“Notatnoprice。”Mr。Q。said。”Mr。GeorgeOsborne,sir,howwillyoutakeit?”Georgecrammedeagerlyaquantityofnotesintohispockets,andpaidDobbinfiftypoundsthatveryeveningatmess。
ThatveryeveningAmeliawrotehimthetenderestoflongletters。Herheartwasoverflowingwithtenderness,butitstillforebodedevil。WhatwasthecauseofMr。
Osborne’sdarklooks?sheasked。Hadanydifferencearisenbetweenhimandherpapa?HerpoorpapareturnedsomelancholyfromtheCity,thatallwerealarmedabouthimathome——infine,therewerefourpagesoflovesandfearsandhopesandforebodings。
“PoorlittleEmmy——dearlittleEmmy。Howfondsheisofme。”Georgesaid,asheperusedthemissive——“andGad,whataheadachethatmixedpunchhasgivenme!”
PoorlittleEmmy,indeed。
CHAPTERXIV
MissCrawleyatHomeAboutthistimetheredroveuptoanexceedinglysnugandwell-appointedhouseinParkLane,atravellingchariotwithalozengeonthepanels,adiscontentedfemaleinagreenveilandcrimpedcurlsontherumble,andalargeandconfidentialmanonthebox。ItwastheequipageofourfriendMissCrawley,returningfromHants。Thecarriagewindowswereshut;thefatspaniel,whoseheadandtongueordinarilylolledoutofoneofthem,reposedonthelapofthediscontentedfemale。Whenthevehiclestopped,alargeroundbundleofshawlswastakenoutofthecarriagebytheaidofvariousdomesticsandayoungladywhoaccompaniedtheheapofcloaks。ThatbundlecontainedMissCrawley,whowasconveyedupstairsforthwith,andputintoabedandchamberwarmedproperlyasforthereceptionofaninvalid。Messengerswentoffforherphysicianandmedicalman。Theycame,consulted,prescribed,vanished。TheyoungcompanionofMissCrawley,attheconclusionoftheirinterview,cameintoreceivetheirinstructions,andadministeredthoseantiphlogisticmedicineswhichtheeminentmenordered。
CaptainCrawleyoftheLifeGuardsrodeupfromKnightsbridgeBarracksthenextday;hisblackchargerpawedthestrawbeforehisinvalidaunt’sdoor。Hewasmostaffectionateinhisinquiriesregardingthatamiablerelative。Thereseemedtobemuchsourceofapprehension。
HefoundMissCrawley’smaidthediscontentedfemaleunusuallysulkyanddespondent;hefoundMissBriggs,herdamedecompagnie,intearsaloneinthedrawing-room。Shehadhastenedhome,hearingofherbelovedfriend’sillness。Shewishedtoflytohercouch,thatcouchwhichshe,Briggs,hadsooftensmoothedinthehourofsickness。ShewasdeniedadmissiontoMissCrawley’sapartment。Astrangerwasadministeringhermedicines——astrangerfromthecountry——anodiousMiss——tearschokedtheutteranceofthedamedecompagnie,andsheburiedhercrushedaffectionsandherpooroldrednoseinherpockethandkerchief。
RawdonCrawleysentuphisnamebythesulkyfemmedechambre,andMissCrawley’snewcompanion,comingtrippingdownfromthesick-room,putalittlehandintohisashesteppedforwardeagerlytomeether,gaveaglanceofgreatscornatthebewilderedBriggs,andbeckoningtheyoungGuardsmanoutofthebackdrawing-
room,ledhimdownstairsintothatnowdesolatedining-
parlour,wheresomanyagooddinnerhadbeencelebrated。
Herethesetwotalkedfortenminutes,discussing,nodoubt,thesymptomsoftheoldinvalidabovestairs;attheendofwhichperiodtheparlourbellwasrungbriskly,andansweredonthatinstantbyMr。Bowls,MissCrawley’slargeconfidentialbutlerwho,indeed,happenedtobeatthekeyholeduringthemostpartoftheinterview;
andtheCaptaincomingout,curlinghismustachios,mountedtheblackchargerpawingamongthestraw,totheadmirationofthelittleblackguardboyscollectedinthestreet。Helookedinatthedining-roomwindow,managinghishorse,whichcurvettedandcaperedbeautifully——foroneinstanttheyoungpersonmightbeseenatthewindow,whenherfigurevanished,and,doubtless,shewentupstairsagaintoresumetheaffectingdutiesofbenevolence。
Whocouldthisyoungwomanbe,Iwonder?Thateveningalittledinnerfortwopersonswaslaidinthedining-
room——whenMrs。Firkin,thelady’smaid,pushedintohermistress’sapartment,andbustledaboutthereduringthevacancyoccasionedbythedepartureofthenewnurse——andthelatterandMissBriggssatdowntotheneatlittlemeal。
Briggswassomuchchokedbyemotionthatshecouldhardlytakeamorselofmeat。Theyoungpersoncarvedafowlwiththeutmostdelicacy,andaskedsodistinctlyforegg-sauce,thatpoorBriggs,beforewhomthatdeliciouscondimentwasplaced,started,madeagreatclatteringwiththeladle,andoncemorefellbackinthemostgushinghystericalstate。
“HadyounotbettergiveMissBriggsaglassofwine?”
saidthepersontoMr。Bowls,thelargeconfidentialman。
Hedidso。Briggsseizeditmechanically,gaspeditdownconvulsively,moanedalittle,andbegantoplaywiththechickenonherplate。
“Ithinkweshallbeabletohelpeachother。”saidthepersonwithgreatsuavity:“andshallhavenoneedofMr。Bowls’skindservices。Mr。Bowls,ifyouplease,wewillringwhenwewantyou。”Hewentdownstairs,where,bytheway,heventedthemosthorridcursesupontheunoffendingfootman,hissubordinate。
“Itisapityyoutakeonso,MissBriggs。”theyoungladysaid,withacool,slightlysarcastic,air。
“Mydearestfriendissoill,andwo——o——on’tseeme。”gurgledoutBriggsinanagonyofrenewedgrief。
“She’snotveryillanymore。Consoleyourself,dearMissBriggs。Shehasonlyovereatenherself——thatisall。
Sheisgreatlybetter。Shewillsoonbequiterestoredagain。
Sheisweakfrombeingcuppedandfrommedicaltreatment,butshewillrallyimmediately。Prayconsoleyourself,andtakealittlemorewine。”
“Butwhy,whywon’tsheseemeagain?”MissBriggsbleatedout。”Oh,Matilda,Matilda,afterthree-and-
twentyyears’tenderness!isthisthereturntoyourpoor,poorArabella?”
“Don’tcrytoomuch,poorArabella。”theothersaidwitheversolittleofagrin;“sheonlywon’tseeyou,becauseshesaysyoudon’tnurseheraswellasIdo。
It’snopleasuretometositupallnight。Iwishyoumightdoitinstead。”
“HaveInottendedthatdearcouchforyears?”
Arabellasaid,“andnow——“
“Nowshepreferssomebodyelse。Well,sickpeoplehavethesefancies,andmustbehumoured。Whenshe’swellIshallgo。”
“Never,never。”Arabellaexclaimed,madlyinhalinghersalts-bottle。
“Neverbewellornevergo,MissBriggs?”theothersaid,withthesameprovokinggood-nature。”Pooh——shewillbewellinafortnight,whenIshallgobacktomylittlepupilsatQueen’sCrawley,andtotheirmother,whoisagreatdealmoresickthanourfriend。Youneednotbejealousaboutme,mydearMissBriggs。Iamapoorlittlegirlwithoutanyfriends,oranyharminme。
Idon’twanttosupplantyouinMissCrawley’sgoodgraces。ShewillforgetmeaweekafterIamgone:andheraffectionforyouhasbeentheworkofyears。Givemealittlewineifyouplease,mydearMissBriggs,andletusbefriends。I’msureIwantfriends。”
Theplacableandsoft-heartedBriggsspeechlesslypushedoutherhandatthisappeal;butshefeltthedesertionmostkeenlyforallthat,andbitterly,bitterlymoanedtheficklenessofherMatilda。Attheendofhalfanhour,themealover,MissRebeccaSharpforsuch,astonishingtostate,isthenameofherwhohasbeendescribedingeniouslyas“theperson“hitherto,wentupstairsagaintoherpatient’srooms,fromwhich,withthemostengagingpoliteness,sheeliminatedpoorFirkin。
“Thankyou,Mrs。Firkin,thatwillquitedo;hownicelyyoumakeit!Iwillringwhenanythingiswanted。”“Thankyou“;andFirkincamedownstairsinatempestofjealousy,onlythemoredangerousbecauseshewasforcedtoconfineitinherownbosom。
Coulditbethetempestwhich,asshepassedthelandingofthefirstfloor,blewopenthedrawing-roomdoor?
No;itwasstealthilyopenedbythehandofBriggs。
Briggshadbeenonthewatch。BriggstoowellheardthecreakingFirkindescendthestairs,andtheclinkofthespoonandgruel-basintheneglectedfemalecarried。
“Well,Firkin?”saysshe,astheotherenteredtheapartment。“Well,Jane?”
“Wussandwuss,MissB……”Firkinsaid,waggingherhead。
“Isshenotbetterthen?”
“Sheneverspokebutonce,andIaskedherifshefeltalittlemoreeasy,andshetoldmetoholdmystupidtongue。Oh,MissB。,Ineverthoughttohaveseenthisday!”Andthewater-worksagainbegantoplay。
“WhatsortofapersonisthisMissSharp,Firkin?I
littlethought,whileenjoyingmyChristmasrevelsintheeleganthomeofmyfirmfriends,theReverendLionelDelamereandhisamiablelady,tofindastrangerhadtakenmyplaceintheaffectionsofmydearest,mystilldearestMatilda!”MissBriggs,itwillbeseenbyherlanguage,wasofaliteraryandsentimentalturn,andhadoncepublishedavolumeofpoems——“TrillsoftheNightingale“——bysubscription。
“MissB。,theyareallinfatyatedaboutthatyoungwoman。”Firkinreplied。“SirPittwouldn’thavelethergo,buthedaredn’trefuseMissCrawleyanything。Mrs。
ButeattheRectoryjistasbad——neverhappyoutofhersight。TheCaptingquitewildabouther。Mr。Crawleymortialjealous。SinceMissC。wastookill,shewon’thavenobodynearherbutMissSharp,Ican’ttellforwherenorforwhy;andIthinksomethinkhasbewidgedeverybody。”
RebeccapassedthatnightinconstantwatchinguponMissCrawley;thenextnighttheoldladysleptsocomfortably,thatRebeccahadtimeforseveralhours’
comfortablereposeherselfonthesofa,atthefootofherpatroness’sbed;verysoon,MissCrawleywassowellthatshesatupandlaughedheartilyataperfectimitationofMissBriggsandhergrief,whichRebeccadescribedtoher。Briggs’weepingsnuffle,andhermannerofusingthehandkerchief,weresocompletelyrenderedthatMissCrawleybecamequitecheerful,totheadmirationofthedoctorswhentheyvisitedher,whousuallyfoundthisworthywomanoftheworld,whentheleastsicknessattackedher,underthemostabjectdepressionandterrorofdeath。
CaptainCrawleycameeveryday,andreceivedbulletinsfromMissRebeccarespectinghisaunt’shealth。
Thisimprovedsorapidly,thatpoorBriggswasallowedtoseeherpatroness;andpersonswithtenderheartsmayimaginethesmotheredemotionsofthatsentimentalfemale,andtheaffectingnatureoftheinterview。
MissCrawleylikedtohaveBriggsinagooddealsoon。Rebeccausedtomimichertoherfacewiththemostadmirablegravity,therebyrenderingtheimitationdoublypiquanttoherworthypatroness。
ThecauseswhichhadledtothedeplorableillnessofMissCrawley,andherdeparturefromherbrother’shouseinthecountry,wereofsuchanunromanticnaturethattheyarehardlyfittobeexplainedinthisgenteelandsentimentalnovel。Forhowisitpossibletohintofadelicatefemale,livingingoodsociety,thatsheateanddranktoomuch,andthatahotsupperoflobstersprofuselyenjoyedattheRectorywasthereasonofanindispositionwhichMissCrawleyherselfpersistedwassolelyattributabletothedampnessoftheweather?TheattackwassosharpthatMatilda——ashisReverenceexpressedit——wasverynearly“offthehooks“;allthefamilywereinafeverofexpectationregardingthewill,andRawdonCrawleywasmakingsureofatleastfortythousandpoundsbeforethecommencementoftheLondonseason。Mr。Crawleysentoverachoiceparceloftracts,toprepareherforthechangefromVanityFairandParkLaneforanotherworld;butagooddoctorfromSouthamptonbeingcalledinintime,vanquishedthelobsterwhichwassonearlyfataltoher,andgavehersufficientstrengthtoenablehertoreturntoLondon。
TheBaronetdidnotdisguisehisexceedingmortificationattheturnwhichaffairstook。
WhileeverybodywasattendingonMissCrawley,andmessengerseveryhourfromtheRectorywerecarryingnewsofherhealthtotheaffectionatefolksthere,therewasaladyinanotherpartofthehouse,beingexceedinglyill,ofwhomnoonetookanynoticeatall;andthiswastheladyofCrawleyherself。Thegooddoctorshookhisheadafterseeingher;towhichvisitSirPittconsented,asitcouldbepaidwithoutafee;andshewasleftfadingawayinherlonelychamber,withnomoreheedpaidtoherthantoaweedinthepark。
Theyoungladies,too,lostmuchoftheinestimablebenefitoftheirgoverness’sinstruction,SoaffectionateanursewasMissSharp,thatMissCrawleywouldtakehermedicinesfromnootherhand。Firkinhadbeendeposedlongbeforehermistress’sdeparturefromthecountry。ThatfaithfulattendantfoundagloomyconsolationonreturningtoLondon,inseeingMissBriggssufferthesamepangsofjealousyandundergothesamefaithlesstreatmenttowhichsheherselfhadbeensubject。