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  “Andyouthinkaninchortwolessofhernow。”TherewasalittletremorinWinterborne’svoiceashespoke。

  “Well。”saidthedoctor,withrecoveredwarmth,“IamnotsosurethatIthinklessofher。Atfirstitwasasortofblow;but,dammy!I’llstickupforher。She’scharming,everyinchofher!”

  “Sosheis。”saidWinterborne,“butnottome。”

  Fromthisambiguousexpressionofthereticentwoodlander’s,Dr。

  FitzpiersinferredthatGilesdislikedMissMelburybecauseofsomehaughtinessinherbearingtowardshim,andhad,onthataccount,withheldhername。Thesuppositiondidnottendtodiminishhisadmirationforher。

  Grace’sexhibitionofherself,intheactofpulling-tothewindow-curtains,hadbeentheresultofanunfortunateincidentinthehousethatday——nothinglessthantheillnessofGrammerOliver,awomanwhohadnevertillnowlaindownforsuchareasoninherlife。Likeotherstowhomunbrokenyearsofhealthhasmadetheideaofkeepingtheirbedalmostasrepugnantasdeathitself,shehadcontinuedonfoottillsheliterallyfellonthefloor;andthoughshehad,asyet,beenscarcelyadayoffduty,shehadsickenedintoquiteadifferentpersonagefromtheindependentGrammeroftheyardandspar-house。Illasshewas,ononepointshewasfirm。Onnoaccountwouldsheseeadoctor;

  inotherwords,Fitzpiers。

  TheroominwhichGracehadbeendiscernedwasnotherown,buttheoldwoman’s。Onthegirl’swaytobedshehadreceivedamessagefromGrammer,totheeffectthatshewouldmuchliketospeaktoherthatnight。

  Graceentered,andsetthecandleonalowchairbesidethebed,sothattheprofileofGrammerasshelaycastitselfinakeenshadowuponthewhitenedwall,herlargeheadbeingstillfurthermagnifiedbyanenormousturban,whichwas,really,herpetticoatwoundinawreathroundhertemples。Graceputtheroomalittleinorder,andapproachingthesickwoman,said,“Iamcome,Grammer,asyouwish。Doletussendforthedoctorbeforeitgetslater。”

  “Iwillnothavehim。”saidGrammerOliver,decisively。

  “Thensomebodytositupwithyou。”

  “Can’tabearit!No;Iwantedtoseeyou,MissGrace,because’chhavesomethingonmymind。DearMissGrace,ITOOKTHATMONEYOF

  THEDOCTOR,AFTERALL!”

  “Whatmoney?”

  “Thetenpounds。”

  Gracedidnotquiteunderstand。

  “Thetenpoundsheofferedmeformyhead,becauseI’vealargebrain。IsignedapaperwhenItookthemoney,notfeelingconcernedaboutitatall。Ihavenotlikedtotellyethatitwasreallysettledwithhim,becauseyoushowedsuchhorroratthenotion。Well,havingthoughtitovermoreatlength,IwishI

  hadn’tdoneit;anditweighsuponmymind。JohnSouth’sdeathoffearaboutthetreemakesmethinkthatIshalldieofthis。’Chhavebeengoingtoaskhimagaintoletmeoff,butIhadn’ttheface。”

  “Why?”

  “I’vespentsomeofthemoney——more’ntwopoundso’t。Itdowherritmeterribly;andIshalldieo’thethoughtofthatpaperIsignedwithmyholycross,asSouthdiedofhistrouble。”

  “Ifyouaskhimtoburnthepaperhewill,I’msure,andthinknomoreofit。”

  “’Chhavedoneitoncealready,miss。Buthelaughedcruellike。

  ’Yoursissuchafinebrain,Grammer,’ersaid,’thatsciencecouldn’taffordtoloseyou。Besides,you’vetakenmymoney。’。Don’tletyourfatherknowofthis,please,onnoaccountwhatever!”

  “No,no。Iwillletyouhavethemoneytoreturntohim。”

  Grammerrolledherheadnegativelyuponthepillow。“EvenifI

  shouldbewellenoughtotakeittohim,hewon’tlikeit。Thoughwhyheshouldsoparticularwanttolookintotheworksofapooroldwoman’shead-piecelikeminewhenthere’ssomanyotherfolksabout,Idon’tknow。Iknowhowhe’llanswerme:’Alonelypersonlikeyou,Grammer,’erwollsay。’Whatdifferenceisittoyouwhatbecomesofyewhenthebreath’soutofyourbody?’Oh,itdotroubleme!Ifyouonlyknewhowhedochevymeroundthechimmerinmydreams,you’dpityme。HowIcoulddoitIcan’tthink!But’chwasalwayssorackless!。IfIonlyhadanybodytopleadforme!”

  “Mrs。Melburywould,Iamsure。”

  “Ay;buthewouldn’thearkentoshe!Itwantsayoungerfacethanherstoworkuponsuchashe。”

  Gracestartedwithcomprehension。“Youdon’tthinkhewoulddoitforme?”shesaid。

  “Oh,wouldn’the!”

  “Icouldn’tgotohim,Grammer,onanyaccount。Idon’tknowhimatall。”

  “Ah,ifIwereayounglady。”saidtheartfulGrammer,“andcouldsaveapooroldwoman’sskellingtonfromaheathendoctorinsteadofaChristiangrave,Iwoulddoit,andbegladto。Butnobodywilldoanythingforapooroldfamiliarfriendbutpushheroutoftheway。”

  Youareveryungrateful,Grammer,tosaythat。Butyouareill,I

  know,andthat’swhyyouspeakso。Nowbelieveme,youarenotgoingtodieyet。Rememberyoutoldmeyourselfthatyoumeanttokeephimwaitingmanyayear。”

  “Ay,onecanjokewhenoneiswell,eveninoldage;butinsicknessone’sgayetyfalterstogrief;andthatwhichseemedsmalllookslarge;andthegrimfar-offseemsnear。”

  Grace’seyeshadtearsinthem。“Idon’tliketogotohimonsuchanerrand,Grammer。”shesaid,brokenly。“ButIwill,toeaseyourmind。”

  ItwaswithextremereluctancethatGracecloakedherselfnextmorningfortheundertaking。ShewasallthemoreindisposedtothejourneybyreasonofGrammer’sallusiontotheeffectofaprettyfaceuponDr。Fitzpiers;andhenceshemostillogicallydidthatwhich,hadthedoctorneverseenher,wouldhaveoperatedtostultifythesolemotiveofherjourney;thatistosay,sheputonawoollenveil,whichhidallherfaceexceptanoccasionalsparkofhereyes。

  Herownwishthatnothingshouldbeknownofthisstrangeandgrewsomeproceeding,nolessthanGrammerOliver’sowndesire,ledGracetotakeeveryprecautionagainstbeingdiscovered。Shewentoutbythegardendoorasthesafestway,allthehouseholdhavingoccupationsattheotherside。Themorninglookedforbiddingenoughwhenshestealthilyopenedit。Thebattlebetweenfrostandthawwascontinuinginmid-air:thetreesdrippedonthegarden-plots,wherenovegetableswouldgrowforthedripping,thoughtheywereplantedyearafteryearwiththatcuriousmechanicalregularityofcountrypeopleinthefaceofhopelessness;themosswhichcoveredtheoncebroadgravelterracewasswamped;andGracestoodirresolute。ThenshethoughtofpoorGrammer,andherdreamsofthedoctorrunningafterher,scalpelinhand,andthepossibilityofacasesocuriouslysimilartoSouth’sendinginthesameway;thereuponshesteppedoutintothedrizzle。

  Thenatureofhererrand,andGrammerOliver’saccountofthecompactshehadmade,lentafascinatinghorrortoGrace’sconceptionofFitzpiers。Sheknewthathewasayoungman;buthersingleobjectinseekinganinterviewwithhimputallconsiderationsofhisageandsocialaspectfromhermind。

  Standingasshestood,inGrammerOliver’sshoes,hewassimplyaremorselessJoveofthesciences,whowouldnothavemercy,andwouldhavesacrifice;amanwhom,saveforthis,shewouldhavepreferredtoavoidknowing。Butsince,insuchasmallvillage,itwasimprobablethatanylongtimecouldpasswithouttheirmeeting,therewasnotmuchtodeploreinherhavingtomeethimnow。

  But,asneedhardlybesaid,MissMelbury’sviewofthedoctorasamerciless,unwavering,irresistiblescientistwasnotquiteinaccordancewithfact。TherealDr。Fitzpierswasamanoftoomanyhobbiestoshowlikelihoodofrisingtoanygreateminenceintheprofessionhehadchosen,oreventoacquireanywidepracticeintheruraldistricthehadmarkedoutashisfieldofsurveyforthepresent。Inthecourseofayearhismindwasaccustomedtopassinagrandsolarsweepthroughallthezodiacalsignsoftheintellectualheaven。SometimesitwasintheRam,sometimesintheBull;onemonthhewouldbeimmersedinalchemy,anotherinpoesy;onemonthintheTwinsofastrologyandastronomy;thenintheCrabofGermanliteratureandmetaphysics。Injusticetohimitmustbestatedthathetooksuchstudiesaswereimmediatelyrelatedtohisownprofessioninturnwiththerest,andithadbeeninamonthofanatomicalardorwithoutthepossibilityofasubjectthathehadproposedtoGrammerOliverthetermsshehadmentionedtohermistress。

  AsmaybeinferredfromthetoneofhisconversationwithWinterborne,hehadlatelyplungedintoabstractphilosophywithmuchzest;perhapshiskeenlyappreciative,modern,unpracticalmindfoundthisarealmmoretohistastethananyother。Thoughhisaimsweredesultory,Fitzpiers’smentalconstitutionwasnotwithoutitsadmirableside;akeeninquirerhehonestlywas,evenifthemidnightraysofhislamp,visiblesofarthroughthetreesofHintock,lightedrankliteraturesofemotionandpassionasoftenas,oroftenerthan,thebooksandmaterielofscience。

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