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  “Outcastyourself,GrishChunder!Youeatcow-beefeveryday。

  Let’sthinkthethingoverTheboyremembershisincarnations。”

  “Doesheknowthat?”saidGrishChunder,quietly,swingingh’slegsashesatonmytableHewasspeakinginEnglishnow。

  “HedoesnotknowanythingWouldIspeaktoyouifhedid?Goon!”

  “ThereisnogoingonatallIfyoutellthattoyourfriendstheywillsayyouaremadandputitinthepapersSuppose,now,youprosecuteforlibel。”

  “Let’sleavethatoutofthequestionentirelyIsthereanychanceofhisbeingmadetospeak?”

  “ThereisachanceOsh,yess!Butifhespokeitwouldmeanthatallthisworldwouldendnow-instanto-falldownonyourhead。

  Thesethingsarenotallowed,youknowAsIsaid,thedoorisshut。”

  “Notaghostofachance?”

  “Howcantherebe?YouareaChristi-an,anditisforbiddentoeat,inyourbooks,oftheTreeofLife,orelseyouwouldneverdie。

  Howshallyouallfeardeathifyouallknowwhatyourfrienddoesnotknowthatheknows?Iamafraidtobekicked,butIamnotafraidtodie,becauseIknowwhatIknowYouarenotafraidtobekicked,butyouareafraidtodieIfyouwerenot,byGod!youEnglishwouldbeallovertheshopinanhour,upsettingthebalancesofpower,andmakingcommotionsItwouldnotbegoodButnofearHewillrememberalittleandalittleless,andhewillcallitdreamsThenhewillforgetaltogetherWhenI

  passedmyFirstArtsExaminationinCalcuttathatwasallinthecram-bookonWordsworthTrailingcloudsofglory,youknow。”

  “Thisseemstobeanexceptiontotherule。”

  “TherearenoexceptionstorulesSomearenotsohard-lookingasothers,buttheyareallthesamewhenyoutouchIfthisfriendofyourssaidso-and-soandso-and-so,indicatingthatherememberedallhislostlives,oronepieceofalostlife,hewouldnotbeinthebankanotherhourHewouldbewhatyoucalledsackbecausehewasmad,andtheywouldsendhimtoanasylumforlunaticsYoucanseethat,myfriend。”

  “OfcourseIcan,butIwasn’tthinkingofhimHisnameneedneverap~pearinthestory。”

  “Ah!IseeThatstorywillneverbewrittenYoucantry。”

  “Iamgoingto。”

  “Foryourowncreditandforthesakeofmoney,ofcourse?”

  “NoForthesakeofwritingthestoryOnmyhonorthatwillbeall。”

  “EventhenthereisnochanceYoucannotplaywiththeGodsItisaveryprettystorynowAstheysay,Letitgoonthat-ImeanatthatBequick;hewillnotlastlong。”

  “Howdoyoumean?”

  “WhatIsayHehasnever,sofar,thoughtaboutawoman。”

  “Hasn’thethough!”IrememberedsomeofCharlie’sconfidences。

  “ImeannowomanhasthoughtabouthimWhenthatcomes;

  bus-hogya-allup’IknowTherearemillionsofwomenhere。

  Housemaids,forin-stance。”

  Iwincedatthethoughtofmystorybeingruinedbyahousemaid。

  Andyetnothingwasmoreprobable。

  GrishChundergrinned。

  “Yes-alsoprettygirls-cousinsofhishouse,andperhapsnotofhishouseOnekissthathegivesbackagainandrememberswillcureallthisnonsenseorelse“-

  “Orelsewhat?Rememberhedoesnotknowthatheknows。”

  “IknowthatOrelse,ifnothinghappenshewillbecomeimmersedinthetradeandthefinancialspeculationsliketherest。

  ItmustbesoYoucanseethatitmustbesoButthewomanwillcomefirst,Ithink。”

  Therewasarapatthedoor,andCharliechargedinimpetuously。

  Hehadbeenreleasedfromoffice,andbythelookinhiseyesI

  couldseethathehadcomeoverforalongtalk;mostprobablywithpoemsinhispocketsCharlie’spoemswereverywearying,butsometimestheyledhimtotalkaboutthegalley。

  GrishChunderlookedathimkeenlyforaminute。

  “Ibegyourpardon。”Charliesaid,uneasily;“Ididn’tknowyouhadanyonewithyou。”

  “Iamgoing。”saidGrishChunder。

  Hedrewmeintothelobbyashedeparted。

  “Thatisyourman。”hesaid,quickly“ItellyouhewillneverspeakallyouwishThatisrot-boshButhewouldbemostgoodtomaketoseethingsSupposenowwepretendthatitwasonlyplay“-IhadneverseenGrishChundersoexcited-“andpourtheink-poolintohishandEh,whatdoyouthink?ItellyouthathecouldseeanythingthatamancouldseeLetmegettheinkandthecamphorHeisaseerandhewilltellusverymanythings。”

  “Hemaybeallyousay,butI’mnotgoingtotrusthimtoyourGodsanddevils。”

  “ItwillnothurthimHewillonlyfeelalittlestupidanddullwhenhewakesupYouhaveseenboyslookintotheink-poolbefore。”

  “ThatisthereasonwhyIamnotgoingtoseeitanymoreYou’dbettergo,GrishChunder。”

  Hewent,declaringfardownthestaircasethatitwasthrowingawaymyonlychanceoflookingintothefuture。

  Thisleftmeunmoved,forIwasconcernedforthepast,andnopeeringofhypnotizedboysintomirrorsandink-poolswouldhelpmedothatButIrecognizedGrishChunder’spointofviewandsympathizedwithit。

  ’~Whatabigblackbrutethatwas!”saidCharlie,whenIreturnedtohim“Well,lookhere,I’vejustdoneapoem;dilitinsteadofplayingdominoesafterlunchMayIreadit?”

  “Letmereadittomyself。”

  “ThenyoumisstheproperexpressionBesides,youalwaysmakemythingssoundasiftherhymeswereallwrong。

  “Readitaloud,thenYou’reliketherestof’em。”

  Charliemouthedmehispoem,anditwasnotmuchworsethantheaverageofhisversesHehadbeenreadinghisbookfaithfully,buthewasnotpleasedwhenItoldhimthatIpreferredmyLongfellowundilutedwithCharlie。

  ThenwebegantogothroughtheMSlinebyline;Charlieparryingeveryobjectionandcorrectionwith:

  “Yes,thatmaybebetter,butyoudon’tcatchwhatI’mdrivingat。”

  Charliewas,inonewayatleast,verylikeonekindofpoet。

  Therewasapencilscrawlatthebackofthepaperand“What’sthat?”Isaid。

  “Ohthat’snotpoetry’tallIt’ssomerotIwrotelastnightbeforeI

  wenttobedanditwastoomuchbothertohuntforrhymes;soI

  madeitasortofablankverseinstead。”

  HereisCharlie’s“blankverse“:

  “Wepulledforyouwhenthewindwasagainstusandthesailswerelow。

  Willyouneverletusgo?

  Weatebreadandonionswhenyoutooktownsorranaboardquicklywhenyouwerebeatenbackbythefoe,Thecaptainswalkedupanddownthedeckinfairweathersingingsongs,butwewerebelow,Wefaintedwithourchinsontheoarsandyoudidnotseethatwewereidleforwestillswungtoandfro。

  Willyouneverletusgo?

  Thesaltmadetheoarhandleslikesharkskin;ourkneeswerecuttothebonewithsaltcracks;ourhairwasstucktoourforeheads;andourlipswerecuttoourgumsandyouwhippedusbecausewecouldnotrow。

  Willyouneverletusgo?

  Butinalittletimeweshallrunoutoftheportholesasthewaterrunsalongthroarblade,andthoughyoutelltheotherstorowafterusyouwillnevercatchustillyoucatchtheoar-threshandtieupthewindsinthebellyofthesailAho!

  Willyouneverletusgo?”

  “H’mWhat’soar-thresh,Charlie?”

  “ThewaterwashedupbytheoarsThat’sthesortofsongtheymightsinginthegalley,y’knowAren’tyouevergoingtofinishthatstoryandgivemesomeoftheprofits?”

  “ItdependsonyourselfIfyouhadonlytoldmemoreaboutyourherointhefirstinstanceitmighthavebeenfinishedbynow。

  You’resohazyinyournotions。”

  “Ionlywanttogiveyouthegeneralnotionofit-theknockingaboutfromplacetoplaceandthefightingandall“THEFINESTSTORYINTHEWORLD“183

  ~hatCan’tyoufillintherestyour-self?Maketheherosaveagirlonapirate-galleyandmarryherordosomething。”

  ’You’reareallyhelpfulcollaboratorIsupposetheherowentthroughsomefewadventuresbeforehemarried。”

  “Wellthen,makehimaveryartfulcard-alowsortofman-asortofpoliticalmanwhowentaboutmakingtreatiesandbreakingthem-ablack-hairedchapwhohidbehindthemastwhenthefightingbegan。”

  “Butyousaidtheotherdaythathewasred-haired。”

  “Icouldn’thaveMakehimblack-hairedofcourseYou’venoimagination。”

  SeeingthatIhadjustdiscoveredtheentireprinciplesuponwhichthehalf-memoryfalselycalledimaginationisbased,Ifeltentitledtolaugh,butforbore,forthesakeofthetale。

  “You’rerightYou’rethemanwithimaginationAblack-hairedchapinadeckedship。”Isaid。

  “No,anopenship-likeabigboat。”

  Thiswasmaddening。

  “Yourshiphasbeenbuiltanddesigned,closedanddeckedin;yousaidsoyourself。”Iprotested。

  “No,no,notthatshipThatwasopen,orhalfdeckedbecauseByJoveyou’rerightYoumademethinkoftheheroasared-hairedchapOfcourseifhewerered,theshipwouldbeanopenonewithpaintedsails。”

  Surely,Ithoughthewouldremembernowthathehadservedintwogalleysatleast-inathree-deckedGreekoneundertheblack-haired“politicalman。”andagaininaViking’sopensea-serpentundertheman“redasaredbear“whowenttoMarklandThedevilpromptedmetospeak。

  “Why,’ofcourse,’Charlie?”saidI“Idon’tknowAreyoumakingfunofme?”

  ThecurrentwasbrokenforthetimebeingItookupanotebookandpretendedtomakemanyentriesinit。

  “It’sapleasuretoworkwithanimaginativechaplikeyourself。”I

  saidafterapause“Thewaythatyou’vebroughtoutthecharacteroftheheroissimplywonderful。”

  “Doyouthinkso?”heanswered,withapleasedflush“Ioftentellmyselfthatthere’smoreinmethanmym~thanpeoplethink。”

  “There’sanenormousamountinyou。”

  “Then,won’tyouletmesendanessayonTheWaysofBankClerkstoTit-Bits,andgettheguineaprize?”

  “Thatwasn’texactlywhatImeant,oldfellow:perhapsitwouldbebettertowaitalittleandgoaheadwiththegalley-story。”

  “Ah,butIsha’n’tgetthecreditofthatTit-BitswouldpublishmynameandaddressifIwinWhatareyougrinningat?Theywou’d。”

  “IknowitSupposeyougoforawalkIwanttolookthroughmynotesaboutourstory。”

  Nowthisreprehensibleyouthwholeftme,alittlehurtandputback,mightforaughtheorIknewhavebeenoneofthecrewoftheArgo-hadbeencertainlyslaveorcomradetoThorfinKarlsefneThereforehewasdeeplyinterestedinguineacompetitionsRememberingwhatGrishChunderhadsaidI

  laughedaloudTheLordsofLifeandDeathwouldneverallowCharlieMearstospeakwithfullknowledgeofhispasts,andI

  mustevenpieceoutwhathehadtoldmewithmyownpoorinventionswhileCharliewroteofthewaysofbank-clerks。

  Igottogetherandplacedononefileallmynotes;andthenetresultwasnotcheeringIreadthemasecondtimeTherewasnothingthatmightnothavebeencompiledatsecond-handfromotherpeople’sbooks-except,perhaps,thestoryofthefightintheharborTheadventuresofaVikingbadbeenwrittenmanytimesbefore;thehistoryofaGreekgalley-slavewasnonewthing,andthoughIwroteboth,whocouldchallengeorconfirmtheaccuracyofmydetails?ImightaswelltellataleoftwothousandyearshenceTheLordsofLifeandDeathwereascunningasGrishChunderhadhintedTheywouldallownothingtoescapethatmighttroubleormakeeasythemindsofmenThoughIwasconvincedofthis,yetIcouldnotleavethetalealoneExaltationfollowedreaction,notonce,buttwentytimesinthenextfewweeksMymoodsvariedwiththeMarchsunlightandflyingcloudsBynightorinthebeautyofaspringmorningIperceivedthatIcouldwritethattaleandshiftcontinentstherebyInthewet,windyafternoons,Isawthatthetalemightindeedbewritten,butwouldbenothingmorethanafaked,false-varnished,sham-rustedpieceofWardourStreetworkattheendThenIblessedCharlieinmanyways-thoughitwasnofaultofhisHeseemedtobebusywithprizecompetitions,andIsawlessandlessofhimastheweekswentbyandtheearthcrackedandgrewripetospring,andthebudsswelledintheirsheathsHedidnotcaretoreadortalkofwhathehadread,andtherewasanewringofself-assertioninhisvoiceIhardlycaredtoremindhimofthegalleywhenwemet;

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