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  Howeverthismightbe,hewasunquestionablytroubledbysomesecretannoyanceoranxiety,which,withallhispowersofdeception,hewasnotableentirelytoconceal。ThroughthewholeofdinnerhewasalmostassilentasSirPercivalhimself,andhe,everynowandthen,lookedathiswifewithanexpressionoffurtiveuneasinesswhichwasquitenewinmyexperienceofhim。Theonesocialobligationwhichheseemedtobeself-possessedenoughtoperformascarefullyaseverwastheobligationofbeingpersistentlycivilandattentivetome。WhatvileobjecthehasinviewIcannotstilldiscover,butbethedesignwhatitmay,invariablepolitenesstowardsmyself,invariablehumilitytowardsLaura,andinvariablesuppressionatanycostofSirPercival’sclumsyviolence,havebeenthemeanshehasresolutelyandimpenetrablyusedtogettohisendeversincehesetfootinthishouse。Isuspecteditwhenhefirstinterferedinourfavour,onthedaywhenthedeedwasproducedinthelibrary,andIfeelcertainofitnow。

  WhenMadameFoscoandIrosetoleavethetable,theCountrosealsotoaccompanyusbacktothedrawing-room。

  `Whatareyougoingawayfor?’askedSirPercival——`Imeanyou,Fosco。’

  `IamgoingawaybecauseIhavehaddinnerenough,andwineenough,’

  answeredtheCount。`Besokind,Percival,astomakeallowancesformyforeignhabitofgoingoutwiththeladies,aswellascominginwiththem。’

  `Nonsense!Anotherglassofclaretwon’thurtyou。SitdownagainlikeanEnglishman。Iwanthalfanhour’squiettalkwithyouoverourwine。’

  `Aquiettalk,Percival,withallmyheart,butnotnow,andnotoverthewine。Laterintheevening,ifyouplease——laterintheevening。’

  `Civil!’saidSirPercivalsavagely。`Civilbehaviour,uponmysoul,toamaninhisownhouse!’

  IhadmorethanonceseenhimlookattheCountuneasilyduringdinner-time,andhadobservedthattheCountcarefullyabstainedfromlookingathiminreturn。Thiscircumstance,coupledwiththehost’sanxietyforalittlequiettalkoverthewine,andtheguest’sobstinateresolutionnottositdownagainatthetable,revivedinmymemorytherequestwhichSirPercivalhadvainlyaddressedtohisfriendearlierintheday,tocomeoutofthelibraryandspeaktohim。TheCounthaddeferredgrantingthatprivateinterview,whenitwasfirstaskedforintheafternoon,andhadagaindeferredgrantingit,whenitwasasecondtimeaskedforatthedinner-table。

  Whateverthecomingsubjectofdiscussionbetweenthemmightbe,itwasclearlyanimportantsubjectinSirPercival’sestimation——andperhapsjudgingfromhisevidentreluctancetoapproachitadangeroussubjectaswell,intheestimationoftheCount。

  Theseconsiderationsoccurredtomewhilewewerepassingfromthedining-roomtothedrawing-room。SirPercival’sangrycommentaryonhisfriend’sdesertionofhimhadnotproducedtheslightesteffect。TheCountobstinatelyaccompaniedustothetea-table——waitedaminuteortwointheroom——wentoutintothehall——andreturnedwiththepost-baginhishands。Itwastheneighto’clock——thehouratwhichtheletterswerealwaysdespatchedfromBlackwaterPark。

  `Haveyouanyletterforthepost,MissHalcombe?’heasked,approachingmewiththebag。

  IsawMadameFosco,whowasmakingthetea,pause,withthesugar-tongsinherhand,tolistenformyanswer。

  `No,Count,thankyou。Noletterstoday。’

  Hegavethebagtotheservant,whowasthenintheroom;satdownatthepiano,andplayedtheairofthelivelyNeapolitanstreet-song,`LamiaCarolina,’twiceover。Hiswife,whowasusuallythemostdeliberateofwomeninallhermovements,madeteaasquicklyasIcouldhavemadeitmyself——finishedherowncupintwominutes,andquietlyglidedoutoftheroom。

  Irosetofollowherexample——partlybecauseIsuspectedherofattemptingsometreacheryupstairswithLaura,partlybecauseIwasresolvednottoremainaloneinthesameroomwithherhusband。

  BeforeIcouldgettothedoortheCountstoppedme,byarequestforacupoftea。Igavehimthecupoftea,andtriedasecondtimetogetaway。Hestoppedmeagain——thistimebygoingbacktothepiano,andsuddenlyappealingtomeonamusicalquestioninwhichhedeclaredthatthehonourofhiscountrywasconcerned。

  Ivainlypleadedmyowntotalignoranceofmusic,andtotalwantoftasteinthatdirection。Heonlyappealedtomeagainwithavehemencewhichsetallfurtherprotestonmypartatdefiance。`TheEnglishandtheGermansheindignantlydeclaredwerealwaysrevilingtheItaliansfortheirinabilitytocultivatethehigherkindsofmusic。WewereperpetuallytalkingofourOratorios,andtheywereperpetuallytalkingoftheirSymphonies。

  Didweforgetanddidtheyforgethisimmortalfriendandcountryman,Rossini?

  WhatwasMosesinEgyptbutasublimeoratorio,whichwasactedonthestageinsteadofbeingcoldlysunginaconcert-room?WhatwastheoverturetoGuillaumeTellbutasymphonyunderanothername?HadIheardMosesinEgypt?WouldIlistentothis,andthis,andthis,andsayifanythingmoresublimelysacredandgrandhadeverbeencomposedbymortalman?’——

  Andwithoutwaitingforawordofassentordissentonmypart,lookingmehardinthefaceallthetime,hebeganthunderingonthepiano,andsingingtoitwithloudandloftyenthusiasm——onlyinterruptinghimself,atintervals,toannouncetomefiercelythetitlesofthedifferentpiecesofmusic:`ChorusofEgyptiansinthePlagueofDarkness,MissHalcombe!’——

  `RecitativoofMoseswiththetablesoftheLaw。’——`PrayerofIsraelites,atthepassageoftheRedSea。Aha!Aha!Isthatsacred?isthatsublime?’

  Thepianotrembledunderhispowerfulhands,andtheteacupsonthetablerattled,ashisbigbassvoicethunderedoutthenotes,andhisheavyfootbeattimeonthefloor。

  Therewassomethinghorrible——somethingfierceanddevilish——intheoutburstofhisdelightathisownsingingandplaying,andinthetriumphwithwhichhewatcheditseffectuponmeasIshranknearerandnearertothedoor。Iwasreleasedatlast,notbymyownefforts,butbySirPercival’sinterposition。Heopenedthedining-roomdoor,andcalledoutangrilytoknowwhat`thatinfernalnoise’meant。TheCountinstantlygotupfromthepiano。`AhIifPercivaliscoming,’hesaid,`harmonyandmelodyarebothatanend。TheMuseofMusic,MissHalcombe,desertsusindismay,andI,thefatoldminstrel,exhaletherestofmyenthusiasmintheopenair!’Hestalkedoutintotheverandah,puthishandsinhispockets,andresumedtheRecitativoofMoses,sottovoce,inthegarden。

  IheardSirPercivalcallafterhimfromthedining-roomwindow。Buthetooknonotice——heseemeddeterminednottohear。Thatlong-deferredquiettalkbetweenthemwasstilltobeputoff,wasstilltowaitfortheCount’sabsolutewillandpleasure。

  Hehaddetainedmeinthedrawing-roomnearlyhalfanhourfromthetimewhenhiswifeleftus。Wherehadshebeen,andwhathadshebeendoinginthatinterval?

  Iwentupstairstoascertain,butImadenodiscoveries,andwhenI

  questionedLaura,Ifoundthatshehadnotheardanything。Nobodyhaddisturbedher,nofaintrustlingofthesilkdresshadbeenaudible,eitherintheante-roomorinthepassage。

  Itwasthentwentyminutestonine。Aftergoingtomyroomtogetmyjournal,Ireturned,andsatwithLaura,sometimeswriting,sometimesstoppingtotalkwithher。Nobodycamenearus,andnothinghappened。Weremainedtogethertillteno’clock。Ithenrose,saidmylastcheeringwords,andwishedhergoodnight。ShelockedherdooragainafterwehadarrangedthatIshouldcomeinandseeherthefirstthinginthemorning。

  Ihadafewsentencesmoretoaddtomydiarybeforegoingtobedmyself,andasIwentdownagaintothedrawing-roomafterleavingLauraforthelasttimethatwearyday,Iresolvedmerelytoshowmyselfthere,tomakemyexcuses,andthentoretireanhourearlierthanusualforthenight。

  SirPercival,andtheCountandhiswife,weresittingtogether。SirPercivalwasyawninginaneasy-chair,theCountwasreading,MadameFoscowasfanningherself。Strangetosay,herfacewasflushednow。She。whohadneversufferedfromtheheat,wasmostundoubtedlysufferingfromittonight。

  `Iamafraid,Countess,youarenotquitesowellasusual?’Isaid。

  `TheveryremarkIwasabouttomaketoyou,’shereplied。`Youarelookingpale,mydear。’

  Mydear!Itwasthefirsttimeshehadeveraddressedmewiththatfamiliarity!

  Therewasaninsolentsmiletooonherfacewhenshesaidthewords。

  `Iamsufferingfromoneofmybadheadaches,’Iansweredcoldly。

  `Ah,indeed?Wantofexercise,Isuppose?Awalkbeforedinnerwouldhavebeenjustthethingforyou。’Shereferredtothe`walk’withastrangeemphasis。Hadsheseenmegoout?Nomatterifshehad。ThelettersweresafenowinFanny’shands。

  `Comeandhaveasmoke,Fosco,’saidSirPercival,rising,withanotheruneasylookathisfriend。

  `Withpleasure,Percival,whentheladieshavegonetobed,’repliedtheCount。

  `Excuseme,Countess,ifIsetyoutheexampleofretiring,’Isaid。

  `Theonlyremedyforsuchaheadacheasmineisgoingtobed。’

  Itookmyleave。Therewasthesameinsolentsmileonthewoman’sfacewhenIshookhandswithher。SirPercivalpaidnoattentiontome。HewaslookingimpatientlyatMadameFosco,whoshowednosignsofleavingtheroomwithme。TheCountsmiledtohimselfbehindhisbook。TherewasyetanotherdelaytothatquiettalkwithSirPercival——andtheCountesswastheimpedimentthistime。

  June19th——Oncesafelyshutintomyownroom,Iopenedthesepages,andpreparedtogoonwiththatpartoftheday’srecordwhichwasstilllefttowrite。

  FortenminutesormoreIsatidle,withthepeninmyhand,thinkingovertheeventsofthelasttwelvehours。WhenIatlastaddressedmyselftomytask,IfoundadifficultyinproceedingwithitwhichIhadneverexperiencedbefore。Inspiteofmyeffortstofixmythoughtsonthematterinhand,theywanderedawaywiththestrangestpersistencyintheonedirectionofSirPercivalandtheCount,andalltheinterestwhichItriedtoconcentrateonmyjournalcentredinsteadinthatprivateinterviewbetweenthemwhichhadbeenputoffallthroughtheday,andwhichwasnowtotakeplaceinthesilenceandsolitudeofthenight。

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