“It’sworsethanKenby。”shesaidwithasigh。“YouknowItoldyouatCarlsbadIthoughtthatric1icnlousoldthingwasmakinguptoMrs。
Adding。”
“Kenby?Whyofco——“
“Don’tbestupid,mydear!No,notKenby:GeneralTriscoe。Iwishyoucouldhavebeenheretoseehimpayingherallsort;ofsillyattentions,andhearhimmakinghercompliments。”
“Thankyou。IthinkI’mjustaswellwithoutit。Didshepayhimsillyattentionsandcompliments,too?”
“That’stheonlythingthatcanmakemeforgiveherforhiswantingher。
Shewaskeepinghimatarm’s-lengththewholetime,andshewasdoingitsoasnottomakehimcontemptiblebeforehisdaughter。”
“Itmusthavebeenhard。AndRose?”
“Rosedidn’tseemverywell。Helooksthinandpale;buthe’ssweeterthanever。She’scertainlycommonerclaythanRose。No,Iwon’tsaythat!It’sreallynothingbutGeneralTriscoe’sbeinganoldgooseaboutherthatmakesherseemso,anditisn’tfair。”
MarchwentdowntohiscoffeeinthemorningwiththedelicatedutyoftellingKenbythatMrs。Addingwasintown。Kenbyseemedtothinkitquitenaturalsheshouldwishtoseethemanoeuvres,andnotatallstrangethatsheshouldcometothemwithGeneralTriscoeandhisdaughter。HeaskedifMarchwouldnotgowithhimtocalluponherafterbreakfast,andasthiswasinthelineofhisowninstructionsfromMrs。
March,hewent。
TheyfoundMrs。AddingwiththeTriscoes,andMarchsawnothingthatwasnotmerelyfriendly,oratthemostfatherly,inthegeneral’sbehaviortowardher。IfMrs。AddingorMissTriscoesawmore,theyhiditinaguiseofsisterlyaffectionforeachother。Atthemostthegeneralshowedagayetywhichonewouldnothaveexpectedofhimunderanyconditions,andwhichthefactthatheandRosehadkepteachotherawakeagooddealthenightbeforeseemedsolittleadaptedtocallout。HejokedwithRoseabouttheirroomandtheirbeds,andputonacomraderywithhimthatwasnotaperfectfit,andthatsufferedbycontrastwiththepleasureoftheboyandKenbyinmeeting。TherewasacertainquestionintheattitudeofMrs。AddingtillMarchhelpedKenbytoaccountforhispresence;thensherelaxedinaneffectofsecuritysotacitthatwordsoverstateit,andbegantomakefunofRose。
MarchcouldnotfindthatMissTriscoelookedunhappy,ashiswifehadsaid;hethoughtsimplythatshehadgrownplainer;butwhenhereportedthis,shelostherpatiencewithhim。Inagirl,shesaid,plainnesswasunhappiness;andshewishedtoknowwhenhewouldeverlearntolookaninchbelowthesurface:ShewassurethatAgathaTriscoehadnotheardfromBurnamysincetheEmperor’sbirthday;thatshewasatswords’-pointswithherfather,andsodesperatethatshedidnotcarewhatbecameofher。
HehadleftKenbywiththeothers,andnow,afterhiswifehadtalkedherselftiredofthemall,heproposedgoingoutagaintolookaboutthecity,wheretherewasnothingforthemomenttoremindthemofthepresenceoftheirfriendsorevenoftheirexistence。Sheansweredthatshewasworryingaboutallthosepeople,andtryingtoworkouttheirproblemforthem。Heaskedwhyshedidnotletthemworkitoutthemselvesastheywouldhavetodo,afterallherworry,andshesaidthatwherehersympathyhadbeenexcitedshecouldnotstopworrying,whetheritdidanygoodornot,andshecouldnotrespectanyonewhocoulddropthingssocompletelyoutofhismindashecould;shehadneverbeenabletorespectthatinhim。
“Iknow,mydear。”heassented。“ButIdon’tthinkit’saquestionofmoralresponsibility;it’saquestionofmentalstructure,isn’tit?
Yourconsciousnessisn’tbuiltinthought-tightcompartments,andoneemotiongoesallthroughit,andsinksyou;butIsimplyclosethedoorsandshuttheemotionin,andkeepon。”
Thefancypleasedhimsomuchthatheworkeditoutinallitsimplications,andcouldnot,aftertheirlongexperienceofeachother,realizethatshewasnotenjoyingthejoketoo,tillshesaidshesawthathemerelywishedtotease。Then,toolate,hetriedtoshareherworry;butsheprotestedthatshewasnotworryingatall;thatshecarednothingaboutthosepeople:thatshewasnervous,shewastired;andshewishedhewouldleaveher,andgooutalone。
Hefoundhimselfinthestreetagain,andheperceivedthathemustbewalkingfastwhenavoicecalledhimbyname,andaskedhimwhathishurrywas。ThevoicewasStoller’s,whogotintostepwithhimandfollowedthefirstwithasecondquestion。
“Madeupyourmindtogotothemanoeuvreswithme?”
HisbluntnessmadeiteasyforMarchtoanswer:“I’mafraidmywifecouldn’tstandthedrivebackandforth。”
“Comewithouther。”
“Thankyou。It’sverykindofyon。I’mnotcertainthatIshallgoatall。IfIdo,Ishallrunoutbytrain,andtakemychanceswiththecrowd。”
Stollerinsistednofurther。Hefeltnooffenceattherefusalofhisoffer,orchosetoshownone。Hesaid,withthesameuncouthabruptnessasbefore:“HeardanythingofthatfellowsinceheleftCarlsbad?”
“Burnamy?”
“Mm。”
“No。”
“Knowwhereheis?”
“Idon’tintheleast。”
Stollerletanothersilenceelapsewhiletheyhurriedon,beforehesaid,“Igottothinkingwhathedone-afterwards。Hewasn’tboundtolookoutforme;hemightsupposeIknewwhatIwasabout。”
MarchturnedhisfaceandstaredinStoller’s,whichhewaslettinghangforwardashestampedheavilyon。Hadthedisasterprovedlessthanhehadfeared,anddidhestillwantBurnamy’shelpinpatchingupthebrokenpieces;ordidhereallywishtodoBurnamyjusticetohisfriend?
InanycaseMarch’sdutywasclear。“IthinkBurnamywasboundtolookoutforyou;Mr。Stoller,andIamgladtoknowthathesawitinthesamelight。”
“Iknowhedid。”saidStokerwithablazeasfromalong-smoulderingfury,“anddamnhim,I’mnotgoingtohaveit。I’mnotgoingto,pleadthebabyactwithhim,orwithanyman。Youtellhimso,whenyougetthechance。YoutellhimIdon’tholdhimaccountableforanythingI
madehimdo。Thatain’tbusiness;Idon’twanthimaroundme,anymore;
butifhewantstogobacktothepaperhecanhavehisplace。YoutellhimIstandbywhatIdone;andit’sallrightbetweenhimandme。
Ihain’tdoneanythingaboutit,thewayIwantedhimtohelpmeto;I’veletitlay,andI’ma-goingto。Iguessitain’tgoingtodomeanyharm,afterall;ourpeoplehain’tgotverylongmemories;butifitis,letit。Youtellhimit’sallright。”
“Idon’tknowwhereheis,Mr。Stoller,andIdon’tknowthatIcaretobethebearerofyourmessage。”saidMarch。
“Whynot?”
“Why,foronething,Idon’tagreewithyouthatit’sallright。YourchoosingtostandbytheconsequencesofBurnamy’swrongdoesn’tundoit。
AsIunderstand,youdon’tpardonit——“
Stollergulpedanddidnotansweratonce。Thenhesaid,“IstandbywhatIdone。I’mnotgoingtolethimsayIturnedhimdownfordoingwhatItoldhimto,becauseIhadn’tthesensetoknowwhatIwasabout。”
“Ah,Idon’tthinkit’sathinghe’llliketospeakofinanycase。”saidMarch。
Stollerlefthim,atthecornertheyhadreached,asabruptlyashehadjoinedhim,andMarchhurriedbacktohiswife,andtoldherwhathadjustpassedbetweenhimandStoller。
Shebrokeout,“Well,Iamsurprisedatyou,mydear!Youhavealwaysaccusedmeofsuspectingpeople,andattributingbadmotives;andhereyou’verefusedeventogivethepoormanthebenefitofthedoubt。Hemerelywantedtosavehissavagepridewithyou,andthat’sallhewantstodowithBurnamy。HowcouldithurtthepoorboytoknowthatStollerdoesn’tblamehim?WhyshouldyourefusetogivehismessagetoBurnamy?
Idon’twantyoutoridiculemeformyconscienceanymore,Basil;you’retwiceasbadasIeverwas。Don’tyouthinkthatapersoncaneverexpiateanoffence?I’veoftenheardyousaythatifanyoneownedhisfault,heputitfromhim,anditwasthesameasifithadn’tbeen;andhasn’tBurnamyownedupoverandoveragain?I’mastonishedatyou,dearest。”
Marchwasinfactsomewhatastonishedathimselfinthelightofherreasoning;butshewentonwithsomesophistriesthatrestoredhimtohisself-righteousness。
“IsupposeyouthinkhehasinterferedwithStoller’spoliticalambition,andinjuredhiminthatway。Well,whatifhehas?Woulditbeagoodthingtohaveamanlikethatsucceedinpolitics?You’realwayssayingthatthelowcharacterofourpoliticiansistheruinofthecountry;andI’msure。”sheadded,withaprodigiousleapoverallthesequences,“thatMr。Stollerisactingnobly;andit’syourdutytohelphimrelieveBurnamy’smind。”Atthelaughhebrokeintoshehastenedtosay,“Orifyouwon’t,Ihopeyou’llnotobjecttomydoingso,forIshall,anyway!”
Sheroseasifsheweregoingtobeginatonce,inspiteofhislaughing;