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  `Afterreadingitoncethrough,’shereplied,`Itookitintotheboat-housewithmetositdownandlookoveritasecondtime。WhileIwasreadingashadowfellacrossthepaper。Ilookedup,andsawSirPercivalstandinginthedoorwaywatchingme。’

  `Didyoutrytohidetheletter?’

  `Itried,buthestoppedme。``Youneedn’ttroubletohidethat,’’hesaid。``Ihappentohavereadit。’’Icouldonlylookathimhelplessly——Icouldsaynothing。``Youunderstand?’’hewenton;``Ihavereadit。

  Idugitupoutofthesandtwohourssince,andburieditagain,andwrotethewordaboveitagain,andleftitreadytoyourhands。Youcan’tlieyourselfoutofthescrapenow。YousawAnneCatherickinsecretyesterday,andyouhavegotherletterinyourhandatthismoment。Ihavenotcaughtheryet,butIhavecaughtyou。Givemetheletter。’’Hesteppedcloseuptome——Iwasalonewithhim,Marian——whatcouldIdo?——Igavehimtheletter。’

  `Whatdidhesaywhenyougaveittohim?’

  `Atfirsthesaidnothing。Hetookmebythearm,andledmeoutoftheboat-house,andlookedabouthimonallsides,asifhewasafraidofourbeingseenorheard。Thenheclaspedhishandfastroundmyarm,andwhisperedtome,``WhatdidAnneCathericksaytoyouyesterday?I

  insistonhearingeveryword,fromfirsttolast。’’’

  `Didyoutellhim?’

  `Iwasalonewithhim,Marian——hiscruelhandwasbruisingmyarm——whatcouldIdo?’

  `Isthemarkonyourarmstill?Letmeseeit。’

  `Whydoyouwanttoseeit?’

  `Iwanttoseeit,Laura,becauseourendurancemustend,andourresistancemustbegintoday。Thatmarkisaweapontostrikehimwith。Letmeseeitnow——Imayhavetosweartoitatsomefuturetime。’

  `Oh,Marian,don’tlookso——don’ttalksoIItdoesn’thurtmenow!’

  `Letmeseeit!’

  Sheshowedmethemarks。Iwaspastgrievingoverthem,pastcryingoverthem,pastshudderingoverthem。Theysayweareeitherbetterthanmen,orworse。Ifthetemptationthathasfalleninsomewomen’sway,andmadethemworse,hadfalleninmineatthatmoment——ThankGod!myfacebetrayednothingthathiswifecouldread。Thegentle,innocent,affectionatecreaturethoughtIwasfrightenedforherandsorryforher,andthoughtnomore。

  `Don’tthinktooseriouslyofit,Marian,’shesaidsimply,asshepulledhersleevedownagain。`Itdoesn’thurtmenow。’

  `Iwilltrytothinkquietlyofit,mylove,foryoursake——Well!

  well!AndyoutoldhimallthatAnneCatherickhadsaidtoyou——allthatyoutoldme?

  `Yes,all。Heinsistedonit——Iwasalonewithhim——Icouldconcealnothing。’

  `Didhesayanythingwhenyouhaddone?’

  `Helookedatme,andlaughedtohimselfinmocking,bitterway。``I

  meantohavetherestoutofyou,’’hesaid,``doyouhear?——therest。’’

  IdeclaredtohimsolemnlythatIhadtoldhimeverythingIknew。``Notyou,`heanswered,``youknowmorethanyouchoosetotell。Won’tyoutellit?Youshall!I’llwringitoutofyouathomeifIcan’twringitoutofyouhere——Heledmeawaybyastrangepaththroughtheplantation——apathwheretherewasnohopeofourmeetingyou——andhespokenomoretillwecamewithinsightofthehouse。Thenhestoppedagain,andsaid,``Willyoutakeasecondchance,ifIgiveittoyou?Willyouthinkbetterofit。andtellmetherest?’’IcouldonlyrepeatthesamewordsIhadspokenbefore。Hecursedmyobstinacy,andwenton,andtookmewithhimtothehouse。``Youcan’tdeceiveme,’’hesaid,``youknowmorethanyouchoosetotell。I’llhaveyoursecretoutofyou,andI’llhaveitoutofthatsisterofyoursaswell。Thereshallbenomoreplottingandwhisperingbetweenyou。Neitheryounorsheshallseeeachotheragaintillyouhaveconfessedthetruth。I’llhaveyouwatchedmorning,noon,andnight,tillyouconfessthetruth。’’HewasdeaftoeverythingIcouldsay。Hetookmestraightupstairsintomyownroom。Fannywassittingthere,doingsomeworkforme,andheinstantlyorderedherout。``I’lltakegoodcareyou’renotmixedupintheconspiracy,`hesaid。``Youshallleavethishousetoday。Ifyourmistresswantsamaid。sheshallhaveoneofmychoosing。’’Hepushedmeintotheroom,andlockedthedooronme。Hesetthatsenselesswomantowatchmeoutside,Marian!Helookedandspokelikeamadman。Youmayhardlyunderstandit——hedidindeed。’

  `Idounderstandit,Laura。Heismad——madwiththeterrorsofaguiltyconscience。EverywordyouhavesaidmakesmepositivelycertainthatwhenAnneCatherickleftyouyesterdayyouwereontheeveofdiscoveringasecretwhichmighthavebeenyourvilehusband’sruin,andhethinksyouhavediscoveredit。Nothingyoucansayordowillquietthatguiltydistrust,andconvincehisfalsenatureofyourtruth。Idon’tsaythis,mylove,toalarmyou。Isayittoopenyoureyestoyourposition,andtoconvinceyouoftheurgentnecessityoflettingmeact,asIbestcan,foryourprotectionwhilethechanceisourown。CountFosco’sinterferencehassecuredmeaccesstoyoutoday,buthemaywithdrawthatinterferencetomorrow。

  SirPercivalhasalreadydismissedFannybecausesheisaquick-wittedgirl,anddevotedlyattachedtoyou,andhaschosenawomantotakeherplacewhocaresnothingforyourinterests,andwhosedullintelligencelowershertothelevelofthewatch-dogintheyard。Itisimpossibletosaywhatviolentmeasureshemaytakenext,unlesswemakethemostofouropportunitieswhilewehavethem。’

  `Whatcanwedo,Marian?Oh,ifwecouldonlyleavethishouse,nevertoseeitagain!’

  `Listentome,mylove,andtrytothinkthatyouarenotquitehelplesssolongasIamherewithyou。’

  `Iwillthinkso——Idothinkso。Don’taltogetherforgetpoorFannyinthinkingofme。Shewantshelpandcomforttoo。’

  `Iwillnotforgether。IsawherbeforeIcameuphere,andIhavearrangedtocommunicatewithhertonight。Lettersarenotsafeinthepost-bagatBlackwaterPark,andIshallhavetwotowritetoday,inyourinterests,whichmustpassthroughnohandsbutFanny’s。’

  `Whatletters?’

  `Imeantowritefirst,Laura,toMrGilmore’spartner,whohasofferedtohelpusinanyfreshemergency。LittleasIknowofthelaw,Iamcertainthatitcanprotectawomanfromsuchtreatmentasthatruffianhasinflictedonyoutoday。IwillgointonodetailsaboutAnneCatherick,becauseI

  havenocertaininformationtogive。Butthelawyershallknowofthosebruisesonyourarm,andoftheviolenceofferedtoyouinthisroom——

  heshall,beforeIresttonight!’

  `Butthinkoftheexposure,Marian!’

  `Iamcalculatingontheexposure。SirPercivalhasmoretodreadfromitthanyouhave。Theprospectofanexposuremaybringhimtotermswhennothingelsewill。’

  IroseasIspoke,butLauraentreatedmenottoleaveher。`Youwilldrivehimtodesperation,`shesaid,`andincreaseourdangerstenfold。’

  Ifeltthetruth——thedishearteningtruth——ofthosewords。ButI

  couldnotbringmyselfplainlytoacknowledgeittoher。Inourdreadfulpositiontherewasnohelpandnohopeforusbutinriskingtheworst。

  Isaidsoinguardedterms。Shesighedbitterly,butdidnotcontestthematter。SheonlyaskedaboutthesecondletterthatIhadproposedwriting。

  Towhomwasittobeaddressed?

  `ToMrFairlie,’Isaid。`Youruncleisyournearestmalerelative,andtheheadofthefamily。Hemustandshallinterfere。’

  Laurashookherheadsorrowfully。

  `Yes,yes,’Iwenton,`youruncleisaweak,selfish,worldlyman,Iknow,butheisnotSirPercivalGlyde,andhehasnosuchfriendabouthimasCountFosco。Iexpectnothingfromhiskindnessorhistendernessoffeelingtowardsyouortowardsme,buthewilldoanythingtopamperhisownindolence,andtosecurehisownquiet。Letmeonlypersuadehimthathisinterferenceatthismomentwillsavehiminevitabletroubleandwretchednessandresponsibilityhereafter,andhewillbestirhimselfforhisownsake。Iknowhowtodealwithhim,Laura——Ihavehadsomepractice。’

  `IfyoucouldonlyprevailonhimtoletmegobacktoLimmeridgeforalittlewhileandstaytherequietlywithyou,Marian,IcouldbealmostashappyagainasIwasbeforeIwasmarried!’

  Thosewordssetmethinkinginanewdirection。WoulditbepossibletoplaceSirPercivalbetweenthetwoalternativesofeitherexposinghimselftothescandaloflegalinterferenceonhiswife’sbehalf,orofallowinghertobequietlyseparatedfromhimforatimeunderpretextofavisittoheruncle’shouse?Andcouldhe,inthatcase,bereckonedonaslikelytoacceptthelastresource?Itwasdoubtful——morethandoubtful。Andyet,hopelessastheexperimentseemed,surelyitwasworthtrying。Iresolvedtotryitinsheerdespairofknowingwhatbettertodo。

  `Youruncleshallknowthewishyouhavejustexpressed,’Isaid,`andIwillaskthelawyer’sadviceonthesubjectaswell。Goodmaycomeofit——andwillcomeofit,Ihope。’

  SayingthatIroseagain,andagainLauratriedtomakemeresumemyseat。

  `Don’tleaveme,’shesaiduneasily。`Mydeskisonthattable。Youcanwritehere。’

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