byCharlesDickens
I。
Mostofusseesomeromancesinlife。InmycapacityasChiefManagerofaLifeAssuranceOffice,IthinkIhavewithinthelastthirtyyearsseenmoreromancesthanthegeneralityofmen,howeverunpromisingtheopportunitymay,atfirstsight,seem。
AsIhaveretired,andliveatmyease,IpossessthemeansthatI
usedtowant,ofconsideringwhatIhaveseen,atleisure。Myexperienceshaveamoreremarkableaspect,soreviewed,thantheyhadwhentheywereinprogress。IhavecomehomefromthePlaynow,andcanrecallthescenesoftheDramauponwhichthecurtainhasfallen,freefromtheglare,bewilderment,andbustleoftheTheatre。
LetmerecalloneoftheseRomancesoftherealworld。
Thereisnothingtruerthanphysiognomy,takeninconnectionwithmanner。TheartofreadingthatbookofwhichEternalWisdomobligeseveryhumancreaturetopresenthisorherownpagewiththeindividualcharacterwrittenonit,isadifficultone,perhaps,andislittlestudied。Itmayrequiresomenaturalaptitude,anditmustrequire(foreverythingdoes)somepatienceandsomepains。Thatthesearenotusuallygiventoit,—thatnumbersofpeopleacceptafewstockcommonplaceexpressionsofthefaceasthewholelistofcharacteristics,andneitherseeknorknowtherefinementsthataretruest,—thatYou,forinstance,giveagreatdealoftimeandattentiontothereadingofmusic,Greek,Latin,French,Italian,Hebrew,ifyouplease,anddonotqualifyyourselftoreadthefaceofthemasterormistresslookingoveryourshoulderteachingittoyou,—Iassumetobefivehundredtimesmoreprobablethanimprobable。Perhapsalittleself—sufficiencymaybeatthebottomofthis;facialexpressionrequiresnostudyfromyou,youthink;itcomesbynaturetoyoutoknowenoughaboutit,andyouarenottobetakenin。
Iconfess,formypart,thatIHAVEbeentakenin,overandoveragain。Ihavebeentakeninbyacquaintances,andIhavebeentakenin(ofcourse)byfriends;faroftenerbyfriendsthanbyanyotherclassofpersons。HowcameItobesodeceived?HadIquitemisreadtheirfaces?
No。Believeme,myfirstimpressionofthosepeople,foundedonfaceandmanneralone,wasinvariablytrue。Mymistakewasinsufferingthemtocomenearertomeandexplainthemselvesaway。
II。
ThepartitionwhichseparatedmyownofficefromourgeneralouterofficeintheCitywasofthickplate—glass。Icouldseethroughitwhatpassedintheouteroffice,withouthearingaword。Ihaditputupinplaceofawallthathadbeenthereforyears,—eversincethehousewasbuilt。ItisnomatterwhetherIdidordidnotmakethechangeinorderthatImightderivemyfirstimpressionofstrangers,whocametousonbusiness,fromtheirfacesalone,withoutbeinginfluencedbyanythingtheysaid。
EnoughtomentionthatIturnedmyglasspartitiontothataccount,andthataLifeAssuranceOfficeisatalltimesexposedtobepractiseduponbythemostcraftyandcruelofthehumanrace。
ItwasthroughmyglasspartitionthatIfirstsawthegentlemanwhosestoryIamgoingtotell。
Hehadcomeinwithoutmyobservingit,andhadputhishatandumbrellaonthebroadcounter,andwasbendingoverittotakesomepapersfromoneoftheclerks。Hewasaboutfortyorso,dark,exceedinglywelldressedinblack,—beinginmourning,—andthehandheextendedwithapoliteair,hadaparticularlywell—fittingblack—kidgloveuponit。Hishair,whichwaselaboratelybrushedandoiled,waspartedstraightupthemiddle;andhepresentedthispartingtotheclerk,exactly(tomythinking)asifhehadsaid,insomanywords:’Youmusttakeme,ifyouplease,myfriend,justasIshowmyself。Comestraightuphere,followthegravelpath,keepoffthegrass,Iallownotrespassing。’
IconceivedaverygreataversiontothatmanthemomentIthussawhim。
Hehadaskedforsomeofourprintedforms,andtheclerkwasgivingthemtohimandexplainingthem。Anobligedandagreeablesmilewasonhisface,andhiseyesmetthoseoftheclerkwithasprightlylook。(Ihaveknownavastquantityofnonsensetalkedaboutbadmennotlookingyouintheface。Don’ttrustthatconventionalidea。Dishonestywillstarehonestyoutofcountenance,anydayintheweek,ifthereisanythingtobegotbyit。)
Isaw,inthecornerofhiseyelash,thathebecameawareofmylookingathim。Immediatelyheturnedthepartinginhishairtowardtheglasspartition,asifhesaidtomewithasweetsmile,’Straightuphere,ifyouplease。Offthegrass!’
Inafewmomentshehadputonhishatandtakenuphisumbrella,andwasgone。
Ibeckonedtheclerkintomyroom,andasked,’Whowasthat?’
Hehadthegentleman’scardinhishand。’Mr。JuliusSlinkton,MiddleTemple。’
’Abarrister,Mr。Adams?’
’Ithinknot,sir。’
’Ishouldhavethoughthimaclergyman,butforhishavingnoReverendhere,’saidI。
’Probably,fromhisappearance,’Mr。Adamsreplied,’heisreadingfororders。’
Ishouldmentionthatheworeadaintywhitecravat,anddaintylinenaltogether。
’Whatdidhewant,Mr。Adams?’
’Merelyaformofproposal,sir,andformofreference。’
’Recommendedhere?Didhesay?’
’Yes,hesaidhewasrecommendedherebyafriendofyours。Henoticedyou,butsaidthatashehadnotthepleasureofyourpersonalacquaintancehewouldnottroubleyou。’
’Didheknowmyname?’
’Oyes,sir!Hesaid,\"ThereISMr。Sampson,Isee!\"’
’Awell—spokengentleman,apparently?’
’Remarkablyso,sir。’
’Insinuatingmanners,apparently?’
’Verymuchso,indeed,sir。’
’Hah!’saidI。’Iwantnothingatpresent,Mr。Adams。’
WithinafortnightofthatdayIwenttodinewithafriendofmine,amerchant,amanoftaste,whobuyspicturesandbooks,andthefirstmanIsawamongthecompanywasMr。JuliusSlinkton。
Therehewas,standingbeforethefire,withgoodlargeeyesandanopenexpressionofface;butstill(Ithought)requiringeverybodytocomeathimbythepreparedwayheoffered,andbynoother。
InoticedhimaskmyfriendtointroducehimtoMr。Sampson,andmyfrienddidso。Mr。Slinktonwasveryhappytoseeme。Nottoohappy;therewasnoover—doingofthematter;happyinathoroughlywell—bred,perfectlyunmeaningway。
’Ithoughtyouhadmet,’ourhostobserved。
’No,’saidMr。Slinkton。’IdidlookinatMr。Sampson’soffice,onyourrecommendation;butIreallydidnotfeeljustifiedintroublingMr。Sampsonhimself,onapointintheeveryday,routineofanordinaryclerk。’
IsaidIshouldhavebeengladtoshowhimanyattentiononourfriend’sintroduction。
’Iamsureofthat,’saidhe,’andammuchobliged。Atanothertime,perhaps,Imaybelessdelicate。Only,however,ifIhaverealbusiness;forIknow,Mr。Sampson,howpreciousbusinesstimeis,andwhatavastnumberofimpertinentpeoplethereareintheworld。’
Iacknowledgedhisconsiderationwithaslightbow。’Youwerethinking,’saidI,’ofeffectingapolicyonyourlife。’
’Odearno!IamafraidIamnotsoprudentasyoupaymethecomplimentofsupposingmetobe,Mr。Sampson。Imerelyinquiredforafriend。Butyouknowwhatfriendsareinsuchmatters。
Nothingmayevercomeofit。Ihavethegreatestreluctancetotroublemenofbusinesswithinquiriesforfriends,knowingtheprobabilitiestobeathousandtoonethatthefriendswillneverfollowthemup。Peoplearesofickle,soselfish,soinconsiderate。Don’tyou,inyourbusiness,findthemsoeveryday,Mr。Sampson?’
Iwasgoingtogiveaqualifiedanswer;butheturnedhissmooth,whitepartingonmewithits’Straightuphere,ifyouplease!’andIanswered’Yes。’
’Ihear,Mr。Sampson,’heresumedpresently,forourfriendhadanewcook,anddinnerwasnotsopunctualasusual,’thatyourprofessionhasrecentlysufferedagreatloss。’
’Inmoney?’saidI。
Helaughedatmyreadyassociationoflosswithmoney,andreplied,’No,intalentandvigour。’
Notatoncefollowingouthisallusion,Iconsideredforamoment。
’HASitsustainedalossofthatkind?’saidI。’Iwasnotawareofit。’
’Understandme,Mr。Sampson。Idon’timaginethatyouhaveretired。Itisnotsobadasthat。ButMr。Meltham—’
’O,tobesure!’saidI。’Yes!Mr。Meltham,theyoungactuaryofthe\"Inestimable。\"’
’Justso,’hereturnedinaconsolingway。
’Heisagreatloss。Hewasatoncethemostprofound,themostoriginal,andthemostenergeticmanIhaveeverknownconnectedwithLifeAssurance。’
Ispokestrongly;forIhadahighesteemandadmirationforMeltham;andmygentlemanhadindefinitelyconveyedtomesomesuspicionthathewantedtosneerathim。Herecalledmetomyguardbypresentingthattrimpathwayuphishead,withitsinternal’Notonthegrass,ifyouplease—thegravel。’
’Youknewhim,Mr。Slinkton。’
’Onlybyreputation。Tohaveknownhimasanacquaintanceorasafriend,isanhonourIshouldhavesoughtifhehadremainedinsociety,thoughImightneverhavehadthegoodfortunetoattainit,beingamanoffarinferiormark。Hewasscarcelyabovethirty,Isuppose?’
’Aboutthirty。’
’Ah!’hesighedinhisformerconsolingway。’Whatcreaturesweare!Tobreakup,Mr。Sampson,andbecomeincapableofbusinessatthattimeoflife!—Anyreasonassignedforthemelancholyfact?’
(’Humph!’thoughtI,asIlookedathim。’ButIWON’Tgoupthetrack,andIWILLgoonthegrass。’)
’Whatreasonhaveyouheardassigned,Mr。Slinkton?’Iasked,point—blank。
’Mostlikelyafalseone。YouknowwhatRumouris,Mr。Sampson。I
neverrepeatwhatIhear;itistheonlywayofparingthenailsandshavingtheheadofRumour。ButwhenYOUaskmewhatreasonI
haveheardassignedforMr。Meltham’spassingawayfromamongmen,itisanotherthing。Iamnotgratifyingidlegossipthen。Iwastold,Mr。Sampson,thatMr。Melthamhadrelinquishedallhisavocationsandallhisprospects,becausehewas,infact,broken—
hearted。AdisappointedattachmentIheard,—thoughithardlyseemsprobable,inthecaseofamansodistinguishedandsoattractive。’
’Attractionsanddistinctionsarenoarmouragainstdeath,’saidI。
’O,shedied?Praypardonme。Ididnothearthat。That,indeed,makesitvery,verysad。PoorMr。Meltham!Shedied?Ah,dearme!Lamentable,lamentable!’
Istillthoughthispitywasnotquitegenuine,andIstillsuspectedanunaccountablesneerunderallthis,untilhesaid,aswewereparted,liketheotherknotsoftalkers,bytheannouncementofdinner:
’Mr。Sampson,youaresurprisedtoseemesomovedonbehalfofamanwhomIhaveneverknown。Iamnotsodisinterestedasyoumaysuppose。Ihavesuffered,andrecentlytoo,fromdeathmyself。I
havelostoneoftwocharmingnieces,whoweremyconstantcompanions。Shediedyoung—barelythree—and—twenty;andevenherremainingsisterisfarfromstrong。Theworldisagrave!’
Hesaidthiswithdeepfeeling,andIfeltreproachedforthecoldnessofmymanner。Coldnessanddistrusthadbeenengenderedinme,Iknew,bymybadexperiences;theywerenotnaturaltome;
andIoftenthoughthowmuchIhadlostinlife,losingtrustfulness,andhowlittleIhadgained,gaininghardcaution。
Thisstateofmindbeinghabitualtome,ItroubledmyselfmoreaboutthisconversationthanImighthavetroubledmyselfaboutagreatermatter。Ilistenedtohistalkatdinner,andobservedhowreadilyothermenrespondedtoit,andwithwhatagracefulinstinctheadaptedhissubjectstotheknowledgeandhabitsofthosehetalkedwith。As,intalkingwithme,hehadeasilystartedthesubjectImightbesupposedtounderstandbest,andtobethemostinterestedin,so,intalkingwithothers,heguidedhimselfbythesamerule。Thecompanywasofavariedcharacter;
buthewasnotatfault,thatIcoulddiscover,withanymemberofit。Heknewjustasmuchofeachman’spursuitasmadehimagreeabletothatmaninreferencetoit,andjustaslittleasmadeitnaturalinhimtoseekmodestlyforinformationwhenthethemewasbroached。
Ashetalkedandtalked—butreallynottoomuch,fortherestofusseemedtoforceituponhim—Ibecamequiteangrywithmyself。
Itookhisfacetopiecesinmymind,likeawatch,andexamineditindetail。Icouldnotsaymuchagainstanyofhisfeaturesseparately;Icouldsayevenlessagainstthemwhentheywereputtogether。’Thenisitnotmonstrous,’Iaskedmyself,’thatbecauseamanhappenstoparthishairstraightupthemiddleofhishead,Ishouldpermitmyselftosuspect,andeventodetesthim?’
(Imaystoptoremarkthatthiswasnoproofofmysense。Anobserverofmenwhofindshimselfsteadilyrepelledbysomeapparentlytriflingthinginastrangerisrighttogiveitgreatweight。Itmaybethecluetothewholemystery。Ahairortwowillshowwherealionishidden。Averylittlekeywillopenaveryheavydoor。)
Itookmypartintheconversationwithhimafteratime,andwegotonremarkablywell。Inthedrawing—roomIaskedthehosthowlonghehadknownMr。Slinkton。Heanswered,notmanymonths;hehadmethimatthehouseofacelebratedpainterthenpresent,whohadknownhimwellwhenhewastravellingwithhisniecesinItalyfortheirhealth。Hisplansinlifebeingbrokenbythedeathofoneofthem,hewasreadingwiththeintentionofgoingbacktocollegeasamatterofform,takinghisdegree,andgoingintoorders。IcouldnotbutarguewithmyselfthatherewasthetrueexplanationofhisinterestinpoorMeltham,andthatIhadbeenalmostbrutalinmydistrustonthatsimplehead。
III。
OntheverynextdaybutoneIwassittingbehindmyglasspartition,asbefore,whenhecameintotheouteroffice,asbefore。ThemomentIsawhimagainwithouthearinghim,Ihatedhimworsethanever。
ItwasonlyforamomentthatIhadthisopportunity;forhewavedhistight—fittingblackglovetheinstantIlookedathim,andcamestraightin。
’Mr。Sampson,good—day!Ipresume,yousee,uponyourkindpermissiontointrudeuponyou。Idon’tkeepmywordinbeingjustifiedbybusiness,formybusinesshere—ifImaysoabusetheword—isoftheslightestnature。’
Iasked,wasitanythingIcouldassisthimin?
’Ithankyou,no。Imerelycalledtoinquireoutsidewhethermydilatoryfriendhadbeensofalsetohimselfastobepracticalandsensible。But,ofcourse,hehasdonenothing。Igavehimyourpaperswithmyownhand,andhewashotupontheintention,butofcoursehehasdonenothing。Apartfromthegeneralhumandisinclinationtodoanythingthatoughttobedone,Idaresaythereisaspeciallyaboutassuringone’slife。Youfinditlikewill—making。Peoplearesosuperstitious,andtakeitforgrantedtheywilldiesoonafterwards。’
’Uphere,ifyouplease;straightuphere,Mr。Sampson。Neithertotherightnortotheleft。’IalmostfanciedIcouldhearhimbreathethewordsashesatsmilingatme,withthatintolerablepartingexactlyoppositethebridgeofmynose。
’Thereissuchafeelingsometimes,nodoubt,’Ireplied;’butI
don’tthinkitobtainstoanygreatextent。’
’Well,’saidhe,withashrugandasmile,’Iwishsomegoodangelwouldinfluencemyfriendintherightdirection。IrashlypromisedhismotherandsisterinNorfolktoseeitdone,andhepromisedthemthathewoulddoit。ButIsupposeheneverwill。’
Hespokeforaminuteortwoonindifferenttopics,andwentaway。
Ihadscarcelyunlockedthedrawersofmywriting—tablenextmorning,whenhereappeared。Inoticedthathecamestraighttothedoorintheglasspartition,anddidnotpauseasinglemomentoutside。
’Canyousparemetwominutes,mydearMr。Sampson?’
’Byallmeans。’
’Muchobliged,’layinghishatandumbrellaonthetable;’Icameearly,nottointerruptyou。Thefactis,Iamtakenbysurpriseinreferencetothisproposalmyfriendhasmade。’
’Hashemadeone?’saidI。
’Ye—es,’heanswered,deliberatelylookingatme;andthenabrightideaseemedtostrikehim—’orheonlytellsmehehas。Perhapsthatmaybeanewwayofevadingthematter。ByJupiter,Ineverthoughtofthat!’
Mr。Adamswasopeningthemorning’slettersintheouteroffice。
’Whatisthename,Mr。Slinkton?’Iasked。
’Beckwith。’
IlookedoutatthedoorandrequestedMr。Adams,iftherewereaproposalinthatname,tobringitin。Hehadalreadylaiditoutofhishandonthecounter。Itwaseasilyselectedfromtherest,andhegaveitme。AlfredBeckwith。Proposaltoeffectapolicywithusfortwothousandpounds。Datedyesterday。
’FromtheMiddleTemple,Isee,Mr。Slinkton。’
’Yes。Helivesonthesamestaircasewithme;hisdoorisopposite。Ineverthoughthewouldmakemehisreferencethough。’
’Itseemsnaturalenoughthatheshould。’
’Quiteso,Mr。Sampson;butIneverthoughtofit。Letmesee。’
Hetooktheprintedpaperfromhispocket。’HowamItoanswerallthesequestions?’
’Accordingtothetruth,ofcourse,’saidI。
’O,ofcourse!’heanswered,lookingupfromthepaperwithasmile;’Imeanttheyweresomany。Butyoudorighttobeparticular。Itstandstoreasonthatyoumustbeparticular。Willyouallowmetouseyourpenandink?’
’Certainly。’
’Andyourdesk?’
’Certainly。’
Hehadbeenhoveringaboutbetweenhishatandhisumbrellaforaplacetowriteon。Henowsatdowninmychair,atmyblotting—
paperandinkstand,withthelongwalkuphisheadinaccurateperspectivebeforeme,asIstoodwithmybacktothefire。
Beforeansweringeachquestionheranoveritaloud,anddiscussedit。HowlonghadheknownMr。AlfredBeckwith?Thathehadtocalculatebyyearsuponhisfingers。Whatwerehishabits?Nodifficultyaboutthem;temperateinthelastdegree,andtookalittletoomuchexercise,ifanything。Alltheanswersweresatisfactory。Whenhehadwrittenthemall,helookedthemover,andfinallysignedtheminaveryprettyhand。Hesupposedhehadnowdonewiththebusiness。Itoldhimhewasnotlikelytobetroubledanyfarther。Shouldheleavethepapersthere?Ifhepleased。Muchobliged。Good—morning。
Ihadhadoneothervisitorbeforehim;notattheoffice,butatmyownhouse。Thatvisitorhadcometomybedsidewhenitwasnotyetdaylight,andhadbeenseenbynooneelsebutbymyfaithfulconfidentialservant。
Asecondreferencepaper(forwerequiredalwaystwo)wassentdownintoNorfolk,andwasdulyreceivedbackbypost。This,likewise,wassatisfactorilyansweredineveryrespect。Ourformswereallcompliedwith;weacceptedtheproposal,andthepremiumforoneyearwaspaid。
IV。
ForsixorsevenmonthsIsawnomoreofMr。Slinkton。Hecalledonceatmyhouse,butIwasnotathome;andheonceaskedmetodinewithhimintheTemple,butIwasengaged。Hisfriend’sassurancewaseffectedinMarch。LateinSeptemberorearlyinOctoberIwasdownatScarboroughforabreathofsea—air,whereI
methimonthebeach。Itwasahotevening;hecametowardmewithhishatinhishand;andtherewasthewalkIhadfeltsostronglydisinclinedtotakeinperfectorderagain,exactlyinfrontofthebridgeofmynose。
Hewasnotalone,buthadayoungladyonhisarm。
Shewasdressedinmourning,andIlookedatherwithgreatinterest。Shehadtheappearanceofbeingextremelydelicate,andherfacewasremarkablypaleandmelancholy;butshewasverypretty。Heintroducedherashisniece,MissNiner。
’Areyoustrolling,Mr。Sampson?Isitpossibleyoucanbeidle?’
ItWASpossible,andIWASstrolling。
’Shallwestrolltogether?’
’Withpleasure。’
Theyoungladywalkedbetweenus,andwewalkedonthecoolseasand,inthedirectionofFiley。
’Therehavebeenwheelshere,’saidMr。Slinkton。’AndnowIlookagain,thewheelsofahand—carriage!Margaret,mylove,yourshadowwithoutdoubt!’
’MissNiner’sshadow?’Irepeated,lookingdownatitonthesand。
’Notthatone,’Mr。Slinktonreturned,laughing。’Margaret,mydear,tellMr。Sampson。’
’Indeed,’saidtheyounglady,turningtome,’thereisnothingtotell—exceptthatIconstantlyseethesameinvalidoldgentlemanatalltimes,whereverIgo。Ihavementionedittomyuncle,andhecallsthegentlemanmyshadow。’
’DoesheliveinScarborough?’Iasked。
’Heisstayinghere。’
’DoyouliveinScarborough?’
’No,Iamstayinghere。Myunclehasplacedmewithafamilyhere,formyhealth。’
’Andyourshadow?’saidI,smiling。
’Myshadow,’sheanswered,smilingtoo,’is—likemyself—notveryrobust,Ifear;forIlosemyshadowsometimes,asmyshadowlosesmeatothertimes。Webothseemliabletoconfinementtothehouse。Ihavenotseenmyshadowfordaysanddays;butitdoesoddlyhappen,occasionally,thatwhereverIgo,formanydaystogether,thisgentlemangoes。Wehavecometogetherinthemostunfrequentednooksonthisshore。’
’Isthishe?’saidI,pointingbeforeus。
Thewheelshadsweptdowntothewater’sedge,anddescribedagreatlooponthesandinturning。Bringingtheloopbacktowardsus,andspinningitoutasitcame,wasahand—carriage,drawnbyaman。
’Yes,’saidMissNiner,’thisreallyismyshadow,uncle。’
Asthecarriageapproachedusandweapproachedthecarriage,Isawwithinitanoldman,whoseheadwassunkonhisbreast,andwhowasenvelopedinavarietyofwrappers。Hewasdrawnbyaveryquietbutverykeen—lookingman,withiron—grayhair,whowasslightlylame。Theyhadpassedus,whenthecarriagestopped,andtheoldgentlemanwithin,puttingouthisarm,calledtomebymyname。Iwentback,andwasabsentfromMr。Slinktonandhisnieceforaboutfiveminutes。
WhenIrejoinedthem,Mr。Slinktonwasthefirsttospeak。Indeed,hesaidtomeinaraisedvoicebeforeIcameupwithhim:
’Itiswellyouhavenotbeenlonger,ormyniecemighthavediedofcuriositytoknowwhohershadowis,Mr。Sampson。’
’AnoldEastIndiaDirector,’saidI。’Anintimatefriendofourfriend’s,atwhosehouseIfirsthadthepleasureofmeetingyou。
AcertainMajorBanks。Youhaveheardofhim?’
’Never。’
’Veryrich,MissNiner;butveryold,andverycrippled。Anamiableman,sensible—muchinterestedinyou。Hehasjustbeenexpatiatingontheaffectionthathehasobservedtoexistbetweenyouandyouruncle。’
Mr。Slinktonwasholdinghishatagain,andhepassedhishandupthestraightwalk,asifhehimselfwentupitserenely,afterme。
’Mr。Sampson,’hesaid,tenderlypressinghisniece’sarminhis,’ouraffectionwasalwaysastrongone,forwehavehadbutfewnearties。Wehavestillfewernow。Wehaveassociationstobringustogether,thatarenotofthisworld,Margaret。’
’Dearuncle!’murmuredtheyounglady,andturnedherfaceasidetohidehertears。
’MynieceandIhavesuchremembrancesandregretsincommon,Mr。
Sampson,’hefeelinglypursued,’thatitwouldbestrangeindeediftherelationsbetweenuswerecoldorindifferent。IfIrememberaconversationweoncehadtogether,youwillunderstandthereferenceImake。Cheerup,dearMargaret。Don’tdroop,don’tdroop。MyMargaret!Icannotbeartoseeyoudroop!’
Thepooryoungladywasverymuchaffected,butcontrolledherself。
Hisfeelings,too,wereveryacute。Inaword,hefoundhimselfundersuchgreatneedofarestorative,thathepresentlywentaway,totakeabathofsea—water,leavingtheyoungladyandmesittingbyapointofrock,andprobablypresuming—butthatyouwillsaywasapardonableindulgenceinaluxury—thatshewouldpraisehimwithallherheart。
Shedid,poorthing!Withallherconfidingheart,shepraisedhimtome,forhiscareofherdeadsister,andforhisuntiringdevotioninherlastillness。Thesisterhadwastedawayveryslowly,andwildandterriblefantasieshadcomeoverhertowardtheend,buthehadneverbeenimpatientwithher,orataloss;
hadalwaysbeengentle,watchful,andself—possessed。Thesisterhadknownhim,asshehadknownhim,tobethebestofmen,thekindestofmen,andyetamanofsuchadmirablestrengthofcharacter,astobeaverytowerforthesupportoftheirweaknatureswhiletheirpoorlivesendured。
’Ishallleavehim,Mr。Sampson,verysoon,’saidtheyounglady;
’Iknowmylifeisdrawingtoanend;andwhenIamgone,Ihopehewillmarryandbehappy。Iamsurehehaslivedsinglesolong,onlyformysake,andformypoor,poorsister’s。’
Thelittlehand—carriagehadmadeanothergreatlooponthedampsand,andwascomingbackagain,graduallyspinningoutaslimfigureofeight,halfamilelong。
’Younglady,’saidI,lookingaround,layingmyhanduponherarm,andspeakinginalowvoice,’timepresses。Youhearthegentlemurmurofthatsea?’
Shelookedatmewiththeutmostwonderandalarm,saying,’Yes!’
’Andyouknowwhatavoiceisinitwhenthestormcomes?’
’Yes!’
’Youseehowquietandpeacefulitliesbeforeus,andyouknowwhatanawfulsightofpowerwithoutpityitmightbe,thisverynight!’
’Yes!’
’Butifyouhadneverheardorseenit,orheardofitinitscruelty,couldyoubelievethatitbeatseveryinanimatethinginitswaytopieces,withoutmercy,anddestroyslifewithoutremorse?’
’Youterrifyme,sir,bythesequestions!’
’Tosaveyou,younglady,tosaveyou!ForGod’ssake,collectyourstrengthandcollectyourfirmness!Ifyouwereherealone,andhemmedinbytherisingtideontheflowtofiftyfeetaboveyourhead,youcouldnotbeingreaterdangerthanthedangeryouarenowtobesavedfrom。’
Thefigureonthesandwasspunout,andstraggledoffintoacrookedlittlejerkthatendedatthecliffverynearus。
’AsIam,beforeHeavenandtheJudgeofallmankind,yourfriend,andyourdeadsister’sfriend,Isolemnlyentreatyou,MissNiner,withoutonemoment’slossoftime,tocometothisgentlemanwithme!’
Ifthelittlecarriagehadbeenlessneartous,IdoubtifIcouldhavegotheraway;butitwassonearthatweweretherebeforeshehadrecoveredthehurryofbeingurgedfromtherock。Ididnotremaintherewithhertwominutes。Certainlywithinfive,Ihadtheinexpressiblesatisfactionofseeingher—fromthepointwehadsaton,andtowhichIhadreturned—halfsupportedandhalfcarriedupsomerudestepsnotchedinthecliff,bythefigureofanactiveman。Withthatfigurebesideher,Iknewshewassafeanywhere。
Isataloneontherock,awaitingMr。Slinkton’sreturn。Thetwilightwasdeepeningandtheshadowswereheavy,whenhecameroundthepoint,withhishathangingathisbutton—hole,smoothinghiswethairwithoneofhishands,andpickingouttheoldpathwiththeotherandapocket—comb。
’Myniecenothere,Mr。Sampson?’hesaid,lookingabout。
’MissNinerseemedtofeelachillintheairafterthesunwasdown,andhasgonehome。’
Helookedsurprised,asthoughshewerenotaccustomedtodoanythingwithouthim;eventooriginatesoslightaproceeding。
’IpersuadedMissNiner,’Iexplained。
’Ah!’saidhe。’Sheiseasilypersuaded—forhergood。Thankyou,Mr。Sampson;sheisbetterwithindoors。Thebathing—placewasfartherthanIthought,tosaythetruth。’
’MissNinerisverydelicate,’Iobserved。
Heshookhisheadanddrewadeepsigh。’Very,very,very。Youmayrecollectmysayingso。Thetimethathassinceintervenedhasnotstrengthenedher。Thegloomyshadowthatfelluponhersistersoearlyinlifeseems,inmyanxiouseyes,togatheroverher,everdarker,everdarker。DearMargaret,dearMargaret!Butwemusthope。’
Thehand—carriagewasspinningawaybeforeusatamostindecorouspaceforaninvalidvehicle,andwasmakingmostirregularcurvesuponthesand。Mr。Slinkton,noticingitafterhehadputhishandkerchieftohiseyes,said;
’IfImayjudgefromappearances,yourfriendwillbeupset,Mr。
Sampson。’
’Itlooksprobable,certainly,’saidI。
’Theservantmustbedrunk。’
’Theservantsofoldgentlemenwillgetdrunksometimes,’saidI。
’Themajordrawsverylight,Mr。Sampson。’
’Themajordoesdrawlight,’saidI。
Bythistimethecarriage,muchtomyrelief,waslostinthedarkness。Wewalkedonforalittle,sidebysideoverthesand,insilence。Afterashortwhilehesaid,inavoicestillaffectedbytheemotionthathisniece’sstateofhealthhadawakenedinhim,’Doyoustayherelong,Mr。Sampson?’
’Why,no。Iamgoingawayto—night。’
’Sosoon?Butbusinessalwaysholdsyouinrequest。MenlikeMr。
Sampsonaretooimportanttoothers,tobesparedtotheirownneedofrelaxationandenjoyment。’
’Idon’tknowaboutthat,’saidI。’However,Iamgoingback。’
’ToLondon?’
’ToLondon。’
’Ishallbetheretoo,soonafteryou。’
Iknewthataswellashedid。ButIdidnottellhimso。AnymorethanItoldhimwhatdefensiveweaponmyrighthandrestedoninmypocket,asIwalkedbyhisside。AnymorethanItoldhimwhyIdidnotwalkontheseasideofhimwiththenightclosingin。
Weleftthebeach,andourwaysdiverged。Weexchangedgoodnight,andhadpartedindeed,whenhesaid,returning,’Mr。Sampson,MAYIask?PoorMeltham,whomwespokeof,—deadyet?’
’NotwhenIlastheardofhim;buttoobrokenamantolivelong,andhopelesslylosttohisoldcalling。’
’Dear,dear,dear!’saidhe,withgreatfeeling。’Sad,sad,sad!
Theworldisagrave!’Andsowenthisway。
Itwasnothisfaultiftheworldwerenotagrave;butIdidnotcallthatobservationafterhim,anymorethanIhadmentionedthoseotherthingsjustnowenumerated。Hewenthisway,andI
wentminewithallexpedition。Thishappened,asIhavesaid,eitherattheendofSeptemberorbeginningofOctober。ThenexttimeIsawhim,andthelasttime,waslateinNovember。
V。
IhadaveryparticularengagementtobreakfastintheTemple。Itwasabitternorth—easterlymorning,andthesleetandslushlayinchesdeepinthestreets。Icouldgetnoconveyance,andwassoonwettotheknees;butIshouldhavebeentruetothatappointment,thoughIhadtowadetoituptomyneckinthesameimpediments。
TheappointmenttookmetosomechambersintheTemple。Theywereatthetopofalonelycornerhouseoverlookingtheriver。Thename,MR。ALFREDBECKWITH,waspaintedontheouterdoor。Onthedooropposite,onthesamelanding,thenameMR。JULIUSSLINKTON。
Thedoorsofbothsetsofchambersstoodopen,sothatanythingsaidaloudinonesetcouldbeheardintheother。
Ihadneverbeeninthosechambersbefore。Theyweredismal,close,unwholesome,andoppressive;thefurniture,originallygood,andnotyetold,wasfadedanddirty,—theroomswereingreatdisorder;therewasastrongprevailingsmellofopium,brandy,andtobacco;thegrateandfire—ironsweresplashedalloverwithunsightlyblotchesofrust;andonasofabythefire,intheroomwherebreakfasthadbeenprepared,laythehost,Mr。Beckwith,amanwithalltheappearancesoftheworstkindofdrunkard,veryfaradvanceduponhisshamefulwaytodeath。
’Slinktonisnotcomeyet,’saidthiscreature,staggeringupwhenIwentin;’I’llcallhim。—Halloa!JuliusCaesar!Comeanddrink!’Ashehoarselyroaredthisout,hebeatthepokerandtongstogetherinamadway,asifthatwerehisusualmannerofsummoninghisassociate。
ThevoiceofMr。Slinktonwasheardthroughtheclatterfromtheoppositesideofthestaircase,andhecamein。Hehadnotexpectedthepleasureofmeetingme。Ihaveseenseveralartfulmenbroughttoastand,butIneversawamansoaghastashewaswhenhiseyesrestedonmine。
’JuliusCaesar,’criedBeckwith,staggeringbetweenus,’Mist’
Sampson!Mist’Sampson,JuliusCaesar!Julius,Mist’Sampson,isthefriendofmysoul。Juliuskeepsmepliedwithliquor,morning,noon,andnight。Juliusisarealbenefactor。JuliusthrewtheteaandcoffeeoutofwindowwhenIusedtohaveany。Juliusemptiesallthewater—jugsoftheircontents,andfills’emwithspirits。
Juliuswindsmeupandkeepsmegoing。—Boilthebrandy,Julius!’
Therewasarustyandfurredsaucepanintheashes,—theasheslookedliketheaccumulationofweeks,—andBeckwith,rollingandstaggeringbetweenusasifheweregoingtoplungeheadlongintothefire,gotthesaucepanout,andtriedtoforceitintoSlinkton’shand。
’Boilthebrandy,JuliusCaesar!Come!Doyourusualoffice。
Boilthebrandy!’
Hebecamesofierceinhisgesticulationswiththesaucepan,thatI
expectedtoseehimlayopenSlinkton’sheadwithit。Ithereforeputoutmyhandtocheckhim。Hereeledbacktothesofa,andsattherepanting,shaking,andred—eyed,inhisragsofdressing—gown,lookingatusboth。Inoticedthenthattherewasnothingtodrinkonthetablebutbrandy,andnothingtoeatbutsaltedherrings,andahot,sickly,highly—pepperedstew。
’Atallevents,Mr。Sampson,’saidSlinkton,offeringmethesmoothgravelpathforthelasttime,’Ithankyouforinterferingbetweenmeandthisunfortunateman’sviolence。Howeveryoucamehere,Mr。
Sampson,orwithwhatevermotiveyoucamehere,atleastIthankyouforthat。’
’Boilthebrandy,’mutteredBeckwith。
WithoutgratifyinghisdesiretoknowhowIcamethere,Isaid,quietly,’Howisyourniece,Mr。Slinkton?’
Helookedhardatme,andIlookedhardathim。
’Iamsorrytosay,Mr。Sampson,thatmyniecehasprovedtreacherousandungratefultoherbestfriend。Sheleftmewithoutawordofnoticeorexplanation。Shewasmisled,nodoubt,bysomedesigningrascal。Perhapsyoumayhaveheardofit。’
’Ididhearthatshewasmisledbyadesigningrascal。Infact,I
haveproofofit。’
’Areyousureofthat?’saidhe。
’Quite。’
’Boilthebrandy,’mutteredBeckwith。’Companytobreakfast,JuliusCaesar。Doyourusualoffice,—providetheusualbreakfast,dinner,tea,andsupper。Boilthebrandy!’
TheeyesofSlinktonlookedfromhimtome,andhesaid,afteramoment’sconsideration,’Mr。Sampson,youareamanoftheworld,andsoamI。Iwillbeplainwithyou。’
’Ono,youwon’t,’saidI,shakingmyhead。
’Itellyou,sir,Iwillbeplainwithyou。’
’AndItellyouyouwillnot,’saidI。’Iknowallaboutyou。YOU
plainwithanyone?Nonsense,nonsense!’
’Iplainlytellyou,Mr。Sampson,’hewenton,withamanneralmostcomposed,’thatIunderstandyourobject。Youwanttosaveyourfunds,andescapefromyourliabilities;theseareoldtricksoftradewithyouOffice—gentlemen。Butyouwillnotdoit,sir;youwillnotsucceed。Youhavenotaneasyadversarytoplayagainst,whenyouplayagainstme。Weshallhavetoinquire,induetime,whenandhowMr。Beckwithfellintohispresenthabits。Withthatremark,sir,Iputthispoorcreature,andhisincoherentwanderingsofspeech,aside,andwishyouagoodmorningandabettercasenexttime。’
Whilehewassayingthis,Beckwithhadfilledahalf—pintglasswithbrandy。Atthismoment,hethrewthebrandyathisface,andthrewtheglassafterit。Slinktonputhishandsup,halfblindedwiththespirit,andcutwiththeglassacrosstheforehead。Atthesoundofthebreakage,afourthpersoncameintotheroom,closedthedoor,andstoodatit;hewasaveryquietbutverykeen—lookingman,withiron—grayhair,andslightlylame。
Slinktonpulledouthishandkerchief,assuagedthepaininhissmartingeyes,anddabbledthebloodonhisforehead。Hewasalongtimeaboutit,andIsawthatinthedoingofit,atremendouschangecameoverhim,occasionedbythechangeinBeckwith,—whoceasedtopantandtremble,satupright,andnevertookhiseyesoffhim。IneverinmylifesawafaceinwhichabhorrenceanddeterminationweresoforciblypaintedasinBeckwith’sthen。
’Lookatme,youvillain,’saidBeckwith,’andseemeasIreallyam。Itooktheserooms,tomakethematrapforyou。Icameintothemasadrunkard,tobaitthetrapforyou。Youfellintothetrap,andyouwillneverleaveitalive。OnthemorningwhenyoulastwenttoMr。Sampson’soffice,Ihadseenhimfirst。Yourplothasbeenknowntobothofus,allalong,andyouhavebeencounter—
plottedallalong。What?Havingbeencajoledintoputtingthatprizeoftwothousandpoundsinyourpower,Iwastobedonetodeathwithbrandy,and,brandynotprovingquickenough,withsomethingquicker?HaveIneverseenyou,whenyouthoughtmysensesgone,pouringfromyourlittlebottleintomyglass?Why,youMurdererandForger,aloneherewithyouinthedeadofnight,asIhavesooftenbeen,Ihavehadmyhanduponthetriggerofapistol,twentytimes,toblowyourbrainsout!’
Thissuddenstartingupofthethingthathehadsupposedtobehisimbecilevictimintoadeterminedman,withasettledresolutiontohunthimdownandbethedeathofhim,mercilesslyexpressedfromheadtofoot,was,inthefirstshock,toomuchforhim。Withoutanyfigureofspeech,hestaggeredunderit。Butthereisnogreatermistakethantosupposethatamanwhoisacalculatingcriminal,is,inanyphaseofhisguilt,otherwisethantruetohimself,andperfectlyconsistentwithhiswholecharacter。Suchamancommitsmurder,andmurderisthenaturalculminationofhiscourse;suchamanhastooutfacemurder,andwilldoitwithhardihoodandeffrontery。Itisasortoffashiontoexpresssurprisethatanynotoriouscriminal,havingsuchcrimeuponhisconscience,cansobraveitout。Doyouthinkthatifhehaditonhisconscienceatall,orhadaconsciencetohaveitupon,hewouldeverhavecommittedthecrime?
Perfectlyconsistentwithhimself,asIbelieveallsuchmonsterstobe,thisSlinktonrecoveredhimself,andshowedadefiancethatwassufficientlycoldandquiet。Hewaswhite,hewashaggard,hewaschanged;butonlyasasharperwhohadplayedforagreatstakeandhadbeenoutwittedandhadlostthegame。
’Listentome,youvillain,’saidBeckwith,’andleteverywordyouhearmesaybeastabinyourwickedheart。WhenItooktheserooms,tothrowmyselfinyourwayandleadyouontotheschemethatIknewmyappearanceandsupposedcharacterandhabitswouldsuggesttosuchadevil,howdidIknowthat?Becauseyouwerenostrangertome。Iknewyouwell。AndIknewyoutobethecruelwretchwho,forsomuchmoney,hadkilledoneinnocentgirlwhileshetrustedhimimplicitly,andwhowasbyincheskillinganother。’
Slinktontookoutasnuff—box,tookapinchofsnuff,andlaughed。
’Butseehere,’saidBeckwith,neverlookingaway,neverraisinghisvoice,neverrelaxinghisface,neverunclenchinghishand。
’Seewhatadullwolfyouhavebeen,afterall!Theinfatuateddrunkardwhoneverdrankafiftiethpartoftheliquoryoupliedhimwith,butpoureditaway,here,there,everywhere—almostbeforeyoureyes;whoboughtoverthefellowyousettowatchhimandtoplyhim,byoutbiddingyouinhisbribe,beforehehadbeenathisworkthreedays—withwhomyouhaveobservednocaution,yetwhowassobentonriddingtheearthofyouasawildbeast,thathewouldhavedefeatedyouifyouhadbeeneversoprudent—
thatdrunkardwhomyouhave,manyatime,leftonthefloorofthisroom,andwhohasevenletyougooutofit,aliveandundeceived,whenyouhaveturnedhimoverwithyourfoot—has,almostasoften,onthesamenight,withinanhour,withinafewminutes,watchedyouawake,hadhishandatyourpillowwhenyouwereasleep,turnedoveryourpapers,takensamplesfromyourbottlesandpacketsofpowder,changedtheircontents,rifledeverysecretofyourlife!’
Hehadhadanotherpinchofsnuffinhishand,buthadgraduallyletitdropfrombetweenhisfingerstothefloor;wherehenowsmootheditoutwithhisfoot,lookingdownatitthewhile。
’Thatdrunkard,’saidBeckwith,’whohadfreeaccesstoyourroomsatalltimes,thathemightdrinkthestrongdrinksthatyouleftinhiswayandbethesoonerended,holdingnomoretermswithyouthanhewouldholdwithatiger,hashadhismaster—keyforallyourlocks,histestforallyourpoisons,hiscluetoyourcipher—
writing。Hecantellyou,aswellasyoucantellhim,howlongittooktocompletethatdeed,whatdosestherewere,whatintervals,whatsignsofgradualdecayuponmindandbody;whatdistemperedfancieswereproduced,whatobservablechanges,whatphysicalpain。
Hecantellyou,aswellasyoucantellhim,thatallthiswasrecordeddaybyday,asalessonofexperienceforfutureservice。
Hecantellyou,betterthanyoucantellhim,wherethatjournalisatthismoment。’
Slinktonstoppedtheactionofhisfoot,andlookedatBeckwith。
’No,’saidthelatter,asifansweringaquestionfromhim。’Notinthedrawerofthewriting—deskthatopenswithaspring;itisnotthere,anditneverwillbethereagain。’
’Thenyouareathief!’saidSlinkton。
Withoutanychangewhateverintheinflexiblepurpose,whichitwasquiteterrificeventometocontemplate,andfromthepowerofwhichIhadalwaysfeltconvinceditwasimpossibleforthiswretchtoescape,Beckwithreturned,’AndIamyourniece’sshadow,too。’
WithanimprecationSlinktonputhishandtohishead,toreoutsomehair,andflungittotheground。Itwastheendofthesmoothwalk;hedestroyeditintheaction,anditwillsoonbeseenthathisuseforitwaspast。
Beckwithwenton:’Wheneveryoulefthere,Ilefthere。AlthoughI
understoodthatyoufounditnecessarytopauseinthecompletionofthatpurpose,toavertsuspicion,stillIwatchedyouclose,withthepoorconfidinggirl。WhenIhadthediary,andcouldreaditwordbyword,—itwasonlyaboutthenightbeforeyourlastvisittoScarborough,—yourememberthenight?yousleptwithasmallflatvialtiedtoyourwrist,—IsenttoMr。Sampson,whowaskeptoutofview。ThisisMr。Sampson’strustyservantstandingbythedoor。Wethreesavedyournieceamongus。’
Slinktonlookedatusall,tookanuncertainsteportwofromtheplacewherehehadstood,returnedtoit,andglancedabouthiminaverycuriousway,—asoneofthemeanerreptilesmight,lookingforaholetohidein。Inoticedatthesametime,thatasingularchangetookplaceinthefigureoftheman,—asifitcollapsedwithinhisclothes,andtheyconsequentlybecameill—shapenandill—fitting。
’Youshallknow,’saidBeckwith,’forIhopetheknowledgewillbebitterandterribletoyou,whyyouhavebeenpursuedbyoneman,andwhy,whenthewholeinterestthatMr。Sampsonrepresentswouldhaveexpendedanymoneyinhuntingyoudown,youhavebeentrackedtodeathatasingleindividual’scharge。IhearyouhavehadthenameofMelthamonyourlipssometimes?’
Isaw,inadditiontothoseotherchanges,asuddenstoppagecomeuponhisbreathing。
’Whenyousentthesweetgirlwhomyoumurdered(youknowwithwhatartfullymade—outsurroundingsandprobabilitiesyousenther)toMeltham’soffice,beforetakingherabroadtooriginatethetransactionthatdoomedhertothegrave,itfelltoMeltham’slottoseeherandtospeakwithher。Itdidnotfalltohislottosaveher,thoughIknowhewouldfreelygivehisownlifetohavedoneit。Headmiredher;—Iwouldsayhelovedherdeeply,ifI
thoughtitpossiblethatyoucouldunderstandtheword。Whenshewassacrificed,hewasthoroughlyassuredofyourguilt。Havinglosther,hehadbutoneobjectleftinlife,andthatwastoavengeheranddestroyyou。’
Isawthevillain’snostrilsriseandfallconvulsively;butIsawnomovingathismouth。
’ThatmanMeltham,’Beckwithsteadilypursued,’wasasabsolutelycertainthatyoucouldnevereludehiminthisworld,ifhedevotedhimselftoyourdestructionwithhisutmostfidelityandearnestness,andifhedividedthesacreddutywithnootherdutyinlife,ashewascertainthatinachievingithewouldbeapoorinstrumentinthehandsofProvidence,andwoulddowellbeforeHeaveninstrikingyououtfromamonglivingmen。Iamthatman,andIthankGodthatIhavedonemywork!’
IfSlinktonhadbeenrunningforhislifefromswift—footedsavages,adozenmiles,hecouldnothaveshownmoreemphaticsignsofbeingoppressedatheartandlabouringforbreath,thanheshowednow,whenhelookedatthepursuerwhohadsorelentlesslyhuntedhimdown。
’Youneversawmeundermyrightnamebefore;youseemeundermyrightnamenow。Youshallseemeonceagaininthebody,whenyouaretriedforyourlife。Youshallseemeonceagaininthespirit,whenthecordisroundyourneck,andthecrowdarecryingagainstyou!’
WhenMelthamhadspokentheselastwords,themiscreantsuddenlyturnedawayhisface,andseemedtostrikehismouthwithhisopenhand。Atthesameinstant,theroomwasfilledwithanewandpowerfulodour,and,almostatthesameinstant,hebrokeintoacrookedrun,leap,start,—Ihavenonameforthespasm,—andfell,withadullweightthatshooktheheavyolddoorsandwindowsintheirframes。
Thatwasthefittingendofhim。
Whenwesawthathewasdead,wedrewawayfromtheroom,andMeltham,givingmehishand,said,withawearyair,’Ihavenomoreworkonearth,myfriend。ButIshallseeheragainelsewhere。’
ItwasinvainthatItriedtorallyhim。Hemighthavesavedher,hesaid;hehadnotsavedher,andhereproachedhimself;hehadlosther,andhewasbroken—hearted。
’Thepurposethatsustainedmeisover,Sampson,andthereisnothingnowtoholdmetolife。Iamnotfitforlife;Iamweakandspiritless;Ihavenohopeandnoobject;mydayisdone。’
Intruth,Icouldhardlyhavebelievedthatthebrokenmanwhothenspoketomewasthemanwhohadsostronglyandsodifferentlyimpressedmewhenhispurposewasbeforehim。Iusedsuchentreatieswithhim,asIcould;buthestillsaid,andalwayssaid,inapatient,undemonstrativeway,—nothingcouldavailhim,—hewasbroken—hearted。
Hediedearlyinthenextspring。Hewasburiedbythesideofthepooryoungladyforwhomhehadcherishedthosetenderandunhappyregrets;andheleftallhehadtohersister。Shelivedtobeahappywifeandmother;shemarriedmysister’sson,whosucceededpoorMeltham;sheislivingnow,andherchildrenrideaboutthegardenonmywalking—stickwhenIgotoseeher。