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  JOHNFORSTER。

  Inacknowledgmentoftheserviceswhichhehasrenderedtothecauseofliteraturebyhis“LifeofGoldsmith;“andinaffectionateremembranceofafriendshipwhichisassociatedwithsomeofthehappiestyearsofmylife。

  READERSingeneral——onwhosefriendlyreceptionexperiencehasgivenmesomereasontorely——will,Iventuretohope,appreciatewhatevermerittheremaybeinthisstorywithoutanyprefatorypleadingforitonmypart。Theywill,Ithink,seethatithasnotbeenhastilymeditatedoridlywroughtout。Theywilljudgeitaccordingly,andIasknomore。

  Readersinparticularwill,Ihavesomereasontosuppose,behereandtheredisturbed,perhapsevenoffended,byfindingthat“Armadale“oversteps,inmorethanonedirection,thenarrowlimitswithinwhichtheyaredisposedtorestrictthedevelopmentofmodernfiction——iftheycan。

  NothingthatIcouldsaytothesepersonsherewouldhelpmewiththemasTimewillhelpmeifmyworklasts。Iamnotafraidofmydesignbeingpermanentlymisunderstood,providedtheexecutionhasdoneitanysortofjustice。Estimatedbytheclap-trapmoralityofthepresentday,thismaybeaverydaringbook。

  JudgedbytheChristianmoralitywhichisofalltime,itisonlyabookthatisdaringenoughtospeakthetruth。

  LONDON,April,1866。

  ARMADALE。

  PROLOGUE。

  CHAPTERI。

  THETRAVELERS。

  ITwastheopeningoftheseasonofeighteenhundredandthirty-two,attheBathsofWILDBAD。

  TheeveningshadowswerebeginningtogatheroverthequietlittleGermantown,andthediligencewasexpectedeveryminute。

  Beforethedooroftheprincipalinn,waitingthearrivalofthefirstvisitorsoftheyear,wereassembledthethreenotablepersonagesofWildbad,accompaniedbytheirwives——themayor,representingtheinhabitants;thedoctor,representingthewaters;thelandlord,representinghisownestablishment。Beyondthisselectcircle,groupedsnuglyaboutthetrimlittlesquareinfrontoftheinn,appearedthetowns-peopleingeneral,mixedhereandtherewiththecountrypeople,intheirquaintGermancostume,placidlyexpectantofthediligence——themeninshortblackjackets,tightblackbreeches,andthree-corneredbeaverhats;thewomenwiththeirlonglighthairhanginginonethicklyplaitedtailbehindthem,andthewaistsoftheirshortwoolengownsinsertedmodestlyintheregionoftheirshoulder-blades。

  Roundtheouteredgeoftheassemblagethusformed,flyingdetachmentsofplumpwhite-headedchildrencareeredinperpetualmotion;while,mysteriouslyapartfromtherestoftheinhabitants,themusiciansoftheBathsstoodcollectedinonelostcorner,waitingtheappearanceofthefirstvisitorstoplaythefirsttuneoftheseasonintheformofaserenade。ThelightofaMayeveningwasstillbrightonthetopsofthegreatwoodedhillswatchinghighoverthetownontherighthandandtheleft;

  andthecoolbreezethatcomesbeforesunsetcamekeenlyfragrantherewiththebalsamicodorofthefirstoftheBlackForest。

  “Mr。Landlord。”saidthemayor’swifegivingthelandlordhistitle,“haveyouanyforeignguestscomingonthisfirstdayoftheseason?”

  “MadameMayoress。”repliedthelandlordreturningthecompliment,“Ihavetwo。Theyhavewritten——theonebythehandofhisservant,theotherbyhisownhandapparently——toordertheirrooms;andtheyarefromEngland,both,asIthinkbytheirnames。Ifyouaskmetopronouncethosenames,mytonguehesitates;ifyouaskmetospellthem,heretheyare,letterbyletter,firstandsecondintheirorderastheycome。First,ahigh-bornstrangerbytitleMisterwhointroduceshimselfineightletters,A,r,m,a,d,a,l,e——andcomesillinhisowncarriage。Second,ahigh-bornstrangerbytitleMisteralso,whointroduceshimselfinfourletters——N,e,a,l——andcomesillinthediligence。HisexcellencyoftheeightletterswritestomebyhisservantinFrench;hisexcellencyofthefourletterswritestomeinGerman。Theroomsofbothareready。Iknownomore。”

  “Perhaps。”suggestedthemayor’swife,“Mr。Doctorhasheardfromoneorbothoftheseillustriousstrangers?”

  “Fromoneonly,MadamMayoress;butnot,strictlyspeaking,fromthepersonhimself。Ihavereceivedamedicalreportofhisexcellencyoftheeightletters,andhiscaseseemsabadone。

  Godhelphim!“

  “Thediligence!“criedachildfromtheoutskirtsofthecrowd。

  Themusiciansseizedtheirinstruments,andsilencefellonthewholecommunity。Fromfarawayinthewindingsoftheforestgorge,theringofhorses’bellscamefaintlyclearthroughtheeveningstillness。Whichcarriagewasapproaching——theprivatecarriagewithMr。Armadale,orthepubliccarriagewithMr。Neal?

  “Play,myfriends!“criedthemayortothemusicians。“Publicorprivate,herearethefirstsickpeopleoftheseason。Letthemfinduscheerful。”

  Thebandplayedalivelydancetune,andthechildreninthesquarefooteditmerrilytothemusic。Atthesamemoment,theireldersneartheinndoordrewaside,anddisclosedthefirstshadowofgloomthatfelloverthegayetyandbeautyofthescene。Throughtheopeningmadeoneitherhand,alittleprocessionofstoutcountrygirlsadvanced,eachdrawingafterheranemptychaironwheels;eachinwaitingandknittingwhileshewaitedfortheparalyzedwretcheswhocamehelplessbyhundredsthen——whocomehelplessbythousandsnow——tothewatersofWildbadforrelief。

  Whilethebandplayed,whilethechildrendanced,whilethebuzzofmanytalkersdeepened,whilethestrongyoungnursesofthecomingcripplesknittedimpenetrably,awoman’sinsatiablecuriosityaboutotherwomenasserteditselfinthemayor’swife。

  Shedrewthelandladyaside,andwhisperedaquestiontoheronthespot。

  “Awordmore,ma’am。”saidthemayor’swife,“aboutthetwostrangersfromEngland。Aretheirlettersexplicit?Havetheygotanyladieswiththem?”

  “Theonebythediligence——no。”repliedthelandlady。“Buttheonebytheprivatecarriage——yes。Hecomeswithachild;hecomeswithanurse;and。”concludedthelandlady,skillfullykeepingthemainpointofinteresttillthelast,“hecomeswithaWife。”

  Themayoressbrightened;thedoctoressassistingattheconferencebrightened;thelandladynoddedsignificantly。Inthemindsofallthreethesamethoughtstartedintolifeatthesamemoment——“WeshallseetheFashions!“

  Inaminutemore,therewasasuddenmovementinthecrowd;andachorusofvoicesproclaimedthatthetravelerswereathand。

  Bythistimethecomingvehiclewasinsight,andallfurtherdoubtwasatanend。Itwasthediligencethatnowapproachedbythelongstreetleadingintothesquare——thediligenceinadazzlingnewcoatofyellowpaintthatdeliveredthefirstvisitorsoftheseasonattheinndoor。Ofthetentravelersreleasedfromthemiddlecompartmentandthebackcompartmentofthecarriage——allfromvariouspartsofGermany——threewereliftedouthelpless,andwereplacedinthechairsonwheelstobedrawntotheirlodgingsinthetown。Thefrontcompartmentcontainedtwopassengersonly——Mr。Nealandhistravelingservant。Withanarmoneithersidetoassisthim,thestrangerwhosemaladyappearedtobelocallyconfinedtoalamenessinoneofhisfeetsucceededindescendingthestepsofthecarriageeasilyenough。Whilehesteadiedhimselfonthepavementbythehelpofhisstick——lookingnotover-patientlytowardthemusicianswhowereserenadinghimwiththewaltzin“DerFreischutz“——hispersonalappearanceratherdampedtheenthusiasmofthefriendlylittlecircleassembledtowelcomehim。Hewasalean,tall,serious,middle-agedman,withacoldgrayeyeandalongupperlip,withoverhangingeyebrowsandhighcheek-bones;amanwholookedwhathewas——everyinchaScotchman。

  “Whereistheproprietorofthishotel?”heasked,speakingintheGermanlanguage,withafluentreadinessofexpression,andanicycoldnessofmanner。“Fetchthedoctor。”hecontinued,whenthelandlordhadpresentedhimself,“Iwanttoseehimimmediately。”

  “Iamherealready,sir。”saidthedoctor,advancingfromthecircleoffriends,“andmyservicesareentirelyatyourdisposal。”

  “Thankyou。”saidMr。Neal,lookingatthedoctor,astherestofuslookatadogwhenwehavewhistledandthedoghascome。“I

  shallbegladtoconsultyouto-morrowmorning,atteno’clock,aboutmyowncase。IonlywanttotroubleyounowwithamessagewhichIhaveundertakentodeliver。Weovertookatravelingcarriageontheroadherewithagentlemaninit——anEnglishman,Ibelieve——whoappearedtobeseriouslyill。Aladywhowaswithhimbeggedmetoseeyouimmediatelyonmyarrival,andtosecureyourprofessionalassistanceinremovingthepatientfromthecarriage。Theircourierhasmetwithanaccident,andhasbeenleftbehindontheroad,andtheyareobligedtotravelveryslowly。Ifyouarehereinanhour,youwillbehereintimetoreceivethem。Thatisthemessage。Whoisthisgentlemanwhoappearstobeanxioustospeaktome?Themayor?Ifyouwishtoseemypassport,sir,myservantwillshowittoyou。No?Youwishtowelcomemetotheplace,andtoofferyourservices?Iaminfinitelyflattered。Ifyouhaveanyauthoritytoshortentheperformancesofyourtownband,youwouldbedoingmeakindnesstoexertit。Mynervesareirritable,andIdislikemusic。Whereisthelandlord?No;Iwanttoseemyrooms。Idon’twantyourarm;Icangetupstairswiththehelpofmystick。Mr。MayorandMr。Doctor,weneednotdetainoneanotheranylonger。Iwishyougood-night。”

  BothmayoranddoctorlookedaftertheScotchmanashelimpedupstairs,andshooktheirheadstogetherinmutedisapprovalofhim。Theladies,asusual,wentastepfurther,andexpressedtheiropinionsopenlyintheplainestwords。Thecaseunderconsiderationsofaras_they_wereconcernedwasthescandalouscaseofamanwhohadpassedthemoverentirelywithoutnotice。Mrs。Mayorcouldonlyattributesuchanoutragetothenativeferocityofasavage。Mrs。Doctortookastrongerviewstill,andconsidereditasproceedingfromtheinbredbrutalityofahog。

  Thehourofwaitingforthetraveling-carriageworeon,andthecreepingnightstoleupthehillsidessoftly。Onebyonethestarsappeared,andthefirstlightstwinkledinthewindowsoftheinn。Asthedarknesscame,thelastidlersdesertedthesquare;asthedarknesscame,themightysilenceoftheforestaboveflowedinonthevalley,andstrangelyandsuddenlyhushedthelonelylittletown。

  Thehourofwaitingworeout,andthefigureofthedoctor,walkingbackwardandforwardanxiously,wasstilltheonlylivingfigureleftinthesquare。Fiveminutes,tenminutes,twentyminutes,werecountedoutbythedoctor’swatch,beforethefirstsoundcamethroughthenightsilencetowarnhimoftheapproachingcarriage。Slowlyitemergedintothesquare,atthewalkingpaceofthehorses,anddrewup,asahearsemighthavedrawnup,atthedooroftheinn。

  “Isthedoctorhere?”askedawoman’svoice,speaking,outofthedarknessofthecarriage,intheFrenchlanguage。

  “Iamhere,madam。”repliedthedoctor,takingalightfromthelandlord’shandandopeningthecarriagedoor。

  Thefirstfacethatthelightfellonwasthefaceoftheladywhohadjustspoken——ayoung,darklybeautifulwoman,withthetearsstandingthickandbrightinhereagerblackeyes。Thesecondfacerevealedwasthefaceofashriveledoldnegress,sittingoppositetheladyonthebackseat。Thethirdwasthefaceofalittlesleepingchildinthenegress’slap。Withaquickgestureofimpatience,theladysignedtothenursetoleavethecarriagefirstwiththechild。“Praytakethemoutoftheway。”shesaidtothelandlady;“praytakethemtotheirroom。”Shegotoutherselfwhenherrequesthadbeencompliedwith。Thenthelightfellclearforthefirsttimeonthefurthersideofthecarriage,andthefourthtravelerwasdisclosedtoview。

  Helayhelplessonamattress,supportedbyastretcher;hishair,longanddisordered,underablackskull-cap;hiseyeswideopen,rollingtoandfroceaselesslyanxious;therestofhisfaceasvoidofallexpressionofthecharacterwithinhim,andthethoughtwithinhim,asifhehadbeendead。Therewasnolookingathimnow,andguessingwhathemightoncehavebeen。

  Theleadenblankofhisfacemeteveryquestionastohisage,hisrank,histemper,andhislookswhichthatfacemightoncehaveanswered,inimpenetrablesilence。Nothingspokeforhimnowbuttheshockthathadstruckhimwiththedeath-in-lifeofparalysis。Thedoctor’seyequestionedhislowerlimbs,andDeath-in-Lifeanswered,_Iamhere。_Thedoctor’seye,risingattentivelybywayofhishandsandarms,questionedupwardandupwardtothemusclesroundhismouth,andDeath-in-Lifeanswered,_Iamcoming。_

  Inthefaceofacalamitysounsparingandsodreadful,therewasnothingtobesaid。Thesilentsympathyofhelpwasallthatcouldbeofferedtothewomanwhostoodweepingatthecarriagedoor。

  Astheyborehimonhisbedacrossthehallofthehotel,hiswanderingeyesencounteredthefaceofhiswife。Theyrestedonherforamoment,andinthatmomenthespoke。

  “Thechild?”hesaidinEnglish,withaslow,thick,laboringarticulation。

  “Thechildissafeupstairs。”sheanswered,faintly。

  “Mydesk?”

  “Itisinmyhands。Look!Iwon’ttrustittoanybody;Iamtakingcareofitforyoumyself。”

  Heclosedhiseyesforthefirsttimeafterthatanswer,andsaidnomore。Tenderlyandskillfullyhewascarriedupthestairs,withhiswifeononesideofhim,andthedoctorominouslysilentontheother。Thelandlordandtheservantsfollowingsawthedoorofhisroomopenandcloseonhim;heardtheladyburstoutcryinghystericallyassoonasshewasalonewiththedoctorandthesickman;sawthedoctorcomeout,halfanhourlater,withhisruddyfaceashadepalerthanusual;pressedhimeagerlyforinformation,andreceivedbutoneanswertoalltheirinquiries——“WaittillIhaveseenhimto-morrow。Askmenothingto-night。”Theyallknewthedoctor’sways,andtheyauguredillwhenheleftthemhurriedlywiththatreply。

  SothetwofirstEnglishvisitorsoftheyearcametotheBathsofWildbadintheseasonofeighteenhundredandthirty-two。

  CHAPTERII。

  THESOLIDSIDEOFTHESCOTCHCHARACTER。

  ATteno’clockthenextmorning,Mr。Neal——waitingforthemedicalvisitwhichhehadhimselfappointedforthathour——lookedathiswatch,anddiscovered,tohisamazement,thathewaswaitinginvain。Itwascloseonelevenwhenthedooropenedatlast,andthedoctorenteredtheroom。

  “Iappointedteno’clockforyourvisit。”saidMr。Neal。“Inmycountry,amedicalmanisapunctualman。”

  “Inmycountry。”returnedthedoctor,withouttheleastill-humor,“amedicalmanisexactlylikeothermen——heisatthemercyofaccidents。Praygrantmeyourpardon,sir,forbeingsolongaftermytime;Ihavebeendetainedbyaverydistressingcase——thecaseofMr。Armadale,whosetraveling-carriageyoupassedontheroadyesterday。”

  Mr。Neallookedathismedicalattendantwithasoursurprise。

  Therewasalatentanxietyinthedoctor’seye,alatentpreoccupationinthedoctor’smanner,whichhewasatalosstoaccountfor。Foramomentthetwofacesconfrontedeachothersilently,inmarkednationalcontrast——theScotchman’s,longandlean,hardandregular;theGerman’s,plumpandflorid,softandshapeless。Onefacelookedasifithadneverbeenyoung;theother,asifitwouldnevergrowold。

  “MightIventuretoremindyou。”saidMr。Neal,“thatthecasenowunderconsiderationisMYcase,andnotMr。Armadale’s?”

  “Certainly。”repliedthedoctor,stillvacillatingbetweenthecasehehadcometoseeandthecasehehadjustleft。“Youappeartobesufferingfromlameness;letmelookatyourfoot。”

  Mr。Neal’smalady,howeverseriousitmightbeinhisownestimation,wasofnoextraordinaryimportanceinamedicalpointofview。Hewassufferingfromarheumaticaffectionoftheankle-joint。Thenecessaryquestionswereaskedandansweredandthenecessarybathswereprescribed。Intenminutestheconsultationwasatanend,andthepatientwaswaitinginsignificantsilenceforthemedicaladvisertotakehisleave。

  “Icannotconcealfrommyself。”saidthedoctor,rising,andhesitatingalittle,“thatIamintrudingonyou。ButIamcompelledtobegyourindulgenceifIreturntothesubjectofMr。Armadale。”

  “MayIaskwhatcompelsyou?”

  “ThedutywhichIoweasaChristian。”answeredthedoctor,“toadyingman。”

  Mr。Nealstarted。Thosewhotouchedhissenseofreligiousdutytouchedthequickestsenseinhisnature。

  “Youhaveestablishedyourclaimonmyattention。”hesaid,gravely。“Mytimeisyours。”

  “Iwillnotabuseyourkindness。”repliedthedoctor,resuminghischair。“IwillbeasshortasIcan。Mr。Armadale’scaseisbrieflythis:HehaspassedthegreaterpartofhislifeintheWestIndies——awildlife,andaviciouslife,byhisownconfession。Shortlyafterhismarriage——nowsomethreeyearssince——thefirstsymptomsofanapproachingparalyticaffectionbegantoshowthemselves,andhismedicaladvisersorderedhimawaytotrytheclimateofEurope。SinceleavingtheWestIndieshehaslivedprincipallyinItaly,withnobenefittohishealth。

  FromItaly,beforethelastseizureattackedhim,heremovedtoSwitzerland,andfromSwitzerlandhehasbeensenttothisplace。

  SomuchIknowfromhisdoctor’sreport;therestIcantellyoufrommyownpersonalexperience。Mr。ArmadalehasbeensenttoWildbadtoolate:heisvirtuallyadeadman。Theparalysisisfastspreadingupward,anddiseaseofthelowerpartofthespinehasalreadytakenplace。Hecanstillmovehishandsalittle,buthecanholdnothinginhisfingers。Hecanstillarticulate,buthemaywakespeechlessto-morrowornextday。IfIgivehimaweekmoretolive,IgivehimwhatIhonestlybelievetobetheutmostlengthofhisspan。AthisownrequestItoldhim,ascarefullyandastenderlyasIcould,whatIhavejusttoldyou。

  Theresultwasverydistressing;theviolenceofthepatient’sagitationwasaviolencewhichIdespairofdescribingtoyou。I

  tookthelibertyofaskinghimwhetherhisaffairswereunsettled。Nothingofthesort。HiswillisinthehandsofhisexecutorinLondon,andheleaveshiswifeandchildwellprovidedfor。Mynextquestionsucceededbetter;ithitthemark:

  ’Haveyousomethingonyourmindtodobeforeyoudiewhichisnotdoneyet?’Hegaveagreatgaspofrelief,whichsaid,asnowordscouldhavesaidit,Yes。’CanIhelpyou?’’Yes。IhavesomethingtowritethatI_must_write;canyoumakemeholdapen?’

  “HemightaswellhaveaskedmeifIcouldperformamiracle。I

  couldonlysayNo。’IfIdictatethewords,’hewenton,’canyouwritewhatItellyoutowrite?’OncemoreIcouldonlysayNo。I

  understandalittleEnglish,butIcanneitherspeakitnorwriteit。Mr。ArmadaleunderstandsFrenchwhenitisspokenasIspeakittohimslowly,buthecannotexpresshimselfinthatlanguage;andofGermanheistotallyignorant。Inthisdifficulty,Isaid,whatanyoneelseinmysituationwouldhavesaid:’Whyask_me?_thereisMrs。Armadaleatyourserviceinthenextroom。’BeforeIcouldgetupfrommychairtofetchher,hestoppedme——notbywords,butbyalookofhorrorwhichfixedme,bymainforceofastonishment,inmyplace。’Surely,’Isaid,’yourwifeisthefittestpersontowriteforyouasyoudesire?’

  ’Thelastpersonunderheaven!’heanswered。’What!’Isaid,’youaskme,aforeignerandastranger,towritewordsatyourdictationwhichyoukeepasecretfromyourwife!’Conceivemyastonishmentwhenheansweredme,withoutamoment’shesitation,’Yes!’Isatlost;Isatsilent。’If_you_can’twriteEnglish,’

  hesaid,’findsomebodywhocan。’Itriedtoremonstrate。Heburstintoadreadfulmoaningcry——adumbentreaty,liketheentreatyofadog。’Hush!hush!’Isaid,’Iwillfindsomebody。’

  ’To-day!’hebrokeout,’beforemyspeechfailsme,likemyhand。’’To-day,inanhour’stime。’Heshuthiseyes;hequietedhimselfinstantly。’WhileIamwaitingforyou,’hesaid,’letmeseemylittleboy。’Hehadshownnotendernesswhenhespokeofhiswife,butIsawthetearsonhischeekswhenheaskedforhischild。Myprofession,sir,hasnotmademesohardamanasyoumightthink;andmydoctor’sheartwasasheavy,whenIwentouttofetchthechild,asifIhadnotbeenadoctoratall。Iamafraidyouthinkthisratherweakonmypart?”

  ThedoctorlookedappealinglyatMr。Neal。HemightaswellhavelookedatarockintheBlackForest。Mr。NealentirelydeclinedtobedrawnbyanydoctorinChristendomoutoftheregionsofplainfact。

  “Goon。”hesaid。“Ipresumeyouhavenottoldmeallthatyouhavetotellme,yet?”

  “Surelyyouunderstandmyobjectincominghere,now?”returnedtheother“Yourobjectisplainenough,atlast。Youinvitemetoconnectmyselfblindfoldwithamatterwhichisinthelastdegreesuspicious,sofar。IdeclinegivingyouanyansweruntilIknowmorethanIknownow。Didyouthinkitnecessarytoinformthisman’swifeofwhathadpassedbetweenyou,andtoaskherforanexplanation?”

  “OfcourseIthoughtitnecessary!“saidthedoctor,indignantatthereflectiononhishumanitywhichthequestionseemedtoimply。“IfeverIsawawomanfondofherhusband,andsorryforherhusband,itisthisunhappyMrs。Armadale。Assoonaswewereleftalonetogether,Isatdownbyherside,andItookherhandinmine。Whynot?Iamanuglyoldman,andImayallowmyselfsuchlibertiesasthese!“

  “Excuseme。”saidtheimpenetrableScotchman。“Ibegtosuggestthatyouarelosingthethreadofthenarrative。”

  “Nothingmorelikely。”returnedthedoctor,recoveringhisgoodhumor。“Itisinthehabitofmynationtobeperpetuallylosingthethread;anditisevidentlyinthehabitofyours,sir,tobeperpetuallyfindingit。Whatanexamplehereoftheorderoftheuniverse,andtheeverlastingfitnessofthings!“

  “Willyouobligeme,onceforall,byconfiningyourselftothefacts。”persistedMr。Neal,frowningimpatiently。“MayIinquire,formyowninformation,whetherMrs。Armadalecouldtellyouwhatitisherhusbandwishesmetowrite,andwhyitisthatherefusestoletherwriteforhim?”

  “Thereismythreadfound——andthankyouforfindingit!“saidthedoctor。“YoushallhearwhatMrs。Armadalehadtotellme,inMrs。Armadale’sownwords。’Thecausethatnowshutsmeoutofhisconfidence,’shesaid,’is,Ifirmlybelieve,thesamecausethathasalwaysshutmeoutofhisheart。Iamthewifehehaswedded,butIamnotthewomanheloves。Iknewwhenhemarriedmethatanothermanhadwonfromhimthewomanheloved。I

  thoughtIcouldmakehimforgether。IhopedwhenImarriedhim;

  IhopedagainwhenIborehimason。NeedItellyoutheendofmyhopes——youhaveseenitforyourself。’Wait,sir,Ientreatyou!Ihavenotlostthethreadagain;Iamfollowingitinchbyinch。’Isthisallyouknow?’Iasked。’AllIknew,’shesaid,’tillashorttimesince。ItwaswhenwewereinSwitzerland,andwhenhisillnesswasnearlyatitsworst,thatnewscametohimbyaccidentofthatotherwomanwhohasbeentheshadowandthepoisonofmylife——newsthatshelikemehadborneherhusbandason。Ontheinstantofhismakingthatdiscovery——atriflingdiscovery,ifevertherewasoneyet——amortalfearseizedonhim:notforme,notforhimself;afearforhisownchild。Thesamedaywithoutawordtomehesentforthedoctor。Iwasmean,wicked,whatyouplease——Ilistenedatthedoor。Iheardhimsay:_Ihavesomethingtotellmyson,whenmysongrowsoldenoughtounderstandme。ShallIlivetotellit?_Thedoctorwouldsaynothingcertain。Thesamenightstillwithoutawordtomehelockedhimselfintohisroom。Whatwouldanywoman,treatedasIwas,havedoneinmyplace?ShewouldhavedoneasI

  did——shewouldhavelistenedagain。Iheardhimsaytohimself:

  _Ishallnotlivetotellit:Imust;writeitbeforeIdie。_I

  heardhispenscrape,scrape,scrapeoverthepaper;Iheardhimgroaningandsobbingashewrote;IimploredhimforGod’ssaketoletmein。Thecruelpenwentscrape,scrape,scrape;thecruelpenwasalltheanswerhegaveme。Iwaitedatthedoor——hours——Idon’tknowhowlong。Onasudden,thepenstopped;

  andIheardnomore。Iwhisperedthroughthekeyholesoftly;I

  saidIwascoldandwearywithwaiting;Isaid,Oh,mylove,letmein!Noteventhecruelpenansweredmenow:silenceansweredme。WithallthestrengthofmymiserablehandsIbeatatthedoor。Theservantscameupandbrokeitin。Weweretoolate;theharmwasdone。Overthatfatalletter,thestrokehadstruckhim——overthatfatalletter,wefoundhimparalyzedasyouseehimnow。ThosewordswhichhewantsyoutowritearethewordshewouldhavewrittenhimselfifthestrokehadsparedhimtillthemorningFromthattimetothistherehasbeenablankplaceleftintheletter;anditisthatblankplacewhichhehasjustaskedyoutofillup。’——InthosewordsMrs。Armadalespoketome;inthosewordsyouhavethesumandsubstanceofalltheinformationIcangive。Say,ifyouplease,sir,haveIkeptthethreadatlast?HaveIshownyouthenecessitywhichbringsmeherefromyourcountryman’sdeath-bed?”

  “Thusfar。”saidMr。Neal,“youmerelyshowmethatyouareexcitingyourself。Thisistooseriousamattertobetreatedasyouaretreatingitnow。YouhaveinvolvedMeinthebusiness,andIinsistonseeingmywayplainly。Don’traiseyourhands;

  yourhandsarenotapartofthequestion。IfIamtobeconcernedinthecompletionofthismysteriousletter,itisonlyanactofjustifiableprudenceonmyparttoinquirewhattheletterisabout。Mrs。Armadaleappearstohavefavoredyouwithaninfinitenumberofdomesticparticulars——inreturn,Ipresume,foryourpoliteattentionintakingherbythehand。MayIaskwhatshecouldtellyouaboutherhusband’sletter,sofarasherhusbandhaswrittenit?”

  “Mrs。Armadalecouldtellmenothing。”repliedthedoctor,withasuddenformalityinhismanner,whichshowedthathisforbearancewasatlastfailinghim。“Beforeshewascomposedenoughtothinkoftheletter,herhusbandhadaskedforit,andhadcausedittobelockedupinhisdesk。Sheknowsthathehassince,timeaftertime,triedtofinishit,andthat,timeaftertime,thepenhasdroppedfromhisfingers。Sheknows,whenallotherhopeofhisrestorationwasatanend,thathismedicaladvisersencouragedhimtohopeinthefamouswatersofthisplace。Andlast,sheknowshowthathopehasended;forsheknowswhatItoldherhusbandthismorning。”

  ThefrownwhichhadbeengatheringlatterlyonMr。Neal’sfacedeepenedanddarkened。Helookedatthedoctorasifthedoctorhadpersonallyoffendedhim。

  “ThemoreIthinkofthepositionyouareaskingmetotake。”hesaid,“thelessIlikeit。CanyouundertaketosaypositivelythatMr。Armadaleisinhisrightmind?”

  “Yes;aspositivelyaswordscansayit。”

  “Doeshiswifesanctionyourcomingheretorequestmyinterference?”

  “Hiswifesendsmetoyou——theonlyEnglishmaninWildbad——towriteforyourdyingcountrymanwhathecannotwriteforhimself;

  andwhatnooneelseinthisplacebutyoucanwriteforhim。”

  ThatanswerdroveMr。Nealbacktothelastinchofgroundlefthimtostandon。EvenonthatinchtheScotchmanresistedstill。

  “Waitalittle!“hesaid。“Youputitstrongly;letusbequitesureyouputitcorrectlyaswell。Letusbequitesurethereisnobodytotakethisresponsibilitybutmyself。ThereisamayorinWildbad,tobeginwith——amanwhopossessesanofficialcharactertojustifyhisinterference。”

  “Amanofathousand。”saidthedoctor。“Withonefault——heknowsnolanguagebuthisown。”

  “ThereisanEnglishlegationatStuttgart。”persistedMr。Neal。

  “AndtherearemilesonmilesoftheforestbetweenthisandStuttgart。”rejoinedthedoctor。“Ifwesentthismoment,wecouldgetnohelpfromthelegationbeforeto-morrow;anditisaslikelyasnot,inthestateofthisdyingman’sarticulation,thatto-morrowmayfindhimspeechless。Idon’tknowwhetherhislastwishesarewishesharmlesstohischildandtoothers,wisheshurtfultohischildandtoothers;butI_do_knowthattheymustbefulfilledatonceornever,andthatyouaretheonlymanthatcanhelphim。”

  Thatopendeclarationbroughtthediscussiontoaclose。ItfixedMr。NealfastbetweenthetwoalternativesofsayingYes,andcommittinganactofimprudence,orofsayingNo,andcommittinganactofinhumanity。Therewasasilenceofsomeminutes。TheScotchmansteadilyreflected;andtheGermansteadilywatchedhim。

  TheresponsibilityofsayingthenextwordsrestedonMr。Neal,andincourseoftimeMr。Nealtookit。Herosefromhischairwithasullensenseofinjuryloweringonhisheavyeyebrows,andworkingsourlyinthelinesatthecornersofhismouth。

  “Mypositionisforcedonme。”hesaid。“Ihavenochoicebuttoacceptit。”

  Thedoctor’simpulsivenatureroseinrevoltagainstthemercilessbrevityandgracelessnessofthatreply。“IwishtoGod。”hebrokeoutfervently,“IknewEnglishenoughtotakeyourplaceatMr。Armadale’sbedside!“

  “BatingyourtakingthenameoftheAlmightyinvain。”answeredtheScotchman,“Ientirelyagreewithyou。Iwishyoudid。”

  Withoutanotherwordoneitherside,theylefttheroomtogether——thedoctorleadingtheway。

  CHAPTERIII。

  THEWRECKOFTHETIMBERSHIP。

  NOoneansweredthedoctor’sknockwhenheandhiscompanionreachedtheantechamberdoorofMr。Armadale’sapartments。Theyenteredunannounced;andwhentheylookedintothesitting-room,thesitting-roomwasempty。

  “ImustseeMrs。Armadale。”saidMr。Neal。“IdeclineactinginthematterunlessMrs。Armadaleauthorizesmyinterferencewithherownlips。”

  “Mrs。Armadaleisprobablywithherhusband。”repliedthedoctor。

  Heapproachedadoorattheinnerendofthesitting-roomwhilehespoke——hesitated——and,turningroundagain,lookedathissourcompanionanxiously。“IamafraidIspokealittleharshly,sir,whenwewereleavingyourroom。”hesaid。“Ibegyourpardonforit,withallmyheart。Beforethispoorafflictedladycomesin,willyou——willyouexcusemyaskingyourutmostgentlenessandconsiderationforher?”

  “No,sir。”retortedtheotherharshly;“Iwon’texcuseyou。WhatrighthaveIgivenyoutothinkmewantingingentlenessandconsiderationtowardanybody?”

  Thedoctorsawitwasuseless。“Ibegyourpardonagain。”hesaid,resignedly,andlefttheunapproachablestrangertohimself。

  Mr。Nealwalkedtothewindow,andstoodthere,withhiseyesmechanicallyfixedontheprospect,composinghismindforthecominginterview。

  Itwasmidday;thesunshonebrightandwarm;andallthelittleworldofWildbadwasaliveandmerryinthegenialspringtime。

  Nowandagainheavywagons,withblack-facedcartersincharge,rolledbythewindow,bearingtheirpreciousladingofcharcoalfromtheforest。Nowandagain,hurledovertheheadlongcurrentofthestreamthatrunsthroughthetown,greatlengthsoftimber,looselystrungtogetherininterminableseries——withthebootedraftsmen,poleinhand,poisedwatchfulateitherend——shotswiftandserpent-likepastthehousesontheircoursetothedistantRhine。Highandsteepabovethegabledwoodenbuildingsontheriver-bank,thegreathillsides,crestedblackwithfirs,shonetotheshiningheavensinagloryoflustrousgreen。Inandout,wheretheforestfoot-pathswoundfromthegrassthroughthetrees,fromthetreesoverthegrass,thebrightspringdressesofwomenandchildren,onthesearchforwildflowers,traveledtoandfrointheloftydistancelikespotsofmovinglight。Below,onthewalkbythestreamside,theboothsofthelittlebazarthathadopenedpunctuallywiththeopeningseasonshowedalltheirglitteringtrinkets,andflutteredinthebalmyairtheirsplendorofmany-coloredflags。

  Longingly,herethechildrenlookedattheshow;patientlythesunburnedlassespliedtheirknittingastheypacedthewalk;

  courteouslythepassingtownspeople,byfoursandfives,andthepassingvisitors,byonesandtwos,greetedeachother,hatinhand;andslowly,slowly,thecrippleandthehelplessintheirchairsonwheelscameoutinthecheerfulnoontidewiththerest,andtooktheirshareoftheblessedlightthatcheers,oftheblessedsunthatshinesforall。

  OnthisscenetheScotchmanlooked,witheyesthatnevernoteditsbeauty,withamindfarawayfromeverylessonthatittaught。Onebyonehemeditatedthewordsheshouldsaywhenthewifecamein。Onebyoneheponderedovertheconditionshemightimposebeforehetookthepeninhandatthehusband’sbedside。

  “Mrs。Armadaleishere。”saidthedoctor’svoice,interposingsuddenlybetweenhisreflectionsandhimself。

  Heturnedontheinstant,andsawbeforehim,withthepuremiddaylightshiningfullonher,awomanofthemixedbloodoftheEuropeanandtheAfricanrace,withtheNortherndelicacyintheshapeofherface,andtheSouthernrichnessinitscolor——awomanintheprimeofherbeauty,whomovedwithaninbredgrace,wholookedwithaninbredfascination,whoselarge,languidblackeyesrestedonhimgratefully,whoselittleduskyhandoffereditselftohiminmuteexpressionofherthanks,withthewelcomethatisgiventothecomingofafriend。ForthefirsttimeinhislifetheScotchmanwastakenbysurprise。Everyself-preservativewordthathehadbeenmeditatingbutaninstantsincedroppedoutofhismemory。Histhriceimpenetrablearmorofhabitualsuspicion,habitualself-discipline,andhabitualreserve,whichhadneverfallenfromhiminawoman’spresencebefore,fellfromhiminthiswoman’spresence,andbroughthimtohisknees,aconqueredman。Hetookthehandsheofferedhim,andbowedoverithisfirsthonesthomagetothesex,insilence。

  Shehesitatedonherside。Thequickfeminineperceptionwhich,inhappiercircumstances,wouldhavepouncedonthesecretofhisembarrassmentinaninstant,failedhernow。Sheattributedhisstrangereceptionofhertopride,toreluctance——toanycausebuttheunexpectedrevelationofherownbeauty。“Ihavenowordstothankyou。”shesaid,faintly,tryingtopropitiatehim。“I

  shouldonlydistressyouifItriedtospeak。”Herlipbegantotremble,shedrewbackalittle,andturnedawayherheadinsilence。

  Thedoctor,whohadbeenstandingapart,quietlyobservantinacorner,advancedbeforeMr。Nealcouldinterfere,andledMrs。

  Armadaletoachair。“Don’tbeafraidofhim。”whisperedthegoodman,pattinghergentlyontheshoulder。“Hewashardasironinmyhands,butIthink,bythelookofhim,hewillbesoftaswaxinyours。SaythewordsItoldyoutosay,andletustakehimtoyourhusband’sroom,beforethosesharpwitsofhishavetimetorecoverthemselves。”

  Sherousedhersinkingresolution,andadvancedhalf-waytothewindowtomeetMr。Neal。“Mykindfriend,thedoctor,hastoldme,sir,thatyouronlyhesitationincominghereisahesitationonmyaccount。”shesaid,herheaddroopingalittle,andherrichcolorfadingawaywhileshespoke。“Iamdeeplygrateful,butIentreatyounottothinkof_me。_Whatmyhusbandwishes——“

  Hervoicefaltered;shewaitedresolutely,andrecoveredherself。

  “Whatmyhusbandwishesinhislastmoments,Iwishtoo。”

  ThistimeMr。Nealwascomposedenoughtoanswerher。Inlow,earnesttones,heentreatedhertosaynomore。“Iwasonlyanxioustoshowyoueveryconsideration。”hesaid。“Iamonlyanxiousnowtospareyoueverydistress。”Ashespoke,somethinglikeaglowofcolorroseslowlyonhissallowface。Hereyeswerelookingathim,softlyattentive;andhethoughtguiltilyofhismeditationsatthewindowbeforeshecamein。

  Thedoctorsawhisopportunity。HeopenedthedoorthatledintoMr。Armadale’sroom,andstoodbyit,waitingsilently。Mrs。

  Armadaleenteredfirst。Inaminutemorethedoorwasclosedagain;andMr。Nealstoodcommittedtotheresponsibilitythathadbeenforcedonhim——committedbeyondrecall。

  Theroomwasdecoratedinthegaudycontinentalfashion,andthewarmsunlightwasshininginjoyously。Cupidsandflowerswerepaintedontheceiling;brightribbonsloopedupthewhitewindow-curtains;asmartgiltclocktickedonavelvet-coveredmantelpiece;mirrorsgleamedonthewalls,andflowersinallthecolorsoftherainbowspeckledthecarpet。Inthemidstofthefinery,andtheglitter,andthelight,laytheparalyzedman,withhiswanderingeyes,andhislifelesslowerface——hisheadproppedhighwithmanypillows;hishelplesshandslaidoutoverthebed-clotheslikethehandsofacorpse。Bythebedheadstood,grim,andold,andsilent,theshriveledblacknurse;andonthecounter-pane,betweenhisfather’soutspreadhands,laythechild,inhislittlewhitefrock,absorbedintheenjoymentofanewtoy。Whenthedooropened,andMrs。Armadaleledthewayin,theboywastossinghisplaything——asoldieronhorseback——backwardandforwardoverthehelplesshandsoneithersideofhim;andthefather’swanderingeyeswerefollowingthetoytoandfro,withastealthyandceaselessvigilance——avigilanceasofawildanimal,terribletosee。

  ThemomentMr。Nealappearedinthedoorway,thoserestlesseyesstopped,lookedup,andfastenedonthestrangerwithafierceeagernessofinquiry。Slowlythemotionlesslipsstruggledintomovement。Withthick,hesitatingarticulation,theyputthequestionwhichtheeyesaskedmutely,intowords:“Areyoutheman?”

  Mr。Nealadvancedtothebedside,Mrs。Armadaledrawingbackfromitasheapproached,andwaitingwiththedoctoratthefurtherendoftheroom。Thechildlookedup,toyinhand,asthestrangercamenear,openedhisbrightbrowneyesinmomentaryastonishment,andthenwentonwithhisgame。

  “Ihavebeenmadeacquaintedwithyoursadsituation,sir。”saidMr。Neal;“andIhavecomeheretoplacemyservicesatyourdisposal——serviceswhichnoonebutmyself,asyourmedicalattendantinformsme,isinapositiontorenderyouinthisstrangeplace。MynameisNeal。IamawritertothesignetinEdinburgh;andImaypresumetosayformyselfthatanyconfidenceyouwishtoplaceinmewillbeconfidencenotimproperlybestowed。”

  Theeyesofthebeautifulwifewerenotconfusinghimnow。Hespoketothehelplesshusbandquietlyandseriously,withouthiscustomaryharshness,andwithagravecompassioninhismannerwhichpresentedhimathisbest。Thesightofthedeath-bedhadsteadiedhim。

  “Youwishmetowritesomethingforyou?”heresumed,afterwaitingforareply,andwaitinginvain。

  “Yes!“saidthedyingman,withtheall-masteringimpatiencewhichhistonguewaspowerlesstoexpress,glitteringangrilyinhiseye。“Myhandisgone,andmyspeechisgoing。Write!“

  Beforetherewastimetospeakagain,Mr。Nealheardtherustlingofawoman’sdress,andthequickcreakingofcastersonthecarpetbehindhim。Mrs。Armadalewasmovingthewriting-tableacrosstheroomtothefootofthebed。Ifhewastosetupthosesafeguardsofhisowndevisingthatweretobearhimharmlessthroughallresultstocome,nowwasthetime,ornever。He,kepthisbackturnedonMrs。Armadale,andputhisprecautionaryquestionatonceintheplainestterms。

  “MayIask,sir,beforeItakethepeninhand,whatitisyouwishmetowrite?”

  Theangryeyesoftheparalyzedmanglitteredbrighterandbrighter。Hislipsopenedandclosedagain。Hemadenoreply。

  Mr。Nealtriedanotherprecautionaryquestion,inanewdirection。

  “WhenIhavewrittenwhatyouwishmetowrite。”heasked,“whatistobedonewithit?”

  Thistimetheanswercame:

  “Sealitupinmypresence,andpostittomyex——“

  Hislaboringarticulationsuddenlystoppedandhelookedpiteouslyinthequestioner’sfaceforthenextword。

  “Doyoumeanyourexecutor?”

  “Yes。”

  “Itisaletter,Isuppose,thatIamtopost?”Therewasnoanswer。“MayIaskifitisaletteralteringyourwill?”

  “Nothingofthesort。”

  Mr。Nealconsideredalittle。Themysterywasthickening。Theonewayoutofit,sofar,wasthewaytracedfaintlythroughthatstrangestoryoftheunfinishedletterwhichthedoctorhadrepeatedtohiminMrs。Armadale’swords。Thenearerheapproachedhisunknownresponsibility,themoreominousitseemedofsomethingserioustocome。Shouldheriskanotherquestionbeforehepledgedhimselfirrevocably?Asthedoubtcrossedhismind,hefeltMrs。Armadale’ssilkdresstouchhimonthesidefurthestfromherhusband。Herdelicatedarkhandwaslaidgentlyonhisarm;herfulldeepAfricaneyeslookedathiminsubmissiveentreaty。“Myhusbandisveryanxious。”shewhispered。

  “Willyouquiethisanxiety,sir,bytakingyourplaceatthewriting-table?”

  Itwasfrom_her_lipsthattherequestcame——fromthelipsofthepersonwhohadthebestrighttohesitate,thewifewhowasexcludedfromthesecret!MostmeninMr。Neal’spositionwouldhavegivenupalltheirsafeguardsonthespot。TheScotchmangavethemallupbutone。

  “Iwillwritewhatyouwishmetowrite。”hesaid,addressingMr。

  Armadale。“Iwillsealitinyourpresence;andIwillpostittoyourexecutormyself。But,inengagingtodothis,ImustbegyoutorememberthatIamactingentirelyinthedark;andImustaskyoutoexcuseme,ifIreservemyownentirefreedomofaction,whenyourwishesinrelationtothewritingandthepostingoftheletterhavebeenfulfilled。”

  “Doyougivemeyourpromise?”

  “Ityouwantmypromise,sir,Iwillgiveit——subjecttotheconditionIhavejustnamed。”

  “Takeyourcondition,andkeepyourpromise。Mydesk。”headded,lookingathiswifeforthefirsttime。

  Shecrossedtheroomeagerlytofetchthedeskfromachairinacorner。Returningwithit,shemadeapassingsigntothenegress,whostillstood,grimandsilent,intheplacethatshehadoccupiedfromthefirst。Thewomanadvanced,obedienttothesign,totakethechildfromthebed。Attheinstantwhenshetouchedhim,thefather’seyes——fixedpreviouslyonthedesk——turnedonherwiththestealthyquicknessofacat。“No!“

  hesaid。“No!“echoedthefreshvoiceoftheboy,stillcharmedwithhisplaything,andstilllikinghisplaceonthebed。Thenegresslefttheroom,andthechild,inhightriumph,trottedhistoysoldierupanddownonthebedclothesthatlayrumpledoverhisfather’sbreast。Hismother’slovelyfacecontractedwithapangofjealousyasshelookedathim。

  “ShallIopenyourdesk?”sheasked,pushingbackthechild’splaythingsharplywhileshespoke。Anansweringlookfromherhusbandguidedherhandtotheplaceunderhispillowwherethekeywashidden。Sheopenedthedesk,anddisclosedinsidesomesmallsheetsofmanuscriptpinnedtogether。“These?”sheinquired,producingthem。

  “Yes。”hesaid。“Youcangonow。”

  TheScotchmansittingatthewriting-table,thedoctorstirringastimulantmixtureinacorner,lookedateachotherwithananxietyinboththeirfaceswhichtheycouldneitherofthemcontrol。Thewordsthatbanishedthewifefromtheroomwerespoken。Themomenthadcome。

  “Youcangonow。”saidMr。Armadale,forthesecondtime。

  Shelookedatthechild,establishedcomfortablyonthebed,andanashypalenessspreadslowlyoverherface。Shelookedatthefatalletterwhichwasasealedsecrettoher,andatortureofjealoussuspicion——suspicionofthatotherwomanwhohadbeentheshadowandthepoisonofherlife——wrunghertotheheart。Aftermovingafewstepsfromthebedside,shestopped,andcamebackagain。Armedwiththedoublecourageofherloveandherdespair,shepressedherlipsonherdyinghusband’scheek,andpleadedwithhimforthelasttime。Herburningtearsdroppedonhisfaceasshewhisperedtohim:“Oh,Allan,thinkhowIhavelovedyou!

  thinkhowhardIhavetriedtomakeyouhappy!thinkhowsoonI

  shallloseyou!Oh,myownlove!don’t,don’tsendmeaway!“

  Thewordspleadedforher;thekisspleadedforher;therecollectionofthelovethathadbeengiventohim,andneverreturned,touchedtheheartofthefast-sinkingmanasnothinghadtoucheditsincethedayofhismarriage。Aheavysighbrokefromhim。Helookedather,andhesitated。

  “Letmestay。”shewhispered,pressingherfaceclosertohis。

  “Itwillonlydistressyou。”hewhisperedback。

  “Nothingdistressesme,butbeingsentawayfrom_you!_“

  Hewaited。Shesawthathewasthinking,andwaitedtoo。

  “IfIletyoustayalittle——?”

  “Yes!yes!“

  “WillyougowhenItellyou?”

  “Iwill。”

  “Onyouroath?”

  Thefettersthatboundhistongueseemedtobeloosenedforamomentinthegreatoutburstofanxietywhichforcedthatquestiontohislips。Hespokethosestartlingwordsashehadspokennowordsyet。

  “Onmyoath!“sherepeated,and,droppingonherkneesatthebedside,passionatelykissedhishand。Thetwostrangersintheroomturnedtheirheadsawaybycommonconsent。Inthesilencethatfollowed,theonesoundstirringwasthesmallsoundofthechild’stoy,ashemovedithitherandthitheronthebed。

  Thedoctorwasthefirstwhobrokethespellofstillnesswhichhadfallenonallthepersonspresent。Heapproachedthepatient,andexaminedhimanxiously。Mrs。Armadalerosefromherknees;

  and,firstwaitingforherhusband’spermission,carriedthesheetsofmanuscriptwhichshehadtakenoutofthedesktothetableatwhichMr。Nealwaswaiting。Flushedandeager,morebeautifulthaneverinthevehementagitationwhichstillpossessedher,shestoopedoverhimassheputtheletterintohishands,and,seizingonthemeanstoherendwithawoman’sheadlongself-abandonmenttoherownimpulses,whisperedtohim,“Readitoutfromthebeginning。Imustandwillhearit!“Hereyesflashedtheirburninglightintohis;herbreathbeatonhischeek。Beforehecouldanswer,beforehecouldthink,shewasbackwithherhusband。Inaninstantshehadspoken,andinthatinstantherbeautyhadbenttheScotchmantoherwill。Frowninginreluctantacknowledgmentofhisowninabilitytoresisther,heturnedovertheleavesoftheletter;lookedattheblankplacewherethepenhaddroppedfromthewriter’shandandhadleftablotonthepaper;turnedbackagaintothebeginning,andsaidthewords,inthewife’sinterest,whichthewifeherselfhadputintohislips。

  “Perhaps,sir,youmaywishtomakesomecorrections。”hebegan,withallhisattentionapparentlyfixedontheletter,andwitheveryoutwardappearanceoflettinghissourtemperagaingetthebetterofhim。“ShallIreadovertoyouwhatyouhavealreadywritten?”

  Mrs。Armadale,sittingatthebedheadononeside,andthedoctor,withhisfingersonthepatient’spulse,sittingontheother,waitedwithwidelydifferentanxietiesfortheanswertoMr。Neal’squestion。Mr。Armadale’seyesturnedsearchinglyfromhischildtohiswife。

  “You_will_hearit?”hesaid。Herbreathcameandwentquickly;

  herhandstoleupandtookhis;shebowedherheadinsilence。

  Herhusbandpaused,takingsecretcounselwithhisthoughts,andkeepinghiseyesfixedonhiswife。Atlasthedecided,andgavetheanswer。“Readit。”hesaid,“andstopwhenItellyou。”

  Itwascloseononeo’clock,andthebellwasringingwhichsummonedthevisitorstotheirearlydinnerattheinn。Thequickbeatoffootsteps,andthegatheringhumofvoicesoutside,penetratedgaylyintotheroom,asMr。Nealspreadthemanuscriptbeforehimonthetable,andreadtheopeningsentencesinthesewords:

  “Iaddressthislettertomyson,whenmysonisofanagetounderstandit。Havinglostallhopeoflivingtoseemyboygrowuptomanhood,IhavenochoicebuttowriteherewhatIwouldfainhavesaidtohimatafuturetimewithmyownlips。

  “Ihavethreeobjectsinwriting。First,torevealthecircumstanceswhichattendedthemarriageofanEnglishladyofmyacquaintance,intheislandofMadeira。Secondly,tothrowthetruelightonthedeathofherhusbandashorttimeafterward,onboardtheFrenchtimbership_LaGracedeDieu。_Thirdly,towarnmysonofadangerthatliesinwaitforhim——adangerthatwillrisefromhisfather’sgravewhentheearthhasclosedoverhisfather’sashes。

  “ThestoryoftheEnglishlady’smarriagebeginswithmyinheritingthegreatArmadaleproperty,andmytakingthefatalArmadalename。

  “IamtheonlysurvivingsonofthelateMathewWrentmore,ofBarbadoes。Iwasbornonourfamilyestateinthatisland,andI

  lostmyfatherwhenIwasstillachild。Mymotherwasblindlyfondofme;shedeniedmenothing,sheletmeliveasIpleased。

  Myboyhoodandyouthwerepassedinidlenessandself-indulgence,amongpeople——slavesandhalf-castesmostly——towhommywillwaslaw。IdoubtifthereisagentlemanofmybirthandstationinallEnglandasignorantasIamatthismoment。Idoubtiftherewaseverayoungmaninthisworldwhosepassionswereleftsoentirelywithoutcontrolofanykindasminewereinthoseearlydays。

  “Mymotherhadawoman’sromanticobjectiontomyfather’shomelyChristianname。IwaschristenedAllan,afterthenameofawealthycousinofmyfather’s——thelateAllanArmadale——whopossessedestatesinourneighborhood,thelargestandmostproductiveintheisland,andwhoconsentedtobemygodfatherbyproxy。Mr。ArmadalehadneverseenhisWestIndianproperty。HelivedinEngland;and,aftersendingmethecustomarygodfather’spresent,heheldnofurthercommunicationwithmyparentsforyearsafterward。Iwasjusttwenty-onebeforeweheardagainfromMr。Armadale。OnthatoccasionmymotherreceivedaletterfromhimaskingifIwasstillalive,andofferingnolessifIwas

  thantomakemetheheirtohisWestIndianproperty。

  “ThispieceofgoodfortunefelltomeentirelythroughthemisconductofMr。Armadale’sson,anonlychild。Theyoungmanhaddisgracedhimselfbeyondallredemption;hadlefthishomeanoutlaw;andhadbeenthereuponrenouncedbyhisfatheratonceandforever。Havingnoothernearmalerelativetosucceedhim,Mr。Armadalethoughtofhiscousin’ssonandhisowngodson;andheofferedtheWestIndianestatetome,andmyheirsafterme,ononecondition——thatIandmyheirsshouldtakehisname。Theproposalwasgratefullyaccepted,andtheproperlegalmeasureswereadoptedforchangingmynameinthecolonyandinthemothercountry。BythenextmailinformationreachedMr。Armadalethathisconditionhadbeencompliedwith。Thereturnmailbroughtnewsfromthelawyers。Thewillhadbeenalteredinmyfavor,andinaweekafterwardthedeathofmybenefactorhadmademethelargestproprietorandtherichestmaninBarbadoes。

  “Thiswasthefirsteventinthechain。Thesecondeventfolloweditsixweeksafterward。

  “Atthattimetherehappenedtobeavacancyintheclerk’sofficeontheestate,andtherecametofillitayoungmanaboutmyownagewhohadrecentlyarrivedintheisland。HeannouncedhimselfbythenameofFergusIngleby。Myimpulsesgovernedmeineverything;Iknewnolawbutthelawofmyowncaprice,andI

  tookafancytothestrangerthemomentIseteyesonhim。Hehadthemannersofagentleman,andhepossessedthemostattractivesocialqualitieswhich,inmysmallexperience,Ihadevermetwith。WhenIheardthatthewrittenreferencestocharacterwhichhehadbroughtwithhimwerepronouncedtobeunsatisfactory,I

  interfered,andinsistedthatheshouldhavetheplace。Mywillwaslaw,andhehadit。

  “MymotherdislikedanddistrustedInglebyfromthefirst。Whenshefoundtheintimacybetweenusrapidlyripening;whenshefoundmeadmittingthisinferiortotheclosestcompanionshipandconfidenceIhadlivedwithmyinferiorsallmylife,andI

  likedit,shemadeeffortafterefforttopartus,andfailedinoneandall。Driventoherlastresources,sheresolvedtotrytheonechanceleft——thechanceofpersuadingmetotakeavoyagewhichIhadoftenthoughtof——avoyagetoEngland。

  “Beforeshespoketomeonthesubject,sheresolvedtointerestmeintheideaofseeingEngland,asIhadneverbeeninterestedyet。Shewrotetoanoldfriendandanoldadmirerofhers,thelateStephenBlanchard,ofThorpeAmbrose,inNorfolk——agentlemanoflandedestate,andawidowerwithagrown-upfamily。

  After-discoveriesinformedmethatshemusthavealludedtotheirformerattachmentwhichwaschecked,Ibelieve,bytheparentsoneitherside;andthat,inaskingMr。Blanchard’swelcomeforhersonwhenhecametoEngland,shemadeinquiriesabouthisdaughter,whichhintedatthechanceofamarriageunitingthetwofamilies,iftheyoungladyandImetandlikedoneanother。

  Wewereequallymatchedineveryrespect,andmymother’srecollectionofhergirlishattachmenttoMr。Blanchardmadetheprospectofmymarryingheroldadmirer’sdaughterthebrightestandhappiestprospectthathereyescouldsee。OfallthisIknewnothinguntilMr。Blanchard’sanswerarrivedatBarbadoes。Thenmymothershowedmetheletter,andputthetemptationwhichwastoseparatemefromFergusInglebyopenlyinmyway。

  “Mr。Blanchard’sletterwasdatedfromtheIslandofMadeira。Hewasoutofhealth,andhehadbeenorderedtherebythedoctorstotrytheclimate。Hisdaughterwaswithhim。Afterheartilyreciprocatingallmymother’shopesandwishes,heproposedifI

  intendedleavingBarbadoesshortlythatIshouldtakeMadeiraonmywaytoEngland,andpayhimavisitathistemporaryresidenceintheisland。Ifthiscouldnotbe,hementionedthetimeatwhichheexpectedtobebackinEngland,whenImightbesureoffindingawelcomeathisownhouseofThorpeAmbrose。Inconclusion,heapologizedfornotwritingatgreaterlength;

  explainingthathissightwasaffected,andthathehaddisobeyedthedoctor’sordersbyyieldingtothetemptationofwritingtohisoldfriendwithhisownhand。

  “Kindlyasitwasexpressed,theletteritselfmighthavehadlittleinfluenceonme。Buttherewassomethingelsebesidestheletter;therewasinclosedinitaminiatureportraitofMissBlanchard。Atthebackoftheportrait,herfatherhadwritten,half-jestingly,half-tenderly,’Ican’taskmydaughtertosparemyeyesasusual,withouttellingherofyourinquiries,andputtingayounglady’sdiffidencetotheblush。SoIsendherineffigywithoutherknowledgetoanswerforherself。Itisagoodlikenessofagoodgirl。Ifshelikesyourson——andifI

  likehim,whichIamsureIshall——wemayyetlive,mygoodfriend,toseeourchildrenwhatwemightoncehavebeenourselves——manandwife。’Mymothergavemetheminiaturewiththeletter。Theportraitatoncestruckme——Ican’tsaywhy,I

  can’tsayhow——asnothingofthekindhadeverstruckmebefore。

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