TheforegoinglettershowshowmuchgreaterwasChristina’sanxietyfortheeternalthanforthetemporalwelfareofhersons。Onewouldhavethoughtshehadsowedenoughofsuchreligiouswildoatsbythistime,butshehadplentystilltosow。Tomeitseemsthatthosewhoarehappyinthisworldarebetterandmorelovablepeoplethanthosewhoarenot,andthatthusintheeventofaResurrectionandDayofJudgement,theywillbethemostlikelytobedeemedworthyofaheavenlymansion。PerhapsadimunconsciousperceptionofthiswasthereasonwhyChristinawassoanxiousforTheobald’searthlyhappiness,orwasitmerelyduetoaconvictionthathiseternalwelfarewassomuchamatterofcourse,thatitonlyremainedtosecurehisearthlyhappiness?Hewasto“findhissonsobedient,affectionate,attentivetohiswishes,self-denyinganddiligent。”agoodlystringforsoothofallthevirtuesmostconvenienttoparents;hewasnevertohavetoblushforthefolliesofthose“whoowedhimsuchadebtofgratitude。”and“whosefirstdutyitwastostudyhishappiness。”Howlikematernalsolicitudeisthis!Solicitudeforthemostpartlesttheoffspringshouldcometohavewishesandfeelingsofitsown,whichmayoccasionmanydifficulties,fanciedorreal。Itisthisthatisatthebottomofthewholemischief;butwhetherthislastpropositionisgrantedorno,atanyrateweobservethatChristinahadasufficientlykeenappreciationofthedutiesofchildrentowardstheirparents,andfeltthetaskoffulfillingthemadequatelytobesodifficultthatshewasverydoubtfulhowfarErnestandJoeywouldsucceedinmasteringit。Itisplaininfactthathersupposedpartingglanceuponthemwasoneofsuspicion。ButtherewasnosuspicionofTheobald;thatheshouldhavedevotedhislifetohischildren——whythiswassuchamereplatitude,asalmosttogowithoutsaying。
How,letmeask,wasitpossiblethatachildonlyalittlepastfiveyearsold,trainedinsuchanatmosphereofprayersandhymnsandsumsandhappySundayevenings——tosaynothingofdailyrepeatedbeatingsoverthesaidprayersandhymns,etc。,aboutwhichourauthoressissilent——howwasitpossiblethataladsotrainedshouldgrowupinanyhealthyorvigorousdevelopment,eventhoughinherownwayhismotherwasundoubtedlyveryfondofhim,andsometimestoldhimstories?CantheeyeofanyreaderfailtodetectthecomingwrathofGodasabouttodescendupontheheadofhimwhoshouldbenurturedundertheshadowofsuchaletterastheforegoing?
IhaveoftenthoughtthattheChurchofRomedoeswiselyinnotallowingherprieststomarry。CertainlyitisamatterofcommonobservationinEnglandthatthesonsofclergymenarefrequentlyunsatisfactory。Theexplanationisverysimple,butissooftenlostsightofthatImayperhapsbepardonedforgivingithere。
TheclergymanisexpectedtobeakindofhumanSunday。Thingsmustnotbedoneinhimwhicharevenialintheweek-dayclasses。Heispaidforthisbusinessofleadingastricterlifethanotherpeople。
Itishisraisond’etre。Ifhisparishionersfeelthathedoesthis,theyapproveofhim,fortheylookuponhimastheirowncontributiontowardswhattheydeemaholylife。Thisiswhytheclergymanissooftencalledavicar——hebeingthepersonwhosevicariousgoodnessistostandforthatofthoseentrustedtohischarge。ButhishomeishiscastleasmuchasthatofanyotherEnglishman,andwithhim,aswithothers,unnaturaltensioninpublicisfollowedbyexhaustionwhentensionisnolongernecessary。Hischildrenarethemostdefencelessthingshecanreach,anditisontheminninecasesoutoftenthathewillrelievehismind。
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