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  CHAPTERXXIII

  ADAWNOFRAIN

  ThatcrashoftheclosingdoordidnotawakeBeatriceonly;itawokebothElizabethandMr。Granger。Elizabethsatupinbedstraininghereyesthroughthegloomtoseewhathadhappened。TheyfellonBeatrice’sbed——surely——surely——

  Elizabethslippedup,cat-likeshecreptacrosstheroomandfeltwithherhandatthebed。Beatricewasnotthere。Shesprangtotheblindanddrewit,lettinginsuchlightastherewas,andbyitsearchedtheroom。Shespoke:“Beatrice,whereareyou?”

  Noanswer。

  “Ah——h。”saidElizabethaloud;“Iunderstand。Atlast——atlast!“

  Whatshouldseedo?Shouldshegoandcallherfatherandputthemtoanopenshame?No。Beatricemustcomebacksometime。Theknowledgewasenough;shewantedtheknowledgetouseifnecessary。Shedidnotwishtoruinhersisterunlessinself-defence,orrather,forthecauseofself-advancement。StilllessdidshewishtoinjureGeoffrey,againstwhomshehadnogrudge。Soshepeepedalongthepassage,thenreturning,creptbacktoherbedlikeasnakeintoaholeandwatched。

  Mr。Granger,hearingthecrash,thoughtthatthefrontdoorhadblownopen。Rising,helitacandleandwenttosee。

  ButofallthisGeoffreyknewnothing,andBeatricenaturallylessthannothing。

  Shelaysenselessinhisarms,herheadrestedonhisshoulder,herheavyhairstreameddownhissidealmosttohisknee。Heliftedher,touchedherontheforeheadwithhislipsandlaidheronthebed。

  Whatwastobedone?Bringherbacktolife?No,hedarednot——nothere。Whileshelaythusherhelplessnessprotectedher;butifoncemoreshewasaliving,lovingwomanhereandso——oh,howshouldtheyescape?Hedarednottouchherorlooktowardsher——tillhehadmadeuphismind。Itwassoondone。Hereshemustnotbide,andsinceofherselfshecouldnotgo,whyhemusttakehernow,thismoment!

  HoweverfarGeoffreyfellshortofvirtue’sstricterstandard,letthisalwaysberememberedinhisfavour。

  Heopenedthedoor,andashedidso,thoughtthatheheardsomeonestirringinthehouse。Andsohedid;itwasMr。Grangerinthesitting-room。Hearingnomore,Geoffreyconcludedthatitwasthewind,andturning,gropedhiswaytothebedwhereBeatricelayasstillasdeath。Foronemomentahorriblefearstruckhimthatshemightbedead。Hehadheardofcasesofsomnambulistswho,onbeingstartledfromtheirunnaturalsleep,onlywoketodie。Itmightbesowithher。Hurriedlyheplacedhishanduponherbreast。Yes,herheartstirred——faintlyindeed,butstillitstirred。Shehadonlyswooned。

  Thenhesethisteeth,andplacinghisarmsabouther,liftedherasthoughshewereababe。Beatricewasnoslipofagirl,butawell-

  grownwomanoffullsize。Heneverfeltherweight;itseemednothingtohim。Stealthilyasonebentonmidnightmurder,hesteppedwithhertothedoorandthroughitintothepassage。Thensupportingherwithonearm,heclosedthedoorwithhislefthand。Stealthilyinthegloomhepassedalongthecorridor,hisbarefeetmakingnonoiseupontheboardedfloor,tillhereachedthebisectingpassageleadingfromthesitting-rooms。

  Heglancedupitapprehensively,andwhathesawfrozethebloodinhisveins,fortherecomingdownit,noteightpacesfromhim,wasMr。

  Granger,holdingacandleinhishand。Whatcouldbedone?Togetbacktohisroomwasimpossible——toreachthatofBeatricewasalsoimpossible。Withanefforthecollectedhisthoughts,andlikeaflashoflightitpassedintohismindthattheemptyroomwasnottwopacesfromhim。Astrideandhehadreachedit。Oh,wherewasthehandle?

  andoh,iftheroomshouldbelocked!Byamercifulchanceitwasnot。

  Hesteppedthroughthedoor,knockingBeatrice’sfeetagainsttheframeworkashedidso,closedit——toshutithehadnotime——andstoodgaspingbehindit。

  Thegleamoflightdrewnearer。Mercifulpowers!hehadbeenseen——theoldmanwascomingin。Whatcouldhesay?Tellthetruth,thatwasall;butwhowouldbelievesuchastory?why,itwasonethatheshouldscarcelycaretoadvanceinacourtoflaw。Couldheexpectafathertobelieveit——afatherfindingamancrouchedlikeathiefbehindadooratthedeadofnightwithhislovelydaughtersenselessinhisarms?HehadalreadythoughtofgoingstraighttoMr。Granger,buthadabandonedtheideaashopeless。Whowouldbelievethistaleofsleep-walking?ForthefirsttimeinhislifeGeoffreyfeltterriblyafraid,bothforBeatriceandhimself;thehairroseonhishead,hisheartstoodstill,andacoldperspirationstartedontohisface。

  “It’sveryodd。”heheardtheoldmanmuttertohimself;“IcouldalmostswearthatIsawsomethingwhitegointothatroom。Where’sthehandle?IfIbelievedinghosts——hullo!mycandlehasblownout!I

  mustgoandhuntforamatch。Don’tquitelikegoingintherewithoutalight。”

  Forthemomenttheyweresaved。Thefiercedraughtrushingthroughtheopencrackofthedoorfromtheill-fittingwindowhadextinguishedthecandle。

  GeoffreywaitedafewsecondstoallowMr。Grangertoreachhisroom,andthenoncemorestartedonhisawfuljourney。Hepassedoutoftheroominsafety;happilyBeatriceshowednosignsofrecovery。Afewquickstepsandhewasatherowndoor。Andnowanewterrorseizedhim。WhatifElizabethwasalsowalkingthehouseorevenawake?HethoughtofputtingBeatricedownatthedoorandleavingherthere,butabandonedtheidea。Tobeginwith,herfathermightseeher,andthenhowcouldherpresencebeaccountedfor?orifhedidnot,shewouldcertainlysufferilleffectsfromthecold。No,hemustriskit,andatonce,thoughhewouldratherhavefacedabatteryofguns。Thedoorfortunatelywasajar。Geoffreyopeneditwithhisfoot,entered,andwithhisfootpushedittoagain。Suddenlyherememberedthathehadneverbeenintheroom,anddidnotknowwhichbedbelongedtoBeatrice。Hewalkedtothenearest;adeep-drawnbreathtoldhimthatitwasthewrongone。DrawingsomefaintconsolationfromthefactthatElizabethwasevidentlyasleep,hegropedhiswaytothesecondbedthroughthedeeptwilightoftheroom。Theclotheswerethrownback。HelaidBeatricedownandthrewthemoverher。Thenhefled。

  AshereachedthedoorhesawMr。Granger’slightdisappearintohisownroomandheardhisdoorclose。Afterthatitseemedtohimthathetookbuttwostepsandwasinhisownplace。

  Heburstoutlaughing;therewasasmuchhysteriainthelaughasamangiveswayto。Hisnerveswereshatteredbystruggle,loveandfear,andsoughtreliefinghastlymerriment。Somehowthewholesceneremindedhimofoneinacomicopera。Therewasaludicroussidetoit。Supposingthatthepoliticalopponents,whoalreadyhatedhimsobitterly,couldhaveseenhimslinkingfromdoortodooratmidnightwithanunconsciousladyinhisarms——whatwouldtheyhavesaid?

  Heceasedlaughing;thefitpassed——indeeditwasnolaughingmatter。

  Thenhethoughtofthefirstnightoftheirstrangecommunion,thatnightbeforehehadreturnedtoLondon。Theseedsowninthathourhadblossomedandbornefruitindeed。WhowouldhavedreameditpossiblethatheshouldthushavedrawnBeatricetohim?Well,heoughttohaveknown。Ifitwaspossiblethatthewordswhichfloatedthroughhermindcouldariseinhisastheyhaddoneuponthatnight,whatwasnotpossible?Andweretherenototherwords,writtenbythesamemaster-

  hand,whichtoldofsuchthingsasthese:

  “’Now——now,’thedoorisheard;

  Hark,thestairs!andnear——

  Nearer——andhere——

  ’Now’!andatcallthethird,Sheenterswithoutaword。

  Likethedoorsofacasketshrine,Seeoneitherside,HertwoarmsdivideTilltheheartbetwixtmakessign,’Takeme,forIamthine。’

  First,Iwillpray。DoThouThatownestthesoul,YetwiltgrantcontrolToanother,nordisallowForatime,restrainmenow!“

  Didtheynotrunthus?Oh,heshouldhaveknown!Thishecouldplead,andthisonly——thatcontrolhadbeengrantedtohim。

  ButhowwouldBeatricefare?Wouldshecometoherselfsafely?Hethoughtso,itwasonlyafaintingfit。Butwhenshedidrecover,whatwouldshedo?Nothingrash,heprayed。Andwhatcouldbetheendofitall?Whomightsay?Howfortunatethatthesisterhadbeensosoundasleep。SomehowhedidnottrustElizabeth——hefearedher。

  WellmightGeoffreyfearher!Elizabeth’ssleepwasthatofaweasel。

  Shetoowaslaughingatthisverymoment,laughing,notloudbutlong——thelaughofonewhowins。

  Shehadseenhimenter,hisburdeninhisarms;sawhimcomewithittoherownbedside,andhadbreathedheavilytowarnhimofhismistake。ShehadwatchedhimputBeatriceonherbed,andheardhimsighandturnaway;nothinghadescapedher。Assoonashewasgone,shehadrisenandcreptuptoBeatrice,andfindingthatshewasonlyinafainthadlefthertorecover,knowinghertobeinnodanger。

  Elizabethwasnotanervousperson。Thenshehadlistenedtillatlengthadeepsightoldherofthereturnofhersister’sconsciousness。Afterthistherewasapause,tillpresentlyBeatrice’slongsoftbreathsshowedthatshehadglidedfromswoontosleep。

  Theslownightworeaway,andatlengththecolddawncreptthroughthewindow。Elizabethstillwatching,forshewasnotwillingtoloseasinglesceneofadramasoentrancinginitselfandsoimportanttoherinterests,sawhersistersuddenlysitupinbedandpressherhandstoherforehead,asthoughshewasstrivingtorecalladream。

  ThenBeatricecoveredhereyeswithherhandsandgroanedheavily。

  Nextshelookedatherwatch,rose,drankaglassofwater,anddressedherself,eventotheputtingonofanoldgreywaterproofwithahoodtoit,foritwaswetoutside。

  “Sheisgoingtomeetherlover。”thoughtElizabeth。“IwishIcouldbetheretoseethattoo,butIhaveseenenough。”

  Sheyawnedandappearedtowake。“What,Beatrice,goingoutalreadyinthispouringrain?”shesaid,withfeignedastonishment。

  “Yes,IhavesleptbadlyandIwanttogetsomeair。”answeredBeatrice,startingandcolouring;“Isupposethatitwasthestorm。”

  “Hastherebeenastorm?”saidElizabeth,yawningagain。“Iheardnothingofit——butthensomanythingshappenwhenoneisasleepofwhichoneknowsnothingatthetime。”sheaddedsleepily,likeonespeakingatrandom。“Mindthatyouarebacktosaygood-byetoMr。

  Bingham;hegoesbytheearlytrain,youknow——butperhapsyouwillseehimoutwalking。”andappearingtowakeupthoroughly,sheraisedherselfinbedandgavehersisteronepiercinglook。

  Beatricemadenoanswer;thatlooksentathrilloffearthroughher。

  Oh;whathadhappened!Orwasitalladream?HadshedreamedthatshestoodfacetofacewithGeoffreyinhisroombeforeagreatdarknessstruckherandoverwhelmedher?Orwasitanawfultruth,andifatruth,howcameshehereagain?Shewenttothepantry,foundamorselofbreadandateit,forfaintnessstillpursuedher。Thenfeelingbetter,sheleftthehouseandsetherfacetowardsthebeach。

  Itwasadrearymorning。Thegreatwindhadpassed;nowitonlyblewinlittlegustsheavywithdrivingrain。Theseawassullenandgreyandgrand。Itbeatinthunderontheshoreandflewoverthesunkenrocksincolumnsofleadenspray。Thewholeearthseemedonedesolation,andallitsgriefwascentredinthiswoman’sbrokenheart。

  Geoffrey,too,wasup。Howhehadpassedtheremainderofthattragicnightweneednotinquire——nottoohappilywemaybesure。HeheardthefrontdoorclosebehindBeatrice,andfollowedoutintotherain。

  Onthebeach,somehalfofamileaway,hefoundhergazingatthesea,agreatwhitegullwheelingaboutherhead。Nowordofgreetingpassedbetweenthem;theyonlygraspedeachother’shandsandlookedintoeachother’sholloweyes。

  “Comeundertheshelterofthecliff。”hesaid,andshecame。Shestoodbeneaththecliff,herheadbowedlow,herfacehiddenbythehood,andspoke。

  “Tellmewhathashappened。”shesaid;“Ihavedreamedsomething,aworsedreamthananythathavegonebefore——tellmeifitistrue。Donotspareme。”

  AndGeoffreytoldherall。

  Whenhehadfinishedshespokeagain。

  “BywhatshallIswear。”shesaid,“thatIamnotthethingwhichyoumustthinkme?Geoffrey,IswearbymyloveforyouthatIaminnocent。IfIcame——oh,theshameofit!ifIcame——toyourroomlastnight,itwasmyfeetwhichledme,notmymindthatledmyfeet。I

  wenttosleep,Iwaswornout,andthenIknewnomoretillIheardadreadfulsound,andsawyoubeforemeinablazeoflight,afterwhichtherewasdarkness。”

  “Oh,Beatrice,donotbedistressed。”heanswered。“Isawthatyouwereasleep。Itisadreadfulthingwhichhashappened,butIdonotthinkthatwewereseen。”

  “Idonotknow。”shesaid。“Elizabethlookedatmeverystrangelythismorning,andsheseeseverything。Geoffrey,formypart,Ineitherknownorcare。WhatIdocareforis,whatmust/you/thinkofme?Youmustbelieve,oh!——Icannotsayit。AndyetIaminnocent。Never,neverdidIdreamofthis。Tocometoyou——thus——oh,itisshameless!“

  “Beatrice,donottalkso。ItellyouIknowit。Listen——Idrewyou。I

  didnotmeanthatyoushouldcome。Ididnotthinkthatyouwouldcome,butitwasmydoing。Listentome,dear。”andhetoldherthatwhichwrittenwordscanillexpress。

  Whenhehadfinished,shelookedup,withanotherface;thedeepshadowofhershamehadlefther。“Ibelieveyou,Geoffrey。”shesaid,“becauseIknowthatyouhavenotinventedthistoshieldme,forI

  havefeltitalso。Seebyitwhatyouaretome。Youaremymasterandmyall。IcannotwithstandyouifIwould。Ihavelittlewillapartfromyoursifyouchoosetogainsaymine。Andnowpromisemethisuponyourword。Leavemeuninfluenced;donotdrawmetoyoutobeyourruin。Imakenopretence,Ihavelaidmylifeatyourfeet,butwhileIhaveanystrengthtostruggleagainstit,youshallnevertakeitupunlessyoucandosotoyourownhonour,andthatisnotpossible。Oh,mydear,wemighthavebeenveryhappytogether,happierthanmenandwomenoftenare,butitisdeniedtous。Wemustcarryourcross,wemustcrucifythefleshuponit;perhapsso——whocansay?——wemayglorifythespirit。Ioweyouagreatdeal。Ihavelearntmuchfromyou,Geoffrey。IhavelearnedtohopeagainforaHereafter。Nothingislefttomenow——butthat——thatandanhourhence——yourmemory。

  “Oh,whyshouldIweep?Itisungrateful,whenIhaveyourlove,forwhichthismiseryisbutalittlepricetopay。Kissme,dear,andgo——andneverseememore。Youwillnotforgetme,Iknownowthatyouwill/never/forgetmeallyourlife。Afterwards——perhaps——whocantell?Ifnot,whythen——itwillindeedbebest——todie。”

  *****

  Itisnotwelltolingeroversuchasceneasthis。Afterall,too,itisnothing。Onlyanotherbrokenheartorso。Theworldbreakssomanythiswayandtheotherthatitcanhavelittlepleasureingloatingoversuchstalescenesofagony。

  Besideswemustnotletoursympathiescarryusaway。GeoffreyandBeatricedeservedalltheygot;theyhadnobusinesstoputthemselvesintosuchaposition。Theyhaddefiedthecustomsoftheirworld,andtheworldavengeditselfuponthemandtheirpettypassions。Whathappenstothewormthattriestoburrowonthehighways?Grindingwheelsandcrushingfeet;theseareitsportion。BeatriceandGeoffreypointamoralandadornatale。Sofaraswecanseeandjudgetherewasnoneedforthemtohaveplungedintothatever-runningriverofhumanpain。Letthemstruggleanddrown,andletthosewhoareonthebanklearnwisdomfromthesight,andholdoutnohandtohelpthem。

  Geoffreydrewaringfromhisfingerandgaveittohislove。Itwasacommonflat-sidedsilverringthathadbeentakenfromthegraveofaRomansoldier:onepeculiarityithad,however;onitsinnersurfacewereroughlycutthewords,“aveatquevale。”Greetingandfarewell!

  Itwasafittinggifttopassbetweenpeopleintheirposition。

  Beatrice,tremblingsorely,whisperedthatshewouldwearitonherheart,uponherhandshecouldnotputityetawhile——itmightberecognised。

  Thenthricedidtheyembracethereuponthedesolateshore,once,asitwere,forpastjoy,onceforpresentpain,andonceforfuturehope,andparted。Therewasnotalkofaftermeetings——theyfeltthemtobeimpossible,atanyrateformanyyears。Howcouldtheymeetasindifferentfriends?Toomuchtheylovedforthat。Itwasafinalparting,thanwhichdeathhadbeenlessdreadful——forHopesitseverbythebedofdeath——andmiserycrushedthemtotheearth。

  Helefther,andhappinesswentoutofhislifeasatnightfallthedaylightgoesoutoftheday。Well,atleasthehadhisworktogoto。

  ButBeatrice,poorwoman,whathadshe?

  Geoffreylefther。Whenhehadgonesomethirtypacesheturnedagainandgazedhislastuponher。Thereshestoodorratherleant,herhandrestingagainstthewetrock,lookingafterhimwithherwidegreyeyes。Eventhroughthedrizzlingrainhecouldseethegleamofherrichhair,themarkingofherlovelyface,andthecarmineofherlips。Shemotionedtohimtogoon。Hewent,andwhenhehadtraversedahundredpaceslookedroundoncemore。Shewasstillthere,butnowherfacewasablur,andagainthegreatwhitegullhoveredaboutherhead。

  Thenthemistsweptupandhidher。

  Ah,Beatrice,withallyourbrainsyoucouldneverlearnthosesimpleprinciplesnecessarytothehappinessofwoman;principlesinheritedthroughathousandgenerationsofsavageandsemi-civilizedancestresses。Toacceptthesituationandthemasterthatsituationbringswithit——thisisthegoldenruleofwell-being。Nottoputoutthehandofyouraffectionfurtherthanyoucandrawitback,thisisanother,atleastnotuntilyouarequitesurethatitsobjectiswellwithinyourgrasp。Ifbymisfortune,ortheangeroftheFates,youareendowedwiththosedeeperqualities,thoseextremecapacitiesofself-sacrificingaffection,suchasruinedyourhappiness,Beatrice,keeptheminstock;donotexposethemtotheworld。Theworlddoesnotbelieveinthem;theyareinconvenientandundesirable;theyareevenimmoral。Whattheworldwants,andveryrightly,inapersonofyourattractivenessisquietdomesticityofcharacter,nottheexhibitionofattributeswhichthoughtheymightqualifyyoufortherankofheroineinaGreekdrama,arenowadaysonlylikelytoqualifyyouforthereprobationofsociety。

  What?youwouldratherkeepyourlove,yourreprehensiblelovewhichnevercanbesatisfied,andbearitsslingsandarrows,anddiehuggingashadowtoyourheart,strainingyoureyesintothedarknessofthatbeyondwhitheryoushallgo——murmuringwithyourpalelipsthat/there/youwillfindreasonandfulfilment?Whyitisfolly。

  Whatgroundhaveyoutosupposethatyouwillfindanythingofthesort?Goandtaketheopinionofsomescientificpersonofeminenceuponthisinfatuationofyoursandthosevaguevisionsofglorythatshallbe。Hewillexplainitclearlyenough,willshowyouthatyourloveitselfisnothingbutanaturalpassion,acting,inyourcase,onasingularlysensitiveandetherealisedorganism。Befrankwithhim,tellhimofyoursecrethopes。Hewillsmiletenderly,andshowyouhowthosealsoareanemanationfromacravingheart,andtheinnatesuperstitionsofmankind。Indeedhewilllaughandillustratetheabsurdityofthewholethingbyafewpungentexamplesofwhatwouldhappeniftheseearthlyaffectionscouldbecarriedbeyondthegrave。

  Takewhatyoucan/now/willbetheburdenofhissong,andforgoodness’sakedonotwasteyourprecioushoursindreamsofaToBe。

  Beatrice,theworlddoesnotwantyourspirituality。Itisnotaspiritualworld;ithasnoclearideasuponthesubject——itpaysitsreligiouspremiumandworksoffitsaspirationsatitsweeklychurchgoing,andwouldthinkthepersonafoolwhoattemptedtocarrytheoriesofcelestialunionintoanearthlyruleoflife。ItcansympathisewithLadyHonoria;itcanhardlysympathisewith/you/。

  Andyetyouwillstillchoosethisbetterpart:youwillstill“liveandlove,andlose。”

  “Withblindingtearsandpassionatebeseeching,Andoutstretchedarmsthroughemptysilencereaching。”

  Then,Beatrice,haveyourwill,sowyourseedoftears,andtakeyourchance。Youmayfindthatyouwererightandtheworldlingswrong,andyoumayreapaharvestbeyondthegraspoftheirpoorimaginations。

  Andifyoufindthattheyarerightand/you/arewrong,whatwillitmattertoyouwhosleep?Forofthisatleastyouaresure。Ifthereisnofutureforsuchearthlyloveasyours,thenindeedthereisnoneforthechildrenofthisworldandalltheirtroubling。

  CHAPTERXXIV

  LADYHONORIATAKESTHEFIELD

  GeoffreyhurriedtotheVicaragetofetchhisbaggageandsaygood-

  bye。Hehadnotimeforbreakfast,andhewasgladofit,forhecouldnothaveeatenamorseltosavehislife。HefoundElizabethandherfatherinthesitting-room。

  “Why,wherehaveyoubeenthiswetmorning,Mr。Bingham?”saidMr。

  Granger。

  “IhavebeenforawalkwithMissBeatrice;sheiscominghomebythevillage。”heanswered。“Idon’tmindrain,andIwantedtogetasmuchfreshairasIcouldbeforeIgobacktothemill。Thankyou——onlyacupoftea——IwillgetsomethingtoeatasIgo。”

  “Howkindofhim。”reflectedMr。Granger;“nodoubthehasbeenspeakingtoBeatriceagainaboutOwenDavies。”

  “Oh,bytheway。”headdedaloud,“didyouhappentohearanybodymovinginthehouselastnight,Mr。Bingham,justwhenthestormwasatitsheight?FirstofalladoorslammedsoviolentlythatIgotuptoseewhatitwas,andasIcamedownthepassageIcouldalmosthaveswornthatIsawsomethingwhitegointothespareroom。ButmycandlewentoutandbythetimethatIhadfoundalighttherewasnothingtobeseen。”

  “Aclearcaseofghosts。”saidGeoffreyindifferently。Itwasindeeda“caseofghosts。”andtheywould,hereflected,haunthimformanyaday。

  “Howveryodd。”putinElizabethvivaciously,herkeeneyesfixedintentlyonhisface。“DoyouknowIthoughtthatItwicesawthedoorofourroomopenandshutinthemostmysteriousfashion。IthinkthatBeatricemusthavesomethingtodowithit;sheissouncannyinherways。”

  Geoffreynevermovedamuscle,hewastrainedtokeephiscountenance。

  Onlyhewonderedhowmuchthiswomanknew。Shemustbesilencedsomehow。

  “Excusemeforchangingthesubject。”hesaid,“butmytimeisshort,andIhavenonetosparetohuntthe’VicarageGhost。’Bytheway,there’sagoodtitleforsomebody。Mr。Granger,IbelievethatImayspeakofbusinessmattersbeforeMissElizabeth?”

  “Certainly,Mr。Bingham。”saidtheclergyman;“Elizabethismyrighthand,andhasthebestbusinessheadinBryngelly。”

  Geoffreythoughtthatthiswasveryevident,andwenton。“Ionlywanttosaythis。Ifyougetintoanyfurtherdifficultieswithyourrascallytithe-payers,mindandletmeknow。IshallalwaysbegladtohelpyouwhileIcan。AndnowImustbegoing。”

  Hespokethusfortworeasons。First,naturallyenough,hemeanttomakeithisbusinesstoprotectBeatricefromthepressureofpoverty,andwellknewthatitwouldbeuselesstoofferherdirectassistance。

  Secondly,hewishedtoshowElizabeththatitwouldnotbetotheadvantageofherfamilytoquarrelwithhim。Ifshe/had/seenaghost,perhapsthisfactwouldmakeherreticentonthesubject。Hedidnotknowthatshewasplayingamuchbiggergameforherownhand,agameofwhichthestakeswerethousandsayear,andthatshewasmoreovermadwithjealousyandwhat,insuchawoman,mustpassforlove。

  Elizabethmadenocommentonhisoffer,andbeforeMr。Granger’sprofusethankswerenearlyfinished,Geoffreywasgone。

  ThreeweekspassedatBryngelly,andElizabethstillheldherhand。

  Beatrice,paleandspiritless,wentaboutherdutiesasusual。

  Elizabethneverspoketoherinanysensethatcouldawakenhersuspicions,andtheghoststorywas,orappearedtobe,prettywellforgotten。ButatlastaneventoccurredthatcausedElizabethtotakethefield。OnedayshemetOwenDavieswalkingalongthebeachinthesemi-insanewaywhichhenowaffected。Hestopped,and,withoutfurtherado,plungedintoconversation。

  “Ican’tbearitanylonger。”hesaidwildly,throwinguphisarms。“I

  sawheryesterday,andshecutmeshortbeforeIcouldspeakaword。I

  haveprayedforpatienceanditwillnotcome,onlyaVoiceseemedtosaytomethatImustwaittendaysmore,tenshortdays,andthenBeatrice,mybeautifulBeatrice,wouldbemywifeatlast。”

  “Ifyougooninthisway,Mr。Davies。”saidElizabethsharply,herheartfilledwithjealousanger,“youwillsoonbeoffyourhead。Areyounotashamedofyourselfformakingsuchafussaboutagirl’sprettyface?Ifyouwanttogetmarried,marrysomebodyelse。”

  “Marrysomebodyelse。”hesaiddreamily;“Idon’tknowanybodyelsewhomIcouldmarryexceptyou,andyouarenotBeatrice。”

  “No。”answeredElizabethangrily,“IshouldhopethatIhavemoresense,andifyouwantedtomarrymeyouwouldhavetosetaboutitinadifferentwayfromthis。IamnotBeatrice,thankHeaven,butIamhersister,andIwarnyouthatIknowmoreaboutherthanyoudo。AsafriendIwarnyoutobecareful。SupposingthatBeatricewerenotworthyofyou,youwouldnotwishtomarryher,wouldyou?”

  NowOwenDavieswasatheartsomewhatafraidofElizabeth,likemostotherpeoplewhohadtheprivilegeofheracquaintance。Also,apartfrommattersconnectedwithhisinsanepassion,hewasveryfairlyshrewd。HesuspectedElizabethofsomething,hedidnotknowofwhat。

  “No,no,ofcoursenot。”hesaid。“OfcourseIwouldnotmarryherifshewasnotfittobemywife——butImustknowthatfirst,beforeI

  talkofmarryinganybodyelse。Goodafternoon,MissElizabeth。Itwillsoonbesettlednow;itcannotgoonmuchlongernow。Myprayerswillbeanswered,Iknowtheywill。”

  “Youarerightthere,OwenDavies。”thoughtElizabeth,asshelookedafterhimwithineffablebitterness,nottosaycontempt。“Yourprayersshallbeansweredinawaythatwillastonishyou。YoushallnotmarryBeatrice,andyoushallmarry/me/。Thefishhasbeenonthelinelongenough,nowImustbegintopullin。”

  CuriouslyenoughitneverreallyoccurredtoElizabeththatBeatriceherselfmightprovetobethetrueobstacletothemarriagesheplottedtoprevent。SheknewthathersisterwasfondofGeoffreyBingham,but,whenitcametothepointthatshewouldabsolutelyallowheraffectiontointerferewithsogloriousasuccessinlife,sheneverbelievedforonemoment。OfcourseshethoughtitwaspossiblethatifBeatricecouldgetpossessionofGeoffreyshemightprefertodoso,butfailinghim,judgingfromherownlowandvulgarstandard,ElizabethwasconvincedthatshewouldtakeOwen。Itdidnotseempossiblethatwhatwassopreciousinherowneyesmightbevaluelessandevenhatefultothoseofhersister。Asforthatlittlemidnightincident,well,itwasonethingandmarriagewasanother。

  Peopleforgetsucheventswhentheymarry;sometimeseventheymarryinordertoforgetthem。

  Yes,shemuststrike,buthow?Elizabethhadfeelingslikeotherpeople。Shedidnotmindruininghersisterandrival,butshewouldverymuchpreferitshouldnotbeknownthatherswasthehandtocutherdown。Ofcourse,iftheworstcametotheworst,shemustdoit。

  Meanwhile,mightnotasubstitutebefound——somebodyinwhomtheactwouldseemnotoneofvengeance,butofvirtue?Ah!shehadit:LadyHonoria!Whocouldbebetterforsuchapurposethanthecruellyinjuredwife?Butthenhowshouldshecommunicatethefactstoherladyshipwithoutinvolvingherself?Againshehituponadevicemuchfavouredbysuchpeople——“unvieuxtrucmaistoujoursbon“——thepristineoneofananonymousletter,whichhasthestartlingmeritofnotcommittinganybodytoanything。Ananonymousletter,toallappearancewrittenbyaservant:itwastheverything!MostlikelyitwouldresultinasearchinginquirybyLadyHonoria,inwhicheventElizabeth,ofcourseagainstherwill,wouldbeforcedtosaywhatsheknew;almostcertainlyitwouldresultinaquarrelbetweenhusbandandwife,whichmightinducetheformertoshowhishand,oreventotakesomeopenstepasregardsBeatrice。ShewassorryforGeoffrey,againstwhomshehadnoillfeeling,butitcouldnotbehelped;hemustbesacrificed。

  ThatveryeveningshewroteherletterandsentittobepostedbyanoldservantlivinginLondon。Itwasamaster-pieceinitsway,especiallyphonetically。Thispreciousepistle,whichwasmostexceedinglyillwritinalargecoarsehand,ranthus:

  “MyLadi,——Myconsencedruvsmetoit,muchagainmywill。I’vetriedhard,myladi,nottospeek,firstacorseofmissB。asiheveknowedgoodandpeurandalsoforthesakesofyourevilusbandthatwulfinscheepscloathin。Butwhenithinkonyoumyladialorfullegelwifegudandvirtusandpeurandofthethingsasihevseenwhichisenuftobringablushtothefaceofastater,Iknowsitismyholydootytoriteyourladishippasfollers。YourladishippforgifmebutontheniteofwhittsundeylastMissB。Graingerwintaftermidniteintertheroomofyourbadusband——asIwastomishamthertose。Afterwardmorenoranhour,shecumoutainbeingcarred/inhisharmes/。Andifyourladishippdontbelievme,letyourladishippritetomisselizbeth,ashadthissamemisfortunetoseeasyourtrufrend,“TheRiter。”

  InduecoursethischarmingcommunicationreachedLadyHonoria,bearingaLondonpost-mark。Shereadandre-readit,andsoonmastereditsmeaning。Then,afteranight’sthought,shetookthe“Riter’s“

  adviceandwrotetoElizabeth,sendingheracopyoftheletterherown,vehementlyrepudiatingallbeliefinit,andaskingforareplythatshoulddissipatethisfoulslanderfromhermindforever。

  Theanswercamebyreturn。Itwasshortandartful。

  “DearLadyHonoriaBingham。”itran,“youmustforgivemeifI

  declinetoanswerthequestionsinyourletter。Youwilleasilyunderstandthatbetweenadesiretopreserveasister’sreputationandanincapacitytobeappreciatedbyeveryChristiantospeakotherthanthetruth——itispossibleforapersontobeplacedinthemostcruelofpositions——apositionwhichIamsurewillcommandevenyoursympathy,thoughundersuchcircumstancesIhavelittlerighttoexpectanyfromawifebelievingherselftohavebeencruellywronged。Letmeaddthatnothingshortofthecompulsionofacourtoflawwillsufficetounsealmylipsastothedetailsofthecircumstanceswhichare,Itrust,misunderstoodalludedtointhemaliciousanonymousletterofwhichyouincloseacopy。”

  Thatveryevening,astheFateswouldhaveit,LadyHonoriaandherhusbandhadaquarrel。Asusual,itwasaboutEffie,foronmostothersubjectstheypreservedanarmedneutrality。Itsdetailsneednotbeenteredinto,butatlastGeoffrey,whowasinasadlyirritableconditionofmind,fairlylosthistemper。

  “Thefactis。”hesaid,“thatyouarenotfittolookafterthechild。

  Youonlythinkofyourself,Honoria。”

  Sheturnedonhimwithadangerouslookuponhercoldandhandsomeface。

  “Becarefulwhatyousay,Geoffrey。ItisyouwhoarenotfittohavechargeofEffie。BecarefullestItakeherawayfromyoualtogether,asIcanifIlike。”

  “Whatdoyoumeanbythatthreat?”heasked。

  “Doyouwanttoknow?ThenIwilltellyou。Iunderstandenoughlawtobeawarethatawifecangetaseparationfromanunfaithfulhusband,andwhatismore,cantakeawayhischildren。”

  “AgainIaskwhatyoumean。”saidGeoffrey,turningcoldwithanger。

  “Imeanthis,Geoffrey。ThatWelshgirlisyourmistress。ShepassedthenightofWhit-Sundayinyourroom,andwascarriedfromitinyourarms。”

  “Itisalie。”hesaid;“sheisnothingofthesort。Idonotknowwhogaveyouthisinformation,butitisaslanderouslie,andsomebodyshallsufferforit。”

  “Nobodywillsufferforit,Geoffrey,becauseyouwillnotdaretostirthematterup——forthegirl’ssakeifnotforyourown。CanyoudenythatyouwereseencarryingherinyourarmsfromyourroomonWhit-Sundaynight?Canyoudenythatyouareinlovewithher?”

  “AndsupposingthatIaminlovewithher,isittobewonderedat,seeinghowyoutreatmeandhavetreatedmeforyears?”heansweredfuriously。“Itisutterlyfalsetosaythatsheismymistress。”

  “Youhavenotansweredmyquestion。”saidLadyHonoriawithasmileoftriumph。“Wereyouseencarryingthatwomaninyourarmsandfromyourroomatthedeadofnight?Ofcourseitmeantnothing,nothingatall。

  Whowoulddaretoaspersethecharacterofthisperfect,lovely,andintellectualschoolmistress?Iamnotjealous,Geoffrey——“

  “Ishouldthinknot,Honoria,seeinghowthingsare。”

  “Iamnotjealous,Irepeat,butpleaseunderstandthatIwillnothavethisgoon,inyourowninterestsandmine。Why,whatafoolyoumustbe。Don’tyouknowthatamanwhohasrisen,asyouhave,hasahundredenemiesreadytospringonhimlikeapackofwolvesandtearhimtopieces?Whymanyevenofthosewhofawnuponyouandflatteryoutoyourface,hateyoubitterlyinsecret,becauseyouhavesucceededwheretheyhavefailed。Don’tyouknowalsothattherearepapershereinLondonwhichwouldgivehundredsofpoundsforthechanceofpublishingsuchascandalasthis,especiallyagainstapowerfulpoliticalopponent。Letitoncecomeoutthatthisobscuregirlisyourmistress——“

  “Honoria,Itellyousheisnothingofthesort。ItistrueIcarriedherfrommyroominafaintingfit,butshecamethereinhersleep。”

  LadyHonorialaughed。“Really,Geoffrey,Iwonderthatyouthinkitworthwhiletotellmesuchnonsense。Keepitforthedivorcecourt,ifeverwegetthere,andseewhatajurysaystoit。Lookhere;besensible。Iamnotamoralist,andIamnotgoingtoplaytheoutragedwifeunlessyouforcemetoit。Idonotmeantotakeanyfurthernoticeofthisinterestinglittletaleasagainstyou。Butifyougoonwithit,beware!Iwillnotbemadetolookafool。Ifyouaregoingtoberuinedyoucanberuinedbyyourself。Iwarnyoufrankly,thatatthefirstsignofit,Ishallputmyselfintherightbycommencingproceedingsagainstyou。Now,ofcourse,Iknowthis,thatintheeventofasmash,youwouldbegladenoughtoberidofmeinorderthatyoumightwelcomeyourdearBeatriceinmyplace。Buttherearetwothingstoremember:first,thatyoucouldnotmarryher,supposingyoutobeidiotenoughtowishtodoso,becauseIshouldonlygetajudicialseparation,andyouwouldstillhavetosupportme。Secondly,ifIgo,Effiegoeswithme,forIhavearighttoclaimheratlaw;andthatfact,mydearGeoffrey,makesmemistressofthesituation,becauseIdonotsupposethatyouwouldpartwithEffieevenforthesakeofMissBeatrice。AndnowIwillleaveyoutothinkitover。”

  Andwithalittlenodshesailedoutoftheroom,completelyvictorious。Shewasindeed,reflectedGeoffrey,“mistressofthesituation。”Supposingthatshebroughtasuitagainsthimwherewouldhebe?Shemusthaveevidence,orshewouldnothaveknownthestory。

  Thewholedramahadclearlybeenwitnessedbysomeone,probablyeitherbyElizabethortheservantgirl,andthatsomeonehadbetrayedittoHonoriaandpossiblytoothers。Thethoughtmadehimsick。Hewasamanoftheworld,andapracticallawyer,andthough,indeed,theywereinnocent,heknewthatunderthecircumstancesfewwouldbefoundtobelieveit。Attheverybesttheremustbeaterribleandshockingscandal,andBeatricewouldlosehergoodname。Heplacedhimselfinthepositionofcounselforthepetitionerinalikecase,andthoughthowhewouldcrushandcrumplesuchadefenceinhisaddresstothejury。Aprobabletaleforsooth!

  Undoubtedly,too,Honoriawouldbeactingwiselyfromherpointofview。Publicsympathywouldbewithherthroughout。Heknewthat,asitwas,hewasbelievedgenerallytoowemuchofhissuccesstohishandsomeandhigh-bornwife。Nowitwouldbesaidthathehadusedherasaladderandthenthrownherover。Withallthis,however,hemightcope;hecouldevenbearwiththevulgarattacksofavulgarpress,andthegibesandjeersofhispoliticalandpersonalenemies,buttoloseEffiehecouldnotbear。Andifsuchacasewerebroughtagainsthimitwasalmostcertainthathewouldloseher,for,ifhewasworsted,custodyofthechildwouldbegiventotheinjuredwife。

  ThentherewasBeatricetobeconsidered。ThesamemalicioustonguethathadrevealedthismattertoHonoriawouldprobablyrevealittotherestoftheworld,andevenifheescapedtheworstpenaltiesofoutragedmorality,theywouldcertainlybewreakeduponher。

  Beatrice’sreputationwouldbeblasted,heremploymentlost,andherlifemadeaburdentoher。Yes,decidedly,Honoriahadthebestoftheposition;decidedly,also,shespokewordsofweightandcommonsense。

  Whatwastobedone?Wastherenowayoutofit?AllthatnightasGeoffreysatintheHouse,hisarmsfoldedonhisbreast,andtoappearanceintentlylisteningtothelongharanguesoftheOpposition,thisquestionhauntedhim。Hearguedthesituationoutthiswayandthatway,tillatthelasthecametoaconclusion。Eitherhemustwaitforthescandaltoleakout,letBeatriceberuined,anddirecthiseffortstothesofteningofHonoria,andgenerallytoself-

  preservation,orhemusttakethebullbythehorns,mustabandonhisgreatcareerandhiscountryandseekrefugeinanotherland,sayAmerica,takingBeatriceandEffiewithhim。Oncethechildwasoutofthejurisdiction,ofcoursenocourtcouldforceherfromhim。

  Ofthetwocourses,eveninsofarashehimselfwasconcerned,whatbetweentheurgencyofthematterandtheunceasingpressureofhispassion,Geoffreyinclinedtothelatter。TherelationsbetweenhimselfandHonoriahadforyearsbeensostrained,sototallydifferentfromthosewhichshouldexistbetweenmanandwife,thattheygreatlymitigatedinhismindtheapparentiniquityofsuchastep。Norwouldhefeelmuchcompunctionatremovingthechildfromhermother,fortherewasnolovelostbetweenthetwo,andastimewentonheguessedshrewdlytherewouldbelessandless。Fortherest,hehadsomeseventeenthousandpoundsinhand;hewouldtakehalfandleaveHonoriahalf。Heknewthathecouldalwaysearnalivingwhereverhewent,andprobablymuchmorethanaliving,andofwhateverheearnedastrictmoietyshouldbepaidtoHonoria。Butfirstandaboveeverything,therewasBeatricetobeconsidered。Shemustbesaved,evenifheruinedhimselftosaveher。

  LadyHonoria,itisscarcelynecessarytosay,hadlittleideathatshewasdrivingherhusbandtosuchdangerousanddeterminedcouncils。

  ShewantedtofrightenGeoffrey,nottolosehimandallhemeanttoher;thiswasthelastthingthatshewouldwishtodo。ShedidnotgreatlycareabouttheBeatriceincident,buthershrewdcommonsensetoldherthatitmightwellbeusedasanenginetoruinthemall。

  Thereforeshespokeasshedidspeak,thoughinrealitymatterswouldhavetobebadindeedbeforeshesoughttheaidofacourtoflaw,wheremanythingsconcerningherselfmightcometothelightofdaywhichshewouldprefertoleaveindarkness。

  Nordidshestophere;shedeterminedtoattackGeoffrey’spositioninanotherway,namely,throughBeatriceherself。ForalongtimeHonoriahesitatedastothemethodofthisattack。Shehadsomeknowledgeoftheworldandofcharacter,andfromwhatsheknewofBeatriceshecametothesoundconclusionthatshewasnotawomantobethreatened,butratheronetobeappealedto。Soaftermuchthoughtshewrotetoherthus:——

  “Astory,whichIstillhesitatetobelieve,hascometomebymeansofanonymousletters,astoyourconductwithmyhusband。I

  donotwishtorepeatitnow,furtherthantosaythat,iftrue,itestablishescircumstanceswhichleavenodoubtastotheexistenceofrelationssointimatebetweenyouastoamounttoguilt。Itmaynotbetrueoritmay,inwhichlattereventIwishtosaythis:WithyourmoralityIhavenothingtodo;itisyouraffair。NordoIwishtopleadtoyouasaninjuredwifeortoreproachyou,fortherearethingstoowickedformerereproach。

  ButIwillsaythis:ifthestoryistrue,Imustpresumethatyouhavesomeaffectionforthepartnerofyourshame。Iputmyselfoutofthequestion,andinthenameofthataffection,howeverguiltyitmaybe,Iaskyoutopushmattersnofurther。Todosowillbetobringitsobjecttoutterruin。/Ifyoucareforhim,severallconnectionwithhimutterlyandforever。/Otherwisehewilllivetocurseandhateyou。Shouldyouneglectthisadvice,andshouldthefactsthatIhaveheardbecomepublicproperty,I

  warnyou,asIhavealreadywarnedhim,thatinself-preservationandforthesakeofself-respect,Ishallbeforcedtoappealtothelawformyremedy。Rememberthathiscareerisatstake,andthatinlosingitandmehewilllosealsohischild。Rememberthatifthiscomesaboutitwillbethrough/you/。Donotanswerthis,itwilldonogood,forIshallnaturallyputnofaithinyourprotestations,butifyouareinanywayormeasureguiltyofthisoffence,appealingtoyouasonewomantoanother,andforthesakeofthemanwhoisdeartoboth,Isaydoyourbesttoredeemtheevil,/bymakingallfurthercommunicationbetweenyourselfandhimanimpossibility/。H。B。”

  Itwasacleverletter;LadyHonoriacouldnothavedevisedonemorepowerfultoworkonawomanlikeBeatrice。ThesamepostthattookittohertookanotherfromGeoffreyhimself。Itwaslong,thoughguarded,andneednotbequotedinitsentirety,butitputthewholepositionbeforeherinsomewhatveiledlanguage,andendedbysaying,“MarriageIcannotgiveyou,onlylife-longlove。Inothercircumstancestoofferthiswouldbeaninsult,butifthingsshouldbeasaIfear,itisworthyourconsideration。Idonotsaytoyou/come/,Isaycome/ifyouwish/。No,Beatrice,Iwillnotputthiscruelburdenofdecisionuponyou。Isay/come!/Idonotcommandyoutocome,becauseIpromisedtoleaveyouuninfluenced。ButIprayyoutodoso。Letusputanendtothiswretchedness,andcounttheworldwelllostasourpriceoflove。Come,dearestBeatrice——toleavemenomoretilldeath。Iputmylifeinyourhands;ifyoutakeitup,whatevertroubleyoumayhavetoface,youwillneverlosemyaffectionoresteem。Donotthinkofme,thinkofyourself。Youhavegivenmeyourloveasyouoncegavememylife。Iowesomethinginreturn;Icannotseeyoushamedandmakenoofferofreparation。

  Indeed,sofarasIamconcerned,IshallthinkallIloseasnothingcomparedtowhatIgainingainingyou。Willyoucome?Ifso,wewillleavethiscountryandbeginafreshelsewhere。Afterall,itmatterslittle,andwillmatterlesswheneverythingissaidanddone。Mylifehasforyearsbeenbutasanunwholesomedream。Theonerealthing,theonehappythingthatIhavefoundinithasbeenourlove。Donotletusthrowitaway,Beatrice。”

  Byreturnofposthereceivedthisanswerwritteninpencil。

  “No,dearGeoffrey。Thingsmusttaketheircourse——B。”

  Thatwasall。

  CHAPTERXXV

  ELIZABETHSHOWSHERTEETH

  HardhadbeenBeatrice’shourssincethatgreymorningofseparation。

  Shemustbearalltheinnerwretchednessofherlot;shemustconcealhergrief,mustsuffertheslingsandarrowsofElizabeth’ssharptongue,andstrivetokeepOwenDaviesatadistance。Indeed,asthedayswenton,thislasttaskgrewmoreandmoreportentous。Themanwasquiteunmanageable;hispassion,whichwashumiliatingandhatefultoBeatrice,becamethetalkoftheplace。Everybodyknewofit,exceptherfather,andevenhiseyesbegantobeopened。

  Onenight——itwasthesameuponwhichGeoffreyandHonoriarespectivelyhadpostedtheirletterstoBeatrice——anybodylookingintothelittleroomatBryngellyCastle,whichserveditsownerforallpurposesexceptthatofsleeping,wouldhavewitnessedaverystrangesight。OwenDavieswaswalkingtoandfro——walkingrapidlywithwildeyesanddishevelledhair。Attheturnofeachlengthoftheapartmenthewouldhalt,andthrowinghisarmsintotheairejaculate:

  “Oh,God,hearme,andgivememydesire!Oh,God,answerme!“

  Fortwolonghoursthushewalkedandthuscriedaloud,tillatlengthhesankpantingandexhaustedintoachair。Suddenlyheraisedhishead,andappearedtolistenintently。

  “TheVoice。”hesaidaloud;“theVoiceagain。Whatdoesitsay?

  To-morrow,to-morrowImustspeak;andIshallwinher。”

  Hesprangupwithashout,andoncemorebeganhiswildmarch。“Oh,Beatrice!“hesaid,“to-morrowyouwillpromisetomarryme;theVoicesaysso,andsoon,soon,perhapsinoneshortmonth,youwillbemyown——mineonly!GeoffreyBinghamshallnotcomebetweenusthen,forI

  willwatchyoudayandnight。Youshallbemyvery,veryown——myownbeautifulBeatrice。”andhestretchedouthisarmsandclaspedattheemptyair——acrazyandunpleasantsighttosee。

  Andsohewalkedandspoketillthedawnwasgreyintheeast。ThisoccurredontheFridaynight。ItwasonthefollowingmorningthatBeatrice,theunfortunateandinnocentobjectoftheseamorousinvocations,receivedthetwoletters。Shehadgonetothepost-officeonherwaytotheschool,onthechanceoftherebeinganotefromGeoffrey。Poorwoman,hislettersweretheonebrightthinginherlife。Frommotivesofprudencetheywerewrittenintheusualsemi-

  formalstyle,butshewasquicktoreadbetweenthelines,and,moreover,theycamefromhisdearhand。

  Therewasthelettersureenough,andanotherinawoman’swriting。

  SherecognisedthehandasthatofLadyHonoria,whichshehadoftenseenonenvelopesdirectedtoGeoffrey,andathrilloffearshotthroughher。Shetooktheletters,andwalkingasquicklyasshecouldtotheschool,lockedherselfinherownlittleroom,foritwasnotyetnineo’clock,andlookedatthemwithagatheringterror。Whatwasinthem?WhydidLadyHonoriawritetoher?Whichshouldshereadfirst?InamomentBeatricehadmadeuphermind。Shewouldfacetheworstatonce。WithasetfacesheopenedLadyHonoria’sletter,unfoldedit,andread。Wealreadyknowitscontents。Ashermindgraspedthemherlipsgrewashywhite,andbythetimethatthehorriblethingwasdoneshewasnightofainting。

  Anonymousletters!oh,whocouldhavedonethiscruelthing?

  Elizabeth,itmustbeElizabeth,whosaweverything,andthusstabbedherintheback。Wasitpossiblethatherownsistercouldtreatherso?SheknewthatElizabethdislikedher;shecouldneverfathomthecause,stillsheknewthefact。Butifthiswereherdoing,thenshemusthateher,andmostbitterly;andwhathadshedonetoearnsuchhate?AndnowGeoffreywasindangeronheraccount,dangerofruin,andhowcouldshepreventit?Thiswasherfirstidea。Mostpeoplemighthaveturnedtotheirownpositionandbeencontenttoleavetheirlovertofighthisownbattle。ButBeatricethoughtlittleofherself。Hewasindanger,andhowcouldsheprotecthim?Whyhereintheletterwastheanswer!“Ifyoucareforhimseverallconnectionwithhimutterly,andforever。Otherwise,hewilllivetocurseandhateyou。”No,no!Geoffreywouldneverdothat。ButLadyHonoriawasquiteright;inhisinterest,forhissake,shemustseverallconnectionwithhim——severitutterlyandforever。Buthow——how?

  Shethrusttheletterintoherdress——aviperwouldhavebeenamorewelcomeguest——andopenedGeoffrey’s。

  Ittoldthesametale,butofferedadifferentsolution。Thetearsstartedtohereyesasshereadhisoffertotakehertohimforgoodandall,andgoawaywithhertobeginlifeafresh。ItseemedawonderfulthingtoBeatricethatheshouldbewillingtosacrificesomuchuponsuchaworthlessaltarasherlove——awonderfulandmostgenerousthing。Shepressedthesenselesspapertoherheart,thenkisseditagainandagain。Butsheneverthoughtofyieldingtothisgreattemptation,neverforonesecond。Heprayedhertocome,butthatshewouldnotdowhileherwillremained。What,/she/bringGeoffreytoruin?No,shehadratherstarveinthestreetsorperishbyslowtorture。Howcouldheeverthinkthatshewouldconsenttosuchascheme?Indeedsheneverwould;shehadbroughtenoughtroubleonhimalready。Butoh,sheblessedhimforthatletter。Howdeeplymustheloveherwhenhecouldoffertodothisforhersake!

  Hark!thechildrenwerewaiting;shemustgoandteach。Theletter,Geoffrey’sdearletter,couldbeansweredintheafternoon。Soshethrustitinherbreastwiththeother,butclosertoherheart,andwent。

  ThatafternoonasMr。Granger,inahappyframeofmind——forwerenothisdebtspaid,andhadhenotfoundamostconvenientwayofprovidingagainstfutureembarrassment?——wasengagedpeaceablyincontemplatinghisstockoverthegateofhislittlefarmbuildings,hewasmuchastonishedsuddenlytodiscoverOwenDaviesathiselbow。

  “Howdoyoudo,Mr。Davies?”hesaid;“howquietlyyoumusthavecome。”

  “Yes。”answeredOwenabsently。“Thefactis,IhavefollowedyoubecauseIwanttospeaktoyoualone——quitealone。”

  “Indeed,Mr。Davies——well,Iamatyourservice。Whatiswrong?Youdon’tlookverywell。”

  “Oh,Iamquitewell,thankyou。Ineverwasbetter;andthere’snothingwrong,nothingatall。Everythingisgoingtobebrightnow,I

  knowthatfullsurely。”

  “Indeed。”saidMr。Granger,againlookingathimwithapuzzledair,“andwhatmayyouwanttoseemeabout?NotbutwhatIamalwaysatyourservice,asyouknow。”headdedapologetically。

  “This。”heanswered,suddenlyseizingtheclergymanbythecoatinawaythatmadehimstart。

  “What——mycoat,doyoumean?”

  “Don’tbesofoolish,Mr。Granger。No,aboutBeatrice。”

  “Oh。indeed,Mr。Davies。Nothingwrongattheschool,Ihope?Ithinkthatshedoesherdutiestothesatisfactionofthecommittee,thoughIadmitthatthearithmetic——“

  “No!no,no!Itisnotabouttheschool。Idon’twishhertogototheschoolanymore。Iloveher,Mr。Granger,Iloveherdearly,andI

  wanttomarryher。”

  Theoldmanflushedwithpleasure。Wasitpossible?Didheheararight?OwenDavies,therichestmaninthatpartofWales,wantedtomarryhisdaughter,whohadnothingbutherbeauty。Itmustbetoogoodtobetrue!

  “Iamindeedflattered。”hesaid。“Itismorethanshecouldexpect——

  notbutwhatBeatriceisverygood-lookingandveryclever。”headdedhastily,fearinglesthewasdetractingfromhisdaughter’smarketvalue。

  “Good-looking——clever;sheisanangel。”murmuredOwen。

  “Oh,yes,ofcoursesheis。”saidherfather,“thatis,ifawoman——

  yes,ofcourse——andwhatismore,Ithinkshe’sveryfondofyou。I

  thinksheispiningforyou。I’vethoughsoforalongtime。”

  “Isshe?”saidOwenanxiously。“ThenallIhavetosayisthatshetakesaverycuriouswayofshowingit。Shewon’tsayawordtome;

  sheputsmeoffoneveryoccasion。Butitwillbeallrightnow——allrightnow。”

  “Oh,there,there,Mr。Davies,maidswillbemaidsuntiltheyarewives。Weknowaboutallthat。”saidMr。Grangersententiously。

  Hiswould-beson-in-lawlookedasthoughheknewverylittleaboutitindeed,althoughtheinferencewassufficientlyobvious。

  “Mr。Granger。”hesaid,seizinghishand,“IwanttomakeBeatricemywife——Idoindeed。”

  “Well,Ididnotsupposeotherwise,Mr。Davies。”

  “IfyouhelpmeinthisIwilldowhateveryoulikeastomoneymattersandthatsortofthing,youknow。SheshallhaveasfineasettlementasanywomaninWales。Iknowthatgoesalongwaywithafather,andIshallraisenodifficulties。”

  “Veryrightandproper,Iamsure。”saidMr。Granger,adoptingaloftiertoneashediscoveredtheadvantagesofhisposition。“ButofcourseonsuchmattersIshalltaketheadviceofalawyer。IdaresaythatMr。Binghamwouldadviseme。”headded,“asafriendofthefamily,youknow。Heisaverycleverlawyer,and,besides,hewouldn’tchargeanything。”

  “Oh,no,notMr。Bingham。”answeredOwenanxiously。“Iwilldoanythingyoulike,orifyouwishtohavealawyerI’llpaythebillmyself。Butnevermindaboutthatnow。LetussettleitwithBeatricefirst。Comealongatonce。”

  “Eh,buthadn’tyoubetterarrangethatpartofthebusinessprivately?”

  “No,no。ShealwayssnubsmewhenItrytospeaktoheralone。Youhadbetterbethere,andMissElizabethtoo,ifshelikes。Iwon’tspeaktoheragainalone。IwillspeaktoherinthefaceofGodandman,asGoddirectedmetodo,andthenitwillbeallright——Iknowitwill。”

  Mr。Grangerstaredathim。Hewasaclergymanofaverypracticalsort,anddidnotquiteseewhatthePowerabovehadtodowithOwenDavies’smatrimonialintentions。

  “Ah,well。”hesaid,“Iseewhatyoumean;marriagesaremadeinheaven;yes,ofcourse。Well,ifyouwanttogetonwiththematter,I

  daresaythatweshallfindBeatricein。”

  SotheywalkedbacktotheVicarage,Mr。Grangerexultantandyetperplexed,foritstruckhimthattherewassomethingalittleoddabouttheproceeding,andOwenDaviesinsilenceormutteringoccasionallytohimself。

  Inthesitting-roomtheyfoundElizabeth。

  “WhereisBeatrice?”askedherfather。

  “Idon’tknow。”sheanswered,andatthatmomentBeatrice,paleandtroubled,walkedintotheroom,likealambtotheslaughter。

  “Ah,Beatrice。”saidherfather,“wewerejustaskingforyou。”

  Sheglancedround,andwiththequickwitofahumananimal,instantlyperceivedthatsomenewdangerthreatenedher。

  “Indeed。”shesaid,sinkingintoachairinanaccessoffeeblenessbornoffear。“Whatisit,father?”

  Mr。GrangerlookedatOwenDaviesandthentookasteptowardsthedoor。Itstruckhimforciblythatthissceneshouldbeprivatetothetwopersonsprincipallyconcerned。

  “Don’tgo。”saidOwenDaviesexcitedly,“don’tgo,eitherofyou;whatIhavetosayhadbetterbesaidbeforeyouboth。Ishouldliketosayitbeforethewholeworld;tocryitfromthemountaintops。”

  Elizabethglaredathimfiercely——glaredfirstathimandthenattheinnocentBeatrice。Couldhebegoingtoproposetoher,then?Ah,whyhadshehesitated?Whyhadshenottoldhimthewholetruthbefore?

  ButtheheartofBeatrice,whosatmomentarilyexpectingtobepubliclydenounced,greweverfainter。Thewatersofdesolationwereclosinginoverhersoul。

  Mr。Grangersatdownfirmlyandworkedhimselfintotheseatofhischair,asthoughtosecureanadditionalfixednessoftenure。

  Elizabethsetherteeth,andleanedherelbowonthetable,holdingherhandsoastoshadeherface。Beatricedroopeduponherseatlikeafadinglily,oraprisonerinthedock。Shewasoppositetothem,andOwenDavies,hisfacealightwithwildenthusiasm,stoodupandaddressedthemalllikethecounselfortheprosecution。

  “Lastautumn。”hebegan,speakingtoMr。Granger,whomighthavebeenajudgeuncertainastothemeritsofthecase,“IaskedyourdaughterBeatricetomarryme。”

  Beatricegaveasigh,andcollectedherscatteredenergies。Thestormhadburstatlast,andshemustfaceit。

  “Iaskedhertomarryme,andshetoldmetowaitayear。IhavewaitedaslongasIcould,butIcouldnotwaitthewholeyear。Ihaveprayedagreatdeal,andIambiddentospeak。”

  Elizabethmadeagestureofimpatience。Shewasapersonofstrongcommonsense,andthismixtureofreligionanderoticismdisgustedher。Shealsoknowthatthestormhadburst,andthat/she/mustfaceit。

  “SoIcometotellyouthatIloveyourdaughterBeatrice,andwanttomakehermywife。Ihaveneverlovedanybodyelse,butIhavelovedherforyears;andIaskyourconsent。”

  “Veryflattering,veryflattering,Iamsure,especiallyinthesehardtimes。”saidMr。Grangerapologetically,shakinghisthinhairdownoverhisforehead,andthenrumplingitupagain。“Butyousee,Mr。

  Davies,youdon’twanttomarryme“hereBeatricesmiledfaintly——

  “youwanttomarrymydaughter,soyouhadbetteraskherdirect——atleastIsupposeso。”

  Elizabethmadeamovementasthoughtospeak,thenchangedhermindandlistened。

  “Beatrice。”saidOwenDavies,“youhear。Iaskyoutomarryme。”

  Therewasapause。Beatrice,whohadsatquitesilent,wasgatheringupherstrengthtoanswer。Elizabeth,watchingherfrombeneathherhand,thoughtthatshereaduponherfaceirresolution,softeningintoconsent。Whatshereallysawwasbutdoubtastothefittestandmostcertainmannerofrefusal。LikelightningitflashedintoElizabeth’smindthatshemuststrikenow,orholdherhandforever。IfonceBeatricespokethatfatal“yes。”herrevelationsmightbeofnoavail。

  AndBeatricewouldspeakit;shewassureshewould。Itwasagoldenroadoutofhertroubles。

  “Stop!“saidElizabethinashrill,hardvoice。“Stop!Imustspeak;

  itismydutyasaChristian。Imusttellthetruth。Icannotallowanhonestmantobedeceived。”

  Therewasanawfulpause。Beatricebrokeit。Nowshesawallthetruth,andknewwhatwasathand。Sheplacedherhanduponherhearttostillitsbeating。

  “Oh,Elizabeth。”shesaid,“inourdeadmother’sname——“andshestopped。

  “Yes。”answeredhersister,“inourdeadmother’sname,whichyouhavedishonoured,Iwilldoit。Listen,OwenDavies,andfather:Beatrice,whositsthere“——andshepointedatherwithherthinhand——“/Beatriceisascarletwoman!/“

  “Ireallydon’tunderstand。”gaspedMr。Granger,whileOwenlookedroundwildly,andBeatricesunkherheaduponherbreast。

  “ThenIwillexplain。”saidElizabeth,stillpointingathersister。

  “SheisGeoffreyBingham’s/mistress/。OnthenightofWhit-Sundaylastsherosefrombedandwentintohisroomatoneinthemorning。I

  sawherwithmyowneyes。Afterwardsshewasbroughtbacktoherbedinhisarms——Isawitwithmyowneyes,andIheardhimkissher。”

  ThiswasapieceofembroideryonElizabeth’spart。“Sheishislover,andhasbeeninlovewithhimformonths。Itellyouthis,OwenDavies,because,thoughIcannotbeartobringdisgraceuponournameandtodefilemylipswithsuchatale,neithercanIbearthatyoushouldmarryagirl,believinghertobegood,whensheiswhatBeatriceis。”

  “ThenIwishtoGodthatyouhadheldyourwickedtongue。”saidMr。

  Grangerfiercely。

  “No,father。Ihaveadutytoperform,andIwillperformitatanycost,andhowevermuchitpainsme。YouknowthatwhatIsayistrue。

  YouheardthenoiseonthenightofWhit-Sunday,andgotuptoseewhatitwas。Yousawthewhitefigureinthepassage——itwasGeoffreyBinghamwithBeatriceinhisarms。Ah!wellmayshehangherhead。Letherdenyifitshecan。Letherdenythatsheloveshimtohershame,andthatshewasaloneinhisroomonthatnight。”

  ThenBeatriceroseandspoke。Shewaspaleasdeathandmorebeautifulinhershameandherdespairthanevershehadbeenbefore;hergloriouseyesshone,andthereweredeepblacklinesbeneaththem。

  “Myheartismyown。”shesaid,“andIwillmakenoanswertoyouaboutit。Thinkwhatyouwill。Fortherest,itisnottrue。IamnotwhatElizabethtellsyouthatIam。Iam/not/GeoffreyBingham’smistress。ItistruethatIwasinhisroomthatnight,anditistruethathecarriedmebacktomyown。ButitwasinmysleepthatIwentthere,notofmyownfreewill。Iawokethere,andfaintedwhenI

  woke,andthenatonceheboremeback。”

  Elizabethlaughedshrillandloud——itsoundedlikethecackleofafiend。

  “Inhersleep。”shesaid;“oh,shewentthereinhersleep!“

  “Yes,Elizabeth,inmysleep。Youdonotbelieveme,butitistrue。

  Youdonotwishtobelieveme。Youwishtobringthesisterwhomyoushouldlove,whohasneveroffendedagainstyoubyactorword,toutterdisgraceandruin。InyourcowardlyspiteyouhavewrittenanonymousletterstoLadyHonoriaBingham,toprevailuponhertostriketheblowthatshoulddestroyherhusbandandmyself,andwhenyoufearthatthishasfailed,youcomeforwardandopenlyaccuseus。

  YoudothisinthenameofChristianduty;inthenameofloveandcharity,youbelievetheworst,andseektoruinus。Shameonyou,Elizabeth!shameonyou!andmaythesamemeasurethatyouhavemetedouttomeneverbepaidbacktoyou。Wearenolongersisters。

  Whateverhappens,Ihavedonewithyou。Goyourways。”

  Elizabethshrankandquailedbeneathhersister’sscorn。Evenhervenomoushatredcouldnotbearupagainsttheflashofthoseroyaleyes,andthemajestyofthatoutragedinnocence。Shegaspedandbitherliptillthebloodstarted,butshesaidnothing。

  ThenBeatriceturnedtoherfather,andspokeinanotherandapleadingvoice,stretchingoutherarmstowardshim。

  “Oh,father。”shesaid,“atleasttellmethat/you/believeme。

  ThoughyoumaythinkthatImightlovetoallextremes,surely,havingknownmesomanyyears,youcannotthinkthatIwouldlieevenformylove’ssake。”

  Theoldmanlookedwildlyround,andshookhishead。

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