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  ThatlettermadeAgnesLaiterveryunhappy,andshecriedandputitawayinherdesk,andbecameMrsSomebodyElseforthegoodofherfamilyWhichisthefirstdutyofeveryChristianmaid。

  Philwenthisways,andthoughtnomoreofhisletter,exceptasanartistthinksofaneatlytouched-insketchHiswayswerenotbad,buttheywerenotaltogethergooduntiltheybroughthimacrossDunmaya,thedaughterofaRajputex-Subadar-MajorofourNativeArmyThegirlhadastrainofHillbloodinher,and,liketheHillwomen,wasnotapurdahnashinWherePhilmether,orhowheheardofher,doesnotmatterShewasagoodgirlandhandsome,and,inherway,verycleverandshrewd;though,ofcourse,alittlehardItistoberememberedthatPhilwaslivingverycomfortably,denyinghimselfnosmallluxury,neverputtingbyananna,verysatisfiedwithhimselfandhisgoodintentions,wasdroppingallhisEnglishcorrespondentsonebyone,andbeginningmoreandmoretolookuponthislandashishomeSomemenfallthisway;andtheyareofnouseafterwardsTheclimatewherehewasstationedwasgood,anditreallydidnotseemtohimthattherewasanythingtogoHomefor。

  Hedidwhatmanyplantershavedonebeforehim——thatistosay,hemadeuphismindtomarryaHillgirlandsettledownHewassevenandtwentythen,withalonglifebeforehim,butnospirittogothroughwithitSohemarriedDunmayabytheformsoftheEnglishChurch,andsomefellow-planterssaidhewasafool,andsomesaidhewasawisemanDunmayawasathoroughlyhonestgirl,and,inspiteofherreverenceforanEnglishman,hadareasonableestimateofherhusband’sweaknessesShemanagedhimtenderly,andbecame,inlessthanayear,averypassableimitationofanEnglishladyindressandcarriage[ItiscurioustothinkthataHillman,afteralifetime’seducation,isaHillmanstill;butaHillwomancaninsixmonthsmastermostofthewaysofherEnglishsistersTherewasacooliewomanonceButthatisanotherstory。]Dunmayadressedbypreferenceinblackandyellow,andlookedwell。

  MeantimetheletterlayinAgnes’sdesk,andnowandagainshewouldthinkofpoorresolutehard-workingPhilamongthecobrasandtigersofDarjiling,toilinginthevainhopethatshemightcomebacktohimHerhusbandwasworthtenPhils,exceptthathehadrheumatismoftheheartThreeyearsafterhewasmarried——andafterhehadtriedNiceandAlgeriaforhiscomplaint——hewenttoBombay,wherehedied,andsetAgnesfreeBeingadevoutwoman,shelookedonhisdeathandtheplaceofit,asadirectinterpositionofProvidence,andwhenshehadrecoveredfromtheshock,shetookoutandrereadPhil’sletterwiththe“etc。,etc……”

  andthebigdashes,andthelittledashes,andkisseditseveraltimesNooneknewherinBombay;shehadherhusband’sincome,whichwasalargeone,andPhilwascloseathandItwaswrongandimproper,ofcourse,butshedecided,asheroinesdoinnovels,tofindheroldlover,toofferhimherhandandhergold,andwithhimspendtherestofherlifeinsomespotfarfromunsympatheticsoulsShesatfortwomonths,aloneinWatson’sHotel,elaboratingthisdecision,andthepicturewasaprettyoneThenshesetoutinsearchofPhilGarron,Assistantonateaplantationwithamorethanusuallyunpronounceablename……

  ShefoundhimShespentamonthoverit,,forhisplantationwasnotintheDarjilingdistrictatall,butnearerKangraPhilwasverylittlealtered,andDunmayawasverynicetoher。

  NowtheparticularsinandshameofthewholebusinessisthatPhil,whoreallyisnotworththinkingoftwice,wasandislovedbyDunmaya,andmorethanlovedbyAgnes,thewholeofwhoselifeheseemstohavespoilt。

  Worstofall,Dunmayaismakingadecentmanofhim;andhewillbeultimatelysavedfromperditionthroughhertraining。

  Whichismanifestlyunfair。

  FALSEDAWN。

  To-nightGodknowswhatthingshalltide,TheEarthisrackedandfaint——

  Expectant,sleepless,open-eyed;

  Andwe,whofromtheEarthweremade,ThrillwithourMother’spain。

  InDurance。

  Nomanwilleverknowtheexacttruthofthisstory;thoughwomenmaysometimeswhisperittooneanotherafteradance,whentheyareputtinguptheirhairforthenightandcomparinglistsofvictimsAman,ofcourse,cannotassistatthesefunctionsSothetalemustbetoldfromtheoutside——inthedark——allwrong。

  Neverpraiseasistertoasister,inthehopeofyourcomplimentsreachingtheproperears,andsopreparingthewayforyoulateronSistersarewomenfirst,andsistersafterwards;andyouwillfindthatyoudoyourselfharm。

  SaumarezknewthiswhenhemadeuphismindtoproposetotheelderMissCopleighSaumarezwasastrangeman,withfewmerits,sofarasmencouldsee,thoughhewaspopularwithwomen,andcarriedenoughconceittostockaViceroy’sCouncilandleavealittleoverfortheCommander-in-Chief’sStaffHewasaCivilianVerymanywomentookaninterestinSaumarez,perhaps,becausehismannertothemwasoffensiveIfyouhitaponyoverthenoseattheoutsetofyouracquaintance,hemaynotloveyou,buthewilltakeadeepinterestinyourmovementseverafterwardsTheelderMissCopleighwasnice,plump,winningandprettyTheyoungerwasnotsopretty,and,frommendisregardingthehintsetforthabove,herstylewasrepellantandunattractiveBothgirlshad,practically,thesamefigure,andtherewasastronglikenessbetweentheminlookandvoice;thoughnoonecoulddoubtforaninstantwhichwasthenicerofthetwo。

  Saumarezmadeuphismind,assoonastheycameintothestationfromBehar,tomarrytheelderoneAtleast,weallmadesurethathewould,whichcomestothesamethingShewastwoandtwenty,andhewasthirty-three,withpayandallowancesofnearlyfourteenhundredrupeesamonthSothematch,aswearrangedit,wasineverywayagoodoneSaumarezwashisname,andsummarywashisnature,asamanoncesaidHavingdraftedhisResolution,heformedaSelectCommitteeofOnetosituponit,andresolvedtotakehistimeInourunpleasantslang,theCopleighgirls“huntedincouples。”Thatistosay,youcoulddonothingwithonewithouttheotherTheywereverylovingsisters;buttheirmutualaffectionwassometimesinconvenientSaumarezheldthebalance-

  hairtruebetweenthem,andnonebuthimselfcouldhavesaidtowhichsidehisheartinclined;thougheveryoneguessedHerodewiththemagooddealanddancedwiththem,butheneversucceededindetachingthemfromeachotherforanylengthoftime。

  Womensaidthatthetwogirlskepttogetherthroughdeepmistrust,eachfearingthattheotherwouldstealamarchonherButthathasnothingtodowithamanSaumarezwassilentforgoodorbad,andasbusiness-likelyattentiveashecouldbe,havingdueregardtohisworkandhispoloBeyonddoubtbothgirlswerefondofhim。

  Asthehotweatherdrewnearer,andSaumarezmadenosign,womensaidthatyoucouldseetheirtroubleintheeyesofthegirls——

  thattheywerelookingstrained,anxious,andirritableMenarequiteblindinthesemattersunlesstheyhavemoreofthewomanthanthemanintheircomposition,inwhichcaseitdoesnotmatterwhattheysayorthinkImaintainitwasthehotAprildaysthattookthecoloroutoftheCopleighgirls’cheeksTheyshouldhavebeensenttotheHillsearlyNoone——manorwoman——feelsanangelwhenthehotweatherisapproachingTheyoungersistergrewmorecynical——nottosayacid——inherways;andthewinningnessoftheelderworethinTherewasmoreeffortinit。

  NowtheStationwhereinallthesethingshappenedwas,thoughnotalittleone,offthelineofrail,andsufferedthroughwantofattentionTherewerenogardensorbandsoramusementsworthspeakingof,anditwasnearlyaday’sjourneytocomeintoLahoreforadancePeopleweregratefulforsmallthingstointerestthem。

  AboutthebeginningofMay,andjustbeforethefinalexodusofHill-goers,whentheweatherwasveryhotandtherewerenotmorethantwentypeopleintheStation,Saumarezgaveamoonlightriding-picnicatanoldtomb,sixmilesaway,nearthebedoftheriverItwasa“Noah’sArk“picnic;andtherewastobetheusualarrangementofquarter-mileintervalsbetweeneachcouple,onaccountofthedustSixcouplescamealtogether,includingchaperonsMoonlightpicnicsareusefuljustattheveryendoftheseason,beforeallthegirlsgoawaytotheHillsTheyleadtounderstandings,andshouldbeencouragedbychaperones;

  especiallythosewhosegirlslooksweetishinridinghabitsI

  knewacaseonceButthatisanotherstoryThatpicnicwascalledthe“GreatPopPicnic。”becauseeveryoneknewSaumarezwouldproposethentotheeldestMissCopleigh;and,besidehisaffair,therewasanotherwhichmightpossiblycometohappiness。

  Thesocialatmospherewasheavilychargedandwantedclearing。

  Wemetattheparade-groundatten:thenightwasfearfullyhot。

  Thehorsessweatedevenatwalking-pace,butanythingwasbetterthansittingstillinourowndarkhousesWhenwemovedoffunderthefullmoonwewerefourcouples,onetriplet,andMrSaumarezrodewiththeCopleighgirls,andIloiteredatthetailoftheprocession,wonderingwithwhomSaumarezwouldridehome。

  Everyonewashappyandcontented;butweallfeltthatthingsweregoingtohappenWerodeslowly:anditwasnearlymidnightbeforewereachedtheoldtomb,facingtheruinedtank,inthedecayedgardenswhereweweregoingtoeatanddrinkIwaslateincomingup;andbeforeIwentintothegarden,Isawthatthehorizontothenorthcarriedafaint,dun-coloredfeatherButnoonewouldhavethankedmeforspoilingsowell-managedanentertainmentasthispicnic——andadust-storm,moreorless,doesnogreatharm。

  WegatheredbythetankSomeonehadbroughtoutabanjo——whichisamostsentimentalinstrument——andthreeorfourofussang。

  YoumustnotlaughatthisOuramusementsinout-of-the-wayStationsareveryfewindeedThenwetalkedingroupsortogether,lyingunderthetrees,withthesun-bakedrosesdroppingtheirpetalsonourfeet,untilsupperwasreadyItwasabeautifulsupper,ascoldandasicedasyoucouldwish;andwestayedlongoverit。

  Ihadfeltthattheairwasgrowinghotterandhotter;butnobodyseemedtonoticeituntilthemoonwentoutandaburninghotwindbeganlashingtheorange-treeswithasoundlikethenoiseoftheseaBeforeweknewwherewewere,thedust-stormwasonus,andeverythingwasroaring,whirlingdarknessThesupper-tablewasblownbodilyintothetankWewereafraidofstayinganywhereneartheoldtombforfearitmightbeblowndownSowefeltourwaytotheorange-treeswherethehorseswerepicketedandwaitedforthestormtoblowoverThenthelittlelightthatwasleftvanished,andyoucouldnotseeyourhandbeforeyourfaceTheairwasheavywithdustandsandfromthebedoftheriver,thatfilledbootsandpocketsanddrifteddownnecksandcoatedeyebrowsandmoustachesItwasoneoftheworstdust-stormsoftheyear。

  Wewereallhuddledtogetherclosetothetremblinghorses,withthethunderclatteringoverhead,andthelightningspurtinglikewaterfromasluice,allwaysatonceTherewasnodanger,ofcourse,unlessthehorsesbrokelooseIwasstandingwithmyheaddownwardandmyhandsovermymouth,hearingthetreesthrashingeachotherIcouldnotseewhowasnextmetilltheflashescame。

  ThenIfoundthatIwaspackednearSaumarezandtheeldestMissCopleigh,withmyownhorsejustinfrontofmeIrecognizedtheeldestMissCopleigh,becauseshehadapagriroundherhelmet,andtheyoungerhadnotAlltheelectricityintheairhadgoneintomybodyandIwasquiveringandtinglingfromheadtofoot——exactlyasacornshootsandtinglesbeforerainItwasagrandstorm。

  Thewindseemedtobepickinguptheearthandpitchingittoleewardingreatheaps;andtheheatbeatupfromthegroundliketheheatoftheDayofJudgment。

  Thestormlulledslightlyafterthefirsthalf-hour,andIheardadespairinglittlevoiceclosetomyear,sayingtoitself,quietlyandsoftly,asifsomelostsoulwereflyingaboutwiththewind:

  “OmyGod!”ThentheyoungerMissCopleighstumbledintomyarms,saying:“Whereismyhorse?GetmyhorseIwanttogohomeI

  WANTtogohomeTakemehome。”

  Ithoughtthatthelightningandtheblackdarknesshadfrightenedher;soIsaidtherewasnodanger,butshemustwaittillthestormblewoverSheanswered:“ItisnotTHAT!ItisnotTHAT!

  Iwanttogohome!Otakemeawayfromhere!”

  Isaidthatshecouldnotgotillthelightcame;butIfeltherbrushpastmeandgoawayItwastoodarktoseewhereThenthewholeskywassplitopenwithonetremendousflash,asiftheendoftheworldwerecoming,andallthewomenshrieked。

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