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  ToMarcellineDesbordes—Valmore,adaughterofFlanders,ofwhomthesemoderndaysmaywellbeproud,IdedicatethisquaintlegendofoldFlanders。

  DEBALZAC。

  CHRISTINFLANDERS

  AtadimlyremoteperiodinthehistoryofBrabant,communicationbetweentheIslandofCadzandandtheFlemishcoastwaskeptupbyaboatwhichcarriedpassengersfromoneshoretotheother。Middelburg,thechieftownintheisland,destinedtobecomesofamousintheannalsofProtestantism,atthattimeonlynumberedsometwoorthreehundredhearths;andtheprosperoustownofOstendwasanobscurehaven,astragglingvillagewherepiratesdweltinsecurityamongthefishermenandthefewpoormerchantswholivedintheplace。

  ButthoughthetownofOstendconsistedaltogetherofsomescoreofhousesandthreehundredcottages,hutsorhovelsbuiltofthedriftwoodofwreckedvessels,itneverthelessrejoicedinthepossessionofagovernor,agarrison,aforkedgibbet,aconvent,andaburgomaster,inshort,inalltheinstitutionsofanadvancedcivilization。

  WhoreignedoverBrabantandFlandersinthosedays?Onthispointtraditionismute。Letusconfessatoncethatthistalesavorsstronglyofthemarvelous,themysterious,andthevague;elementswhichFlemishnarratorshaveinfusedintoastoryretailedsooftentogatheringsofworkersonwinterevenings,thatthedetailsvarywidelyinpoeticmeritandincongruityofdetail。Ithasbeentoldbyeverygeneration,handeddownbygrandamesatthefireside,narratednightandday,andthechroniclehaschangeditscomplexionsomewhatineveryage。Likesomegreatbuildingthathassufferedmanymodificationsofsuccessivegenerationsofarchitects,somesombreweather—beatenpile,thedelightofapoet,thestorywoulddrivethecommentatorandtheindustriouswinnowerofwords,facts,anddatestodespair。Thenarratorbelievesinit,asallsuperstitiousmindsinFlanderslikewisebelieve;andisnotawhitwisernormorecredulousthanhisaudience。Butasitwouldbeimpossibletomakeaharmonyofallthedifferentrenderings,herearetheoutlinesofthestory;

  stripped,itmaybe,ofitspicturesquequaintness,butwithallitsbolddisregardofhistoricaltruth,anditsmoralteachingsapprovedbyreligion——amyth,theblossomofimaginativefancy;anallegorythatthewisemayinterprettosuitthemselves。Toeachhisownpasturage,andthetaskofseparatingthetaresfromthewheat。

  TheboatthatservedtocarrypassengersfromtheIslandofCadzandtoOstendwasuponthepointofdeparture;butbeforetheskipperloosedthechainthatsecuredtheshalloptothelittlejetty,wherepeopleembarked,heblewahornseveraltimes,towarnlatelingerers,thisbeinghislastjourneythatday。Nightwasfalling。ItwasscarcelypossibletoseethecoastofFlandersbythedyingfiresofthesunset,ortomakeoutuponthehithershoreanyformsofbelatedpassengershurryingalongthewallofthedykesthatsurroundedtheopencountry,oramongthetallreedsofthemarshes。Theboatwasfull。

  \"Whatareyouwaitingfor?Letusputoff!\"theycried。

  Justatthatmomentamanappearedafewpacesfromthejetty,tothesurpriseoftheskipper,whohadheardnosoundoffootsteps。Thetravelerseemedtohavesprungupfromtheearth,likeapeasantwhohadlaidhimselfdownonthegroundtowaittilltheboatshouldstart,andhadslepttillthesoundofthehornawakenedhim。Washeathief?orsomeonebelongingtothecustom—houseorthepolice?

  Assoonasthemanappearedonthejettytowhichtheboatwasmoored,sevenpersonswhowerestandinginthesternoftheshallophastenedtositdownonthebenches,soastoleavenoroomforthenewcomer。

  Itwastheswiftandinstinctiveworkingofthearistocraticspirit,animpulseofexclusivenessthatcomesfromtherichman’sheart。FourofthesevenpersonagesbelongedtothemostaristocraticfamiliesinFlanders。Firstamongthemwasayoungknightwithtwobeautifulgreyhounds;hislonghairflowedfrombeneathajeweledcap;heclankedhisgildedspurs,curledtheendsofhismoustachefromtimetotimewithaswaggeringgrace,andlookedrounddisdainfullyontherestofthecrew。Ahigh—borndamsel,withafalcononherwrist,onlyspokewithhermotherorwithachurchmanofhighrank,whowasevidentlyarelation。Allthesepersonsmadeagreatdealofnoise,andtalkedamongthemselvesasthoughtherewerenooneelseintheboat;yetclosebesidethemsatamanofgreatimportanceinthedistrict,astoutburgherofBruges,wrappedaboutwithavastcloak。

  Hisservant,armedtotheteeth,hadsetdownacoupleofbagsfilledwithgoldathisside。Nexttotheburghercameamanoflearning,adoctoroftheUniversityofLouvain,whowastravelingwithhisclerk。

  Thislittlegroupoffolk,wholookedcontemptuouslyateachother,wasseparatedfromthepassengersintheforwardpartoftheboatbythebenchofrowers。

  Thebelatedtravelerglancedabouthimashesteppedonboard,sawthattherewasnoroomforhiminthestern,andwenttothebowsinquestofaseat。Theywereallpoorpeoplethere。Atfirstsightofthebareheadedmaninthebrowncamletcoatandtrunk—hose,andplainstifflinencollar,theynoticedthatheworenoornaments,carriednocapnorbonnetinhishand,andhadneitherswordnorpurseathisgirdle,andoneandalltookhimforaburgomastersureofhisauthority,aworthyandkindlyburgomasterlikesomanyaFlemingofoldtimes,whosehomelyfeaturesandcharactershavebeenimmortalizedbyFlemishpainters。Thepoorerpassengers,therefore,receivedhimwithdemonstrationsofrespectthatprovokedscornfultitteringattheotherendoftheboat。Anoldsoldier,inuredtotoilandhardship,gaveuphisplaceonthebenchtothenewcomer,andseatedhimselfontheedgeofthevessel,keepinghisbalancebyplantinghisfeetagainstoneofthosetraversebeams,likethebackboneofafish,thatholdtheplanksofaboattogether。Ayoungmother,whoboreherbabyinherarms,andseemedtobelongtotheworkingclassinOstend,movedasidetomakeroomforthestranger。Therewasneitherservilitynorscorninhermannerofdoingthis;itwasasimplesignofthegoodwillbywhichthepoor,whoknowbylongexperiencethevalueofaserviceandthewarmththatfellowshipbrings,giveexpressiontotheopen—heartednessandthenaturalimpulsesoftheirsouls;soartlesslydotheyrevealtheirgoodqualitiesandtheirdefects。Thestrangerthankedherbyagesturefullofgraciousdignity,andtookhisplacebetweentheyoungmotherandtheoldsoldier。Immediatelybehindhimsatapeasantandhisson,aboytenyearsofage。Abeggarwoman,old,wrinkled,andcladinrags,wascrouching,withheralmostemptywallet,onagreatcoilofropethatlayintheprow。Oneoftherowers,anoldsailor,whohadknownherinthedaysofherbeautyandprosperity,hadlethercomein\"fortheloveofGod,\"inthebeautifulphrasethatthecommonpeopleuse。

  \"Thankyoukindly,Thomas,\"theoldwomanhadsaid。\"Iwillsaytwo/Paters/andtwo/Aves/foryouinmyprayersto—night。\"

  Theskipperblewhishornforthelasttime,lookedalongthesilentshore,flungoffthechain,ranalongthesideoftheboat,andtookuphispositionatthehelm。Helookedatthesky,andassoonastheywereoutintheopensea,heshoutedtothemen:\"Pullaway,pullwithallyourmight!Theseaissmilingatasquall,thewitch!Icanfeeltheswellbythewaytherudderworks,andthestorminmywounds。\"

  Thenauticalphrases,unintelligibletoearsunusedtothesoundofthesea,seemedtoputfreshenergyintotheoars;theykepttimetogether,therhythmofthemovementwasstillevenandsteady,butquiteunlikethepreviousmannerofrowing;itwasasifacanteringhorsehadbrokenintoagallop。Thegaycompanyseatedinthesternamusedthemselvesbywatchingthebrawnyarms,thetannedfaces,andsparklingeyesoftherowers,theplayofthetensemuscles,thephysicalandmentalforcesthatwerebeingexertedtobringthemforatriflingtollacrossthechannel。Sofarfrompityingtherowers’

  distress,theypointedoutthemen’sfacestoeachother,andlaughedatthegrotesqueexpressionsonthefacesofthecrewwhowerestrainingeverymuscle;butintheforepartoftheboatthesoldier,thepeasant,andtheoldbeggarwomanwatchedthesailorswiththesympathynaturallyfeltbytoilerswholivebythesweatoftheirbrowandknowtheroughstruggle,thestrenuousexcitementofeffort。Thesefolk,moreover,whoseliveswerespentintheopenair,hadallseenthewarningsofdangerinthesky,andtheirfacesweregrave。Theyoungmotherrockedherchild,singinganoldhymnoftheChurchforalullaby。

  \"Ifweevergetthereatall,\"thesoldierremarkedtothepeasant,\"itwillbebecausetheAlmightyisbentonkeepingusalive。\"

  \"Ah!HeistheMaster,\"saidtheoldwoman,\"butIthinkitwillbeHisgoodpleasuretotakeustoHimself。Justlookatthatlightdownthere……\"andshenoddedherheadasshespoketowardsthesunset。

  Streaksoffieryredglaredfrombehindthemassesofcrimson—flushedbrowncloudthatseemedabouttounlooseafuriousgale。Therewasasmotheredmurmurofthesea,amoaningsoundthatseemedtocomefromthedepths,alowwarninggrowl,suchasadoggiveswhenheonlymeansmischiefasyet。Afterall,Ostendwasnotfaraway。Perhapspainting,likepoetry,couldnotprolongtheexistenceofthepicturepresentedbyseaandskyatthatmomentbeyondthetimeofitsactualduration。Artdemandsvehementcontrasts,whereforeartistsusuallyseekoutNature’smoststrikingeffects,doubtlessbecausetheydespairofrenderingthegreatandgloriouscharmofherdailymoods;

  yetthehumansoulisoftenstirredasdeeplybyhercalmasbyheremotion,andbysilenceasbystorm。

  Foramomentnoonespokeonboardtheboat。Everyonewatchedthatseaandsky,eitherwithsomepresentimentofdanger,orbecausetheyfelttheinfluenceofthereligiousmelancholythattakespossessionofnearlyallofusatthecloseoftheday,thehourofprayer,whenallnatureishushedsaveforthevoicesofthebells。Theseagleamedpaleandwan,butitshueschanged,andthesurfacetookallthecolorsofsteel。Theskywasalmostoverspreadwithlividgray,butdowninthewesttherewerelongnarrowbarslikestreaksofblood;

  whilelinesofbrightlightintheeasternsky,sharpandcleanasifdrawnbythetipofabrush,wereseparatedbyfoldsofcloud,likethewrinklesonanoldman’sbrow。Thewholescenemadeabackgroundofashengraysandhalf—tints,instrongcontrasttothebale—firesofthesunset。Ifwrittenlanguagemightborrowofspokenlanguagesomeoftheboldfiguresofspeechinventedbythepeople,itmightbesaidwiththesoldierthat\"theweatherhasbeenrouted,\"or,asthepeasantwouldsay,\"theskygloweredlikeanexecutioner。\"Suddenlyawindarosefromthequarterofthesunset,andtheskipper,whonevertookhiseyesoffthesea,sawtheswellonthehorizonline,andcried:

  \"Stoprowing!\"

  Thesailorsstoppedimmediately,andlettheiroarslieonthewater。

  \"Theskipperisright,\"saidThomascoolly。Agreatwavecaughtuptheboat,carriedithighonitscrest,onlytoplungeit,asitwere,intothetroughoftheseathatseemedtoyawnforthem。Atthismightyupheaval,thissuddenoutbreakofthewrathofthesea,thecompanyinthesternturnedpale,andsentupaterriblecry。

  \"Wearelost!\"

  \"Oh,notyet!\"saidtheskippercalmly。

  Ashespoke,thecloudsimmediatelyabovetheirheadsweretornasunderbythevehemenceofthewind。Thegraymasswasrentandscatteredeastandwestwithominousspeed,adimuncertainlightfromtheriftintheskyfellfullupontheboat,andthetravelersbeheldeachother’sfaces。Allofthem,thenobleandthewealthy,thesailorsandthepoorpassengersalike,wereamazedforamomentbytheappearanceofthelastcomer。Hisgoldenhair,parteduponhiscalm,sereneforehead,fellinthickcurlsabouthisshoulders;andhisface,sublimeinitssweetnessandradiantwithdivinelove,stoodoutagainstthesurroundinggloom。Hehadnocontemptfordeath;heknewthatheshouldnotdie。Butifatthefirstthecompanyinthesternforgotforamomenttheimplacablefuryofthestormthatthreatenedtheirlives,selfishnessandtheirhabitsoflifesoonprevailedagain。

  \"Howluckythatstupidburgomasteris,nottoseetherisksweareallrunning!Heisjustlikeadog,hewilldiewithoutastruggle,\"saidthedoctor。

  Hehadscarcelypronouncedthishighlyjudiciousdictumwhenthestormunloosedallitslegions。Thewindblewfromeveryquarteroftheheavens,theboatspanroundlikeatop,andtheseabrokein。

  \"Oh!mypoorchild!mypoorchild!……Whowillsavemybaby?\"themothercriedinaheart—rendingvoice。

  \"Youyourselfwillsaveit,\"thestrangersaid。

  Thethrillingtonesofthatvoicewenttotheyoungmother’sheartandbroughthopewiththem;sheheardthegraciouswordsthroughallthewhistlingofthewindandtheshrieksofthepassengers。

  \"HolyVirginofGoodHelp,whoartatAntwerp,Ipromisetheeathousandpoundsofwaxandastatue,ifthouwiltrescuemefromthis!\"criedtheburgher,kneelinguponhisbagsofgold。

  \"TheVirginisnomoreatAntwerpthansheishere,\"wasthedoctor’scommentonthisappeal。

  \"Sheisinheaven,\"saidavoicethatseemedtocomefromthesea。

  \"Whosaidthat?\"

  \"’Tisthedevil!\"exclaimedtheservant。\"HeisscoffingattheVirginofAntwerp。\"

  \"LetushavenomoreofyourHolyVirginatpresent,\"theskippercriedtothepassengers。\"Putyourhandstothescoopsandbailthewateroutoftheboat。——Andtherestofyou,\"hewenton,addressingthesailors,\"pullwithallyourmight!Nowisthetime;inthenameofthedevilwhoisleavingyouinthisworld,beyourownProvidence!

  Everyoneknowsthatthechannelisfearfullydangerous;Ihavebeentoandfroacrossitthesethirtyyears。AmIfacingastormforthefirsttimeto—night?\"

  Hestoodatthehelm,andlooked,asbefore,athisboatandattheseaandskyinturn。

  \"Theskipperalwayslaughsateverything,\"mutteredThomas。

  \"WillGodleaveustoperishalongwiththosewretchedcreatures?\"

  askedthehaughtydamselofthehandsomecavalier。

  \"No,no,noblemaiden……Listen!\"andhecaughtherbythewaistandsaidinherear,\"Icanswim,saynothingaboutit!Iwillholdyoubyyourfairhairandbringyousafelytotheshore;butIcanonlysaveyou。\"

  Thegirllookedatheragedmother。TheladywasonherkneesentreatingabsolutionoftheBishop,whodidnotheedher。Inthebeautifuleyestheknightreadavaguefeelingoffilialpiety,andspokeinasmotheredvoice。

  \"SubmityourselftothewillofGod。IfitisHispleasuretotakeyourmothertoHimself,itwilldoubtlessbeforherhappiness——inanotherworld,\"headded,andhisvoicedroppedstilllower。\"Andforoursinthis,\"hethoughtwithinhimself。

  TheDameofRupelmondewasladyofsevenfiefsbesidethebaronyofGavres。

  Thegirlfeltthelongingforlifeinherheart,andforlovethatspokethroughthehandsomeadventurer,ayoungmiscreantwhohauntedchurchesinsearchofaprize,anheiresstomarry,orreadymoney。

  TheBishopbestowedhisbenisononthewaves,andbadethembecalm;

  itwasallthathecoulddo。Hethoughtofhisconcubine,andofthedelicatefeastwithwhichshewouldwelcomehim;perhapsatthatverymomentshewasbathing,perfumingherself,robingherselfinvelvet,fasteninghernecklaceandherjeweledclasps;andtheperverseBishop,sofarfromthinkingofthepowerofHolyChurch,ofhisdutytocomfortChristiansandexhortthemtotrustinGod,mingledworldlyregretsandlover’ssighswiththeholywordsofthebreviary。Bythedimlightthatshoneonthepalefacesofthecompany,itwaspossibletoseetheirdifferingexpressionsastheboatwasliftedhighinairbyawave,tobecastbackintothedarkdepths;theshallopquiveredlikeafragileleaf,theplaythingofthenorthwindintheautumn;

  thehullcreaked,itseemedreadytogotopieces。Fearfulshriekswentup,followedbyanawfulsilence。

  Therewasastrangedifferencebetweenthebehaviorofthefolkinthebowsandthatoftherichorgreatpeopleattheotherendoftheboat。Theyoungmotherclaspedherinfanttightlytoherbreasteverytimethatagreatwavethreatenedtoengulfthefragilevessel;butsheclungtothehopethatthestranger’swordshadsetinherheart。

  Eachtimethattheeyesturnedtohisfaceshedrewfreshfaithatthesight,thestrongfaithofahelplesswoman,amother’sfaith。Shelivedbythatdivinepromise,thelovingwordsfromhislips;thesimplecreaturewaitedtrustinglyforthemtobefulfilled,andscarcelyfearedthedangeranylonger。

  Thesoldier,holdingfasttothevessel’sside,nevertookhiseyesoffthestrangevisitor。Hecopiedonhisownroughandswarthyfeaturestheimperturbabilityoftheother’sface,applyingtothistaskthewholestrengthofawillandintelligencebutlittlecorruptedinthecourseofalifeofmechanicalandpassiveobedience。

  Soemulouswasheofacalmandtranquilcouragegreaterthanhisown,thatatlast,perhapsunconsciously,somethingofthatmysteriousnaturepassedintohisownsoul。Hisadmirationbecameaninstinctivezealforthisman,aboundlessloveforandbeliefinhim,suchaloveassoldiersfeelfortheirleaderwhenhehasthepowerofswayingothermen,whenthehaloofvictoriessurroundshim,andthemagicalfascinationofgeniusisfeltinallthathedoes。Thepooroutcastwasmurmuringtoherself:

  \"Ah!miserablewretchthatIam!HaveInotsufferedenoughtoexpiatethesinsofmyyouth?Ah!wretchedwoman,whydidyouleavethegaylifeofafrivolousFrenchwoman?whydidyoudevourthegoodsofGodwithchurchmen,thesubstanceofthepoorwithextortionersandfleecersofthepoor?Oh!Ihavesinnedindeed!——OhmyGod!myGod!

  letmefinishmytimeinhellhereinthisworldofmisery。\"

  Andagainshecried,\"HolyVirgin,MotherofGod,havepityuponme!\"

  \"Becomforted,mother。GodisnotaLombardusurer。Imayhavekilledpeoplegoodandbadatrandominmytime,butIamnotafraidoftheresurrection。\"

  \"Ah!masterLancepesade,howhappythosefairladiesare,tobesoneartoabishop,aholyman!Theywillgetabsolutionfortheirsins,\"saidtheoldwoman。\"Oh!ifIcouldonlyhearapriestsaytome,’Thysinsareforgiven!’Ishouldbelieveitthen。\"

  Thestrangerturnedtowardsher,andthegoodnessinhisfacemadehertremble。

  \"Havefaith,\"hesaid,\"andyouwillbesaved。\"

  \"MayGodrewardyou,goodsir,\"sheanswered。\"Ifwhatyousayistrue,IwillgoonpilgrimagebarefootedtoOurLadyofLorettotopraytoherforyouandforme。\"

  Thetwopeasants,fatherandson,weresilent,patient,andsubmissivetothewillofGod,likefolkwhosewontitistofallininstinctivelywiththewaysofNaturelikecattle。Attheoneendoftheboatstoodriches,pride,learning,debauchery,andcrime——humansociety,suchasartandthoughtandeducationandworldlyinterestsandlawshavemadeit;andatthisendtherewasterrorandwailing,innumerabledifferentimpulsesallrepressedbyhideousdoubts——atthisend,andatthisonly,theagonyoffear。

  Aboveallthesehumanlivesstoodastrongman,theskipper;nodoubtsassailedhim,thechief,theking,thefatalistamongthem。HewastrustinginhimselfratherthaninProvidence,crying,\"Bailaway!\"

  insteadof\"HolyVirgin,\"defyingthestorm,infact,andstrugglingwiththesealikeawrestler。

  Butthehelplesspoorattheotherendofthewherry!Themotherrockingonherbosomthelittleonewhosmiledatthestorm;thewomanoncesofrivolousandgay,andnowtormentedwithbitterremorse;theoldsoldiercoveredwithscars,amutilatedlifethesolerewardofhisunflaggingloyaltyandfaithfulness。Thisveterancouldscarcelycountonthemorselofbreadsoakedintearstokeepthelifeinhim,yethewasalwaysreadytolaugh,andwenthiswaymerrily,happywhenhecoulddrownhisgloryinthedepthsofapotofbeer,orcouldtelltalesofthewarstothechildrenwhoadmiredhim,leavinghisfuturewithalightheartinthehandsofGod。Lastly,therewerethetwopeasants,usedtohardshipsandtoil,laborincarnate,thelaborbywhichtheworldlives。Thesesimplefolkwereindifferenttothoughtanditstreasures,readytosinkthemallinabelief;andtheirfaithwasbutsomuchthemorevigorousbecausetheyhadneverdisputedaboutitnoranalyzedit。Suchanatureisavirginsoil,consciencehasnotbeentamperedwith,feelingisdeepandstrong;repentance,trouble,love,andworkhavedeveloped,purified,concentrated,andincreasedtheirforceofwillahundredtimes,thewill——theonethinginmanthatresembleswhatlearneddoctorscalltheSoul。

  Theboat,guidedbythewell—nighmiraculousskillofthesteersman,camealmostwithinsightofOstend,when,notfiftypacesfromtheshore,shewassuddenlystruckbyaheavyseaandcapsized。Thestrangerwiththelightabouthisheadspoketothislittleworldofdrowningcreatures:

  \"Thosewhohavefaithshallbesaved;letthemfollowme!\"

  Hestoodupright,andwalkedwithafirmstepuponthewaves。Theyoungmotheratoncetookherchildinherarms,andfollowedathissideacrossthesea。Thesoldiertoosprangup,sayinginhishomelyfashion,\"Ah!/nomd’unpipe/!Iwouldfollow/you/tothedevil;\"andwithoutseemingastonishedbyit,hewalkedonthewater。Theworn—outsinner,believingintheomnipotenceofGod,alsofollowedthestranger。

  Thetwopeasantssaidtoeachother,\"Iftheyarewalkingonthesea,whyshouldwenotdoastheydo?\"andtheyalsoaroseandhastenedaftertheothers。Thomastriedtofollow,buthisfaithtottered;hesankintheseamorethanonce,androseagain,butthethirdtimehealsowalkedonthesea。Theboldsteersmanclunglikearemoratothewreckofhisboat。Themiserhadhadfaith,andhadrisentogo,buthetriedtotakehisgoldwithhim,anditwashisgoldthatdraggedhimdowntothebottom。Thelearnedmanhadscoffedatthecharlatanandatthefoolswholistenedtohim;andwhenheheardthemysteriousstrangerproposetothepassengersthattheyshouldwalkonthewaves,hebegantolaugh,andtheoceanswallowedhim。Thegirlwasdraggeddownintothedepthsbyherlover。TheBishopandtheolderladywenttothebottom,heavilyladenwithsins,itmaybe,butstillmoreheavilyladenwithincredulityandconfidenceinidols,weighteddownbydevotion,intowhichalms—deedsandtruereligionenteredbutlittle。

  Thefaithfulflock,whowalkedwithafirmstephighanddryabovethesurge,heardallaboutthemthedreadfulwhistlingoftheblast;greatbillowsbrokeacrosstheirpath,butanirresistibleforcecleftawayforthemthroughthesea。Thesebelievingonessawthroughthesprayadimspeckoflightflickeringinthewindowofafisherman’shutontheshore,andeachone,ashepushedonbravelytowardsthelight,seemedtohearthevoiceofhisfellowcrying,\"Courage!\"throughalltheroaringofthesurf;yetnoonehadspokenaword——soabsorbedwaseachbyhisownperil。Inthiswaytheyreachedtheshore。

  Whentheywereallseatednearthefisherman’sfire,theylookedroundinvainfortheirguidewiththelightabouthim。Theseawashedupthesteersmanatthebaseofthecliffonwhichthecottagestood;hewasclingingwithmightandmaintotheplankasasailorcanclingwhendeathstareshimintheface;theMANwentdownandrescuedthealmostexhaustedseaman;thenhesaid,asheheldoutasuccoringhandabovetheman’shead:

  \"Good,forthisonce;butdonottryitagain;theexamplewouldbetoobad。\"

  Hetooktheskipperonhisshoulders,andcarriedhimtothefisherman’sdoor;knockedforadmittancefortheexhaustedman;then,whenthedoorofthehumblerefugeopened,theSaviourdisappeared。

  TheConventofMercywasbuiltforsailorsonthisspot,whereforlongafterwards(soitwassaid)thefootprintsofJesusChristcouldbeseeninthesand;butin1793,atthetimeoftheFrenchinvasion,themonkscarriedawaythispreciousrelic,thatborewitnesstotheSaviour’slastvisittoearth。

  ThereattheconventIfoundmyselfshortlyaftertheRevolutionof1830。Iwaswearyoflife。Ifyouhadaskedmethereasonofmydespair,Ishouldhavefounditalmostimpossibletogiveit,solanguidhadgrownthesoulthatwasmeltedwithinme。Thewestwindhadslackenedthespringsofmyintelligence。Acoldgraylightpoureddownfromtheheavens,andthemurkycloudsthatpassedoverheadgaveabodinglooktotheland;allthesethings,togetherwiththeimmensityofthesea,saidtome,\"Dieto—dayordieto—morrow,stillmustwenotdie?\"Andthen——Iwanderedon,musingonthedoubtfulfuture,onmyblightedhopes。Gnawedbythesegloomythoughts,I

  turnedmechanicallyintotheconventchurch,withthegraytowersthatloomedlikeghoststhoughtheseamists。Ilookedroundwithnokindlingoftheimaginationattheforestofcolumns,attheslenderarchessetaloftupontheleafycapitals,adelicatelabyrinthofsculpture。Iwalkedwithcarelesseyesalongthesideaislesthatopenedoutbeforemelikevastportals,everturningupontheirhinges。Itwasscarcelypossibletosee,bythedimlightoftheautumnday,thesculpturedgroiningsoftheroof,thedelicateandclean—cutlinesofthemouldingsofthegracefulpointedarches。Theorganpipesweremute。Therewasnosoundsavethenoiseofmyownfootstepstoawakenthemournfulechoeslurkinginthedarkchapels。I

  satdownatthebaseofoneofthefourpillarsthatsupportedthetower,nearthechoir。ThenceIcouldseethewholeofthebuilding。I

  gazed,andnoideasconnectedwithitaroseinmymind。Isawwithoutseeingthemightymazeofpillars,thegreatrosewindowsthathunglikeanetworksuspendedasbyamiracleinairabovethevastdoorways。Isawthedoorsattheendofthesideaisles,theaerialgalleries,thestainedglasswindowsframedinarchways,dividedbyslendercolumns,frettedintoflowerformsandtrefoilbyfinefiligreeworkofcarvedstone。Adomeofglassattheendofthechoirsparkledasifithadbeenbuiltofpreciousstonessetcunningly。Incontrasttotheroofwithitsalternatingspacesofwhitenessandcolor,thetwoaisleslaytorightandleftinshadowsodeepthatthefaintgrayoutlinesoftheirhundredshaftswerescarcelyvisibleinthegloom。Igazedatthemarvelousarcades,thescroll—work,thegarlands,thecurvinglines,andarabesquesinterwovenandinterlaced,andstrangelylighted,untilbysheerdintofgazingmyperceptionsbecameconfused,andIstoodupontheborderlandbetweenillusionandreality,takeninthesnaresetfortheeyes,andalmostlight—headedbyreasonofthemultitudinouschangesoftheshapesaboutme。

  Imperceptiblyamistgatheredaboutthecarvenstonework,andIonlybehelditthroughahazeoffinegoldendust,likethemotesthathoverinthebarsofsunlightslantingthroughtheairofachamber。

  Suddenlythestonelaceworkoftherosewindowsgleamedthroughthisvaporthathadmadeallformssoshadowy。Everymoulding,theedgesofeverycarving,theleastdetailofthesculpturewasdippedinsilver。

  Thesunlightkindledfiresinthestainedwindows,theirrichcolorssentoutglowingsparksoflight。Theshaftsbegantotremble,thecapitalsweregentlyshaken。Alightshudderasofdelightranthroughthebuilding,thestoneswereloosenedintheirsetting,thewall—

  spacesswayedwithgracefulcaution。Hereandthereaponderouspiermovedassolemnlyasadowagerwhenshecondescendstocompleteaquadrilleatthecloseofaball。Afewslenderandgracefulcolumns,theirheadsadornedwithwreathsoftrefoil,begantolaughanddancehereandthere。Someofthepointedarchesdashedatthetalllancetwindows,who,likeladiesoftheMiddleAges,worethearmorialbearingsoftheirhousesemblazonedontheirgoldenrobes。Thedanceofthemitredarcadeswiththeslenderwindowsbecamelikeafrayatatourney。

  Inanothermomenteverystoneinthechurchvibrated,withoutleavingitsplace;fortheorgan—pipesspoke,andIhearddivinemusicminglingwiththesongsofangels,andunearthlyharmony,accompaniedbythedeepnotesofthebells,thatboomedasthegianttowersrockedandswayedontheirsquarebases。ThisstrangeSabbathseemedtomethemostnaturalthingintheworld;andI,whohadseenCharlesX。

  hurledfromhisthrone,wasnolongeramazedbyanything。Nay,I

  myselfwasgentlyswayingwithasee—sawmovementthatinfluencedmynervespleasurablyinamannerofwhichitisimpossibletogiveanyidea。Yetinthemidstofthisheatedriot,thecathedralchoirfeltcoldasifitwereawinterday,andIbecameawareofamultitudeofwomen,robedinwhite,silent,andimpassive,sittingthere。Thesweetincensesmokethatarosefromthecenserswasgratefultomysoul。Thetallwaxcandlesflickered。Thelectern,gayasachanterundonebythetreacheryofwine,wasskippingaboutlikeapealofChinesebells。

  ThenIknewthatthewholecathedralwaswhirlingroundsofastthateverythingappearedtobeundisturbed。ThecolossalFigureonthecrucifixabovethealtarsmileduponmewithamingledmaliceandbenevolencethatfrightenedme;Iturnedmyeyesaway,andmarveledatthebluishvaporthatslidacrossthepillars,lendingtothemanindescribablecharm。Thensomegracefulwomen’sformsbegantostironthefriezes。Thecherubswhoupheldtheheavycolumnsshookouttheirwings。Ifeltmyselfupliftedbysomedivinepowerthatsteepedmeininfinitejoy,inasweetandlanguidrapture。Iwouldhavegivenmylife,Ithink,tohaveprolongedthesephantasmagoriaforalittle,butsuddenlyashrillvoiceclamoredinmyears:

  \"Awakeandfollowme!\"

  Awitheredwomantookmyhandinhers;itsicycoldnesscreptthrougheverynerve。Thebonesofherfaceshowedplainlythroughthesallow,almostolive—tintedwrinklesoftheskin。Theshrunken,ice—coldoldwomanworeablackrobe,whichshetrailedinthedust,andatherthroattherewassomethingwhite,whichIdarednotexamine。Icouldscarcelyseeherwanandcolorlesseyes,fortheywerefixedinastareupontheheavens。Shedrewmeafterheralongtheaisles,leavingatraceofherpresenceintheashesthatsheshookfromherdress。Herbonesrattledasshewalked,likethebonesofaskeleton;

  andaswewentIheardbehindmethetinklingofalittlebell,athin,sharpsoundthatrangthroughmyheadlikethenotesofaharmonica。

  \"Suffer!\"shecried,\"suffer!Soitmustbe!\"

  Wecameoutofthechurch;wewentthroughthedirtieststreetsofthetown,tillwecameatlasttoadingydwelling,andshebademeenterin。Shedraggedmewithher,callingtomeinaharsh,tunelessvoicelikeacrackedbell:

  \"Defendme!defendme!\"

  Togetherwewentupawindingstaircase。Sheknockedatadoorinthedarkness,andamute,likesomefamiliaroftheInquisition,openedtoher。Inanothermomentwestoodinaroomhungwithancient,raggedtapestry,amidpilesofoldlinen,crumpledmuslin,andgildedbrass。

  \"Beholdthewealththatshallendureforever!\"saidshe。

  Ishudderedwithhorror;forjustthen,bythelightofatalltorchandtwoaltarcandles,Isawdistinctlythatthiswomanwasfreshfromthegraveyard。Shehadnohair。Iturnedtofly。Sheraisedherfleshlessarmandencircledmewithabandofironsetwithspikes,andassheraiseditacrywentupallaboutus,thecryofmillionsofvoices——theshoutingofthedead!

  \"Itismypurposetomaketheehappyforever,\"shesaid。\"Thouartmyson。\"

  Weweresittingbeforethehearth,theasheslaycolduponit;theoldshrunkenwomangraspedmyhandsotightlyinhersthatIcouldnotchoosebutstay。Ilookedfixedlyather,strivingtoreadthestoryofherlifefromthethingsamongwhichshewascrouching。Hadsheindeedanylifeinher?Itwasamystery。YetIsawplainlythatonceshemusthavebeenyoungandbeautiful;fair,withallthecharmofsimplicity,perfectassomeGreekstatue,withthebrowofavestal。

  \"Ah!ah!\"Icried,\"nowIknowthee!Miserablewoman,whyhastthouprostitutedthyself?Intheageofthypassions,inthetimeofthyprosperity,thegraceandpurityofthyyouthwereforgotten。

  Forgetfulofthyheroicdevotion,thypurelife,thyabundantfaith,thoudidstresignthyprimitivepowerandthyspiritualsupremacyforfleshlypower。Thylinenvestments,thycouchofmoss,thecellintherock,brightwithraysoftheLightDivine,wasforsaken;thouhastsparkledwithdiamonds,andshonewiththeglitterofluxuryandpride。Then,grownboldandinsolent,seizingandoverturningallthingsinthycourselikeacourtesaneagerforpleasureinherdaysofsplendor,thouhaststeepedthyselfinbloodlikesomequeenstupefiedbyempery。Dostthounotremembertohavebeendullandheavyattimes,andthesuddenmarvelouslucidityofothermoments;aswhenArtemergesfromanorgy?Oh!poet,painter,andsinger,loverofsplendidceremoniesandprotectorofthearts,wasthyfriendshipforartperchanceacaprice,thatsothoushouldstsleepbeneathmagnificentcanopies?Wastherenotadaywhen,inthyfantasticpride,thoughchastityandhumilitywereprescribedtothee,thouhadstbroughtallthingsbeneaththyfeet,andsetthyfootonthenecksofprinces;whenearthlydominion,andwealth,andthemindofmanborethyyoke?Exultingintheabasementofhumanity,joyingtowitnesstheuttermostlengthstowhichman’sfollywouldgo,thouhastbiddenthyloverswalkonallfours,andrequiredofthemtheirlandsandwealth,nay,eventheirwivesiftheywereworthaughttothee。

  Thouhastdevouredmillionsofmenwithoutacause;thouhastflungawayliveslikesandblownbythewindfromWesttoEast。Thouhastcomedownfromtheheightsofthoughttositamongthekingsofmen。

  Woman!insteadofcomfortingmen,thouhasttormentedandafflictedthem!Knowingthatthoucouldstaskandhave,thouhastdemanded——

  blood!Alittlefloursurelyshouldhavecontentedthee,accustomedasthouhastbeentoliveonbreadandtominglewaterwiththywine。

  Unlikeallothersinallthings,formerlythouwouldstbidthyloversfast,andtheyobeyed。Whyshouldthyfancieshaveledtheetorequirethingsimpossible?Why,likeacourtesanspoiledbyherlovers,hastthoudotedonfollies,andleftthoseundeceivedwhosoughttoexplainandjustifyallthyerrors?Thencamethedaysofthylaterpassions,terribleliketheloveofawomanoffortyyears,withafiercecrythouhastsoughttoclaspthewholeuniverseinonelastembrace——andthyuniverserecoiledfromthee!

  \"Thenoldmensucceededtothyyounglovers;decrepitudecametothyfeetandmadetheehideous。Yet,eventhen,menwiththeeaglepowerofvisionsaidtotheeinaglance,’Thoushaltperishingloriously,becausethouhastfallenaway,becausethouhastbrokenthevowsofthymaidenhood。Theangelwithpeacewrittenonherforehead,whoshouldhaveshedlightandjoyalongherpath,hasbeenaMessalina,delightinginthecircus,indebauchery,andabuseofpower。Thedaysofthyvirginitycannotreturn;henceforwardthoushaltbesubjecttoamaster。Thyhourhascome;thehandofdeathisuponthee。Thyheirsbelievethatthouartrich;theywillkilltheeandfindnothing。Yettryatleasttoflingawaythisraimentnolongerinfashion;beoncemoreasinthedaysofold!——Nay,thouartdead,andbythyowndeed!’

  \"Isnotthisthystory?\"soIended。\"Decrepit,toothless,shiveringcrone,nowforgotten,goingthywayswithoutsomuchasaglancefrompassers—by!Whyartthoustillalive?Whatdoestthouinthatbeggar’sgarb,uncomelyanddesiredofnone?Wherearethyriches?——forwhatweretheyspent?Wherearethytreasures?——whatgreatdeedshastthoudone?\"

  Atthisdemand,theshriveledwomanraisedherbonyform,flungoffherrags,andgrewtallandradiant,smilingasshebrokeforthfromthedarkchrysalidsheath。Thenlikeabutterfly,thisdiaphanouscreatureemerged,fairandyouthful,clothedinwhitelinen,anIndianfromcreationissuingherpalms。Hergoldenhairrippledoverhershoulders,hereyesglowed,abrightmistclungabouther,aringofgoldhoveredaboveherhead,sheshooktheflamingbladeofaswordtowardsthespacesofheaven。

  \"Seeandbelieve!\"shecried。

  AndsuddenlyIsaw,afaroff,manythousandsofcathedralsliketheonethatIhadjustquitted;butthesewerecoveredwithpicturesandwithfrescoes,andIheardthemechowithentrancingmusic。Myriadsofhumancreaturesflockedtothesegreatbuildings,swarmingaboutthemlikeantsonanant—heap。Somewereeagertorescuebooksfromoblivionortocopymanuscripts,otherswerehelpingthepoor,butnearlyallwerestudying。Upabovethiscountlessmultituderosegiantstatuesthattheyhaderectedintheirmidst,andbythegleamsofastrangelightfromsomeluminaryaspowerfulasthesun,Ireadtheinscriptionsonthebasesofthestatues——Science,History,Literature。

  Thelightdiedout。AgainIfacedtheyounggirl。Graduallysheslippedintothedrearysheath,intotheraggedcere—cloths,andbecameanagedwomanagain。Herfamiliarbroughtheralittledust,andshestirreditintotheashesofherchafing—dish,fortheweatherwascoldandstormy;andthenhelightedforher,whosepalaceshadbeenlitwiththousandsofwax—tapers,alittlecresset,thatshemightseetoreadherprayersthroughthehoursofnight。

  \"Thereisnofaithleftintheearth!……\"shesaid。

  InsuchaperilousplightdidIbeholdthefairestandthegreatest,thetruestandmostlife—givingofallPowers。

  \"Wakeup,sir,thedoorsarejustabouttobeshut,\"saidahoarsevoice。Iturnedandbeheldthebeadle’suglycountenance;themanwasshakingmebythearm,andthecathedrallaywrappedinshadowsasamaniswrappedinhiscloak。

  \"Belief,\"Isaidtomyself,\"isLife!Ihavejustwitnessedthefuneralofamonarchy,nowwemustdefendthechurch。\"

  PARIS,February183l。

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