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  “Ihavesomethingtotell——somebadnews。”shesaid。“Butyoumustnotbealarmed,asitisnotsobadasitmighthavebeen。

  Edgarhasbeenthrownoffhishorse。Wedon’tthinkheishurtmuch。IthappenedinthewoodtheothersideofNellcombeBottom,where’tissaidtheghostsofthebrotherswalk。”

  Shewentontogiveafewoftheparticulars,butnoneoftheinventedhorrorsthathadbeencommunicatedbytheboy。“I

  thoughtitbettertotellyouatonce。”sheadded,“incaseheshouldnotbeverywellabletowalkhome,andsomebodyshouldbringhim。”

  Mrs。Melburyreallythoughtmattersmuchworsethansherepresented,andGraceknewthatshethoughtso。Shesatdowndazedforafewminutes,returninganegativetoherstep-mother’sinquiryifshecoulddoanythingforher。“Butpleasegointothebedroom。”Gracesaid,onsecondthoughts,“andseeifallisreadythere——incaseitisserious。”Mrs。MelburythereuponcalledGrammer,andtheydidasdirected,supplyingtheroomwitheverythingtheycouldthinkoffortheaccommodationofaninjuredman。

  Nobodywasleftinthelowerpartofthehouse。NotmanyminutespassedwhenGraceheardaknockatthedoor——asingleknock,notloudenoughtoreachtheearsofthoseinthebedroom。Shewenttothetopofthestairsandsaid,faintly,“Comeup。”knowingthatthedoorstood,asusualinsuchhouses,wideopen。

  Retreatingintothegloomofthebroadlandingshesawriseupthestairsawomanwhomatfirstshedidnotrecognize,tillhervoicerevealedhertobeSukeDamson,ingreatfrightandsorrow。A

  streakoflightfromthepartiallycloseddoorofGrace’sroomfelluponherfaceasshecameforward,anditwasdrawnandpale。

  “Oh,MissMelbury——IwouldsayMrs。Fitzpiers。”shesaid,wringingherhands。“Thisterriblenews。Ishedead?Ishehurtedverybad?Tellme;Icouldn’thelpcoming;pleaseforgiveme,MissMelbury——Mrs。FitzpiersIwouldsay!”

  Gracesankdownontheoakchestwhichstoodonthelanding,andputherhandstohernowflushedfaceandhead。CouldsheorderSukeDamsondown-stairsandoutofthehouse?Herhusbandmightbebroughtinatanymoment,andwhatwouldhappen?Butcouldsheorderthisgenuinelygrievedwomanaway?

  Therewasadeadsilenceofhalfaminuteorso,tillSukesaid,“Whydon’tyespeak?Ishehere?Ishedead?Ifso,whycan’tI

  seehim——woulditbesoverywrong?”

  BeforeGracehadansweredsomebodyelsecametothedoorbelow——afoot-falllightasaroe’s。Therewasahurriedtappinguponthepanel,asifwiththeimpatienttipsoffingerswhoseownerthoughtnotwhetheraknockerwerethereorno。Withoutapause,andpossiblyguidedbythestraybeamoflightonthelanding,thenewcomerascendedthestaircaseasthefirsthaddone。Gracewassufficientlyvisible,andthelady,foraladyitwas,cametoherside。

  “Icouldmakenobodyheardown-stairs。”saidFeliceCharmond,withlipswhosedrynesscouldalmostbeheard,andpanting,asshestoodlikeonereadytosinkonthefloorwithdistress。“Whatis——thematter——tellmetheworst!Canhelive?”ShelookedatGraceimploringly,withoutperceivingpoorSuke,who,dismayedatsuchapresence,hadshrunkawayintotheshade。

  Mrs。Charmond’slittlefeetwerecoveredwithmud;shewasquiteunconsciousofherappearancenow。“Ihaveheardsuchadreadfulreport。”shewenton;“Icametoascertainthetruthofit。Ishe——killed?”

  “Shewon’ttellus——he’sdying——he’sinthatroom!”burstoutSuke,regardlessofconsequences,assheheardthedistantmovementsofMrs。MelburyandGrammerinthebedroomattheendofthepassage。

  “Where?”saidMrs。Charmond;andonSukepointingoutthedirection,shemadeasiftogothither。

  Gracebarredtheway。“Heisnotthere。”shesaid。“Ihavenotseenhimanymorethanyou。Ihaveheardareportonly——notsobadasyouthink。Itmusthavebeenexaggeratedtoyou。”

  “Pleasedonotconcealanything——letmeknowall!”saidFelice,doubtingly。

  “YoushallknowallIknow——youhaveaperfectrighttoknow——whocanhaveabetterthaneitherofyou?”saidGrace,withadelicatestingwhichwaslostuponFeliceCharmondnow。“Irepeat,Ihaveonlyheardalessalarmingaccountthanyouhaveheard;howmuchitmeans,andhowlittle,Icannotsay。IprayGodthatitmeansnotmuch——incommonhumanity。Youprobablypraythesame——forotherreasons。”

  Sheregardedthemboththereinthedimlightawhile。

  Theystooddumbintheirtrouble,notstingingbackather;notheedinghermood。AtendernessspreadoverGracelikeadew。Itwaswell,verywell,conventionally,toaddresseitheroneoftheminthewife’sregulationtermsofvirtuoussarcasm,aswoman,creature,orthing,forlosingtheirheartstoherhusband。Butlife,whatwasit,andwhowasshe?Shehad,likethesingerofthepsalmofAsaph,beenplaguedandchastenedallthedaylong;

  butcouldshe,byretributivewords,inordertopleaseherself——

  theindividual——“offendagainstthegeneration。”ashewouldnot?

  “Heisdying,perhaps。”blubberedSukeDamson,puttingheraprontohereyes。

  Intheirgesturesandfacestherewereanxieties,affection,agonyofheart,allforamanwhohadwrongedthem——hadneverreallybehavedtowardseitherofthemanyhowbutselfishly。Neitheronebutwouldhavewellnighsacrificedhalfherlifetohim,evennow。

  Thetearswhichhispossiblycriticalsituationcouldnotbringtohereyessurgedoveratthecontemplationofthesefellow-women。

  Sheturnedtothebalustrade,bentherselfuponit,andwept。

  ThereuponFelicebegantocryalso,withoutusingherhandkerchief,andlettingthetearsrundownsilently。Whilethesethreepoorwomenstoodtogetherthus,pityinganotherthoughmosttobepitiedthemselves,thepacingofahorseorhorsesbecameaudibleinthecourt,andinamomentMelbury’svoicewasheardcallingtohisstableman。Graceatoncestartedup,randownthestairsandoutintothequadrangleasherfathercrossedittowardsthedoor。“Father,whatisthematterwithhim?”shecried。

  “Who——Edgar?”saidMelbury,abruptly。“Matter?Nothing。What,mydear,andhaveyougothomesafe?Why,youarebetteralready!Butyououghtnottobeoutintheairlikethis。”

  “Buthehasbeenthrownoffhishorse!”

  “Iknow;Iknow。Isawit。Hegotupagain,andwalkedoffaswellasever。Afallontheleavesdidn’thurtaspryfellowlikehim。Hedidnotcomethisway。”headded,significantly。“I

  supposehewenttolookforhishorse。Itriedtofindhim,butcouldnot。ButafterseeinghimgoawayunderthetreesIfoundthehorse,andhaveledithomeforsafety。Sohemustwalk。

  Now,don’tyoustayouthereinthisnightair。

  Shereturnedtothehousewithherfather。whenshehadagainascendedtothelandingandtoherownroomsbeyonditwasagreatrelieftohertofindthatbothPetticoattheFirstandPetticoattheSecondofherBien-aimehadsilentlydisappeared。Theyhad,inallprobability,heardthewordsofherfather,anddepartedwiththeiranxietiesrelieved。

  PresentlyherparentscameuptoGrace,andbusiedthemselvestoseethatshewascomfortable。Perceivingsoonthatshewouldprefertobeleftalonetheywentaway。

  Gracewaitedon。Theclockraiseditsvoicenowandthen,butherhusbanddidnotreturn。Atherfather’susualhourforretiringheagaincameintoseeher。“Donotstayup。”shesaid,assoonasheentered。“Iamnotatalltired。Iwillsitupforhim。”

  “Ithinkitwillbeuseless,Grace。”saidMelbury,slowly。

  “Why?”

  “Ihavehadabitterquarrelwithhim;andonthataccountI

  hardlythinkhewillreturnto-night。”

  “Aquarrel?Wasthatafterthefallseenbytheboy?”

  Melburynoddedanaffirmative,withouttakinghiseyesoffthecandle。

  “Yes;itwasaswewerecominghometogether。”hesaid。

  SomethinghadbeenswellingupinGracewhileherfatherwasspeaking。“Howcouldyouwanttoquarrelwithhim?”shecried,suddenly。“Whycouldyounotlethimcomehomequietlyifhewereinclinedto?Heismyhusband;andnowyouhavemarriedmetohimsurelyyouneednotprovokehimunnecessarily。Firstyouinducemetoaccepthim,andthenyoudothingsthatdivideusmorethanweshouldnaturallybedivided!”

  “Howcanyouspeaksounjustlytome,Grace?”saidMelbury,withindignantsorrow。“Idivideyoufromyourhusband,indeed!Youlittlethink——“

  Hewasinclinedtosaymore——totellherthewholestoryoftheencounter,andthattheprovocationhehadreceivedhadlainentirelyinhearingherdespised。Butitwouldhavegreatlydistressedher,andheforbore。“Youhadbetterliedown。Youaretired。”hesaid,soothingly。“Good-night。”

  Thehouseholdwenttobed,andasilencefelluponthedwelling,brokenonlybytheoccasionalskirrofahalterinMelbury’sstables。Despiteherfather’sadviceGracestillwaitedup。Butnobodycame。

  ItwasacriticaltimeinGrace’semotionallifethatnight。Shethoughtofherhusbandagooddeal,andforthenonceforgotWinterborne。

  “HowtheseunhappywomenmusthaveadmiredEdgar!”shesaidtoherself。“Howattractivehemustbetoeverybody;and,indeed,heisattractive。”Thepossibilityisthat,piquedbyrivalry,theseideasmighthavebeentransformedintotheircorrespondingemotionsbyashowoftheleastreciprocityinFitzpiers。Therewas,intruth,alove-birdyearningtoflyfromherheart;anditwantedalodgingbadly。

  Butnohusbandcame。ThefactwasthatMelburyhadbeenmuchmistakenabouttheconditionofFitzpiers。Peopledonotfallheadlongonstumpsofunderwoodwithimpunity。HadtheoldmanbeenabletowatchFitzpiersnarrowlyenough,hewouldhaveobservedthatonrisingandwalkingintothethickethedroppedbloodashewent;thathehadnotproceededfiftyyardsbeforeheshowedsignsofbeingdizzy,and,raisinghishandstohishead,reeledandfelldown。

  GracewasnottheonlyonewhowatchedandmeditatedinHintockthatnight。FeliceCharmondwasinnomoodtoretiretorestatacustomaryhour;andoverherdrawing-roomfireattheManorHouseshesatasmotionlessandinasdeepareverieasGraceinherlittleapartmentatthehomestead。

  HavingcaughtearofMelbury’sintelligencewhileshestoodonthelandingathishouse,andbeeneasedofmuchofhermentaldistress,hersenseofpersonaldecorumreturneduponherwitharush。Shedescendedthestairsandleftthedoorlikeaghost,keepingclosetothewallsofthebuildingtillshegotroundtothegateofthequadrangle,throughwhichshenoiselesslypassedalmostbeforeGraceandherfatherhadfinishedtheirdiscourse。

  SukeDamsonhadthoughtitwelltoimitatehersuperiorinthisrespect,and,descendingthebackstairsasFelicedescendedthefront,wentoutatthesidedoorandhometohercottage。

  OnceoutsideMelbury’sgatesMrs。CharmondranwithallherspeedtotheManorHouse,withoutstoppingorturningherhead,andsplittingherthinbootsinherhaste。Sheenteredherowndwelling,asshehademergedfromit,bythedrawing-roomwindow。

  Inothercircumstancesshewouldhavefeltsometimidityatundertakingsuchanunpremeditatedexcursionalone;butheranxietyforanotherhadcastoutherfearforherself。

  Everythinginherdrawing-roomwasjustasshehadleftit——thecandlesstillburning,thecasementclosed,andtheshuttersgentlypulledto,soastohidethestateofthewindowfromthecursoryglanceofaservantenteringtheapartment。Shehadbeengoneaboutthree-quartersofanhourbytheclock,andnobodyseemedtohavediscoveredherabsence。Tiredinbodybuttenseinmind,shesatdown,palpitating,round-eyed,bewilderedatwhatshehaddone。

  Shehadbeenbetrayedbyaffrightedloveintoavisitwhich,nowthattheemotioninstigatingithadcalmeddownunderherbeliefthatFitzpierswasinnodanger,wasthesaddestsurprisetoher。

  Thiswashowshehadsetaboutdoingherbesttoescapeherpassionatebondagetohim!Somehow,indeclaringtoGraceandtoherselftheunseemlinessofherinfatuation,shehadgrownaconverttoitsirresistibility。IfHeavenwouldonlygiveherstrength;butHeavenneverdid!Onethingwasindispensable;shemustgoawayfromHintockifshemeanttowithstandfurthertemptation。Thestrugglewastoowearying,toohopeless,whilesheremained。Itwasbutacontinualcapitulationofconsciencetowhatshedarednotname。

  Bydegrees,asshesat,Felice’smind——helpedperhapsbytheanticlimaxoflearningthatherloverwasunharmedafterallherfrightabouthim——grewwondrouslystronginwiseresolve。Forthemomentshewasinamood,inthewordsofMrs。ElizabethMontagu,“torunmadwithdiscretion;“andwassopersuadedthatdiscretionlayindeparturethatshewishedtosetaboutgoingthatveryminute。Jumpingupfromherseat,shebegantogathertogethersomesmallpersonalknick-knacksscatteredabouttheroom,tofeelthatpreparationswerereallyintrain。

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