第114章
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  Yes,returned。HowandwhyshouldIdoubtitforaninstant。WhatotherconstructioncouldIpossiblyputuponsuchconduct,onthepartofaladysobeautifulsowealthyevidentlysoaccomplishedofsohighbreedingofsoloftyapositioninsocietyineveryregardsoentirelyrespectableasIfeltassuredwasMadameLalande?Yes,shelovedmeshereturnedtheenthusiasmofmylove,withanenthusiasmasblindasuncompromisingasuncalculatingasabandonedandasutterlyunboundedasmyown!

  Thesedeliciousfanciesandreflections,however,werenowinterruptedbythefallingofthedrop-curtain。Theaudiencearose;

  andtheusualtumultimmediatelysupervened。QuittingTalbotabruptly,ImadeeveryefforttoforcemywayintocloserproximitywithMadameLalande。Havingfailedinthis,onaccountofthecrowd,Iatlengthgaveupthechase,andbentmystepshomeward;consolingmyselfformydisappointmentinnothavingbeenabletotoucheventhehemofherrobe,bythereflectionthatIshouldbeintroducedbyTalbot,indueform,uponthemorrow。

  Thismorrowatlastcame,thatistosay,adayfinallydawneduponalongandwearynightofimpatience;andthenthehoursuntil“one“

  weresnail-paced,dreary,andinnumerable。ButevenStamboul,itissaid,shallhaveanend,andtherecameanendtothislongdelay。

  Theclockstruck。Asthelastechoceased,IsteppedintoB’sandinquiredforTalbot。

  “Out。”saidthefootmanTalbot’sown。

  “Out!”Ireplied,staggeringbackhalfadozenpaces“letmetellyou,myfinefellow,thatthisthingisthoroughlyimpossibleandimpracticable;Mr。Talbotisnotout。Whatdoyoumean?”

  “Nothing,sir;onlyMr。Talbotisnotin,that’sall。HerodeovertoS,immediatelyafterbreakfast,andleftwordthathewouldnotbeintownagainforaweek。”

  Istoodpetrifiedwithhorrorandrage。Iendeavoredtoreply,butmytonguerefuseditsoffice。AtlengthIturnedonmyheel,lividwithwrath,andinwardlyconsigningthewholetribeoftheTalbotstotheinnermostregionsofErebus。Itwasevidentthatmyconsideratefriend,ilfanatico,hadquiteforgottenhisappointmentwithmyselfhadforgottenitassoonasitwasmade。Atnotimewasheaveryscrupulousmanofhisword。Therewasnohelpforit;sosmotheringmyvexationaswellasIcould,Istrolledmoodilyupthestreet,propoundingfutileinquiriesaboutMadameLalandetoeverymaleacquaintanceImet。Byreportshewasknown,Ifound,toall-tomanybysightbutshehadbeenintownonlyafewweeks,andtherewereveryfew,therefore,whoclaimedherpersonalacquaintance。Thesefew,beingstillcomparativelystrangers,couldnot,orwouldnot,takethelibertyofintroducingmethroughtheformalityofamorningcall。WhileIstoodthusindespair,conversingwithatriooffriendsupontheallabsorbingsubjectofmyheart,itsohappenedthatthesubjectitselfpassedby。

  “AsIlive,theresheis!”criedone。

  “Surprisinglybeautiful!”exclaimedasecond。

  “Anangeluponearth!”ejaculatedathird。

  Ilooked;andinanopencarriagewhichapproachedus,passingslowlydownthestreet,sattheenchantingvisionoftheopera,accompaniedbytheyoungerladywhohadoccupiedaportionofherbox。

  “Hercompanionalsowearsremarkablywell。”saidtheoneofmytriowhohadspokenfirst。

  “Astonishingly。”saidthesecond;“stillquiteabrilliantair,butartwilldowonders。Uponmyword,shelooksbetterthanshedidatParisfiveyearsago。Abeautifulwomanstill;don’tyouthinkso,Froissart?Simpson,Imean。”

  “Still!”saidI,“andwhyshouldn’tshebe?Butcomparedwithherfriendsheisasarushlighttotheeveningstaraglow

  wormtoAntares。

  “Ha!ha!ha!why,Simpson,youhaveanastonishingtactatmakingdiscoveriesoriginalones,Imean。”Andhereweseparated,whileoneofthetriobeganhummingagayvaudeville,ofwhichIcaughtonlythelines-

  Ninon,Ninon,Ninonabas-

  AbasNinonDeL’Enclos!

  Duringthislittlescene,however,onethinghadservedgreatlytoconsoleme,althoughitfedthepassionbywhichIwasconsumed。AsthecarriageofMadameLalanderolledbyourgroup,Ihadobservedthatsherecognizedme;andmorethanthis,shehadblessedme,bythemostseraphicofallimaginablesmiles,withnoequivocalmarkoftherecognition。

  Asforanintroduction,IwasobligedtoabandonallhopeofituntilsuchtimeasTalbotshouldthinkpropertoreturnfromthecountry。

  InthemeantimeIperseveringlyfrequentedeveryreputableplaceofpublicamusement;and,atlength,atthetheatre,whereIfirstsawher,Ihadthesupremeblissofmeetingher,andofexchangingglanceswithheronceagain。Thisdidnotoccur,however,untilthelapseofafortnight。Everyday,intheinterim,IhadinquiredforTalbotathishotel,andeverydayhadbeenthrownintoaspasmofwrathbytheeverlasting“Notcomehomeyet“ofhisfootman。

  Upontheeveninginquestion,therefore,Iwasinaconditionlittleshortofmadness。MadameLalande,Ihadbeentold,wasaParisian

  hadlatelyarrivedfromParismightshenotsuddenlyreturn?

  returnbeforeTalbotcamebackandmightshenotbethuslosttomeforever?Thethoughtwastooterribletobear。Sincemyfuturehappinesswasatissue,Iresolvedtoactwithamanlydecision。Inaword,uponthebreakingupoftheplay,Itracedtheladytoherresidence,notedtheaddress,andthenextmorningsentherafullandelaborateletter,inwhichIpouredoutmywholeheart。

  Ispokeboldly,freelyinaword,Ispokewithpassion。I

  concealednothingnothingevenofmyweakness。Ialludedtotheromanticcircumstancesofourfirstmeetingeventotheglanceswhichhadpassedbetweenus。IwentsofarastosaythatIfeltassuredofherlove;whileIofferedthisassurance,andmyownintensityofdevotion,astwoexcusesformyotherwiseunpardonableconduct。Asathird,IspokeofmyfearthatshemightquitthecitybeforeIcouldhavetheopportunityofaformalintroduction。I

  concludedthemostwildlyenthusiasticepistleeverpenned,withafrankdeclarationofmyworldlycircumstancesofmyaffluence

  andwithanofferofmyheartandofmyhand。

  InanagonyofexpectationIawaitedthereply。Afterwhatseemedthelapseofacenturyitcame。

  Yes,actuallycame。Romanticasallthismayappear,IreallyreceivedaletterfromMadameLalandethebeautiful,thewealthy,theidolizedMadameLalande。Hereyeshermagnificenteyes,hadnotbeliedhernobleheart。LikeatrueFrenchwomanasshewasshehadobeyedthefrankdictatesofherreasonthegenerousimpulsesofhernaturedespisingtheconventionalpruderiesoftheworld。

  Shehadnotscornedmyproposals。Shehadnotshelteredherselfinsilence。Shehadnotreturnedmyletterunopened。Shehadevensentme,inreply,onepennedbyherownexquisitefingers。Itranthus:

  “MonsieurSimpsonvillpardonnemefornotcomposedebutefulletongofhiscontreesovellasmight。ItisonlydelatedatIamarrive,andnotyetavedoopportunitefortol’etudier。

  “Viddisapologieforthemaniere,Ivillnowsaydat,helas!-

  MonsieurSimpsonaveguessbutdetootrue。NeedIsaydemore?

  Helas!amInotreadyspeakdetoomoshe?

  “EUGENIELALAND。”

  ThisnoblespiritednoteIkissedamilliontimes,andcommitted,nodoubt,onitsaccount,athousandotherextravagancesthathavenowescapedmymemory。StillTalbotwouldnotreturn。Alas!couldhehaveformedeventhevaguestideaofthesufferinghisabsencehadoccasionedhisfriend,wouldnothissympathizingnaturehaveflownimmediatelytomyrelief?Still,however,hecamenot。Iwrote。Hereplied。Hewasdetainedbyurgentbusinessbutwouldshortlyreturn。HebeggedmenottobeimpatienttomoderatemytransportstoreadsoothingbookstodrinknothingstrongerthanHock

  andtobringtheconsolationsofphilosophytomyaid。Thefool!ifhecouldnotcomehimself,why,inthenameofeverythingrational,couldhenothaveenclosedmealetterofpresentation?Iwrotehimagain,entreatinghimtoforwardoneforthwith。Myletterwasreturnedbythatfootman,withthefollowingendorsementinpencil。

  Thescoundrelhadjoinedhismasterinthecountry:

  “LeftS-yesterday,forpartsunknowndidnotsaywhereorwhenbebacksothoughtbesttoreturnletter,knowingyourhandwriting,andashowyouisalways,moreorless,inahurry。

  “Yourssincerely,“STUBBS。”

  Afterthis,itisneedlesstosay,thatIdevotedtotheinfernaldeitiesbothmasterandvalet:buttherewaslittleuseinanger,andnoconsolationatallincomplaint。

  ButIhadyetaresourceleft,inmyconstitutionalaudacity。

  Hithertoithadservedmewell,andInowresolvedtomakeitavailmetotheend。Besides,afterthecorrespondencewhichhadpassedbetweenus,whatactofmereinformalitycouldIcommit,withinbounds,thatoughttoberegardedasindecorousbyMadameLalande?

  Sincetheaffairoftheletter,Ihadbeeninthehabitofwatchingherhouse,andthusdiscoveredthat,abouttwilight,itwashercustomtopromenade,attendedonlybyanegroinlivery,inapublicsquareoverlookedbyherwindows。Here,amidtheluxuriantandshadowinggroves,inthegraygloomofasweetmidsummerevening,I

  observedmyopportunityandaccostedher。

  Thebettertodeceivetheservantinattendance,Ididthiswiththeassuredairofanoldandfamiliaracquaintance。WithapresenceofmindtrulyParisian,shetookthecueatonce,and,togreetme,heldoutthemostbewitchinglylittleofhands。Thevaletatoncefellintotherear,andnow,withheartsfulltooverflowing,wediscoursedlongandunreservedlyofourlove。

  AsMadameLalandespokeEnglishevenlessfluentlythanshewroteit,ourconversationwasnecessarilyinFrench。Inthissweettongue,soadaptedtopassion,Igaveloosetotheimpetuousenthusiasmofmynature,and,withalltheeloquenceIcouldcommand,besoughthertoconsenttoanimmediatemarriage。

  Atthisimpatienceshesmiled。Sheurgedtheoldstoryofdecorum-

  thatbug-bearwhichdeterssomanyfromblissuntiltheopportunityforblisshasforevergoneby。Ihadmostimprudentlymadeitknownamongmyfriends,sheobserved,thatIdesiredheracquaintance-thusthatIdidnotpossessitthus,again,therewasnopossibilityofconcealingthedateofourfirstknowledgeofeachother。Andthensheadverted,withablush,totheextremerecencyofthisdate。Towedimmediatelywouldbeimproperwouldbeindecorouswouldbeoutre。Allthisshesaidwithacharmingairofnaivetewhichenrapturedwhileitgrievedandconvincedme。Shewentevensofarastoaccuseme,laughingly,ofrashnessofimprudence。ShebademerememberthatIreallyevenknownotwhoshewaswhatwereherprospects,herconnections,herstandinginsociety。Shebeggedme,butwithasigh,toreconsidermyproposal,andtermedmyloveaninfatuationawillo’thewispafancyorfantasyofthemomentabaselessandunstablecreationratheroftheimaginationthanoftheheart。Thesethingssheutteredastheshadowsofthesweettwilightgathereddarklyandmoredarklyaroundusandthen,withagentlepressureofherfairy-likehand,overthrew,inasinglesweetinstant,alltheargumentativefabricshehadreared。

  IrepliedasbestIcouldasonlyatruelovercan。Ispokeatlength,andperseveringlyofmydevotion,ofmypassionofherexceedingbeauty,andofmyownenthusiasticadmiration。Inconclusion,Idwelt,withaconvincingenergy,upontheperilsthatencompassthecourseoflovethatcourseoftruelovethatneverdidrunsmoothandthusdeducedthemanifestdangerofrenderingthatcourseunnecessarilylong。

  Thislatterargumentseemedfinallytosoftentherigorofherdetermination。Sherelented;buttherewasyetanobstacle,shesaid,whichshefeltassuredIhadnotproperlyconsidered。Thiswasadelicatepointforawomantourge,especiallyso;inmentioningit,shesawthatshemustmakeasacrificeofherfeelings;still,forme,everysacrificeshouldbemade。Shealludedtothetopicofage。WasIawarewasIfullyawareofthediscrepancybetweenus?

  Thattheageofthehusband,shouldsurpassbyafewyearsevenbyfifteenortwentytheageofthewife,wasregardedbytheworldasadmissible,and,indeed,asevenproper,butshehadalwaysentertainedthebeliefthattheyearsofthewifeshouldneverexceedinnumberthoseofthehusband。Adiscrepancyofthisunnaturalkindgaverise,toofrequently,alas!toalifeofunhappiness。Nowshewasawarethatmyownagedidnotexceedtwoandtwenty;andI,onthecontrary,perhaps,wasnotawarethattheyearsofmyEugenieextendedveryconsiderablybeyondthatsum。

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