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  Shesatecommonlywithherfather,whowasveryproudofherwit,andheardthetalkofmanyofhiswildcompanions——oftenbutill-suitedforagirltohear。Butsheneverhadbeenagirl,shesaid;shehadbeenawomansinceshewaseightyearsold。Oh,whydidMissPinkertonletsuchadangerousbirdintohercage?

  Thefactis,theoldladybelievedRebeccatobethemeekestcreatureintheworld,soadmirably,ontheoccasionswhenherfatherbroughthertoChiswick,usedRebeccatoperformthepartoftheingenue;andonlyayearbeforethearrangementbywhichRebeccahadbeenadmittedintoherhouse,andwhenRebeccawassixteenyearsold,MissPinkertonmajestically,andwithalittlespeech,madeherapresentofadoll——whichwas,bytheway,theconfiscatedpropertyofMissSwindle,discoveredsurreptitiouslynursingitinschool-hours。Howthefatheranddaughterlaughedastheytrudgedhometogetheraftertheeveningpartyitwasontheoccasionofthespeeches,whenalltheprofessorswereinvitedandhowMissPinkertonwouldhaveragedhadsheseenthecaricatureofherselfwhichthelittlemimic,Rebecca,managedtomakeoutofherdoll。Beckyusedtogothroughdialogueswithit;itformedthedelightofNewmanStreet,GerrardStreet,andtheArtists’quarter:

  andtheyoungpainters,whentheycametotaketheirgin-

  and-waterwiththeirlazy,dissolute,clever,jovialsenior,usedregularlytoaskRebeccaifMissPinkertonwasathome:shewasaswellknowntothem,poorsoul!asMr。LawrenceorPresidentWest。OnceRebeccahadthehonourtopassafewdaysatChiswick;afterwhichshebroughtbackJemima,anderectedanotherdollasMissJemmy:forthoughthathonestcreaturehadmadeandgivenherjellyandcakeenoughforthreechildren,andaseven-shillingpieceatparting,thegirl’ssenseofridiculewasfarstrongerthanhergratitude,andshesacrificedMissJemmyquiteaspitilesslyashersister。

  Thecatastrophecame,andshewasbroughttotheMallastoherhome。Therigidformalityoftheplacesuffocatedher:theprayersandthemeals,thelessonsandthewalks,whichwerearrangedwithaconventualregularity,oppressedheralmostbeyondendurance;andshelookedbacktothefreedomandthebeggaryoftheoldstudioinSohowithsomuchregret,thateverybody,herselfincluded,fanciedshewasconsumedwithgriefforherfather。Shehadalittleroominthegarret,wherethemaidsheardherwalkingandsobbingatnight;butitwaswithrage,andnotwithgrief。Shehadnotbeenmuchofadissembler,untilnowherlonelinesstaughthertofeign。Shehadnevermingledinthesocietyofwomen:

  herfather,reprobateashewas,wasamanoftalent;hisconversationwasathousandtimesmoreagreeabletoherthanthetalkofsuchofherownsexasshenowencountered。

  Thepompousvanityoftheoldschoolmistress,thefoolishgood-humourofhersister,thesillychatandscandaloftheeldergirls,andthefrigidcorrectnessofthegovernessesequallyannoyedher;andshehadnosoftmaternalheart,thisunluckygirl,otherwisetheprattleandtalkoftheyoungerchildren,withwhosecareshewaschieflyintrusted,mighthavesoothedandinterestedher;butshelivedamongthemtwoyears,andnotonewassorrythatshewentaway。Thegentletender-

  heartedAmeliaSedleywastheonlypersontowhomshecouldattachherselfintheleast;andwhocouldhelpattachingherselftoAmelia?

  Thehappiness thesuperioradvantagesoftheyoungwomenroundabouther,gaveRebeccainexpressiblepangsofenvy。”Whatairsthatgirlgivesherself,becausesheisanEarl’sgrand-daughter。”shesaidofone。”HowtheycringeandbowtothatCreole,becauseofherhundredthousandpounds!Iamathousandtimesclevererandmorecharmingthanthatcreature,forallherwealth。

  IamaswellbredastheEarl’sgrand-daughter,forallherfinepedigree;andyeteveryonepassesmebyhere。Andyet,whenIwasatmyfather’s,didnotthemengiveuptheirgayestballsandpartiesinordertopasstheeveningwithme?”Shedeterminedatanyratetogetfreefromtheprisoninwhichshefoundherself,andnowbegantoactforherself,andforthefirsttimetomakeconnectedplansforthefuture。

  Shetookadvantage,therefore,ofthemeansofstudytheplaceofferedher;andasshewasalreadyamusicianandagoodlinguist,shespeedilywentthroughthelittlecourseofstudywhichwasconsiderednecessaryforladiesinthosedays。Hermusicshepractisedincessantly,andoneday,whenthegirlswereout,andshehadremainedathome,shewasoverheardtoplayapiecesowellthatMinervathought,wisely,shecouldspareherselftheexpenseofamasterforthejuniors,andintimatedtoMissSharpthatshewastoinstructtheminmusicforthefuture。

  Thegirlrefused;andforthefirsttime,andtotheastonishmentofthemajesticmistressoftheschool。”I

  amheretospeakFrenchwiththechildren。”Rebeccasaidabruptly,“nottoteachthemmusic,andsavemoneyforyou。Givememoney,andIwillteachthem。”

  Minervawasobligedtoyield,and,ofcourse,dislikedherfromthatday。”Forfive-and-thirtyyears。”shesaid,andwithgreatjustice,“Ineverhaveseentheindividualwhohasdaredinmyownhousetoquestionmyauthority。Ihavenourishedaviperinmybosom。”

  “Aviper——afiddlestick。”saidMissSharptotheoldlady,almostfaintingwithastonishment。”YoutookmebecauseIwasuseful。Thereisnoquestionofgratitudebetweenus。Ihatethisplace,andwanttoleaveit。I

  willdonothingherebutwhatIamobligedtodo。”

  ItwasinvainthattheoldladyaskedherifshewasawareshewasspeakingtoMissPinkerton?Rebeccalaughedinherface,withahorridsarcasticdemoniacallaughter,thatalmostsenttheschoolmistressintofits。

  “Givemeasumofmoney。”saidthegirl,“andgetridofme——or,ifyoulikebetter,getmeagoodplaceasgovernessinanobleman’sfamily——youcandosoifyouplease。”Andintheirfurtherdisputesshealwaysreturnedtothispoint,“Getmeasituation——wehateeachother,andIamreadytogo。”

  WorthyMissPinkerton,althoughshehadaRomannoseandaturban,andwasastallasagrenadier,andhadbeenuptothistimeanirresistibleprincess,hadnowillorstrengthlikethatofherlittleapprentice,andinvaindidbattleagainsther,andtriedtooveraweher。

  Attemptingoncetoscoldherinpublic,Rebeccahituponthebefore-mentionedplanofansweringherinFrench,whichquiteroutedtheoldwoman。Inordertomaintainauthorityinherschool,itbecamenecessarytoremovethisrebel,thismonster,thisserpent,thisfirebrand;andhearingaboutthistimethatSirPittCrawley’sfamilywasinwantofagoverness,sheactuallyrecommendedMissSharpforthesituation,firebrandandserpentasshewas。”Icannot,certainly。”shesaid,“findfaultwithMissSharp’sconduct,excepttomyself;andmustallowthathertalentsandaccomplishmentsareofahighorder。

  Asfarastheheadgoes,atleast,shedoescredittotheeducationalsystempursuedatmyestablishment。’’

  Andsotheschoolmistressreconciledtherecommendationtoherconscience,andtheindentureswerecancelled,andtheapprenticewasfree。Thebattleheredescribedinafewlines,ofcourse,lastedforsomemonths。AndasMissSedley,beingnowinherseventeenthyear,wasabouttoleaveschool,andhadafriendshipforMissSharp“’tistheonlypointinAmelia’sbehaviour。”saidMinerva,“whichhasnotbeensatisfactorytohermistress“,MissSharpwasinvitedbyherfriendtopassaweekwithherathome,beforesheentereduponherdutiesasgovernessinaprivatefamily。

  Thustheworldbeganforthesetwoyoungladies。ForAmeliaitwasquiteanew,fresh,brilliantworld,withallthebloomuponit。ItwasnotquiteanewoneforRebecca——indeed,ifthetruthmustbetoldwithrespecttotheCrispaffair,thetart-womanhintedtosomebody,whotookanaffidavitofthefacttosomebodyelse,thattherewasagreatdealmorethanwasmadepublicregardingMr。CrispandMissSharp,andthathisletterwasinanswertoanotherletter。Butwhocantellyoutherealtruthofthematter?Atallevents,ifRebeccawasnotbeginningtheworld,shewasbeginningitoveragain。

  BythetimetheyoungladiesreachedKensingtonturnpike,Ameliahadnotforgottenhercompanions,buthaddriedhertears,andhadblushedverymuchandbeendelightedatayoungofficeroftheLifeGuards,whospiedherashewasridingby,andsaid,“Ademfinegal,egad!”andbeforethecarriagearrivedinRussellSquare,agreatdealofconversationhadtakenplaceabouttheDrawing-room,andwhetherornotyoungladiesworepowderaswellashoopswhenpresented,andwhethershewastohavethathonour:totheLordMayor’sballsheknewshewastogo。Andwhenatlengthhomewasreached,MissAmeliaSedleyskippedoutonSambo’sarm,ashappyandashandsomeagirlasanyinthewholebigcityofLondon。Bothheandcoachmanagreedonthispoint,andsodidherfatherandmother,andsodideveryoneoftheservantsinthehouse,astheystoodbobbing,andcurtseying,andsmiling,inthehalltowelcometheiryoungmistress。

  YoumaybesurethatsheshowedRebeccaovereveryroomofthehouse,andeverythingineveryoneofherdrawers;andherbooks,andherpiano,andherdresses,andallhernecklaces,brooches,laces,andgimcracks。

  SheinsisteduponRebeccaacceptingthewhitecornelianandtheturquoiserings,andasweetspriggedmuslin,whichwastoosmallforhernow,thoughitwouldfitherfriendtoanicety;andshedeterminedinherhearttoaskhermother’spermissiontopresentherwhiteCashmereshawltoherfriend。Couldshenotspareit?andhadnotherbrotherJosephjustbroughthertwofromIndia?

  WhenRebeccasawthetwomagnificentCashmereshawlswhichJosephSedleyhadbroughthometohissister,shesaid,withperfecttruth,“thatitmustbedelightfultohaveabrother。”andeasilygotthepityofthetender-heartedAmeliaforbeingaloneintheworld,anorphanwithoutfriendsorkindred。

  “Notalone。”saidAmelia;“youknow,Rebecca,Ishallalwaysbeyourfriend,andloveyouasasister——indeedIwill。”

  “Ah,buttohaveparents,asyouhave——kind,rich,affectionateparents,whogiveyoueverythingyou-askfor;andtheirlove,whichismorepreciousthanall!

  Mypoorpapacouldgivemenothing,andIhadbuttwofrocksinalltheworld!Andthen,tohaveabrother,adearbrother!Oh,howyoumustlovehim!”

  Amelialaughed。

  “What!don’tyoulovehim?you,whosayyouloveeverybody?”~;

  “Yes,ofcourse,Ido——only——“

  “Onlywhat?”

  “OnlyJosephdoesn’tseemtocaremuchwhetherI

  lovehimornot。Hegavemetwofingerstoshakewhenhearrivedaftertenyears’absence!Heisverykindandgood,buthescarcelyeverspeakstome;Ithinkheloveshispipeagreatdealbetterthanhis“——buthereAmeliacheckedherself,forwhyshouldshespeakillofherbrother?“Hewasverykindtomeasachild。”sheadded;“Iwasbutfiveyearsoldwhenhewentaway。”

  “Isn’theveryrich?”saidRebecca。”TheysayallIndiannabobsareenormouslyrich。”

  “Ibelievehehasaverylargeincome。”

  “Andisyoursister-in-lawaniceprettywoman?”

  “La!Josephisnotmarried。”saidAmelia,laughingagain。

  PerhapsshehadmentionedthefactalreadytoRebecca,butthatyoungladydidnotappeartohaverememberedit;indeed,vowedandprotestedthatsheexpectedtoseeanumberofAmelia’snephewsandnieces。ShewasquitedisappointedthatMr。Sedleywasnotmarried;shewassureAmeliahadsaidhewas,andshedotedsoonlittlechildren。

  “IthinkyoumusthavehadenoughofthematChiswick。”saidAmelia,ratherwonderingatthesuddentendernessonherfriend’spart;andindeedinlaterdaysMissSharpwouldneverhavecommittedherselfsofarastoadvanceopinions,theuntruthofwhichwouldhavebeensoeasilydetected。Butwemustrememberthatsheisbutnineteenasyet,unusedtotheartofdeceiving,poorinnocentcreature!andmakingherownexperienceinherownperson。Themeaningoftheaboveseriesofqueries,astranslatedintheheartofthisingeniousyoungwoman,wassimplythis:“IfMr。JosephSedleyisrichandunmarried,whyshouldInotmarryhim?Ihaveonlyafortnight,tobesure,butthereisnoharmintrying。”Andshedeterminedwithinherselftomakethislaudableattempt。SheredoubledhercaressestoAmelia;

  shekissedthewhitecorneliannecklaceassheputiton;andvowedshewouldnever,neverpartwithit。Whenthedinner-bellrangshewentdownstairswithherarmroundherfriend’swaist,asisthehabitofyoungladies。

  Shewassoagitatedatthedrawing-roomdoor,thatshecouldhardlyfindcouragetoenter。”Feelmyheart,howitbeats,dear!”saidshetoherfriend。

  “No,itdoesn’t。”saidAmelia。”Comein,don’tbefrightened。Papawon’tdoyouanyharm。”

  CHAPTERIII

  RebeccaIsinPresenceoftheEnemyAVERYstout,puffyman,inbuckskinsandHessianboots,withseveralimmenseneckclothsthatrosealmosttohisnose,witharedstripedwaistcoatandanapplegreencoatwithsteelbuttonsalmostaslargeascrownpiecesitwasthemorningcostumeofadandyorbloodofthosedayswasreadingthepaperbythefirewhenthetwogirlsentered,andbouncedoffhisarm-chair,andblushedexcessively,andhidhisentirefacealmostinhisneckclothsatthisapparition。

  “It’sonlyyoursister,Joseph。”saidAmelia,laughingandshakingthetwofingerswhichheheldout。”I’vecomehomeFORGOOD,youknow;andthisismyfriend,MissSharp,whomyouhaveheardmemention。”

  “No,never,uponmyword。”saidtheheadundertheneckcloth,shakingverymuch——“thatis,yes——whatabominablycoldweather,Miss“——andherewithhefelltopokingthefirewithallhismight,althoughitwasinthemiddleofJune。

  “He’sveryhandsome。”whisperedRebeccatoAmelia,ratherloud。

  “Doyouthinkso?”saidthelatter。”I’lltellhim。”

  “Darling!notforworlds。”saidMissSharp,startingbackastimidasafawn。Shehadpreviouslymadearespectfulvirgin-likecurtseytothegentleman,andhermodesteyesgazedsoperseveringlyonthecarpetthatitwasawonderhowsheshouldhavefoundanopportunitytoseehim。

  “Thankyouforthebeautifulshawls,brother。”saidAmeliatothefirepoker。”Aretheynotbeautiful,Rebecca?”

  “Oheavenly!”saidMissSharp,andhereyeswentfromthecarpetstraighttothechandelier。

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