himan’hea—fergivin’allof’emthenan’thar!

  Tharnuverhadbeennothin’likethataforeonKingdom—Come,an’allalongI

  heerdfellersa—layin’thargunsdown;

  anwhenthepreachercalledoutfersinners,blamemeefthefustfellerthatrizwasn’tMaceDay。An’Macesays,``Stranger,’fwhatyousayistrue,I

  reckontheLawd’llfergivemetoo,butIdon’tbelieveDawsDilloneverwill,’’

  an’Macestoodtharlookin’aroundferDaws。An’allofasuddenthepreachergotupstraightan’calledout,``Istharahumaninthishousemeanan’sorryenoughtostandbetwixtamanan’hisMaker’’?An’rightthar,stranger,Dawsriz。``Naw,byGod,tharhain’t!’’Dawssays,an’hewalksuptoMacea—holdin’

  outhishand,an’theyallbustsoutcryin’an’shakin’hands——Daysan’Dillons——

  jesasthepreacherhadmade’emdooverinHazlan。An’atterthethingwasover,Istepsuptothepreacheran’

  Isays:

  ``Brother,’’Isays,``YOUspokeaparable,shore。’’

  THEPASSINGOFABRAHAMSHIVERS

  ``Itellye,boys,hithaintoftenafellerhasthechanceo’doin’somuchgoodjesbyDYIN’。Fer’fAbeShiversairgone,shorelygone,therestofus——

  everydurnoneofus——aira—goin’tobesaved。FerAbeShivers——youhain’theerdtello’ABE?Well,youmustbeastrangerinthesemountainso’Kaintuck,shore。

  ``Idon’tknow,stranger,asAbeeverwasborned;nobodyinthesemountainsknowsit’fhewas。ThefusttimeIeverheerdtello’Abehewasa—hollerin’ferhisrightsonemawnin’atdaylight,endurin’

  thewar,jesoutsideo’oleTomPerkins’

  dooronFryin’Pan。Abewaslefttharbysomehome—gyard,Ireckon。Well,nobodyaireverturnedout’ndoorsinthesemountains,asyouknow,an’Abegothisrightsthatmawin’,an’he’sbeena—gittin’’emeversence。Tomalreadyhadahouseful,but’fanyfellergotthebigges’hunko’corn—bread,thatfellerwasAbe;an’efanyfellergota—whalin’,hitwasn’tAbe。

  ``Abetuktolyin’rightnaturely——

  lookedlike——aforehecouldtalk。Factis,Abenuvercoulddonothin’butjeswhisper。Still,Abecouldmanagetosendaliefurderwiththatrattlin’

  whisperthanoleTomcouldwiththatbighorno’hisnwhattellstheboystherevenoosaircomin’upFryin’

  Pan。’

  ``Didn’ttakeAbelongtogittobraggin’

  an’drinkin’an’naggin’an’hectorin’

  ——everything,’mos’,’ceptfightin’。NobodyeverdrawedAbeShiversintoafight。Idon’tknowashewasafeerd;

  lookedlikeAbewasa—havin’sechatarnationgoodtimewithhisdevilminthejesdidn’twanttorunnorisko’havin’

  hitstopped。An’sechdevilmint!Hitudtakeacoon’sage,Ireckon,totellye。

  ``Theboyswasa—goin’uptheriveronenighttogitoleDaveHallfertrickin’

  RosieBranhamintoevil。Somefellergoesaheadan’tellsoleDavethey’sa—comin。’HitwasAbe。Somefellerfindsastreako’oreonoleTomPerkins’

  land,an’rackshisjinnydowntotown,an’tellsafurrinerthar,an’Tomcomesmight’nighsellin’thelandfernothin’。

  NowTomraisedAbe,but,jesthesame,thefellerwasAbe。

  ``OnenightsomebodyguidestherevenoosinonHellferSartain,an’theycutsupfourstills。HitwasAbe。Thesamenight,mindye,afellerslipsinamongtherevenooswhilethey’sasleep,andcutsofftheirhosses’manesan’

  tails——muledeverydurnedcritteruv’em。Stranger,hitwasAbe。An’asferwomen—folks——well,AbewastheillfavoredestfellerIeversee,an’hecouldn’ttalk;still,Abewassassy,an’

  youknowhowsasscountswiththegals;

  an’Abe’swhisperin’comeinjesashandyasanyfeller’ssettin’up;so’feveryouseedamanwithaWinchestera—lookin’ferthefellerwhohadcuthimout,stranger,hewasa—lookin’ferAbe。

  ``SomebodytellsHarveHall,uptharatadanceonHell—fer—SartainoneChristmasnight,thatRichHarphadsaidsomep’n’aginhiman’NanceOsborn。

  An’somebodytellsRichthatHarvehadsaidsompe’n’aginNancean’HIM。Hitwasonean’thesamefeller,stranger,an’

  thefellerwasAbe。Well,whileRichan’Harvewasa—gittin’well,somebodyrunsoffwithNance。HitwasAbe。

  ThenRichan’Harvejesdrawsstrawsferafeller。Stranger,theydrawedferAbe。Hit’spurtyhardtobelievethatAbeairgone,’ceptthatRichHarpan’

  HarveHalldon’tneverdrawnostrawsfernothin’;but’fbythegraceo’Goddle—

  mightyAbeairgone,why,asIwasa—sayin’,therestofus——everydurnedoneofusaira—goin’tobesaved,shore。

  FerAbe’sgonefust,an’efthar’sonlyoneJedgmentDay,theLawd’llnuvergittous。’’

  APURPLERHODODENDRON

  Thepurplerhododendronisrare。

  UpintheGaphere,BeeRock,hungoutoverRoaringRock,blossomswithit——asagraycloudpurpleswiththesunrise。Thisrockwastossedlightlyonedgewhentheearthwasyoung,andstandsvertical。Togettheflowersyouclimbthemountaintooneside,and,balancingontherock’sthinedge,slipdownbyrootsandpastrattlesnakedenstillyouhangoutoverthewaterandreachforthem。Toavoidsnakesitisbesttogowhenitiscool,atdaybreak。

  IknowbutoneotherplaceinthissouthwestcornerofVirginiawherethereisanotherbushofpurplerhododendron,andonebushonlyisthere。

  Thishangsatthethroatofapeaknotfaraway,whoseagelessgrayheadisbentoveraravinethatsinkslikeaspearthrustintothesideofthemountain。Sweptonlybyhighwindandeaglewingsasthisis,Iyetknewonemanfoolhardyenoughtoclimbtoitforaflower。Hebroughtoneblossomdown:andtothisdayIdonotknowthatitwasnottheactofacoward;

  yes,thoughGraysondidit,actuallysmilingallthewayfrompeaktoravine,andthoughhewasmybestfriend——bestlovedthenandsince。IbelievehewasthestrangestmanIhaveeverknown,andIsaythiswiththought;

  forhiseccentricitiesweresincere。InallhedidIcannotrememberhavingevensuspectedanythingtheatricalbutonce。

  WewereallVirginiansorKentuckiansattheGap,andGraysonwasaVirginian。YoumighthaveguessedthathewasaSouthernerfromhisvoiceandfromthewayhespokeofwomen——butnomore。Otherwise,hemighthavebeenaMoor,exceptforhiscolor,whichwasabouttheonlyracialcharacteristichehad。Hehadbeeneducatedabroadand,aftertheEnglishhabit,hadtravelledeverywhere。AndyetIcanimaginenomorelonelywaybetweentheeternitiesthanthepathGraysontrodalone。

  HecametotheGapintheearlydays,andjustwhyhecameIneverknew。Hehadstudiedtheironquestionalongtime,hetoldme,andwhatIthoughtrecklessspeculationwas,itseems,deliberatejudgmenttohim。Hismoney``inthedirt,’’asthephrasewas,Graysongothimahorseandrodethehillsandwaited。Hewasintimatewithnobody。Occasionallyhewouldplaypokerwithusandsometimeshedrankagooddeal,butliquorneverloosedhistongue。Atpokerhisfacetoldaslittleasthebackofhiscards,andhewonmorethanadmiration——evenfromtheKentuckians,whoareartistsatthegame;

  butthemoneywentfromafreehand,and,afteradiversionlikethis,hewasapttobemoodyandtokeepmoretohimselfthanever。Everyfortnightortwohewoulddisappear,alwaysoverSunday。Inthreeorfourdayshewouldturnupagain,blackwithbrooding,andthenhewasthelastmantoleavethecard—tableorhekeptawayfromitaltogether。Wherehewentnobodyknew;andhewasnotthemananybodywouldquestion。

  OnenighttwoofusKentuckiansweresittingintheclub,andfromahomepaperIreadaloudtherumoredengagementofagirlwebothknew——

  whowasfamousforbeautyintheBluegrass,aswashermotherbeforeherandthemotherbeforeher——toanunnamedVirginian。Graysonsatnear,smokingapipe;andwhenIreadthegirl’snameIsawhimtakethemeerschaumfromhislips,andIfelthiseyesonme。Itwasamysteryhow,butIknewatoncethatGraysonwastheman。Hesoughtmeoutafterthatandseemedtowanttomakefriends。Iwaswilling,or,ratherhemadememorethanwilling;forhewasirresistibletome,asIimaginehewouldhavebeentoanybody。Wegottowalkingtogetherandridingtogetheratnight,andweweresoonratherintimate;butforalongtimeheneversomuchasspokethegirl’sname。Indeed,hekeptawayfromtheBluegrassfornearlytwomonths;butwhenhedidgohestayedafortnight。

  ThistimehecameformeassoonashegotbacktotheGap。Itwasjustbeforemidnight,andwewentasusualbackofImbodenHill,throughmoon—

  dappledbeeches,andGraysonturnedoffintothewoodswheretherewasnopath,bothofussilent。Werodethroughtremulous,shiningleaves——

  Grayson’shorsechoosingawayforhimself——and,threshingthroughapatchofhigh,strongweeds,wecircledpastanamphitheatreofdeadenedtreeswhosecrookedarmsweretossedoutintothemoonlight,andhaltedonthespur。ThemoonwaspoisedoverMorris’sfarm;

  SouthForkwasshiningunderuslikealoopofgold,themountainslayaboutintranquilheaps,andthemoon—mistroseluminousbetweenthem。ThereGraysonturnedtomewithaneagerlightinhiseyesthatIhadneverseenbefore。

  ``Thishasanewbeautyto—night!’’

  hesaid;andthen``Itoldheraboutyou,andshesaidthatsheusedtoknowyou——well。’’Iwasgladmyfacewasinshadow——Icouldhardlykeepbackabrutallaugh——andGrayson,unseeing,wentontospeakofherasIhadneverheardanymanspeakofanywoman。Intheend,hesaidthatshehadjustpromisedtobehiswife。Ianswerednothing。

  Othermen,Iknew,hadsaidthatwiththesameright,perhaps,andhadgonefromhertogobacknomore。

  AndIwasoneofthem。GraysonhadmetheratWhiteSulphurfiveyearsbefore,andhadlovedhereversince。

  Shehadknownitfromthefirst,hesaid,andIguessedthenwhatwasgoingtohappentohim。Imarvelled,listeningtotheman,foritwasthestarofconstancyinherwhitesoulthatwasmostlustroustohim——andwhileI

  wonderedthemarvelbecameacommonplace。

  Didnoteveryloverthinkhislovedoneexemptfromthefrailtythatnamesotherwomen?Thereisnoidealoffaithorofpuritythatdoesnotliveincountlesswomento—day。Ibelievethat;butcouldInotrecallonefriendwhowalkedwithDivinitythroughpinewoodsforoneimmortalspring,andwho,beingsicktodeath,wasquitefinished——learningheratlast?DidInotknowloverswhobelievedsacredtothemselves,inthenameoflove,lipsthathadbeengiventomanyanotherwithoutit?AndnowdidInotknow——butIknewtoomuch,andtoGraysonIsaidnothing。

  Thatspringthe``boom’’came。Grayson’spropertyquadrupledinvalueandquadrupledagain。Iwashislawyer,andIpleadwithhimtosell;butGraysonlaughed。Hewasnotspeculating;hehadinvestedonjudgment;hewouldsellonlyatacertainfigure。Thefigurewasactuallyreached,andGraysonlethalfgo。Theboomfell,andGraysontookthetumblewithajest。Itwouldcomeagainintheautumn,hesaid,andhewentofftomeetthegirlatWhiteSulphur。

  Iworkedrighthardthatsummer,butImissedhim,andIsurelywasgladwhenhecameback。Somethingwaswrong;Isawitatonce。Hedidnotmentionhername,andforawhileheavoidedevenme。Isoughthimthen,andgraduallyIgothimintoouroldhabitofwalkingupintotheGapandofsittingoutaftersupperonabigrockinthevalley,listeningtotherunoftheriverandwatchingtheafterglowovertheCumberland,themoonriseoverWallen’sRidgeandthestarscomeout。

  Waitingforhimtospeak,Ilearnedforthefirsttimethenanothersecretofhiswretchedmelancholy。Itwasthehopelessnessofthattime,perhaps,thatdisclosedit。Graysonhadlostthefaithofhischildhood。Mostmendothatatsometimeorother,butGraysonhadnobusiness,noprofession,noartinwhichtofindrelief。Indeed,therewasbutonesubstitutepossible,andthatcamelikeagiftstraightfromtheGodwhomhedenied。Lovecame,andGrayson’sidealsoflove,asofeverythingelse,weremorbidandquixotic。Hebelievedthatheowedittothewomanheshouldmarrynevertohavelovedanother。Hehadlovedbutonewoman,hesaid,andheshouldlovebutone。

  IbelievedhimthenliterallywhenhesaidthathislovefortheKentuckygirlwashisreligionnow——theonlyanchorlefthiminhisseaoftroubles,theonlystarthatgavehimguidinglight。Withoutthislove,whatthen?

  Ihadastrongimpulsetoaskhim,butGraysonshivered,asthoughhedivinedmythought,and,insomerelentlessway,ourtalkdriftedtothequestionofsuicide。Iwasnotsurprisedthatheratherdefendedit。Neitherofussaidanythingnew,onlyIdidnotlikethewayhetalked。Hewastoodeliberate,tooserious,asthoughhewerereallyfacingapossiblefact。Hehadnoreligiousscruples,hesaid,nofamilyties;hehadnothingtodowithbringinghimselfintolife;why——ifitwasnotworthliving,notbearable——

  whyshouldhenotendit?Hegavetheusualauthority,andIgavetheusualanswer。Religionaside,ifwedidnotknowthatwewerehereforsomepurpose,wedidnotknowthatwewerenot;andherewewereanyway,andourdutywasplain。Desertionwastheactofacoward,andthatGraysoncouldnotdeny。

  Thatautumnthecrashof’91cameacrossthewaterfromEngland,andGraysongaveup。HewenttoRichmond,andcamebackwithmoneyenoughtopayoffhisnotes,andI

  thinkittooknearlyallhehad。Still,heplayedpokersteadilynow——forpokerhadbeenresumedwhenitwasnolongerpossibletogambleinlots——hedrankagooddeal,andhebeganjustatthistimetotakeasingularinterestinourvolunteerpoliceguard。Hehadalwaysbeenonhandwhentherewastrouble,andIsha’n’tsoonforgethimthedaySenatorMahonespoke,whenwewerepunchingacrowdofmountaineersbackwithcockedWinchesters。Hehadlosthishatinastrugglewithonegiant;helookedhalfcrazywithanger,andyethewaswhiteandperfectlycool,andI

  noticedthatheneverhadtotellamanbutoncetostandback。Nowhewasthefirstmantoanswerapolicewhistle。

  WhenwewereguardingTaltHall,healwaysvolunteeredwhentherewasanyunusualrisktorun。WhenweraidedthePoundtocaptureagangofdesperadoes,heinsistedongoingaheadasspy;andwhenwegotrestlesslyingoutinthewoodswaitingfordaybreak,andthecaptainsuggestedachargeonthecabin,Graysonwasbyhissidewhenitwasmade。Graysonsprangthroughthedoorfirst,andhewasthemanwhothrusthisrecklessheadupintotheloftandlightedamatchtoseeifthemurdererswerethere。Mostofusdidfoolishthingsinthosedaysunderstressofexcitement,butGrayson,Isaw,wasweakenoughtobereckless。Histroublewiththegirl,whateveritwas,wasseriousenoughtomakehimapparentlycarelittlewhetherhewerealiveordead。

  AndstillIsawthatnotyetevenhadhelosthope。Hewashavingasorefightwithhispride,andhegotbody—

  wornandheart—sickoverit。Ofcoursehewasworsted,andintheend,fromsheerweakness,hewentbacktoheroncemore。

  IshallneverseeanotherfacelikehiswhenGraysoncamebackthatlasttime。

  Inevernoticedbeforethatthereweresilverhairsabouthistemples。Hestayedinhisroom,andhadhismealssenttohim。Hecameoutonlytoride,andthenatnight。Wakingthethirdmorningatdaybreak,Isawhimthroughthewindowgallopingpast,andIknewhehadspentthenightonBlackMountain。IwenttohisroomassoonasIgotup,andGraysonwaslyingacrosshisbedwithhisfacedown,hisclotheson,andinhisrighthandwasarevolver。IreeledintoachairbeforeIhadstrengthenoughtobendoverhim,andwhenIdidI

  foundhimasleep。Ilefthimashewas,andIneverlethimknowthatIhadbeentohisroom;butIgothimoutontherockagainthatnight,andIturnedourtalkagaintosuicide。Isaiditwassmall,mean,cowardly,criminal,contemptible!Iwassavagelyinearnest,andGraysonshiveredandsaidnotaword。Ithoughthewasinbettermindafterthat。Wegottotakingnightridesagain,andIstayedascloselytohimasIcould,fortimesgotworseandtroublewasuponeverybody。Notesfellthickerthansnowflakes,and,throughthefoolishpolicyofthecompany,foreclosureshadtobemade。Graysonwenttothewallliketherestofus。Iaskedhimwhathehaddonewiththemoneyhehadmade。Hehadgivenawayagreatdealtopoorerkindred;hehadpaidhisdeadfather’sdebts;hehadplayedawayagooddeal,andhehadlosttherest。Hisfaithwasstillimperturbable。Hehadadozenrectanglesof``dirt,’’andfromthese,hesaid,itwouldallcomebacksomeday。Still,hefeltthesuddenpovertykeenly,buthefaceditashedidanyotherphysicalfactinlife——dauntless。Heusedtobefondofsayingthatnoonethingcouldmakehimmiserable。Buthewouldtalkwithmockingearnestnessaboutsomemuch—

  dreadedcombination;andafavoritephraseofhis——whichgottohavepeculiarsignificance——was``thecohortsofhell,’’

  whoclosedinonhimwhenhewassickandweak,andwhofellbackwhenhegotwell。Hehadonestrangehabit,too,fromwhichIgotcomfort。Hewoulddeliberatelywalkintoanddefyanytemptationthatbesethim。Thatwasthewayhestrengthenedhimself,hesaid。Iknewwhathistemptationwasnow,andIthoughtofthishabitwhenIfoundhimasleepwithhisrevolver,andIgothopefromitnow,whenthedreadedcombination(whateverthatwas)seemedactuallytohavecome。

  Icouldseenowthathegotworsedaily。Hestoppedhismockeries,hisoccasionalfitsofrecklessgayety。Hestoppedpoker——resolutely——hecouldn’taffordtolosenow;and,whatpuzzledme,hestoppeddrinking。Themansimplylookedtired,alwayshopelesslytired;

  andIcouldbelievehimsincereinallhisfoolishtalkabouthisblessedNirvana:

  whichwasthepeacehecraved,whichwasendenoughforhim。

  Winterbroke。Maydrewnear;andoneafternoon,whenGraysonandItookourwalkupthroughtheGap,hecarriedalongahugespy—glassofmine,whichhadbelongedtoafamousolddesperado,whowatchedhisenemieswithitfromthemountain—tops。Webothhelpedcapturehim,andIdefendedhim。Hewassentencedtohang——theglasswasmyfee。

  WesatdownoppositeBeeRock,andforthefirsttimeGraysontoldmeofthatlastscenewithher。Hespokewithoutbitterness,andhetoldmewhatshesaid,wordforword,withoutabreathofblameforher。Idonotbelievethathejudgedheratall;shedidnotknow——

  healwayssaid;shedidnotKNOW;andthen,whenIopenedmylips,Graysonreachedsilentlyformywrist,andIcanfeelagainthewarningcrushofhisfingers,andIsaynothingagainsthernow。

  IaskedGraysonwhathisanswerwas。

  ``Iaskedher,’’hesaid,solemnly,``ifshehadeverseenapurplerhododendron。’’

  Ialmostlaughed,picturingthescene——thegirlbewilderedbyhisabsurdquestion——

  Graysoncalm,superblycourteous。

  Itwasamentalpeculiarityofhis——thisirrelevancy——anditwaslikehimtoendamatteroflifeanddeathinjustthatway。

  ``ItoldherIshouldsendherone。

  Iamwaitingforthemtocomeout,’’headded;andhelaybackwithhisheadagainstastoneandsightedthetelescopeonadizzypoint,aboutwhichbuzzardswerecircling。

  ``Thereisjustonebushofrhododendronupthere,’’hewenton。``IsawitlookingdownfromthePointlastspring。

  IimagineitmustblossomearlierthanthatacrossthereonBeeRock,beingalwaysinthesun。No,it’snotbuddingyet,’’headded,withhiseyetotheglass。

  ``Youseethatledgejusttotheleft?I

  droppedabigrockfromthePointsquareonarattlerwhowassunninghimselftherelastspring。Icanseeafootholdallthewayupthecliff。Itcanbedone,’’

  heconcluded,inatonethatmademeturnsharplyuponhim。

  ``Doyoureallymeantoclimbupthere?’’Iasked,harshly。

  ``Ifitblossomsfirstupthere——I’llgetitwhereitbloomsfirst。’’InamomentIwasangryandhalfsickwithsuspicion,forIknewhisobstinacy;andthenbeganwhatIamhalfashamedtotell。

  EverydaythereafterGraysontookthatglasswithhim,andIwentalongtohumorhim。IwatchedBeeRock,andhethatonebushatthethroatofthepeak——neitherofustalkingoverthematteragain。Itwasuncanny,thatrivalry——sunandwindinonespot,sunandwindinanother——Natureherselfcastingthefateofahalf—crazedfoolwithaflower。Itwasutterlyabsurd,butIgotnervousoverit——apprehensive,dismal。

  Aweeklateritrainedfortwodays,andthewaterwashigh。Thenextdaythesunshone,andthatafternoonGraysonsmiled,lookingthroughtheglass,andhandedittome。IknewwhatIshouldsee。Onepurplecluster,fullblown,wasshakinginthewind。

  GraysonwasleaningbackinadreamwhenIlettheglassdown。Acoolbreathfromthewoodsbehindusbroughttheodorofrootsandofblackearth;upintheleavesandsunlightsomewhereawood—thrushwassinging,andIsawinGrayson’sfacewhatIhadnotseenforalongtime,andthatwaspeace——thepeaceofstubbornpurpose。Hedidnotcomeformethenextday,northenext;

  butthenexthedid,earlierthanusual。

  ``Iamgoingtogetthatrhododendron,’’

  hesaid。``Ihavebeenhalf—wayup——itcanbereached。’’SohadIbeenhalf—wayup。Withnerveandagilitytheflowercouldbegot,andboththeseGraysonhad。Ifhehadwantedtoclimbupthereanddrop,hecouldhavedoneitalone,andhewouldhaveknownthatIshouldhavefoundhim。Graysonwastestinghimselfagain,and,angrywithhimfortheabsurdityofthethingandwithmyselfforhumoringit,butstillnotsureofhim,Ipickedupmyhatandwent。IsworetomyselfsilentlythatitwasthelasttimeIshouldpayanyheedtohiswhims。Ibelievedthiswouldbethelast。Theaffairwiththegirlwasover。Theflowersent,IknewGraysonwouldnevermentionhernameagain。

  Naturewasradiantthatafternoon。

  ThemountainshadtheleafyluxurianceofJune,andarich,sunlithazedrowsedonthembetweentheshadowsstartingoutoverthevalleyandthecloudssowhitethattheblueoftheskylookeddark。TwoeaglesshotacrossthemouthoftheGapaswenearedit,andhighbeyondbuzzardsweresailingoverGrayson’srhododendron。

  IwentuptheravinewithhimandIclimbedupbehindhim——Graysongoingverydeliberatelyandwhistlingsoftly。Hecalleddowntomewhenhereachedtheshelfthatlookedhalf—way。

  ``Youmustn’tcomeanyfartherthanthis,’’hesaid。``GetoutonthatrockandI’lldropthemdowntoyou。’’

  Thenhejumpedfromtheledgeandcaughtthebodyofasmalltreeclosetotheroots,andmyheartsankatsuchrecklessnessandallmyfearsroseagain。

  Iscrambledhastilytotheledge,butI

  couldgetnofarther。Imightpossiblymakethejumphehadmade——buthowshouldIevergetback?Howwouldhe?Icalledangrilyafterhimnow,andhewouldn’tanswerme。Icalledhimafool,acoward;Istampedtheledgelikeachild——butGraysonkepton,footafterhand,withstealthycaution,andthepurpleclusternoddingdownathimmademyheadwhirl。I

  hadtoliedowntokeepfromtumblingfromtheledge;andthereonmyside,grippingapinebush,Ilaylookingupathim。Hewasclosetotheflowersnow,andjustbeforehetookthelastupwardstepheturnedandlookeddownthatawfulheightwithascalmafaceasthoughhecouldhavedroppedandfloatedunhurttotheravinebeneath。

  Thenwithhislefthandhecaughttheledgetotheleft,strainedup,and,holdingthus,reachedoutwithhisright。

  Thehandclosedaboutthecluster,andthetwigwasbroken。Graysongaveagreatshoutthen。Heturnedhisheadasthoughtodropthem,and,thatfaraway,Iheardthesibilantwhirofrattles。Isawasnake’screstwithinayardofhisface,and,myGod!IsawGraysonloosehislefthandtoguardit!

  Thesnakestruckathisarm,andGraysonreeledandcaughtbackonceattheledgewithhislefthand。Hecaughtonce,Isay,todohimfulljustice;then,withoutaword,hedropped——andI

  sweartherewasasmileonhisfacewhenheshotdownpastmeintothetrees。

  Ifoundhimdownthereintheravinewithnearlyeveryboneinhisbodycrushed。Hisleftarmwasunderhim,andoutstretchedinhisrighthandwastheshatteredcluster,witheveryblossomgonebutone。Onewhitehalfofhisfacewasunmarked,andonitwasstilltheshadowofasmile。IthinkitmeantmorethanthatGraysonbelievedthathewasnearpeaceatlast。ItmeantthatFatehaddonethedeedforhimandthathewasglad。Whetherhewouldhavedoneithimself,Idonotknow;andthatiswhyIsaythatthoughGraysonbroughttheflowerdown——smilingfrompeaktoravine——

  Idonotknowthathewasnot,afterall,acoward。

  ThatnightIwrotetothewomaninKentucky。ItoldherthatGraysonhadfallenfromacliffwhileclimbingforflowers;andthathewasdead。

  Alongwiththesewords,Isentapurplerhododendron。

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