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  Andsothehappydaywouldpassandbed-timecome,andwithitunbiddendreams。

  Geoffreythoughtnoillofallthis,asofcourseheoughttohavethought。Hewasnottheraveninglionoffiction——sorarely,ifever,tobemetwithinreallife——goingaboutseekingwhomhemightdevour。

  HehadabsolutelynodesignsonBeatrice’saffections,anymorethanshehadonhis,andhehadforgottenthatfirstfellprescienceofeviltocome。Onceortwice,itistrue,qualmsofdoubtdidcrosshismindintheearlierdaysoftheirintimacy。Butheputthembyasabsurd。Hewasnobelieverinthetenderhelplessnessoffull-grownwomen,hisexperiencehavingbeenthattheyareamplycapable——and,forthemostpart,morethancapable——oflookingafterthemselves。ItseemedtohimathingridiculousthatsuchapersonasBeatrice,whowascompetenttoformopinionsandajudgmentuponalltheimportantquestionsoflife,shouldbetreatedasachild,andthatheshouldremovehimselffromBryngellylestheryoungaffectionsshouldbecomeentangled。Hefeltsurethattheywouldneverbeentrappedinanydirectionwhatsoeverwithoutherfullconsent。

  Thenheceasedtothinkaboutthematteratall。Indeed,themereideaofsuchathinginvolvedasuppositionthatwouldonlyhavebeenacceptabletoaconceitedman——namely,thattherewasapossibilityofthisyounglady’sfallinginlovewithhim。Whatrighthadhetosupposeanythingofthesort?Itwasanimpertinence。Thattherewasanothersortofpossibility——namely,ofhisbecomingmoreattachedtoherthanwasaltogetherdesirable——did,however,occurtohimonceortwice。Butheshruggedhisshouldersandputitby。Afterall,itwashislookout,andhedidnotmuchcare。Itwoulddohernoharmattheworst。Butverysoonalltheseshadowyforebodingsofdawningtroublevanishedquite。Theywerelostinthebroad,sweetlightsoffriendship。By-and-by,whenfriendship’sdaywasdone,theymightariseagain,calledbyothernamesandwearingasternerface。

  Itwasridiculous——ofcourseitwasridiculous;hewasnotgoingtofallinlovelikeaboyathistimeoflife;allhefeltwasgratitudeandinterest——allshefeltwasamusementinhissociety。Asfortheintimacy——feltratherthanexpressed——theintimacythatcouldalreadyalmostenabletheonetodivinetheother’sthought,thatcouldshapehermoodtohisandhistohers,thatcouldcausethesamethingofbeautytobeacommonjoy,anddiscoverunityofmindinopinionsthemostopposite——why,itwasonlynaturalbetweenpeoplewhohadtogetherpassedaperilterribletothinkof。Sotheytookthegoodsthegodsprovided,anddriftedsoftlyon——whithertheydidnotstoptoinquire。

  Oneday,however,alittleincidenthappenedthatoughttohaveopenedtheeyesofboth。Theyhadarranged,orrathertherewasatacitunderstanding,thattheyshouldgoouttogetherintheafternoon。

  GeoffreywastotakehisgunandBeatriceabook,butitchancedthat,justbeforedinner,asshewalkedbackfromthevillage,whereshehadgonetobuysomethreadtomendEffie’sclothes,BeatricecamefacetofacewithMr。Davies。ItwastheirfirstmeetingwithoutwitnessessincetheSundayofwhichtheeventshavebeendescribed,and,naturally,therefore,ratheranawkwardone。Owenstoppedshortsothatshecouldnotpasshimwithabow,andthenturnedandwalkedbesideher。Afteraremarkortwoabouttheweather,thespringsofconversationrandry。

  “YourememberthatyouarecominguptotheCastlethisafternoon?”hesaid,atlength。

  “TotheCastle!“sheanswered。“No,Ihaveheardnothingofit。”

  “Didnotyoursistertellyoushemadeanengagementforherselfandyouaweekormoreago?Youaretobringthelittlegirl;shewantstoseetheviewfromthetopofthetower。”

  ThenBeatriceremembered。Elizabethhadtoldher,andshehadthoughtitbesttoacceptthesituation。Thewholethinghadgoneoutofhermind。

  “Oh,Ibegyourpardon!Idoremembernow,butIhavemadeanotherplan——howstupidofme!“

  “Youhadforgotten。”hesaidinhisheavyvoice;“itiseasyforyoutoforgetwhatIhavebeenlookingforwardtoforawholeweek。Whatisyourplan——togooutwalkingwithMr。Bingham,Isuppose?”

  “Yes。”answeredBeatrice,“togooutwithMr。Bingham。”

  “Ah!yougooutwithMr。Binghameverydaynow。”

  “AndwhatifIdo?”saidBeatricequickly;“surely,Mr。Davies,IhavearighttogooutwithwhomIlike?”

  “Yes,ofcourse;buttheengagementtocometotheCastlewasmadefirst;areyounotgoingtokeepit?”

  “OfcourseIamgoingtokeepit;IalwayskeepmyengagementswhenI

  haveany。”

  “Verywell,then;Ishallexpectyouatthreeo’clock。”

  Beatricewentonhomeinacuriouslyirritatedconditionofmind。Shedidnot,naturally,wanttogototheCastle,andshedidwanttogooutwithGeoffrey。However,therewasnohelpforit。

  WhenshecameintodinnershefoundthatGeoffreywasnotthere。Hehad,itseemed,gonetolunchwithDr。Chambers,whomhehadmetonthebeach。BeforehereturnedtheywereallthreestartingfortheCastle,BeatriceleavingamessagetothiseffectwithBetty。

  Aboutaquarterofanhourafterwards,GeoffreycamebacktofetchhisgunandBeatrice,butBeatricewasgone,andallthathecouldextractfromBettywasthatshehadgonetoseeMr。Davies。

  Hewasperfectlyfurious,thoughallthewhileheknewhowunreasonablewashisanger。Hehadbeenlookingforwardtotheexpedition,andthissuddenchangeofplanwastoomuchforhistemper。Offhestarted,however,topassathoroughlymiserableafternoon。HeseemedtomissBeatricemoreeachstepandgraduallytogrowmoreandmoreangryatwhathecalledher“rudeness。”OfcourseitneveroccurredtohimthatwhathewasreallyangryatwashergoingtoseeMr。Davies,orthat,intruth,hersocietyhadbecomesodelightfultohimthattobedeprivedofitevenforanafternoonwastobewretched。Totopeverything,heonlygotthreegoodshotsthatafternoon,andhemissedthemall,whichmadehimcrosserthanever。

  AsforBeatrice,sheenjoyedherselfjustaslittleattheCastleasGeoffreydidonthebeach。OwenDaviestookthemthroughthegreatunusedroomsandshowedthemthepictures,butshehadseenthembefore,andthoughsomeofthemwereveryfine,didnotcaretolookatthemagain——atanyrate,notthatafternoon。ButElizabethgazedatthemwitheagereyesandmentallyappraisedtheirvalue,wonderingiftheywouldeverbehers。

  “Whatisthispicture?”sheasked,pointingtoabeautifulportraitofaDutchBurgomasterbyRembrandt。

  “That。”answeredDaviesheavily,forheknewnothingofpaintingandcaredless,“thatisaVelasquez,valuedforprobateat£3,000——no。”

  referringtothecatalogueandreading,“Ibegyourpardon,thenextistheVelasquez;thatisaRembrandtinthemaster’sbeststyle,showingallhiswonderfulmasteryoverlightandshade。Itwasvaluedforprobateat£4,000guineas。”

  “Fourthousandguineas!“saidElizabeth,“fancyhavingathingworthfourthousandguineashangingonawall!“

  Andsotheywenton,ElizabethaskingquestionsandOwenansweringthembythehelpofthecatalogue,till,toBeatrice’srelief,theycameatlengthtotheendofthepictures。Thentheytooksometeainthelittlesittingroomofthemasterofallthismagnificence。Owen,tohergreatannoyance,satoppositetoBeatrice,staringatherwithallhiseyeswhileshedrankhertea,withEffiesittinginherlap,andElizabeth,observingit,bitherlipinjealousy。Shehadthoughtitwelltobringhersisterhere;itwouldnotdotoletMr。DaviesthinkshewaskeepingBeatriceoutofhisway,buthismuteidolworshipwastryingtoherfeelings。Afterteatheywenttothetopofthetower,andEffierejoicedexceedinglyintheview,whichwasverybeautiful。HereOwengotawordwithElizabeth。

  “Yoursisterseemstobeputoutaboutsomething。”hesaid。

  “Idaresay。”sheansweredcarelessly;“Beatricehasanuncertaintemper。IthinkshewantedtogooutshootingwithMr。Binghamthisafternoon。”

  HadOwenbeenalessreligiouspersonhemighthavesworn;asitwas,heonlysaid,“Mr。Bingham——itisalwaysMr。Binghamfrommorningtonight!Whenishegoingaway?”

  “Inanotherweek,Ibelieve。Beatricewillbesorry,Ithink;shemakesagreatcompanionofhim。AndnowIthinkthatwemustbegettinghome。”andshewent,leavingthispoisonedshafttorankleinhisbreast。

  AftertheyhadreturnedtothevicarageandBeatricehadheardEffieherprayersandtuckedherupinhersmallwhitebed,shewentdowntothegatetobequietforalittlewhilebeforesupper。Geoffreyhadnotyetcomein。

  Itwasalovelyautumnevening;theseaseemedtosleep,andthelittleclouds,fromwhichthesunsetfireshadpaled,laylikewreathsofsmokeupontheinfinitebluesky。WhyhadnotMr。Binghamcomeback,shewondered;hewouldscarcelyhavetimetodress。Supposingthatanaccidenthadhappenedtohim。Nonsense!whataccidentcouldhappen?Hewassobigandstrongheseemedtodefyaccidents;andyethaditnotbeenforhertherewouldbelittleenoughleftofhisstrengthto-day。Ah!shewasgladthatshehadlivedtobeabletosavehimfromdeath。Therehecame,loominglikeagiantintheeveningmist。

  Therewasasmallhand-gatebesidethelargeoneonwhichsheleant。

  Geoffreystalkedstraightuptoitasthoughhedidnotseeher;hesawherwellenough,buthewascrosswithher。

  Sheallowedhimtopassthroughthegate,whichheshutslowly,perhapstogiveheranopportunityofspeaking,ifshewishedtodoso;thenthinkingthathedidnotseehershespokeinhersoft,musicalvoice。

  “Didyouhavegoodsport,Mr。Bingham?”

  “No。”heansweredshortly;“Isawverylittle,andImissedallI

  saw。”

  “Iamsosorry,exceptforthebirds。Ihatethebirdstobekilled。

  Didyounotseemeinthiswhitedress?Isawyoufiftyyardsaway。”

  “Yes,MissGranger。”heanswered,“Isawyou。”

  “Andyouweregoingbywithoutspeakingtome;itwasveryrudeofyou——whatisthematter?”

  “NotsorudeasitwasofyoutoarrangetowalkoutwithmeandthentogoandseeMr。Daviesinstead。”

  “Icouldnothelpit,Mr。Bingham;itwasanoldengagement,whichI

  hadforgotten。”

  “Quiteso,ladiesgenerallyhaveanexcusefordoingwhattheywanttodo。”

  “Itisnotanexcuse,Mr。Bingham。”Beatriceanswered,withdignity;

  “thereisnoneedformetomakeexcusestoyouaboutmymovements。”

  “Ofcoursenot,MissGranger;butitwouldbemorepolitetotellmewhenyouchangeyourmind——nexttime,youknow。However,IhavenodoubtthattheCastlehasattractionsforyou。”

  Sheflashedonelookathimandturnedtogo,andasshedidsohisheartrelented;hegrewashamed。

  “MissGranger,don’tgo;forgiveme。Idonotknowwhathasbecomeofmymanners,IspokeasIshouldnot。Thefactis,Iwasputoutatyournotcoming。Totellyouthehonesttruth,Imissedyoudreadfully。”

  “Youmissedme。Thatisveryniceofyou;onelikestobemissed。But,ifyoumissedmeforoneafternoon,howwillyougetonaweekhencewhenyougoawayandmissmealtogether?”

  Beatricespokeinabanteringtone,andlaughedasshespoke,butthelaughendedinsomethinglikeasigh。Helookedatherforamoment,lookedtillshedroppedhereyes。

  “Heavenonlyknows!“heansweredsadly。

  “Letusgoin。”saidBeatrice,inaconstrainedvoice;“howchilltheairhasturned。”

  CHAPTERXV

  ONLYGOOD-NIGHT

  Fivemoredayspassed,alltooquickly,andoncemoreMondaycameround。Itwasthe22ndofOctober,andtheMichaelmasSittingsbeganonthe24th。Onthemorrow,Tuesday,GeoffreywastoreturntoLondon,theretomeetLadyHonoriaandgettoworkatChambers。Thatverymorning,indeed,abrief,thebiggesthehadyetreceived——itwasmarkedthirtyguineas——hadbeenforwardedtohimfromhischambers,withanotefromhisclerktotheeffectthatthecasewasexpectedtobeinthespecialjurylistonthefirstdayofthesittings,andthattheclerkhadmadeanappointmentforhimwiththesolicitorsfor5。15

  ontheTuesday。Thebriefwassenttohimbyhisuncle’sfirm,andmarked,“WithyoutheAttorney-General,andMr。Candleton,Q。C……”thewell-knownleaderoftheProbateandDivorceCourtBar。NeverbeforehadGeoffreyfoundhimselfinsuchhonourablecompany,thatisonthebackofabrief,andnotalittlewasheelatedthereby。

  Butwhenhecametolookintothecasehisjoyabatedsomewhat,foritwasoneofthemostperplexingthathehadeverknown。Thewillcontested,whichwasthatofaYorkshiremoney-lender,disposedofpropertytothevalueofover£80,000,andwaspropoundedbyanieceofthetestatorwho,whenhedied,ifnotactuallyweakinhismind,wasinhisdotage,andsuperstitioustothevergeofinsanity。Theniecetowhomallthepropertywasleft——totheexclusionofthesonanddaughterofthedeceased,bothmarried,andlivingawayfromhome——stayedwiththetestatorandlookedafterhim。Shortlybeforehisdeath,however,heandthisniecehadviolentlyquarrelledonaccountofanintimacywhichthelatterhadformedwithamarriedmanofbadrepute,whowasadischargedlawyer’sclerk。Soserioushadbeenthequarrelthatonlythreedaysbeforehisdeaththetestatorhadsentforalawyerandformally,bymeansofacodicil,deprivedthenieceofasumof£2,000whichhehadlefther,alltherestofhispropertybeingdividedbetweenhissonanddaughter。Threedaysafterwards,however,hedulyexecutedafreshwill,inthepresenceoftwoservants,bywhichheleftallhispropertytotheniece,totheentireexclusionofhisownchildren。Thiswill,thoughveryshort,wasinproperformandwaswrittenbynobodyknewwhom。Theservantsstatedthatthetestatorbeforesigningitwasperfectlyacquaintedwithitscontents,fortheniecehadmadehimrepeatthemintheirpresence。Theyalsodeclared,however,thatheseemedinaterriblefright,andsaidtwice,“It’sbehindme;it’sbehindme!“

  Withinanhourofthesigningofthewillthetestatorwasfounddead,apparentlyfromtheeffectsoffear,buttheniecewasnotintheroomatthetimeofdeath。Theonlyotherremarkablecircumstanceinthecasewasthatthedisreputableloveroftheniecehadbeenseenhangingaboutthehouseatdusk,thetestatorhavingdiedatteno’clockatnight。Therewasalsoafurtherfact。Theson,onreceivingamessagefromtheniecethathisfatherwasseriouslyworse,hadhurriedwithextraordinaryspeedtothehouse,passingsomeoneorsomething——hecouldnottellwhat——thatseemedtoberunning,apparentlyfromthewindowofthesickman’sroom,whichwasonthegroundfloor,andbeneathwhichfootmarkswereafterwardsfound。Ofthesefootmarkstwocastshadbeentaken,ofwhichphotographswereforwardedwiththebrief。Theyhadbeenmadebynakedfeetofsmallsize,andineachcasethelittlejointofthethirdtoeoftherightfootseemedtobemissing。Butallattemptstofindthefeetthatmadethemhadhithertofailed。Thewillwascontestedbythenextofkin,forwhomGeoffreywasoneofthecounsel,upontheusualgroundsofundueinfluenceandfraud;butasitseemedatpresentwithsmallprospectofsuccess,for,thoughthecircumstancesweresuperstitiousenough,therewasnottheslightestevidenceofeither。Thiscuriouscase,ofwhichtheoutlinesareherewritten,isbrieflysetout,becauseitprovedtobethefoundationofGeoffrey’senormouspracticeandreputationattheBar。

  Hereadthebriefthroughtwice,thoughtitoverwell,andcouldmakelittleofit。Itwasperfectlyobvioustohimthattherehadbeenfoulplaysomewhere,buthefoundhimselfquiteunabletoformaworkablehypothesis。Wasthepersonwhohadbeenseenrunningawayconcernedinthematter?——ifitwasaperson。Ifso,washetheauthorofthefootprints?Ofcoursetheex-lawyer’sclerkhadsomethingtodowithit,butwhat?InvaindidGeoffreycudgelhisbrains;everyideathatoccurredtohimbrokedownsomewhereorother。

  “Weshalllosethis。”hesaidaloudindespair;“suspiciouscircumstancesarenotenoughtoupsetawill。”andthen,addressingBeatrice,whowassittingatthetable,working:

  “Here,MissGranger,youhaveasmatteringoflaw,seeifyoucanmakeanythingofthis。”andhepushedtheheavybrieftowardsher。

  Beatricetookitwithalaugh,andforthenextthree-quartersofanhourherfairbrowwaspuckeredupinawayquainttosee。Atlastshefinishedandshutthebriefup。“Letmelookatthephotographs。”shesaid。

  Geoffreyhandedthemtoher。Sheverycarefullyexaminedfirstoneandthentheother,andasshedidsoalightofintelligencebrokeoutuponherface。

  “Well,Portia,haveyougotit?”heasked。

  “Ihavegotsomething。”sheanswered。“Idonotknowifitisright。

  Don’tyousee,theoldmanwassuperstitious;theyfrightenedhimfirstofallbyaghostlyvoiceorsomesuchthingintosigningthewill,andthentodeathafterhehadsignedit。Thelawyer’sclerkpreparedthewill——hewouldknowhowtodoit。Thenhewassmuggledintotheroomunderthebed,orsomewhere,dressedupasaghostperhaps。Thesendingforthesonbytheniecewasablind。Thethingthatwasseenrunningawaywasaboy——thosefootprintsweremadebyaboy。IhaveseensomanythousandsonthesandsherethatIcouldsweartoit。Hewasattractedtothehousefromtheroad,whichwasquitenear,bycatchingsightofsomethingunusualthroughtheblind;

  thebriefsaystherewerenocurtainsorshutters。Nowlookatthephotographsofthefootprints。SeeinNo。1,foundoutsidethewindow,thetoesarepresseddowndeeplyintothemud。Theownerofthefeetwasstandingontip-toetogetabetterview。ButinNo。2,whichwasfoundnearwherethesonthoughthesawapersonrunning,thetoesarespreadoutquitewide。Thatisthefootprintofsomeonewhowasinagreathurry。Nowitisnotprobablethataboyhadanythingtodowiththetestator’sdeath。Why,then,wastheboyrunningsohard?Iwilltellyou:becausehewasfrightenedatsomethinghehadseenthroughtheblind。Sofrightenedwashe,thathewillnotcomeforward,oranswertheadvertisementsandinquiries。Findaboyinthattownwhohasajointmissingonthethirdtoeoftherightfoot,andyouwillsoonknowallaboutit。”

  “ByJove。”saidGeoffrey,“whatacriminallawyeryouwouldmake!I

  believethatyouhavegotit。Buthowarewetofindthisboywiththemissingtoe-joint?Everypossibleinquiryhasalreadybeenmadeandfailed。Nobodyhasseensuchaboy,whosedeficiencywouldprobablybeknownbyhisparents,orschoolfellows。”

  “Yes。”saidBeatrice,“ithasfailedbecausetheboyhastakentowearingshoes,whichindeedhewouldalwayshavetodoatschool。Hisparents,ifhehasany,wouldperhapsnotspeakofhisdisfigurement,andnooneelsemightknowofit,especiallyifhewereanew-comerintheneighbourhood。Itisquitepossiblethathetookoffhisbootsinordertocreepuptothewindow。AndnowIwilltellyouhowIshouldsettoworktofindhim。Ishouldhaveeverybathing-placeintheriverrunningthroughthetown——thereisariver——carefullywatchedbydetectives。Inthisweather“theautumnwasanunusuallywarmone

  “boysofthatclassoftenpaddleandsometimesbathe。Iftheywatchcloseenough,theywillprobablyfindaboywithamissingtoejointamongthenumber。”

  “Whatagoodidea。”saidGeoffrey。“Iwilltelegraphtothelawyersatonce。Icertainlybelievethatyouhavegottheclue。”

  AndasitturnedoutafterwardsBeatricehadgotit;hersuppositionswererightinalmosteveryparticular。Theboy,whoprovedtobethesonofapedlarwhohadrecentlycomeintothetown,wasfoundwading,andbyaclevertrick,whichneednotbedetailed,frightenedintotellingthetruth,ashehadpreviouslyfrightenedhimselfintoholdinghistongue。Hehadeven,asBeatriceconjectured,takenoffhisbootstocreepuptothewindow,andasheranawayinhisfright,haddroppedthemintoaditchfullofwater。Theretheywerefound,andwentfartoconvincethejuryofthetruthofhisstory。ThusitwasthatBeatrice’squickwitlaidthefoundationsofGeoffrey’sgreatsuccess。

  ThisparticularMondaywasafielddayattheVicarage。Joneshadprovedobdurate;nopoweronearthcouldinducehimtopaythe£34

  11s。4d。dueonaccountoftithe。ThereforeMr。Granger,fortifiedbyajudgmentdulyobtained,hadannouncedhisintentionofdistraininguponJones’shayandcattle。Joneshadrepliedwithinsolentdefiance。

  Ifanybailiff,orauctioneer,orsuchpeoplecametosellhishayhewouldkillhim,orthem。

  SosaidJones,andsummonedhissupporters,manyofwhomowedtithe,andnoneofwhomwishedtopayit,todobattleinhiscause。Forhispart,Mr。Grangerretainedanauctioneerofundoubtedcouragewhowastoarriveonthisveryafternoon,supportedbysixpolicemen,andcarryoutthesale。Beatricefeltnervousaboutthewholething,butElizabethwasverydetermined,andtheoldclergymanwasnowbombasticandnowdespondent。Theauctioneerarriveddulybytheoneo’clocktrain。Hewasatallable-bodiedman,notunlikeGeoffreyinappearance,indeedattwentyyardsdistanceitwouldhavebeendifficulttotellthemapart。Thesalewasfixedforhalf-pasttwo,andMr。Johnson——thatwastheauctioneer’sname——wenttotheinntogethisdinnerbeforeproceedingtobusiness。Hewasinformedofthehostiledemonstrationwhichawaitedhim,andthatanEnglishmemberofParliamenthadbeensentdownespeciallytoheadthemob,butbeingamanofmettlepooh-poohedthewholeaffair。

  “Allbark,sir。”hesaidtoGeoffrey,“allbarkandnobite;I’mnotafraidofthesepeople。Why,iftheywon’tbidforthestuff,Iwillbuyitinmyself。”

  “Allright。”saidGeoffrey,“butIadviseyoutolookout。Ifancythattheoldmanisaroughcustomer。”

  ThenGeoffreywentbacktohisdinner。

  Astheysatatthemeal,throughagapinthefirtreestheysawthatthegreatmajorityofthepopulationofBryngellywasstreaminguptowardsthesceneofthesale,sometoagitate,andsometoseethefun。

  “Itisprettywelltimetobeoff。”saidGeoffrey。“Areyoucoming,Mr。Granger?”

  “Well。”answeredtheoldgentleman,“Iwishedtodoso,butElizabeththinksthatIhadbetterkeepaway。Andafterall,youknow。”headdedairily,“perhapsitisaswellforaclergymannottomixhimselfuptoomuchinthesetemporalmatters。No,Iwanttogoandseeaboutsomepigsattheotherendoftheparish,andIthinkthatIshalltakethisopportunity。”

  “Youarenotgoing,Mr。Bingham,areyou?”askedBeatriceinavoicewhichbetrayedheranxiety。

  “Oh,yes。”heanswered,“ofcourseIam。Iwouldnotmissthechanceforworlds。Why,BeechamBonesisgoingtobethere,thememberofParliamentwhohasjustdonehisfourmonthsforincitingtooutrage。

  Weareoldfriends;Iwasatschoolwithhim。Poorfellow,hewasmadeveninthosedays,andIwanttochaffhim。”

  “Ithinkthatyouhadfarbetternotgo,Mr。Bingham。”saidBeatrice;

  “theyareaveryroughset。”

  “Everybodyisnotsocowardlyasyouare。”putinElizabeth。“Iamgoingatanyrate。”

  “That’sright,MissElizabeth。”saidGeoffrey;“wewillprotecteachotherfromtherevolutionaryfuryofthemob。Come,itistimetostart。”

  Andsotheywent,leavingBeatriceapreytomelancholyforebodings。

  Shewaitedinthehouseforthebestpartofanhour,makingpretencetoplaywithEffie。Thenheranxietygotthebetterofher;sheputonherhatandstarted,leavingEffieinchargeoftheservantBetty。

  BeatricewalkedquicklyalongtheclifftillshecameinsightofJones’sfarm。Fromwhereshestoodshecouldmakeoutagreatcrowdofmen,andeven,whenthewindturnedtowardsher,catchthenoiseofshouting。Presentlysheheardasoundlikethereportofagun,sawthecrowdbreakupinviolentconfusion,andthenclustertogetheragaininadensemass。

  “Whatcoulditmean?”Beatricewondered。

  Asthethoughtcrossedhermind,sheperceivedtwomenrunningtowardsherwithalltheirspeed,followedbyawoman。ThreeminutesmoreandshesawthatthewomanwasElizabeth。

  Themenwerepassinghernow。

  “Whatisit?”shecried。

  “/Murder!/“theyansweredwithonevoice,andspedontowardsBryngelly。

  AnothermomentandElizabethwasathand,horrorwrittenonherpaleface。

  Beatriceclutchedather。“/Who/isit?”shecried。

  “Mr。Bingham。”gaspedhersister。“Goandhelp;he’sshotdead!“Andshetoowasgone。

  Beatrice’skneesloosened,hertongueclavetotheroofofhermouth;

  thesolidearthspunroundandround。“Geoffreykilled!Geoffreykilled!“shecriedinherheart;butthoughherearsseemedtohearthesoundofthem,nowordscamefromherlips。“Oh,whatshouldshedo?Whereshouldshehideherselfinhergrief?”

  Afewyardsfromthepathgrewastuntedtreewithalargeflatstoneatitsroot。ThitherBeatricestaggeredandsankuponthestone,whilestillthesolidearthspunroundandround。

  Presentlyhermindclearedalittle,andakeenerpangofpainshotthroughhersoul。Shehadbeenstunnedatfirst,nowshefelt。

  “Perhapsitwasnottrue;perhapsElizabethhadbeenmistakenorhadonlysaidittotormenther。”Sherose。Sheflungherselfuponherknees,therebythestone,andprayed,thisfirsttimeformanyyears——sheprayedwithallhersoul。“Oh,God,ifThouart,sparehimhislifeandmethisagony。”Inherdreadfulpangsofgriefherfaithwasthusre-born,and,asallhumanbeingsmustintheirhourofmortalagony,BeatricerealisedherdependenceontheUnseen。Sherose,andweakwithemotionsankbackontothestone。Thepeoplewerestreamingpasthernow,talkingexcitedly。Somebodycameuptoherandstoodoverher。

  Oh,Heaven,itwasGeoffrey!

  “Isityou?”shegasped。“Elizabethsaidthatyouweremurdered。”

  “No,no。ItwasnotI;itisthatpoorfellowJohnson,theauctioneer。

  Jonesshothim。Iwasstandingnexthim。IsupposeyoursisterthoughtthatIfell。Hewasnotunlikeme,poorfellow。”

  Beatricelookedathim,wentred,wentwhite,thenburstintoafloodoftears。

  Astrangepangseizeduponhisheart。Itthrilledthroughhim,shakinghimtothecore。Whywasthiswomansodeeplymoved?Coulditbe——?

  Nonsense;hestifledthethoughtbeforeitwasborn。

  “Don’tcry。”Geoffreysaid,“thepeoplewillseeyou,Beatrice“forthefirsttimehecalledherbyherchristianname;“praydonotcry。

  Itdistressesme。Youareupset,andnowonder。ThatfellowBeechamBonesoughttobehanged,andItoldhimso。Itishiswork,thoughhenevermeantittogosofar。He’sfrightenedenoughnow,Icantellyou。”

  Beatricecontrolledherselfwithaneffort。

  “Whathappened。”hesaid,“Iwilltellyouaswewalkalong。No,don’tgouptothefarm。Heisnotapleasantsight,poorfellow。WhenIgotupthere,BeechamBoneswasspoutingawaytothemob——hislonghairflyingabouthisback——excitingthemtoresistlawsmadebybrutalthievinglandlords,andallthatkindofgibberish;tellingthemthattheywouldbesupportedbyagreatpartyinParliament,&c。,&c。Thepeople,however,tookitallgood-naturedlyenough。Theyhadabeautifuleffigyofyourfatherswingingonapole,withaplacardonhisbreast,onwhichwaswritten,’Therobberofthewidowandtheorphan,’andtheyweresingingWelshsongs。OnlyIsawJones,whowasmorethanhalfdrunk,cursingandswearinginWelshandEnglish。Whentheauctioneerbegantosell,JoneswentintothehouseandBoneswentwithhim。Afterenoughhadbeensoldtopaythedebt,andwhilethemobwasstilllaughingandshouting,suddenlythebackdoorofthehouseopenedandoutrushedJones,nowquitedrunk,aguninhishandandBoneshangingontohiscoat-tails。Iwastalkingtotheauctioneeratthemoment,andmybeliefisthatthebrutethoughtthatIwasJohnson。Atanyrate,beforeanythingcouldbedoneheliftedthegunandfired,atme,asIthink。Thecharge,however,passedmyheadandhitpoorJohnsonfullintheface,killinghimdead。Thatisallthestory。”

  “Andquiteenough,too。”saidBeatricewithashudder。“Whattimeswelivein!Ifeelquitesick。”

  Supperthatnightwasaverymelancholyaffair。OldMr。Grangerwasaltogetherthrownoffhisbalance;andevenElizabeth’sironnerveswereshaken。

  “Itcouldnotbeworse,itcouldnotbeworse。”moanedtheoldman,risingfromthetableandwalkingupanddowntheroom。

  “Nonsense,father。”saidElizabeththepractical。“Hemighthavebeenshotbeforehehadsoldthehay,andthenyouwouldnothavegotyourtithe。”

  Geoffreycouldnothelpsmilingatthiswayoflookingatthings,fromwhich,however,Mr。Grangerseemedtodrawalittlecomfort。Fromconstantlythinkingaboutit,andthedailypressureofnecessity,moneyhadcometobemoretotheoldmanthananythingelseintheworld。

  HardlywasthemealdonewhenthreereportersarrivedandtookdownGeoffrey’sstatementofwhathadoccurred,forpublicationinvariouspapers,whileBeatricewentawaytoseeaboutpackingEffie’sthings。

  TheyweretostartbyatrainleavingforLondonathalf-pasteightonthefollowingmorning。WhenBeatricecamebackitwashalf-pastten,andinhisirritationofmindMr。Grangerinsisteduponeverybodygoingtobed。ElizabethshookhandswithGeoffrey,congratulatinghimonhisescapeasshedidso,andwentatonce;butBeatricelingeredalittle。Atlastshecameforwardandheldoutherhand。

  “Good-night,Mr。Bingham。”shesaid。

  “Good-night。Ihopethatthisisnotgood-byealso。”headdedwithsomeanxiety。

  “Ofcoursenot。”brokeinMr。Granger。“Beatricewillgoandseeyouoff。Ican’t;Ihavetogoandmeetthecoronerabouttheinquest,andElizabethisalwaysbusyinthehouse。Luckilytheywon’twantyou;

  thereweresomanywitnesses。”

  “Thenitisonlygood-night。”saidBeatrice。

  Shewenttoherroom。Elizabeth,whosharedit,wasalreadyasleep,orpretendingtobeasleep。ThenBeatriceundressedandgotintobed,butrestshecouldnot。Itwas“onlygood-night。”alastgood-night。Hewasgoingaway——backtohiswife,backtothegreatrushingworld,andtothelifeinwhichshehadnoshare。Verysoonhewouldforgether。

  Otherinterestswouldarise,otherwomenwouldbecomehisfriends,andhewouldforgettheWelshgirlwhohadattractedhimforawhile,orrememberheronlyasthecompanionofaroughadventure。Whatdiditmean?Whywasherheartsosore?Whyhadshefeltasthoughsheshoulddiewhentheytoldherthathewasdead?

  Thentheanswerroseinherbreast。Shelovedhim;itwasuselesstodenythetruth——shelovedhimbody,andheartandsoul,withallhermindandallherstrength。Shewashis,andhisalone——to-day,to-morrow,andforever。Hemightgofromhersight,shemightnever,neverseehimmore,butlovehimshealwaysmust。Andhewasmarried!

  Well,itwashermisfortune;itcouldnotaffectthesolemntruth。

  Whatshouldshedonow,howshouldsheendureherlifewhenhereyesnolongersawhiseyes,andherearsneverheardhisvoice?Shesawthefuturestretchitselfbeforeherasavision。Shesawherselfforgottenbythismanwhomsheloved,orfromtimetotimerememberedonlywithafaintregret。Shesawherselfgrowingslowlyold,herbeautyfadingyearlyfromherfaceandform,companionedonlybythelovethatgrowsnotold。Oh,itwasbitter,bitter!andyetshewouldnothaveitotherwise。Eveninherpainshefeltitbettertohavefoundthisdeepandruinousjoy,tohavewrestledwiththeAngelandbeenworsted,thannevertohavelookeduponhisface。Ifshecouldonlyknowthatwhatshegavewasgivenbackagain,thathelovedherasshelovedhim,shewouldbecontent。Shewasinnocent,shehadnevertriedtodrawhimtoher;shehadusednotouchorlook,nowoman’sartsorluressuchasherbeautyplacedathercommand。Therehadbeennowordspoken,scarcelyameaningglancehadpassedbetweenthem,nothingbutfrankandfreecompanionshipasofmanwithman。Sheknewhedidnotlovehiswifeandthathiswifedidnotlovehim——thisshecould/see/。Butshehadnevertriedtowinhimfromher,andthoughshesinnedinthought,thoughherheartwasguilty——oh,herhandswereclean!

  Herrestlessnessovercameher。Shecouldnolongerlieinbed。

  Elizabeth,watchingthroughherveilofsleep,sawBeatricerise,putonawrapper,and,goingtothewindow,throwitwide。Atfirstshethoughtofinterfering,forElizabethwasaprudentpersonanddidnotlikedraughts;buthersister’smovementsexcitedhercuriosity,andsherefrained。Beatricesatdownonthefootofherbed,andleaningherarmuponthewindow-silllookedoutuponthelovelyquietnight。

  Howdarkthepinetreesmassedagainstthesky;howsoftwasthewhisperofthesea,andhowvasttheheaventhroughwhichthestarssailedon。

  Whatwasit,then,thisloveofhers?Wasitmereearthlypassion?No,itwasmore。Itwassomethinggrander,purer,deeper,andquiteundying。Whencecameit,then?Ifshewas,asshehadthought,onlyachildofearth,whencecamethisdeepdesirewhichwasnotoftheearth?Hadshebeenwrong,hadsheasoul——somethingthatcouldlovewiththebodyandthroughthebodyandbeyondthebody——somethingofwhichthebodywithitsyearningswasbuttheenvelope,thehandorinstrument?Oh,nowitseemedtoBeatricethatthiswasso,andthatcalledintobeingbyherlovesheandhersoulstoodfacetofaceacknowledgingtheirunity。Onceshehadheldthatitwasphantasy:

  thatsuchspiritualhopeswerebutexhalationsfromaheartunsatisfied;thatwhenloveescapesusontheearth,inourdespair,weswearitisimmortal,andthatweshallfinditintheheavens。NowBeatricebelievedthisnomore。Lovehadkissedherontheeyes,andathiskisshersleepingspiritwasawakened,andshesawavisionofthetruth。

  Yes,shelovedhim,andmustalwayslovehim!Butshecouldneverknowonearththathewashers,andifshehadaspirittobefreedaftersomefewyears,wouldnothisspirithaveforgottenhersinthatfarhereafteroftheirmeeting?

  Shedroppedherbrowuponherarmandsoftlysobbed。Whatwasthereleftforhertodoexcepttosob——tillherheartbroke?

  Elizabeth,lyingwithwide-openears,heardthesobs。Elizabeth,peeringthroughthemoonlight,sawhersister’sformtrembleintheconvulsionofhersorrow,andsmiledasmileofmalice。

  “Thethingisdone。”shethought;“shecriesbecausethemanisgoing。

  Don’tcry,Beatrice,don’tcry!Wewillgetyourplaythingbackforyou。Oh,withsuchabaititwillbeeasy。Heisassweetonyouasyouonhim。”

  Therewassomethingevil,somethingalmostdevilish,inthissceneoftheonewatchingwomanholdingacluetoandenjoyingthesecrettorturesoftheother,plottingthewhiletoturnthemtoherinnocentrival’sdestructionandherownadvantage。Elizabeth’sjealousywasindeedbitterasthegrave。

  SuddenlyBeatriceceasedsobbing。Sheliftedherhead,andbyasuddenimpulsethrewoutthepassionofherheartwithallherconcentratedstrengthofmindtowardsthemansheloved,murmuringasshedidsosomepassionate,despairingwordswhichsheknew。

  AtthismomentGeoffrey,sleepingsoundly,dreamedthathesawBeatriceseatedbyherwindowandlookingathimwitheyeswhichnoearthlyobstaclecouldblind。Shewasspeaking;herlipsmoved,butthoughhecouldhearnovoicethewordsshespokefloatedintohismind——

  “BeagodandholdmeWithacharm!

  BeamanandfoldmeWiththinearm。

  Teachme,onlyteach,Love!

  AsIoughtIwillspeakthyspeech,Love,Thinkthythought——

  Meet,ifthourequireit,Bothdemands,LayingfleshandspiritInthyhands。

  Thatshallbeto-morrowNotto-night:

  ImustburysorrowOutofsight。

  Mustalittleweep,Love,Foolishme!

  Andsofallasleep,Love,Lovedbythee。”

  Geoffreyheardtheminhisheart。Thentheyweregone,thevisionofBeatricewasgone,andsuddenlyheawoke。

  Oh,whatwasthisfloodofinarticulate,passion-ladenthoughtthatbeatuponhisbraintellingofBeatrice?Waveafterwaveitcame,utterlyoverwhelminghim,liketheheavybreathofflowersstirredbyanightwind——likeamessagefromanotherworld。Itwasreal;itwasnodream,nofancy;shewaspresentwithhimthoughshewasnotthere;

  herthoughtmingledwithhisthought,herbeingbeatuponhisown。Hisheartthrobbed,hislimbstrembled,hestrovetounderstandandcouldnot。Butinthemysteryofthatdreadcommunion,thepassionhehadtroddendownandrefusedacknowledgmenttooklifeandformwithinhim;

  itgrewliketheIndian’smagictree,fromseedtoblade,frombladetobud,andfrombudtobloom。Inthatmomentitbecamecleartohim:

  heknewhelovedher,andknowingwhatsuchalovemustmean,forhimifnotforher,Geoffreysankbackandgroaned。

  AndBeatrice?Ofasuddensheceasedspeakingtoherself;shefeltherthoughtflungbacktoherweightedwithanother’sthought。Shehadbrokenthroughthebarriersofearth;thequickelectricmessageofherhearthadfoundapathtohimshelovedandcomebackanswered。

  Butinwhattonguewasthatanswerwrit?Alas!shecouldnotreadit,anymorethanhecouldreadthemessage。Atfirstshedoubted;surelyitwasimagination。Thensheremembereditwasabsolutelyprovedthatpeopledyingcouldsendavisionofthemselvestoothersfaraway;andifthatcouldbe,whynotthis?No,itwastruth,asolemntruth;sheknewhefeltherthought,sheknewthathislifebeatuponherlife。

  Oh,herewasmystery,andherewashope,forifthiscouldbe,andit/was/,whatmightnotbe?Ifherblindstrengthofhumanlovecouldsooversteptheboundariesofhumanpower,and,bythesheermightofitsvolition,mockthephysicalbarriersthathemmedherin,whathadshetofearfromdistance,fromseparation,ay,fromdeathitself?Shehadgraspedacluewhichmightoneday,beforetheseemingendorafter——

  whatdiditmatter?——laystrangesecretsopentohergaze。Shehadheardawhisperinanunknowntonguethatcouldstillbelearned,answeringLife’sagonizingcrywithasongofglory。Ifonlyhelovedher,somedayallwouldbewell。Somedaythebarrierswouldfall。

  Crumblingwiththeflesh,theywouldfallandsethernakedspiritfreetoseekitsotherself。Andthen,havingfoundherlove,whatmorewastheretoseek?WhatotheranswerdidshedesiretoalltheproblemsofherlifethanthisofUnityattainedatlast——UnityattainedinDeath!

  Andifhedidnotloveher,howcouldheanswerher?Surelythatmessagecouldnotpassexceptalongthegoldenchordoflove,whichevermakesitssweetestmusicwhenPainstrikesitwithahandoffear。

  Thetroubledglorypassed——itthrobbeditselfaway;thespiritualgustsofthoughtgrewcontinuallyfainter,till,liketheechoesofadyingharp,likethebreathofafallinggale,theyslowlysanktonothingness。ThenweariedwithanextremeofwildemotionBeatricesoughtherbedagainandpresentlywaslostinsleep。

  WhenGeoffreywokeonthenextmorning,afteralittlereflection,hecametothedecisionthathehadexperiencedaverycuriousandmovingdream,consequentontheexcitingeventsofthepreviousday,oronthepainofhisimpendingdeparture。Herose,packedhisbag——

  everythingelsewasready——andwentintobreakfast。Beatricedidnotappeartillitwashalfover。Shelookedverypale,andsaidthatshehadbeenpackingEffie’sthings。Geoffreynoticedthatshebarelytouchedhisfingerswhenherosetoshakehandswithher,andthatshestudiouslyavoidedhisglance。Thenhebegantowonderifshealsohadstrangelydreamed。

  Nextcamethebustleofdeparture。EffiewasdespatchedintheflywiththeluggageandBetty,thefatWelshservant,tolookafterher。

  BeatriceandGeoffreyweretowalktothestation。

  “Timeforyoutobegoing,Mr。Bingham。”saidMr。Granger。“There,good-bye,good-bye!Godblessyou!Neverhadsuchcharminglodgersbefore。Hopeyouwillcomebackagain,I’msure。Bytheway,theyarecertaintosummonyouasawitnessatthetrialofthatvillainJones。”

  “Good-bye,Mr。Granger。”Geoffreyanswered;“youmustcomeandseemeintown。Achangewilldoyougood。”

  “Well,perhapsImay。Ihavenothadachangefortwenty-fiveyears。

  Nevercouldaffordit。Aren’tyougoingtosaygood-byetoElizabeth?”

  “Good-bye,MissGranger。”saidGeoffreypolitely。“Manythanksforallyourkindness。Ihopeweshallmeetagain。”

  “Doyou?”answeredElizabeth;“sodoI。Iamsurethatweshallmeetagain,andIamsurethatIshallbegladtoseeyouwhenwedo,Mr。

  Bingham。”sheaddeddarkly。

  InanotherminutehehadlefttheVicarageand,withBeatriceathisside,waswalkingsmartlytowardsthestation。

  “Thisisverymelancholy。”hesaid,afterafewmoments’silence。

  “Goingawaygenerallyis。”sheanswered——“eitherforthosewhogoorthosewhostaybehind。”sheadded。

  “Orforboth。”hesaid。

  Thencameanotherpause;hebrokeit。

  “MissBeatrice,mayIwritetoyou?”

  “Certainly,ifyoulike。”

  “Andwillyouanswermyletters?”

  “Yes,Iwillanswerthem。”

  “IfIhadmyway,then,youshouldspendagooddealofyourtimeinwriting。”hesaid。“Youdon’tknow。”headdedearnestly,“whatadelightithasbeentometolearntoknowyou。Ihavehadnogreaterpleasureinmylife。”

  “Iamglad。”Beatriceansweredshortly。

  “Bytheway。”Geoffreysaidpresently,“thereissomethingIwanttoaskyou。Youareasgoodasareferencebookforquotations,youknow。

  Somelineshavebeenhauntingmeforthelasttwelvehours,andI

  cannotrememberwheretheycomefrom。”

  “Whatarethey?”sheasked,lookingup,andGeoffreysaw,orthoughthesaw,astrangefearshininginhereyes。

  “Herearefourofthem。”heansweredunconcernedly;“wehavenotimeforlongquotations:

  “’Thatshallbeto-morrow,Notto-night:

  ImustburysorrowOutofsight。’“

  Beatriceheard——heardtheverylineswhichhadbeenuponherlipsinthewildmidnightthathadgone。Herheartseemedtostop;shebecamewhiteasthedead,stumbled,andnearlyfell。Withasupremeeffortsherecoveredherself。

  “Ithinkthatyoumustknowthelines,Mr。Bingham。”shesaidinalowvoice。“TheycomefromapoemofBrowning’s,called’AWoman’sLastWord。’“

  Geoffreymadenoanswer;whatwashetosay?Forawhiletheywalkedoninsilence。Theyweregettingclosetothestationnow。Separation,perhapsforever,wasverynear。Anovermasteringdesiretoknowthetruthtookholdofhim。

  “MissBeatrice。”hesaidagain,“youlookpale。Didyousleepwelllastnight?”

  “No,Mr。Bingham。”

  “Didyouhavecuriousdreams?”

  “Yes,Idid。”sheanswered,lookingstraightbeforeher。

  Heturnedashadepaler。Thenitwastrue!

  “Beatrice。”hesaidinahalfwhisper,“whatdotheymean?”

  “Asmuchasanythingelse,oraslittle。”sheanswered。

  “Whatarepeopletodowhodreamsuchdreams?”hesaidagain,inthesameconstrainedvoice。

  “Forgetthem。”shewhispered。

  “Andiftheycomeback?”

  “Forgetthemagain。”

  “Andiftheywillnotbeforgotten?”

  Sheturnedandlookedhimfullintheeyes。

  “Dieofthem。”shesaid;“thentheywillbeforgotten,or——“

  “Orwhat,Beatrice?”

  “Hereisthestation。”saidBeatrice,“andBettyisquarrellingwiththeflyman。”

  FiveminutesmoreandGeoffreywasgone。

  CHAPTERXVI

  THEFLATNEARTHEEDGWAREROAD

  Geoffrey’sjourneytotownwasnotaltogetheracheerfulone。Tobeginwith,Effieweptcopiouslyatpartingwithherbeloved“auntie。”asshecalledBeatrice,andwouldnotbecomforted。TheprospectofrejoininghermotherandthevolubleAnnehadnocharmsforEffie。

  Theyallthreegotonbestapart。Geoffreyhimselfhadalsomuchtothinkabout,andfoundlittlesatisfactioninthethinking。Hethrewhismindbackovertheeventsofthepastfewweeks。HerememberedhowhehadfirstseenBeatrice’sfacethroughthethickmistontheRedRocks,andhowherbeautyhadstruckhimasnobeautyeverhadbefore。

  Thenhethoughtoftheadventureoftheirshipwreck,andofthedesperatecouragewithwhichshehadsavedhislife,almostatthecostofherown。Hethought,too,ofthatscenewhenonthefollowingdayhehadenteredtheroomwhereshewasasleep,whenthewanderingrayoflighthadwaveredfromherbreasttohisown,whenthatstrangepresentimentoftheultimateinterminglingoftheirliveshadflasheduponhim,andwhenshehadawakenedwithanunearthlygreetingonherlips。WhileEffieslowlysobbedherselftosilenceinthecorneroppositetohim,onebyone,herecalledeveryphaseandsceneoftheirever-growingintimacy,tillthereviewculminatedinhismysteriousexperienceofthepastnight,andthememoryofBeatrice’spartingwords。

  OfallmenGeoffreywasamongthoseleastinclinedtoanysortofsuperstition;fromboyhoodhehadbeennotedforcommonsense,andasomewhatdisbelievingturnofmind。Buthehadintellect,andimaginationwhichissimplyintellectetherealised。Withoutthese,withhispeculiarmentalconstitution,hewould,forinstance,probablyhavebeenareligioussceptic;havingthem,hewasnothingofthesort。Sointhismatterofhisexperienceofthepreviousnight,andgenerallyofthestrangeandalmostunnaturalsympathyinwhichhefoundhimselfwiththislady,commonsenseandtheresultsofhisobservationandexperiencepointedtothewholethingbeingnonsense——

  theresultof“propinquity,Sir,propinquity。”andaprettyface——andnothingmore。

  Butherehisintellectandhisimaginationsteppedin,tellinghimplainlythatitwasnotnonsense,thathehadnotmerelymadeadonkeyofhimselfoveranhysterical,orpossiblyalove-sickgirl。Theytoldhimthatbecauseathingisamysteryitisnotnecessarilyafolly,thoughmysteriesareforthemostpartdealtinbyfools。Theysuggestedthattheremaybemanythingsandforcesaboveusandaroundus,invisibleasanelectriccurrent,intangibleaslight,yetexistentandcapableofmanifestationundercertainrareandfavourableconditions。

  AndwasitnotpossiblethatsuchconditionsshoulduniteinawomanlikeBeatrice,whocombinedinherselfabeautyofbodywhichwasonlyoutpassedbythebeautyofhermind?Itwasnoanswertosaythatmostwomencouldneverinspiretheunearthlypassionwithwhichhehadbeenshakensometenhourspast,orthatmostmencouldneverbecomeawareoftheinspiration。Hasnothumanitypowersandperceptionsdeniedtothecattleofthefields,andmaytherenotbemenandwomenasfarremovedfromtheirfellowsinthisrespectasthesearefromthecattle?

  Buttheweakpointofmysteriousoccurrencesisthattheyleadnowhere,anddonotmateriallyalterthefactsoflife。Onecannot,forinstance,pleadamysteryinacourtoflaw;so,droppingtheimaginativesideofthequestionasonebeyondhim,Geoffreycametoitspracticalaspect,onlytofinditequallythorny。

  Oddasitmayseem,GeoffreydidnottothismomentknowtheexactpositionwhichheoccupiedinthemindofBeatrice,orthatsheoccupiedinhis。Hewasnotinlovewithher,atleastnotinawayinwhichhehadeverexperiencedtheinfluenceofthat,onthewhole,inconvenientanddisagreeablepassion。Atanyratehearguedfromthehypothesisthathewasnotinlovewithher。Thisherefusedtoadmitnowinthelightofday,thoughhehadadmitteditfullyinthewatchesofthenight。Itwouldnotdotoadmitit。Buthewasforcedtoacknowledgethatshehadcreptintohislifeandpossesseditsocompletelythatthenandformonthsafterwards,exceptindeepsleeporinhoursofseverementalstrain,notasinglehalfhourwouldpasswithoutbringingitsthoughtofBeatrice。Everythingthatwasbeautiful,orgrand,orelevating,remindedhimofher——andwhathighercomplimentcouldamistresshave?Ifhelistenedtogloriousmusic,thevoiceofBeatricespoketohimthroughthenotes;ifhewatchedthecloudsrollinginheavypompacrossabrokenskyhethoughtofBeatrice;ifsomechancepoemornovelmovedhim,whyBeatricewasinhismindtosharethepleasure。Allofwhichwasveryinteresting,andinsomewaysdelightful,butunderourcurrentsystemnototherwisethaninconvenienttoamarriedman。

  AndnowBeatricewasgone,andhemustcomebacktohisdailytoil,sweetenedbyHonoria’sbittercomplaintsoftheirpoverty,andseehernomore。ThethoughtmadeGeoffrey’sheartachewithaphysicalpain,buthisreasontoldhimthatitwasbestso。Afterall,therewerenobonesbroken;therehadbeennolovescenes,nokiss,nowordsthatcannotberecalled;whatevertherewaslaybeneaththesurface,andwhileappearanceswerekeptupallwaswell。Nodoubtitwasanhypocrisy,butthenhypocrisyisoneofthegreatpillarsofcivilization,andhowdoesitmatterwhattheheartsayswhilethelipsaresilent?TheRecordingAngelcanalonereadhearts,andhemustoftenfindthemsingularlycontradictoryanduntrustworthywritings。

  Dieofthem,dieofherdreams!No,Beatricewouldnotdieofthem,andcertainlyheshouldnot。Probablyintheendshewouldmarrythatpiousearthlylump,OwenDavies。Itwasnotpleasanttothinkof,itwasevendreadful,butreallyifsheweretoaskhimhisopinion,“asafriend。”heshouldtellheritwasthebestthingthatshecoulddo。

  Ofcourseitwouldbehypocrisyagain,thelipswouldgivehisheartthelie;butwhentheheartrisesinrebellionagainsttheintelligenceitmustbesuppressed。Unfortunately,however,thoughasmallmember,itisverystrong。

  TheyreachedLondonatlast,andashadbeenarranged,Anne,theFrench/bonne/,metthematthestationtotakeEffiehome。Geoffreynoticedthatshelookedsmarterandlesstohistastethanever。

  However,sheembracedEffiewithanenthusiasmwhichthechildscarcelyrespondedto,andatthesametimecarriedonanocularflirtationwithaticketcollector。Althoughearlyintheyearforyellowfogs,Londonwasplungedinadensegloom。IthadbeenmistythatmorningatBryngelly,andbecomemoreandmoresoasthedayadvanced;but,thoughitwasnotyetfouro’clock,Londonwasdarkasnight。Luckily,however,itisnotfarfromPaddingtontotheflatneartheEdgwareRoad,whereGeoffreylived,sohavingpersonallyinstructedthecabman,heleftAnnetoconvoyEffieandtheluggage,andwentontotheTemplebyUndergroundRailwaywithaneasymind。

  ShortlyafterGeoffreyreachedhischambersinPumpCourtthesolicitorarrivedashadbeenarranged,nothisuncle——whowas,helearned,veryunwell——butapartner。TohisdelighthethenfoundthatBeatrice’sghosttheorywasperfectlyaccurate;theboywiththemissingtoe-jointhadbeendiscoveredwhosawthewholehorribletragedythroughacrackintheblind;moreoverthetruthhadbeenwrungfromhimandhewouldbeproducedatthetrial——indeedaproofofhisevidencewasalreadyforthcoming。Alsosomespecimensoftheex-lawyer’sclerk’shandwritinghadbeenobtained,andweredeclaredbytwoexpertstobeidenticalwiththewritingonthewill。Onething,however,disturbedhim:neithertheAttorney-GeneralnorMr。

  Candletonwasyetintown,sonoconferencewaspossiblethatevening。

  However,bothwereexpectedthatnight——theAttorney-GeneralfromDevonshireandMr。CandletonfromtheContinent;sothecasebeingfirstonthelist,itwasarrangedthattheconferenceshouldtakeplaceatteno’clockonthefollowingmorning。

  OnarrivinghomeGeoffreywasinformedthatLadyHonoriawasdressing,andhadleftamessagesayinghemustbequickanddolikewiseasagentlemanwascomingtodinner。Accordinglyhewenttohisownroom——

  whichwasattheotherendoftheflat——andputonhisdressclothes。

  Beforegoingtothedining-room,however,hesaidgood-nighttoEffie——whowasinbed,butnotasleep——andaskedherwhattimeshehadreachedhome。

  “Attwentyminutespastfive,daddy。”Effiesaidpromptly。

  “Twentyminutespastfive!Why,youdon’tmeantosaythatyouwereanhourcomingthatlittleway!Didyougetblockedinthefog?”

  “No,daddy,but——“

  “Butwhat,dear?”

  “Annedidtellmenottosay!“

  “ButItellyoutosay,dear——nevermindAnne!“

  “Annestoppedandtalkedtotheticket-manforalong,longtime。”

  “Oh,didshe?”hesaid。

  AtthatmomenttheparlourmaidcametosaythatLadyHonoriaandthe“gentleman“werewaitingfordinner。GeoffreyaskedhercasuallywhattimeMissEffiehadreachedhome。

  “Abouthalf-pastfive,sir。Annesaidthecabwasblockedinthefog。”

  “Verywell。TellherladyshipthatIshallbedowninaminute。”

  “Daddy。”saidthechild,“Ihaven’tsaidmyprayers。Motherdidnotcome,andAnnesaiditwasallnonsenseaboutprayers。Auntiedidalwayshearmemyprayers。”

  “Yes,dear,andsowillI。There,kneeluponmylapandsaythem。”

  Inthemiddleoftheprayers——whichEffiedidnotrememberaswellasshemighthavedone——theparlourmaidarrivedagain。

  “Please,sir,herladyship——“

  “TellherladyshipIamcoming,andthatifsheisinahurryshecangotodinner!Goon,love。”

  Thenhekissedherandputhertobedagain。

  “Daddy。”saidEffie,ashewasgoing,“shallIseeauntieBeatriceanymore?”

  “Ihopeso,dear。”

  “Andshallyouseeheranymore?Youwanttoseeher,don’tyou,daddy?Shedidloveyouverymuch!“

  Geoffreycouldbearitnolonger。Thetruthisalwayssharperwhenitcomesfromthemouthofbabesandsucklings。Withahurriedgood-nighthefled。

  Inthelittledrawing-roomhefoundLadyHonoria,verywelldressed,andalsoherfriend,whosenamewasMr。Dunstan。Geoffreyknewhimatonceforanexceedinglywealthymanofsmallbirth,andlessbreeding,butaburningandashininglightintheGarsingtonset。Mr。Dunstanwasanxioustoraisehimselfinsociety,andhethoughtthatnotwithstandingherpoverty,LadyHonoriamightbeusefultohiminthisrespect。Hencehispresencethereto-night。

  “Howdoyoudo,Geoffrey?”saidhiswife,advancingtogreethimwithakissofpeace。“Youlookverywell。Butwhatanimmensetimeyouhavebeendressing。PoorMr。Dunstanisstarving。Letmesee。YouknowMr。Dunstan,Ithink。Dinner,Mary。”

  Geoffreyapologisedforbeinglate,andshookhandspolitelywithMr。

  Dunstan——SaintDunstanhewasgenerallycalledonaccountofhisratherclericalappearanceandinsarcasticallusiontohissomewhatshadyreputation。Thentheywentintodinner。

  “Sorrythereisnoladyforyou,Geoffrey;butyoumusthavehadplentyofladies’societylately。Bytheway,howisMiss——MissGranger?Wouldyoubelieveit,Mr。Dunstan?thatshockinghusbandofminehasbeenpassingthelastmonthinthecompanyofoneoftheloveliestgirlsIeversaw,whoknowsLatinandlawandeverythingelseunderthesun。Shebeganbysavinghislife,theywereupsettogetheroutofacanoe,youknow。Isn’titromantic?”

  SaintDunstanmadesomeappropriate——or,ratherinappropriate——remarktotheeffectthathehopedMr。Binghamhadmadethemostofsuchunrivalledopportunities,adding,withadeepsigh,thatnolovelyyoungladyhadeversavedhislifethathemightliveforher,&c。,&c。

  HereGeoffreybrokeinwithoutmuchceremony。TohimitseemedadesecrationtolistenwhilethispersonwasmakinghisfeeblejokesaboutBeatrice。

  “Well,dear。”hesaid,addressinghiswife,“andwhathaveyoubeendoingwithyourselfallthistime?”

  “Mourningforyou,Geoffrey,andenjoyingmyselfexceedinglyintheintervals。Wehavehadadelightfultime,havewenot,Mr。Dunstan?

  Mr。DunstanhasalsobeenstayingattheHall,youknow。”

  “Howcoulditbeotherwisewhenyouwerethere,LadyHonoria?”

  answeredtheSaintinthatstrainofcomplimentaffectedbysuchmen,andwhich,totellthetruth,jarredonitsobject,whowasafterallalady。

  “Youknow,Geoffrey。”shewenton,“theGarsingtonshavere-furnishedthelargehallandtheirdrawing-room。Itcosteighteenhundredpounds,buttheresultislovely。Thedrawing-roomisdoneinhand-

  paintedwhitesatin,wallsandall,andthehallinoldoak。”

  “Indeed!“heanswered,reflectingthewhilethatLordGarsingtonmightaswellhavepaidsomeofhisdebtsbeforehespenteighteenhundredpoundsonhisdrawing-roomfurniture。

  ThentheSaintandLadyHonoriadriftedintoalongandanimatedconversationabouttheirfellowguests,whichGeoffreyscarcelytriedtofollow。Indeed,thedinnerwasadulloneforhim,andheaddedlittleornothingtothestockoftalk。

  Whenhiswifelefttheroom,however,hehadtosaysomething,sotheyspokeofshooting。TheSainthadaredeemingfeature——hewassomewhatofasportsman,thoughapoorone,andhedescribedtoGeoffreyanewpairofhammerlessguns,whichhehadboughtforatriflingsumofahundredandfortyguineas,recommendingthepatterntohisnotice。

  “Yes。”answeredGeoffrey,“Idaresaythattheyareverynice;but,yousee,theyarebeyondme。Apoormancannotaffordsomuchforapairofguns。”

  “Oh,ifthatisall。”answeredhisguest,“Iwillsellyouthese;theyarealittlelonginthestockforme,andyoucanpaymewhenyoulike。Or,hangitall,Ihaveplentyofguns。I’llbegenerousandgivethemtoyou。IfIcannotaffordtobegenerous,Idon’tknowwhocan!“

  “Thankyouverymuch,Mr。Dunstan。”answeredGeoffreycoldly,“butI

  amnotinthehabitofacceptingsuchpresentsfrommy——acquaintances。

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