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  spectbeforehim,heatlengtharrivednearthecascade,where,asFergushadaugured,hefoundFloraseated。

  Shewasquitealone;and,assoonassheobservedhisapproach,shearose,andcametomeethim。Edwardattemptedtosaysomethingwithinthevergeofordinarycomplimentandconversation,butfoundhimselfunequaltothetask。Floraseemedatfirstequallyembarrassed,butrecoveredherselfmorespeedily,andanunfavourableauguryforWaverley’ssuitwasthefirsttoenteruponthesubjectoftheirlastinterview。Itistooimportant,ineverypointofview,Mr。Waverley,topermitmetoleaveyouindoubtonmysentiments。’’

  Donotspeakthemspeedily,’’saidWaverley,muchagitated,unlesstheyaresuchas,Ifearfromyourmanner,Imustnotdaretoanticipate。Lettime-letmyfutureconduct-letyourbrother’sinfluence’’

  Forgiveme,Mr。Waverley,’’saidFlora,hercomplexionalittleheightened,buthervoicefirmandcomposed。Ishouldincurmyownheavycensure,didIdelayexpressingmysincereconvictionthatIcanneverregardyouotherwisethanasavaluedfriend。IshoulddoyouthehighestinjusticedidI

  concealmysentimentsforamoment。IseeIdistressyou,andIgrieveforit,butbetternowthanlater;andO,betterathousandtimes,Mr。Waverley,thatyoushouldfeelapresentmomentarydisappointment,thanthelongandheart-sickeninggriefswhichattendarashandill-assortedmarriage!’’

  GoodGod!’’exclaimedWaverley,whyshouldyouanticipatesuchconsequencesfromaunionwherebirthisequal,wherefortuneisfavourable,where,ifImayventuretosayso,thetastesaresimilar,whereyouallegenopreferenceforanother,whereyouevenexpressafavourableopinionofhimwhomyoureject?’’

  Mr。Waverley,I_have_thatfavourableopinion,’’answeredFlora;andsostrongly,thatthoughIwouldratherhavebeensilentonthegroundsofmyresolution,youshallcommandthem,ifyouexactsuchamarkofmyesteemandconfidence。’’

  Shesatdownuponafragmentofrock,andWaverley,placinghimselfnearher,anxiouslypressedfortheexplanationsheoffered。

  Idarehardly,’’shesaid,tellyouthesituationofmyfeelings,theyaresodifferentfromthoseusuallyascribedtoyoungwomenatmyperiodoflife;andIdarehardlytouchuponwhatIconjecturetobethenatureofyours,lestIshouldgiveoffencewhereIwouldwillinglyadministerconsolation。

  Formyself,frommyinfancytillthisday,Ihavehadbutonewish-therestorationofmyroyalbenefactorstotheirrightfulthrone。Itisimpossibletoexpresstoyouthedevotionofmyfeelingstothissinglesubject;andIwillfranklyconfess,thatithassooccupiedmymindastoexcludeeverythoughtrespectingwhatiscalledmyownsettlementinlife。Letmebutlivetoseethedayofthathappyrestoration,andaHighlandcottage,aFrenchconvent,oranEnglishpalace,willbealikeindifferenttome。’’

  But,dearestFlora,howisyourenthusiasticzealfortheexiledfamilyinconsistentwithmyhappiness?’’

  Becauseyouseek,oroughttoseekintheobjectofyourattachment,aheartwhoseprincipaldelightshouldbeinaugmentingyourdomesticfelicity,andreturningyouraffection,eventotheheightofromance。Toamanoflesskeensensibility,andlessenthusiastictendernessofdisposition,FloraMac-Ivormightgivecontent,ifnothappiness;forweretheirrevocablewordsspoken,neverwouldshebedeficientinthedutieswhichshevowed。’’

  Andwhy-why,MissMac-Ivor,shouldyouthinkyourselfamorevaluabletreasuretoonewhoislesscapableofloving,ofadmiringyou,thantome?’’

  Simplybecausethetoneofouraffectionswouldbemoreinunison,andbecausehismorebluntedsensibilitywouldnotrequirethereturnofenthusiasmwhichIhavenottobestow。

  Butyou,Mr。Waverley,wouldforeverrefertotheideaofdomestichappinesswhichyourimaginationiscapableofpainting,andwhateverfellshortofthatidealrepresentationwouldbeconstruedintocoolnessandindifference,whileyoumightconsidertheenthusiasmwithwhichIregardedthesuccessoftheroyalfamilyasdefraudingyouraffectionofitsduereturn。’’

  Inotherwords,MissMac-Ivor,youcannotloveme?’’saidhersuitordejectedly。

  Icouldesteemyou,Mr。Waverley,asmuch,perhapsmore,thananymanIhaveeverseen;butIcannotloveyouasyououghttobeloved。O!donot,foryourownsake,desiresohazardousanexperiment!Thewomanwhomyoumarryoughttohaveaffectionsandopinionsmouldeduponyours。Herstudiesoughttobeyourstudies;-herwishes,herfeelings,herhopes,herfears,shouldallminglewithyours。Sheshouldenhanceyourpleasures,shareyoursorrows,andcheeryourmelancholy。’’

  Andwhywillnotyou,MissMac-Ivor,whocansowelldescribeahappyunion-whywillnotyoubeyourselfthepersonyoudescribe?’’

  Isitpossibleyoudonotyetcomprehendme?’’answeredFlora。HaveInottoldyouthateverykeenersensationofmymindisbentexclusivelytowardsanevent,uponwhich,indeed,Ihavenopowerbutthoseofmyearnestprayers?’’

  AndmightnotthegrantingthesuitIsolicit,’’saidWaverley,tooearnestonhispurposetoconsiderwhathewasabouttosay,evenadvancetheinteresttowhichyouhavedevotedyourself?Myfamilyiswealthyandpowerful,inclinedinprinciplestotheStuartrace,andshouldafavourableopportunity’’

  Afavourableopportunity!’’saidFlorasomewhatscornfullyinclinedinprinciples!-Cansuchlukewarmadherencebehonourabletoyourselves,orgratifyingtoyourlawfulsovereign?-

  Think,frommypresentfeelings,whatIshouldsufferwhenIheldtheplaceofmemberinafamilywheretherightswhichIholdmostsacredaresubjectedtocolddiscussion,andonlydeemedworthyofsupportwhentheyshallappearonthepointoftriumphingwithoutit!’’

  Yourdoubts,’’quicklyrepliedWaverley,areunjustasfarasconcernsmyself。ThecausethatIshallassertIdaresupportthrougheverydanger,asundauntedlyastheboldestwhodrawsswordinitsbehalf。’’

  Ofthat,’’answeredFlora,Icannotdoubtforamoment。

  Butconsultyourowngoodsenseandreasonratherthanaprepossessionhastilyadopted,probablyonlybecauseyouhavemetayoungwomanpossessedoftheusualaccomplishmentsinasequesteredandromanticsituation。Letyourpartinthisgreatandperilousdramarestuponconviction,andnotonahurried,andprobablyatemporaryfeeling。’’

  Waverleyattemptedtoreply,buthiswordsfailedhim。

  EverysentimentthatFlorahadutteredvindicatedthestrengthofhisattachment;forevenherloyalty,althoughwildlyenthusiastic,wasgenerousandnoble,anddisdainedtoavailitselfofanyindirectmeansofsupportingthecausetowhichshewasdevoted。

  Afterwalkingalittlewayinsilencedownthepath,Florathusresumedtheconversation-Onewordmore,Mr。Waverley,erewebidfarewelltothistopicforever;andforgivemyboldnessifthatwordhavetheairofadvice。MybrotherFergusisanxiousthatyoushouldjoinhiminhispresententerprise。

  Butdonotconsenttothis;youcouldnotbyyoursingleexertionsfurtherhissuccess,andyouwouldinevitablysharehisfall,ifitbeGod’spleasurethatfallhemust。Yourcharacterwouldalsosufferirretrievably。Letmebegyouwillreturntoyourowncountry;andhavingpubliclyfreedyourselffromeverytietotheusurpinggovernment,Itrustyouwillseecause,andfindopportunity,toserveyourinjuredsovereignwitheffect,andstandforth,asyourloyalancestors,attheheadofyournaturalfollowersandadherents,aworthyrepresentativeofthehouseofWaverley。’’

  AndshouldIbesohappyasthustodistinguishmyself,mightInothope’’

  Forgivemyinterruption,’’saidFlora。Thepresenttimeonlyisours,andIcanbutexplaintoyouwithcandourthefeelingswhichInowentertain;howtheymightbealteredbyatrainofevents,toofavourableperhapstobehopedfor,itwereinvaineventoconjecture;onlybeassured,Mr。Waverley,thataftermybrother’shonourandhappinessthereisnonewhichI

  shallmoresincerelyprayforthanforyours。’’

  Withthesewordsshepartedfromhim,fortheywerenowarrivedwheretwopathsseparated。Waverleyreachedthecastleamidstamedleyofconflictingpassions。HeavoidedanyprivateinterviewwithFergus,ashedidnotfindhimselfableeithertoencounterhisrailleryorreplytohissolicitations。Thewildrevelryofthefeast,forMac-Ivorkeptopentableforhisclan,servedinsomedegreetostunreflection。WhentheirfestivitywasendedhebegantoconsiderhowheshouldagainmeetMissMac-Ivorafterthepainfulandinterestingexplanationofthemorning。ButFloradidnotappear。Fergus,whoseeyesflashedwhenhewastoldbyCathleenthathermistressdesignedtokeepherapartmentthatevening,wenthimselfinquestofher;butapparentlyhisremonstranceswereinvain,forhereturnedwithaheightenedcomplexion,andmanifestsymptomsofdispleasure。Therestoftheeveningpassedonwithoutanyallusion,ontheparteitherofFergusorWaverley,tothesubjectwhichengrossedthereflectionsofthelatter,andperhapsofboth。

  Whenretiredtohisownapartment,Edwardendeavouredtosumupthebusinessoftheday。ThattherepulsehehadreceivedfromFlorawouldbepersistedinforthepresenttherewasnodoubt。Butcouldhehopeforultimatesuccessincasecircumstancespermittedtherenewalofhissuit?Wouldtheenthusiasticloyalty,whichatthisanimatingmomentleftnoroomforasofterpassion,survive,atleastinitsengrossingforce,thesuccessorthefailureofthepresentpoliticalmachinations?

  Andifso,couldhehopethattheinterestwhichshehadacknowledgedhimtopossessinherfavourmightbeimprovedintoawarmerattachment?Hetaxedhismemorytorecalleverywordshehadused,withtheappropriatelooksandgestureswhichhadenforcedthem,andendedbyfindinghimselfinthesamestateofuncertainty。Itwasverylatebeforesleepbroughtrelieftothetumultofhismind,afterthemostpainfulandagitatingdaywhichhehadeverpassed。

  InthemorningwhenWaverley’stroubledreflectionshadforsometimegivenwaytorepose,therecamemusictohisdreams,butnotthevoiceofSelma。HeimaginedhimselftransportedbacktoTully-Veolan,andthatheheardDavieGellatleysinginginthecourtthosematinswhichusedgenerallytobethefirstsoundsthatdisturbedhisreposewhileaguestoftheBaronofBradwardine。Thenoteswhichsuggestedthisvisioncontinued,andwaxedlouder,untilEdwardawokeinearnest。Theillusion,however,didnotseementirelydispelled。

  TheapartmentwasinthefortressofIannanChaistel,butitwasstillthevoiceofDavieGellatleythatmadethefollowinglinesresoundunderthewindow:-

  Myheart’sintheHighlands,myheartisnothere,Myheart’sintheHighlandsa-chasingthedeer;

  Achasingthewilddeer,andfollowingtheroe,Myheart’sintheHighlandswhereverIgo。

  TheselinesformtheburdenofanoldsongtowhichBurnswroteadditionalverses。

  CurioustoknowwhatcouldhavedeterminedMr。Gellatleyonanexcursionofsuchunwontedextent,Edwardbegantodresshimselfinallhaste,duringwhichoperationtheminstrelsyofDaviechangeditstunemorethanonce:-

  There’snoughtintheHighlandsbutsyboesandleeks,Andlang-leggitcallantsgaunwantingthebreeks;

  Wantingthebreeks,andwithouthoseandshoon,Butwe’lla’winthebreekswhenKingJamiecomeshame。

  Theselinesarealsoancient,andIbelievetothetuneof

  We’llneverhaepeacetillJamiecomeshame。’’

  towhichBurnslikewisewrotesomeverses。

  BythetimeWaverleywasdressedandhadissuedforth,DavidhadassociatedhimselfwithtwoorthreeofthenumerousHighlandloungerswhoalwaysgracedthegatesofthecastlewiththeirpresence,andwascaperinganddancingfullmerrilyinthedoublesandfullcareerofaScotchfoursomereel,tothemusicofhisownwhistling。Inthisdoublecapacityofdancerandmusician,hecontinued,untilanidlepiper,whoobservedhiszeal,obeyedtheunanimouscallof_Seidsuas__i。e。,_blowup,andrelievedhimfromthelatterpartofhistrouble。Youngandoldthenmingledinthedanceastheycouldfindpartners。

  TheappearanceofWaverleydidnotinterruptDavid’sexercise,thoughhecontrivedbygrinning,nodding,andthrowingoneortwoinclinationsofthebodyintothegraceswithwhichheperformedtheHighlandfling,toconveytoourherosymptomsofrecognition。Then,whilebusilyemployedinsetting,whoopingallthewhile,andsnappinghisfingersoverhishead,heofasuddenprolongedhisside-stepuntilitbroughthimtotheplacewhereEdwardwasstanding,and,stillkeepingtimetothemusiclikeHarlequininapantomime,hethrustaletterintoourhero’shand,andcontinuedhissaltationwithoutpauseorintermission。Edward,whoperceivedthattheaddresswasinRose’shandwriting,retiredtoperuseit,leavingthefaithfulbearertocontinuehisexerciseuntilthepiperorheshouldbetiredout。

  Thecontentsofthelettergreatlysurprisedhim。Ithadoriginallycommencedwith_DearSir;_butthesewordshadbeencarefullyerased,andthemonosyllable,_Sir,_substitutedintheirplace。TherestofthecontentsshallbegiveninRose’sownlanguage。

  IfearIamusinganimproperfreedombyintrudinguponyou,yetIcannottrusttoanyoneelsetoletyouknowsomethingswhichhavehappenedhere,withwhichitseemsnecessaryyoushouldbeacquainted。ForgivemeifIamwronginwhatIamdoing;for,alas!Mr。Waverley,Ihavenobetteradvicethanthatofmyownfeelings;-mydearfatherisgonefromthisplace,andwhenhecanreturntomyassistanceandprotection,Godaloneknows。Youhaveprobablyheard,thatinconsequenceofsometroublesomenewsfromtheHighlands,warrantsweresentoutforapprehendingseveralgentlemenintheseparts,and,amongothers,mydearfather。InspiteofallmytearsandentreatiesthathewouldsurrenderhimselftotheGovernment,hejoinedwithMr。Falconerandsomeothergentlemen,andtheyhaveallgonenorthwards,withabodyofaboutfortyhorsemen。SoIamnotsoanxiousconcerninghisimmediatesafety,asaboutwhatmayfollowafterwards,forthesetroublesareonlybeginning。Butallthisisnothingtoyou,Mr。Waverley,onlyIthoughtyouwouldbegladtolearnthatmyfatherhasescaped,incaseyouhappentohaveheardthathewasindanger。

  Thedayaftermyfatherwentoff,therecameapartyofsoldierstoTully-Veolan,andbehavedveryrudelytoBailieMacwheeble;buttheofficerwasveryciviltome,onlysaidhisdutyobligedhimtosearchforarmsandpapers。Myfatherhadprovidedagainstthisbytakingawayallthearmsexcepttheolduselessthingswhichhunginthehall;andhehadputallhispapersoutoftheway。ButO!Mr。Waverley,howshallItellyouthattheymadestrictinquiryafteryou,andaskedwhenyouhadbeenatTully-Veolan,andwhereyounowwere。

  Theofficerisgonebackwithhisparty,butanon-commissionedofficerandfourmenremainasasortofgarrisoninthehouse。

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