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  Thereasongivenformakingthisdemandonmeis,thatmytestimonyiswantedintheinterestsoftruth。AsthewidowofaclergymanoftheChurchofEnglandreducedbymisfortunetothenecessityofacceptingasituation,Ihavebeentaughttoplacetheclaimsoftruthaboveallotherconsiderations。IthereforecomplywitharequestwhichImightotherwise。

  throughreluctancetoconnectmyselfwithdistressingfamilyaffairs,havehesitatedtogrant。

  Imadenomemorandumatthetime,andIcannotthereforebesuretoadayofthedate,butIbelieveIamcorrectinstatingthatMissHalcombe’sseriousillnessbeganduringthelastfortnightortendaysinJune。ThebreakfasthourwaslateatBlackwaterPark——sometimesaslateasten,neverearlierthanhalf-pastnine。OnthemorningtowhichIamnowreferring,MissHalcombewhowasusuallythefirsttocomedowndidnotmakeherappearanceatthetable。Afterthefamilyhadwaitedaquarterofanhour,theupperhousemaidwassenttoseeafterher,andcamerunningoutoftheroomdreadfullyfrightened。Imettheservantonthestairs,andwentatoncetoMissHalcombetoseewhatwasthematter。Thepoorladywasincapableoftellingme。Shewaswalkingaboutherroomwithapeninherhand,quitelightheaded,inastateofburningfever。

  LadyGlydebeingnolongerinSirPercival’sservice,Imay,withoutimpropriety,mentionmyformermistressbyhername,insteadofcallinghermyladywasthefirsttocomeinfromherownbedroom。Shewassodreadfullyalarmedanddistressedthatshewasquiteuseless。TheCountFosco,andhislady,whocameupstairsimmediatelyafterwards,werebothmostserviceableandkind。HerladyshipassistedmetogetMissHalcombetoherbed。HislordshiptheCountremainedinthesitting-room,andhavingsentformymedicine-chest,madeamixtureforMissHalcombe,andacoolinglotiontobeappliedtoherhead,soastolosenotimebeforethedoctorcame。Weappliedthelotion,butwecouldnotgethertotakethemixture。

  SirPercivalundertooktosendforthedoctor。Hedespatchedagroom,onhorseback,forthenearestmedicalman,MrDawson,ofOakLodge。

  MrDawsonarrivedinlessthananhour’stime。Hewasarespectableelderlyman,wellknownallroundthecountry,andweweremuchalarmedwhenwefoundthatheconsideredthecasetobeaveryseriousone。

  HislordshiptheCountaffablyenteredintoconversationwithMrDawson,andgavehisopinionswithajudiciousfreedom。MrDawson,notover-courteously,inquiredifhislordship’sadvicewastheadviceofadoctor,andbeinginformedthatitwastheadviceofonewhohadstudiedmedicineunprofessionally,repliedthathewasnotaccustomedtoconsultwithamateurphysicians。

  TheCount,withtrulyChristianmeeknessoftemper,smiledandlefttheroom。Beforehewentouthetoldmethathemightbefound,incasehewaswantedinthecourseoftheday,attheboat-houseonthebanksofthelake。Whyheshouldhavegonethere,Icannotsay。Buthedidgo,remainingawaythewholedaytillseveno’clock,whichwasdinner-time。Perhapshewishedtosettheexampleofkeepingthehouseasquietaspossible。Itwasentirelyinhischaractertodoso。Hewasamostconsideratenobleman。

  MissHalcombepassedaverybadnight,thefevercomingandgoing,andgettingworsetowardsthemorninginsteadofbetter。Nonursefittowaitonherbeingathandintheneighbourhood,herladyshiptheCountessandmyselfundertooktheduty,relievingeachother。LadyGlyde,mostunwisely,insistedonsittingupwithus。ShewasmuchtoonervousandtoodelicateinhealthtobeartheanxietyofMissHalcombe’sillnesscalmly。Sheonlydidherselfharm,withoutbeingoftheleastrealassistance。Amoregentleandaffectionateladyneverlived——butshecried,andshewasfrightened,twoweaknesseswhichmadeherentirelyunfittobepresentinasick-room。

  SirPercivalandtheCountcameinthemorningtomaketheirinquiries。

  SirPercivalfromdistress。Ipresume,athislady’saffliction。andatHissHalcombe’sillnessappearedmuchconfusedandunsettledinhismind。Hislordshiptestified,onthecontrary,abecomingcomposureandinterest。Hehadhisstrawhatinonehand,andhisbookintheother,andhementionedtoSirPercivalinmyhearingthathewouldgooutagainandstudyatthelake。`Letuskeepthehousequiet,’hesaid。`Letusnotsmokeindoors,myfriend,nowMissHalcombeisill。Yougoyourway,andIwillgomine。WhenIstudyIliketobealone。Goodmorning,MrsMichelson。’

  SirPercivalwasnotcivilenough——perhapsIoughtinjusticetosay,notcomposedenough——totakeleaveofmewiththesamePoliteattention。

  Theonlypersoninthehouse,indeed,whotreatedme,atthattimeoratanyother,onthefootingofaladyindistressedcircumstances,wastheCount。Hehadthemannersofatruenobleman——hewasconsideratetowardseveryone。EventheyoungpersonFannybynamewhoattendedonLadyGlydewasnotbeneathhisnotice。WhenshewassentawaybySirPercival,hislordshipshowingmehissweetlittlebirdsatthetimewasmostkindlyanxioustoknowwhathadbecomeofher,whereshewastogothedaysheleftBlackwaterPark,andsoon。Itisinsuchlittledelicateattentionsthattheadvantagesofaristocraticbirthalwaysshowthemselves。Imakenoapologyforintroducingtheseparticulars——theyarebroughtforwardinjusticetohislordship,whosecharacter,Ihavereasontoknow,isviewedratherharshlyincertainquarters。Anoblemanwhocanrespectaladyindistressedcircumstances,andcantakeafatherlyinterestinthefortunesofanhumbleservantgirl,showsprinciplesandfeelingsoftoohighanordertobelightlycalledinquestion。Iadvancenoopinions——

  Iofferfactsonly。MyendeavourthroughlifeistojudgenotthatIbenotjudged。Oneofmybelovedhusband’sfinestsermonswasonthattext。

  Ireaditconstantly——inmyowncopyoftheeditionprintedbysubscription,inthefirstdaysofmywidowhood——andateveryfreshperusalIderiveanincreaseofspiritualbenefitandedification。

  TherewasnoimprovementinMissHalcombe,andthesecondnightwasevenworsethanthefirst。MrDawsonwasconstantinhisattendance。ThepracticaldutiesofnursingwerestilldividedbetweentheCountessandmyself,LadyGlydepersistinginsittingupwithus,thoughwebothentreatedhertotakesomerest。`MyplaceisbyMarian’sbedside,’washeronlyanswer。`WhetherIamill,orwell,nothingwillinducemetolosesightofher。’

  TowardsmiddayIwentdownstairstoattendtosomeofmyregularduties。

  Anhourafterwards,onmywaybacktothesickroom,IsawtheCountwhohadgoneoutagainearly,forthethirdtimeenteringthehall,toallappearanceinthehighestgoodspirits。SirPercival,atthesamemoment,puthisheadoutofthelibrarydoor,andaddressedhisnoblefriend,withextremeeagerness,inthesewords——

  `Haveyoufoundher?’

  Hislordship’slargefacebecamedimpledalloverwithplacidsmiles,buthemadenoreplyinwords。AtthesametimeSirPercivalturnedhishead,observedthatIwasapproachingthestairs,andlookedatmeinthemostrudelyangrymannerpossible`Comeinhereandtellmeaboutit,’hesaidtotheCount。`Whenevertherearewomeninahousethey’realwayssuretobegoingupordownstairs。’

  `MydearPercival,’observedhislordshipkindly,`MrsMichelsonhasduties。PrayrecogniseheradmirableperformanceofthemassincerelyasIdo!Howisthesufferer,MrsMichelson?’

  `Nobetter,mylord,Iregrettosay。’

  `Sad——mostsad!’remarkedtheCount。`Youlookfatigued,MrsMichelson。

  Itiscertainlytimeyouandmywifehadsomehelpinnursing。IthinkImaybethemeansofofferingyouthathelp。CircumstanceshavehappenedwhichwillobligeMadameFoscototraveltoLondoneithertomorroworthedayafter。Shewillgoawayinthemorningandreturnatnight,andshewillbringbackwithher,torelieveyou,anurseofexcellentconductandcapacity,whoisnowdisengaged。Thewomanisknowntomywifeasapersontobetrusted。Beforeshecomesheresaynothingabouther,ifyouplease,tothedoctor,becausehewilllookwithanevileyeonanynurseofmyproviding。Whensheappearsinthishouseshewillspeakforherself,andMrDawsonwillbeobligedtoacknowledgethatthereisnoexcusefornotemployingher。LadyGlydewillsaythesame。PraypresentmybestrespectsandsympathiestoLadyGlyde。’

  Iexpressedmygratefulacknowledgmentsforhislordship’skindconsideration。

  SirPercivalcutthemshortbycallingtohisnoblefriendusing,regrettosay,aprofaneexpressiontocomeintothelibrary,andnottokeephimwaitingthereanylonger。

  Iproceededupstairs。Wearepoorerringcreatures,andhoweverwellestablishedawoman’sprinciplesmaybeshecannotalwayskeeponherguardagainstthetemptationtoexerciseanidlecuriosity。Iamashamedtosaythatanidlecuriosity,onthisoccasion,gotthebetterofmyprinciples,andmademeundulyinquisitiveaboutthequestionwhichSirPercivalhadaddressedtohisnoblefriendatthelibrarydoor。WhowastheCountexpectedtofindinthecourseofhisstudiousmorningramblesatBlackwaterPark?

  Awoman,itwastobepresumed,fromthetermsofSirPercival’sinquiry。

  IdidnotsuspecttheCountofanyimpropriety——Iknewhismoralcharactertoowell。TheonlyquestionIaskedmyselfwas——Hadhefoundher?

  [NextChapter][TableofContents]WomaninWhite:Chapter24[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter24Toresume。ThenightpassedasusualwithoutproducinganychangeforthebetterinMissHalcombe。Thenextdaysheseemedtoimprovealittle。ThedayafterthatherladyshiptheCountess,withoutmentioningtheobjectofherjourneytoanyoneinmyhearing,proceededbythemorningtraintoLondon——hernoblehusband,withhiscustomaryattention,accompanyinghertothestation。

  IwasnowleftinsolechargeofMissHalcombe,witheveryapparentchance,inconsequenceofhersister’sresolutionnottoleavethebedside,ofhavingLadyGlydeherselftonursenext。

  TheonlycircumstanceofanyimportancethathappenedinthecourseofthedaywastheoccurrenceofanotherunpleasantmeetingbetweenthedoctorandtheCount。

  Hislordship,onreturningfromthestation,steppedupintoMissHalcombe’ssitting-roomtomakehisinquiries。Iwentoutfromthebedroomtospeaktohim,MrDawsonandLadyGlydebeingbothwiththepatientatthetime。

  TheCountaskedmemanyquestionsaboutthetreatmentandthesymptoms。

  Iinformedhimthatthetreatmentwasofthekinddescribedas`saline,’

  andthatthesymptoms,betweentheattacksoffever,werecertainlythoseofincreasingweaknessandexhaustion。rustasIwasmentioningtheselastparticulars,MrDawsoncameoutfromthebedroom。

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