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  CHAPTERVII

  THECATHEDRAL

  IMUSTnotgoondescribingwhatcannotbedescribed,fornothingismorewearisome。

  Beforetheyreachedthesea,DiamondfeltNorthWind’shairjustbeginningtofallabouthim。

  “Isthestormover,NorthWind?”hecalledout。

  “No,Diamond。Iamonlywaitingamomenttosetyoudown。

  Youwouldnotliketoseetheshipsunk,andIamgoingtogiveyouaplacetostopintillIcomebackforyou。”

  “Oh!thankyou。”saidDiamond。“Ishallbesorrytoleaveyou,NorthWind,butIwouldrathernotseetheshipgodown。AndI’mafraidthepoorpeoplewillcry,andIshouldhearthem。Oh,dear!“

  “Thereareagoodmanypassengersonboard;andtotellthetruth,Diamond,Idon’tcareaboutyourhearingthecryyouspeakof。

  Iamafraidyouwouldnotgetitoutofyourlittleheadagainforalongtime。”

  “Buthowcanyoubearitthen,NorthWind?ForIamsureyouarekind。

  Ishallneverdoubtthatagain。”

  “IwilltellyouhowIamabletobearit,Diamond:Iamalwayshearing,througheverynoise,throughallthenoiseIammakingmyselfeven,thesoundofafar-offsong。Idonotexactlyknowwhereitis,orwhatitmeans;andIdon’thearmuchofit,onlytheodourofitsmusic,asitwere,flittingacrossthegreatbillowsoftheoceanoutsidethisairinwhichImakesuchastorm;butwhatIdohearisquiteenoughtomakemeabletobearthecryfromthedrowningship。

  Soitwouldyouifyoucouldhearit。”

  “No,itwouldn’t。”returnedDiamond,stoutly。“Fortheywouldn’thearthemusicofthefar-awaysong;andiftheydid,itwouldn’tdothemanygood。YouseeyouandIarenotgoingtobedrowned,andsowemightenjoyit。”

  “Butyouhaveneverheardthepsalm,andyoudon’tknowwhatitislike。Somehow,Ican’tsayhow,ittellsmethatallisright;

  thatitiscomingtoswallowupallcries。”

  “Butthatwon’tdothemanygood——thepeople,Imean。”persistedDiamond。

  “Itmust。Itmust。”saidNorthWind,hurriedly。“Itwouldn’tbethesongitseemstobeifitdidnotswallowupalltheirfearandpaintoo,andsetthemsingingitthemselveswiththerest。

  Iamsureitwill。Anddoyouknow,eversinceIknewIhadhair,thatis,eversinceitbegantogooutandaway,thatsonghasbeencomingnearerandnearer。OnlyImustsayitwassomethousandyearsbeforeIheardit。”

  “Buthowcanyousayitwascomingnearerwhenyoudidnothearit?”

  askeddoubtinglittleDiamond。

  “SinceIbegantohearit,Iknowitisgrowinglouder,thereforeI

  judgeitwascomingnearerandneareruntilIdidhearitfirst。

  I’mnotsoveryold,youknow——afewthousandyearsonly——andIwasquiteababywhenIheardthenoisefirst,butIknewitmustcomefromthevoicesofpeopleeversomucholderandwiserthanIwas。

  Ican’tsingatall,exceptnowandthen,andIcannevertellwhatmysongisgoingtobe;IonlyknowwhatitisafterIhavesungit——

  Butthiswillneverdo。Willyoustophere?”

  “Ican’tseeanywheretostop。”saidDiamond。“Yourhairisalldownlikeadarkness,andIcan’tseethroughitifIknockmyeyesintoiteversomuch。”

  “Look,then。”saidNorthWind;and,withonesweepofhergreatwhitearm,shesweptyardsdeepofdarknesslikeagreatcurtainfrombeforethefaceoftheboy。

  Andlo!itwasabluenight,litupwithstars。Whereitdidnotshinewithstarsitshimmeredwiththemilkofthestars,exceptwhere,justoppositetoDiamond’sface,thegreytowersofacathedralblottedouteachitsownshapeofskyandstars。

  “Oh!what’sthat?”criedDiamond,struckwithakindofterror,forhehadneverseenacathedral,anditrosebeforehimwithanawfulrealityinthemidstofthewidespaces,conqueringemptinesswithgrandeur。

  “Averygoodplaceforyoutowaitin。”saidNorthWind。“Butweshallgoin,andyoushalljudgeforyourself。”

  Therewasanopendoorinthemiddleofoneofthetowers,leadingoutupontheroof,andthroughittheypassed。ThenNorthWindsetDiamondonhisfeet,andhefoundhimselfatthetopofastonestair,whichwenttwistingawaydownintothedarknessforonlyalittlelightcameinatthedoor。Itwasenough,however,toallowDiamondtoseethatNorthWindstoodbesidehim。Helookeduptofindherface,andsawthatshewasnolongerabeautifulgiantess,butthetallgraciousladyhelikedbesttosee。Shetookhishand,and,givinghimthebroadpartofthespiralstairtowalkon,ledhimdownagoodway;then,openinganotherlittledoor,ledhimoutuponanarrowgallerythatranallroundthecentralpartofthechurch,ontheledgesofthewindowsoftheclerestory,andthroughopeningsinthepartsofthewallthatdividedthewindowsfromeachother。

  Itwasverynarrow,andexceptwhentheywerepassingthroughthewall,Diamondsawnothingtokeephimfromfallingintothechurch。

  Itlaybelowhimlikeagreatsilentgulfhollowedinstone,andheheldhisbreathforfearashelookeddown。

  “Whatareyoutremblingfor,littleDiamond?”saidthelady,asshewalkedgentlyalong,withherhandheldoutbehindherleadinghim,fortherewasnotbreadthenoughforthemtowalksidebyside。

  “Iamafraidoffallingdownthere。”answeredDiamond。“Itissodeepdown。”

  “Yes,rather。”answeredNorthWind;“butyouwereahundredtimeshigherafewminutesago。”

  “Ah,yes,butsomebody’sarmwasaboutmethen。”saidDiamond,puttinghislittlemouthtothebeautifulcoldhandthathadaholdofhis。

  “Whatadearlittlewarmmouthyou’vegot!“saidNorthWind。

  “Itisapityyoushouldtalknonsensewithit。Don’tyouknowI

  haveaholdofyou?”

  “Yes;butI’mwalkingonmyownlegs,andtheymightslip。

  Ican’ttrustmyselfsowellasyourarms。”

  “ButIhaveaholdofyou,Itellyou,foolishchild。”

  “Yes,butsomehowIcan’tfeelcomfortable。”

  “Ifyouweretofall,andmyholdofyouweretogiveway,Ishouldbedownafteryouinalessmomentthanalady’swatchcantick,andcatchyoulongbeforeyouhadreachedtheground。”

  “Idon’tlikeitthough。”saidDiamond。

  “Oh!oh!oh!“hescreamedthenextmoment,bentdoublewithterror,forNorthWindhadletgoherholdofhishand,andhadvanished,leavinghimstandingasifrootedtothegallery。

  Sheleftthewords,“Comeafterme。”soundinginhisears。

  Butmovehedarednot。Inamomentmorehewouldfromveryterrorhavefallenintothechurch,butsuddenlytherecameagentlebreathofcoolwinduponhisface,anditkeptblowinguponhiminlittlepuffs,andateverypuffDiamondfelthisfaintnessgoingaway,andhisfearwithit。Couragewasrevivinginhislittleheart,andstillthecoolwaftsofthesoftwindbreatheduponhim,andthesoftwindwassomightyandstrongwithinitsgentleness,thatinaminutemoreDiamondwasmarchingalongthenarrowledgeasfearlessforthetimeasNorthWindherself。

  Hewalkedonandon,withthewindowsallinarowononesideofhim,andthegreatemptynaveofthechurchechoingtoeveryoneofhisbravestridesontheother,untilatlasthecametoalittleopendoor,fromwhichabroaderstairledhimdownanddownanddown,tillatlastallatoncehefoundhimselfinthearmsofNorthWind,whoheldhimclosetoher,andkissedhimontheforehead。

  Diamondnestledtoher,andmurmuredintoherbosom,——“Whydidyouleaveme,dearNorthWind?”

  “BecauseIwantedyoutowalkalone。”sheanswered。

  “Butitissomuchnicerhere!“saidDiamond。

  “Idaresay;butIcouldn’tholdalittlecowardtomyheart。

  Itwouldmakemesocold!“

  “ButIwasn’tbraveofmyself。”saidDiamond,whommyolderreaderswillhavealreadydiscoveredtobeatruechildinthis,thathewasgiventometaphysics。“Itwasthewindthatblewinmyfacethatmademebrave。Wasn’titnow,NorthWind?”

  “Yes:Iknowthat。Youhadtobetaughtwhatcouragewas。

  Andyoucouldn’tknowwhatitwaswithoutfeelingit:thereforeitwasgivenyou。Butdon’tyoufeelasifyouwouldtrytobebraveyourselfnexttime?”

  “Yes,Ido。Buttryingisnotmuch。”

  “Yes,itis——averygreatdeal,foritisabeginning。Andabeginningisthegreatestthingofall。Totrytobebraveistobebrave。

  Thecowardwhotriestobebraveisbeforethemanwhoisbravebecauseheismadeso,andneverhadtotry。”

  “Howkindyouare,NorthWind!“

  “Iamonlyjust。Allkindnessisbutjustice。Weoweit。”

  “Idon’tquiteunderstandthat。”

  “Nevermind;youwillsomeday。Thereisnohurryaboutunderstandingitnow。”

  “Whoblewthewindonmethatmademebrave?”

  “Idid。”

  “Ididn’tseeyou。”

  “Thereforeyoucanbelieveme。”

  “Yes,yes;ofcourse。Buthowwasitthatsuchalittlebreathcouldbesostrong?”

  “ThatIdon’tknow。”

  “Butyoumadeitstrong?”

  “No:Ionlyblewit。Iknewitwouldmakeyoustrong,justasitdidthemanintheboat,youremember。ButhowmybreathhasthatpowerIcannottell。ItwasputintoitwhenIwasmade。

  ThatisallIknow。ButreallyImustbegoingaboutmywork。”

  “Ah!thepoorship!Iwishyouwouldstophere,andletthepoorshipgo。”

  “ThatIdarenotdo。WillyoustopheretillIcomeback?”

  “Yes。Youwon’tbelong?”

  “NotlongerthanIcanhelp。Trustme,youshallgethomebeforethemorning。”

  InamomentNorthWindwasgone,andthenextDiamondheardamoaningaboutthechurch,whichgrewandgrewtoaroaring。

  Thestormwasupagain,andheknewthatNorthWind’shairwasflying。

  Thechurchwasdark。Onlyalittlelightcamethroughthewindows,whichwerealmostallofthatpreciousoldstainedglasswhichissomuchlovelierthanthenew。ButDiamondcouldnotseehowbeautifultheywere,fortherewasnotenoughoflightinthestarstoshowthecoloursofthem。Hecouldonlyjustdistinguishthemfromthewalls,Helookedup,butcouldnotseethegalleryalongwhichhehadpassed。Hecouldonlytellwhereitwasfarupbythefaintglimmerofthewindowsoftheclerestory,whosesillsmadepartofit。Thechurchgrewverylonelyabouthim,andhebegantofeellikeachildwhosemotherhasforsakenit。

  Onlyheknewthattobeleftaloneisnotalwaystobeforsaken。

  Hebegantofeelhiswayabouttheplace,andforawhilewentwanderingupanddown。Hislittlefootstepswakedlittleansweringechoesinthegreathouse。Itwasn’ttoobigtomindhim。

  Itwasasifthechurchknewhewasthere,andmeanttomakeitselfhishouse。Soitwentongivingbackananswertoeverystep,untilatlengthDiamondthoughtheshouldliketosaysomethingoutloud,andseewhatthechurchwouldanswer。Buthefoundhewasafraidtospeak。Hecouldnotutterawordforfearoftheloneliness。

  Perhapsitwasaswellthathedidnot,forthesoundofaspokenwordwouldhavemadehimfeeltheplaceyetmoredesertedandempty。

  Buthethoughthecouldsing。Hewasfondofsinging,andathomeheusedtosing,totunesofhisown,allthenurseryrhymesheknew。

  Sohebegantotry`Heydiddlediddle’,butitwouldn’tdo。

  Thenhetried`LittleBoyBlue’,butitwasnobetter。Neitherwould`SingaSongofSixpence’singitselfatall。Thenhetried`PooroldCockytoo’,buthewouldn’tdo。Theyallsoundedsosilly!

  andhehadneverthoughtthemsillybefore。Sohewasquiet,andlistenedtotheechoesthatcameoutofthedarkcornersinanswertohisfootsteps。

  Atlasthegaveagreatsigh,andsaid,“I’msotired。”Buthedidnothearthegentleechothatansweredfromfarawayoverhishead,foratthesamemomenthecameagainstthelowestofafewstepsthatstretchedacrossthechurch,andfelldownandhurthisarm。

  Hecriedalittlefirst,andthencrawledupthestepsonhishandsandknees。Atthetophecametoalittlebitofcarpet,onwhichhelaydown;andtherehelaystaringatthedullwindowthatrosenearlyahundredfeetabovehishead。

  Nowthiswastheeasternwindowofthechurch,andthemoonwasatthatmomentjustontheedgeofthehorizon。Thenext,shewaspeepingoverit。Andlo!withthemoon,St。JohnandSt。Paul,andtherestofthem,begantodawninthewindowintheirlovelygarments。

  Diamonddidnotknowthatthewonder-workingmoonwasbehind,andhethoughtallthelightwascomingoutofthewindowitself,andthatthegoodoldmenwereappearingtohelphim,growingoutofthenightandthedarkness,becausehehadhurthisarm,andwasverytiredandlonely,andNorthWindwassolongincoming。

  Sohelayandlookedatthembackwardsoverhishead,wonderingwhentheywouldcomedownorwhattheywoulddonext。Theywereverydim,forthemoonlightwasnotstrongenoughforthecolours,andhehadenoughtodowithhiseyestryingtomakeouttheirshapes。

  Sohiseyesgrewtired,andmoreandmoretired,andhiseyelidsgrewsoheavythattheywouldkeeptumblingdownoverhiseyes。

  Hekeptliftingthemandliftingthem,buteverytimetheywereheavierthanthelast。Itwasnouse:theyweretoomuchforhim。

  Sometimesbeforehehadgotthemhalfup,downtheywereagain;

  andatlengthhegaveitupquite,andthemomenthegaveitup,hewasfastasleep。

  CHAPTERVIII

  THEEASTWINDOW

  THATDiamondhadfallenfastasleepisveryevidentfromthestrangethingshenowfanciedastakingplace。Forhethoughtheheardasoundasofwhisperingupinthegreatwindow。Hetriedtoopenhiseyes,buthecouldnot。Andthewhisperingwentonandgrewlouderandlouder,untilhecouldheareverywordthatwassaid。

  HethoughtitwastheApostlestalkingabouthim。Buthecouldnotopenhiseyes。

  “Andhowcomeshetobelyingthere,St。Peter?”saidone。

  “IthinkIsawhimawhileagoupinthegallery,undertheNicodemuswindow。Perhapshehasfallendown。

  “Whatdoyouthink,St。Matthew?”

  “Idon’tthinkhecouldhavecrepthereafterfallingfromsuchaheight。Hemusthavebeenkilled。”

  “Whatarewetodowithhim?Wecan’tleavehimlyingthere。

  Andwecouldnotmakehimcomfortableuphereinthewindow:

  it’srathercrowdedalready。Whatdoyousay,St。Thomas?”

  “Let’sgodownandlookathim。”

  Therecamearustling,andachinking,forsometime,andthentherewasasilence,andDiamondfeltsomehowthatalltheApostleswerestandingroundhimandlookingdownonhim。Andstillhecouldnotopenhiseyes。

  “Whatisthematterwithhim,St。Luke?”askedone。

  “There’snothingthematterwithhim。”answeredSt。Luke,whomusthavejoinedthecompanyoftheApostlesfromthenextwindow,onewouldthink。“He’sinasoundsleep。”

  “Ihaveit。”criedanother。“ThisisoneofNorthWind’stricks。

  Shehascaughthimupanddroppedhimatourdoor,likeawitheredleaforafoundlingbaby。Idon’tunderstandthatwoman’sconduct,Imustsay。Asifwehadn’tenoughtodowithourmoney,withoutgoingtakingcareofotherpeople’schildren!That’snotwhatourforefathersbuiltcathedralsfor。”

  NowDiamondcouldnotbeartohearsuchthingsagainstNorthWind,who,heknew,neverplayedanybodyatrick。Shewasfartoobusywithherownworkforthat。Hestruggledhardtoopenhiseyes,butwithoutsuccess。

  “Sheshouldconsiderthatachurchisnotaplaceforpranks,nottomentionthatweliveinit。”saidanother。

  “Itcertainlyisdisrespectfulofher。Butshealwaysisdisrespectful。

  Whatrighthasshetobangatourwindowsasshehasbeendoingthewholeofthisnight?Idaresaythereisglassbrokensomewhere。

  Iknowmybluerobeisinadreadfulmesswiththerainfirstandthedustafter。Itwillcostmeshillingstocleanit。”

  ThenDiamondknewthattheycouldnotbeApostles,talkinglikethis。

  Theycouldonlybethesextonsandvergersandsuch-like,whogotupatnight,andputontherobesofdeansandbishops,andcalledeachothergrandnames,asthefoolishservantshehadheardhisfathertellofcallthemselveslordsandladies,aftertheirmastersandmistresses。AndhewassoangryattheirdaringtoabuseNorthWind,thathejumpedup,crying——“NorthWindknowsbestwhatsheisabout。

  Shehasagoodrighttoblowthecobwebsfromyourwindows,forshewassenttodoit。Shesweepsthemawayfromgranderplaces,Icantellyou,forI’vebeenwithheratit。”

  Thiswaswhathebegantosay,butashespokehiseyescamewideopen,andbehold,therewereneitherApostlesnorvergersthere——

  notevenawindowwiththeeffigiesofholymeninit,butadarkheapofhayallabouthim,andthelittlepanesintheroofofhisloftglimmeringblueinthelightofthemorning。OldDiamondwascomingawakedownbelowinthestable。Inamomentmorehewasonhisfeet,andshakinghimselfsothatyoungDiamond’sbedtrembledunderhim。

  “He’sgrandatshakinghimself。”saidDiamond。“IwishIcouldshakemyselflikethat。ButthenIcanwashmyself,andhecan’t。

  WhatfunitwouldbetoseeOldDiamondwashinghisfacewithhishoofsandironshoes!Wouldn’titbeapicture?”

  Sosaying,hegotupanddressedhimself。Thenhewentoutintothegarden。Theremusthavebeenatremendouswindinthenight,foralthoughallwasquietnow,therelaythelittlesummer-housecrushedtotheground,andoveritthegreatelm-tree,whichthewindhadbrokenacross,beingmuchdecayedinthemiddle。

  Diamondalmostcriedtoseethewildernessofgreenleaves,whichusedtobesofarupintheblueair,tossingaboutinthebreeze,andlikingitbestwhenthewindblewitmost,nowlyingsoneartheground,andwithoutanyhopeofevergettingupintothedeepairagain。

  “Iwonderhowoldthetreeis!“thoughtDiamond。“Itmusttakealongtimetogetsoneartheskyasthatpoortreewas。”

  “Yes,indeed。”saidavoicebesidehim,forDiamondhadspokenthelastwordsaloud。

  Diamondstarted,andlookingaroundsawaclergyman,abrotherofMrs。Coleman,whohappenedtobevisitingher。Hewasagreatscholar,andwasinthehabitofrisingearly。

  “Whoareyou,myman?”headded。

  “LittleDiamond。”answeredtheboy。

  “Oh!Ihaveheardofyou。Howdoyoucometobeupsoearly?”

  “BecausetheshamApostlestalkedsuchnonsense,theywakedmeup。”

  Theclergymanstared。Diamondsawthathehadbetterhaveheldhistongue,forhecouldnotexplainthings。

  “Youmusthavebeendreaming,mylittleman。”saidhe。“Dear!dear!“

  hewenton,lookingatthetree,“therehasbeenterribleworkhere。

  Thisisthenorthwind’sdoing。Whatapity!Iwishwelivedatthebackofit,I’msure。”

  “Whereisthatsir?”askedDiamond。

  “AwayintheHyperboreanregions。”answeredtheclergyman,smiling。

  “Ineverheardoftheplace。”returnedDiamond。

  “Idaresaynot。”answeredtheclergyman;“butifthistreehadbeentherenow,itwouldnothavebeenblowndown,forthereisnowindthere。”

  “But,please,sir,ifithadbeenthere。”saidDiamond,“weshouldnothavehadtobesorryforit。”

  “Certainlynot。”

  “Thenweshouldn’thavehadtobegladforit,either。”

  “You’requiteright,myboy。”saidtheclergyman,lookingathimverykindly,asheturnedawaytothehouse,withhiseyesbenttowardstheearth。ButDiamondthoughtwithinhimself,“IwillaskNorthWindnexttimeIseehertotakemetothatcountry。

  Ithinkshedidspeakaboutitoncebefore。”

  CHAPTERIX

  HOWDIAMONDGOTTOTHEBACKOFTHENORTHWIND

  WHENDiamondwenthometobreakfast,hefoundhisfatherandmotheralreadyseatedatthetable。Theywerebothbusywiththeirbreadandbutter,andDiamondsathimselfdowninhisusualplace。

  Hismotherlookedupathim,and,afterwatchinghimforamoment,said:

  “Idon’tthinktheboyislookingwell,husband。”

  “Don’tyou?Well,Idon’tknow。Ithinkhelooksprettybobbish。

  Howdoyoufeelyourself,Diamond,myboy?”

  “Quitewell,thankyou,father;atleast,IthinkI’vegotalittleheadache。”

  “There!Itoldyou。”saidhisfatherandmotherbothatonce。

  “Thechild’sverypoorly“addedhismother。

  “Thechild’squitewell。”addedhisfather。

  Andthentheybothlaughed。

  “Yousee。”saidhismother,“I’vehadaletterfrommysisteratSandwich。”

  “Sleepyoldhole!“saidhisfather。

  “Don’tabusetheplace;there’sgoodpeopleinit。”saidhismother。

  “Right,oldlady。”returnedhisfather;“onlyIdon’tbelievetherearemorethantwopairofcarriage-horsesinthewholeblessedplace。”

  “Well,peoplecangettoheavenwithoutcarriages——orcoachmeneither,husband。NotthatIshouldliketogowithoutmycoachman,youknow。Butabouttheboy?”

  “Whatboy?”

  “Thatboy,there,staringatyouwithhisgoggle-eyes。”

  “HaveIgotgoggle-eyes,mother?”askedDiamond,alittledismayed。

  “Nottoogoggle。”saidhismother,whowasquiteproudofherboy’seyes,onlydidnotwanttomakehimvain。

  “Nottoogoggle;onlyyouneednotstareso。”

  “Well,whatabouthim?”saidhisfather。

  “ItoldyouIhadgotaletter。”

  “Yes,fromyoursister;notfromDiamond。”

  “La,husband!you’vegotoutofbedthewronglegfirstthismorning,Idobelieve。”

  “Ialwaysgetoutwithbothatonce。”saidhisfather,laughing。

  “Well,listenthen。Hisauntwantstheboytogodownandseeher。”

  “Andthat’swhyyouwanttomakeoutthatheain’tlookingwell。”

  “Nomoreheis。Ithinkhehadbettergo。”

  “Well,Idon’tcare,ifyoucanfindthemoney。”saidhisfather。

  “I’llmanagethat。”saidhismother;andsoitwasagreedthatDiamondshouldgotoSandwich。

  IwillnotdescribethepreparationsDiamondmade。Youwouldhavethoughthehadbeengoingonathreemonths’voyage。NorwillI

  describethejourney,forourbusinessisnowattheplace。

  Hewasmetatthestationbyhisaunt,acheerfulmiddle-agedwoman,andconveyedinsafetytothesleepyoldtown,ashisfathercalledit。

  Andnowonderthatitwassleepy,foritwasnearlydeadofoldage。

  Diamondwentaboutstaringwithhisbeautifulgoggle-eyes,atthequaintoldstreets,andtheshops,andthehouses。

  Everythinglookedverystrange,indeed;forherewasatownabandonedbyitsnurse,thesea,likeanoldoysterleftontheshoretillitgapedforweariness。ItusedtobeoneofthefivechiefseaportsinEngland,butitbegantoholditselftoohigh,andtheconsequencewastheseagrewlessandlessintimatewithit,graduallydrewback,andkeptmoretoitself,tillatlengthitleftithighanddry:Sandwichwasaseaportnomore;theseawentonwithitsowntide-businessalongwayoff,andforgotit。

  Ofcourseitwenttosleep,andhadnomoretodowithships。

  That’swhatcomestocitiesandnations,andboysandgirls,whosay,“Icandowithoutyourhelp。I’menoughformyself。”

  Diamondsoonmadegreatfriendswithanoldwomanwhokeptatoyshop,forhismotherhadgivenhimtwopenceforpocket-moneybeforeheleft,andhehadgoneintohershoptospendit,andshegottalkingtohim。Shelookedveryfunny,becauseshehadnotgotanyteeth,butDiamondlikedher,andwentoftentohershop,althoughhehadnothingtospendthereafterthetwopencewasgone。

  Oneafternoonhehadbeenwanderingratherwearilyaboutthestreetsforsometime。Itwasahotday,andhefelttired。

  Ashepassedthetoyshop,hesteppedin。

  “PleasemayIsitdownforaminuteonthisbox?”hesaid,thinkingtheoldwomanwassomewhereintheshop。Buthegotnoanswer,andsatdownwithoutone。Aroundhimwereagreatmanytoysofallprices,fromapennyuptoshillings。Allatonceheheardagentlewhirringsomewhereamongstthem。Itmadehimstartandlookbehindhim。Therewerethesailsofawindmillgoingroundandroundalmostclosetohisear。Hethoughtatfirstitmustbeoneofthosetoyswhicharewoundupandgowithclockwork;

  butno,itwasacommonpennytoy,withthewindmillattheendofawhistle,andwhenthewhistleblowsthewindmillgoes。

  Butthewonderwasthattherewasnooneatthewhistleendblowing,andyetthesailswereturningroundandround——nowfaster,nowslower,nowfasteragain。

  “Whatcanitmean?”saidDiamond,aloud。

  “Itmeansme。”saidthetiniestvoicehehadeverheard。

  “Whoareyou,please?”askedDiamond。

  “Well,really,Ibegintobeashamedofyou。”saidthevoice。

  “Iwonderhowlongitwillbebeforeyouknowme;orhowoftenImighttakeyouinbeforeyougotsharpenoughtosuspectme。

  Youareasbadasababythatdoesn’tknowhismotherinanewbonnet。”

  “Notquitesobadasthat,dearNorthWind。”saidDiamond,“forI

  didn’tseeyouatall,andindeedIdon’tseeyouyet,althoughI

  recogniseyourvoice。Dogrowalittle,please。”

  “Notahair’s-breadth。”saidthevoice,anditwasthesmallestvoicethateverspoke。“Whatareyoudoinghere?”

  “Iamcometoseemyaunt。But,please,NorthWind,whydidn’tyoucomebackformeinthechurchthatnight?”

  “Idid。Icarriedyousafehome。AllthetimeyouweredreamingabouttheglassApostles,youwerelyinginmyarms。”

  “I’msoglad。”saidDiamond。“Ithoughtthatmustbeit,onlyI

  wantedtohearyousayso。Didyousinktheship,then?”

  “Yes。”

  “Anddrowneverybody?”

  “Notquite。Oneboatgotawaywithsixorsevenmeninit。”

  “Howcouldtheboatswimwhentheshipcouldn’t?”

  “OfcourseIhadsometroublewithit。Ihadtocontriveabit,andmanagethewavesalittle。Whenthey’reoncethoroughlywakedup,Ihaveagooddealoftroublewiththemsometimes。

  They’reapttogetstupidwithtumblingovereachother’sheads。

  That’swhenthey’refairlyatit。However,theboatgottoadesertislandbeforenoonnextday。”

  “Andwhatgoodwillcomeofthat?”

  “Idon’tknow。Iobeyedorders。Goodbye。”

  “Oh!stay,NorthWind,dostay!“criedDiamond,dismayedtoseethewindmillgetslowerandslower。

  “Whatisit,mydearchild?”saidNorthWind,andthewindmillbeganturningagainsoswiftlythatDiamondcouldscarcelyseeit。

  “Whatabigvoiceyou’vegot!andwhatanoiseyoudomakewithit?

  Whatisityouwant?Ihavelittletodo,butthatlittlemustbedone。”

  “Iwantyoutotakemetothecountryatthebackofthenorthwind。”

  “That’snotsoeasy。”saidNorthWind,andwassilentforsolongthatDiamondthoughtshewasgoneindeed。Butafterhehadquitegivenherup,thevoicebeganagain。

  “IalmostwisholdHerodotushadheldhistongueaboutit。

  Muchheknewofit!“

  “Whydoyouwishthat,NorthWind?”

  “Becausethenthatclergymanwouldneverhaveheardofit,andsetyouwantingtogo。Butweshallsee。Weshallsee。Youmustgohomenow,mydear,foryoudon’tseemverywell,andI’llseewhatcanbedoneforyou。Don’twaitforme。I’vegottobreakafewofoldGoody’stoys;she’sthinkingtoomuchofhernewstock。

  Twoorthreewilldo。There!gonow。”

  Diamondrose,quitesorry,andwithoutawordlefttheshop,andwenthome。

  Itsoonappearedthathismotherhadbeenrightabouthim,forthatsameafternoonhisheadbegantoacheverymuch,andhehadtogotobed。

  Heawokeinthemiddleofthenight。Thelatticewindowofhisroomhadblownopen,andthecurtainsofhislittlebedwereswingingaboutinthewind。

  “IfthatshouldbeNorthWindnow!“thoughtDiamond。

  Butthenextmomentheheardsomeoneclosingthewindow,andhisauntcametohisbedside。Sheputherhandonhisface,andsaid——

  “How’syourhead,dear?”

  “Better,auntie,Ithink。”

  “Wouldyoulikesomethingtodrink?”

  “Oh,yes!Ishould,please。”

  Sohisauntgavehimsomelemonade,forshehadbeenusedtonursingsickpeople,andDiamondfeltverymuchrefreshed,andlaidhisheaddownagaintogoveryfastasleep,ashethought。

  Andsohedid,butonlytocomeawakeagain,asafreshburstofwindblewthelatticeopenasecondtime。ThesamemomenthefoundhimselfinacloudofNorthWind’shair,withherbeautifulface,setinitlikeamoon,bendingoverhim。

  “Quick,Diamond!“shesaid。“Ihavefoundsuchachance!“

  “ButI’mnotwell。”saidDiamond。

  “Iknowthat,butyouwillbebetterforalittlefreshair。

  Youshallhaveplentyofthat。”

  “Youwantmetogo,then?”

  “Yes,Ido。Itwon’thurtyou。”

  “Verywell。”saidDiamond;andgettingoutofthebed-clothes,hejumpedintoNorthWind’sarms。

  “Wemustmakehastebeforeyourauntcomes。”saidshe,assheglidedoutoftheopenlatticeandleftitswinging。

  ThemomentDiamondfeltherarmsfoldaroundhimhebegantofeelbetter。Itwasamoonlessnight,andverydark,withglimpsesofstarswhenthecloudsparted。

  “Iusedtodashthewavesabouthere。”saidNorthWind,“wherecowsandsheeparefeedingnow;butweshallsoongettothem。

  Theretheyare。”

  AndDiamond,lookingdown,sawthewhiteglimmerofbreakingwaterfarbelowhim。

  “Yousee,Diamond。”saidNorthWind,“itisverydifficultformetogetyoutothebackofthenorthwind,forthatcountryliesintheverynorthitself,andofcourseIcan’tblownorthwards。”

  “Whynot?”askedDiamond。

  “Youlittlesilly!“saidNorthWind。“Don’tyouseethatifI

  weretoblownorthwardsIshouldbeSouthWind,andthatisasmuchastosaythatonepersoncouldbetwopersons?”

  “Buthowcanyouevergethomeatall,then?”

  “Youarequiteright——thatismyhome,thoughInevergetfartherthantheouterdoor。Isitonthedoorstep,andhearthevoicesinside。

  Iamnobodythere,Diamond。”

  “I’mverysorry。”

  “Why?”

  “Thatyoushouldbenobody。”

  “Oh,Idon’tmindit。Dearlittleman!youwillbeverygladsomedaytobenobodyyourself。Butyoucan’tunderstandthatnow,andyouhadbetternottry;forifyoudo,youwillbecertaintogofancyingsomeegregiousnonsense,andmakingyourselfmiserableaboutit。”

  “ThenIwon’t。”saidDiamond。

  “There’sagoodboy。Itwillallcomeingoodtime。”

  “Butyouhaven’ttoldmehowyougettothedoorstep,youknow。”

  “Itiseasyenoughforme。Ihaveonlytoconsenttobenobody,andthereIam。IdrawintomyselfandthereIamonthedoorstep。

  Butyoucaneasilysee,oryouhavelesssensethanIthink,thattodragyou,youheavything,alongwithme,wouldtakecenturies,andIcouldnotgivethetimetoit。”

  “Oh,I’msosorry!“saidDiamond。

  “Whatfornow,pet?”

  “ThatI’msoheavyforyou。IwouldbelighterifIcould,butI

  don’tknowhow。”

  “Yousillydarling!Why,IcouldtossyouahundredmilesfrommeifIliked。ItisonlywhenIamgoinghomethatIshallfindyouheavy。”

  “Thenyouaregoinghomewithme?”

  “Ofcourse。DidInotcometofetchyoujustforthat?”

  “Butallthistimeyoumustbegoingsouthwards。”

  “Yes。OfcourseIam。”

  “Howcanyoubetakingmenorthwards,then?”

  “Averysensiblequestion。Butyoushallsee。Iwillgetridofafewoftheseclouds——onlytheydocomeupsofast!

  It’sliketryingtoblowabrookdry。There!Whatdoyouseenow?”

  “IthinkIseealittleboat,awaythere,downbelow。”

  “Alittleboat,indeed!Well!She’sayachtoftwohundredtons;

  andthecaptainofitisafriendofmine;forheisamanofgoodsense,andcansailhiscraftwell。I’vehelpedhimmanyatimewhenhelittlethoughtit。I’veheardhimgrumblingatme,whenIwasdoingtheverybestIcouldforhim。Why,I’vecarriedhimeightymilesaday,againandagain,rightnorth。”

  “Hemusthavedodgedforthat。”saidDiamond,whohadbeenwatchingthevessels,andhadseenthattheywentotherwaysthanthewindblew。

  “Ofcoursehemust。Butdon’tyousee,itwasthebestIcoulddo?

  Icouldn’tbeSouthWind。Andbesidesitgavehimashareinthebusiness。Itisnotgoodatall——mindthat,Diamond——todoeverythingforthoseyoulove,andnotgivethemashareinthedoing。

  It’snotkind。It’smakingtoomuchofyourself,mychild。

  IfIhadbeenSouthWind,hewouldonlyhavesmokedhispipeallday,andmadehimselfstupid。”

  “Buthowcouldhebeamanofsenseandgrumbleatyouwhenyouweredoingyourbestforhim?”

  “Oh!youmustmakeallowances。”saidNorthWind,“oryouwillneverdojusticetoanybody——Youdounderstand,then,thatacaptainmaysailnorth——“

  “Inspiteofanorthwind——yes。”supplementedDiamond。

  “Now,Idothinkyoumustbestupid,my,dear“saidNorthWind。

  “Supposethenorthwinddidnotblowwherewouldhebethen?”

  “Whythenthesouthwindwouldcarryhim。”

  “Soyouthinkthatwhenthenorthwindstopsthesouthwindblows。

  Nonsense。IfIdidn’tblow,thecaptaincouldn’tsailhiseightymilesaday。NodoubtSouthWindwouldcarryhimfaster,butSouthWindissittingonherdoorstepthen,andifIstoppedtherewouldbeadeadcalm。Soyouareallwrongtosayhecansailnorthinspiteofme;hesailsnorthbymyhelp,andmyhelpalone。

  Youseethat,Diamond?”

  “Yes,Ido,NorthWind。Iamstupid,butIdon’twanttobestupid。”

  “Goodboy!Iamgoingtoblowyounorthinthatlittlecraft,oneofthefinestthateversailedthesea。Hereweare,rightoverit。

  Ishallbeblowingagainstyou;youwillbesailingagainstme;

  andallwillbejustaswewantit。Thecaptainwon’tgetonsofastashewouldlike,buthewillgeton,andsoshallwe。

  I’mjustgoingtoputyouonboard。Doyouseeinfrontofthetiller——

  thatthingthemanisworking,nowtooneside,nowtotheother——

  aroundthinglikethetopofadrum?”

  “Yes。”saidDiamond。

  “Belowthatiswheretheykeeptheirsparesails,andsomestoresofthatsort。Iamgoingtoblowthatcoveroff。ThesamemomentIwilldropyouondeck,andyoumusttumblein。Don’tbeafraid,itisofnodepth,andyouwillfallonsail-cloth。Youwillfinditniceandwarmanddry-onlydark;andyouwillknowIamnearyoubyeveryrollandpitchofthevessel。Coilyourselfupandgotosleep。

  Theyachtshallbemycradleandyoushallbemybaby。”

  “Thankyou,dearNorthWind。Iamnotabitafraid。”saidDiamond。

  Inamomenttheywereonalevelwiththebulwarks,andNorthWindsentthehatchoftheafter-storerattlingawayoverthedecktoleeward。Thenext,Diamondfoundhimselfinthedark,forhehadtumbledthroughtheholeasNorthWindhadtoldhim,andthecoverwasreplacedoverhishead。Awayhewentrollingtoleeward,forthewindbeganallatoncetoblowhard。Heheardthecallofthecaptain,andtheloudtramplingofthemenoverhishead,astheyhauledatthemainsheettogettheboomonboardthattheymighttakeinareefinthemainsail。Diamondfeltaboutuntilhehadfoundwhatseemedthemostcomfortableplace,andtherehesnuggleddownandlay。

  Hoursafterhours,agreatmanyofthem,wentby;andstillDiamondlaythere。Heneverfeltintheleasttiredorimpatient,forastrangepleasurefilledhisheart。Thestrainingofthemasts,thecreakingoftheboom,thesingingoftheropes,thebangingoftheblocksastheyputthevesselabout,allfellinwiththeroaringofthewindabove,thesurgeofthewavespasthersides,andthethudwithwhicheverynowandthenonewouldstrikeher;

  whilethroughitallDiamondcouldhearthegurgling,rippling,talkingflowofthewateragainstherplanks,assheslippedthroughit,lyingnowonthisside,nowonthat——likeasubduedairrunningthroughthegrandmusichisNorthWindwasmakingabouthimtokeephimfromtiringastheyspedontowardsthecountryatthebackofherdoorstep。

  HowlongthislastedDiamondhadnoidea。Heseemedtofallasleepsometimes,onlythroughthesleepheheardthesoundsgoingon。

  Atlengththeweatherseemedtogetworse。Theconfusionandtramplingoffeetgrewmorefrequentoverhishead;thevessellayovermoreandmoreonherside,andwentroaringthroughthewaves,whichbangedandthumpedatherasifinanger。Allatoncearoseaterribleuproar。Thehatchwasblownoff;acoldfiercewindsweptinuponhim;andalongarmcamewithitwhichlaidholdofhimandliftedhimout。Thesamemomenthesawthelittlevesselfarbelowhimrightingherself。Shehadtakeninallhersailsandlaynowtossingonthewaveslikeasea-birdwithfoldedwings。

  Ashortdistancetothesouthlayamuchlargervessel,withtwoorthreesailsset,andtowardsitNorthWindwascarryingDiamond。

  ItwasaGermanship,onitswaytotheNorthPole。

  “Thatvesseldowntherewillgiveusaliftnow。”saidNorthWind;

  “andafterthatImustdothebestIcan。”

  Shemanagedtohidehimamongsttheflagsofthebigship,whichwereallsnuglystowedaway,andonandontheyspedtowardsthenorth。Atlengthonenightshewhisperedinhisear,“Comeondeck,Diamond;“andhegotupatonceandcreptondeck。

  Everythinglookedverystrange。Hereandthereonallsideswerehugemassesoffloatingice,lookinglikecathedrals,andcastles,andcrags,whileawaybeyondwasabluesea。

  “Isthesunrisingorsetting?”askedDiamond。

  “Neitherorboth,whichyouplease。Icanhardlytellwhichmyself。

  Ifheissettingnow,hewillberisingthenextmoment。”

  “Whatastrangelightitis!“saidDiamond。“Ihaveheardthatthesundoesn’tgotobedallthesummerintheseparts。

  MissColemantoldmethat。Isupposehefeelsverysleepy,andthatiswhythelighthesendsoutlookssolikeadream。”

  “Thatwillaccountforitwellenoughforallpracticalpurposes。”

  saidNorthWind。

  Someoftheicebergsweredriftingnorthwards;onewaspassingveryneartheship。NorthWindseizedDiamond,andwithasingleboundlightedononeofthem——ahugething,withsharppinnaclesandgreatclefts。Thesameinstantawindbegantoblowfromthesouth。

  NorthWindhurriedDiamonddownthenorthsideoftheiceberg,steppingbyitsjagsandsplintering;forthisberghadnevergotfarenoughsouthtobemeltedandsmoothedbythesummersun。

  Shebroughthimtoacavenearthewater,wheresheentered,and,lettingDiamondgo,satdownasifwearyonaledgeofice。

  Diamondseatedhimselfontheotherside,andforawhilewasenrapturedwiththecolouroftheairinsidethecave。Itwasadeep,dazzling,lovelyblue,deeperthanthedeepestblueofthesky。

  Theblueseemedtobeinconstantmotion,liketheblacknesswhenyoupressyoureyeballswithyourfingers,boilingandsparkling。

  ButwhenhelookedacrosstoNorthWindhewasfrightened;

  herfacewaswornandlivid。

  “Whatisthematterwithyou,dearNorthWind?”hesaid。

  “Nothingmuch。Ifeelveryfaint。Butyoumustn’tmindit,forIcanbearitquitewell。SouthWindalwaysblowsmefaint。

  Ifitwerenotforthecoolofthethickicebetweenmeandher,Ishouldfaintaltogether。Indeed,asitis,IfearImustvanish。”

  Diamondstaredatherinterror,forhesawthatherformandfaceweregrowing,notsmall,buttransparent,likesomethingdissolving,notinwater,butinlight。Hecouldseethesideofthebluecavethroughherveryheart。Andshemeltedawaytillallthatwasleftwasapaleface,likethemooninthemorning,withtwogreatlucideyesinit。

  “Iamgoing,Diamond。”shesaid。

  “Doesithurtyou?”askedDiamond。

  “It’sveryuncomfortable。”sheanswered;“butIdon’tmindit,forIshallcomeallrightagainbeforelong。IthoughtIshouldbeabletogowithyoualltheway,butIcannot。Youmustnotbefrightenedthough。Justgostraighton,andyouwillcomeallright。

  You’llfindmeonthedoorstep。”

  Asshespoke,herfacetoofadedquiteaway,onlyDiamondthoughthecouldstillseehereyesshiningthroughtheblue。

  Whenhewentcloser,however,hefoundthatwhathethoughthereyeswereonlytwohollowsintheice。NorthWindwasquitegone;

  andDiamondwouldhavecried,ifhehadnottrustedhersothoroughly。

  Sohesatstillintheblueairofthecavernlisteningtothewashandrippleofthewaterallaboutthebaseoftheiceberg,asitspedonandonintotheopenseanorthwards。Itwasanexcellentcrafttogowiththecurrent,fortherewastwiceasmuchofitbelowwaterasabove。Butalightsouthwindwasblowingtoo,andsoitwentfast。

  AfteralittlewhileDiamondwentoutandsatontheedgeofhisfloatingisland,andlookeddownintotheoceanbeneathhim。

  Thewhitesidesofthebergreflectedsomuchlightbelowthewater,thathecouldseefardownintothegreenabyss。SometimeshefanciedhesawtheeyesofNorthWindlookingupathimfrombelow,butthefancyneverlastedbeyondthemomentofitsbirth。Andthetimepassedhedidnotknowhow,forhefeltasifhewereinadream。

  Whenhegottiredofthegreenwater,hewentintothebluecave;

  andwhenhegottiredofthebluecavehewentoutandgazedallabouthimonthebluesea,eversparklinginthesun,whichkeptwheelingaboutthesky,nevergoingbelowthehorizon。Buthechieflygazednorthwards,toseewhetheranylandwereappearing。

  Allthistimeheneverwantedtoeat。Hebrokeofflittlebitsofthebergnowandthenandsuckedthem,andhethoughtthemverynice。

  Atlength,onetimehecameoutofhiscave,hespiedfaroffonthehorizon,ashiningpeakthatroseintotheskylikethetopofsometremendousiceberg;andhisvesselwasbearinghimstraighttowardsit。Asitwentonthepeakroseandrosehigherandhigherabovethehorizon;andotherpeaksroseafterit,withsharpedgesandjaggedridgesconnectingthem。Diamondthoughtthismustbetheplacehewasgoingto;andhewasright;forthemountainsroseandrose,tillhesawthelineofthecoastattheirfeetandatlengththeicebergdroveintoalittlebay,allaroundwhichwereloftyprecipiceswithsnowontheirtops,andstreaksoficedowntheirsides。Thebergfloatedslowlyuptoaprojectingrock。

  Diamondsteppedonshore,andwithoutlookingbehindhimbegantofollowanaturalpathwhichledwindinglytowardsthetopoftheprecipice。

  Whenhereachedit,hefoundhimselfonabroadtableofice,alongwhichhecouldwalkwithoutmuchdifficulty。Beforehim,ataconsiderabledistance,rosealoftyridgeofice,whichshotupintofantasticpinnaclesandtowersandbattlements。Theairwasverycold,andseemedsomehowdead,fortherewasnottheslightestbreathofwind。

  Inthecentreoftheridgebeforehimappearedagapliketheopeningofavalley。Butashewalkedtowardsit,gazing,andwonderingwhetherthatcouldbethewayhehadtotake,hesawthatwhathadappearedagapwastheformofawomanseatedagainsttheicefrontoftheridge,leaningforwardswithherhandsinherlap,andherhairhangingdowntotheground。

  “ItisNorthWindonherdoorstep。”saidDiamondjoyfully,andhurriedon。

  Hesooncameuptotheplace,andtheretheformsat,likeoneofthegreatfiguresatthedoorofanEgyptiantemple,motionless,withdroopingarmsandhead。ThenDiamondgrewfrightened,becauseshedidnotmovenorspeak。HewassureitwasNorthWind,buthethoughtshemustbedeadatlast。Herfacewaswhiteasthesnow,hereyeswereblueastheairintheice-cave,andherhairhungdownstraight,likeicicles。Shehadonagreenishrobe,likethecolourinthehollowsofaglacierseenfromfaroff。

  Hestoodupbeforeher,andgazedfearfullyintoherfaceforafewminutesbeforeheventuredtospeak。Atlength,withagreateffortandatremblingvoice,hefalteredout——

  “NorthWind!“

  “Well,child?”saidtheform,withoutliftingitshead。

  “Areyouill,dearNorthWind?”

  “No。Iamwaiting。”

  “Whatfor?”

  “TillI’mwanted。”

  “Youdon’tcareformeanymore。”saidDiamond,almostcryingnow。

  “YesIdo。OnlyIcan’tshowit。Allmyloveisdownatthebottomofmyheart。ButIfeelitbubblingthere。”

  “Whatdoyouwantmetodonext,dearNorthWind?”saidDiamond,wishingtoshowhislovebybeingobedient。

  “Whatdoyouwanttodoyourself?”

  “Iwanttogointothecountryatyourback。”

  “Thenyoumustgothroughme。”

  “Idon’tknowwhatyoumean。”

  “ImeanjustwhatIsay。YoumustwalkonasifIwereanopendoor,andgorightthroughme。”

  “Butthatwillhurtyou。”

  “Notintheleast。Itwillhurtyou,though。”

  “Idon’tmindthat,ifyoutellmetodoit。”

  “Doit。”saidNorthWind。

  Diamondwalkedtowardsherinstantly。Whenhereachedherknees,heputouthishandtolayitonher,butnothingwastheresaveanintensecold。Hewalkedon。Thenallgrewwhiteabouthim;

  andthecoldstunghimlikefire。Hewalkedonstill,gropingthroughthewhiteness。Itthickenedabouthim。Atlast,itgotintohisheart,andhelostallsense。Iwouldsaythathefainted——onlywhereasincommonfaintsallgrowsblackaboutyou,hefeltswallowedupinwhiteness。ItwaswhenhereachedNorthWind’sheartthathefaintedandfell。Butashefell,herolledoverthethreshold,anditwasthusthatDiamondgottothebackofthenorthwind。

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