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  Thencameanevenworsereflection;howifhehadfallenamongmaterialthievesaswellasspiritualones?Heknewverylittleofhowhismoneywasgoingon;hehadputitallnowintoPryer’shands,andthoughPryergavehimcashtospendwheneverhewantedit,heseemedimpatientofbeingquestionedastowhatwasbeingdonewiththeprincipal。Itwaspartoftheunderstanding,hesaid,thatthatwastobelefttohim,andErnesthadbettersticktothis,orhe,Pryer,wouldthrowuptheCollegeofSpiritualPathologyaltogether;andsoErnestwascowedintoacquiescence,orcajoled,accordingtothehumourinwhichPryersawhimtobe。

  ErnestthoughtthatfurtherquestionswouldlookasifhedoubtedPryer’sword,andalsothathehadgonetoofartobeabletorecedeindecencyorhonour。This,however,hefeltwasridingouttomeettroubleunnecessarily。Pryerhadbeenalittleimpatient,buthewasagentlemanandanadmirablemanofbusiness,sohismoneywoulddoubtlesscomebacktohimallrightsomeday。

  Ernestcomfortedhimselfasregardsthislastsourceofanxiety,butasregardstheother,hebegantofeelasthough,ifhewastobesaved,agoodSamaritanmusthurryupfromsomewhere——heknewnotwhence。

  Nextdayhefeltstrongeragain。Hehadbeenlisteningtothevoiceoftheeviloneonthenightbefore,andwouldparleynomorewithsuchthoughts。Hehadchosenhisprofession,andhisdutywastoperseverewithit。IfhewasunhappyitwasprobablybecausehewasnotgivingupallforChrist。Lethimseewhetherhecouldnotdomorethanhewasdoingnow,andthenperhapsalightwouldbesheduponhispath。

  Itwasallverywelltohavemadethediscoverythathedidn’tverymuchlikepoorpeople,buthehadgottoputupwiththem,foritwasamongthemthathisworkmustlie。SuchmenasTowneleywereverykindandconsiderate,butheknewwellenoughitwasonlyonconditionthathedidnotpreachtothem。Hecouldmanagethepoorbetter,and,letPryersneerasheliked,hewasresolvedtogomoreamongthem,andtrytheeffectofbringingChristtothemiftheywouldnotcomeandseekChristofthemselves。Hewouldbeginwithhisownhouse。

  Whothenshouldhetakefirst?Surelyhecouldnotdobetterthanbeginwiththetailorwholivedimmediatelyoverhishead。Thiswouldbedesirable,notonlybecausehewastheonewhoseemedtostandmostinneedofconversion,butalsobecause,ifhewereonceconverted,hewouldnolongerbeathiswifeattwoo’clockinthemorning,andthehousewouldbemuchpleasanterinconsequence。Hewouldthereforegoupstairsatonce,andhaveaquiettalkwiththisman。

  Beforedoingso,hethoughtitwouldbewellifheweretodrawupsomethinglikeaplanofacampaign;hethereforereflectedoversomeprettyconversationswhichwoulddoverynicelyifMrHoltwouldbekindenoughtomaketheanswersproposedforhimintheirproperplaces。Butthemanwasagreathulkingfellow,ofasavagetemper,andErnestwasforcedtoadmitthatunforeseendevelopmentsmightarisetodisconcerthim。Theysayittakesninetailorstomakeaman,butErnestfeltthatitwouldtakeatleastnineErneststomakeaMrHolt。Howif,assoonasErnestcamein,thetailorweretobecomeviolentandabusive?Whatcouldhedo?MrHoltwasinhisownlodgings,andhadarighttobeundisturbed。Alegalright,yes,buthadheamoralright?Ernestthoughtnot,consideringhismodeoflife。Butputthisononeside;ifthemanweretobeviolent,whatshouldhedo?PaulhadfoughtwithwildbeastsatEphesus——thatmustindeedhavebeenawful——butperhapstheywerenotverywildwildbeasts;arabbitandacanaryarewildbeasts;but,formidableornotaswildbeastsgo,theywould,neverthelessstandnochanceagainstStPaul,forhewasinspired;

  themiraclewouldhavebeenifthewildbeastsescaped,notthatStPaulshouldhavedoneso;but,howeverallthismightbe,ErnestfeltthathedarednotbegintoconvertMrHoltbyfightinghim。

  Why,whenhehadheardMrsHoltscreaming“murder。”hehadcoweredunderthebedclothesandwaited,expectingtoheartheblooddrippingthroughtheceilingontohisownfloor。Hisimaginationtranslatedeverysoundintoapat,pat,pat,andonceortwicehethoughthehadfeltitdroppingontohiscounterpane,buthehadnevergoneupstairstotryandrescuepoorMrsHolt。HappilyithadprovednextmorningthatMrsHoltwasinherusualhealth。

  Ernestwasindespairabouthittingonanygoodwayofopeningupspiritualcommunicationwithhisneighbour,whenitoccurredtohimthathehadbetterperhapsbeginbygoingupstairs,andknockingverygentlyatMrHolt’sdoor。HewouldthenresignhimselftotheguidanceoftheHolySpirit,andactastheoccasion,which,I

  suppose,wasanothernamefortheHolySpirit,suggested。Triplyarmedwiththisreflection,hemountedthestairsquitejauntily,andwasabouttoknockwhenheheardHolt’svoiceinsideswearingsavagelyathiswife。Thismadehimpausetothinkwhetherafterallthemomentwasanauspiciousone,andwhilehewasthuspausing,MrHolt,whohadheardthatsomeonewasonthestairs,openedthedoorandputhisheadout。WhenhesawErnest,hemadeanunpleasant,nottosayoffensivemovement,whichmightormightnothavebeendirectedatErnestandlookedaltogethersouglythatmyherohadaninstantaneousandunequivocalrevelationfromtheHolySpirittotheeffectthatheshouldcontinuehisjourneyupstairsatonce,asthoughhehadneverintendedarrestingitatMrHolt’sroom,andbeginbyconvertingMrandMrsBaxter,theMethodistsinthetopfloorfront。Sothiswaswhathedid。

  Thesegoodpeoplereceivedhimwithopenarms,andwerequitereadytotalk。HewasbeginningtoconvertthemfromMethodismtotheChurchofEngland,whenallatoncehefoundhimselfembarrassedbydiscoveringthathedidnotknowwhathewastoconvertthemfrom。

  HeknewtheChurchofEngland,orthoughthedid,butheknewnothingofMethodismbeyonditsname。Whenhefoundthat,accordingtoMrBaxter,theWesleyanshadavigoroussystemofChurchdisciplinewhichworkedadmirablyinpracticeitappearedtohimthatJohnWesleyhadanticipatedthespiritualenginewhichheandPryerwerepreparing,andwhenhelefttheroomhewasawarethathehadcaughtmoreofaspiritualTartarthanhehadexpected。ButhemustcertainlyexplaintoPryerthattheWesleyanshadasystemofChurchdiscipline。Thiswasveryimportant。

  MrBaxteradvisedErnestonnoaccounttomeddlewithMrHolt,andErnestwasmuchrelievedattheadvice。Ifanopportunityaroseoftouchingtheman’sheart,hewouldtakeit;hewouldpatthechildrenontheheadwhenhesawthemonthestairs,andingratiatehimselfwiththemasfarashedared;theyweresturdyyoungsters,andErnestwasafraidevenofthem,fortheywerereadywiththeirtongues,andknewmuchfortheirages。Ernestfeltthatitwouldindeedbealmostbetterforhimthatamillstoneshouldbehangedabouthisneck,andhecastintothesea,thanthatheshouldoffendoneofthelittleHolts。However,hewouldtrynottooffendthem;

  perhapsanoccasionalpennyortwomightsquarethem。Thiswasasmuchashecoulddo,forhesawthattheattempttobeinstantoutofseason,aswellasinseason,would,StPaul’sinjunctionnotwithstanding,endinfailure。

  MrsBaxtergaveaverybadaccountofMissEmilySnow,wholodgedinthesecondfloorbacknexttoMrHolt。HerstorywasquitedifferentfromthatofMrsJuppthelandlady。ShewoulddoubtlessbeonlytoogladtoreceiveErnest’sministrationsorthoseofanyothergentleman,butshewasnogoverness,shewasintheballetatDruryLane,andbesidesthis,shewasaverybadyoungwoman,andifMrsBaxterwaslandladywouldnotbeallowedtostayinthehouseasinglehour,notsheindeed。

  MissMaitlandinthenextroomtoMrsBaxter’sownwasaquietandrespectableyoungwomantoallappearance;MrsBaxterhadneverknownofanygoingsoninthatquarter,but,blessyou,stillwatersrundeep,andthesegirlswereallalike,oneasbadastheother。

  Shewasoutatallkindsofhours,andwhenyouknewthatyouknewall。

  ErnestdidnotpaymuchheedtotheseaspersionsofMrsBaxter’s。

  MrsJupphadgotroundthegreaternumberofhismanyblindsides,andhadwarnedhimnottobelieveMrsBaxter,whoselipshesaidwassomethingawful。

  Ernesthadheardthatwomenwerealwaysjealousofoneanother,andcertainlytheseyoungwomenweremoreattractivethanMrsBaxterwas,sojealousywasprobablyatthebottomofit。Iftheyweremalignedtherecouldbenoobjectiontohismakingtheiracquaintance;ifnotmalignedtheyhadallthemoreneedofhisministrations。Hewouldreclaimthematonce。

  HetoldMrsJuppofhisintention。MrsJuppatfirsttriedtodissuadehim,butseeinghimresolute,suggestedthatsheshouldherselfseeMissSnowfirst,soastoprepareherandpreventherfrombeingalarmedbyhisvisit。Shewasnotathomenow,butinthecourseofthenextday,itshouldbearranged。InthemeantimehehadbettertryMrShaw,thetinker,inthefrontkitchen。MrsBaxterhadtoldErnestthatMrShawwasfromtheNorthCountry,andanavowedfreethinker;hewouldprobably,shesaid,ratherlikeavisit,butshedidnotthinkErnestwouldstandmuchchanceofmakingaconvertofhim。

  BeforegoingdownintothekitchentoconvertthetinkerErnestranhurriedlyoverhisanalysisofPaley’sevidences,andputintohispocketacopyofArchbishopWhateley’s“HistoricDoubts。”Thenhedescendedthedarkrottenoldstairsandknockedatthetinker’sdoor。MrShawwasverycivil;hesaidhewasratherthrongjustnow,butifErnestdidnotmindthesoundofhammeringheshouldbeverygladofatalkwithhim。Ourhero,assentingtothis,erelongledtheconversationtoWhateley’s“HistoricDoubts“——aworkwhich,asthereadermayknow,pretendstoshowthatthereneverwasanysuchpersonasNapoleonBuonaparte,andthussatirisestheargumentsofthosewhohaveattackedtheChristianmiracles。

  MrShawsaidheknew“HistoricDoubts“verywell。

  “Andwhatyouthinkofit?”saidErnest,whoregardedthepamphletasamasterpieceofwitandcogency。

  “Ifyoureallywanttoknow。”saidMrShaw,withaslytwinkle,“I

  thinkthathewhowassowillingandabletoprovethatwhatwaswasnot,wouldbeequallyableandwillingtomakeacaseforthinkingthatwhatwasnotwas,ifitsuitedhispurpose。”Ernestwasverymuchtakenaback。HowwasitthatallthecleverpeopleofCambridgehadneverputhimuptothissimplerejoinder?Theansweriseasy:theydidnotdevelopitforthesamereasonthatahenhadneverdevelopedwebbedfeet——thatistosay,becausetheydidnotwanttodoso;butthiswasbeforethedaysofEvolution,andErnestcouldnotasyetknowanythingofthegreatprinciplethatunderliesit。

  “Yousee。”continuedMrShaw,“thesewritersallgettheirlivingbywritinginacertainway,andthemoretheywriteinthatway,themoretheyarelikelytogeton。Youshouldnotcallthemdishonestforthisanymorethanajudgeshouldcallabarristerdishonestforearninghislivingbydefendingoneinwhoseinnocencehedoesnotseriouslybelieve;butyoushouldhearthebarristerontheothersidebeforeyoudecideuponthecase。”

  Thiswasanotherfacer。Ernestcouldonlystammerthathehadendeavouredtoexaminethesequestionsascarefullyashecould。

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