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  Shewouldgobacktoherstudioandpreparepicturesthatwent,etc。,etc。

  Themill-wheelofthoughtswungroundslowly,thatnosectionofitmightbeslurredover,andthered-hairedgirltossedandturnedbehindher。

  MaisieputherchininherhandsanddecidedthattherecouldbenodoubtwhateverofthevillainyofDickTojustifyherself,shebegan,unwomanly,toweightheevidenceTherewasaboy,andhehadsaidhelovedherAndhekissedher,——kissedheronthecheek,——byayellowsea-poppythatnoddeditsheadexactlylikethemaddeningdryroseinthegardenThentherewasaninterval,andmenhadtoldherthattheylovedher——justwhenshewasbusiestwithherworkThentheboycameback,andattheirverysecondmeetinghadtoldherthathelovedher。

  Thenhehad——ButtherewasnoendtothethingshehaddoneHehadgivenherhistimeandhispowersHehadspokentoherofArt,housekeeping,technique,teacups,theabuseofpicklesasastimulant,——thatwasrude,——sablehair-brushes,——hehadgivenherthebestinherstock,——sheusedthemdaily;hehadgivenheradvicethatsheprofitedby,andnowandagain——alookSuchalook!Thelookofabeatenhoundwaitingforthewordtocrawltohismistress’sfeetInreturnshehadgivenhimnothingwhatever,except——hereshebrushedhermouthagainsttheopen-worksleevefhernightgown——theprivilegeofkissingheronceAndonthemouth,tooDisgraceful!Wasthatnotenough,andmorethanenough?andifitwasnot,hadhenotcancelledthedebtbynotwritingand——probablykissingothergirls?

  ’Maisie,you’llcatchachillDogoandliedown,’saidtheweariedvoiceofhercompanion’Ican’tsleepawinkwithyouatthewindow。’

  MaisieshruggedhershouldersanddidnotanswerShewasreflectingonthemeannessesofDick,andonothermeannesseswithwhichhehadnothingtodoThemoonlightwouldnotlethersleepItlayontheskylightofthestudioacrosstheroadincoldsilver;shestaredatitintentlyandherthoughtsbegantoslideoneintotheotherTheshadowofthebigbell-handleinthewallgrewshort,lengthenedagain,andfadedoutasthemoonwentdownbehindthepastureandaharecamelimpinghomeacrosstheroadThenthedawn-windwashedthroughtheuplandgrasses,andbroughtcoolnesswithit,andthecattlelowedbythedrought-shrunkriverMaisie’sheadfellforwardonthewindow-sill,andthetangleofblackhaircoveredherarms。

  ’Maisie,wakeupYou’llcatchachill。’

  ’Yes,dear;yes,dear。’Shestaggeredtoherbedlikeaweariedchild,andassheburiedherfaceinthepillowsshemuttered,’Ithink——Ithink……

  Butheoughttohavewritten。’

  Daybroughttheroutineofthestudio,thesmellofpaintandturpentine,andthemonotonewisdomofKami,whowasaleadenartist,butagoldenteacherifthepupilwereonlyinsympathywithhimMaisiewasnotinsympathythatday,andshewaitedimpatientlyfortheendofthework。

  Sheknewwhenitwascoming;forKamiwouldgatherhisblackalpacacoatintoabunchbehindhim,and,withfadedflueeyesthatsawneitherpupilsnorcanvas,lookbackintothepasttorecallthehistoryofoneBinat’Youhavealldonenotsobadly,’hewouldsay’Butyoushallrememberthatitisnotenoughtohavethemethod,andtheart,andthepower,noreventhatwhichistouch,butyoushallhavealsotheconvictionthatnailstheworktothewallOfthesomanyI

  taught,’——herethestudentswouldbegintounfixdrawing-pinsorgettheirtubestogether,——’theverysomanythatIhavetaught,thebestwasBinat。

  AllthatcomesofthestudyandtheworkandtheknowledgewastohimevenwhenhecameAfterheleftmeheshouldhavedoneallthatcouldbedonewiththecolour,theform,andtheknowledgeOnly,hehadnottheconvictionSoto-dayIhearnomoreofBinat,——thebestofmypupils,——andthatislongagoSoto-day,too,youwillbegladtohearnomoreofmeContinuez,mesdemoiselles,and,aboveall,withconviction。’

  HewentintothegardentosmokeandmournoverthelostBinatasthepupilsdispersedtotheirseveralcottagesorloiteredinthestudiotomakeplansforthecooloftheafternoon。

  MaisielookedatherveryunhappyMelancolia,restrainedadesiretogrimacebeforeit,andwashurryingacrosstheroadtowritealettertoDick,whenshewasawareofalargemanonawhitetroop-horse。

  HowTorpenhowhadmanagedinthecourseoftwentyhourstofindhiswaytotheheartsofthecavalryofficersinquartersatVitry-sur-Marne,todiscusswiththemthecertaintyofagloriousrevengeforFrance,toreducethecoloneltotearsofpureaffability,andtoborrowthebesthorseinthesquadronforthejourneytoKami’sstudio,isamysterythatonlyspecialcorrespondentscanunravel。

  ’Ibegyourpardon,’saidhe’Itseemsanabsurdquestiontoask,butthefactisthatIdon’tknowherbyanyothername:IsthereanyyoungladyherethatiscalledMaisie?’

  ’IamMaisie,’wastheanswerfromthedepthsofagreatsun-hat。

  ’Ioughttointroducemyself,’hesaid,asthehorsecaperedintheblindingwhitedust’MynameisTorpenhowDickHeldarismybestfriend,and——and——thefactisthathehasgoneblind。’

  ’Blind!’saidMaisie,stupidly’Hecan’tbeblind。’

  ’Hehasbeenstone-blindfornearlytwomonths。’

  Maisieliftedupherface,anditwaspearlywhite’No!No!Notblind!I

  won’thavehimblind!’

  ’Wouldyoucaretoseeforyourself?’saidTorpenhow。

  ’Now,——atonce?’

  ’Oh,no!TheParistraindoesn’tgothroughthisplacetillto-night。

  Therewillbeampletime。’

  ’DidMrHeldarsendyoutome?’

  ’CertainlynotDickwouldn’tdothatsortofthingHe’ssittinginhisstudio,turningoversomelettersthathecan’treadbecausehe’sblind。’

  Therewasasoundofchokingfromthesun-hatMaisiebowedherheadandwentintothecottage,wherethered-hairedgirlwasonasofa,complainingofaheadache。

  ’Dick’sblind!’saidMaisie,takingherbreathquicklyasshesteadiedherselfagainstachair-back’MyDick’sblind!’

  ’What?’Thegirlwasonthesofanolonger。

  ’AmanhascomefromEnglandtotellmeHehasn’twrittentomeforsixweeks。’

  ’Areyougoingtohim?’

  ’Imustthink。’

  ’Think!IshouldgobacktoLondonandseehimandIshouldkisshiseyesandkissthemandkissthemuntiltheygotwellagain!Ifyoudon’tgoI

  shallOh,whatamItalkingabout?Youwickedlittleidiot!GotohimatonceGo!’

  Torpenhow’sneckwasblistering,buthepreservedasmileofinfinitepatienceasMaisie’sappearedbareheadedinthesunshine。

  ’Iamcoming,’saidshe,hereyesontheground。

  ’YouwillbeatVitryStation,then,atseventhisevening。’ThiswasanorderdeliveredbyonewhowasusedtobeingobeyedMaisiesaidnothing,butshefeltgratefulthattherewasnochanceofdisputingwiththisbigmanwhotookeverythingforgrantedandmanagedasquealinghorsewithonehandShereturnedtothered-hairedgirl,whowasweepingbitterly,andbetweentears,kisses,——veryfewofthose,——menthol,packing,andaninterviewwithKami,thesultryafternoonworeaway。

  ThoughtmightcomeafterwardsHerpresentdutywastogotoDick,——Dickwhoownedthewondrousfriendandsatinthedarkplayingwithherunopenedletters。

  ’Butwhatwillyoudo,’shesaidtohercompanion。

  ’I?Oh,Ishallstayhereand——finishyourMelancolia,’shesaid,smilingpitifully’Writetomeafterwards。’

  ThatnightthereranalegendthroughVitry-sur-MarneofamadEnglishman,doubtlesssufferingfromsunstroke,whohaddrunkalltheofficersofthegarrisonunderthetable,hadborrowedahorsefromthelines,andhadthenandthereeloped,aftertheEnglishcustom,withoneofthosemoremadEnglishgirlswhodrewpicturesdownthereunderthecareofthatgoodMonsieurKami。

  ’Theyareverydroll,’saidSuzannetotheconscriptinthemoonlightbythestudiowall’Shewalkedalwayswiththosebigeyesthatsawnothing,andyetshekissesmeonbothcheeksasthoughsheweremysister,andgivesme——see——tenfrancs!’

  Theconscriptleviedacontributiononbothgifts;forhepridedhimselfonbeingagoodsoldier。

  TorpenhowspokeverylittletoMaisieduringthejourneytoCalais;buthewascarefultoattendtoallherwants,togetheracompartmententirelytoherself,andtoleaveheraloneHewasamazedoftheeasewithwhichthematterhadbeenaccomplished。

  ’ThesafestthingwouldbetoletherthinkthingsoutByDick’sshowing,——whenhewasoffhishead,——shemusthaveorderedhimaboutverythoroughlyWonderhowshelikesbeingunderorders。’

  MaisienevertoldShesatintheemptycompartmentoftenwithhereyesshut,thatshemightrealisethesensationofblindnessItwasanorderthatsheshouldreturntoLondonswiftly,andshefoundherselfatlastalmostbeginningtoenjoythesituationThiswasbetterthanlookingafterluggageandared-hairedfriendwhonevertookanyinterestinhersurroundingsButthereappearedtobeafeelingintheairthatshe,Maisie,——ofallpeople,——wasindisgraceThereforeshejustifiedherconducttoherselfwithgreatsuccess,tillTorpenhowcameuptoheronthesteamerandwithoutprefacebegantotellthestoryofDick’sblindness,suppressingafewdetails,butdwellingatlengthonthemiseriesofdeliriumHestoppedbeforehereachedtheend,asthoughhehadlostinterestinthesubject,andwentforwardtosmokeMaisiewasfuriouswithhimandwithherself。

  ShewashurriedonfromDovertoLondonalmostbeforeshecouldaskforbreakfast,and——shewaspastanyfeelingofindignationnow——wasbiddencurtlytowaitinahallatthefootofsomelead-coveredstairswhileTorpenhowwentuptomakeinquiriesAgaintheknowledgethatshewasbeingtreatedlikeanaughtylittlegirlmadeherpalecheeksflameItwasallDick’sfaultforbeingsostupidastogoblind。

  Torpenhowledheruptoashutdoor,whichheopenedverysoftly。

  Dickwassittingbythewindow,withhischinonhischestTherewerethreeenvelopesinhishand,andheturnedthemoverandoverThebigmanwhogaveorderswasnolongerbyherside,andthestudiodoorsnappedbehindher。

  Dickthrustthelettersintohispocketasheheardthesound’Hullo,Topr!Isthatyou?I’vebeensolonely。’

  HisvoicehadtakenthepeculiarflatnessoftheblindMaisiepressedherselfupintoacorneroftheroomHerheartwasbeatingfuriously,andsheputonehandonherbreasttokeepitquietDickwasstaringdirectlyather,andsherealisedforthefirsttimethathewasblind。

  Shuttinghereyesinarail-waycarriagetoopenthemwhenshepleasedwaschild’splayThismanwasblindthoughhiseyeswerewideopen。

  ’Torp,isthatyou?Theysaidyouwerecoming。’Dicklookedpuzzledandalittleirritatedatthesilence。

  ’No;it’sonlyme,’wastheanswer,inastrainedlittlewhisper。

  Maisiecouldhardlymoveherlips。

  ’H’m!’saidDick,composedly,withoutmoving’ThisisanewphenomenonDarknessI’mgettingusedto;butIobjecttohearingvoices。’

  Washemad,then,aswellasblind,thathetalkedtohimself?

  Maisie’sheartbeatmorewildly,andshebreathedingaspsDickroseandbegantofeelhiswayacrosstheroom,touchingeachtableandchairashepassedOncehecaughthisfootonarug,andswore,droppingonhiskneestofeelwhattheobstructionmightbeMaisierememberedhimwalkingintheParkasthoughalltheearthbelongedtohim,trampingupanddownherstudiotwomonthsago,andflyingupthegangwayoftheChannelsteamerThebeatingofherheartwasmakinghersick,andDickwascomingnearer,guidedbythesoundofherbreathingSheputoutahandmechanicallytowardhimoffortodrawhimtoherself,shedidnotknowwhichIttouchedhischest,andhesteppedbackasthoughhehadbeenshot。

  ’It’sMaisie!’saidhe,withadrysob’Whatareyoudoinghere?’

  ’Icame——Icame——toseeyou,please。’

  Dick’slipsclosedfirmly。

  ’Won’tyousitdown,then?Yousee,I’vehadsomebotherwithmyeyes,and——’

  ’IknowIknowWhydidn’tyoutellme?’

  ’Icouldn’twrite。’

  ’YoumighthavetoldMrTorpenhow。’

  ’Whathashetodowithmyaffairs?’

  ’He——hebroughtmefromVitry-sur-MarneHethoughtIoughttoseeyou。’

  ’Why,whathashappened?CanIdoanythingforyou?No,Ican’tI

  forgot。’

  ’Oh,Dick,I’msosorry!I’vecometotellyou,and——Letmetakeyoubacktoyourchair。’

  ’Don’t!I’mnotachildYouonlydothatoutofpityInevermeanttotellyouanythingaboutitI’mnogoodnowI’mdownanddonefor。

  Letmealone!’

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