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  Thesteamerwasoftenestwithoutthesignofanylifebeyondher。Onedayasmallbirdbeattheairwithitslittlewings,undertheroofofthepromenade,andthenflitteredfromsightoverthesurface,ofthewaste;aschoolofporpoises,stiffandwoodenintheirrise,plungedclumsilyfromwavetowave。Thedeepitselfhadsometimestheunreality,theartificialityofthecanvasseaofthetheatre。Commonlyitwaslividandcoldincolor;buttherewasamorningwhenitwasdelicatelymisted,andwherethemistleftitclear,itwasblueandexquisitelyiridescentunderthepalesun;thewrinkledwaveswerefinelypittedbythefallingspray。Thesewereraremoments;mostly,whenitwasnotlikepaintedcanvas,iswashardlikeblackrock,withsurfacesofsmoothcleavage。Whereitmettheskyitlayflatandmotionless,orintherougherweathercarveditselfalongthehorizoninsuccessionsofsurges。

  Ifthesunroseclear,itwasovercastinafewhours;thenthecloudsbrokeandletalittlesunshinethrough,tocloseagainbeforethedimeveningthickenedoverthewaters。Sometimesthemoonlookedthroughtheraggedcurtainofvapors;onenightitseemedtoshinetillmorning,andshookapathofquicksilverfromthehorizontotheship。Througheverychange,aftershehadleftthefogbehind,thesteamerdroveonwiththepulseofherenginesthatstoppednomorethanaman’sheartstopsinacoursewhichhadnothingtomarkitbutthespreadofthefurrowsfromhersides,andthewakethatfoamedfromhersterntothewesternvergeofthesea。

  Thelifeoftheship,likethelifeofthesea,wasasoddenmonotony,withcertaineventswhichwerepartofthemonotony。Inthemorningthelittlesteward’sbuglecalledthepassengersfromtheirdreams,andhalfanhourlatercalledthemtotheirbreakfast,aftersuchaschosehadbeenservedwithcoffeebytheirbedroom-stewards。Thentheywentondeck,wheretheyread,ordozedintheirchairs,orwalkedupanddown,orstoodinthewayofthosewhowerewalking;orplayedshuffleboardandring-toss;orsmoked,anddrankwhiskeyandaeratedwatersovertheircardsandpapersinthesmoking-room;orwrotelettersinthesaloonorthemusic-room。Ateleveno’clocktheyspoiledtheirappetitesforlunchwithteaorbouillontothemusicofabandofsecond-cabinstewards;atone,asingleblastofthebuglecalledthemtolunch,wheretheygluttedthemselvestothetorporfromwhichtheyafterwardsdrowsedintheirberthsorchairs。Theydidthesamethingsintheafternoonthattheyhaddoneintheforenoon;andatfouro’clockthedeck-stewardscameroundwiththeircupsandsaucers,andtheirplatesofsandwiches,againtothemusicoftheband。Thereweretwobugle-callsfordinner,andafterdinnersomewentearlytobed,andsomesatuplateandhadgrillsandtoast。Attwelvethelightswereputoutinthesaloonsandthesmoking-rooms。

  Therewerevarioussmellswhichstoredthemselvesupintheconsciousnesstoremainlastinglyrelativetocertainmomentsandplaces:awhiffofwhiskeyandtobaccothatexhaledfromthedoorofthesmoking-room;theodorofoilandsteamrisingfromtheopenskylightsovertheengine-

  room;thescentofstalebreadaboutthedoorsofthedining-saloon。

  Thelifewaslikethelifeatasea-sidehotel,onlymoremonotonous。

  Thewalkingwaslimited;thetalkwasthetentativetalkofpeopleawarethattherewasnorefugeiftheygottiredofoneanother。Theflirtingitself,suchastherewasofit,mustbecarriedonintheglareofthepervasivepublicity;itmustbecrudeandbold,ornotbeatall。

  Thereseemedtobeverylittleofit。Therewerenotmanyyoungpeopleonboardofsaloonquality,andtheseweremostlygirls。Theyoungmenweremainlyofthesmoking-roomsort;theyseldomriskedthemselvesamongthesteamerchairs。Itwasgayerinthesecondcabin,andgayeryetinthesteerage,whererobusteremotionswereoperatedbytheaccordion。

  Thepassengerstheredancedtoitsmusic;theysangtoitandlaughedtoitunabashedundertheeyesofthefirst-cabinwitnessesclusteredalongtherailabovethepitwheretheytooktheirrudepleasures。

  WithMarchitcametohisspendingmanyhoursofeachlong,swiftdayinhisberthwithabookundertheconvenientelectriclight。Hewassafetherefromtheacquaintanceswhichconstantlyformedthemselvesonlytofallintodisintegration,andclingtohimafterwardsasinorganicparticlesofweather-guessing,andsmoking-roomgossipabouttheship’srun。

  Intheearliesthoursofthevoyagehethoughtthathesawsomefacesofthegreatworld,theworldofwealthandfashion;buttheseafterwardvanished,andlefthimtowonderwheretheyhidthemselves。Hedidnotmeetthemeveningoingtoandfromhismeals;hecouldonlyimaginethemservedinthosepalatialstate-roomswhoseinteriorsthestewardsnowandthenratherobtrudeduponthepublic。Therewerepeoplewhomheencounteredinthepromenadeswhenhegotupforthesunrise,andwhomheneversawatothertimes;atmidnighthemetmenprowlinginthedarkwhomhenevermetbyday。Butnoneofthesewerepeopleofthegreatworld。Beforesixo’clocktheyweresometimessecond-cabinpassengers,whosebarrierwasthenliftedforalittlewhiletogivethemthefreedomofthesaloonpromenade。

  FromtimetotimehethoughthewouldlookuphisOhioan,andrevivefromacloserstudyofhimhisinterestintherareAmericanwhohadneverbeentoEurope。Buthekeptwithhiselderlywife,whohadtheeffectofwithholdinghimfromMarch’sadvances。YoungMr。andMrs。Leffersthrewoffmoreandmoretheirdisguiseofalong-marriedpair,andbecamefranklybrideandgroom。Theyseldomtalkedwithanyoneelse,exceptattable;theywalkedupanddowntogether,smilingintoeachothersfaces;

  theysatsidebysideintheirsteamerchairs;oneshawlcoveredthemboth,andtherewasreasontobelievethattheywereholdingeachother’shandsunderit。

  Mrs。AddingoftentookthechairbesideMrs。Marchwhenherhusbandwasstrayingabouttheshiporreadinginhisberth;andthetwoladiesmusthaveexchangedautobiographies,forMrs。MarchwasabletotellhimjusthowlongMrs。Addinghadbeenawidow,whatherhusbanddiedof,andwhathadbeendonetosavehim;howshewasnowperfectlywraptupinherboy,andwastakinghimabroad,withsomenotionofgoingtoSwitzerland,afterthesummer’stravel,andsettlingdownwithhimatschoolthere。

  SheandMrs。Marchbecamegreatfriends;andRose,ashismothercalledhim,attachedhimselfreverentlytoMarch,notonlyasacelebrityofthefirstgradeinhisqualityofeditorof’EveryOtherWeek’,butasasageofwisdomandgoodness,withwhomhemustnotlosethechanceofcounseluponalmosteveryhypothesisandexigencyoflife。

  MarchcouldnotbringhimselftoplaceBurnamyquitewherehebelongedincontemporaryliterature,whenRoseputhimveryhighinvirtueofthepoemwhichheheardBurnamywasgoingtohaveprintedin’EveryOtherWeek’,andofthebookwhichhewasgoingtohavepublished;andhelettheboybringtotheyoungfellowtheflatterywhichcancometoanyauthorbutonce,inthefirstrequestforhisautographthatBurnamyconfessedtohavehad。Theyweresonearinage,thoughtheyweretenyearsapart,thatRosestoodmuchmoreinaweofBurnamythanofothersmuchmorehisseniors。HewasofteninthecompanyofKenby,whomhevaluednexttoMarchasapersonacquaintedwithmen;heconsultedMarchuponKenby’spracticeofalwaystakingupthelanguageofthecountryhevisited,ifitwereonlyforafortnight;andheconceivedahigheropinionofhimfromMarch’sapproval。

  BurnamywasmostwithMrs。March,whomadehimtalkabouthimselfwhenhesupposedhewastalkingaboutliterature,inthehopethatshecouldgethimtotalkabouttheTriscoes;butshelistenedinvainashepouredout-hissoulintheoriesofliteraryart,andinhistoriesofwhathehadwrittenandwhathemeanttowrite。Whenhepassedthemwheretheysattogether,Marchheardtheyoungfellow’sperpetuallyrecurringI,I,I,my,my,my,me,me,me;andsmiledtothinkhowshewassufferingunderthedrip-dripofhisinnocentegotism。

  Sheboreinasortofscientificpatiencehisattentionstothepivotalgirl,andMissTriscoe’sindifferencetohim,inwhichalesspenetratingscrutinycouldhavedetectednochangefrommealtomeal。Itwasonlyattablethatshecouldseethemtogether,orthatshecouldnoteanybreakinthereserveofthefatheranddaughter。ThesignsofthisweresofinethatwhenshereportedthemMarchlaughedinscornfulincredulity。

  Butatbreakfastthethirddayout,theTriscoes,withtheauthorityofpeopleaccustomedtosocialconsideration,suddenlyturnedtotheMarches,andbegantomakethemselvesagreeable;thefatherspoketoMarchof’EveryOtherWeek’,whichheseemedtoknowofinitsrelationtohim;andtheyounggirladdressedherselftoMrs。March’smotherlysensenotthelessacceptablybecauseindirectly。Shespokeofgoingoutwithherfatherforanindefinitetime,asifitwereratherhiswishthanhers,andshemadesomeinquiriesaboutplacesinGermany;theyhadneverbeeninGermany。TheyhadsomeideaofDresden;buttheideaofDresdenwithitsAmericancolonyseemedrathertiresome;anddidMrs。

  MarchknowanythingaboutWeimar?

  Mrs。MarchwasobligedtosaythatsheknewnothingaboutanyplaceinGermany;andsheexplainedperhapstoofullywhereandwhyshewasgoingwithherhusband。ShefanciedaBostonnoteinthatscornforthetiresomenessofDresden;butthegirl’sstylewasofNewYorkratherthanofBoston,andheraccentwasnotquiteofeitherplace。Mrs。MarchbegantotrytheTriscoesinthisplaceandinthat,todivinethemandtoclassthem。Shehaddecidedfromthefirstthattheyweresocietypeople,buttheywerecultivatedbeyondtheaverageofthefewswellswhomshehadmet;andtherehadbeennothingoffensiveintheirmannerofholdingthemselvesalooffromtheotherpeopleatthetable;theyhadarighttodothatiftheychose。

  WhentheyoungLeffersescameintobreakfast,thetalkwentonbetweentheseandtheMarches;theTriscoespresentlyleftthetable,andMrs。

  Marchrosesoonafter,eagerforthatdiscussionoftheirbehaviorwhichMarchknewheshouldnotbeabletopostpone。

  Heagreedwithherthattheyweresocietypeople,butshecouldnotatonceaccepthistheorythattheyhadthemselvesbeentheobjectsofanadvancefromthembecauseoftheirneutralliteraryquality,throughwhichtheywereofnosocialworld,butpotentiallycommontoany。Latersheadmittedthis,asshesaid,forthesakeofargument,thoughwhatshewantedhimtosee,now,wasthatthiswasallastepofthegirl’stowardfindingoutsomethingaboutBurnamy。

  Thesameafternoon,aboutthetimethedeck-stewardwasmakinghisroundwithhiscups,MissTriscoeabruptlyadvanceduponherfromaneighboringcornerofthebulkhead,andasked,withtheairofoneaccustomedtohaveheradvancesgratefullyreceived,ifshemightsitbyher。ThegirltookMarch’svacantchair,whereshehadhercupofbouillon,whichshecontinuedtoholduntastedinherhandafterthefirstsip。Mrs。Marchdidthesamewithhers,andatthemomentshehadgotverytiredofdoingit,Burnamycameby,forthehundredthtimethatday,andgaveherahundredthbowwithahundredthsmile。Heperceivedthatshewishedtogetridofhercup,andhesprangtoherrelief。

  “MayItakeyourstoo?”hesaidverypassivelytoMissTriscoe。

  “Youareverygood。”sheanswered,andgaveit。

  Mrs。Marchwithacasualairsuggested,“DoyouknowMr。Burnamy,MissTriscoe?“Thegirlsaidafewcivilthings,butBurnamydidnottrytomaketalkwithherwhileheremainedafewmomentsbeforeMrs。March。

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