Hewasafineopen-facedboy,withblueeyesandwavingflaxenhair,sturdyinlimb,butgenerousandsoftinheart,fondlyattachinghimselftoallwhoweregoodtohim——tothepony——toLordSouthdown,whogavehimthehorseheusedtoblushandglowalloverwhenhesawthatkindyoungnobleman——tothegroomwhohadchargeofthepony——toMolly,thecook,whocrammedhimwithghoststoriesatnight,andwithgoodthingsfromthedinner——toBriggs,whomheplaguedandlaughedat——andtohisfatherespecially,whoseattachmenttowardstheladwascurioustootowitness。Here,ashegrewtobeabouteightyearsold,hisattachmentsmaybesaidtohaveended。Thebeautifulmother-visionhadfadedawayafterawhile。Duringneartwoyearsshehadscarcelyspokentothechild。Shedislikedhim。Hehadthemeaslesandthehooping-cough。Heboredher。Onedaywhenhewasstandingatthelanding-place,havingcreptdownfromtheupperregions,attractedbythesoundofhismother’svoice,whowassingingtoLordSteyne,thedrawingroomdooropeningsuddenly,discoveredthelittlespy,whobutamomentbeforehadbeenraptindelight,andlisteningtothemusic。
Hismothercameoutandstruckhimviolentlyacoupleofboxesontheear。HeheardalaughfromtheMarquisintheinnerroomwhowasamusedbythisfreeandartlessexhibitionofBecky’stemperandfleddownbelowtohisfriendsofthekitchen,burstinginanagonyofgrief。
“Itisnotbecauseithurtsme。”littleRawdongaspedout——“only——only“——sobsandtearswoundupthesentenceinastorm。Itwasthelittleboy’sheartthatwasbleeding。”Whymayn’tIhearhersinging?Whydon’tsheeversingtome——asshedoestothatbaldheadedmanwiththelargeteeth?”Hegaspedoutatvariousintervalstheseexclamationsofrageandgrief。Thecooklookedatthehousemaid,thehousemaidlookedknowinglyatthefootman——theawfulkitcheninquisitionwhichsitsinjudgementineveryhouseandknowseverything——
satonRebeccaatthatmoment。
Afterthisincident,themother’sdislikeincreasedtohatred;theconsciousnessthatthechildwasinthehousewasareproachandapaintoher。Hisverysightannoyedher。Fear,doubt,andresistancesprangup,too,intheboy’sownbosom。Theywereseparatedfromthatdayoftheboxesontheear。
LordSteynealsoheartilydislikedtheboy。Whentheymetbymischance,hemadesarcasticbowsorremarkstothechild,orglaredathimwithsavage-lookingeyes。
Rawdonusedtostarehiminthefaceanddoublehislittlefistsinreturn。Heknewhisenemy,andthisgentleman,ofallwhocametothehouse,wastheonewhoangeredhimmost。OnedaythefootmanfoundhimsquaringhisfistsatLordSteyne’shatinthehall。ThefootmantoldthecircumstanceasagoodjoketoLordSteyne’scoachman;thatofficerimpartedittoLordSteyne’sgentleman,andtotheservants’hallingeneral。
Andverysoonafterwards,whenMrs。RawdonCrawleymadeherappearanceatGauntHouse,theporterwhounbarredthegates,theservantsofalluniformsinthehall,thefunctionariesinwhitewaistcoats,whobawledoutfromlandingtolandingthenamesofColonelandMrs。
RawdonCrawley,knewabouther,orfanciedtheydid。
Themanwhobroughtherrefreshmentandstoodbehindherchair,hadtalkedhercharacteroverwiththelargegentlemaninmotley-colouredclothesathisside。BonDieu!itisawful,thatservants’inquisition!Youseeawomaninagreatpartyinasplendidsaloon,surroundedbyfaithfuladmirers,distributingsparklingglances,dressedtoperfection,curled,rouged,smilingandhappy——Discoverywalksrespectfullyuptoher,intheshapeofahugepowderedmanwithlargecalvesandatrayofices——withCalumnywhichisasfatalastruthbehindhim,intheshapeofthehulkingfellowcarryingthewafer-
biscuits。Madam,yoursecretwillbetalkedoverbythosemenattheirclubatthepublic-houseto-night。JeameswilltellChawleshisnotionsaboutyouovertheirpipesandpewterbeer-pots。SomepeopleoughttohavemutesforservantsinVanityFair——muteswhocouldnotwrite。
Ifyouareguilty,tremble。ThatfellowbehindyourchairmaybeaJanissarywithabow-stringinhisplushbreechespocket。Ifyouarenotguilty,haveacareofappearances,whichareasruinousasguilt。
“WasRebeccaguiltyornot?”theVehmgerichtofthoservants’hallhadpronouncedagainsther。
And,Ishametosay,shewouldnothavegotcredithadtheynotbelievedhertobeguilty。ItwasthesightoftheMarquisofSteyne’scarriage-lampsatherdoor,contemplatedbyRaggles,burningintheblacknessofmidnight,“thatkephimup。”asheafterwardssaid,thatevenmorethanRebecca’sartsandcoaxings。
Andso——guiltlessverylikely——shewaswrithingandpushingonwardtowardswhattheycall“apositioninsociety。”andtheservantswerepointingatheraslostandruined。SoyouseeMolly,thehousemaid,ofamorning,watchingaspiderinthedoorpostlayhisthreadandlaboriouslycrawlupit,until,tiredofthesport,sheraisesherbroomandsweepsawaythethreadandtheartificer。
AdayortwobeforeChristmas,Becky,herhusbandandhersonmadereadyandwenttopasstheholidaysattheseatoftheirancestorsatQueen’sCrawley。Beckywouldhavelikedtoleavethelittlebratbehind,andwouldhavedonesobutforLadyJane’surgentinvitationstotheyoungster,andthesymptomsofrevoltanddiscontentwhichRawdonmanifestedatherneglectofherson。”He’sthefinestboyinEngland。”thefathersaidinatoneofreproachtoher,“andyoudon’tseemtocareforhim,Becky,asmuchasyoudoforyourspaniel。Heshan’tbotheryoumuch;athomehewillbeawayfromyouinthenursery,andheshallgooutsideonthecoachwithme。”
“Whereyougoyourselfbecauseyouwanttosmokethosefilthycigars。”repliedMrs。Rawdon。
“Irememberwhenyouliked’emthough。”answeredthehusband。
Beckylaughed;shewasalmostalwaysgood-humoured。
“ThatwaswhenIwasonmypromotion,Goosey。”shesaid。”TakeRawdonoutsidewithyouandgivehimacigartooifyoulike。”
Rawdondidnotwarmhislittlesonforthewinter’sjourneyinthisway,butheandBriggswrappedupthechildinshawlsandcomforters,andhewashoistedrespectfullyontotheroofofthecoachinthe。darkmorning,underthelampsoftheWhiteHorseCellar;andwithnosmalldelighthewatchedthedawnriseandmadehisfirstjourneytotheplacewhichhisfatherstillcalledhome。Itwasajourneyofinfinitepleasuretotheboy,towhomtheincidentsoftheroadaffordedendlessinterest,hisfatheransweringtohimallquestionsconnectedwithitandtellinghimwholivedinthegreatwhitehousetotheright,andwhomtheparkbelongedto。Hismother,insidethevehicle,withhermaidandherfurs,herwrappers,andherscentbottles,madesuchato-dothatyouwouldhavethoughtsheneverhadbeeninastage-coachbefore——
muchless,thatshehadbeenturnedoutofthisveryonetomakeroomforapayingpassengeronacertainjourneyperformedsomehalf-scoreyearsago。
ItwasdarkagainwhenlittleRawdonwaswakeneduptoenterhisuncle’scarriageatMudbury,andhesatandlookedoutofitwonderingasthegreatirongatesflewopen,andatthewhitetrunksofthelimesastheysweptby,untiltheystopped,atlength,beforethelightwindowsoftheHall,whichwereblazingandcomfortablewithChristmaswelcome。Thehall-doorwasflungopen——abigfirewasburninginthegreatoldfire-place——acarpetwasdownoverthechequeredblackflags——“It’stheoldTurkeyonethatusedtobeintheLadies’Gallery。”thoughtRebecca,andthenextinstantwaskissingLadyJane。
SheandSirPittperformedthesamesalutewithgreatgravity;butRawdon,havingbeensmoking,hungbackratherfromhissister-in-law,whosetwochildrencameuptotheircousin;and,whileMatildaheldoutherhandandkissedhim,PittBinkieSouthdown,thesonandheir,stoodaloofratherandexaminedhimasalittledogdoesabigdog。
Thenthekindhostessconductedhergueststothesnugapartmentsblazingwithcheerfulfires。ThentheyoungladiescameandknockedatMrs。Rawdon’sdoor,underthepretencethattheyweredesiroustobeuseful,butinrealitytohavethepleasureofinspectingthecontentsofherbandandbonnet-boxes,andherdresseswhich,thoughblack,wereofthenewestLondonfashion。AndtheytoldherhowmuchtheHallwaschangedforthebetter,andhowoldLadySouthdownwasgone,andhowPittwastakinghisstationinthecounty,asbecameaCrawleyinfact。Thenthegreatdinner-bellhavingrung,thefamilyassembledatdinner,atwhichmealRawdonJuniorwasplacedbyhisaunt,thegood-naturedladyofthehouse,SirPittbeinguncommonlyattentivetohissister-in-lawathisownrighthand。
LittleRawdonexhibitedafineappetiteandshowedagentlemanlikebehaviour。
“Iliketodinehere。”hesaidtohisauntwhenhehadcompletedhismeal,attheconclusionofwhich,andafteradecentgracebySirPitt,theyoungersonandheirwasintroduced,andwasperchedonahighchairbytheBaronet’sside,whilethedaughtertookpossessionoftheplaceandthelittlewine-glasspreparedforhernearhermother。”Iliketodinehere。”saidRawdonMinor,lookingupathisrelation’skindface。
“Why?”saidthegoodLadyJane。
“IdineinthekitchenwhenIamathome。”repliedRawdonMinor,“orelsewithBriggs。”ButBeckywassoengagedwiththeBaronet,herhost,pouringoutafloodofcomplimentsanddelightsandraptures,andadmiringyoungPittBinkie,whomshedeclaredtobethemostbeautiful,intelligent,noble-lookinglittlecreature,andsolikehisfather,thatshedidnotheartheremarksofherownfleshandbloodattheotherendofthebroadshiningtable。
Asaguest,anditbeingthefirstnightofhisarrival,RawdontheSecondwasallowedtositupuntilthehourwhenteabeingover,andagreatgiltbookbeinglaidonthetablebeforeSirPitt,allthedomesticsofthefamilystreamedin,andSirPittreadprayers。Itwasthefirsttimethepoorlittleboyhadeverwitnessedorheardofsuchaceremonial。
ThehousehadbeenmuchimprovedevensincetheBaronet’sbriefreign,andwaspronouncedbyBeckytobeperfect,charming,delightful,whenshesurveyeditinhiscompany。AsforlittleRawdon,whoexamineditwiththechildrenforhisguides,itseemedtohimaperfectpalaceofenchantmentandwonder。Therewerelonggalleries,andancientstatebedrooms,therewerepicturesandoldChina,andarmour。ThereweretheroomsinwhichGrandpapadied,andbywhichthechildrenwalkedwithterrifiedlooks。”WhowasGrandpapa?”heasked;andtheytoldhimhowheusedtobeveryold,andusedtobewheeledaboutinagarden-chair,andtheyshowedhimthegarden-chaironedayrottingintheout-houseinwhichithadlainsincetheoldgentlemanhadbeenwheeledawayyondertothechurch,ofwhichthespirewasglitteringovertheparkelms。
ThebrothershadgoodoccupationforseveralmorningsinexaminingtheimprovementswhichhadbeeneffectedbySirPitt’sgeniusandeconomy。Andastheywalkedorrode,andlookedatthem,theycouldtalkwithouttoomuchboringeachother。AndPitttookcaretotellRawdonwhataheavyoutlayofmoneytheseimprovementshadoccasioned,andthatamanoflandedandfundedpropertywasoftenveryhardpressedfortwentypounds。
“Thereisthatnewlodge-gate。”saidPitt,pointingtoithumblywiththebamboocane,“IcannomorepayforitbeforethedividendsinJanuarythanIcanfly。”
“Icanlendyou,Pitt,tillthen。”Rawdonansweredratherruefully;andtheywentinandlookedattherestoredlodge,wherethefamilyarmswerejustnewscrapedinstone,andwhereoldMrs。Lock,forthefirsttimethesemanylongyears,hadtightdoors,soundroofs,andwholewindows。