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  ’Youcan’tunderstand,BessWeareinsightoflandnow,andsoonweshallliebackandthinkaboutwhatwe’vedoneI’llgiveyouthreemonths’paywhenthepicture’sfinished,andnexttimeIhaveanymoreworkinhand——butthatdoesn’tmatterWon’tthreemonths’paymakeyouhatemeless?’

  ’No,itwon’t!Ihateyou,andI’llgoonhatingyouMrTorpenhowwon’tspeaktomeanymoreHe’salwayslookingatmaps。’

  BessiedidnotsaythatshehadagainlaidsiegetoTorpenhow,orthatattheendofourpassionatepleadinghehadpickedherup,givenherakiss,andputheroutsidethedoorwiththerecommendationnottobealittlefoolHespentmostofhistimeinthecompanyoftheNilghai,andtheirtalkwasofwarinthenearfuture,thehiringoftransports,andsecretpreparationsamongthedockyardsHedidnotwishtoseeDicktillthepicturewasfinished。

  ’He’sdoingfirst-classwork,’hesaidtotheNilghai,’andit’squiteoutofhisregularlineBut,forthematterofthat,so’shisinfernalsoaking。’

  ’NevermindLeavehimaloneWhenhehascometohissensesagainwe’llcarryhimofffromthisplaceandlethimbreathecleanair。

  PoorDick!Idon’tenvyyou,Torp,whenhiseyesfail。’

  ’Yes,itwillbeacaseof“Godhelpthemanwho’schainedtoourDavie。”

  Theworstisthatwedon’tknowwhenitwillhappen,andIbelievetheuncertaintyandthewaitinghavesentDicktothewhiskeymorethananythingelse。’

  ’HowtheArabwhocuthisheadopenwouldgrinifheknew!’

  ’He’satperfectlibertytogrinifhecanHe’sdeadThat’spoorconsolationnow。’

  IntheafternoonofthethirddayTorpenhowheardDickcallingforhim。

  ’Allfinished!’heshouted’I’vedoneit!Comein!Isn’tsheabeauty?

  Isn’tsheadarling?I’vebeendowntohelltogether;butisn’tsheworthit?’

  Torpenhowlookedattheheadofawomanwholaughed,——afull-lipped,hollow-eyedwomanwholaughedfromoutofthecanvasasDickhadintendedshewould。

  ’Whotaughtyouhowtodoit?’saidTorpenhow’ThetouchandnotionhavenothingtodowithyourregularworkWhatafaceitis!Whateyes,andwhatinsolence!’Unconsciouslyhethrewbackhisheadandlaughedwithher’She’sseenthegameplayedout,——Idon’tthinkshehadagoodtimeofit,——andnowshedoesn’tcareIsn’tthattheidea?’

  ’Exactly。’

  ’Wheredidyougetthemouthandchinfrom?Theydon’tbelongtoBess。’

  ’They’re——someoneelse’sButisn’titgood?Isn’titthunderinggood?

  Wasn’titworththewhiskey?IdiditAloneIdidit,andit’sthebestI

  cando。’Hedrewhisbreathsharply,andwhispered,’JustGod!

  whatcouldInotdotenyearshence,ifIcandothisnow!——Bytheway,whatdoyouthinkofit,Bess?’

  ThegirlwasbitingherlipsSheloathedTorpenhowbecausehehadtakennonoticeofher。

  ’Ithinkit’sjustthehorridest,beastliestthingIeversaw,’sheanswered,andturnedaway。

  ’Morethanyouwillbeofthatwayofthinking,youngwoman——Dick,there’sasortofmurderous,viperinesuggestioninthepoiseoftheheadthatIdon’tunderstand,’saidTorpenhow。

  That’strick-work,’saidDick,chucklingwithdelightatbeingcompletelyunderstood’Icouldn’tresistonelittlebitofsheerswaggerIt’saFrenchtrick,andyouwouldn’tunderstand;butit’sgotatbyslewingroundtheheadatrifle,andatiny,tinyforeshorteningofonesideofthefacefromtheangleofthechintothetopoftheleftearThat,anddeepeningtheshadowunderthelobeoftheearItwasflagranttrick-work;but,havingthenotionfixed,Ifeltentitledtoplaywithit,——Oh,youbeauty!’

  ’Amen!SheisabeautyIcanfeelit。’

  ’Sowilleverymanwhohasanysorrowofhisown,’saidDick,slappinghisthigh’Heshallseehistroublethere,and,bytheLordHarry,justwhenhe’sfeelingproperlysorryforhimselfheshallthrowbackhisheadandlaugh,——assheislaughingI’veputthelifeofmyheartandthelightofmyeyesintoher,andIdon’tcarewhatcomesI’mtired,——awfullytiredIthinkI’llgettosleepTakeawaythewhiskey,ithasserveditsturn,andgiveBessiethirty-sixquid,andthreeoverforluckCoverthepicture。’

  Hedroppedasleepinthelongchair,hidfacewhiteandhaggard,almostbeforehehadfinishedthesentenceBessietriedtotakeTorpenhow’shand’Aren’tyounevergoingtospeaktomeanymore?’shesaid;

  butTorpenhowwaslookingatDick。

  ’Whatastockofvanitythemanhas!I’lltakehiminhandto-morrowandmakemuchofhimHedeservesit——Eh!whatwasthat,Bess?’

  ’NothingI’llputthingstidyherealittle,andthenI’llgoYoucouldn’tgivethethatthreemonths’paynow,couldyou?Hesaidyouwereto。’

  TorpenhowgaveheracheckandwenttohisownroomsBessiefaithfullytidiedupthestudio,setthedoorajarforflight,emptiedhalfabottleofturpentineonaduster,andbegantoscrubthefaceoftheMelancoliaviciouslyThepaintdidnotsmudgequicklyenoughShetookapalette-knifeandscraped,followingeachstrokewiththewetdusterInfiveminutesthepicturewasaformless,scarredmuddleofcolours。

  Shethrewthepaint-staineddusterintothestudiostove,stuckouthertongueatthesleeper,andwhispered,’Bilked!’assheturnedtorundownthestaircaseShewouldneverseeTorpenhowanymore,butshehadatleastdoneharmtothemanwhohadcomebetweenherandherdesireandwhousedtomakefunofherCashingthecheckwastheverycreamofthejesttoBessieThenthelittleprivateersailedacrosstheThames,tobeswallowedupinthegraywildernessofSouth-the-Water。

  Dickslepttilllateintheevening,whenTorpenhowdraggedhimofftobedHiseyeswereasbrightashisvoicewashoarse’Let’shaveanotherlookatthepicture,’hesaid,insistentlyasachild。

  ’You——go——to——bed,’saidTorpenhow’Youaren’tatallwell,thoughyoumayn’tknowitYou’reasjumpyasacat。’

  ’Ireformto-morrowGood-night。’

  Asherepassedthroughthestudio,Torpenhowliftedtheclothabovethepicture,andalmostbetrayedhimselfbyoutcries:’Wipedout!——scrapedoutandturpedout!He’sonthevergeofjumpsasitisThat’sBess,——thelittlefiend!Onlyawomancouldhavedonethat!-withtheinknotdryonthecheck,too!Dickwillberavingmadto-morrowItwasallmyfaultfortryingtohelpgutter-devilsOh,mypoorDick,theLordishittingyouveryhard!’

  Dickcouldnotsleepthatnight,partlyforpurejoy,andpartlybecausethewell-knownCatherine-wheelsinsidehiseyeshadgivenplacetocracklingvolcanoesofmany-colouredfire’Spoutaway,’hesaidaloud。

  ’I’vedonemywork,andnowyoucandowhatyouplease。’Helaystill,staringattheceiling,thelong-pent-updeliriumofdrinkinhisveins,hisbrainonfirewithracingthoughtsthatwouldnotstaytobeconsidered,andhishandscrispedanddryHehadjustdiscoveredthathewaspaintingthefaceoftheMelancoliaonarevolvingdomeribbedwithmillionsoflights,andthatallhiswondrousthoughtsstoodembodiedhundredsoffeetbelowhistinyswingingplank,shoutingtogetherinhishonour,whensomethingcrackedinsidehistempleslikeanoverstrainedbowstring,theglitteringdomebrokeinward,andhewasaloneinthethicknight。

  ’I’llgotosleepTheroom’sverydarkLet’slightalampandseehowtheMelancolialooksThereoughttohavebeenamoon。’

  ItwasthenthatTorpenhowheardhisnamecalledbyavoicethathedidnotknow,——intherattlingaccentsofdeadlyfear。

  ’He’slookedatthepicture,’washisfirstthought,ashehurriedintothebedroomandfoundDicksittingupandbeatingtheairwithhishands。

  ’Torp!Torp!whereareyou?Forpity’ssake,cometome!’

  ’What’sthematter?’

  Dickclutchedathisshoulder’Matter!I’vebeenlyinghereforhoursinthedark,andyouneverheardmeTorp,oldman,don’tgoaway。

  I’mallinthedarkInthedark,Itellyou!’

  TorpenhowheldthecandlewithinafootofDick’seyes,buttherewasnolightinthoseeyesHelitthegas,andDickheardtheflamecatch。

  ThegripofhisfingersonTorpenhow’sshouldermadeTorpenhowwince。

  ’Don’tleavemeYouwouldn’tleavemealonenow,wouldyou?I

  can’tseeD’youunderstand?It’sblack,——quiteblack,——andIfeelasifI

  wasfallingthroughitall。’

  ’Steadydoesit。’TorpenhowputhisarmroundDickandbegantorockhimgentlytoandfro。

  ’That’sgoodNowdon’ttalkIfIkeepveryquietforawhile,thisdarknesswillliftItseemsjustonthepointofbreakingH’sh!’

  DickknithisbrowsandstareddesperatelyinfrontofhimThenightairwaschillingTorpenhow’stoes。

  ’Canyoustaylikethataminute?’hesaid’I’llgetmydressing-gownandsomeslippers。’

  Dickclutchedthebed-headwithbothhandsandwaitedforthedarknesstoclearaway’Whatatimeyou’vebeen!’hecried,whenTorpenhowreturned’It’sasblackaseverWhatareyoubangingaboutinthedoor-way?’

  ’Longchair,——horse-blanket,——pillowGoingtosleepbyyouLiedownnow;you’llbebetterinthemorning。’

  ’Ishan’t!’Thevoicerosetoawail’MyGod!I’mblind!I’mblind,andthedarknesswillnevergoaway。’Hemadeasiftoleapfromthebed,butTorpenhow’sarmswereroundhim,andTorpenhow’schinwasonhisshoulder,andhisbreathwassqueezedoutofhimHecouldonlygasp,’Blind!’andwrigglefeebly。

  ’Steady,Dickie,steady!’saidthedeepvoiceinhisear,andthegriptightened’Biteonthebullet,oldman,anddon’tletthemthinkyou’reafraid,’ThegripcoulddrawnocloserBothmenwerebreathingheavily。

  Dickthrewhisheadfromsidetosideandgroaned。

  ’Letmego,’hepanted’You’recrackingmyribsWe-wemustn’tletthemthinkwe’reafraid,mustwe,——allthepowersofdarknessandthatlot?’

  ’LiedownIt’sallovernow。’

  ’Yes,’saidDick,obediently’Butwouldyoumindlettingmeholdyourhand?IfeelasifIwantedsomethingtoholdontoOnedropsthroughthedarkso。’

  Torpenhowthrustoutalargeandhairypawfromthelongchair。

  Dickclutchedittightly,andinhalfanhourhadfallenasleep。

  Torpenhowwithdrewhishand,and,stoopingoverDick,kissedhimlightlyontheforehead,asmendosometimeskissawoundedcomradeinthehourofdeath,toeasehisdeparture。

  InthegraydawnTorpenhowheardDicktalkingtohimselfHewasadriftontheshorelesstidesofdelirium,speakingveryquickly——

  ’It’sapity,——agreatpity;butit’shelped,anditmustbeeaten,MasterGeorgeSufficientuntothedayistheblindnessthereof,and,further,puttingasideallMelancoliasandfalsehumours,itisofobviousnotoriety——suchasminewas——thatthequeencandonowrongTorpdoesn’tknowthatI’lltellhimwhenwe’realittlefartherintothedesert。

  Whatabunglethoseboatmenaremakingofthesteamer-ropes!

  They’llhavethatfour-inchhawserchafedthroughinaminuteItoldyouso——thereshegoes!Whitefoamongreenwater,andthesteamerslewingroundHowgoodthatlooks!I’llsketchitNo,Ican’tI’mafflictedwithophthalmiaThatwasoneofthetenplaguesofEgypt,anditextendsuptheNileintheshapeofcataractHa!that’sajoke,TorpLaugh,yougravenimage,andstandclearofthehawserIt’llknockyouintothewaterandmakeyourdressalldirty,Maisiedear。’

  ’Oh!’saidTorpenhow’ThishappenedbeforeThatnightontheriver。’

  ’She’llbesuretosayit’smyfaultifyougetmuddy,andyou’requitenearenoughtothebreakwaterMaisie,that’snotfairAh!Iknewyou’dmiss。

  Lowandtotheleft,dearButyou’venoconvictionDon’tbeangry,darlingI’dcutmyhandoffifitwouldgiveyouanythingmorethanobstinacyMyrighthand,ifitwouldserve。’

  ’Nowwemustn’tlistenHere’sanislandshoutingacrossseasofmisunderstandingwithavengeanceButit’sshoutingtruth,I

  fancy,’saidTorpenhow。

  ThebabblecontinuedItallboreuponMaisieSometimesDicklecturedatlengthonhiscraft,thenhecursedhimselfforhisfollyinbeingenslavedHepleadedtoMaisieforakiss——onlyonekiss——beforeshewentaway,andcalledtohertocomebackfromVitry-sur-Marne,ifshewould;butthroughallhisravingshebadeheavenandearthwitnessthatthequeencoulddonowrong。

  Torpenhowlistenedattentively,andlearnedeverydetailofDick’slifethathadbeenhiddenfromhimForthreedaysDickravedthroughthepast,andthenanaturalsleep’Whatastrainhehasbeenrunningunder,poorchap!’saidTorpenhow’Dick,ofallmen,handinghimselfoverlikeadog!AndIwaslecturinghimonarrogance!IoughttohaveknownthatitwasnousetojudgeamanButIdiditWhatademonthatgirlmustbe!Dick’sgivenherhislife,——confoundhim!——andshe’sgivenhimonekissapparently。’

  ’Torp,’saidDick,fromthebed,’gooutforawalkYou’vebeenheretoolongI’llgetupHi!ThisisannoyingIcan’tdressmyselfOh,it’stooabsurd!’

  TorpenhowhelpedhimintohisclothesandledhimtothebigchairinthestudioHesatquietlywaitingunderstrainednervesforthedarknesstoliftItdidnotliftthatday,northenextDickadventuredonavoyageroundthewallsHehithisshinsagainstthestove,andthissuggestedtohimthatitwouldbebettertocrawlonallfours,onehandinfrontofhimTorpenhowfoundhimonthefloor。

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