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  ToE。

  Ihaverememberedbeautyinthenight,AgainstblacksilencesIwakedtoseeAshowerofsunlightoverItalyAndgreenRavellodreamingonherheight;

  Ihaverememberedmusicinthedark,ThecleanswiftbrightnessofafugueofBach’s,AndrunningwatersingingontherocksWhenonceinEnglishwoodsIheardalark。

  ButallrememberedbeautyisnomoreThanavaguepreludetothethoughtofyou——

  YouaretherarestsoulIeverknew,Loverofbeauty,knightliestandbest;

  Mythoughtsseekyouaswavesthatseektheshore,AndwhenIthinkofyou,Iamatrest。

  PrefatoryNoteBesidenewpoems,thisbookcontainslyricstakenfrom\"RiverstotheSea\",\"HelenofTroyandOtherPoems\",andoneortwofromanearliervolume。

  ContentsI

  BarterTwilightNightSongatAmalfiTheLookAWinterNightACryGiftsButNottoMeSongatCapriChild,ChildLoveMePierrotWildAstersTheSongforColinFourWindsDebtFaultsBuriedLoveTheFountainIShallNotCareAfterPartingAPrayerSpringNightMayWindTidesAfterLoveNewLoveandOldTheKissSwansTheRiverNovemberSpringRainTheGhostSummerNight,RiversideJewelsII

  Interlude:SongsoutofSorrowI。Spirit’sHouseII。MasteryIII。LessonsIV。WisdomV。InaBuryingGroundVI。WoodSongVII。RefugeIII

  TheFlightDewTo—nightEbbTideIWouldLiveinYourLoveBecauseTheTreeofSongTheGiverAprilSongTheWandererTheYearsEnoughComeJoyRichesDuskinWarTimePeaceMoodsHousesofDreamsLights\"IAmNotYours\"

  DoubtTheWindMorningOtherMenEmbersMessageTheLampIV

  ANovemberNightLoveSongsI

  BarterLifehaslovelinesstosell,Allbeautifulandsplendidthings,Bluewaveswhitenedonacliff,Soaringfirethatswaysandsings,Andchildren’sfaceslookingupHoldingwonderlikeacup。

  Lifehaslovelinesstosell,Musiclikeacurveofgold,Scentofpinetreesintherain,Eyesthatloveyou,armsthathold,Andforyourspirit’sstilldelight,Holythoughtsthatstarthenight。

  Spendallyouhaveforloveliness,Buyitandnevercountthecost;

  ForonewhitesinginghourofpeaceCountmanyayearofstrifewelllost,AndforabreathofecstasyGiveallyouhavebeen,orcouldbe。

  TwilightDreamilyovertheroofsThecoldspringrainisfalling;

  OutinthelonelytreeAbirdiscalling,calling。

  SlowlyovertheearthThewingsofnightarefalling;

  MyheartlikethebirdinthetreeIscalling,calling,calling。

  NightSongatAmalfiIaskedtheheavenofstarsWhatIshouldgivemylove——

  Itansweredmewithsilence,Silenceabove。

  IaskedthedarkenedseaDownwherethefishersgo——

  Itansweredmewithsilence,Silencebelow。

  Oh,Icouldgivehimweeping,OrIcouldgivehimsong——

  ButhowcanIgivesilence,Mywholelifelong?

  TheLookStrephonkissedmeinthespring,Robininthefall,ButColinonlylookedatmeAndneverkissedatall。

  Strephon’skisswaslostinjest,Robin’slostinplay,ButthekissinColin’seyesHauntsmenightandday。

  AWinterNightMywindow—paneisstarredwithfrost,Theworldisbittercoldto—night,Themooniscruel,andthewindIslikeatwo—edgedswordtosmite。

  Godpityallthehomelessones,Thebeggarspacingtoandfro,Godpityallthepoorto—nightWhowalkthelamp—litstreetsofsnow。

  MyroomislikeabitofJune,Warmandclose—curtainedfoldonfold,Butsomewhere,likeahomelesschild,Myheartiscryinginthecold。

  ACryOh,thereareeyesthathecansee,Andhandstomakehishandsrejoice,ButtomyloverImustbeOnlyavoice。

  Oh,therearebreaststobearhishead,Andlipswhereonhislipscanlie,ButImustbetillIamdeadOnlyacry。

  GiftsIgavemyfirstlovelaughter,Igavemysecondtears,IgavemythirdlovesilenceThroughalltheyears。

  Myfirstlovegavemesinging,Mysecondeyestosee,Butoh,itwasmythirdloveWhogavemysoultome。

  ButNottoMeTheAprilnightisstillandsweetWithflowersoneverytree;

  Peacecomestothemonquietfeet,Butnottome。

  MypeaceishiddeninhisbreastWhereIshallneverbe;

  Lovecomesto—nighttoalltherest,Butnottome。

  SongatCapriWhenbeautygrowstoogreattobearHowshallIeasemeofitsache,ForbeautymorethanbitternessMakestheheartbreak。

  NowwhileIwatchthedreamingseaWithisleslikeflowersagainstherbreast,OnlyonevoiceinalltheworldCouldgivemerest。

  Child,ChildChild,child,lovewhileyoucanThevoiceandtheeyesandthesoulofaman;

  Neverfearthoughitbreakyourheart——

  Outofthewoundnewjoywillstart;

  Onlyloveproudlyandgladlyandwell,Thoughlovebeheavenorlovebehell。

  Child,child,lovewhileyoumay,Forlifeisshortasahappyday;

  Neverfearthethingyoufeel——

  Onlybyloveislifemadereal;

  Love,forthedeadlysinsareseven,Onlythroughlovewillyouenterheaven。

  LoveMeBrown—thrushsingingalldaylongIntheleavesaboveme,TakemylovethisAprilsong,\"Loveme,loveme,loveme!\"

  Whenheharkenswhatyousay,Bidhim,lesthemissme,Leavehisworkorleavehisplay,Andkissme,kissme,kissme!

  PierrotPierrotstandsinthegardenBeneathawaningmoon,AndonhislutehefashionsAfragilesilvertune。

  Pierrotplaysinthegarden,Hethinksheplaysforme,ButIamquiteforgottenUnderthecherrytree。

  Pierrotplaysinthegarden,AndalltherosesknowThatPierrotloveshismusic,——

  ButIlovePierrot。

  WildAstersInthespringIaskedthedaisiesIfhiswordsweretrue,Andtheclever,clear—eyeddaisiesAlwaysknew。

  Nowthefieldsarebrownandbarren,Bitterautumnblows,AndofallthestupidastersNotoneknows。

  TheSongforColinIsangasongatduskingtimeBeneaththeeveningstar,AndTerencelefthislatestrhymeToanswerfromafar。

  Pierrotlaiddownhislutetoweep,Andsighed,\"Shesingsforme。\"

  ButColinsleptacarelesssleepBeneathanappletree。

  FourWinds\"Fourwindsblowingthroughthesky,Youhaveseenpoormaidensdie,TellmethenwhatIshalldoThatmylovermaybetrue。\"

  Saidthewindfromoutthesouth,\"Laynokissuponhismouth,\"

  Andthewindfromoutthewest,\"Woundtheheartwithinhisbreast,\"

  Andthewindfromouttheeast,\"Sendhimemptyfromthefeast,\"

  Andthewindfromoutthenorth,\"Inthetempestthrusthimforth;

  Whenthouartmorecruelthanhe,ThenwillLovebekindtothee。\"

  DebtWhatdoIowetoyouWholovedmedeepandlong?

  YounevergavemyspiritwingsOrgavemyheartasong。

  Butoh,tohimIloved,Wholovedmenotatall,IowetheopengateThatledthroughheaven’swall。

  FaultsTheycametotellyourfaultstome,Theynamedthemoveronebyone;

  Ilaughedaloudwhentheyweredone,Iknewthemallsowellbefore,——

  Oh,theywereblind,tooblindtoseeYourfaultshadmademeloveyoumore。

  BuriedLoveIhavecometoburyLoveBeneathatree,IntheforesttallandblackWherenonecansee。

  Ishallputnoflowersathishead,Norstoneathisfeet,ForthemouthIlovedsomuchWasbittersweet。

  Ishallgonomoretohisgrave,Forthewoodsarecold。

  IshallgatherasmuchofjoyAsmyhandscanhold。

  IshallstayalldayinthesunWherethewidewindsblow,——

  Butoh,IshallcryatnightWhennonewillknow。

  TheFountainAllthroughthedeepbluenightThefountainsangalone;

  ItsangtothedrowsyheartOfthesatyrcarvedinstone。

  Thefountainsangandsang,Butthesatyrneverstirred——

  OnlythegreatwhitemoonIntheemptyheavenheard。

  ThefountainsangandsangWhileonthemarblerimThemilk—whitepeacocksslept,Andtheirdreamswerestrangeanddim。

  Brightdewwasonthegrass,Andontheilex,dew,Thedreamymilk—whitebirdsWerealla—glisten,too。

  ThefountainsangandsangThethingsonecannottell;

  ThedreamingpeacocksstirredAndthegleamingdew—dropsfell。

  IShallNotCareWhenIamdeadandovermebrightAprilShakesoutherrain—drenchedhair,Thoughyoushouldleanabovemebroken—hearted,Ishallnotcare。

  Ishallhavepeace,asleafytreesarepeacefulWhenrainbendsdownthebough,AndIshallbemoresilentandcold—heartedThanyouarenow。

  AfterPartingOh,IhavesownmylovesowideThathewillfinditeverywhere;

  Itwillawakehiminthenight,Itwillenfoldhimintheair。

  IsetmyshadowinhissightAndIhavewingeditwithdesire,Thatitmaybeacloudbyday,Andinthenightashaftoffire。

  APrayerUntilIlosemysoulandlieBlindtothebeautyoftheearth,Deafthoughshoutingwindgoesby,Dumbinastormofmirth;

  UntilmyheartisquenchedatlengthAndIhaveleftthelandofmen,Oh,letmelovewithallmystrengthCarelessifIamlovedagain。

  SpringNightTheparkisfilledwithnightandfog,Theveilsaredrawnabouttheworld,ThedrowsylightsalongthepathsAredimandpearled。

  Goldandgleamingtheemptystreets,Goldandgleamingthemistylake,Themirroredlightslikesunkenswords,Glimmerandshake。

  Oh,isitnotenoughtobeHerewiththisbeautyoverme?

  Mythroatshouldachewithpraise,andI

  Shouldkneelinjoybeneaththesky。

  O,beauty,areyounotenough?

  WhyamIcryingafterlove,Withyouth,asingingvoice,andeyesTotakeearth’swonderwithsurprise?

  WhyhaveIputoffmypride,WhyamIunsatisfied,——

  I,forwhomthepensivenightBindshercloudyhairwithlight,——

  I,forwhomallbeautyburnsLikeincenseinamillionurns?

  Obeauty,areyounotenough?

  WhyamIcryingafterlove?

  MayWindIsaid,\"IhaveshutmyheartAsoneshutsanopendoor,ThatLovemaystarvethereinAndtroublemenomore。\"

  ButovertheroofstherecameThewetnewwindofMay,AndatuneblewupfromthecurbWherethestreet—pianosplay。

  MyroomwaswhitewiththesunAndLovecriedoutinme,\"Iamstrong,IwillbreakyourheartUnlessyousetmefree。\"

  TidesLoveinmyheartwasafreshtideflowingWherethestarlikeseagullssoar;

  ThesunwaskeenandthefoamwasblowingHighontherockyshore。

  Butnowintheduskthetideisturning,Lowertheseagullssoar,AndthewavesthatroseinresistlessyearningArebrokenforevermore。

  AfterLoveThereisnomagicanymore,Wemeetasotherpeopledo,YouworknomiracleformeNorIforyou。

  YouwerethewindandIthesea——

  Thereisnosplendoranymore,IhavegrownlistlessasthepoolBesidetheshore。

  ButthoughthepoolissafefromstormAndfromthetidehasfoundsurcease,Itgrowsmorebitterthanthesea,Forallitspeace。

  NewLoveandOldInmyhearttheoldloveStruggledwiththenew;

  ItwasghostlywakingAllnightthrough。

  Dearthings,kindthings,Thatmyoldlovesaid,RangedthemselvesreproachfullyRoundmybed。

  ButIcouldnotheedthem,ForIseemedtoseeTheeyesofmynewloveFixedonme。

  Oldlove,oldlove,HowcanIbetrue?

  ShallIbefaithlesstomyselfOrtoyou?

  TheKissIhopedthathewouldloveme,Andhehaskissedmymouth,ButIamlikeastrickenbirdThatcannotreachthesouth。

  ForthoughIknowhelovesme,To—nightmyheartissad;

  HiskisswasnotsowonderfulAsallthedreamsIhad。

  SwansNightisoverthepark,andafewbravestarsLookonthelightsthatlinkitwithchainsofgold,ThelakebearsuptheirreflectioninbrokenbarsThatseemtooheavyfortremulouswatertohold。

  Wewatchtheswansthatsleepinashadowyplace,Andnowandagainonewakesandupliftsitshead;

  Howstillyouare——yourgazeisonmyface——

  Wewatchtheswansandneverawordissaid。

  TheRiverIcamefromthesunnyvalleysAndsoughtfortheopensea,ForIthoughtinitsgrayexpansesMypeacewouldcometome。

  IcameatlasttotheoceanAndfounditwildandblack,AndIcriedtothewindlessvalleys,\"Bekindandtakemeback!\"

  Butthethirstytideraninland,Andthesaltwavesdrankofme,AndIwhowasfreshastherainfallAmbitterasthesea。

  NovemberTheworldistired,theyearisold,Thefadingleavesaregladtodie,ThewindgoesshiveringwithcoldWherethebrownreedsaredry。

  Ourloveisdyinglikethegrass,Andwewhokissedgrowcoldlykind,HalfgladtoseeouroldlovepassLikeleavesalongthewind。

  SpringRainIthoughtIhadforgotten,ButitallcamebackagainTo—nightwiththefirstspringthunderInarushofrain。

  IrememberedadarkeneddoorwayWherewestoodwhilethestormsweptby,ThundergrippingtheearthAndlightningscrawledonthesky。

  Thepassingmotorbussesswayed,Forthestreetwasariverofrain,LashedintolittlegoldenwavesInthelamplight’sstain。

  WiththewildspringrainandthunderMyheartwaswildandgay;

  YoureyessaidmoretomethatnightThanyourlipswouldeversay……

  IthoughtIhadforgotten,ButitallcamebackagainTo—nightwiththefirstspringthunderInarushofrain。

  TheGhostIwentbacktotheclangingcity,Iwentbackwheremyoldlovesstayed,Butmyheartwasfullofmynewlove’sglory,Myeyeswerelaughingandunafraid。

  ImetonewhohadlovedmemadlyAndtoldhisloveforalltohear——

  Butwetalkedofathousandthingstogether,Thepastwasburiedtoodeeptofear。

  Imettheother,whoselovewasgivenWithneverakissandscarcelyaword——

  Oh,itwasthentheterrortookmeOfwordsunutteredthatbreathedandstirred。

  Oh,lovethatlivesitslifewithlaughterOrlovethatlivesitslifewithtearsCandie——butlovethatisneverspokenGoeslikeaghostthroughthewindingyears……

  Iwentbacktotheclangingcity,Iwentbackwheremyoldlovesstayed,Myheartwasfullofmynewlove’sglory,——

  Butmyeyesweresuddenlyafraid。

  SummerNight,RiversideInthewild,softsummerdarknessHowmanyandmanyanightwetwotogetherSatintheparkandwatchedtheHudsonWearingherlightslikegoldenspanglesGlintingonblacksatin。

  TherailalongthecurvingpathwayWaslowinahappyplacetoletuscross,AnddownthehillatreethatdrippedwithbloomShelteredus,Whileyourkissesandtheflowers,Falling,falling,Tangledmyhair……

  Thefrailwhitestarsmovedslowlyoverthesky。

  Andnow,faroffInthefragrantdarknessThetreeistremulousagainwithbloom,ForJunecomesback。

  To—nightwhatgirlDreamilybeforehermirrorshakesfromherhairThisyear’sblossoms,clinginginitscoils?

  JewelsIfIshouldseeyoureyesagain,Iknowhowfartheirlookwouldgo——

  BacktoamorningintheparkWithsapphireshadowsonthesnow。

  OrbacktooaktreesinthespringWhenyouunloosedmyhairandkissedTheheadthatlayagainstyourkneesIntheleafshadow’samethyst。

  AndstillanothershiningplaceWewouldremember——howthedunWildmountainheldusonitscrestOnediamondmorningwhitewithsun。

  ButIwillturnmyeyesfromyouAswomenturntoputawayThejewelstheyhavewornatnightAndcannotwearinsoberday。

  II

  Interlude:SongsoutofSorrowI。Spirit’sHouseFromnakedstonesofagonyIwillbuildahouseforme;

  AsamasonallaloneIwillraiseit,stonebystone,AndeverystonewhereIhavebledWillshowasignofduskyred。

  Ihavenotgonethewayinvain,ForIhavegoodofallmypain;

  Myspirit’squiethousewillbeBuiltofnakedstonesItrodOnroadswhereIlostsightofGod。

  II。MasteryIwouldnothaveagodcomeinToshieldmesuddenlyfromsin,Andsetmyhouseoflifetorights;

  NorangelswithbrightburningwingsOrderingmyearthlythoughtsandthings;

  RathermyownfrailgutteringlightsWindblownandnearlybeatenout;

  RathertheterrorofthenightsAndlong,sickgropingafterdoubt;

  RatherbelostthanletmysoulSlipvaguelyfrommyowncontrol——

  OfmyownspiritletmebeInsolethoughfeeblemastery。

  III。LessonsUnlessIlearntoasknohelpFromanyothersoulbutmine,ToseeknostrengthinwavingreedsNorshadebeneathastragglingpine;

  UnlessIlearntolookatGriefUnshrinkingfromhertear—blindeyes,AndtakefromPleasurefearlesslyWhatevergiftswillmakemewise——

  UnlessIlearnthesethingsonearth,WhywasIevergivenbirth?

  IV。WisdomWhenIhaveceasedtobreakmywingsAgainstthefaultinessofthings,AndlearnedthatcompromiseswaitBehindeachhardlyopenedgate,WhenIcanlookLifeintheeyes,Growncalmandverycoldlywise,LifewillhavegivenmetheTruth,Andtakeninexchange——myyouth。

  V。InaBuryingGroundThisisthespotwhereIwilllieWhenlifehashadenoughofme,ThesearethegrassesthatwillblowAbovemelikealivingsea。

  ThesegayoldlilieswillnotshrinkTodrawtheirlifefromdeathofmine,AndIwillgivemybody’sfireTomakeblueflowersonthisvine。

  \"OSoul,\"Isaid,\"haveyounotears?

  Wasnotthebodydeartoyou?\"

  Iheardmysoulsaycarelessly,\"Themyrtleflowerswillgrowmoreblue。\"

  VI。WoodSongIheardawoodthrushintheduskTwirlthreenotesandmakeastar——

  MyheartthatwalkedwithbitternessCamebackfromveryfar。

  Threeshiningnoteswereallhehad,Andyettheymadeastarrycall——

  IcaughtlifebackagainstmybreastAndkissedit,scarsandall。

  VII。RefugeFrommyspirit’sgraydefeat,Frommypulse’sflaggingbeat,FrommyhopesthatturnedtosandSiftingthroughmyclose—clenchedhand,Frommyownfault’sslavery,IfIcansing,Istillamfree。

  ForwithmysingingIcanmakeArefugeformyspirit’ssake,Ahouseofshiningwords,tobeMyfragileimmortality。

  III

  TheFlightLookbackwithlongingeyesandknowthatIwillfollow,Liftmeupinyourloveasalightwindliftsaswallow,Letourflightbefarinsunorblowingrain——

  *ButwhatifIheardmyfirstlovecallingmeagain?*

  Holdmeonyourheartasthebraveseaholdsthefoam,Takemefarawaytothehillsthathideyourhome;

  Peaceshallthatchtheroofandloveshalllatchthedoor——

  *ButwhatifIheardmyfirstlovecallingmeoncemore?*

  DewAsdewleavesthecobweblightlyThreadedwithstars,ScatteringjewelsonthefenceAndthepasturebars;

  AsdawnleavesthedrygrassbrightAndthetangledweedsBearingarainbowgemOneachoftheirseeds;

  Sohasyourlove,mylover,Freshasthedawn,MademeashiningroadTotravelon,SeteverycommonsightOftreeorstoneDelicatelyalightFormealone。

  To—nightThemoonisacurvingflowerofgold,Theskyisstillandblue;

  Themoonwasmadefortheskytohold,AndIforyou。

  Themoonisaflowerwithoutastem,Theskyisluminous;

  Eternitywasmadeforthem,To—nightforus。

  EbbTideWhenthelongdaygoesbyAndIdonotseeyourface,Theoldwild,restlesssorrowStealsfromitshidingplace。

  Mydayisbarrenandbroken,Bereftoflightandsong,AseabeachbleakandwindyThatmoansthewholedaylong。

  Totheemptybeachatebbtide,Barewithitsrocksandscars,Comebackliketheseawithsinging,Andlightofamillionstars。

  IWouldLiveinYourLoveIwouldliveinyourloveasthesea—grassesliveinthesea,Borneupbyeachwaveasitpasses,drawndownbyeachwavethatrecedes;

  Iwouldemptymysoulofthedreamsthathavegatheredinme,Iwouldbeatwithyourheartasitbeats,Iwouldfollowyoursoulasitleads。

  BecauseOh,becauseyounevertriedTobowmywillorbreakmypride,Andnothingofthecave—manmadeYouwanttokeepmehalfafraid,NoreverwithaconqueringairYouthoughttodrawmeunaware——

  Takeme,forIloveyoumoreThanIeverlovedbefore。

  Andsincethebody’smaidenhoodAlonewereneitherrarenorgoodUnlesswithitIgavetoyouAspiritstilluntrammeled,too,TakemydreamsandtakemymindThatweremasterlessaswind;

  And\"Master!\"IshallsaytoyouSinceyouneveraskedmeto。

  TheTreeofSongIsangmysongsfortherest,ForyouIamstill;

  ThetreeofmysongisbareOnitsshininghill。

  Foryoucamelikealordlywind,AndtheleaveswerewhirledFarasforgottenthingsPasttherimoftheworld。

  ThetreeofmysongstandsbareAgainsttheblue——

  Igavemysongstotherest,Myselftoyou。

  TheGiverYouboundstrongsandalsonmyfeet,Yougavemebreadandwine,Andsentmeundersunandstars,Foralltheworldwasmine。

  Oh,takethesandalsoffmyfeet,Youknownotwhatyoudo;

  Forallmyworldisinyourarms,Mysunandstarsareyou。

  AprilSongWillow,inyourAprilgownDelicateandgleaming,DoyoumindinyearsgonebyAllmydreaming?

  SpringwaslikeacalltomeThatIcouldnotanswer,Iwaschainedtoloneliness,I,thedancer。

  Willow,twinklinginthesun,Stillyourleavesandhearme,Icananswerspringatlast,Loveisnearme!

  TheWandererIsawthesunset—coloredsands,TheNilelikeflowingfirebetween,WhereRamesesstaresforthserene,AndAmmon’sheavytemplestands。

  Isawtherockswherelongago,Abovetheseathatcriesandbreaks,SwiftPerseuswithMedusa’ssnakesSetfreethemaidenwhitelikesnow。

  Andmanyskieshavecoveredme,Andmanywindshaveblownmeforth,AndIhavelovedthegreen,brightnorth,AndIhavelovedthecold,sweetsea。

  Butwhattomearenorthandsouth,Andwhatthelureofmanylands,SinceyouhaveleanedtocatchmyhandsAndlayakissuponmymouth。

  TheYearsTo—nightIclosemyeyesandseeAstrangeprocessionpassingme——

  TheyearsbeforeIsawyourfaceGobymewithawistfulgrace;

  Theypass,thesensitive,shyyears,Asonewhostrivestodance,halfblindwithtears。

  TheyearswentbyandneverknewThateachonebroughtmeneareryou;

  TheirpathwasnarrowandapartAndyetitledmetoyourheart——

  Oh,sensitive,shyyears,oh,lonelyyears,Thatstrovetosingwithvoicesdrownedintears。

  EnoughItisenoughformebydayTowalkthesamebrightearthwithhim;

  EnoughthatoverusbynightThesamegreatroofofstarsisdim。

  IdonothopetobindthewindOrsetafetteronthesea——

  ItisenoughtofeelhisloveBlowbylikemusicoverme。

  ComeCome,whenthepalemoonlikeapetalFloatsinthepearlyduskofspring,Comewitharmsoutstretchedtotakeme,Comewithlipspurseduptocling。

  Come,forlifeisafrailmothflying,Caughtintheweboftheyearsthatpass,Andsoonwetwo,sowarmandeager,Willbeasthegraystonesinthegrass。

  JoyIamwild,Iwillsingtothetrees,Iwillsingtothestarsinthesky,Ilove,Iamloved,heismine,NowatlastIcandie!

  Iamsandaledwithwindandwithflame,Ihaveheart—fireandsingingtogive,Icantreadonthegrassorthestars,NowatlastIcanlive!

  RichesIhavenorichesbutmythoughts,Yetthesearewealthenoughforme;

  MythoughtsofyouaregoldencoinsStampedinthemintofmemory;

  AndImustspendthemallinsong,Forthoughts,aswellasgold,mustbeLeftonthehithersideofdeathTogaintheirimmortality。

  DuskinWarTimeAhalf—hourmoreandyouwillleanTogathermecloseintheoldsweetway——

  Butoh,tothewomanovertheseaWhowillcomeatthecloseofday?

  Ahalf—hourmoreandIwillhearThekeyinthelatchandthestrong,quicktread——

  Butoh,thewomanovertheseaWaitingatduskforonewhoisdead!

  PeacePeaceflowsintomeAsthetidetothepoolbytheshore;

  Itismineforevermore,Itwillnotebblikethesea。

  IamthepoolofblueThatworshipsthevividsky;

  Myhopeswereheaven—high,Theyareallfulfilledinyou。

  IamthepoolofgoldWhensunsetburnsanddies——

  Youaremydeepeningskies;

  Givemeyourstarstohold。

  MoodsIamthestillrainfalling,Tootiredforsingingmirth——

  Oh,bethegreenfieldscalling,Oh,beformetheearth!

  IamthebrownbirdpiningToleavethenestandfly——

  Oh,bethefreshcloudshining,Oh,beformethesky!

  HousesofDreamsYoutookmyemptydreamsAndfilledthemeveryoneWithtendernessandnobleness,Aprilandthesun。

  TheoldemptydreamsWheremythoughtswouldthrongArefartoofullofhappinessToevenholdasong。

  Oh,theemptydreamsweredimAndtheemptydreamswerewide,TheyweresweetandshadowyhousesWheremythoughtscouldhide。

  ButyoutookmydreamsawayAndyoumadethemallcometrue——

  Mythoughtshavenoplacenowtoplay,Andnothingnowtodo。

  LightsWhenwecomehomeatnightandclosethedoor,Standingtogetherintheshadowyroom,Safeinourownloveandthegentlegloom,Gladoffamiliarwallandchairandfloor,Gladtoleavefarbelowtheclangingcity;

  LookingfardownwardtotheglaringstreetGaudywithlight,yettiredwithmanyfeet,Inbothofuswellsupawordlesspity;

  Menhavetriedhardtoputawaythedark;

  AmillionlightedwindowsbrilliantlyInlaywithsquaresofgoldthewinternight,ButtousstandingheretherecomesthestarkSenseofthelivesbehindeachyellowlight,Andnotonewhollyjoyous,proud,orfree。

  \"IAmNotYours\"

  Iamnotyours,notlostinyou,Notlost,althoughIlongtobeLostasacandlelitatnoon,Lostasasnowflakeinthesea。

  Youloveme,andIfindyoustillAspiritbeautifulandbright,YetIamI,wholongtobeLostasalightislostinlight。

  Ohplungemedeepinlove——putoutMysenses,leavemedeafandblind,Sweptbythetempestofyourlove,Ataperinarushingwind。

  DoubtMysoullivesinmybody’shouse,Andyouhaveboththehouseandher——

  ButsometimessheislessyourownThanawild,gayadventurer;

  Arestlessandaneagerwraith,HowcanItellwhatshewilldo——

  Oh,Iamsureofmybody’sfaith,Butwhatifmysoulbrokefaithwithyou?

  TheWindAwindisblowingovermysoul,Ihearitcrythewholenightthrough——

  IstherenopeaceformeonearthExceptwithyou?

  Alas,thewindhasmademewise,Overmynakedsoulitblew,——

  ThereisnopeaceformeonearthEvenwithyou。

  MorningIwentoutonanAprilmorningAllalone,formyheartwashigh,Iwasachildoftheshiningmeadow,Iwasasisterofthesky。

  ThereinthewindyfloodofmorningLonginglifteditsweightfromme,Lostasasobinthemidstofcheering,Sweptasasea—birdouttosea。

  OtherMenWhenItalkwithothermenIalwaysthinkofyou——

  Yourwordsarekeenerthantheirwords,Andtheyaregentler,too。

  WhenIlookatothermen,Iwishyourfacewerethere,WithitsgrayeyesanddarkskinAndtossedblackhair。

  WhenIthinkofothermen,Dreamingalonebyday,ThethoughtofyoulikeastrongwindBlowsthedreamsaway。

  EmbersIsaid,\"MyyouthisgoneLikeafirebeatenoutbytherain,ThatwillneverswayandsingOrplaywiththewindagain。\"

  Isaid,\"ItisnogreatsorrowThatquenchedmyyouthinme,ButonlylittlesorrowsBeatingceaselessly。\"

  Ithoughtmyyouthwasgone,Butyoureturned——

  LikeaflameatthecallofthewindItleapedandburned;

  Threwoffitsashencloak,AndgownedanewGaveitselflikeabrideOncemoretoyou。

  MessageIheardacryinthenight,Athousandmilesitcame,Sharpasaflashoflight,Myname,myname!

  ItwasyourvoiceIheard,Youwakedandlovedmeso——

  Isendyoubackthisword,Iknow,Iknow!

  TheLampIfIcanbearyourlovelikealampbeforeme,WhenIgodownthelongsteepRoadofDarkness,Ishallnotfeartheeverlastingshadows,Norcryinterror。

  IfIcanfindoutGod,thenIshallfindHim,IfnonecanfindHim,thenIshallsleepsoundly,Knowinghowwellonearthyourlovesufficedme,Alampindarkness。

  IV

  ANovemberNightThere!Seethelineoflights,Achainofstarsdowneithersidethestreet——

  Whycan’tyouliftthechainandgiveittome,Anecklaceformythroat?I’dtwistitroundAndyoucouldplaywithit。YousmileatmeAsthoughIwerealittledreamychildBehindwhoseeyesthefairieslive……Andsee,ThepeopleonthestreetlookupatusAllenvious。Weareakingandqueen,Ourroyalcarriageisamotorbus,Wewatchoursubjectswithahaughtyjoy……

  Howstillyouare!HaveyoubeenhardatworkAndareyoutiredto—night?ItissolongSinceIhaveseenyou——fourwholedays,Ithink。

  MyheartiscrowdedfulloffoolishthoughtsLikeearlyflowersinanAprilmeadow,AndImustgivethemtoyou,allofthem,Beforetheyfade。ThepeopleIhavemet,TheplayIsaw,thetrivial,shiftingthingsThatloomtoobigorshrinktoolittle,shadowsThathurry,gesturingalongawall,Hauntingorgay——andyettheyallgrowrealAndtaketheirpropersizehereinmyheartWhenyouhaveseenthem……There’sthePlazanow,Alakeoflight!To—nightitalmostseemsThatallthelightsaregatheredinyoureyes,Drawnsomehowtowardyou。SeetheopenparkLyingbelowuswithamillionlampsScatteredinwisedisorderlikethestars。

  WelookdownonthemasGodmustlookdownOnconstellationsfloatingunderHimTangledinclouds……Come,then,andletuswalkSincewehavereachedthepark。Itisourgarden,Allblackandblossomlessthiswinternight,ButwebringAprilwithus,youandI;

  Wesetthewholeworldonthetrailofspring。

  IthinkthateverypathweevertookHasmarkedourfootprintsinmysteriousfire,Delicategoldthatonlyfairiessee。

  Whentheywakeupatdawninhollowtree—trunksAndcomeoutonthedrowsypark,theylookAlongtheemptypathsandsay,\"Oh,hereTheywent,andhere,andhere,andhere!Come,see,Hereistheirbench,takehandsandletusdanceAboutitinawindyringandmakeAcirclerounditonlytheycancrossWhentheycomebackagain!\"……Lookatthelake——

  DoyourememberhowwewatchedtheswansThatnightinlateOctoberwhiletheyslept?

  Swansmusthavestatelydreams,Ithink。ButnowThelakebearsonlythinreflectedlightsThatshakealittle。HowIlongtotakeOnefromthecoldblackwater——new—madegoldTogiveyouinyourhand!Andsee,andsee,Thereisastar,deepinthelake,astar!

  Oh,dimmerthanapearl——ifyoustoopdownYourhandcouldalmostreachituptome……

  Therewasanewfrailyellowmoonto—night——

  IwishyoucouldhavehaditforacupWithstarslikedewtofillittothebrim……

  Howcolditis!Eventhelightsarecold;

  Theyhaveputshawlsoffogaroundthem,see!

  WhatiftheairshouldgrowsodimlywhiteThatwewouldloseourwayalongthepathsMadenewbywallsofmovingmistrecedingThemorewefollow……Whatasilvernight!

  ThatwasourbenchthetimeyousaidtomeThelongnewpoem——buthowdifferentnow,HoweeriewiththecurtainofthefogMakingitstrangetoallthefriendlytrees!

  Thereisnowind,andyetgreatcurvingscrollsCarvethemselves,everchanging,inthemist。

  Walkonalittle,letmestandherewatchingToseeyou,too,grownstrangetomeandfar……

  IusedtowonderhowtheparkwouldbeIfonenightwecouldhaveitallalone——

  Noloverswithclosearm—encircledwaistsTowhisperandbreakinuponourdreams。

  Andnowwehaveit!Everywishcomestrue!

  Wearealonenowinafleecyworld;

  Eventhestarshavegone。Wetwoalone!

  [EndofLoveSongs。]

  {Asanitemofinteresttothereader,thefollowing,whichwasattheendofthisedition,isincluded。

  Onlytheadvertisementforthesameauthorisincluded}。

  BythesameauthorRiverstotheSea\"ThereishardlyanotherAmericanwoman—poetwhosepoetryisgenerallyknownandlovedlikethatofSaraTeasdale。`RiverstotheSea’,herlatestvolumeoflyrics,possessesthedelicacyofimagery,theinwardillumination,thehighvisionthatcharacterizethepoetrythatwillendurethetestoftime。\"——`ReviewofReviews’。

  \"`RiverstotheSea’isabookofsheerdelight……Hertouchturnseverythingtosong。\"——EdwardJ。Wheeler,in`CurrentOpinion’。

  \"SaraTeasdale’slyricshavetheclarity,theprecision,thegraceandfragranceofflowers。\"——HarrietMonroe,in`Poetry’。

  \"SaraTeasdalehasageniusforthesong,fortheperfectlyric,inwhichthewordsseemtohavefallenintoplacewithoutartoreffort。\"

  ——LouisUntermeyer,in`TheChicagoEveningPost’。

  \"`RiverstotheSea’isthebestbookofpurelyricsthathasappearedinEnglishsinceA。E。Housman’s`AShropshireLad’。\"

  ——WilliamMarionReedy,in`TheMirror’。

  \"`RiverstotheSea’isthemostbeautifulbookofpurelyricsthathascometomyhandinyears。\"——`LosAngelesGraphic’。

  \"SaraTeasdalesingsaboutlovebetterthananyothercontemporaryAmericanpoet。\"——`TheBostonTranscript’。

  \"`RiverstotheSea’isthemostcharmingvolumeofpoetrythathasappearedoneithersideoftheAtlanticinascoreofyears。\"——`St。LouisRepublic’。

  SaraTeasdale1884—1933:

  TeasdalewasborninSt。Louis,Missouri,wheresheattendedaschoolthatwasfoundedbythegrandfatherofanothergreatpoetfromSt。Louis——

  T。S。Eliot。ShelaterassociatedherselfmorewithNewYorkCity。

  Herfirstbookofpoemswas\"SonnetstoDuse\"1907,[atleastonepoeminthecurrentvolume,\"Faults\",isfromthisbook,]

  but\"HelenofTroy\"1911wasthetruelaunchofhercareer,followedby\"RiverstotheSea\"1915,\"LoveSongs\"1917,\"FlameandShadow\"1920andmore。Herfinalvolume,\"StrangeVictory\",isconsideredbymanytobepredictiveofhersuicidein1933。

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