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  ’Oh!itisgoodtohearyoumovingabout,’saidDick,rubbinghishands。

  ’Tellusallaboutyourbarsuccesses,Bessie,andthewayyoulivenow。’

  ’NevermindthatI’mquiterespectable,asyou’dseebylookingatme。

  Youdon’tseemtolivetoowellWhatmadeyougoblindthatsudden?

  Whyisn’tthereanyonetolookafteryou?’

  Dickwastoothankfulforthesoundofhervoicetoresentthetoneofit。

  ’Iwascutacrosstheheadalongtimeago,andthatruinedmyeyes。

  I

  don’tsupposeanybodythinksitworthwhiletolookaftermeanymore。

  Whyshouldthey?——andMrBeetonreallydoeseverythingIwant。’

  ’Don’tyouknowanygentlemenandladies,then,whileyouwas——well?’

  ’Afew,butIdon’tcaretohavethemlookingatme。’

  ’Isupposethat’swhyyou’vegrowedabeardTakeitoff,itdon’tbecomeyou。’

  ’Goodgracious,child,doyouimaginethatIthinkofwhatbecomesofmethesedays?’

  ’YououghtGetthattakenoffbeforeIcomehereagainIsupposeIcancome,can’tI?’

  ’I’dbeonlytoogratefulifyoudidIdon’tthinkItreatedyouverywellintheolddaysIusedtomakeyouangry。’

  ’Veryangry,youdid。’

  ’I’msorryforit,thenComeandseemewhenyoucanandasoftenasyoucanGodknows,thereisn’tasoulintheworldtotakethattroubleexceptyouandMrBeeton。’

  ’Alotoftroublehe’stakingandshetoo。’Thiswithatossofthehead。

  ’They’veletyoudoanyhowandtheyhaven’tdoneanythingforyou。

  I’veonlytolookandseethatmuchI’llcome,andI’llbegladtocome,butyoumustgoandbeshaved,andyoumustgetsomeotherclothes——thoseonesaren’tfittobeseen。’

  ’Ihaveheapssomewhere,’hesaidhelplessly。

  ’IknowyouhaveTellMrBeetontogiveyouanewsuitandI’llbrushitandkeepitcleanYoumaybeasblindasabarn-door,MrHeldar,butitdoesn’texcuseyoulookinglikeasweep。’

  ’DoIlooklikeasweep,then?’

  ’Oh,I’msorryforyouI’mthatsorryforyou!’shecriedimpulsively,andtookDick’shandsMechanically,heloweredhisheadasiftokiss——shewastheonlywomanwhohadtakenpityonhim,andhewasnottooproudforalittlepitynowShestooduptogo。

  ’Nothingo’thatkindtillyoulookmorelikeagentlemanIt’squiteeasywhenyougetshaved,andsomeclothes。’

  Hecouldhearherdrawingonherglovesandrosetosaygood-bye。

  Shepassedbehindhim,kissedhimaudaciouslyonthebackoftheneck,andranawayasswiftlyasonthedaywhenshehaddestroyedtheMelancolia。

  ’TothinkofmekissingMrHeldar,’shesaidtoherself,’afterallhe’sdonetomeandall!Well,I’msorryforhim,andifhewasshavedhewouldn’tbesobadtolookat,butOhthemBeetons,howshamefulthey’vetreatedhim!IknowBeeton’swearinghisshirtonhisbackto-dayjustaswellasifI’daireditTo-morrow,I’llseeIwonderifhehasmuchofhisownItmightbeworthmorethanthebar——Iwouldn’thavetodoanywork——andjustasrespectableasifnooneknew。’

  DickwasnotgratefultoBessieforherpartinggiftHewasacutelyconsciousofitinthenapeofhisneckthroughoutthenight,butitseemed,amongverymanyotherthings,toenforcethewisdomofgettingshaved。

  Hewasshavedaccordinglyinthemorning,andfeltthebetterforitA

  freshsuitofclothes,whitelinen,andtheknowledgethatsomeoneintheworldsaidthatshetookaninterestinhispersonalappearancemadehimcarryhimselfalmostupright;forthebrainwasrelievedforawhilefromthinkingofMaisie,who,underothercircumstances,mighthavegiventhatkissandamillionothers。

  ’Letusconsider,’saidhe,afterlunch’Thegirlcan’tcare,andit’satoss-upwhethershecomesagainornot,butifmoneycanbuyhertolookaftermesheshallbeboughtNobodyelseintheworldwouldtakethetrouble,andIcanmakeitworthherwhileShe’sachildofthegutterholdingbrevetrankasabarmaid;sosheshallhaveeverythingshewantsifshe’llonlycomeandtalkandlookafterme。’Herubbedhisnewlyshornchinandbegantoperplexhimselfwiththethoughtofhernotcoming’IsupposeIdidlookratherasweep,’hewenton’IhadnoreasontolookotherwiseIknewthingsdroppedonmyclothes,butitdidn’tmatterItwouldbecruelifshedidn’tcomeShemust。

  Maisiecameonce,andthatwasenoughforherShewasquiterightShehadsomethingtoworkforThiscreaturehasonlybeer-handlestopull,unlessshehasdeludedsomeyoungmanintokeepingcompanywithher。

  Fancybeingcheatedforthesakeofacounter-jumper!We’refallingprettylow。’

  Somethingcriedaloudwithinhim:——ThiswillhurtmorethananythingthathasgonebeforeItwillrecallandremindandsuggestandtantalise,andintheenddriveyoumad。

  ’Iknowit,Iknowit!’Dickcried,clenchinghishandsdespairingly;

  ’but,goodheavens!isapoorblindbeggarnevertogetanythingoutofhislifeexceptthreemealsadayandagreasywaistcoat?Iwishshe’dcome。’

  Earlyintheafternoontimeshecame,becausetherewasnoyoungmaninherlifejustthen,andshethoughtofmaterialadvantageswhichwouldallowhertobeidlefortherestofherdays。

  ’Ishouldn’thaveknownyou,’shesaidapprovingly’Youlookasyouusedtolook——agentlemanthatwasproudofhimself。’

  ’Don’tyouthinkIdeserveanotherkiss,then?’saidDick,flushingalittle。

  ’Maybe——butyouwon’tgetityetSitdownandlet’sseewhatIcandoforyouI’mcertainsureMrBeetoncheatsyou,nowthatyoucan’tgothroughthehousekeepingbookseverymonthIsn’tthattrue?’

  ’You’dbettercomeandhousekeepformethen,Bessie。’

  ’Couldn’tdoitinthesechambers——youknowthataswellasIdo。’

  ’Iknow,butwemightgosomewhereelse,ifyouthoughtitworthyourwhile。’

  ’I’dtrytolookafteryou,anyhow;butIshouldn’tcaretohavetoworkforbothofus。’Thiswastentative。

  Dicklaughed。

  ’DoyourememberwhereIusedtokeepmybank-book?’saidhe。

  ’TorptookittobebalancedjustbeforehewentawayLookandsee。’

  ’Itwasgenerallyunderthetobacco-jarAh!’

  ’Well?’

  ’Oh!Fourthousandtwohundredandtenpoundsnineshillingsandapenny!Ohmy!’

  ’YoucanhavethepennyThat’snotbadforoneyear’sworkIsthatandahundredandtwentypoundsayeargoodenough?’

  Theidlenessandtheprettyclotheswerealmostwithinherreachnow,butshemust,bybeinghousewifely,showthatshedeservedthem。

  ’Yes;butyou’dhavetomove,andifwetookaninventory,Ithinkwe’dfindthatMrBeetonhasbeenprigginglittlethingsoutoftheroomshereandthereTheydon’tlookasfullastheyused。’

  ’Nevermind,we’lllethimhavethemTheonlythingI’mparticularlyanxioustotakeawayisthatpictureIusedyoufor——whenyouusedtoswearatmeWe’llpulloutofthisplace,Bess,andgetawayasfaraseverwecan。’

  ’Ohyes,’shesaiduneasily。

  ’Idon’tknowwhereIcangotogetawayfrommyself,butI’lltry,andyoushallhavealltheprettyfrocksthatyoucareforYou’lllikethat。

  Givemethatkissnow,BessYegods!it’sgoodtoputone’sarmroundawoman’swaistagain。’

  ThencamethefulfilmentoftheprophecywithinthebrainIfhisarmwerethusroundMaisie’swaistandakisshadjustbeengivenandtakenbetweenthem,——whythenHepressedthegirlmorecloselytohimselfbecausethepainwhippedhimShewaswonderinghowtoexplainalittleaccidenttotheMelancoliaAtanyrate,ifthismanreallydesiredthesolaceofhercompany——andcertainlyhewouldrelapseintohisoriginalsloughifshewithdrewit——hewouldnotbemorethanjustalittlevexed。

  Itwouldbedelightfulatleasttoseewhatwouldhappen,andbyherteachingsitwasgoodforamantostandincertainaweofhiscompanion。

  Shelaughednervously,andslippedoutofhisreach。

  ’Ishouldn’tworritaboutthatpictureifIwasyou,’shebegan,inthehopeofturninghisattention。

  ’It’satthebackofallmycanvasessomewhereFindit,Bess;youknowitaswellasIdo。’

  ’Iknow——but——’

  ’Butwhat?You’vewitenoughtomanagethesaleofittoadealer。

  WomenhagglemuchbetterthanmenItmightbeamatterofeightorninehundredpoundsto——tousIsimplydidn’tliketothinkaboutitforalongtimeItwasmixedupwithmylifeso——Butwe’llcoverupourtracksandgetridofeverything,eh?Makeafreshstartfromthebeginning,Bess。’

  Thenshebegantorepentverymuchindeed,becausesheknewthevalueofmoneyStill,itwasprobablethattheblindmanwasoverestimatingthevalueofhisworkGentlemen,sheknew,wereabsurdlyparticularabouttheirthingsShegiggledasanervoushousemaidgiggleswhenshetriestoexplainthebreakageofapipe。

  ’I’mverysorry,butyourememberIwas——IwasangrywithyoubeforeMrTorpenhowwentaway?’

  ’Youwereveryangry,child;andonmywordIthinkyouhadsomerighttobe。’

  ’ThenI——butaren’tyousureMrTorpenhowdidn’ttellyou?’

  ’Tellmewhat?Goodgracious,whatareyoumakingsuchafussaboutwhenyoumightjustaswellbegivingmeanotherkiss?’

  Hewasbeginningtolearn,notforthefirsttimeinhisexperience,thatkissingisacumulativepoisonThemoreyougetofit,themoreyouwant。

  Bessiegavethekisspromptly,whispering,asshedidso,’IwassoangryI

  rubbedoutthatpicturewiththeturpentineYouaren’tangry,areyou?’

  ’What?Saythatagain。’Theman’shandhadclosedonherwrist。

  ’Irubbeditoutwithturpsandtheknife,’falteredBessie’Ithoughtyou’donlyhavetodoitoveragainYoudiddoitoveragain,didn’tyou?

  Oh,letgoofmywrist;you’rehurtingme。’

  ’Isn’tthereanythingleftofthething?’

  ’N’nothingthatlookslikeanythingI’msorry——Ididn’tknowyou’dtakeonaboutit;IonlymeanttodoitinfunYouaren’tgoingtohitme?’

  ’Hityou!No!Let’sthink。’

  Hedidnotrelaxhisholduponherwristbutstoodstaringatthecarpet。

  Thenheshookhisheadasayoungsteershakesitwhenthelashofthestock-whipcrosshisnosewarnshimbacktothepathontotheshamblesthathewouldescapeForweekshehadforcedhimselfnottothinkoftheMelancolia,becauseshewasapartofhisdeadlifeWithBessie’sreturnandcertainnewprospectsthathaddevelopedthemselves,theMelancolia——lovelierinhisimaginationthanshehadeverbeenoncanvas——reappearedByheraidhemighthaveprocuredmormoneywherewithtoamuseBessandtoforgetMaisie,aswellasanothertasteofanalmostforgottensuccessNow,thankstoaviciouslittlehousemaid’sfolly,therewasnothingtolookfor——noteventhehopethathemightsomedaytakeanabidinginterestinthehousemaidWorstofall,hehadbeenmadetoappearridiculousinMaisie’seyesAwomanwillforgivethemanwhohasruinedherlife’sworksolongashegivesherlove;amanmayforgivethosewhoruintheloveofhislife,buthewillneverforgivethedestructionofhiswork。

  ’Tck——tck——tck,’saidDickbetweenhisteeth,andthenlaughedsoftly’It’sanomen,Bessie,and——agoodmanythingsconsidered,itservesmerightfordoingwhatIhavedoneByJove!thataccountsforMaisie’srunningawayShemusthavethoughtmeperfectlymad——smallblametoher!Thewholepictureruined,isn’titso?Whatmadeyoudoit?’

  ’BecauseIwasthatangryI’mnotangrynow——I’mawfulsorry。’

  ’Iwonder——Itdoesn’tmatter,anyhowI’mtoblameformakingthemistake。’

  ’Whatmistake?’

  ’Somethingyouwouldn’tunderstand,dearGreatheavens!tothinkthatalittlepieceofdirtlikeyoucouldthrowmeoutofstride!’DickwastalkingtohimselfasBessietriedtoshakeoffhisgriponherwrist。

  ’Iain’tapieceofdirt,andyoushouldn’tcallmeso!Ididit’causeI

  hatedyou,andI’monlysorrynow’causeyou’re——’causeyou’re——’

  ’Exactly——becauseI’mblindThere’snotingliketactinlittlethings。’

  BessiebegantosobShedidnotlikebeingshackledagainstherwill;shewasafraidoftheblindfaceandthelookuponit,andwassorrytoothathergreatrevengehadonlymadeDicklaugh。

  ’Don’tcry,’hesaid,andtookherintohisarms’Youonlydidwhatyouthoughtright。’

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