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  Hetookfrombeneathaglass,apieceofminutemachinery,whichhe

  setinthecondensedlightofhislamp,and,lookingintentlyatit

  throughamagnifyingglass,proceededtooperatewithadelicate

  instrumentofsteel。Inaninstant,however,hefellbackinhis

  chair,andclaspedhishands,withalookofhorroronhisface,

  thatmadeitssmallfeaturesasimpressiveasthoseofagiantwould

  havebeen。

  “Heaven!WhathaveIdone!”exclaimedhe。“Thevapor!theinfluence

  ofthatbruteforce!ithasbewilderedme,andobscuredmyperception。

  Ihavemadetheverystroke-thefatalstroke-thatIhavedreaded

  fromthefirst!Itisallover-thetoilofmonths-theobjectofmy

  life!Iamruined!”

  Andtherehesat,instrangedespair,untilhislampflickeredin

  thesocket,andlefttheArtistoftheBeautifulindarkness。

  Thusitis,thatideaswhichgrowupwithintheimagination,and

  appearsolovelytoit,andofavaluebeyondwhatevermencall

  valuable,areexposedtobeshatteredandannihilatedbycontact

  withthePractical。Itisrequisitefortheidealartisttopossess

  aforceofcharacterthatseemshardlycompatiblewithitsdelicacy;

  hemustkeephisfaithinhimself,whiletheincredulousworldassails

  himwithitsutterdisbelief;hemuststandupagainstmankindand

  behisownsoledisciple,bothasrespectshisgenius,andtheobjects

  towhichitisdirected。

  Foratime,OwenWarlandsuccumbedtothissevere,butinevitable

  test。Hespentafewsluggishweeks,withhisheadsocontinually

  restinginhishands,thatthetownspeoplehadscarcelyanopportunity

  toseehiscountenance。When,atlast,itwasagainupliftedtothe

  lightofday,acold,dull,namelesschangewasperceptibleuponit。

  IntheopinionofPeterHovenden,however,andthatorderofsagacious

  understandingswhothinkthatlifeshouldberegulated,like

  clock-work,withleadenweights,thealterationwasentirelyforthe

  better。Owennow,indeed,appliedhimselftobusinesswithdogged

  industry。Itwasmarvelloustowitnesstheobtusegravitywithwhich

  hewouldinspectthewheelsofagreat,oldsilverwatch;thereby

  delightingtheowner,inwhosefobithadbeenworntillhedeemed

  itaportionofhisownlife,andwasaccordinglyjealousofits

  treatment。Inconsequenceofthegoodreportthusacquired,Owen

  Warlandwasinvitedbytheproperauthoritiestoregulatetheclockin

  thechurch-steeple。Hesucceededsoadmirablyinthismatterofpublic

  interest,thatthemerchantsgrufflyacknowledgedhismeritson

  ’Change;thenursewhisperedhispraises,asshegavethepotionin

  thesick-chamber;theloverblessedhimatthehourofappointed

  interview;andthetowningeneralthankedOwenforthepunctualityof

  dinner-time。Inaword,theheavyweightuponhisspiritskept

  everythinginorder,notmerelywithinhisownsystem,butwheresoever

  theironaccentsofthechurch-clockwereaudible。Itwasa

  circumstance,thoughminute,yetcharacteristicofhispresent

  state,that,whenemployedtoengravenamesorinitialsonsilver

  spoons,henowwrotetherequisitelettersintheplainestpossible

  style;omittingavarietyoffancifulflourishes,thathad

  heretoforedistinguishedhisworkinthiskind。

  Oneday,duringtheeraofthishappytransformation,oldPeter

  Hovendencametovisithisformerapprentice。

  “Well,Owen。”saidhe,Iamgladtohearsuchgoodaccountsof

  youfromallquarters;andespeciallyfromthetown-clockyonder,

  whichspeaksinyourcommendationeveryhourofthetwenty-four。

  OnlygetridaltogetherofyournonsensicaltrashabouttheBeautiful-

  whichI,nornobodyelse,noryourselftoboot,couldeverunderstand-

  onlyfreeyourselfofthat,andyoursuccessinlifeisassureas

  daylight。Why,ifyougooninthisway,Ishouldevenventureto

  letyoudoctorthispreciousoldwatchofmine;though,exceptmy

  daughterAnnie,Ihavenothingelsesovaluableintheworld。”

  “Ishouldhardlydaretouchit,sir。”repliedOweninadepressed

  tone;forhewasweigheddownbyhisoldmaster’spresence。

  “Intime,saidthelatter,“intime,youwillbecapableofit。”

  Theoldwatchmaker,withthefreedomnaturallyconsequentonhis

  formerauthority,wentoninspectingtheworkwhichOwenhadinhand

  atthemoment,togetherwithothermattersthatwereinprogress。

  Theartist,meanwhile,couldscarcelylifthishead。Therewasnothing

  soantipodaltohisnatureasthisman’scold,unimaginativesagacity,

  bycontactwithwhicheverythingwasconvertedintoadream,except

  thedensestmatterofthephysicalworld。Owengroanedinspirit,

  andprayedferventlytobedeliveredfromhim。

  “Butwhatisthis?”criedPeterHovendenabruptly,takingupa

  dustybell-glass,beneathwhichappearedamechanicalsomething,as

  delicateandminuteasthesystemofabutterfly’sanatomy。“Whathave

  wehere!Owen,Owen!thereiswitchcraftintheselittlechains,and

  wheels,andpaddles!See!withonepinchofmyfingerandthumb,I

  amgoingtodeliveryoufromallfutureperil。”

  “ForHeaven’ssake。”screamedOwenWarland,springingupwith

  wonderfulenergy,“asyouwouldnotdrivememad-donottouchit!The

  slightestpressureofyourfingerwouldruinmeforever。

  “Aha,youngman!Andisitso?”saidtheoldwatchmaker,lookingat

  himwithjustenoughofpenetrationtotortureOwen’ssoulwiththe

  bitternessofworldlycriticism。“Well;takeyourowncourse。ButI

  warnyouagain,thatinthissmallpieceofmechanismlivesyour

  evilspirit。ShallIexorcisehim?”

  “YouaremyEvilSpirit。”answeredOwen,muchexcited-“you,and

  thehard,coarseworld!Theleadenthoughtsandthedespondencythat

  youflinguponmearemyclogs。Else,Ishouldlongagohave

  achievedthetaskthatIwascreatedfor。”

  PeterHovendenshookhishead,withthemixtureofcontemptand

  indignationwhichmankind,ofwhomhewaspartlyarepresentative,

  deemthemselvesentitledtofeeltowardsallsimpletonswhoseekother

  prizesthanthedustyonealongthehighway。Hethentookhisleave

  withanupliftedfinger,andasneeruponhisface,thathauntedthe

  artist’sdreamsformanyanightafterwards。Atthetimeofhisold

  master’svisit,Owenwasprobablyonthepointoftakingupthe

  relinquishedtask;but,bythissinisterevent,hewasthrownback

  intothestatewhencehehadbeenslowlyemerging。

  Buttheinnatetendencyofhissoulhadonlybeenaccumulating

  freshvigor,duringitsapparentsluggishness。Asthesummeradvanced,

  healmosttotallyrelinquishedhisbusiness,andpermittedFather

  Time,sofarastheoldgentlemanwasrepresentedbytheclocksand

  watchesunderhiscontrol,tostrayatrandomthroughhumanlife,

  makinginfiniteconfusionamongthetrainofbewilderedhours。He

  wastedthesunshine,aspeoplesaid,inwanderingthroughthewoods

  andfields,andalongthebanksofstreams。There,likeachild,he

  foundamusementinchasingbutterflies,orwatchingthemotionsof

  water-insects。Therewassomethingtrulymysteriousinthe

  intentnesswithwhichhecontemplatedtheselivingplaythings,asthey

  sportedonthebreeze;orexaminedthestructureofanimperialinsect

  whomhehadimprisoned。Thechaseofbutterflieswasanaptemblem

  oftheidealpursuitinwhichhehadspentsomanygoldenhours。

  But,wouldtheBeautifulIdeaeverbeyieldedtohishand,likethe

  butterflythatsymbolizedit?Sweet,doubtless,werethesedays,and

  congenialtotheartist’ssoul。Theywerefullofbright

  conceptions,whichgleamedthroughhisintellectualworld,asthe

  butterfliesgleamedthroughtheoutwardatmosphere,andwererealto

  himfortheinstant,withoutthetoilandperplexity,andmany

  disappointments,ofattemptingtomakethemvisibletothesensual

  eye。Alas,thattheartist,whetherinpoetryorwhateverother

  material,maynotcontenthimselfwiththeinwardenjoymentofthe

  Beautiful,butmustchasetheflittingmysterybeyondthevergeofhis

  etherealdomain,andcrushitsfrailbeinginseizingitwitha

  materialgrasp!OwenWarlandfelttheimpulsetogiveexternalreality

  tohisideas,asirresistiblyasanyofthepoetsorpainters,who

  havearrayedtheworldinadimmerandfainterbeauty,imperfectly

  copiedfromtherichnessoftheirvisions。

  Thenightwasnowhistimefortheslowprogressofrecreating

  theoneIdea,towhichallhisintellectualactivityreferred

  itself。Alwaysattheapproachofdusk,hestoleintothetown,locked

  himselfwithinhisshop,andwroughtwithpatientdelicacyoftouch,

  formanyhours。Sometimeshewasstartledbytherapofthe

  watchman,who,whenalltheworldshouldbeasleep,hadcaughtthe

  gleamoflamplightthroughthecrevicesofOwenWarland’sshutters。

  Daylight,tothemorbidsensibilityofhismind,seemedtohavean

  intrusivenessthatinterferedwithhispursuits。Oncloudyand

  inclementdays,therefore,hesatwithhisheaduponhishands,

  muffling,asitwere,hissensitivebraininamistofindefinite

  musings;foritwasarelieftoescapefromthesharpdistinctness

  withwhichhewascompelledtoshapeouthisthoughts,duringhis

  nightlytoil。

  Fromoneofthesefitsoftorpor,hewasarousedbytheentranceof

  AnnieHovenden,whocameintotheshopwiththefreedomofacustomer,

  andalsowithsomethingofthefamiliarityofachildishfriend。She

  hadwornaholethroughhersilverthimble,andwantedOwento

  repairit。

  “ButIdon’tknowwhetheryouwillcondescendtosuchatask。”said

  she,laughing,“nowthatyouaresotakenupwiththenotionof

  puttingspiritintomachinery。”

  “Wheredidyougetthatidea,Annie?”saidOwen,startingin

  surprise。

  “Oh,outofmyownhead。”answeredshe,“andfromsomethingthat

  Iheardyousay,longago,whenyouwerebutaboy,andIalittle

  child。But,come!willyoumendthispoorthimbleofmine?”

  “Anythingforyoursake,Annie。”saidOwenWarland-“anything!even

  wereittoworkatRobertDanforth’sforge。”

  “Andthatwouldbeaprettysight!”retortedAnnie,glancingwith

  imperceptibleslightnessattheartist’ssmallandslenderframe。

  “Well;hereisthethimble。”

  “Butthatisastrangeideaofyours。”saidOwen,“aboutthe

  spiritualizationofmatter!”

  Andthenthethoughtstoleintohismind,thatthisyounggirl

  possessedthegifttocomprehendhim,betterthanalltheworld

  beside。Andwhatahelpandstrengthwoulditbetohim,inhislonely

  toil,ifhecouldgainthesympathyoftheonlybeingwhomheloved!

  Topersonswhosepursuitsareinsulatedfromthecommonbusinessof

  life-whoareeitherinadvanceofmankind,orapartfromit-there

  oftencomesasensationofmoralcold,thatmakesthespiritshiver,

  asifithadreachedthefrozensolitudesaroundthepole。Whatthe

  prophet,thepoet,thereformer,thecriminal,oranyotherman,

  withhumanyearnings,butseparatedfromthemultitudebyapeculiar

  lot,mightfeel,poorOwenWarlandfelt。

  “Annie。”criedhe,growingpaleasdeathatthethought,“how

  gladlywouldItellyouthesecretofmypursuit!You,methinks,would

  estimateitrightly。You,Iknow,wouldhearitwithareverence

  thatImustnotexpectfromtheharsh,materialworld。”

  “WouldInot!tobesureIwould!”repliedAnnieHovenden,

  lightlylaughing。“Come;explaintomequicklywhatisthemeaning

  ofthislittlewhirligig,sodelicatelywroughtthatitmightbea

  playthingforQueenMab。See;Iwillputitinmotion。”

  “Hold。”exclaimedOwen,hold!”

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